#OKAY YEA BYE

[flowery-king]

He's from a musical its not my fault

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#design very much inspired by that one from um #that one user lambstooth #im not tagging them I'd be horrified if they saw it /lh #um yea anyway chonkier Erik my beloved dies #fgarart #selfship #AM I TAGGING THE PHANTOM ?? HNN MAN #sure only one tho #poto erik #oKAY OKAY THATS IT BYE #sona stuff #i read the book but the musical made me go gaga good lord #i love a man that can sing #gah #its more like a doodle but my art tag is filled with that type-a shit so

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

Idk if I ever mentioned it here BUT I had a horrible idea for an au a few weeks ago where Hazel is more or less a third member to the daycare (or works in a section attached to it) but is WAYYY less popular than Sun and Moon AND Sun and Moon (both feeling like she’s an Unnecessary Addition to their daycare, and wary of being cut out of the picture and replaced) don’t like her much at all and basically give her the cold shoulder of indifference and Hazel, who has literally existed for like three days and has yet to do pretty much anything, just has to sit there and Deal.

And then,, Y/N shows up to work in the daycare, and Sun and Moon have a friendly-to-crushing kind and affectionate relationship with them bc they are nice and also like rlly cute omg, and Hazel is Completely Normal And Not At All Fucking Outraged About It ! Don't worry she's very mature and reasonable about her feelings (incredibly and persistently passive aggressive and constantly needling Sun and Moon in front of their crush and making everyone uncomfortable <3 )

#bones of a rabbit #fnaf self insert #fnaf oc #self insert oc #hazel the happy hare #hazel the daycare hare #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #doodles #sketches #fnaf sun/moon x y/n #song is: drift away from steven universe the movie #yea im basic leave me alone okay #anyway! idk why i spent this much time on this! bye! #cringe #self insert cringe

[sixoclockuty]

hi everyone do you guys want my headcanon that is canon-contradicting but fun to me so i hc it anyway

drops this and runs

#starlo uty #doodle #YEA I KNOW HE HAD A CRUSH ON CEROBA IN CANON #but like cmon. he is aroace. to me. #i have my own reasons for him THINKING he had a crush on ceroba okay. #‘oh but he locked himself inside his house for days after ceroba and chujin got engaged!!’ he was having a crisis ok #he’s like #‘oh everyone else has crushes. i guess i gotta have one too!!! oh hey ceroba’ #also guys this doesn’t mean i HATE starlo ships or anything. i see the appeal to them. i understand some of them even #but in my vision and mind and thoughts of canon he is aroace #ok bye

[ghostorbz]

Had an epiphany

Original photo:

#im so tired #art #my art #fnf #friday night funkin #girlfriend fnf #sunday fnf #carol fnf #okay yea #shatters snd falls apary and uuchfjhfj #bye

[tapipolouzer]

he got to see the stars

#yea the grass looks shit and?/j #i do not draw grass or trees or nature often 💀 #looz be arting #utmv #undertale multiverse #undertale #sans undertale #sans the skeleton #sans #undertale fanart #undertale sans #ut sans #ut #ut fanart #undertale game #okay bye 🚶

[selenadem]

Okay. I'm finally posting this here. LUKE ATMEY FANCAM

#i feel dumb but I NEEDED TO MAKE THIS OKAY? #i like him a normal amount #luke atmey #ace attorney #edit #fancam #i guess??? BYE #o yea song is by odd eye circle #you can see im amazed by the quality of 3D render of the freaking pachinko aa game #i hope luke fans will find this. don't leave me alone in this hell

[synthshenanigans]

I have not slept so shitty doodles have once again been created feat. baptism and 3am cereal

#you evr sit on the floor eating cereal at 3am? ita an experience #is it positive or negative experience? yea #also dw real art is coming soon #im finally finishin my soup ref #i meant soul but fuck it his names soup now #also yes mind is wearing a miku hoodie #mans has tastes #okay im tired i go sleep now bye bye #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul

[opopsums]

dessert duo

they get together and eat cake every once in a while

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #also im never drawing grian again whys his hair so hard to draw like spare me pleasies #i almost put the cactus ring on the cake but i havent watched 3rd life (?) yet so i dont know how to make that joke #aha #okay byesies #oh yea cat scar supremacy bye fr this time #hello tag looker throughers #its future me aka me like three months after i originally posted this

[engagemythrusters]

1000% true reason Ezra's hair got short for s3 is bc Chopper Base is a warmer climate than Lothal and Ezra's got that nice thick hair yknow so time to give himself an edgy teen undercut (or whatever emo vibe he's going for that reduces hair on his head) to get his scalp to breathe. and so he has sabine come do it. but sabine is a perfectionist and, more importnatly, an older sibling. so she messes up once and goes "fuck" and then shaves him bald and tells him to come back in 6 months to try again

#its true sabine told me herself #... tho i do suppose... if. #IF. #if you want the angsty route. #perhaps ezra had a little padawan braid tucked in his nice full head of hair. and perhaps. #perhaps one day when kanan has withdrawn inside himself--cutting himself off from the force and his family and his padawan. his KID. #perhaps when the sith holocron has gotten its wrap around ezra. #perhaps that day he gets so ANGRY. he takes his saber to his braid. #and he regrets it instantly. #guilt gets him so hard and so fast that he impulsively pcks up the cut and continues #and his head is all shaggy and he just sits in his room and cant bear to THINK about hmslf. much less look at what he has just done w hmslf #so he slides into sabines room in the middle of the night. and neither of them say anything. but she evens out his hair and lets him go #and the next morning nobody breathes a word to him about it. #and nobody knows what to say to kanan. so they just... don't. #ANYWAY YEA #okay bye #ezra bridger #sabine wren #star wars: rebels #jokeposting xoxo #or am i....

[seductive-snail]

if i've ever been stupid on here this is my informal formal apology

#sorry i get dumb sometimes and forget how to act like a decent human being #i'm tryna be better #just a bit sheltered is all #okay sorry yea bye #snail posts #snail speaks

[vvanessaives]

i was tagged by @risingsh0t @indorilnerevarine @shadowglens @swordcoasts and @arklay to make some of my ocs in this picrew, thank you so much everyone this was soso much fun!!

i’m tagging: @uldwynsovs @morvaris @nuclearstorms @faarkas @denerims @cultistbase @steelport @stormveils @devilbrakers @girlbosselrond @florbelles and whoever else wants to do this!!

maegar lucretio celtigar (hotd) || visenyra cornelia celtigar (hotd) arianne aspasia vance (hotd) || cassandrae (bg3) camylla (bg3) || violante waesphine (bg3) || moira velez (fnv)

#tag games #did a lil bit of editing on some of these bc the colors wouldn't fit the oc aesthetic/general colors and it was making me insane :) #THO PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH I LOVE THIS PICREW IT ALLOWED ME TO FINALLY DO CASSANDRAE LORD THANK U #i say bg3 but truth is i mean that these three beloveds float in my mind without any setting at this point jfdnk #cassandrae looking expensive. violante looking like a murderer. camylla just :3. yea it fits i love all of them #then we have ari looking smug as usual my girl my fave milf. i couldn't stop from putting that kiss mark on the cheek. yea i'm preteding #it's from rhae u all know it <33 miss ari is a big hit with the ladies good for her #oh and the Twins. maegar ily. vhanya...please put down the knife. the tears + weapon peak vhanya moment please don't do smth stupid girl #ari @ maegar: what u got there :) oh a knife it's okay baby go have fun :) #ari @ visenyra: vhanya baby what u got th-CALL THE FUCKING GUARDS SHE HAS A KNIFE. PUT IT DOWN PLEASE #i love them all but just let me say violante kiss me sloppy please ok bye. #oc: violante #oc: cassandrae #oc: camylla #oc: maegar #oc: visenyra #oc: arianne #oc: moira #i love how colton is not here with the rest of his family. all the time i'm like he's a good man :) (pushes him in the dirt) sorry babe the #writer is making the women (ari& rhae) kiss with tongue go take a walk or smth

[mattodore]

me: hello everyone this is matthias he's my evil little guy and my number one enemy <3

person: oh so he's evil and bad

me: .……..now how could you say that abt him :(

#river dipping #skdjhdfgjkf #i'm trying to figure out how to explain that he's not actually evil he's just an asshole but like not really #but internally he's so so awful but also not #i need all of you to just be in my brain so you can understand the real depths here okay #he's kind of the worst but also my little guy . he's awful but he's sweet . #he's uhhhhh multidimensional or whatever #but yea i'm realizing now that maybe calling him evil all the time gave ppl some Ideas about him that aren't true at all 😭 #i'm finishing up checking on my activity feed as you can tell. this is the last thing i gotta reply to so i'm drafting my response 🧑‍💻 #also i didn't say hi when i logged in but hi #tho i'm actually going to bed soon so i'm posting to say hi but also bye kjdfgnkhjhf #i uh... definitely meant to update my game today so i could spin the sim lush made for me around #but. i've been wracked with Do Nothing-itis all day and have just been reading and occasionally coming on here to scroll for a bit

[aashiqq]

Even as someone who absolutely hates how the current hip-hop scene in our country works I must say I find it quite alluring

#so you just aint gotta be good at the singing part only you have to put on a show #become appealing to what the people find suitable to their aesthetic #i planned to dive into it by January but apparently ive only been dipping my toes sitting on the shore #cause im too much of a wimp and a huge procrastinator to do it #the wimp part because i cant sing for shit and even if i have 1% of the singing capabilites i *might* have inhereted from my mother #i still wont try to explore it cause “what if someone hears it and laughs?” #plus i absolutely hate how the voice in my head changes whenever i think about hip-hop it become african american bitch im indian stay desi #the indian rap scene is definitely different from the one in the us or other countries #and i should try to maybe sink my knees into it just because it actually provides a better outlet for rhymes than poetry i currently do #aint no one buying a fucking poem collection anymore #and im definitely not writing a novel with this amount of laziness that i have #i cant even fix my sleep schedule for shit #so yea #i cant sing i cant write i cant study #and i want to do all three #not just do i want to be the best #interesting how my dumbfuck brain works sometimes if i had only put so much thought into better things when it was needed #okay not diving into that train of thoughts its 4 am i have to sleep #goodbye shubhratri i hope you didnt read all of it its embarrassing #bye fr

[weenhands]

hey im gonna step offline for a day or two maybe more because im not doing good mentally at the moment and i think i need some time offline in order to recharge u can definitely message me on my discord tho ashie#9936 i just can't be doomscrolling on here and venting and making it all worse because i can't get out of bed nowadays and its scaring me k i love u all so incredibly much take care

#also i just need a regular tumblr break like a Normal one #its been long overdue. like how normal ppl take a small break from something they do regularly #but yea im definitely gonna discord just. not be SO active on here okay #i might stalk but im deleting the app after posting this #i just feel like its everywhere that im not doing okay and i cant get out of bed lately and #this time its extremely bad like really bad and i cant do work and #i cant feel it as intensely but im literally entering another depression without even knowing it #and i need to get back on my feet hdhdbxhchfhv like #i need to be doing school and showering instead of lying jn bed being on here #bye i love u allso muchur all lovelyand cool and sending u guys ten million super cool vibessssssss

[ghostorbz]

friends til the end

unfilter version too :P

#FINALLY drew something other than a grunt dude #dont get me wrong i love drawing madness but. i wanna draw other stuff too #i just didnt really uh have any ideas #soooooo yea #corpse party #ayumi shinozaki #(SHE DID NOTHING WRONG) #fight me #art #my art #accidentally went kinda underwater with this... i was gonna go spooky but #oopsies i miss the ocean #anyways i love corpse party except i remember nooothing since i watched the game like. forever ago #okay ill shut up now bye

[tracle0]

hello I am wandering into your askbox with request for A Ramble :D I have been thinkin about He (Cain) because I am a longtime member of the Cain fanclub n wanted to know if you could talk about his schizophrenia a little? I remember bits and bobs from way back when but ye I just wanna hear more about it, n whether it's changed since you first created him :3 also what's his favourite colour?

Ahh Cain yeah! He’s a guy I can! For sure chatter about him. For sure. You have indeed been a long term member, and I? Think? You were? What inspired me to give him? Schizophrenia? Man that’s wild. Mm. Okay! 

Cain himself has changed a lot since I first made him (which was! Maybe? Five years ago now?), and his schizophrenia has changed alongside that. Originally, when I talked about him more, he was a computer hacker and a bundle of paranoia and fresh prison escapee. These days, he’s? Mostly? Just a guy? Aspiring penetration tester, current psychology student, darling and wonderful twin brother.

In terms of his schizophrenia, it’s… mmm. Less? There? In the main main storyline? It’s mentioned and relevant at times for sure. A snippet from when he gets possessed that brings it up, here:

(I'm writing on my phone and have been for the past few months, it's the only thing that works these days, shhh).

So like. It’s bought up. He’s aware of it and sceptical of things, including things that get in his head and starts to try to tell him to do something, buuuuuut the infection is also in his head and, as a result, also aware of it and works around it and/or with it to get what it wants. As you can see, distinguished itself as separate from other hallucinated voices very quickly, cements itself as something to be trusted and listened to and, in time, obeyed, using anything it has at its disposal. Which is primarily, control and influence over his mind. 

So like. Example. Cain is sometimes paranoid about food - where it comes from, what’s in it, and how it could harm him. It’s something he’s worked on for a while, but when possessed, he starts to go “um hey actually I should stop this very long mission across the country and eat or sleep maybe?” It’s like. Hahahahaha!!! No???? What??? No!!! Keep going!!!! And just. Flickers that old paranoia until he’s like oh yeah you’re totally right I’ll keep going nvm 

At other times, though, the infection finds his schizophrenia to be a problem! A deterrent from what it needs doing - he’s spending energy and resources and thought on these delusions or worries, he’s struggling to speak correctly, and he’s not entirely trusting it as much as he should. So it. Just. Removes the symptoms. It’s a. Balance between what is useful to it, and what is a problem to it. 

The? Infections' main goal is to get to various statues of gods across the country. Anything that detracts from that is a problem. Cain needing to eat is a problem, so it removes the need for that. Cain needing to rest is a problem, so it removes the need for that. Cain struggling to get the right words across to tell someone they need to let him pass is a problem, so it removes that. 

This acts as a red flag for Theo nd Raya, our lovely main characters, in realising something is deeply wrong with Cain after being possessed - he’s usually apathetic, very blank face a lot of the time. With this infection (it’s, uh, name is the Blight I’m just gonna say that haha), he starts to express more, which very much concerns them, because he doesn’t. He doesn’t do that???? If he’s comfortable with you he’ll just :| or >:| and be happy with that? Why is he smiling? Why is he snarling? That’s? Not? Right?????? 

I will also say that his schizophrenia is quite important to the. Backstory? Context? … Lore???? The background of Theo nd Cains's relationship. Theo, obviously, is a prophet, the last voice of the gods, seer of the past and future. All these fun things that he hates. He reports these as voices and visions he sees in his dreams and trudges through life, irked that he has to manage them. At first, Cain is. Indifferent about them. Just a thing Theo does, who cares. When he starts to hear voices, he starts to care a little more, though. Asks questions about it. Gets the details. And slowly, a delusion starts to form that - hey, your brother is a prophet. So are you. Listen to these voices, hear what the universe tells you, it’s important. 

It is made about a million times worse by the fact that, upon hearing this thought, Theo encourages it. 

He’s got this Thing that he’s been alone with for so long, to have someone - his brother, even! - Share in it? A dream come true! (Not that kind of dream). So Cain spirals a fair bit, struggles a fair bit, is finally caught for what the problem is and, to a degree, shuns his brother. Doesn’t… actively blame him, because he can recognise that he didn’t do it maliciously, but the damage was still done and he was absolutely a catalyst in it. Theo is asked to leave home. Theo leaves home. Comes back for a visit, is a day late, and - ah, Cain is mistaken for his brother, kidnapped, and possessed by the Blight in his place. And then we kick off our plot.

So like? The story is very much about the final echoes of a dead religion, the prophet sent to try and preserve it, and the inhumanity he faces as a result of what he was born as. It's very much a story of this divine infection, created for a specific purpose and then hated for fulfilling it, discarded and left to rot, and its next attempt to be noticed, to be loved. And it's very much a story about the incredible damage someone close to you can do with all good intentions, and a process of forgiveness for? Both? Brothers? Sorry I sent you away. Sorry I hurt you like that. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

That got. Long. My bad. Uh! Colour! Cain is actually fully colour-blind, so? He? Doesn't have one. During his possession, the Blight sloooooowly gives him the ability to see golds and yellows, because that's the colour it claims, so? Gold? I suppose? Is his default favourite :)?

#there you go that's. Definitely an answer of sorts I hope! #I am constantly nervous about this sort of thing because. I'm not schizophrenic or? Psychotic? At all? #Something something I don't want to talk over people and misrepresent experiences #and I. Very much recognise the potentially iffy situation of 'oh the Blight removes the symptoms of his disability so we barely see it' #There's that whole thing about. Overthinking what your book would be cancelled for if it were published and raked on twitter haha #'wanted to know if you could talk about his schizophrenia a little' this was definitely not a little I apologise I just. Cain is cool #The Blight is also an awful lot of fun. I have written two (2) whole scenes with it in so far #which. I've written three scenes as of right now. It is hogging the limelight and I should spray it with lemon juice in punishment #but it's fun. I enjoy it a lot as a concept and character and how it interacts with? Cain? #yea. Okay. Bye bye #cain #prophet wip