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ok but here me out. let me propose. as much as i am crying over the idea of an alternate world where gerry gets to be happy... anyone else feel like something was slightly off there?? anyone else wondering about gerry having little memory of what happened??? i hesitate to even say it in case i'm off base but man they LOVE fucking with us and can you imagine if gerry is not, in fact, living a better life, but instead living a life that he doesn't KNOW is fucked up? can we think about that real quick. in this hypothetical, can we also wonder if "gigi" Does know. CAN WE SPECULATE A LITTLE PLEASE
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God is seeing you people dismiss several crimes committed against multiple people that came out with their statements because you don't like one of the several victims.
He's also seeing that you spent more energy to condemn and discuss one of the victims' "crime" (it's not a crime, it's public information and it was an accident) than condemning the dozens of crimes committed in a span of 1 year against multiple innocent people, that still hasn't gotten any form of justice.
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some empathetic folk seem to lack empathy when talking about us, that's sus
oh yeah no ppl who consider themselves Better Than Those No Empathy Freaks are almost always pricks lmao
imo its /much/ better to be a low/no empathy haver, lacking care for other people and choosing to be good to them anyways, than an empathetic person who chooses not to be good to people they consider 'weird' or 'not normal'
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also once again i think one of mr benedict's greatest strengths is his faith in other people. his kindness, his capacity for compassion and empathy and forgiveness. sometimes it does need to be tempered with someone willing to stand up, someone willing to get angry, someone willing to call people out--that's why he has his friends--but ultimately like. it's his kindness, his compassion, his willingness to listen, his empathy, that wins the day. and honestly, this applies to the whole show.
the team is only gathered through this--even if he isn't truly their leader, in many ways, he's the heart. milligan. they both have every reason not to trust each other, all those years ago when he showed up at mr benedict's door. they both have crazy stories no one believes. they both are in a position to hurt the other in one way or another, they're both vulnerable. but they choose to trust each other, choose to see good in the world and in each other. mr benedict lets a stranger into his home, listens to his story, and does everything in his power to help. they become partners. he meets the others--other outcasts, other brilliant, troubled people--and they become a team. it's how he gains the trust of the children, particularly reynie. and then in season two, despite everything, despite everyone seeming to think he'll fail, that he must fail, he has faith he can get through to his brother. that he can talk to him, can help him, that he's just lost his way. and like. yes, that's not always the right view. yes, people have been hurt, and we can't ignore that. yes, number two is still right to be angry, reynie is right to be doubtful. yes, this isn't just nicholas's faith in truth, in doing the right thing, it's also very, very personal. but like. he's right. he's able to get through to him. he's able to save him.
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I was trying out variations on colorways for aubree's outfit and, with a few of them, realized that her outfit has trended slightly less colorful over time, and specifically less yellow (originally a green and yellow striped vest, then a green vest over a yellow short sleeved shirt, and now possibly a white shirt and green vest, with only small amounts of yellow embroidery). this wasn't intentional, but nonetheless, the concept that, as the adventure has worn on, she's outwardly losing color-- and specifically in favor of browns and whites, the colors associated with the halfling god of death-- is compelling to me. I mean, I suppose if I had been doing it on purpose, the shadowfell arc immediately following our literal deaths and mysterious rebirths would have been a really good time for the most muted palette... but, then again, aubree was still relatively fresh then, confused and traumatized but also still powerfully and stubbornly alive where it counts; vibrant, burning, shining light into dark corners just by existing. but the more we learn, the heavier things weigh, the fewer outlets she has, the less she feels like she can relate to the people who should understand better than anyone... she's still righteous and angry, but she's also just... sad, and tired, and growing more tired the more she feels like she has to keep herself together for everyone else. and gradually, quietly, her colors are washing out.
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Hawk!
Okay feel like I need to elaborate on this one so prepare for an essay below
I don’t dislike Hawk, and I actually really love and appreciate his character for the role he serves in story and the very specific narrative they were telling with him. My problem is more that everyone else’s own ck radicalization arcs have watered down Hawk’s. When it was just him and Tory, their arcs and motives were different enough that they both felt like worthwhile stories to tell. But then they threw in Robby, and then Kenny, and while neither one was quite a repeat of Hawk, it just made his storyline in retrospect feel tired and kind of killed it for me. Which is a huge shame, because I think arguably Hawk is the only character they actually displayed the radicalization process really well for.
On top of that, I was disappointed with where they took his character in season 4. Hawk’s done a lot of really terrible things in the show, and it felt like instead of meaningfully addressing that, they just had something equally terrible happen to him to try and minimize it all. And even if that wasn’t the writers’ intentions, that’s how it came across to me. Which just feels like such lazy writing, especially for a character who had one of the more interesting arcs in the show.
And I’m not going to lie and pretend I’ve ever liked Hawk’s character in a way where I feel personally connected to him/relate to him, but that doesn’t mean I don’t really love certain aspects of his character and the specific role he serves in the story. In particular how his devolution was a direct result of Johnny’s failures as a teacher/mentor, and how that served the larger themes of the show. Which is why it’s doubly a shame they had his “True Redemption” hinge upon the forced cut, and not on a positive mentor figure guiding him in the right direction. Be that Johnny or Daniel. I think there would’ve been ways to do both that felt like a complete resolution to his arc.
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tbh when i hear some people talk about 'breaking cycles of abuse', it becomes clear pretty quickly who has come to understand that phrase to mean 'since i was a victim of abuse/neglect by my parents/caretaker/s i will do everything to be nothing like them' and that is all. its not a completely flawed way of thinking either - something that hurt you would very likely hurt someone else; through empathy we learn to understand not to hurt others the way we were hurt too.
but what 'breaking cycles' looks like is more complicated than just not being your parents/caretakers - it's about recognizing how the things that happened to you changed you and how you can heal so you don't hurt someone else in turn. the survival skills you learned in an unhealthy enviroment often translate to poor if not unhealthy interpersonal skills in an enviroment where things ARE safe.
its a difficult pill to swallow for a lot of survivors of abuse (trust me, i know) because we have a tendency to simply want our pain to be recognized. by painting yourself as "absolutely nothing like my abuser" you can abstain from recognizing your own harmful tendencies and live comfortably in the role of victim hood for the rest of your life. it can be tempting to do this especially when so many people will do their best to deny what you experienced - almost like leaning into a stuck door that just won't budge.
the problem with this is if you never recognize that being mistreated made it so you LACK a lot of what other people learned from a loving enviroment, you can hurt people pretty badly even when doing your best just not to replicate what your parents/caretakers got wrong.
this also hurts for victims because, when it comes down to it - it's not FAIR. you were hurt for no reason, and most of us will never hear an apology or even admittance from the person who did it - so why do YOU have to change? why do YOU, the person hurt unjustly, have to put in the work?
and i mean. that's what breaking a cycle is. it means pushing against what's fair and comfortable deliberately so that you can stop something that's been repeating. it's work. its not just recognition of pain, it's the purposeful healing and treatment of it. but thats scary, and it's not fun, so a lot of people fall right back into it. its a lot easier said than done.
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