#I'm far too tired lol

[traveleroffarawayplaces]

This is my first time EVER participating in LU-tober or any kind of weekly/monthly event. It was such a blast!

((I’m going to go take a nap.))

 CONTAINS MINOR SPOILERS TO TOTK IN CH 14!!

#AO3 stuff of the Kit #totk spoilers #lu #linked universe #I cannot even tag them all #I'm far too tired lol #Just... take it plz...

[minecraft-sideblog-tm]

Local Man Dying Inside, more at 11

#grian #hermitcraft #hermitcraft 10 #hermitcraft fanart #lee speaks #i'm already spotting some mistakes and the anatomy is off but I am far too tired to fix any of it #so this is good enough lol #Trying to see how my usual art style for ink/paper translates to a digital medium

[biracy]

U guys know I Enjoy Rocky Horror but also if I have 2 see one more person claim that to criticize it even slightly is Literally Destroying Queer History I will explode the earth. Like yes Not All Representation Has To Be Perfect or whatever but also I don't think lightly critiquing a very popular to this day film's portrayal of trans people is going to Destroy Queer History With Woke Cancel Culture I think Rocky Horror, the movie, the inanimate object, can deal with it

#'it was the 1970s that's how it was back the-' SHUT UPPPPP SHUT UP i am so tired of u people i'm sorry lol #idk when ur hispanic i guess u become attuned to people using 'it was a different time!' to excuse things #idk can i be quite honest richard o'brien's defending germaine greer has kinda like. fucked with rocky horror for me oops #open mick night #rhps #overall a great example of my other post about how u cannot say 'Queer People are incapable of making Bad Representation #of other Queer People' because 'queer people' is far too broad of a descriptor and so much bigotry can exist within that label

[theflyingfeeling]

tomorrow-me: I'd really appreciate it if you could drag your arse to the grocery store so that I won't have to get up early tomorrow morning to do it you know?

now-me, wrapped in a blanket with tears in my eyes: but I'm just a baby?? 😭

#listen i am so so so so so so so so tired 💀 #my landlord's coming for a visit at 11 tomorrow and i have nothing to offer him #but i'm too tired to think about what to buy for the weekend (for myself) #grocery shopping was a burden as it was but then they shut down my nearest store (200 m from my apartment) #and now the nearest one is just far enough so that i don't wanna go there just for a pack of coffee and biscuits #i'm so tired i just had to check how to fucking spell 'biscuits' 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #feeling slightly better now that i rested my eyes a little and drank a glass of water and ate a clementine #but i don't wanna goooooooo it's cold and dark and i don't know what i want to eat during the weekend 😭😭😭😭😭 #it's times like these i hate living alone / being single because i can't just ask someone to go to the grocery store for me #i should also clean up my kitchen and bathroom a bit #i know i'm so brave for doing shit like this all by myself but sometimes i really hope i wouldn't have to #sorry for whining about my little life on main lol pls ignore #i need no advice (but sympathy would be nice. an encouraging headpat even)

[twpsyn-who]

Talking a little bit about 'boycotting Eurovision' under Keep Reading, feel free to scroll down if is not what you want to see.

The most used argument on the matter of banning Israel from Eurovision is the fact that Russia got banned from Eurovision, which is the worst argument anyone could bring.

Kindly reminder that Russia didn't get banned because of the war with Ukraine. Russia got banned because many countries has threatened to withdraw from the competition. Sadly, that's a big difference.

Yes, the countries has threatened to withdraw because they support Ukraine and see Russia as the party in the wrong. That was their reason. EBU's reason for banning Russian was because those countries threatened to withdraw, not because the war was bad and Russia must be stopped.

This situation isn't the same. Why? Because many countries support Israel in their genocide. Because this time around Palestine is the party in the wrong. Because we're taught to believe that Israel isn't in the wrong here.**

Boycotting Eurovision won't work. There are people out there who don't know the truth and want to watch Eurovision. There are people out there who don't care and will watch Eurovision regardless of the situation. There are people out there who, despite having the facts, still don't see Israel as the bad guy in this situation and will watch Eurovision. Sadly, boycotting won't work unless everyone does it.

The only way Israel will get banned, in my opinion, is by going through the same thing as Russia. If other countries threatened to withdraw- and not any countries, but the ones investing the most in Eurovision, then yes. That will get Israel banned.

Otherwise? The only thing we do is hurt artists that don't deserve it. Artists who use Eurovision as a way to get more exposure and experience. Artists who deserve to be heard.

Don't vote for Israel's entry. Don't stream their song either. Heck, turn off the TV when is their turn to perform.

**This whole situation (the war, not Eurovision) isn't only black and white. Civilians die daily because of this, all of them from both sides. Innocent people who has no fault. Let's not forget that

#Honestly I'm tired of the whole 'Russia got banned Israel should be banned too' speech because is truly bullshit #It has nothing to do with the war per se. It was because countries were unwilling to participate in support for Ukraine #If the whole situation was truly political then other countries wouldn't be able to participate either #Is it fair? No. But that's the situation #Alas Eurovision exist so we forget about the bad in the world for a bit and be more united. Have some fun. Stuff like that #I'm going to get so much hate over this omg. But this is just my opinion/point of view on the matter #Sadly this whole situation isn't even about helping the innocent put in danger by this situation. Is about hate like everything else #My wording is so shitty but people on the internet don't understand shit unless I call 'X bad Y good' so we go with that #eurovision 2024 #Also another reminder that THE WHOLE AUDIENCE chanted 'Cha Cha Cha' during eurovision 2023 and were rotting for Finland to win just to lose #Many entries got fucked up by the jury votes too. Our opinion doesn't matter as much as some of you might think lol #Jury votes GOT CHANGED during another eurovision under shitty reasons (I can't remember which year but there were 5 or 6 countries who got #their votes changed). Eurovision has never been fair #We always get annoyed over it and trash talk it then watch it the next year #Also this is not the same as boycotting brands and shit like that who support Israel. No money go from Eurovision to Israel. #This competition as far as I am aware (please correct me if I'm wrong) doesn't support Israel in any way #Be it financially or by donating arms or any other way #Their only fault is for allowing Israel to participate. That's all #Weapons* don't ask me why I said arms instead sorry #i'm tired lol #Fair warning I won't answer any replies to this post

[man-down-in-hatchet-town]

Okay, so the Professor Birthday cast list is Jaime, both Brians, Dylan, Joey, Lauren, and Jamie. We know who Jaime, Brolden, and Dylan are playing.

So who do we think everyone else is gonna be? I'm guessing we're going to get the Easter Bunny and Cupid, and even though she's not really "holiday" themed I'm gonna say the Tooth Fairy as well after her initial name-drop in Episode 1. My main guess for the fourth character is St. Patrick, though I could also see Punxsutawney Phil.

(Or alternatively, maybe one of them will end up playing a student at Professor Birthday's University? That's the part of the world-building that doesn't really make sense to me yet--how can she have a functioning university and still be that unknown--so it would be cool to see that explored.

Dylan as Santa was pretty obvious, but other than that it's kinda' hard to guess casting since we don't know what Eric's take on these different characters is going to be. But on the whole my vaguely educated guess is:

Brosenthal--St. Patrick (not gonna lie, this is purely based off of the Irish FBI boss in SiS)

Joey--Cupid (UNHINGED)

Lauren--The Easter Bunny

Jamie--The Tooth Fairy

(I'm also vaguely suspicious of a surprise Meredith cameo in some sort of small-but-ultimately-pivotal role.)

Can't wait to watch this post age incredibly poorly!

#a professor birthday theory post already? #It's more likely than you think #lol I just wanted to theorize about something and I'm too tired or brain-dead for Pulp or Hatchetfield #but Prof BD is so far just like 11 minutes of a kids podcast so I can handle that #professor birthday isn't famous #professor birthday #professor birthday character watch #Brian Rosenthal #Joey Richter #Lauren Lopez #Jamie Burns #Eric Kahn Gale

[piracytheorist]

Oohhh god. I feel the fatigue in my body already. I had forgotten just how much garbage comes forth whenever you move houses. So many old notes and small receipts and broken hair ties and old leaflets and stuff. I've gone downstairs to throw out trash about four times today, and there's a little more gathered now but it's too little to justify putting on a bra again to go out. I wore my bra all day long today cause it was out of the question doing packing with my Ds unsupported, and about an hour ago I went like "I'm done for today", took it off and had dinner, so it's not coming back on for today XD

I think I'm more than halfway done - that's not counting my electric piano. I need one more person to help with packing that one cause that damn keyboard is big and heavy. The big appliances are just going to go in the car as they are. I'm probably going to get a furnished apartment so all the appliances will have to fit somewhere in my parents' place, so they won't go far, so no need to pack and bubble-wrap those.

My main problem is the dishes and cutlery. I can't pack them yet cause I need to eat tomorrow and on Monday. I'll never get over my fear of packing fragile plates cause what if I drop the box. I mean they barely cost 3 euros each but still. Who deals with that.

I may actually have to go buy some bubble wrap for those on Monday. Oof. So much stuff to do on Monday and only Monday as it's probably going to be my last day in this apartment. My mother offered to help arrange the final stuff, like cut off water and electricity, give back the keys to my landlady, and pick up the appliances I won't take in the new place, so I have a lot of help in that department, but I pretty much have to have everything settled from my side by Monday evening.

It really is that the stress of whether I'd get a job left and the stress of moving out set in. At least it's a little more hopeful this time. If I get a cheap apartment, I can put some money aside all year long so next time I'll have to move I can just rent a van and not worry about trunk space.

Oof. It will be a few intense days until I'm settled and get accustomed to the new place and job. But it's for a good change. I'm so happy the temperature has dropped cause boy I don't know what I would have otherwise XD

Anyway just an update, mostly for me to feel validated for today and encourage myself for tomorrow. Still lots of stuff to put away and decide which box they're going in. Tomorrow I'm continuing the packing, then resting and ordering my favourite pasta dish which I'll probably take TOO LONG to eat again cause it's only from a specific restaurant here and I don't know when I'll be back to taste it again T_T

I'm actually going to miss this town. I didn't love it enough to be like "This should be my forever home!" but I did grow accustomed to it pretty quick. There are lots of things I'll think about it fondly... but the great part about the new place is that it's a twenty-minute (and cheap!) bus ride from the sea. And I've missed walking down a beach or seaside town. That'll definitely fill some of my weekends XD

#nette speaks #so sleepy #I don't know if I made that clear #but my parents live in another town not too far from here #so while it's easy to visit my current/old town from there it's also not one we live in #anyway I'm just rambling lol #I'm tired XD

[coffee-bat]

they're t vs. t (opposite of t4t)

#they're talking about uka here #has to do with my alt!cortex's lore that i never had the opportunity to explain lol #anyway. mfw i'm being blackmailed and lowkey tortured by a magical mask because i suck and then my rival has the gall to tell me i don't #appreciate the honor of working with said mask and also don't deserve to (i just want out of this) hashtag relatable #crash bandicoot #neo cortex #alternate cortex #femtropy #nefarious tropy (female) #tawnaverse #my art #scars cw #injury cw #the bandages look weird bc i couldn't figure out how 'bandages wrapped around chest to secure fresh arm prosthetic' should look like 💀 #also #this was supposed to go with sth else but i'm too tired rn i'll write the text post tommorow #what i was planning to say just got me thinking about their dynamic and now we're here 💀 bitches hate each other your honor #//i have no idea if the english in the second panel is in any way correct and so far i've gotten mixed responses #so once i figure out if it's comprehensible or not i might edit the post with fixed dialogue #for now sorry hope what he's saying is at least understanable 😭

[sals-soda]

screw the rickfuckers, where my mortyfuckers at??

#seriously i need to know i'm not the only one 😭 #proship #comship #proselfship #i'm too scared to maintag this so soz to those in the proship tag that don't wanna see this Lol #but i am genuinely getting tired of the rickfuckers tho tbh Lol. like i'm not thirsty for rick at all #so far i only block the feelings yakuza but if i get too annoyed i might start blocking the rickfuckers too tbh #sals-soda

[kynimdraws]

I raise my eyebrows everytime some weirdo claim that Claude is "ooc/evil for being against the Central Church"

Hilarious how GW has filtered out the Claude "fans" who assumed he was a memelord goodboi that only has eyes for "sexy" Byleth jesus supreme :') 

Otome fanservice really done a number on the FE fandom and it really shows....

#ask #anonymous #I'm already too tired to argue about GW and how fans have percieved it #I'll just stay in my space and make my GW aus bc that route has some good material despite the setbacks #claude's entire character is more about his exploration of Fodlan society through a lens of a person who grew up knowing of two cultures #one of the cultures being considered a bad foreign by the church tenets #rhea being nice to a few token nonfodlan characters does not erase the fact that the Central church is an oppressive institution #and the people will use that as an excuse for their imperialism and other forms of discrimination #but fe fans are not ready for that conversation tbh #yes claude does want to know the secrets of Fodlan in 3houses but only bc VW is set such that the search for lore is helping his goals #3Hopes is far more political and not much indiana jones tier lore exploration and it works #byleth being a victim and enabler of fe otomeshit is so infuriating LOL

[caricature-of-a-witch]

I'm supposed to be on semester summer break but I am still suffering from academia and failing to write essays can I please just stoppp

#Ash's ramblings #I am so tired of this #I am. so bad at essays. I'm bad at focussing I'm bad at research I'm bad of connecting the research into a coherent argument #this thing is due on the 10th and I've still not even been able to decide what I even want to focus on I can't make sense of anything #I shouldn't be on tumblr I should be working on this but every time I try it just results in staring blankly at the wall after 5 minutes #and trying not to cry bc clearly. Clearly I Am Just Too Stupid For Academia Why Am I Even Trying I should Just Give Up #'oh you said that with all the past essays as well so far and you always got good grades!' yeah but this isn't all the past essays #this is a new essay with a completely new and different task and I do not know what to do #in fact. I barely know what I was doing in past essays either. couldn't explain my last syntax essay to you for the life of me #did I get a good grade? yes! Did I actually understand what I was saying? barely! do I want to just give up? yes!! #but then what else to do with my life I have no skills no talents nothing #... #time to stop spiralling on tumblr and get back to the source of that huh #ignore me I know I'm doing this a lot lately just. ignore me idk how to help me either I'm still stuck in the late teens/early 20s panic #and unlikely to ever escape it lol bc I think by now I'm supposed to have found sth I'm good at but here we are lol #anyway! anyway. #tbd

[fly-sky-high-arts]

A

#i have inkblot now #i'm too tired about all these social media messes but #i've been eyeing the platform ever since before buzzly going to heck #what the devs say with full transparency feels very promising to me at least #i was going to wait longer before joining because it's still open beta and devs need time and financial help #but this whole recent mess made me fully check it out sooner #and will be doing so with stuff I upload #so far the impressions i got for it are #it looks slick and doesn't lag like artfol #the multiple uploads per single post are good BUT #they need to be the same size/resolution so the layout of the site doesn't break #i sense they will fix that eventually #sometimes the header image on the profile breaks lol #just like on tumblr who would have thought haha #the reblog option is like a special bookmark/faves gallery instead of resharing it to be visible #but the timeline is chronological #and easy to scroll through #and that's all I got to see for now #gonna test the slider for before and after view which seems really cool

[daz4i]

if i may complain for a bit about something that doesn't actually matter and can be easily avoided. god i hate fics that baby-fy chuuya

#yeah yeah i know just don't read them w/e. there's no tags to avoid these unfortunately 😐 #it kinda feels like a fanon of fanon. it's so far removed from his canon self even if some core elements are there. #why write him like a 15 y/o even as an adult. and the thing is. even when he was 15 in canon he wasn't this childish. c'mon. #a lot of the most popular skk fics have him characterized like this and man I'm tired. look how they massacred my boy. #ok complaining session over. i feel like i sound kinda mean. sorry abt that. #it doesn't actually matter that much just a bit frustrating when it keeps happening when you're already a couple hundred words into a fic #edit: i lied I'm not done complaining i gotta turn this into a rant bc ppl misunderstanding my favorite character online is a crime. #childish was the wrong word for me to use ig it's more like. innocent. #girl. bestie. he has been part of criminal organizations quite literally since he remembers himself. #he is not some sweet uwu baby who's a bit of a tsundere or w/e. he's got genuine reasons to be angry yknow. he's been through shit #and he's not innocent? he's in the fucking mafia lol we literally see him kill like 20 people in 5 minutes at 15 y/o. #he's not naive either???? he may not be dazai levels of smart but he's still capable of figuring things out himself???? #like he did figure out rimbaud's thing by himself. he's not stupid or slow. he wouldn't be a mafia executive otherwise. #and that's also the reason he can't be naive like... he is in constant danger after all #and idk watering down all this^ for aus is boring and turning him into practically an oc but it's even worse in canonverse #or literally any au where he suffers the same amount as he does in canon. bc then what's your excuse for watering him down. #it feels like forcing him into this very clear cut mold you see in every media when he is literally. not that. #no one in bsd is honestly that's part of its charm imo. they all subvert your expectations of their character archetypes #i think this is why it's making me so angry bc it doesn't feel like just misunderstanding the character but also the whole story. in a way. #am i going too far? perhaps. i dunno. i do feel less Dirty after letting out this frustration tho. #complaining session is now officially over okay. yes. sorry. i don't mean to offend anyone sorry if i sound mean at any point.

[kuiinncedes]

700 more words TT

#have written 1700 words today aknjfkjgfhj #i wonder if my strategy of just writing whatever tf i can think of down first (what i've been doing today) #and then going back and organizing/elaborating/deleting/etc after will come back to bite me tho #idk i had a solid like 1000 words i think where i wasn't struggling too much to write what i wanted to write #and then i was like lmfao shit now what #ugh anyway i'm tired but i wanna finish the 2400 words today so i can do all that otehr stuff to actually make it coherent tomorrow #it's due tomorrow afternoon ;-; and here i am putting words on tumblr dot com instead LOL #and then i have exam on friday ;-; but i like that class but it is rly hard and i havent fully comprehended everything yet #bc i havent done any practice/studying yet ;-; so gotta cram after turning this project in lmfao rip #ahhhhfhajfghlsdbjksdfgjlkadhgaidrhg screaming so close yet so far still lol #bro i was like very productive for like a couple hours maybe this afternoon and then after that i've been . not as productive TT #1700 words tho !!!!! 700 more i can do it probably TT #i could've chosen a final project option that wasn't writing some kinda essay but iiiiiiii didnt :'') #i actually like somehow completely forgot about the fact that i was obsessed w rina's htg album and one of the options was like a playlist #option and i feel like a lot of the songs could fit w themes we discussed in class this asian am lit class :P #esp bc minor feelings and we read (parts of) the book minor feeligns lol #but i forgot about that until someone mentioned the song in class as part of Their project 💀 #but oh well i mean i was thinking about the playlist project bc it #seemed like the easiest ngl LMAO but nothing was rly jumping out at me for songs #granted when i was thinking about it my mind blanked to just like taylor even tho i definitely haven't only been listening to taylor XD #ANYWAY WORDS 700 WORDS #sigh maybe that 12-3am grind will hit lmfao #jeanne talks #FINALS WE CAN DO IT GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YALL DOING FINALS SHIT ANDGJFHGDJKDJFK

[gh0st3a]

*Appears*

SO. SHAPETOBER HUH??

Might actually do the rest for realsies, buuuut...

In the meantime, take something that I got a buncha inspo to do from the prompt for day 5, Crystals.

#jsab #jsab oc #jsab au #shapetober 2022 #Yes I'm tagging it shapetober despite just being this one(so far) lol #Anyways sorry I keep disappearing and reappearing every so often qwq #college keeps me pretty busy eheh-- #GhostArt #tw blood #its mild but still #I think the crystals might be a bit too bright still but I got tired of fiddling with them lmao- #If any of u interested in the character('s hand) that's shown here #then ask lol I doubt I'd end up getting to him in the ask blogs I got

[non-un-topo]

There are so many lectures and panels I want to attend in the next few weeks, but god am I just completely sapped of energy. I’m falling asleep on my feet.

#got probably dozens of fluid ounces of caffeine in my body and still... #thinking about napping before class lol. at least i'm not feeling too stressed yet. but i think that's because i'm sort of dazed. #my oldest friend had a medical emergency and i've been taking care of her. had to come home eventually though #and i didn't want to leave her... but i'll see her again soon #this year has just been relentless on everyone i know so far. seems like every single week something monumental happens. #i'm genuinely surprised i'm not super stressed. just tired. wanting to cook again for my friend though. i like doing that. #maybe i'll bake her some kind of casserole. something she can heat up again or just eat cold.