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now im just curious abt rantaros relationships w the v3 cast.... mwahaha spill everything 🦟🦗🦟

hi anon! sorry for taking so log to reply to this, i knew i’d have a lot to say and i didn’t have the spoons to go off until now. FLKDJSFLkj here we go!

hehe! okay. so just as a preface, i’m like. REALLY into rantaro pairings. like. the only rantaro pairings i don’t like all that much are am*cha, rantaro/himiko, amaguuji (sorry lgbt community), and ranmugi. the rest i’m either open to or obsessed with. so like. bear that in mind when you read this.

i’m going to rank rantaro relationships by how much i love them so i can get an order to this (and also so i can do amamota last because i have a lot to say).

rantaro + korekiyo (2.5/10) oh gosh. kiyo, i’m so sorry a dumb bitch like me would do you like this. listen, amaguuji is a good pairing, just, objectively. i used to be super into it. but then the fandom crabwalked all over me with their amaguuji hurt/comfort fics and i got so Tired of seeing rantaro get treated like a security blacket... eugh. amaguuji is a good ship. i have written amaguuji, and would write it again, without prompting. i’m just... so tired.

they’d get along! obviously they would get along, we’ve seen their canon interactions, we’ve all slurped up as much rantaro tdp content as we were able to get, we know the tea. rantaro is passive and not easily creeped out, so he’d be able to look past all the unsettling things about kiyo, and similarly, kiyo is understanding and not pushy, so rantaro would be able to vibe around him without being asked about his secrets, or his travels, or anything that he doesn’t want anybody else to know. i like the aesthetic of them sitting around and drinking tea together, just, vibing like bros. kiyo infodumps to rantaro. rantaro fucking loves it. they’re best friends.

also like. they travel together. or whatever.

rantaro + kiibo (4/10) to be clear, i’m like, they’re cute, it’s just. i don’t have very strong opinions on kiibo as a whole FLKDJSFKLJDSFKDF kiibo is one of those characters who i kind of close my eyes on because to me he is just, he is very boring! he is very boring and i am so sorry to the kiibo stans who follow me, i have so much respect for you, i just have never had a kiibo thought in my life. they’re fun to write, though, i’ll tell you that.

kiibo is one of those characters who i think engages with you based on how you engage with him. i don’t mean that he’s a code switcher, (at least not a notorious one), but he’s emotional, and he’ll give back as much as you put in. if you treat him poorly, he’ll respond with anger and indignity. if you treat him with kindness and respect, he’ll respond similarly. which is why i think he and rantaro would really get along! rantaro is relaxed and kind and non-judgmental, and kiibo is the kind of person who needs chill vibes, so i think they’d have a lot of fun hanging out. rantaro is also the type of guy to get his friends a lot of gifts, and i think kiibo would be overwhelmed at like, the thoughtfulness that goes into that, and would grow really fond of rantaro accordingly. they’re sweet! amiibo rights, even if the first time i saw it my gut reaction was “wait, huh?”

rantaro + ryoma (5/10) this is another one of those ones where the rating was cucked because i don’t see a lot of them interacting and there’s not enough fandom content for me to really be in love with it. five is like, a solid neutral rating. i could swing either way. probably more for the positive though; i fucking love ryoma.

another one of those duos where they kind of just, vibe. honestly i don’t know if they’d get too close, if only because rantaro is gone so often he doesn’t really have the time to work on tearing down ryoma’s walls, and ryoma similarly is so tired he’s like, he doesn’t have the energy to try and figure out what the fuck is up with rantaro. unlike with amamota, rantaro and ryoma both have things that trouble them from their past, but the difference is that like, ryoma is so open about it? he’s not closed off. he won’t let people get close, but sure, he’ll tell them exactly why they shouldn’t. rantaro is the complete opposite, all sunny smiles and subject changes. this isn’t to say that they wouldn’t get along! i think they’d get along fantastically. sometimes when rantaro is just feeling so fucking tired, he’d pop by ryoma’s dorm for a candy cigarette and a casual conversation, and they’d chill. or maybe rantaro tells people to let ryoma have his space sometimes. just. vibing in solidarity. they’re bros! they’re bros.

and sometimes they kis--

rantaro + miu (6/10) full disclosure: i love them. leila i am so sorry that a dumb bitch like me would do this friendship like this. i’m just looking at the list and thinking “oh no i love them all” and when it comes to like, my favourite characters, unfortunately, miu had to go on the chopping block. i love them. feel like shit just want egg rp miu and rantaro back.

god! this is another one of those where like, rantaro isn’t judgmental (but he is firm!) so he and miu would get along really well. rantaro is really patient and he like, goes with the flow, so he and miu would be able to have conversations and he’d either shut down or tune out the sex jokes, actually carrying the conversation based on what she’s saying. miu is pretty chill, like, at least i feel like she’d be a really chill friend? so rantaro would be able to make insensitive jokes about how he just got stabbed and miu would be like “KYAHAHAHA you’re such a fuckin moron come to my lab i’ll make you a drink or some shit” and they’d just be cool. they’d just be cool! i want them to be best friends. please. just. two pals who spill tea and come to each other to make dark jokes. also miu cries into rantaro’s shoulder sometimes and he braids her hair fuck you i doooo what i want.

also sometimes they k--

rantaro + gonta (7/10) hey! it’s SO fucking homophobic that the only amagoku fic on ao3 is fucking porn! i hate it here can you please give me some actual food? please? i’m dying. i’m dying here and you’re doing me like this. these two have so many rights! they have so many rights. i just, two special boys? thank you. thank you for them. i care them. if there was more fucking CONTENT for these two i would have given them a higher rating but i guess! i’ll fucking die!

damn i’m actually like... really tender, thinking about them. i just think they could take care of each other! that’s all. i feel like rantaro would be really patient with gonta but he would also treat him like! a real, intelligent person! idk! like not infantalise him despite being sweet and comforting. i don’t know! i think that’s important can you guys STOOOOP infantalising coded autistic characters that would be really sweet </3 but anyway. i headcanon that rantaro likes insects! or at least, he thinks they’re pretty neat! he thinks they’re neat and he likes them and even more than that he likes listening to gonta info dump, it’s just, it’s important. idk. i think rantaro would be really psyched by how excited gonta gets about insects, and of course gonta would be thrilled to have a friend who wants to talk to his insect friends.... hhhhHhh... and of course gonta would take care of rantaro, too, just, he’d respect rantaro’s boundaries and not ask him any questions, he’d offer space and let rantaro just, exist, and be. gonta is soft and he gives good hugs! and i think that he would just be able to let rantaro cry one out on his shoulder and that’s SO important to me.

also gonta is such a sweetheart so it would be like, hard, for rantaro to lie about stuff? i dunno, like, he’d do okay, and then gonta would ask him a question or something and rantaro would be hit with the Guilts... also like, rantaro employs a mix of like, slight coldness, and airheaded subject changes in making people back off, and i doubt he could really do that with gonta. why would you!!! he’s a soft man, just the softest!!!! these two soft green men :) i care them so fucking much can you imagine rantaro taking gonta to places to see bugs PLEASE they have so much potential can we fucking talk about this

rantaro + tenko (7/10) this one would be higher, but i deducted points because of how the fandom always sees rantaro as “fixing” tenko’s man hatred. that’s literally so gross can you shut up? please? i hate? men?

okay n e wayz. i like them! i think they’re neat, i think they’d be great friends... eventually LFKDJLKDSF like listen, okay? i think tenko really does have real fear of men. think about her backstory, like, her master dripping poison in her ear all her childhood, and then the way he had her working as a fucking VIGILANTE? HELLO? like tenko probably saw some horrible traumatising shit as a child that strengthened these beliefs. this is entirely her master’s fault and he is such a, clenches fist, i can’t even articulate this beanie has better master hatred thoughts than i do, but god he sucks? wow. and fuck tenko’s parents too, sending her off to a temple because she had anger issues. you ever heard of a therapist, chabashiras? hello?

i got distracted, but the main thing is, tenko wouldn’t like him at first. not even reluctantly! like rantaro very much looks like a playboy and that’s the epitome of the kind of guy tenko is against. obviously rantaro isn’t, but tenko isn’t getting close enough to see that! if a man so much as touches her she’s responding defensively, don’t you even think rantaro is going to get past that. and i don’t think rantaro would try Too hard, i mean, like, i think he’d be endeared to tenko because of how much she protects the girls, and how sweet she is when she’s like, not actively thinking about it, but i don’t think he’s so ready to get his ass kicked, y’know? FKLDSJFLKSDFJ

but then maybe like! an accident will happen, and tenko falls over, and rantaro reaches to help her but she freaks and grabs his arm and flips him over and then BOOM!!! neo aikido magic things and she sees all his fucking stress, all his distrust, just how much he really blames himself for everything, how afraid and angry and tired he is, and we all know tenko is super compassionate so i think she would absolutely be worried about it. and then i think she’d like! keep an eye out for rantaro, at the very least try and get confirmation on all those emotions because this pretty boy soooo does not act like it, and then maybe one time she sees him getting grilled on his travels, or he comes back injured and tenko finds him, and she bails him out, begrudgingly, and then they start to become friends.

idk! i think they have platonic potential. i think rantaro would see her as a sister and i think tenko would eventually ask rantaro if he’s really a guy. (which he would laugh off, if he was cis, but if this is nb rantaro.... i’m just saying, the potential for tenko to help rantaro with gender awakening.... fantastic.) get into these two as friends. do it.

if some MOTHERFUCKER reblogs this post with am*cha in the tags i’m going to kill. i’m going to KILL. i won’t even hesitate /hj

rantaro + tsumugi (8/10) (looks at ibuki poster) oh mioda, we’re really in it now. and by that i mean, god it’s so fucking hard to choose favourites from here FKJDSLFKJ i have almost all the girls just, up here, because i’m so fucking fond of their relationships with rantaro. and i know i said i don’t like ranmugi or rantaro/himiko, and it’s true, but i am obsessed with their platonic relationships with him. ESPECIALLY when tsumugi and rantaro are one-sided enemies.... that’s such good shit, holy crap.

okay, let me explain. i feel like rantaro and tsumugi can swing both ways, here. they can either be really good friends! like, rantaro is mellow so he lets tsumugi put him into cosplay (i think rantaro would make a really good n off the top of my head since they’re both green FLKJDSFKJ or light yagami..... handsome men) and since he loves listening to people info dump he just... lets tsumugi go fucking OFF about anime sometimes FKJDSLKFJ i think it would be sweet! i think tsumugi could give rantaro a place to unwind, because she’s so like, hard to phase, i guess? like tsumugi and rantaro share that trait where if you hit either of them in the face with a pie, they’d just go “oh, funky” and go to wash their clothes LMAO. power duo! they’re brother and sister! and i headcanon mugi as a lesbian so she talks to rantaro about ~girls~ sometimes. also u already know tsumugi got tea to spill so rantaro helps with her hair for a cosplay while she gossips KFJDLK honestly why aren’t she miu and rantaro a trio? i just think they’d be neat. good friends! best friends.

or tsumugi absolutely fucking detests rantaro with every fiber of her being. she couldn’t even tell you why! he’s just, he’s a normie! he’s a normie, and he’s like the flirtatious pretty boy stereotype except he isn’t even flirtatious, he’s just genuinely nice and he takes care of people and god tsumugi hates it when anime tries to be subversive! there’s a reason tropes exist, y’know! and he’s so smiley and innocent when obviously he’s hiding some kind of shit, why else would he be going on travels all the time, not that it matters because everyone knows how much she hates rantaro so they wouldn’t listen to her anyway... on rantaro’s end, he really doesn’t have a clue why she loathes him so much, like, he’d like to be friends? but wow she hates him, huh. well, whatever. rantaro’s got more important things to worry about.

in other words, i fucking love them in any form, please give me content of these two they’re so fun.

rantaro + angie (8/10) i love these two and these rankings are? so difficult for me, i am going to cry, you guys get the idea about me being a rantaro stan, right? i hope you do because god i love him so much. and i love him with angie! man. okay. okay.

so like. first of all. angie climbing onto rantaro’s back? perfect. she’s in need of piggy back rides and rantaro will gladly give them. rantaro is so patient and like, hhh i don’t want to use the word pliable because of horny people but that’s the best one i can come up with? like, he just goes with the flow, y’know? angie is so high strung, platonically i think she works really well with people who are patient and indulgent. i don’t know if rantaro would be much for her as far as fulfilling her loneliness, because angie is sort of looking for someone who Wouldn’t indulge her that much, but i’m absolutely weak for their dynamic. just, angie bringing up wacky ideas, rantaro responding with mild skepticism but also listening to her. i think she’d cause some trouble and he would be entirely here for it. bless them, honestly.

also angie painting rantaro’s sisters? please they’re so cute

rantaro + shuichi (8/10) before you come at me like “but toxic! amasai is your otp!” it’s not, okay? it used to be. but due to negative associations i can’t really write it (or shuichi ships as a whole) that much anymore and it’s really frustrating so uh, yeah. amamota supremacy.

that being said, god the potential of these two. they’re a great balance. shuichi is anxious and rantaro is laid back, shuichi is reserved and rantaro is outgoing (to an extent; he definitely doesn’t have any issues voicing his opinions). i think rantaro would be really gentle with shuichi! he matches the quiet, less overwhelming vibes, and just. feels inclined to take care of him, y’know? and spend time with him. i think they’re sweet! i think they’re really cute. the other part of the amasai dynamic that i used to be obsessed with his shuichi’s natural curiosity. shuichi would be so curious about what’s going on with rantaro and why he’s traveling, and rantaro would want so badly to tell him, but he can’t risk it happening again, he can’t... oh!!! rantaro is is really good at comforting people i think so he’d be able to like, support shuichi when he’s upset, and shuichi has great communication skills! or at least i like to give them to him. so shuichi would nudge rantaro into being honest, and talking about his feelings. i just want to see them do well together, that’s all! i think that shuichi is earnest and emotional and he cares very dearly for his friends, and he would try really hard to take care of rantaro. he would also probably worry a lot about rantaro after figuring out he gets injured a lot in trips, which, like, FLKDJSFLKJ rantaro might not be so big on but honestly? the guy needs someone to worry about him.

also they FUCKING TRAVEL TOGETHER!!!! shuichi is a detective!!!!!! he can help rantaro search! cue post-salmon mode amasai slowburn as they travel the world together finding rantaro’s lost sisters. i really need to finish writing search, it’s been four months.

rantaro + kaede (9/10) hhh. oh man. oh geez. amamatsu, huh. amamatsu. i just. think about kaede having a little crush on rantaro after he painted her nails, because he’s so reassuring and patient and observant, and she knows he’s sketchy but she believes in him anyway because he has to be trustworthy, he has to, and then she sees him dead and is at first betrayed, horrified that he was the mastermind, only to realise he wasn’t, and she just killed an innocent person for no reason...

now that that’s out of the way, GOD I LOVE THEM! there are things about this relationship that prevent it from working out in the long term (at least in my opinion) but i don’t even care they have such a lovely dynamic and they look so good together... hhhhh i’m also so into them, just, platonically? god. okay. they just! like they already have that canonical dynamic of like, kaede bringing concerns to rantaro and him reassuring her or providing insight, and it’s so tender! the way he talks to her about miu or kiyo or kiibo (depending on who you choose) is so like, i dunno! he doesn’t judge her for having bad first impressions but at the same time he calmly looks a little more into why they behave the way they do? it’s just sweet! it’s just sweet, and i think rantaro can really help kaede like that, and help her to let her barriers down a little and feel not so pressured to be like, perfect all the time, y’know? to be a leader and take care of everyone 24/7. kaede really needs that.

and kaede! believes in him! she believes in him and looks to him for guidance and that’s so important for rantaro too, just, feeling trusted and knowing someone has faith in him... i really genuinely think kaede would encourage rantaro to keep on looking for his sisters, and urge him to trust other people and believe in himself, and it’s that same thing where she wants him to trust and open up to her and he wants to as well but it’s so difficult.... hhh!!! i think they’re so good!!!!! i just think they’re so good. they would take care of one another.

(the reason why i don’t think they’d be sustainable in the long term is because kaede like, she worries. and not in the way shuichi does? i just feel like she needs more stability and vulnerability than rantaro can actually bring to the table. i think kaede would try so, so, so hard to get rantaro to open up, and try so hard to take care of him and make sure he takes care of himself, and rantaro wouldn’t be putting in the same effort, because he can’t, and i don’t think kaede would blame him for it, but i do think that eventually she’d see it’s not. healthy. and it’s making her upset all the time. and she can’t keep up like this. they hurt me but i love them so much and i live in a world where they’re forever teens and never have to break up.)

also love them platonically! sorry i have amamatsu brainrot at all times but i really do love them as friends! i love rantaro painting kaede’s nails and doing her hair and kaede teaching him a duet on the piano, and she comes to him for advice and he brings her souvenirs and kaede makes sure he’s welcome in the class, and saves him cake after parties... also he calls her a brat and ruffles her hair a lot HEHEHE.

rantaro + maki (9/10) what? what? two people who never interacted and who have almost less interactions than gonta and ryoma do with rantaro? why, tox? why?

... because i’m a simp. that’s the only reason! that’s the only reason. i think they look good together, i’m really weak for maki and rantaro, and that’s the only reason. that’s the only reason! i have a crush on them both and i want to see them interact. there it is. boom. get your “make fun of tox” juice. before i ramble about how much potential they have, i just want you to know how utterly biased i am towards them.

there! that’s out of the way! biases admitted. i think rantaro and maki have the potential to really balance each other out. rantaro is really mellow and maki has a bit of a temper, rantaro is airheaded and maki is focused, rantaro is sociable and maki is closed off. at the same time, though, they like, handshake on a lot of things, y’know? they’re both secretive and distrustful, they both don’t want to let other people get close out of a fear of losing them, they’re both so FUCKING sad please i just want to hold them. i think there’s a lot of potential for them to be like, coming back to hope’s peak late or something, rantaro coming home from a trip and maki coming home from an assassination, and to run into each other and both be curious but also neither of them asks anything because they’ve both got so much to hide...

(that’s actually the exact premise of my amami week day one oneshot, stay tuned, gamers.)

but!! then it happens more often and they start seeing each other a lot more, and slowly they start to get like, a sort of companionship? like they’re not close or anything, but they’re united by their like, distrust of other people. and maybe maki tends to a wound of rantaro’s, or like with tenko tells people to lay off of grilling him, or maybe RANTARO tends to a wound of MAKI’S, or sticks up for her in a conversation. and fuck!! maybe a mission goes wrong and maki is upset and she trusts nobody at this goddamn school (because kaito hasn’t taken her on as his sidekick yet) so she goes to rantaro for, fucking, something, for comfort, and it’s embarrassing and vulnerable and absolutely terrible but he’s so gentle and sweet maki can’t help but let her guard down for just a second. also love the aesthetic of like, rantaro coming home from a trip disheartened and running into maki and she calls him an idiot or something and he just starts crying while maki stands there, not sure what to do, before stepping forward and awkwardly patting his arm FKLDJSFKJd i just think they’re neat. strictly speaking he’s not maki’s type (read: optimistic and stupid) but i love them for each other.

love them as friends! love rantaro to be maki’s go-to friend when she needs her empowering haircut, and them tending to each other’s wounds is not an inherently romantic thing, and they just stick up for each other and vibe... hhhhh.

if none of this happens then idk rantaro is a bit intimidated by maki, and maki thinks he’s unreliable and untrustworthy. that’s probably more likely FLKDJSFKJ BUT I CAN DREAM OKAY? CRIES

rantaro + himiko (9/10) these two are brother and sister, full stop. there’s nothing morally wrong with shipping them, it’s more just that like. i don’t know! himiko is so childish, like, the epitome of a younger sister, and rantaro is the epitome of an older brother... they vibe so hard platonically and then romantically my brain just restarts itself. but anyway!

magic is himiko’s special interest!!!! it means a lot to her and she’s very adamant that it be called magic and not tricks, like, even to the point of slowing down a trial and making herself look guilty in chapter two. i think rantaro is very used to playing along with his sisters’ stuff, and i think he would absolutely humour himiko. and like, they both know it’s not really magic, but it’s the effort that himiko appreciates, and in like, a no-pressure way like rantaro does it? yes please.

i think he would give her piggyback rides. like in chapter five when they’re climbing the stairs to kaito’s lab and himiko goes “someone give me a piggyback ride!” you already know rantaro would be volunteering. (side note: read whattheskyknows’ fic “missing (isn’t always so bad)” because it has that scene and i’m emotional.) i think he’d really take care of her! idk i know i’ve said that about a lot of these but rantaro is very caring. he’d look after himiko and make sure she’s taking her depression meds and carry her to her room when she falls asleep and tell people off when they overwhelm her and hhhh... and himiko would support him too! like with his travels and stuff, she wouldn’t really care about knowing why he’s traveling because it’s not her business and also like, asking about that stuff is a pain, who cares, if he’s gonna travel he’s gonna travel. rantaro would buy her books about magic while traveling and read them to her if she wants, and she would perform magic tricks for him and remind him of what it’s like to have a younger sister again. they matter to me. they should matter to you, too.

rantaro + kirumi (9/10) now i KNOW you weren’t expecting me to put amatoujou any lower, do you know who my favourite person in this fandom is? you are legally obligated to go check out Storyflight’s ao3 and read all of their amatoujou fics because they’re phenomenal and story is too. story ilu. amatoujou week is coming up on october third. participate or die.

anyway! i just think like, in general, rantaro has a lot of respect and appreciation for kirumi. she takes care of everyone! she works so hard all the time and she can really do anything and she’s so composed and calm all the time, and she has this sweet smile and this little laugh and this relaxing, patient energy, and hhhhhhh. rantaro respects her so damn much! so damn much. and maybe he simps a little regardless of whether they’re romantically involved because she works so hard. they get along! pseudo-parents of the group as people always make them. rantaro wants kirumi to kick back every so often, y’know? she matters to him and he’d like to see her being true to herself and enjoying herself. i also think he’s pretty stern with people when it comes to her, and just like, respecting her boundaries, the kinda guy to calmly and casually go, “hey, ouma-kun, she told you not to call her your mother, maybe you’d better respect that?” and kokichi goes “simp” but nevermind nevermind, i’m covering oumami on the next bullet.

idk! i think they’d look after each other! i think rantaro would make sure that kirumi is actually Taking Care Of Herself and of course kirumi would notice him coming in injured all the time and she would absolutely tend to his injuries without asking any questions at all. she would make sure he’s eating and if he requested, she would even tell everyone to Back The Fuck Off on his secrets and leave him alone FKJDSKFj i think she would always emphasise to him that she’ll do whatever she can for him if he so much as asks, as is her duty as a maid or whatever, but rantaro will refuse because like!!! hell’s no, he’s not about to feed into her complex my dude!!!!! but anyway.

i think it would... i just think it would be neat if he told her about his sisters! that’s all. kirumi is a fucking powerhouse, even if rantaro didn’t request it, she would totally help him find all twelve of them and bring them home. honestly? prime slowburn material, just, rantaro requesting that she help find his sisters and they slowly fall in love along the way... hhhhh if i wasn’t a fucking coward i’d write it myself, what a fantastic multi-chapter concept. i am so smart.

rantaro + kokichi (10/10) romantic oumami i go back and forth on but these two are really high at this specific moment in time because i love them SO much platonically, my god.

kokichi is a fucking brat! he’s such a brat, just, an absolute menace, a troublemaker and buffoon. i care him a lot but he’s so tiring to deal with, and if you don’t have the patience it’s hard to like, try and understand him? like with the shorter fuse members of the class (read: kaito and maki) it would be really hard to actually, get to the point where you can see past his bullshit KFJSDLFKJ but rantaro is patient! he’s a patient boy, and he’s hard to menace, and he grew up with twelve younger sisters. twelve!!! he takes care of them, bro, he can handle a little shit gremlin in his life. i think he’d be endeared to kokichi because of this reason, like, the immaturity, it just reminds him of his sisters, and if kokichi pulled out the “onii-chan”... hoo, it’s over. rantaro will do whatever this guy wants. just, a total enabler. absolute goon and enabler. i love them so much.

on a more serious note, they both have a lot of baggage, and similar to harumami it’s like, they’re both really distrustful! they’re distrustful, they just deflect in different ways. i think they’re both observant and intelligent enough that they could bounce off of each other really well. i do think kokichi is a bit smarter than rantaro is, if only just because it’s really hard to be smarter than kokichi, but i still think rantaro could keep up with them. and i think they could be a safe haven for each other! like rantaro gives him a place to truly feel safe, y’know, which is SO rare for kokichi the way he believes everyone is out to get him, and kokichi could give rantaro a place to just, stop smiling. unwind and be himself a little bit. be a little mean! bitch a little! be openly distrustful!

they take care of each other is all!! care them.

rantaro + kaito (20/10) you think you know a simp’s rating system and then she pulls one of these. i’m honestly a little worried about how long this will be because i’ve literally been writing this for three hours but KFJDSKJFDK i’m going to try my very, very best! so here goes :3c

kaito and rantaro have... so much in common. look at these two emotionally constipated, constantly smiling, constantly putting on a brave face, never letting their guard down, never relying on anyone but themselves, always taking care of other people, always taking the burden onto themselves... yeah. it’s like looking in a mirror. and in some cases that’s a really terrible foundation for a relationship. but with these two, when their unhealthy similarities are so reliant upon the other person being willing to just let themself be helped... it works out.

because they’re sweet! they’re sweet people, and rantaro will probably notice the way that kaito takes so much crap from people, including his sidekicks, while working so hard to take care of everyone, and kaito will of Course notice how rantaro is gone all the time, and how he kind of takes himself out of group interactions and makes himself an outcast, and how subtly closed off he is... there’s interest! and they’re both so inclined to help each other i feel like they’d get close! kaito would probably have a bit of a squish on rantaro anyway because he’s the fucking ultimate adventurer and what the hell, that’s so fucking cool, kaito’s destiny obviously lies in the stars but knowing someone who’s going to conquer the earth... that’s awesome. he probably sees rantaro as an equal even before they start getting close. (aka he thinks rantaro is totally above him in every way, like, the ideal almost, but “an equal” is something the luminary of the stars would say, so there he is.) and rantaro thinks kaito is a little silly, but he’s sweet! it’s sweet how much he takes care of other people and just, like, looks after them. rantaro’s weak for a good dork.

and maybe kaito asks rantaro to train with him sometime, or challenges him to a fight, and of course rantaro goes for it because he’s a Man or whatever (and if they do fight it’s homoerotic as hell FKLDSJFK) and plus he’s been meaning to get to know kaito anyway, and then they make a habit of it and start like!! spending time together. and kaito drags rantaro into the larger group and makes him interact and rantaro quietly tells people to lay off kaito, or else makes sure that he’s actually taking care of himself, and then they’re both trying so hard to just, help each other, and they keep like deflecting it back onto the other person, and it’s frustrating! and rantaro is sitting there like “man i really wish momota-kun would open up to me!!” before realising fucking... wait. i do the same thing. like how can he expect kaito to open up to him if he wont do the same thing, y’know? and then he ponders that, and is like, well maybe the relationship just isn’t worth it like vulnerability is for gay losers, but rantaro is, inevitably, a gay loser, so...

there’s just something about seeing your own flaws magnified on another person who you really, really want to take care of, that makes you realise how uncomfortable that is. obviously kaito doesn’t realise he’s upsetting people by pushing them away, not until rantaro closes the door in his face during a breakdown, and then he seriously needs to reevaluate the way he takes care of other people.

idk! i think they’re fantastic. i think kaito’s fervent belief in people would lend itself well to rantaro’s task, like, who doesn’t want to be believed in, y’know? and kaito is so strong about it, even when rantaro doubts himself he’s so encouraging and it’s nice. and rantaro gives kaito space to stop being the hero for a second and just! be kaito! and kaito can tend to his wounds and rantaro can take care of him when he’s sick and hhhHhHhHhhhhHh i care about them SO fucking much.

also? amamota baking sessions? absolutely fucking flawless. these two are so important to me.

hahahaha. sorry for such a long reply, anon. i have a lot of feelings about all of these guys. especially rantaro :) thank you so much for the ask, this was a lot of fun to answer. hope you’re doing well.

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asocier · 3 years

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mm ,,, it just sort of dawned on me how this next month might actually be really hard on me emotionally since this is around the time i learned about my dad’s illness last year, and not too long after finding out, he passed away. i kind of go about each day not really thinking about that, but shit, when it hits, it really just hits. especially since im still working through a lot of conflicting emotions towards my family.

i know things at home haven’t been the best and they aren’t going to be the best for some time either, so im just ,,, really tired. physically and just mentally, im tired and i can’t even articulate what is happening at home right now because it’s just a lot and i s2g i don’t even understand it. i dont mean to be cryptic -- i just honestly don’t understand how things have ended up like this and i feel like if i tell anyone it’s just going to sound bizarre. just to clear the air though, i am safe. i’m safe, but it’s just a lot. i’ve been tempted to let some people in just to have an avenue to vent, but i’m really hesitant because there are just so many layers to my situation, and i really don’t want to make it seem like i’m looking for pity or attention. i guess it’s more like ,,, some validation would be nice? some outside perspectives? but tbh half of the problem isn’t even directly my business so idk.

anyway, if you’re reading this, thank you for making the effort to. i don’t post things like this often ( my ooc posts are usually pretty lighthearted ), but i wanted to share some thoughts since it might give you all some insight on what activity might be like going forward and just a bit of what i’ve been going through lately irl.

#cw: negative #tw: death #trigger warning #ooc;

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gayspock · 4 years

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dont rb/rply

not to go hard on this old Chestnut again i just wanna vent bc lord. i.............. hgjodfjhhhls9ofjaepgjsopddg. fuckn GOD if this shite isnt so hard to articulate sometimes its just like. literally how do u even PUT it? its just .......... like im so fucking tired of feeling so fucking isolated but then spendin too long around ppl and starting to Break Down bc of constant. freak shit that makes u feel Unsafe or just. in general feeling ostracised .

like i am Not going to be vague its specifically about Racism like...............like its just so Pervasive. and im not talking about the Blatant shite im talking about the thinly veiled habits people have which. really rfucking freak you the fuck out and they keep DOIN shit that fucking makes u feel uneasy and LIKE I SAID. most of its Minor but over time it fucking EATS at you. and u start freaking out and just. wishin u were fucking Out of that place to the point where u would rather honest to god choose bein alone . and its like

idk man iw ish i was just. much better at maintaining and instigating relationships in general bc i know i fucking suck and thats the Primary Reason why im so lonely but also i dont know man. i dotn fuckingknow. i feel so. uncomfortable in my identity as a mixed person but when im feeling so Uncomfortable like this repeatedly i just . never fucking want to go near it do you know what i mean

#egg.txt #:/

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roseamongroses · 4 years

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Antithesis: “what do you have? “ I have a kNIFE” “NO”

[Specific-Summary]: They should expect growing pains. For not everything to feel right or make sense. That doesn't mean it'll always hurt, nor does it mean they can't have fun along the way. It's senior year. Everything may be different. It won't be senior year for long. Everything will be okay.

[General Warnings]: Implied Emotional Abuse, Implied Physical Abuse, Bad Parents are Bad Parents, Mild Sexual Content/jokes,Mentioned Homophobia, Mentions of underage drinking (backround), Some Catcalling,Cursing , Self Hate,implied pregnancy talk/inability to become pregnant, adults arguing where the “kid” can hear it, adults drinking,

[Tags/mood:] highschool au, fluff and angst but its all good, chat fic, teen stress, its flordia no snow we die like men [Pairing:] Roceit (Roman Sanders/ Deceit Sanders), hinted future/possible logince/roloceit/loceit [Characters]Roman Sanders/Deceit (Dmitri) Sanders, Virgil Sanders, Logan Sanders, Patton Sanders, Remy (Sleep) Sanders, Nate Sanders, Dragon Witch (Diana) Remus “The Duke” Sanders (minor/brief)

(Ao3) (Previously)

(8) (9) (10) (11) (12) (13) (14) (15)

(16) (17) (18)

L: I May Have Lost Roman

V: nice

P: not nice :)

V: i feel vaguely threatened

Rem:@L how the fuck did you manage that Rem: nvm i know how just give me details

L:I don’t know ? One second we were at check out L: Next minute he was Gone and Nieve is looking suspicious

L:Hold on lemme ask Dmitri

V: why is he there

L: I mean he’s actually pretty chill L: But he dropped Roman off and Nieve got attached L:I’m...not sure if she’s planning on letting him go?

V:logan, my friend, my buddy, V:the only person in this chat with basic reading comprehension

Rem: that’s pretty fair

P: it really is tbh

V: Send. Pictures.

L: Okay L: Slight Issue

V: you lost the snake too

L: I lost Dmitri too and Nieve is not spilling

Rem: oh they’re defeinately fucking

L:...Where? The bathroom?

Rem: Don’t knock it till you try it ;)

V: not to be that guy but im vetoing this discussion V: cause thats a Yikes even for you Remy

L: Alright time to find them

Rem: check ;))) the;))) bathrooms ;;))))

L: Remy.

Rem: alrighlright too far ill stop

L: Thank you.

V: keep me updated V: i only have silence and physics homework as company

L:Huh L:Found them

L: Roman….found a katanna…

V: im sorry WHAT V: Why The Fuck Does He Have A Sword

Rem: drop the location of that store man

L: 1) It’s a Katanna L: 2)I will certainly Not. L: 3) He’s trying to convince Dmitri why he should have it

L…..and Dmitri looks more amused then concerned

V: if I can't have a tarantula he sure as hell cant have a sword

L:I told him it was probably fake/ poorly made and that he should take the time to invest the proper skill in money in a real one

V: goddamit logan you cant logic roman.

L: It worked. He put it back. L: So I say I can do what I want with roman

Rem: some spicy takes from the chats only brain cell ;)

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“So you’re turning eighteen, in a few months. ” His aunt said, dabbing her cheeks with a napkin. She still managed to hold an air of prestige despite getting utterly shitfaced the night before. Her appointments have been going well.

Dmitri looked up, masking his surprise and holding his tongue.

Dr. Montag looked over, quieting the running water and placing the dish was he was cleaning down, “Really?” he said, brushing his hands, “You got any plans?” he asked, Dmitri.

“Oh we usually do something small,” His aunt interjected, “But seeing as he’s my father’s favorite grandchild,” Only grandchild, “He’s is flying from Paris to join us. And he was never a man of modesty so I’ve been thinking about doing something special for the occasion.”

Oh.

Dmitri fought the smile creeping on his face, ducking his head. He shouldn’t be surprised that she remembered after all if his grandfather was visiting. It’s how he got his phone, laptop, his car.

It’s probably why she puts up with him, to begin with. Cause it wasn’t guilt.

“--We should get your hair cut,” She continued, and Dmitri snapped out of his thoughts, “Maybe invite Diana--he’d like her,” she murmured.

“Diana and I a-” He closed his mouth, and his aunt’s eyes shot over.

“You broke up?” She narrowed her eyes, examining her nails, “Huh, makes sense seeing as...” she gestured at him vaguely, “So who have you been sneaking around with?”

“I’m not sneaking around with anyone,” Dmitri said, meeting her gaze. And technically he was right, it’s not sneaking if she just hasn’t been asking. And he’s given up on telling.

Dr. Montag’s eyebrows knitted together confused,” Well that isn’t true,”

Dmitri’s eyes went wide, stomach sinking.

His Aunt’s grin spread, “Oh really?”

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck--

“He’s been helping me out, hon,” Dr. Montag set down a glass of water and pills beside her plate, “You’ve been so stressed lately,” he looked guilty and produced some tickets, “I thought I’d surprise you.”

Her face softened and like that the tension left the room. Those two got to linger in whatever lovey-dovey spell had taken hold of them in the last few months, but Dmitri was still on edge.

She still kept him on edge, but he could get her back. Even the playing field. Anytime he could leave this—Anytime he could flip this switch and put her on edge and make her—

He stopped eating, setting his plate aside.

He felt sick.

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R:helllloooo R:anyone up R: sigh R: allll by mySELLLLF

L: Roman?

R: the one and lonely yes hello human contact???

L: Are you alright? It’s 3 am why are you still awake?

R: why are YOU up mm????

L: My parents have newborn twins. What’s your excuse?

R: well fuck got me there

R: i was texting dee but he was rlly tired and i stILL can’t sleep

L: Any particular reason?

R: u m

L: Private chat?

R: please

- [TheTruthAboutTheMoon]

TheWalkingMouth: Okay shoot

Cowboy:it's stupid

TheWalkingMouth: I’ll tell you if it's stupid or not just say it

Cowboy: i just….like Cowboy: it's all kinda….hitting me a ll at once and i Really don’t like thinking about it but i cant bottle shit up either like you bastards so i feel like the human equivelent og a washing machine with too much laundry in it

TheWalkingMouth: Then don’t? TheWalkingMouth: Even if it's too ‘stupid’ for me I’m sure Dmitri wouldn’t mind

Cowboy: yeah but i feel like im going to say something shitty to him i Cowboy: like we should talk about it Cowboy: and i will Cowboy: but not now--later when it's not too stressful for either of us

TheWalkingMouth: Why would you say something shitty?

Cowboy: idk id jst get frustrated trying to explain it Cowboy: like hes smart as hell and probbaly get it without me saying anything but like Cowboy: I have neither the patience nor articulation right now to explain like a civil person and he doesnt need me being shitty about it

Cowboy:like,,,,,for example,,,,, if he fucks up in school, he’ll get recommended a tutor and teachers would assume hes doing his best and hes such a sweet and quiet boy

Cowboy: like he is sweet!!but hes a little shit too!! And gets away with it!!! Half those pranks he pulled on virgil, as Iconic as they were he never got in trouble for them!!!

Cowboy: when i fuck up i

Cowboy: god it's stupid

TheWalkingMouth: Might not get a second chance? Yeah I get it.

TheWalkingMouth:Remember when I first transferred here? None of the teachers would take me seriously bc of my accent and if they did, they were afraid of me. I could repeat something another kid said word for word and still be told I had an attitude.

Cowboy: god i remembered that Cowboy: you answered his yes or no questions in a fuckin montone, quiet ass voice and he legit called in the office cause he got scared of a goddamn freshman

Cowboy: But ye when i fuck up Cowboy: im suddenly the lazy ass brown kid who should spend less time corrupting youth with my feminine hips and curls Cowboy: like it's not like a lot of them say it outright but it feels like if im not perfect im fufilling all the stereotypes

TheWalkingMouth: Ah okay, rant away

Cowboy: OK like like like im not like virgil right?? in a lot of ways and it fuckin shows

Cowboy: he’s been planning on going into engineering since sixth grade meanwhile i only got my shit together in highschool

Cowboy: and like now that im here/???what now??? My mother expects me to have my shit together meanwhile im over here freaking the fuck out over whether not it's worth it to even try Cowboy: like yes mother i want to go to an art/or librel arts school that may or may not accept me that we may or may not afford to find a career in who the hell knows because if i have to sit in a healthcare class or a applied mathmatics class like you did i miight actually shank the professor????

Cowboy: that i dread the thought of not trying to explore my options outside of this fucking state but i dread the thought of going bc i cant stand the thought of being away from home but i cant fucking find a reason to stay cause everyone i love is leaving or planning their own life anyway???

Cowboy: like remys gunna fuck off to who knows where regardless of whether or not he has a plans or money, pattons gunna take care of his grandmother whereever the fuck a canada ,moms moving in with tia, virgils already mentally flipping me off ready to fuck nasa , and i only fucking hope dmitri even getss the chance to choose where he goes but hes g o n e and i die from yearning behind a screen like the gay victorian i am , and you….i actually dont know

TheWalkingMouth: Teaching for either biology or physics

Cowboy: huh it fits but what about chemistry??

TheWalkingMouth: Fuck chemistry.

Cowboy: oh thank god we’re on the same page

TheWalkingMouth: Anyway, I assume you’re more worried about whether you should apply rather then if you could get in?

Cowboy: i think so

TheWalkingMouth: Well if my opinion means anything to you

Cowboy: more than you’re assuming but yeah continue

TheWalkinMouth: Wait

Cowboy: nothing nothing continue

TheWalkingMouth: Okay-- I think you should go for it but you don’t need to dive head first into it and commit to everything 100% like virgil did.

TheWalkingMouth: You’re allowed to keep your options open, to have backup plans for back up plans

TheWalkingMouth: It doesn’t mean you’re not passionate about your art. Doesn’t mean you’re inevitably going to get a office job and abandon all your dreams. It means you’re being smart and not backing yourself into a corner

TheWalkingMouth:It’s okay to be scared. It’s okay not to have it all figured out

TheWalkingMouth: Nobody does.

TheWalkingMouth: Even if no one else gives you a second chance at least give yourself a second chance.

TheWalkingMouth: It’s perfectly normal to be afraid to fuck up and get fucked over TheWalkingMouth: That doesn’t mean you will everytime TheWalkingMouth: And it certainly doesn’t mean it's the end

Cowboy:

[...Cowboy is typing…]

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@daflangstlairde

@ace-anx

@cataclysm-al

#Roman sanders #Deceit Sanders #Roceit #ts sides #sanders sides #sanders sides fanfiction #ts virgil #ts logan #ts remy #Antithesis

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subjectsix · 5 years

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sarah connor for the meme!

Why I like them: I love her????? her growth and how she changes as a character, watching her wrestle with this image she’s been told and now tells herself she needs to fit, she’s sweet and dorky but also really firey and passionate, after getting over the initial shock of like everything in T1 she was already trying to come up with ways to fight back by fighting cyberdyne etc so like she ALWAYS had that toughness to her she didn’t start out weak and become strong people say that and it ain’t true (OH and the fact that like. i could easily rant here so im going to not but the fact that her character is more than her being a mother but also a very important and valued part of her character being that she’s a mother. like neither are reduced it’s of equal importance. she’s not “just a mom” but her motherhood isn’t like shunned or forgotten or whatever. idk how to articulate what i mean alkjfdhakjdhf)Why I don’t: she can be a bit. much, esp in T2 and SCC, and while it’s totally understandable bc she’s going to extreme lengths to protect and prepare her family and try and stop a war that hasn’t happened yet, she can be far too stubborn and not consider other people or listen to her family when she should (but its neat writing i lov her anyway like i don’t dislike her for this i just wish. scc. didn’t. end. so we could’ve seen her grow more you kno)Favorite episode (scene if movie): YOU KNOW WHEN SARAH GETS INTO A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION AND BASICALLY HALLUCINATES KYLE BEING THERE AND IT COULD TOTALLY REALLY BE KYLE AND HE ACTS AS HER CONSCIENCE AND GUIDE AND LOVES HER A LOT AND YOU SEE HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM? YEA. im crying abt itFavorite season/movie: T1 Sarah is like. my fave. but SCC Sarah is like. Favorite line: ajklhajkdf i’m brain dead so i’m gonna give a slightly less serious answer rn bc i like a lot of her lines but can’t thing: in t1 when she’s lamenting to kyle that like, she’s 19 and she doesn’t even know how to file her taxes how’s she supposed to raise a soldier!!! mood, sarahFavorite outfit: that feathered hair is legendary and hilarious for real tho her look int T2 with the hat and the tanktop and the glasses and the shotgun.... Iconic...OTP: kyle......... the boy.....Brotp: okay so like. im sure sarah and charlie genuinely loved each other or whatever but like. too much going on on both ends it really isnt happening. but they’re an excellent brotp. charlie is like. a fantastic foil and gentle voice of reason. Head Canon: sings along to her music in the car, sometimes a full on concert (as long as nobody else is in this car, obvi)Unpopular opinion: one time i mentioned I didn’t like emilia clarke’s performance (i think some of it is just how they wrote sarah didn’t sit well with me character wise but man who knows) and people were upset that I said that so. I guess that? I’m sure she’s lovely I just didn’t like her Sarah performance A wish: a new installment that isn’t wildly mediocre or tries to rewrite or change or whatever to canon i would love to see like. a comic? or a book? about sarah after T1 before T2, like, getting her footing and raising john. also just. season 3 of scc. An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: idk at this point I’m just chillin with my on amalgamation of canon from the movies and show and really hoping they don’t start another tire fire akafjhdakjfhkh5 words to best describe them: focused, passionate, strategic, assertive, and honestly? dorky (can’t always see it but it’s there) My nickname for them: the internet has ruined me and again my gut reaction at times seeing her is just “my mom!!!!” fdkjfhjkdfh

THANK YOU im always in the mood to ramble abt sarah or anything term honestly send me a character!

#like even if i say i'm not in the mood? i'll ramble anyway #just like AND ANOTHER THING #terminator #sarah connor #coffee talks #lexmurphy

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musashi · 5 years

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I meant invasive thoughts rather than a full-blown trigger but I didn't get that across well. Sorry. I read your tags as comments, usually, rather than rely on the tagging system. I'm tired and so, worse than usual at processing bad stimuli/communicating effectively. And woah, does the algorithm filter for specific words within a tag?

i mean it sounds like a trigger to me? it sounds like it triggered invasive thoughts, which. makes it a trigger. idk. idk! it sounds like a Not Good Time, is what i’m getting it. but no worries. i think you’re articulating yourself just fine, it might be my poor communication as well, remember.

and yeah, the algorithm picks up on tons of words relating to risque content as well as nonsexual words--last i checked words like gay, lesbian, etc were getting filtered too, i don’t actually know what words are safe to say at this point (it looks like they loosened up on the queer ones) but i know that i still have friends who, if they tag/post something with the usual 4 letters to indicate something is naughty, their posts have been getting deleted and their avatars have gotten blurred.

my blog was invisible in search results for ages even though i only reblog dirty posts in scattered bursts here and there, and i literally had to like...... hack tumblr’s support system just to get it back so i could talk to people in fandom tags again ^^; i’m just. it’s just a hassle. i don’t know what words i can use (youll notice me stumbling to find unfiltered words in this ask even) and what ones i cant so im just Always Scared.

#Anonymous #wendy answers

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dmitrialiev · 7 years

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Can you describe how you feel about Yuzuru, Shoma, and Patrick? Sorry if it seems too personal. Don't feel pressured to answer..

Ok so i didnt proofread this so itd be more honest, idk if this is the answer you want but this ia definitely the answer you need. Idk what exactly brought this ask up but yeah i like them in diff degrees for diff reasons. Also feelings are kinda hard to describe and im not super articulate so have this mess under the cut

Yuzu - Well, if we’re gonna rank all the fanyus i definitely wont be up there lol. I like his approach and mindset on things and deeply respect and enjoy the immense talent and hardwork he brings to the table. But i connect to other skaters way better, like for someone who i recognize as the best, i should like him a lot more than i do now but it just?? I know im missing out on some of his magic, but tbh i never felt the need to go looking for it either

Shoma - i liked him since i saw him at 2015 teb. I enjoy his skating a LOT though i am well aware of his issues. But with the way he and his team approaches things… well i admit it’s kinda hard to maintain these days?? I loved Turandot 1.0 and Legends. But the quads came in and now im not into his programs. I didnt like LIL, i liked Loco but got bitter over it as the season went by. Thank god i still find his skating enjoyable even with these feelings but it’s like a ticking time bomb since, 2017 4cc i think?? I feel like one day i will get tired of it tbh and i really hope it wont happen bc ive been quite invested. And i might have no one by then. I should watch more juniors ugh. He has good qualities and his programs need to show it off. I get the strategy bc quads but still

Patrick - i preferred his style from day one, which is weird bc he has realtively zero drama and i looove drama. Idek i just connect to him the most. When i watch others, i feel the interpretation, which is good ofc. But when i watch patrick i feel a mood instead. For instance my fave program from him is chopin medley and honestly, wtf does it exactly mean?? It’s more like an experience than a story imo. Even when he bombs. Looking back, i have yet to experience that with another skater. And honestly im in complete peace with him retiring, but can he not sound done in every interview like he just cant wait for it to be over. Bc thinking that it’s possibly what he really feels like hurts me a lot okay

#replies #why am i like this

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sweetnestor · 7 years

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crankgameplays outlast 2 stream 4/28/17

(((missed it again bc i was on the road uGH)))((i’m mostly jotting down ethans comments while playing the game rather than the game itself)

“I’m not slightly late its 9:29” (hello to you too ethan)

“Let me know if the volumes good” -new single buy it on itunes (he sang that for a good minute)

Turns off lights to make things more scary :o

He hasnt been able to record for the last couple of days, so he decided to stream

Hes talking a lot softer bc its night and he ‘shouldnt’ be recording apparently

“Ohh ohh tiiiitties” -ethan zooming in on lynn’s boobs :p

“It’s 6:07 guys you know what that fuckin means” (what does it mean ethan??)

*hallway floods with blood* | “oh wonderful, wonderful” :)

He feels weird and unnatural to be talking so softly as opposed to his usual loudness

*dies one second into the game* :))))

He’s not scared of the jumpscares at all this time around :o

Ppl in the chat telling him to look at the tapes | “*heavy sigh* okay,,,, gee whilikers,,,,”

“That didnt do nothin for me”

Blake: oh this is fucked up | ethan: wait why is this fucked up *sees dead bodies* oh oh yeah,,,,,

“My name is mike yuckerton and welcome to the zoooo,,,,,, what the fuck am i talking about”

*gets attacked, doesnt really fight back or run* “oh wait… oh wait i dont think my balls were supposed to be taken from me,,,,,”

“How come i cant like,,, beat her up with that shovel,,,”

“Its 2017, this guys gotta have a phone, there has to be lte up here…”

*running scene* “Ok ok we gotta go fast,,,, like senick” (he said it like that idk how to articulate it) :p

His grossed out face when he was ‘licked’ in the game was priceless

Ethan ran into ethan :D

“...you missed me…” -ethan after watching ethan get killed

“Poor ethan you had a cool name and everything”

*saves and quits game*

I just noticed hes wearing his own merch like a neRD (im jk he should be proud to wear his merch :’))

Wasnt super impressed by the game so far, maybe bc he’s stressed or something

Likes his new apartment, only limit is recording bc he cant be too loud at night

Has yet to get acoustic walls for recording set up, they got damaged in the mail apparently so now he gotta wait even longer :/

Also says he needs a haircut :/

Hes yawning a lot poor bby must be tired :(

He got tickets to dodie!! She dm’d him and said she could get him in :)

Put on that one tune he usually plays in the streams bc ppl were asking

Teamiplier livestream tomorrow!!

Hes probably gonna continue streaming outlast 2, not sure if he’ll actually finish it, but he does want to give it a chance

Talks about how much he really loved resident evil 7

There was a point while recording it where he had to take a break bc it was so unsettling

Played paranormal activity vr game, but he got really motion sick so he couldn’t record it :/

Thanked everyone for coming and hoped they had a wonderful time

Feels bad that he hasnt gotten a video out this week :(

And with that, the boy is off to bed

#crankgameplays #ethan nestor #sweetheart writes #mine #should i do this more often #are these useful at all

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easytokeepquiet · 7 years

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Marian Hawke and Jasper Trevelyan for the oc meme?

Full Name: marian hawkeGender and Sexuality: cis female, lesbianPronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: idk shes white/ humanBirthplace and Birthdate: somewhere in ferelden, 3rd of solace 9:05 dragonGuilty Pleasures: she feels guilty about anything that makes her happy help herPhobias: spidersWhat They Would Be Famous For: aside from being the champion of kirkwall? being the ultimate arm wrestler idk What They Would Get Arrested For: punching a templarOC You Ship Them With: phoebe shepard. hawke needs a genuinely nice person and phoebe is so nice. OC Most Likely To Murder Them: none of my ocs would murder her even though shed probably ask them toFavorite Movie/Book Genre: whatever high in hightown isLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: love triangles. she just doesnt care.Talents and/or Powers: i mean shes a mage. shes really talented at force magic. shes also Strong.Why Someone Might Love Them: shes p good at cheering people up. thats like her Thing. Why Someone Might Hate Them: she thinks she needs to be cheery all the time bc she knows its her Thing so she ends up making really really bad jokes (and not the good kind of bad) at really really bad times.How They Change: she sort of stops being able to put up that cheery mask by the end of the game. shes tired she wants to stop. Why You Love Them: shes a really sad person but people still love her and she keeps going and thats comforting to me

Full Name: jasper trevelyanGender and Sexuality: demiboy, pansexualPronouns: he/himEthnicity/Species: of rivaini decent idk what that is in real life/ humanBirthplace and Birthdate: ostwick, 13th of firstfall 9:04 dragon Guilty Pleasures: he v amused by really creative curses which tend to be blasphemous and hes religious enough that hed chastise himself for laughingPhobias: templarsWhat They Would Be Famous For: being the ultimate sweetheart What They Would Get Arrested For: “kidnapping” the divine (”return her at once!” “i have not seen my girlfriend for three years and i miss her! also she agreed to leaving with me (no one could kidnap her if they tried) she’ll be back soon i promise”) OC You Ship Them With: asaaranda adaar but i dont know whyOC Most Likely To Murder Them: none of my ocs would murder any of my other ones idk like im trying to think for literally all of them and i cantFavorite Movie/Book Genre: romanceLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: anything where a mage falls for a templar (which sound like itd be a cliche in thedas). ironic cuz he falls for a seeker but.Talents and/or Powers: hes a mage, really fucking talented w ice magic, can also play the luteWhy Someone Might Love Them: have u seen his face hes gorgeous Why Someone Might Hate Them: he has no sense of direction and will get you lost if you follow himHow They Change: he had a very bad time in the circle and was constantly abused by one specific templar. while he was there he never really got to be anything he just didnt see a point in it but while hes inquisitor he becomes more comfortable in his skin. he essentially learns who he is i guess? like he was still his own person in the circle but its different when ur living ur life in fear and when ur free to hang around and exist and be your own person in public. idk how to articulate it i am v sleepy and cant see what im writing at all im too lazy to find my glassesWhy You Love Them: have you seen his fac e?? also, like, hes nice hes super nice i want to be his friend.

#asks #marian hawke #jasper trevelyan #thank you for asking holy shit #also i legit can barely see what im typing #Anonymous

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☼ for Thai/Cassie and greggie

OTP: DON’T BE A HERO

who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation

Thai

Who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them

Tbh, when working out and stuff I could see them both doing this to show off their hard work? But I really doubt either of them really do it for anything out. Like, they’re too busy just enjoying life???? why waste time taking pictures to post on the internet for other people’s approval??

who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy

I could see Thai being super ready to do this shit, just bc he’s a goofy guy. But in the long run, I think both of them would (although, Ic ould see Cassie being a bit more reluctant which only would make it funnier)

who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them

Tbh I see them both being really into horror movies and like...cheering them on?? Like not even the whole ‘don’t go downstairs!!’ sorta stuff but like....’oH SHIT, YES, GET THAT SLEDGEHAMMER, BASH HIS FACE IN!!’

who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them

I feel like Thai is more the kind of person to distract people, and can rarely pay attention to something for more than a few minutes....But like, when Thai is studying for his lieutenant exam, I could see Cassie being so weirded out by him focused and studying that she like tries to distract him?? idk

who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated

Thai facetimes Cassie but picks up and immediately is like ‘nOW SHOW ME WHO I REALLY CALLED FOR’ (referring to her boobs)

who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do

I doubt either of them are criers, and honestly I can’t really see either of them storming out? Both of them more ‘stand your ground’ type people. But if I had to pick one I’d guess Thai bc like he wasn’t raised with siblings and stuff so like....Cassie wins in stubborness in that aspect?

who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows

Thai probably

who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky

Cassie?

who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car

Thai would 500% spray Cassie, mostly bc it’s funny and he loves pissing her off, but also like....wet t-shirt u kno

who has more fun decorating the house during holidays

Decorating during the holidays was always a tradition in the Chase household and like tbh in ike 10-20 years I could see him being that person in outdoor lights competition with his neighbors

who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other

Cassie?

who plays with the others’ hair more

Thai. It’s just so long and gold and yeah. Sometimes he tugs on it like he’s a 2nd grader though.

who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored

both (but imagine thai climbing on cassie??? im dying)

who tries to kiss the other as often as they can

I think at first, Thai is really hesitant esp. around her squad, but as soon as that fades away it’s like he’s making up for lost time or smthn. It’s not always like, on the mouth though, it’s like her neck or hand or shoulder, anywhere his lips are near tbh. He’s just an affectionate dude.

who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up

Honestly imagining Cassie telling Thai to STFU and him pouting is giving me life rn so

who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up

I think they both often initiate, but I could see Cassie more likely to walk away. Thai might do it every once in awhile to tease and thus make it all the better when they do frickity frack

who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one

Growing up in Edinburgh where it could rain at a drop of a hat whereas Cassie grew up in California, I could see him more likely to remember it and her less so. And bc he’s 10 feet tall, he’d carry it.

who demands showering first in the mornings

I don’t think this is generally a problem bc due to their varying shifts, they often aren’t getting up at the same time?

who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings

Thai.

who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games

Both to both.

who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond

Thai, although it’s almost completely just to annoy her. Imagine a Stewie from Family Guy sorta situation (’mom mom mom mom mom, mummy, mummy mummy, etc)

who always forgets to charge their phone overnight

Thai. bc I feel like having a cellphone charged and on them at all times is more of a neccessity for Cassie than it is for Thai’s job?

who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets

both?

who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can .

I could see hugs being their like...tired intimacy. Like it’s been a long shift, maybe not even necessarily bad, just long, so they sorta just hug and it’s more like, just leaning on each other and physically keeping each other upright??

who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet

Thai is boisterous af, and is the type of person that will be yelling while telling a story and have absolutely no idea he is, no concept of volume tbh. Cassie is probably constantly telling him to STFU.

OTP: START OF SOMETHING NEW

who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation

I could see Maggie doing it bc like....It was in a box in the street!! HOW COULD SHE SAY NO??

who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them

Once again, neither? I could see like Maggie having him take photos to document an experience or something but like... I doubt they’re purely for aesthetic purposes?

who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy

both

who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them

They’re not really a horror movie watching sorta couple.

who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them

I think they’re really good at supporting each other and giving each other alone time so like?? But I could see like maybe if one of them is stressing over something the other being like ‘nope, okay, it’d distraction time’ for their own good?

who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated

Idk, I just see Greyson?? But my guess is it’s probably an even tradeoff (and omg this just gave me feels about how we talked about him having to go home for awhile sTOP)

who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do

honestly picturing greyson and maggie in a fight is the weirdest thing??? but like, if I had to pick I’d say Greyson would probably storm out, especially if he’s having a hard time articulating his feeling (which he often does), and bc he just hates fighting? And then if it was a serious enough of a fight I could see Maggie crying (not to say Greyson wouldn’t be equally as upset)

who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows

Greyson, ofc, is the night owl of the two due to his insomnia, but I could almost see them making binge watching a bit of a tradition and they would sort enable eachother like??? ‘okay....but like, we have to watch one more right?? like WE nEED TO KNOW IF LESLIE GETS RECALLED OR NOT’

who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky

Greyson?? Maybe?? i think he’s more a neck kisser sorta guy tho, like come up behind her, wrap his arms around her waist, kiss her neck, etc

who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car

Maggie sprays Gresyon

who has more fun decorating the house during holidays

(reminds me of that drabble tbh). Probably Maggie, but she always manages to get him into the spirit as well.

who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other

Tbh I think they have a healthy enough of a relationship and are mature enough that they’d probably just talk things through??

who plays with the others’ hair more

Tbh I could see Maggie playing with his curls, esp. if they’re just lounging around, reading or watching tv or something.

who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored

??? Maggie ??? bc there is literally no way he could climb all over her.

who tries to kiss the other as often as they can

i feel like it’s fairly even

who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up

??? this wouldn’t really happen?? i know most of my answers are like this but....I mean, I could see them softly shushing eachother esp. if they’re in the middle of a book or something but?

who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up

Initiation is pretty half and half, and then neither?? Maybe Maggie sorta humorously/teasing/for fun?? idk.

who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one

Once again, Greyson grew up in London where it could be sunny for five minutes, and rain for the next five so he’s pretty good at that, while Maggie grew up down South?? so like i could see greyson having better instinct on whether they should bring one, but I could see maggie actually remembering to i that makes sense? And ofc greyson would carry.

who demands showering first in the mornings

Maggie bc she actually needs to look presentable for her job whereas Greyson’s slept on curls are not only adorable but okay to alphabetize books.

who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings

They live in New York City, their showers are barely big enough to hold one person, let alone two (one of who is 6+ feet tall)

who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games

All depends what sorta mindset Greyson is in tbh?? Bc sometimes he’s like ‘live life to the fullest!!’and other time he’s full of anxiety so that would obviously make the choice for him. but like....is it weird that i could see maggie sorta liking roller coasters

who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond

I couldn’t see Greyson really doing this all that much bc like he knows she’s probably in class or something? But maybe when his anxiety is acting up and he’s like absolutely convinced himself that someone he knew from Maddox has llike fckn kidnapped her or something he would. I could also see her doing it if he doesn’t respond to the first or second text bc she knows it’s fairly easy for him to have his phone on him during work (although....sometime he forgets his phone at home oops). Or like, after he tells her the truth about everything?? idk.

who always forgets to charge their phone overnight

greyson bc he’s a space cadet.

who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets

Maggie into Greyson? esp. when her hands are cold.

who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can .

I feel like Greyson is a big hugger tbh

who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet

Well Greyson definitely isn’t a loud person so....by elimination, Maggie? (now imagining drunk, loud maggie and dying tbh)

#kendalwrites #otp: don't be a hero #otp: start of something new

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