#ramblings of an insomniac

[evocatiio]

god forbid a woman prioritises her fiancé who's going through withdrawal over a man's feelings

#do you guys hear how damn silly y'all sound??? #'ever since mari came into town Kris doesn't engage in cute scenes with kenny and now im side eyeing get ngl' #LISTEN TO URSELF?????? #y'all just hate gay people frrrr #so unserious #as if ken wasn't being a little bitch for saying his friendship with kris was conditional to her being open to him romantically #mari is not the toxic lesbian y'all want her to be and kristi is not an asshole for anything she's done #ever #literally the second most selfless character in the show #anyway i like kenny! the writers need to stop emotionally kicking him (nothing to with kris and mari) #and i think boyd is the only one who's been unfair to him #but like i dont blame him either #the nightmare purgatory town is simply a pressure cooker #from epix #from mgm #anyway! #ramblings of an insomniac

[voidchillz]

I’ve been getting into dating sims recently.

Not an extremely fascinating or surprising statement I know.

But this one.

This one I love deeply.

I think the only way I can properly explain this man without spoiling anything would be “a sexy megalomaniac with insomnia and a doctorate”

There’s so much lore and information you can gleam from all the endings and from Baggs’ interactions with you and how you choose to approach him. And it’s not even that long a game!!

Not to mention that Dave did a spectacular job voicing him. Positively knee-quaking along with the clean cut artwork!✨

my only concern is we now have two VAs with the potential for dial-breaking suave, both working on the same project.

(Dave and Improv on BHC)

Raptor, if you make Red suave too I don’t think the fandom can take it. And to be entirely honest, I don’t think I can take it- 💀💧

(@megalommi not sure you’ll see this, but I hope you’re having a great week either way! ^^)

#eyebags #megalomaniac #undertale au #megalosomnia #dr baggs #ramblings of an insomniac #hypnosis #lulled to sleep #dating simulator (?) #I’m not sure #I don’t think I’d count this as dating #dating sim #fanart #hope you like it #not my oc #if that wasn't obvious #just an experiment #Void Is Chilling

[bharatiya-naari-sab-pe-bhaari]

You know I had this lengthy conversation with one of my online friends and we came to this conclusion...

If Tony Stark and Severus Snape were actually dark characters or rather I should say the villains then God fucking forbid the other sides would have never stood a chance.

Nick Fury and Albus Dumbledore knew of this fact so had to pull them to their side by any means necessary and then keep them there. That's why both got away with a lot and others were forced to put up with their scathing sarcasm on a regular basis.

Imagine facing against an enemy who is a literal knowledge powerhouse and know how to manipulate human emotions like a fucking elastic band around a finger and furthermore having intrinsic knowledge of the key players of the other side. Not only their physical weaknesses but also their emotional complexities.

And their defection would take away the greatest motivation that had ultimately made all the difference in the fighting. That all sacrificing nature and desperation to succeed for misplaced or even actual guilt had in reality been the good side's conviction. That drive of redemption and the insane protective urge both had in almost unhealthy doses was the strength the other side needed to turn the tide.

Imagine lacking that.

Imagine lacking all the uber cool super sophisticated monster killing gadgets Tony Stark provided as gear for the Avengers. Their living space, their headquarters, their connections (being a billionaire doesnt hurt ig) plus a free consulting maverick genius who could give Einstein a run for his money and have media sharks eating out of his hand. And last but not the least, the major and probably only source of firepower amidst the avengers. Imagine lacking the only man mad enough to try death defying stunts to save the world uncaring of his own life.

Imagine lacking the only source of information from the enemy camp, a dark arts master who co habits the light just as well, potions prodigy and the only person close enough to Voldemort to perhaps influence his decisions. Their master spy who knew the inner workings of both sides, was well aware of human emotions controlling everyone on both sides, knew the weaknesses and strengths of more than half of the key players on the Order's side and perhaps all of them on the Dark side. Had personal connections with most of the order members and a hold on most of the Death Eaters due to his position in their ranks and having a close relationship with one of their strongest members; Malfoy. Most of all imagine lacking the only man who perhaps had the least intention of survival or any motivation for personal gain, someone who did sacrifice everything for the light.

Phew!

The other side were immensely lucky that they were stupid enough to join their side.

Tony, Sev.. my idiotic darlings you both could have ruled the fucking world but you gave away your lives for a bunch of ungrateful insipid hypocritical entitled fools.

Sometimes tragedy becomes so unbearable that it resembles comedy. :(

#the avengers #iron man #severus snape #prosnape #harry potter fandom #snape fandom #rant #rant post #ramblings of an insomniac #pro tony stark #tony stark #what if tony and sev been villains? #GOD SAVE the other side then

[d0llh0use-of-h0rr0rz]

I don't understand why therez so little ppl talking abt the disability rep in looney tunes bc itz honestly better than most modern representation

Like, none ov the disabled characterz r ever given any shit 4 their disabilities, the other characterz r extremely patient with them, even when Sylvester or Daffy accidentally spit on someone they don't go beyond looking mildy annoyed by it, and yes certain characterz' disabilities r often used in service ov gags, but the disability itself iz rarely ever the butt ov the joke.

Not only that, but they also have a ton ov disabled characterz, and they're all extremely varied in how exactly they're disabled. Therez characterz with speech impediments like lisps, stutters and vocal tics, characterz who r mute or non-verbal, characterz with dwarfism, characterz with mental illnesses, etc.

Tho some depictions r outdated, they're not bad by any means, and r actually quite positive

Thiz post iz getting kinda rambly, but ig my point iz I just want ppl 2 pay more attention 2 the disability rep in looney tunes bc itz actually really good and makez me really happy :D

#sorry if some thingz r worded weirdly im really tired rn and just wanted 2 get thiz off my mind lolz #scream.txt #ramblings of an insomniac

[animelover20]

Ok so if anyone is wondering why I can rarely get fics done or even half way done.

It's because for some fucking reason from when I was 4 my body decided "hmm what about insomnia?" And since then I've probably had 4 good night's sleep and woke up well rested... In my life But you want to know the worst part?

My sleep schedule for the last I dunno how long has been the complete opposite of a normal persons. I sleep from 10AM to 8-9pm

And that's on a regular basis. Then about a few weeks to a bit over a month later BAM! back to "normal"

I dunno wtf is wrong with my body but it is making me depressed as fuck and making me not eat and do daily shit.

I think I need help.

#ramblings of an insomniac #insomia #insominac #my sleep schedule is fucked #my sleep schedule is in shambles #heh get it one piece fans #shambles like laws ability shambles #writing is hard #small rant #small vent

[hostess-of-horror]

Insomnia has taken over, and I have been awoken with a sudden thought.

So, Monster High, right?

In the 2022 live action movie, we get to see Draculaura's Dad, Count Dracula himself, who is depicted with pink skin (sort of... It's more like a purple-ish color, I think; either way, he's pastel colored).

In the little diary of the OG Draculaura doll, there is a written section where she and her dad had "The Talk", which is about him telling her that taking vitamin supplements and having an overall vegetarian diet while adorning herself in bright pink clothes is very "un-monster-like".

Count Dracula, in this universe, canonically told Draculaura many times that she's acting too "un-monster-like"... while literally having skin in the exact color he has been criticizing for centuries.

Now I could be wrong on this, but the idea of Dracula being a total hypocrite in this specific scenario is just hilarious.

#help me it is currently 1:57 am #oh god #insomnia #monster high #monster high draculaura #monster high live action #monster high dracula #ramblings of an insomniac #random

[ourautumn86]

it’s 3:24 AM and i can’t sleep. i need to wake up in 3 hours. i will probably not sleep at all tonight. and to be honest, i don’t mind.

#dan’s mind! ★ #insomnio #insomniac thoughts #ramblings of an insomniac

[laineystein]

Rage deleted my shitty fanfic that I haven’t updated in like a year because my insomnia is back in full force and it seemed like a good idea. What other balagan shit can I get up to before work in the morning?

(Taking suggestions.)

#Lainey things #ptsd things #ramblings of an insomniac

[gaydaytoday]

I complain a lot about not sleeping but in reality there are two things I love the most about being an insomniac. I get to watch the sunrise and sunset all while having no perception of time what's so ever. Just knowing when moon comes and the sun leaves.

#sunraise #ramblings of an insomniac #transmasc #cottage aesthetic #ftm #trans boy

[evocatiio]

Jodie does one (1) unscripted celeb thing and everyone goes You Are Odd In A Clinically Diagnosable Way 😭😭 but also. I am everyone. ND detector went ding.

Exactlyyyyyy! It's the 13 is so nd to jodie saying she played the doctor completely as herself therefore jodie adhd pipeline

#her talking about how much impulse control she has to have for the rest of her roles vs how she is being 13 #like babe #BABE U GOTTA SEE IT AT THIS POINT SURELY??????!!! #king chibs was like yes so the doctor is on the spectrum jodie...mmm. uhhmmmm just like be yourself y'know #and she just went hell yh fucking brilliant 😄 #obsessed with her brain #ramblings of an insomniac #you ask and i answer #jodie whittaker

[unamusedalien]

Oneirophobia, Sedatephobia, Somniphobia

The sandman broke up with Me a few years ago and instead of sand he brings me gravel.

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2

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On repeat in my head until I start to feel lifeless. Restless waking, my lungs pant. Skin is clamey. My toes create circles on carpet as I shamefully eat chocolate to comfort myself. My cat is chasing mice in his favorite past time. My baby is peaceful snoring across the hall. The silence of the night Is unfathomable and uncomfortable. I perplex why I can't find the peace they do.

But on the weekends I feel better. Long legs stretch out next to me, long Arms hold me, I'll bury my head on his chest when he's unaware and I stare at the cold white wall next to me.

Thump thump next to my ear my racing heart slows down. My muslces untense as I try travel to slumber. I feel a sense of safety and comfort no matter how mad we have gotten that day.

I feel shatterproof even if our skin doesn't touch.

On the weekends my sheets turn to clouds and I stand no chance on coming down.

#somniphobia #protected #ramblings of an insomniac #i love them #comfort #discomfort #marriage #original poetry #unconventional love

[d0llh0use-of-h0rr0rz]

Neurotypicals wanna b oppressed so bad itz almost funny

#i saw post “calling put” a neurodivergent tiktoker and their fanz 4 “hating on” neurotypicals #like neurotypicals havent demonized and made fun ov neurodivergent and mentally ill ppl 4 yearz?? #like fucking cry abt it u deserve the “hate” u get #scream.txt #ramblings of an insomniac

[pencilsformythoughts]

I think I have forgotten how to sleep.

#no sleep #cant sleep #ramblings of an insomniac #insomniac hours