#I've been on edge lately

[golyadkin]

hey uh the invisible hand of fate keeps biting me, is that normal?

#lunging dogs // #the venture bros #pete white #the invisible hand of fate #i've been reading the fic #a certain song at the edge of the universe #lately and it's got me thinking thoughts #but also...... gameshow pete white is so fun and awful how could i not draw him #art tag

[blujaydoodles]

goliath paladin vs halfling fighter for the arm wrestling matchup of the century (if they can figure out the logistics)

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #character art #illustration #goliath #halfling #comic #great news! assuming this would take an athletics check aubree actually has the edge here! #again the... logistics difficulties notwithstanding lmao #I've had aubree on the brain lately-- ALTHOUGH funny enough this actually came about because I've been drawing nyssa #andurath is my husband's PC in her party and we were talking about how big he is (7'6!) #I don't remember how aubree came into it but we'll often freely pull OCs from other campaigns into casual dnd conversations lol #anyway I don't talk about aubree enough in general but particularly how fuckin strong she is #POWERHOUSE #Andurath #my OCs #Aubree #noncanon shenanigans #dungeons and doodles

[princesskealie]

if you have a second as you pass by, please send any good vibes/prayers/thoughts my mom’s way~ 

it’s time for her to go back to the doctor tomorrow, and it would be really great if we don’t get thrown any curveballs! ;-;

(my goodness, that 3 months flew by... o.o)

#personal #after that disaster of a doctor's appointment last year we're always even more on edge for these appointments ahh #thank you guys for always being here for my mom and me! #your support really means a lot to her for these appointments...and i've gotten to where i depend on it too! ;-; #so much love to all of you lovelies!! #tell me what you've been up to lately too c: #i can't believe it's already been three months again omg #time is nonexistent gosh

[murdermeadow]

I feel like Mio had to relearn how to love Noah after her time with N

#leechies rambles #cuz like. imagine how damaging it must have been for her to spend an entire month with a man who looked like the one she loves but acts like #a complete and utter asshole #who was very controlling and overbearing #especially while also containing all of M's memories of how he was and what he's done #like thats Gotta taint your view of the good version #so i hc that Mio was actually very on edge after rejoining with her friends #Noah tries his best to keep it all in mind and always makes sure to modify how he talks or what he does in order to not spook her more #it was actually very difficult and complicated for them for a bit afterwards i think #(i really should stop putting the bulk of the hc in the tags woops) #anyways. I've been thinking a lot about them lately #xc3 #xenoblade mio

[daz4i]

well i can now say i am officially in the trenches. bc i ended up crying in front of my social worker even tho i always try really hard not to

#i've actually been crying a lot lately! i'm doing really bad 🖤 #but also we talked abt like what i'm supposed to do now. ig. and i was already on edge bc *gestures vaguely*. so #she's also kind of insufferable and absolutely made me feel worse ngl. next week is my last meeting with her god bless #i just hope the man i'm supposed to get instead will be nice and helpful ugh #vent #kinda. ig

[captainjonnitkessler]

My coworker today claimed that one of the local schools put litter boxes in the bathrooms and got actively mad at me when I told him that wasn't true. He insisted that it absolutely was, he knows for a fact, and that I was being arrogant by "pretending to know everything".

This is the same coworker that once bought one of those little plug-in things that claim to "clean" your energy and reduce your power bill despite being - and I truly cannot stress this enough - a fucking electrician who should know what fucking nonsense that is.

#he also couldn't run pipe in a straight line if his life depended on it; doesn't remove jagged edges from the pipes he runs #and i've been opening some of the boxes he did lately and half of them have loose wire nuts #combine that with the coworker who's a 3%-er and huge jordan peterson fan #and i'm not too torn up to be leaving this jobsite on wednesday

[tybaltsjuliet]

let others take the high road; i will take the low.

i cannot wait to rush in where angels fear to go.

#arthuriana #arthurianedit #camelot #mordred #oh...my love-hate relationship with camelot rearing its head as i sit here debating whether i feel like watching it this may day #anyway. my continuing quest for aneurin barnard mordred supremacy goes on. #though i've also been liking manny jacinto lately. sharp edges you know. #blood cw #;all the tales that you remember of camelot. #;swan’s graphicks.

[hyuuukais]

it's just me and my sunflower shaped heating pad against the world today fr

#lakes thoughts #did i almost cry at work??????? #yes. #i was stressed bc i had to leave soon and had to catch my bus but i had to wait for my manager for smthn #but she kept getting called other places #i did get out in time but still aaaa #it makes sense now though why i've been feeling so drained & kinda on edge lately

[d-lanx]

YOOOOOOOOOOO GUESS WHO JUST FINISHED THEIR DISSERTATION!!!!!!!!!!!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳

I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN TWO NIGHTS BUT I DID IT!!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

8K WORDS (+40k in appendeces & references) OVER 141 PAGES I NEARLY DIED

NOW I CAN EAT CHOCOLATE AND SLEEEEEEEEP 😴😴

#HOLY SHIT I ACTUALLY FINISHED UNI #I'LL GRADUATE IN JULY #NO MORE EDUCATION #FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I'VE WORKED SO MUCH IN THE LAST WEEK I'M JUST SITTING HERE LIKE “WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW???” #LITERALLY BEEN WORKING UP TO THE MINUTE #THE DEADLINE WAS LITERLLY IN 4 HOURS #THAT WAS CLOSE AS FUCK #YIPPEE #CAN YOU TELL I'M EXCITED?!?!?!?!?!?! #ALSO I CAN LEGIT NEVER LET MYSELF LOOK AT THAT FILE AGAIN OR I'LL SPOT SOMETHING TO CHANGE AND IT'LL BE TOO LATE AND I'LL HATE MYSELF #IT WAS GREAT BUT I ALWAYS FIND WAYS TO NITPICK #SO NOW I'M GONNA DISTRACT MYSELF #AND CATCH UP ON THE WRESTLING I'VE MISSED #AND SIMP FOR THE DERANGED STRAIGHT EDGE WET RAT MAN #WTF IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

[thatcrazycrowgirl]

Make Me Choose

Anonymous asked: Light Bearded!Arno or Full Bearded!Arno

#thank you for giving me an excuse to watch a bunch of cutscenes and make gifs with him lol #I've not shown enough love for my French baby lately because I've been stuck elsewhere; so hopefully this makes up for it a little #this was a tough choice tbh! #I've actually grown to love full bearded!Arno A LOT more than when I first played this game #but more cheek space to plant kisses on wins out; so less beard it is haha #but again; let it be known that I do love him with the full beard too #but this look edged it out JUST a bit #Arno Dorian #Assassin's Creed Unity #my ac gifs #Make Me Choose

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I know Quackity said "Don't stress if you can't watch every single POV and if you don't know all the lore" and all that, but it genuinely frustrates me so much that I cannot, realistically, know every single detail of the QSMP storyline. Even trying to just focus on the "main" story isn't possible since so many people are doing things tied to it, and so many unexpected things happen.

I don't really have a point to make with this post, I'm just venting my frustrations. I like knowing complete stories and knowing I can't do that with QSMP frustrates me so much.

#i talk #qsmp talk #I also dont like that it takes 4+ hours to get 30m worth of the story #I'm realizing more and more that I'm just not cut out for long-form SMP storytelling through streaming #I've been under a lot of stress lately and I was watching stream to kinda take my mind off things #and realizing I've missed so much just kinda pushed that frustration over the edge a bit #I'm not actually a huge fan of the twitter updates and the ''summary of today'' thing the update accounts do #it's not that it's not helpful— it just doesnt mesh with my ability to absorb info #by which I mean reading twitter threads to catch up on lore makes me feel like I'm dying #I like the lore recap video they posted recently and I'd love to see more of that #especially since it's short and easy to digest #but it still leaves a lot out #idk like I said there's no real point to this post I'm just very frustrated #both in general and in terms of story consumption #(for the record: this is just a me problem and I'm not about to start demanding the server change or anything) #I just need to start consuming more short contained stories I think #just a bit stuck on QSMP because the dtory is really interesting to me #I also think I need to drop the archive it eats up too much time and energy #as helpful as it is for my own records and others' its just not realistic #especially with all the new people who are being added #a few of whom I just straight up dont plan on watching

[new-lorien-artist]

When you were too passionate in the tags (and hit tag limit) that Tumblr starts breaking around you

#ernest talks #continuing where i was #i have so little time recreationally and everyone around me is busier and I've gotten more anxious and nervous over the years #and that goes for everyone else i talk to or want to talk to #and i try creating these community events like hangouts or celebrations or anything to get people coming in #or try to host stuff and we're mostly busy #I'm super super grateful when we have those hangouts work!!! I'm always so happy when people can join or make time for them #i kinda just... mourn that this too will go away and people will dissipate and the fandom goes inactive again #so i really cherish the time we make to ask each other about our day when it comes to mind #<- pointing to me saying this because I've gotten more edged in recent years and stop talking to others so i can reflect #feel like I've been too salty on fandom lately (lately like the last two years) #i also have tons of posts about like the LL fandom not being dead and I'd like that to be true #but ahhhh busy busy busyyyyyyy #I'm also generally favorable to communicating on discord instead of tumblr #which not everyone uses casually #so that's also a huge factor #asks are fun but tbh i don't get a lot of conversations continued that way #it ends up a one and done thing #either there's significant pressure in the reply to make it good that isn't usual in other text form convos #or some other reason i don't know of #conversations end quicker on tumblr so i end up relying on discord convos more

[transgender-catboy]

Christmas is such a family holiday

It makes sense why it's like that, but as someone living on their own, it's incredibly lonely

#idk #i guess I've just been thinkin about it a lot lately and it makes me feel not good #but tbh. I don't think i want to spend the holidays with the family I have out here #yeah that doesn't sound great #but . we don't get along. and we never talk #its gonna be awkward and weird and I can already see myself getting yelled at for not talking to anyone despite them not reaching out either #vent #it just doesn't feel like a good way to spend the holidays. #I'm out on my own now #i don't need to put myself in stressful family situations that'll most likely only do more harm than good #I'm my own person #i also just. don't want to be alone #eyuck. doublr edged sword or some shit #what can ya do #*shrug*

[agentmmayy]

daily task of reading a poem that rips me in half: done ✅

#the poem is selfishness by keetje kuipers #EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU TO POETRY FOUNDATION <3 #idk why things written about dogs/with dogs have been hitting lately #but they have #'i know he hated it that it made him uncomfortable embarrassed even if a dog can feel the squeamishness of sympathy #like people i've known who turned away from the sharp edges of my breaking. #like them he preferred me powerful' #WHAT THE ACTUAL #THATS NOT EVEN THE WHOLE POEM #poetry

[anxietywriter]

happy little surprises

for all the little nice characters that deserve to give/be rewarded. fluffy little prompts, no angst here no sir

They get a little birthday party. Even if it's only a small get together, even if there's no cake. They get to be surrounded by people who celebrate the fact that they were ever born and who make them feel loved

A random gift or trinket, just out of the blue. Not for any special occasion that they forgot or anything. Just a gift. It can be expensive or cheap, but it nonetheless makes them feel all warm and seen.

A friend gifts them a pride flag or something like that or a binder. Something that they've been looking into getting. Because yes they should be proud. And yes they deserve to feel comfortable in their own skin. To hell with anyone else.

Snacks! They are given food! Something to sate their hunger or a little treat. Gotta love the excitement when they're presented with something they like in particular

A video game, there's something so strange yet delightful about being given a case of plastic or card and knowing that it contains so much. Also when that game is co-op and they want to play together like please

CD's because again, something so strange and delightful. Also I just think that it's endlessly endearing for someone to take the time to create a CD for someone with music or audio they know the person will love. Something about that blank CD with sharpie scribbled on the top

Okay the last few ones were just surprise gifts. I love the idea of someone taking a flight home just to surprise their friends and family, it's so sweet. Especially when everyone is so happy to see them that there's like surprised cheers and just running towards each other

#writing prompts #story prompts #prompt list #I've been a little on edge lately so prompts might be a little short :3 #But we keep pushing!!! We can do it yesyes

[eviefrve]

oh ya I can rant on here and my bf won't see it. dude quit his job to focus on uni which is whatever but this means I will very very rarely get any time completely alone in our flat and that. may drive me insane.

#misc: personal #I've been very like irritable and tense lately and this might drive me over the edge #I got up earlier than him this morning and went for a bath and I was looking forward to it #bc the depression got my hygiene out of whack and I was like man I'm gonna do a hair mask I'm gonna use a sugar scrub I'm gonna wash my face #I'm gonna do the whole deal #and like normally I just chill for like 30 mins in the bath bc bathing is an ordeal I gotta hype myself up #and he knocks on the door like I gotta use the toilet. #sir. fuck you. #hold it. #it's such a miniscule thing ik #also before you say like #y'all are dating can he not pee while you're in the bath #no. he's weird. I wouldn't care but he doesn't like it. I have to drag myself out the bath and sit soaking wet for him to do whatever #then get back in #I just finished up and left #and then I'm listening to music drying my hair and I have the bedroom door closed bc our cat doesn't like the noise #and he comes in pokes me in the back and leaves THE DOOR OPEN #I'm like close the door! and he tells me to stop being grumpy with him #ahfhskshfjsls #I'm losing it