#I've eaten the same like

[firstfandomfangirl]

i miss food :(

#I've eaten the same like #two things #over and over for the last couple of weeks #it is draining #gonna try to make something else tonight #rambling

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

The walking dead managed to get me so invested in hetero couples it's not even funny. I love these freaks.

#this epsiode gave me a fucking HEART ATTACK by the way #I'm so sure Rick is gonna die and then they did me like that. you fucking kidding me? TWICE. twice they've done that same bait and switch! #''show em getting literally eaten from the inside out then have it be something else. It'll be so funny. Ok do it again the next season'' #speaking of being shockingly invested in straight people #gnashing my teeth for just a crumb of Caryl over here #what happened!! did I miss something? I thought they were together! #just a situationship I guess?? #the walking dead #also I think this is the first time I've heard Rick actually laugh beyond a nose-exhale

[nihilismtrcit]

love day date

#i feel like craaaapppp #truly honestly the most i can muster up rn #there's like zero creativity in me rn #which is the same amount of calories i've eaten since wednesday #soooo over being sick #ts4 edit #simblr #*clementine

[cronenfag]

if a lonely teenager with no one to talk to wants to make an ed vent blog i don't think that's such a crime and i don't think you should harass them for it actually

#sometimes the mentally ill girlies in forums or on tumblr understand you more than someone asking if you've eaten today #no idea what the proana environment of twitter is but a lot of the tumblr and forum people i've interacted with are pro recovery #and just need a place for other lonely and depressed people to validate how they feel #obvi it's not a good place to be in like the competitiveness and constant romantiziation of those things is not helpful at all #but how can you blame someone for preferring that over just being completely isolated and lonely while going through the same things #should they just not talk about their experiences at all? #before going into those types of spaces i literally thought i was crazy and it made me finally feel humanized #i block those blogs whenever i see them nowadays but like. i don't blame them. i just feel sympathy #m

[duckmumbo]

Something my dad said got me thinking, so

#like i've literally eaten salmon with rice and corn for 4 meals in a row once #and every time my mom makes pozole we eat it all week and im fine #but my dad doesnt like eating the same thing several days in a row #and i know some people meal prep #so im just curious #roy talks #roy's polls

[echoofawind]

Is there a secret for finding and buying clothes that actually make you feel good? Could someone let in on that secret please?

#i haven't really bought clothes in years #and I'm not the same size i was then #and i know I'm never going back to that #I've made a promise to myself that I'm never going to diet again #i fall into disordered eating so fast #I'm proud that for almost 2 years now I've just eaten without any mental gymnastics of calorie counting or portion finagling etc #i do try to consciously add more veggies. and i work to listen to my hungry/full indicators #so im never going back to the weight of my early twenties. never going to happen. and I spend time telling myself thats okay and normal. #then my clothes don't fit. #and when i go to the store i have a hard time finding things that A. i like. B. in my size. C. aren't crazy expensive #and i walk home emptyhanded. #i don't want to spend money on clothes I don't even like. #i feel like Im trapped in a Kobayashi Maru. a no win scenario. #i want to feel cute and comfortable in clothes. #apparently thats asking for a flying horse #e is for echo

[volk-swag-genitalia]

the prophetic dreams are getting much more concerning

#not a joke #so like im pretty damn convinced i have prophetic dreams #except one problem is they're not very straightforward #and i never really realize they are prophetic until its too late #i had a dream my lil brother attended the former school i used to study at and something bad would happen to him #i brushed it off at the time because i thought there would be no way in hell my parents would send me off to this school #years later they enrolled him in. #and well its an average school experience for him. some classmates are absolute jerks tho. but the main event in that dream didnt happen ye #because the main event happens at a school camping event. now im worried my brother would die at said camping event. but hey no camping yet #another instance was when i dreamt we went up the escalator up the mall we used to always go to #it was late into the pandemic at the time so i thought ''no way would we end up going'' but then i woke up to my mom announcing that #you guessed it #we were going to that mall #anyways those are a few instances. #right nowi had a dream i went out to lunch after college and snapped at a man for calling me ''ma'am'' because i mentally could not take it #and im scared now #with how i've been mentally. something like that WOULD happen. poor guy #but also i had a beard. why would he do that? #and the dream was also veryyy vivid. #granted not all of my dreams come true. #and i hope it STAYS that way #anyways aside from that i've also had recurring dreams of the ocean levels rising so bad that my home town ended up flooding and dissapeari #well i havent been having the flood dreams lately #that dream had two outcomes. in both outcomes people have adpated and started building a city that could take in the new environment #in one outcome they managed to build an underwater city to regain what was left of the cities that got submerged. people actually helped ea #h other and people were thriving. #in another outcome #society just ended up the same. all of the problems we had now carried on & we were eaten by the sun. except the sun was an eldritch being? #ok for sure that sun thing wont come true. or would it??? #nah. i mean according to what we know of the sun. nah.

[stainlesssteellocust]

I wonder if there's good eating on those silver tonguerippers

People say real animals like that would taste like mud and silt because they filter that or something but the rippers eat rich human muscle and filter all that tasty, tasty blood

Maybe they all had a barbecue after Delirium Brief with them and the ghastly centipedes and all the leftover champagne

#i mean no but its funny to think about #Mo: where did we get all this seafood anyway #Iris: that's not seafood #turns out the alfar used to do the same so Cassie's giving advice on marinades #while Alex is keeping her away from the actual cooking because he knows that while she might know what goes well with them #she can't actually cook #Bob's just like #well #not the most horrible thing I've had to do today #and chows down #Mhari shows up late like 'nah I'm good I've already eaten' #the laundry files #charles stross

[sanguith]

i'm glad i decided to try out a ketosis diet again (aka changing my metabolism to basically only use ketone bodies made from fatty acids for energy by reducing carb intake to max 20g/day) for a few weeks because it was a neat experiment but i'm also glad I decided to stop because now i get to enjoy life's greatest fucking simplest yet finest delicacy: mashed potatoes/sweet potatoes with melted butter and salt. i cannot understand how i could live without that. just. vegetables. keto has opened my eyes to new ways to cook foods and experiment with ingredients but i don't think i can live without carbs. i doubt that the majority of people could. also have you any idea how much good simple near-zero effort food there is out there like holy gosh darn in heaven. i don't have to spend hours cooking something to have a nice meal

#food mention #diets #actually anything carb with butter and salt. how can it be so good. call me a lazy goob but i once just microwaved corn and butter #added salt. and it was the most delicious fuckin thing ive ever eaten #i've done low-carb in the past and tried keto a few times and always it felt so great after the keto flu disappeared after a few days #but this time the keto flu did not go away. i felt so weak and awful but at the same time i had less brain fog. and never felt hungry. #but it was werid. i think it might have been because i've been kinda high carb for the last few years and the change was so strong & sudden #also electrolyte imbalances can happen on keto if you're not careful. it's complex. #anyway it got me to eat a bit healthier like (almost) completely avoiding processed foods and unnaturally high sugary stuff #which i just want to generally avoid for personal health reasons which is a whole can of worms but i just dont want to overindulge #sure i can eat an entire bag of candies or chips in an evening if i feel like it but I *feel* my body just being like “nooo” and sure enoug #the next morning i do feel a little bit extra like shit #and another thing: i think i benefit from abrupt diet changes now and then. it feels natural in a way. ye olde scavenger hunter genetics #ya know. our nomadic ancestors would probably have to do that a lot when things weren't year-round available #sometimes only meat for months on end in cold seasons/areas #sometimes basically only plants and nuts roots and seeds and stuff #it's actually remarkable how human metabolism can adapt so much depending on what's available to eat #sometimes fasting for days when food was just nowhere to be found. #i'm not saying “stress your metabolic system it's good for you'” (it probably isnt) just idk. mixing it up a bit at least works for me #btw disclaimer i HATE the whole thing about diet-pressuring and some people claiming that certain diets will solve everything #it doesn't solve all health problems magically. ”"”superfoods“”“ are not a 100% faultless scientifically proven thing. #shit like ''the paleo diet is the number one key to optimal health without medications!!'' no. shut. #on the other hand i do believe diets can help a bit like a nudge. it's just one factor out of many that affects how we feel #ANYWAY conclusion: eat what you want. do what feels right for you. find your own ways to make the food you eat help your health a bit #or don't! be yourself! love yourself! #the chosen method is gonna be different for everybody #but from now on im gonna try and eat as close to natural unprocessed foods as I can in this day and age. it feels right for me somehow. #i think *my* preferred method/diet whatever is to mainly eat natural unprocessed foods and to mix it up a bit now and then with change #for that sweet ''METABOLIC ADAPTATION'' perk that feels good for me #(why did this post become so long. nobody cares. anyway i don't care if nobody cares. i care. *I* care!!! wooopp)

[clorofolle]

Lemons! From my little lemon tree

#gardenblr #plantblr #lemons #citrus #i LOVE this little tree it's insane #it's like 30 yrs old and has been in the same container like almost literally for all of its life yet some years it will make 20+ lemons #two years ago he looked on the brink of death. too many pests had basically eaten him alive #he was a mess of twisted branches!! I pruned him to the best of my abilities (i have no idea how to properly prune stuff) #to give every branch more areation #and cleaned each leaf by hand #killing god knows how many hundreds of weird little flies and their eggs #and how he seems to be back to doing fine!!! last year he put on SO MANY LEAVES and this years he's carring at least 20 lemons #glad to see he's back <3<3 #been dealing with citrus leafminer now (that's a new one for me) and i hate not being able to just kill bugs by hand. #it's easier and relaxing when the plant is this small (all leaves are eye level basically) #so I've been spraying neem oil + potassium soap about once a week. new leaves seem to be much less munched on so that's good! #hope he's enjoying the extra potassium stuff that falls in the ground lmao. get fertilized asshole <3 #not rayart #plantposting

[bunnyb34r]

My beloved nerds rope hasth betrayed me 😭

You were supposed to help my stomachache (dextrose) but you cursed me to more stomachache! Shame! Shame to the Nerds for 1000 years!

#marquilla #dextrose helps with fructose intolerance i cant remember if it balances it like stabalizes it into something my stomach can tolerate #or if it like counteracts it and it just negates the reaction #i guess thats the same thing kinda sgdgdgdg whatever all i know is that dextrose = good #i have a bag of it and it's so powdery wgdgdgd i have to put it on fruit or in cider bc the pain w/o it is so fucking bad i went to the #hospital for it (before we knew what the problem was. i thought i had an ulcer) ANYWAY you can just buy this shit online agsgsgsg #I've eaten it out the bag before to just get as much in as i could before the fructose hit me and it's like eating powdered nerds #mixed with sand #it might be an acid problem tbh bc nerds give me gerds sgdgdgdgdgdggd but i already took pepcid 😩 girl help

[thlastjedaii]

look i don't really watch succession but i promise y'all the finale wasn't Game of Thrones Season Eight level of Bad. if it was, shiv would go insane, get killed by kendall, roman would go away with no explanation, and the one who gets to be CEO would be Tabitha.

#just because you didn't liked the end doesn't mean it was bad #I've never fully watched it it was obviously very Shakespearean and as such would only end in tragedy #and let's be honest for a sec here. you only think it was bad bc your favorite middle aged man didn't end up as ceo. #everything else could be the same but if your middle aged billionaire was the ceo you'd have eaten it up. #succesion #shiv roy #kendall roy #roman roy

[crescentmp3]

went outside today! was quite fun ^^

#we went to the place we've been going to for... about six(?) years now #its either five or six. #they recognize me by now! #my dad had gone there while going back from work and was waiting for us #while me and my mom were going she went into her little yarn store (shes in love with crocheting/knitting) so i went ahead of her. #when i went in they were like ''is your mother not coming?'' which was very flattering account of hehe im recognizable #i had chicken wings! which means i ate like a feral cat that hadn't eaten in two days #the only times i shimmy with joy when eating food is when i eat chicken wings. by god they're so good #only if its made like my favorite little places do it. i've gone to burger king once (1) and i absolutely refuse to try anything chicken #theres many of the mainstream english-speaking-country places in super markets but i will never go there. never #they could never do it like this tiny little place we've been going to for years that have an average of zero customers at any given time. #by god i love that place. hope i get to go there for my entire time in high school #we want to move to yenibosna after im done with high school... #we were actually living there when i was an infant! we had to move due to Landlord apparently. #which happened for most of my life. #honest to god i moved every year when in elementary #which means i got to experience four (4) different elementary schools! quite an experience. #the first one i went to elementary in was all the way over in acıbadem (near other side of istanbul on a metrobus) #ahh reminds me of my best friend in first grade. her name was sümeyye i miss her but at the same time i could not care less #it was fun! it was fun. we sneaked out of the elementary during break time to go to the adjacent primary school we used to go to #reminds me fourth grade! there was a primary school next to that one too #is it called a primary school? its not a kindergarden... #oh! sorry. preschool #what was i saying? #well only god knows i cant read my tags. goodbye forever #♚ — rambling ! #oh i should talk about my day! #today in english class the teacher did a .. shoobadoowhatsit. can i stop forgetting words #is it called a verbal quiz? verbal exam? verbal something. you understand #hi i ran out of tags. i'll continue in a reblog

[pallanophblargh]

Well, the vacation was a bust: despite negative covid tests before departure, we were informed a whole 12 hours after our arrival that a family member of J’s that he had contact with one day prior tested positive for covid. So we packed up and headed back home to minimize risk since we weren’t going to be alone. Both of us were thoroughly bummed. We spent the time off at home. Both of us feel fine (aside from the allergies and me dealing with some mild depression med side effects) and tested negative again today.

I feel robbed, but... I did get more work done on the eagles. Even though I turned into a potato for two whole days. And I made some surprising progress on the yard from hell/garden as well, before transforming back into a potato.

Things could be worse, but... disappointed. Oh well.

#april rambles #text post #vacation? not for me #I have to make a second attempt but the options will be well picked over before I get to it #Itasca again? YEAH that's always good #we did walk a trail through Bear Head Lake state park away from all people and got eaten alive by mosquitos and black flies #I still have massive welts from the flies #pretty crabby but I haven't acted on it #took some lame photos #got some work done #felt like napping forever but my leg won't stop bouncing #I consider myself lucky but at the same time I take it for granted #I've dodged covid 4-5 times now in terms of direct exposure #but I'm still gonna get a second booster because fuck that #luckily my med side effects have been mild but every sensation makes me a little paranoid #I've lost major track of time for the last three days and it's driving me nuts #anyway more eagle stuff soon

[twogoliathbeetles]

just get the feeling one of my new flat mates rlly doesn't like me 😭😭😭 and i keep accidentally bumping into her in the kitchen. i promise i'm trying to keep out of your hair it's just i literally can't tell if you're in the kitchen unless i walk in...

#.txt #she's so polite and nice. but there's an edge? #idk if i'm just making it up in my head tho... poor girl. #but like. it means i've barely eaten in two days just bc i don't want to be annoying :( tbh i don't love it here. #i miss my family but at the same time i don't want to go home at all #i want to be on a big ship in the middle of the ocean all by myself

[pinejay]

literally moaning bc the blueberries i bought r so damn good. had to check i didn't accidentally buy organic lol

#blueberries r always better than in memory #like in my mind they're either large and mealy and flavorless or too sour #but when i eat them they're generally extremely good #idk why i always forget and revert to the memory of generally worse blueberries i've eaten #same thing with blackberries. was pleasantly surprised the other day by a delicious small case and regretted i didn't get more