#If i sound like im being an asshole

[chewysgummies]

So um... How's everybody been doing waiting for Larry & lawrie's bitch ass to show up at the beginning of february as everyone else already claims Kit this update?

#chewys notes #brawl stars #since im basically stuck playing this game again #As of recently I've been getting a lot of credits i need to actually unlock Kit rn #And i can actually be able to get the mfs rn #but i genuinely want to wait until larry and Lawrie are released #Even though they're an epic and easy to unlock #but still #I wanna save it for them #Even though again #I can get back my credit no problem with this new update #but whatever #brawl stars larry #brawl stars lawrie #i hate this sm #fuck my life bro #BS know that i like robots #god i wanna leave this shitty ass game but damn #If i sound like im being an asshole #It okay im just messing a bit #But fr tho #Playing this game again after i quit long time ago made me lose my hot girl swag #I aint never getting it back until i uninstalled this game for my own sake🙏🛐

[nerosdayinanime]

(1)gay fish be upon ye

#tomioka giyuu #giyuu #kny sabito #sabito #sabigiyuu #merfolk #loserboy giyuu posting #fratboy sabito posting #neros art tag #mermaid au #giyuu and his big wet eyes #i finally post fish and its fucking giyuu #design i have for sabito is so fuckoff hard to draw!!! #stupid lionfish fuck #next up hes falling off the boat and scrambling back up like a wet cat for being an asshole to me (<- designed him) #i have like 5 different versions for fish au so far this ones the latest #i like how a lot of my aus im either living viscerally through sabito @ prettyboy giyuu #or im living viscerally through giyuu @ prettyboy sabito. theyre both so pretty. i love them #oh ya with the non-human mermaids like this they dont have lungs and dont have land animal vocal chords so their languages are completely #different from human language sounds and its. very hard/nigh impossible for them to speak eachother's language #my non-human sabito (& hakuji/akaza) is a special little boy bc he Does have air lungs alongside his gills #so he can actually learn to speak human & communicate like that #in one of the aus someone tosses trash in his tank for fun and he throws it back @ them 'OI! THIS AINT THE FUCKIN TRASHCAN!' and it scares #the absolute shit out of them #'alright. who taught the fish how to swear. im not mad- im just disappointed.' #oh yeah little detail giyuu always keeps his nose under the water bc he hates the feeling of water leaving-refilling his nose/mouth area #litol creechur just peeking above the waterline

[musubiki]

I AM SO DOWN WITH THIS IDEA LMFAOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIME STRANGLED OSCAR LIKE BART SIMPSON LIKE "WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS!!!!!!!" AND OSCAR, INNOCENTLY, "What? I was bored. ^v^"

#oscar being a real pain in the ass: Wanna do a double date? #Lime: i dont mean to be an asshole but im pretty sure if we did she would try and make it so that shes with me and youre with mochi #oscar: honestly i dont mind that-- #oscar: WAIT I WAS JOKING #lime: (STRANGLES HIM AGAIN) #lime: plus i dont wanna ruin mochi time by having you and clarinette there #oscar: whats wrong with me?? #lime: ??? I WANNA BE WITH MOCHI ALONE #recently i lowkey like the gag of oscar lightly flirting with mochi to piss lime off on purpose #(you know if lime ever dumps you you could date me instead) he says with a smile #mochi: /// were not even going out.. #the sound of a snap in the distance. it was limes last straw #lime at some point:.......do you actually like her #oscar: huh? oh. nah. shes not my type. i just like the drama lol

[bitchwholikesshitposting]

Fucking love the idea of the chassis being an amplifier because you kinda get the best of both worlds from the whole chassis theory argument where wheatley's still being influenced but you keep the complexity of his character intact, plus you get the double whammy existential crisis of being driven to do horrible things but still having to deal with the fact after you come to your senses that no matter which way you look at it was still all you. In this essay I will

Ignore the giant rant in the tags its 1 AM

#portal #portal 2 #wheatley #bc like the chassis definitely AFFECTED wheat man. but i think that some people it was like mind control??? and nah its more like #someones being a big asshole to you and you half-jokingly go in your head “im gonna kill this person”. because you're genuinely that annoye #but you dont actually do it bc obviously you shouldnt and you were never intending to actually do so. #yeah imagine if you actually DID that #you HAD that thought. you FELT that anger. #and the only thing that you needed to pull the trigger on that gun was a little push over the cliff. and you put yourself on the edge of it #imagine that and thats how i see that #a lot of the stuff wheatley blurts out in the chassis is from like a genuine place too #he sounds genuinely hurt #genuinely angry and sad and confused #hes genuinely THAT upset. #plus there are even points where he seems to be enjoying his time in the chassis. #he does these goofy villain lines and laughs at the thought of you fucking dying #obviously the chassis is a terrible thing to be in and the bad moments outweigh the good but nontheless. #this seems less like straight up direct control #or just him functioning normally #this sounds like what happens when you remove a very fucked up man's inhibitions and just let him go apeshit #because lets be real. wheatleys always been slightly unhinged. just in the funne haha tumblr way up until that point #he smashed a window casually and briefly laughed while a bunch of turrets were being thrown into a fire #hes not exactly evil either but hes definitley not like #okay #i mean we all knew that look at the fucking boss battle lines but #anyways the point is i fucking love the implications of that #the existential crisis that would cause #imagine going through that and having to question like #what was you? did you really want all of that? did you ALWAYS want it? where does the chassis begin and you END? #GODDDDD that headcannon goes so hard

[malikselfindulgence]

Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#malik's rambles #okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !! #iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow #itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way #ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow #also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people #it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our “roleplay thing” because they dont wanna bother #and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like #ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !! #I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg #ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad #okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc

[evocatiio]

god forbid a woman prioritises her fiancé who's going through withdrawal over a man's feelings

#do you guys hear how damn silly y'all sound??? #'ever since mari came into town Kris doesn't engage in cute scenes with kenny and now im side eyeing get ngl' #LISTEN TO URSELF?????? #y'all just hate gay people frrrr #so unserious #as if ken wasn't being a little bitch for saying his friendship with kris was conditional to her being open to him romantically #mari is not the toxic lesbian y'all want her to be and kristi is not an asshole for anything she's done #ever #literally the second most selfless character in the show #anyway i like kenny! the writers need to stop emotionally kicking him (nothing to with kris and mari) #and i think boyd is the only one who's been unfair to him #but like i dont blame him either #the nightmare purgatory town is simply a pressure cooker #from epix #from mgm #anyway! #ramblings of an insomniac

[literalfuckingfreak]

why do i have to put paragraphs of disclaimers and caveats when i talk about my opinions. if it doesnt apply to you do not respond to it. if you are confused ask for clarification. why do people make shit so complicated.

#i genuinely do not care if i sound like an asshole. i am sick of routinely having to apologize for being abrasive on accident #im so sick of masking. i try to be concise when i speak when im not in the mood to flounder around with emojis and shit #to keep the tone lighter. i dont give a shit.

[uwulouis]

i need to stop talking to straight people or for straight people to stop talking to me fnsdfkd

#like idk am i mean #i don't like talking about guys djksnfk #like i truly i'm so bored i can't handle it #i need my friends to stop showing me pictures of the dudes they're dating and i have to pretend they're hot #or they tell me like #they have 1 thing in common with the guy and i have to be like omg incredible !! #or that like the guy wasn't a complete asshole and i have to be like woww he sounds so dreamy #like fr tell me am i being mean? nsdkf i am not interested at all #i'm sure he's gonna end up being a jerk like they all do #and then im gonna have to be like omg yeah he was a jerk you deserve better!! #and that's just always the cycle and it never ends #like is it mean that i'm just really bored #can you just talk about it with your straight friends jdfjk #idk like im just not interested at all #sorry i had to rant djsfnds #shut up laura

[skitskatdacat63]

Time to go be designated driver for my brother and friends, this should be fun...as always...

#i have been pavloved into hating drunk people 🫢 #such annoying phone calls #like ues i will pick you up jfc #stop trying to call 😭 just text me the address #god two of the times i had to pick him up were so treacherous #the one time it was so freezing and i had to wait like 15 mins for my car to stop being covered in ice #and the other it was literally torrential downpour #like absolutely horrible conditions to drive in #and this mf couldnt stop calling me #im like dude do you want me to crash before i even pick you up #and then had the gall to get pissy w me when he went outside to wait before i told him to shkfkf #it was such a scary drive #and on the way back this asshole tractor trailer splashed water all oevr the car #it was like a tsunami eave i thought i was gonna die 😭😭 #well anyways. should be fine tonight #except he sounds so drunk and i dont wanna deal w that #and i have to pick up his friend and his friends gf too 🙄🙄 #what am i a chauffeur 🙄🙄 #(i do want him to be confirmed safe tho so i dont mind that much) #catie.rambling.txt

[orcelito]

I've been following that AITA blog for a bit now and it has me thinking about my own life situations with conflict and drama. A passive "do I have anything I could submit to that blog?" But upon thinking about it, it's like... I really find no value in asking strangers whether I'm "the asshole" in situations. There are situations where I'm clearly not at fault, situations where I was a little shit but it was justified, and at least one situation where I have a definite "Oh yeah, I was definitely the asshole there". All in the past, so it's not like I'd even need advice or anything. I already know, so what's the point?

Maybe it stems from me being a generally self-aware and self-confident kind of person. I know what's going on with myself, know when I've wronged people, & I have a mentality of "well, I'll try to not do that in the future." Even if I feel a little guilty thinking back, what's the point of asking after something when I know I'm at fault? Or situations where things were complicated and both people had fault in things, but I know I wasn't being shitty on purpose & that's what matters to me. Ultimately, it results in a bunch of strangers drawing conclusions about things I really don't care about outside input on.

Still love reading the blog tho. There's something about reading up on random people's life drama that satisfies that gossipmonger soul in me So well.

#speculation nation #i think the most blatantly YTA thing id get is when i ghosted that guy i was seeing back when i was 20 or so #wasnt ever actually dating but i made it sound like i would. very much led him on. #then realized i just wasnt into cishet guys At All and dropped him out of nowhere bc i was 20 and didnt know how to deal with feelings #objectively it was a pretty awful thing for me to do. and i feel bad that i did it. #have i ever tried to reach out and apologize tho? no lmao #it happened so long ago now i feel like itd bring more animosity than relief anyways. #id like to think ive learned from it tho. Dont Date People Just For The Hell Of It. #god it rly is my romantic history where im the biggest asshole. my prior girlfriend too #i do feel bad about that. i never meant to hurt her but that sure is what i did. #it was better to break it off when i did. wouldve been better had i did it earlier but oh well. #then as a teenager and my whole fucked up romance life then... #but NO LONGER!!!!!!!! hopefully lol. im rly into my current girlfriend and after my last one ive been dedicated to. not do that again. #cant date people just because im bored. that's never ended well for me. #i learned my lesson this time for SURE!!!!! #anyways yea id say more constently id be The Asshole in these situations. but im only human man it happens. #other situations it's usually just fucked up situations with me being a toxic little shit in response bc it's all i knew. #idk. community voting doesnt matter to me. learning from my prior mistakes and shortcomings is what matters to me. #it's interesting to see the blog tho. people are insecure about some of the most trivial things sometimes...

[r1ghtwhereyouleftme]

Me: I hate [insert thing here] discourse

Also me: *gets so annoyed when people are blatantly stupid and do things thay make zero sense therefore making me go along with discourse bc I can only handle so much stupidity*

#yes this is about queer discourse bc oh my god its painful #yes let people be themselves but also stop being stupid #sometimes things contradict each other and you can be both and that's fucking ok #its like the shit where ive seen people literally just too afraid of one label for whatever reason so they make up a middle label #god i sound shitty out of context #i mean like bi lesbian- you cant be bi and a lesbian that doesnt work #its ok to be bi its ok to be lesbian fuck its ok to be straight i just wish people would stop skirting around labels for dumb reasons #and this is all coming from someone who struggles like hell with labels #i also hate slur discourse bc its very simple who can and cant say what #like if youre cishet ofc you cant say a slur #and nonbinary people are trans so we can say a slur dont fuckign diminish our transness you transmed ass freaks #god damn i hate getting riled up about stupid probably 14 year olds on the internet #people are dumb and im tired of them #long story fucking short do what you want just dont be stupid or an asshole #this was a lot of tags

[pallas-cat]

im fully using this blog like a twitter account sorry but oh my god the fucking

paradox of having had to isolate myself to better myself because social battery died etc. but also now realizing i have no one to currently update things to

#im fine im seeing my friends in a week at the latest #i just kinda shrugged off contact with a lot of people #part of it being also that i have this deep belief that they're tired of my bullshit and probably want me to let go #'but just communicate that' literally how without sounding unhinged and like i'm accusing them #of being judgemental assholes #like they're not judgemental for moving on they're just ppl who are better adjusted than i am and who moved on and #would find me draining for not doing so #can you tell the anxiety is high today #bitch can't i hyperventilate and act like i'm gonna die instead of being frozen for days on end and then trying to commit suicide at the en

[g0reoz]

sorry im not gonna comment on the post but. like. u guys know you can like uplift certain features without making sweeping moral judgements on people with different ones. right. especially ones that might be because of medical conditions.

#post waslike. 'having any visible abs is such a turnoff and thus objectively bad you are making contact less comfortable 4 every1 & u Suck. #put some fat on yourbones etc etc' like. ok. i get it im not trying to act like im somehow a huge victim. but come on #you can say having fat is hot. you can say being fat is hot. u know what. i Agree with those statements. #but you can also. idk. realize that some ppl do have like digestive issues thatmake it really fuckin hard to gain weight. #and to not be in immense pain on a daily basis. u think i don't Want to put on some extra weight. dude. bffr #im not trying to sound like an asshole here. like yes i know i don't have the Worst Problems Ever but. it's not that hard to idk not turn- #-someone's body into a moral judgement or personal choice. i thought we Weren't doing that. cmon now. #i regularly do gardening and yardwork outside.and i have IBS & trouble putting on weight to my own dismay. it's not that deep. #im not upset. just critical of the way that stance was presented. kinda rubbed me the wrong way. #.woof.

[samsrosary]

why is it that the best friends i ever have always end up having a crush on me

#idk #im fine with people having crushes on me #its the ones who get rejected that don't want to keep being friends and i just wish #i dont know i sound like an asshole again #i wish nobody had feelings for me ever. i'd take stable friendships over the chance of getting married any day right now #vent #two nickels ass post