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endlesslytired · 5 months

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rox-of-iu · 10 months

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hulloo, i am here once again with cultivate....but not the usual one (~_~;)

so funny thing! i had most of these already done from before, but felt a bit silly so i didnt post them. but then (spoiler) we got Tao Ying in his fresh new look and like.. i had to draw him and post the rest of the gang along with him hksfh. so here, the sillays

🍑Tao Ying

🐉Qing Mushu

🦆 The Empress

🐗The General

aaand more sillies of the goobers

aaaaand thats it hdjhdsjfhds so sorry for the long post lmao

characters yoinked from @neonghostcat cultivate

#long post #sorry hadhkdjf #cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #listen i am not immune to making humanizations of everything i can get my hands on hajhsh #i am obviously not saying this is how theyd canonically look like im just having fun #i know im missing the mark verily but ykno hjcbsd #speaking of which #i struggled so much with tao ying lmaooo #fun fact this is not in fact my first design that i had in mind after reading the new chapter #he was supposed to be more uhhh airy? not so heavily set in physical reality ykno hsahkdj #but i couldnt rly put him on paper properly for the longest time and finally hit a vibe with this design so thats what i stuck with #and he grew on me so #even tho he is prolly really really not accurate to neonghostcats vision hahha #anyway the group pic was supposed to convey that theyre all scarily tall but instead it just makes SY look like a baybey oh well #hahh cheers #WAIT OMG I JUST NOTICED BUT i hope no one interprets the empress saying the bottom bit to the ducklings shbdnxksndndk omggg #THOSE TWO DRAWINGS ARE OBVS NOT CONNECTED OH GOD o(-<

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moeblob · 5 days

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I unfortunately picked up Bravely Default 2 again (I bought it back when it released) and then started over since I last played it in June 2021. And. You know what. I like these silly beans. And then I saw concept art for Dag's expressions and I am not the same. Why did they decide to give him huge fangs in it.

(also I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers less for plot but more for characters so if you know anything that happens to characters shhhhh. also the expression concept is below the read more so you can see what I mean.)

#bravely default 2 #dag rampage #selene noetic #i only just recently reached ch2 in the game and i may have a problem #someone was like wait how have you not gotten farther in 25 hours #and im like im sorry its a problem i have an obsession you dont understand #and then he found out i had three of the four party members with two jobs capped at 12 #and then the fourth only had one capped but a bunch high up #and then i told him i was trying to get the gambler asterisk and that meant i had to play a childrens card game #and then i had to do side quests when they popped up #and he was like wait at that point you probably dont need jobs at 12 omg #and im like i know its a problem i cant stop it #so anyway chapter 1 took me forever because i committed to the grind too much #the emotions i feel for silly lil side characters ................ its too real #like even the fact that you beat these two up in the prologue im like teehee funny lil blonde guy #then you dont interact with them in a ch1 quest but they show up again at the same time doing the same quest #and guys i am FEELING EMOTIONS theyre just funny lil mercenaries doin funny lil mercenary things #also please do not tell me anything about the game past ch1 because i want to continue to enjoy experiencing it #which is why i have my ask box closed bc its a game from 2021 and i know im really behind the times #but i managed to not know anything until now and i wanna keep it that way #also i dont really know how to properly draw noses especially when i doodle #but his nose is important and i already struggle with his big jaw so i had to include it somehow #and in the concept art it looks like he has a lil stubble but in game i dont see it so im like ... squinting at he

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everwisp · 10 months

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juza & nanami modeling for the fashion students during the university campus festival 📸✨

[ref: 1, 2]

#a3!#a3oc #juza hyodo #oc: nanami #ever arts #details who idk her amdnkskf #went thru the five stages of grief in this one ngl #taylor swift kept me going tho 🤧🤧#juza’s hair was a struggle ESPECIALLY THE PROFILE SHOT #ONE DAY I’LL GET IT RIGHT #also realized late i drew it on the wrong canvas size sjdmdhr but hey homescreen/lockscreen ajdjdje #the right one is probably nanami’s lockscreen for a few days until she gets really flustered about it #godbless the ref pic cause its super them tbh #idk what courses yosei offers but lets pretend oki #back story for this was originally nanami was asked to wear the dress but she panicked over the jinx of wearing a wedding gown #when she wasn’t even getting married so cue a mini freak out #juza seeing this was like i can wear the dress instead and yeah problem solved #but also nanami was like what if i don’t ever get married because of this omg #juza without skipping a beat: i’d marry you #nanami: eh? juza: eh? fashion students: 👁️👄👁️#i had this sketched out since june but just got around it now #also funny considering the theme of aki 10th #ship: 🍰🧋#junami #ever ocs #need to think of a better ship name #‘cause the combination of names wont work well for my other two ocs #junami sounds kinda cute tho…#alt. caption: YOU ARE THE BEST THING THATS EVER BEEN MINE 😫💕✊🏼#We had these like wedding booths during our like school festival back in hs pretty wild

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acediee · 1 year

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Revenge's consequence

Based off Granblue Fantasy Jamil SSR fate episode! I still love that fate episode very much 🥲

This took an extremely long time compared to my other pieces 🙈 I initially painted this maybe half a year ago in hopes of making it extra fancy? But it was so hefty I lost momentum... Progress shots below!

#my art #artists on tumblr #illust #illustration #jamil #granblue fantasy #granblue #gbf #グランブルーファンタジー #ジャミル #djeeta #ジータ #also i still love how his SSR came out literally one month after I posted a piece of him wishing for his ssr #on my birthday month no less!#this piece was also a struggle start to finish omg hot damn I took so long deciding and ironing out the pose #and the rendering? oh god I rarely get dissatisfied or really struggle with my artworks but this one 🙈#i really couldn't decide how the shading would go... and probably because it's a night palette I was dissatisfied with the contrast and how #many of my colours teetered to pure black which feels like an absolute no-no #anyway that's why I took half a year rendering this behemoth #i feel it doesn't even look particularly extravagant given the time it took but I do like how it turned out and I appreciate the effort #past me took rendering this half a year ago #bg didnt take much time at all but it's probably because I became more lax

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sapphic-woes · 1 year

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listen i love ABO shit, and the idea of sevika marking you is driving me INSANE. running her nose over your neck to get more of your scent and she can’t help herself and gives a little ✨kiss✨ that turns…spicy. she gets all smug and her ego flares when she sees other people shy away from you when they see the mark. wants to cover you in them and keep you in her bed at all times. best alpha muah 💋

YESSSS! The smutty part of abo is so good too. Love the idea of her tracing her thumb over your mark randomly in public just to watch you blush;;

I'm def gonna have her struggle between her instinct and logic with you...have her be inches away from grabbing you and covering you in her scent but knowing damn well that'd scare you off...ugh I love high tension like that!!!!!

#god the way im planning this getting actually marked is so far away IF i have self control lmao #but god u besta believe imma have her with moments where it's like #u start to trust her more and fear less so ur natural scent is stronger and it makes sev on the edge...of fucking u #just fucking one day the lust in her eyes is so strong and she just hugs u #closes her eyes and breathes deep and just a really long fuuuuuck lmao #shes like omg im usually very controlled but i want her ahahaha i wanna mark her up and make sure shes mine #and ur just. there. u dont even know her struggles lmao #thank u for the ask♥️#bibi answers #sevika x reader

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goat-van · 1 year

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Kinda lost the concept in the picture but basically the idea was that Wukong is rescued from the scroll and Mk breaks down in his arms cuz he was so scared his mentor had died. Macaque stands listening in the background- incredibly conflicted because he didn’t know that Wukong had been in real danger.

whole thing :)

#really struggled with macaque in this one #also tried something new with the hair?#idk if I like it yet tho imma need to think about it #WAIT OMG I FORGOT TO COLOR MACS TEARS NOOOO >:(((#dammit #LMK #lmk macaque #lmk sun wukong #lmk mk #lmk fanart

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saturn-sends-hugs · 1 year

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You ever just get absolutely steam rolled by life cause BOY HOWDY I SURE DO, so anyway—

HI!! I’m back if u noticed I left, but if not, i’m back anyway lol :D

(longer explanation under the cut if u want it?)

I didn’t really plan to just disappear like that but uh life said “Wanna know what it feels like to get run through a paper shredder?” and somehow my very firm no was taken the COMPLETE opposite direction and now I’m here

Basically, as far as fandom stuff goes I’ve been doing my best to keep working. I know where the next chapter of the fic is going, I have the scenes in my head and I just need to get them on the page hhhgshshshsghshssh.

I’ve got a couple one shots that hopefully, HOPEFULLY, I can finish at some point cause I’m really excited about those!!! There’s just a few semi-fluffy things (semi because I’ve been having WAY too many Fives feelings recently) and a very chill batch scene I’ve had in my head since Echo left with Rex (but it actually is fluff!! I promise!! …mostly but Echo is a little shit and i love him so much). Although there’s one that’s definitely… um very, very heavy. Cause writing is a coping mechanism and so is the angst 🫠. (and no @gentle-hero-blog I am absolutely not writing the finale “fix-it” where i just make it woRSE. THEY WOULD HAVE MY HEAD HERO THE ANGST IS BAD ENOUGH ALREADY BSKSHJSHSKSJSK)

I’ve also got some little artworks and headcanon things lined up so basically I’m just trying to start existing on here again 😅

But yeah, I’m back! And I’d say I’m doing better but let’s just say this is a step in the right direction at least :)))

And well if anyone was wondering what was up, short answer is I don’t deal with stress well and that’s just great cause pretty much everything stresses me out

Long answer: School decided to give me, genuinely, ten projects to complete in the next 26 days all for different subjects but it’s FINE cause they’re grouping six of those together and calling them just one project :) Also it’s finals season and my teachers are assuming WAY too much of silly little people pleaser me and also— MATH. Literally just math GOD WHY and I feel like I’m on a rollercoaster hurtling like 300 feet deep in the ocean.

I am disintegrating.

Anyway how was y’all’s May the 4th 🫠🫠

#i don’t even know how long it’s been since i was on here cause i literally suck with time lol #i’ve been getting through this week on minecraft Lizzy McAlpine and spite alone #aaAAAND ALSO FANFICS omg someday I’m making a fanfic recommendations list or two cause WOW i found some good ones #rereading “You’re calling me home’’ as we speak i will never be over that fic omg #entire brain is just blorbo thoughts because of that one #i was literally counting down the days to this sequel and WAAA ITS HERE IM SO EXCITED #saturn sends a really long rant apparently #sorry lol #god pressing the post button is gonna be a struggle for this one i can tell

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deacf-coffee-is-a-sin · 2 years

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yall i know im late to the party but u HAVE to read 13 storeys by jonathan sims. holy fucking shit this book was so fucking good

#deacf talks #like omg im gonna be thinking abt this nonstop for like the next week lmaoo #like omg i loved seeing the progression of everyone showing up in each others storeys and trying to piece together everything #like i wasnt too into it at 1st bc this book kept getting marketed as like 'pure horror'which it really isnt at least to me. at most its #just extremely unsettling. Which is good!! some of the storeys like jason and Anna /really/ unsettled me!!#but yea its def not the straight horror all the quotes on the book made it out to be #its mainly reflective? if that makes sense #like all of the stories have the central theme of 'capitalism sucks!' and u get to see how either bc of their complicity with the struggles #of the working class below them or the struggles they face as being the working class influence the horrors they face #while also tying into fells misdeeds!! and its just so good #and it made me like sit there and while also trying to piece everything together be like 'capitalism Does suck :|' lmaoo #this is one of the few books where im REALLY looking forward to a reread bc i want to mark the book up #an keep track of who show up where and my own opinions on why these ppl r facing their specific brand of 'haunting' and how it ties to fell #but like!! yea!! i know im making no sense here lol im just trying to get my thought in order lmaoo #so many times id read like a sentence or paragraph and hear it in johnnys voice. like DAMN id love to get my hands on an audiobook #but go read the book!! its so fucked up in a good way!#but im gonna go Insane thinking abt this book lmaoo #thirteen storeys

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hauntingblue · 1 month

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Hiyori is the most effective person to complete their kill so far

#kid is having flashbacks over struggled breathing and silence its so over.... omg that was so good.....#nvm kid has TWO women on his crew... he is on par with luffy now... law... 👁👁#omg her arm is broken..... THE BONES???? jesus #good technique but what is law cutting..... now thats something else big mom..... damn... cant law shambles kid out of there.... poor man #oh that was a good one law.... but kid is OUT also WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT SWORD GOING????? he is getting haki punched all over the body...#and what does that do law.... what the hell.... oh i was thinking that..... goodbye big mom.... funny how all of the big guns have been yee #ed of the island.... also wdym to be continued.... goddamn. well next episode then #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1066 #i have been saying kid should have repelled her out of the island 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ can't help it if my brain is so big..... well nvm...#big mom saying they like her.... jusg like kaido said to luffy akdhsk #oh jeez soul pocus.... oh nvm CORA INSPIRED ATTACK????#yamato be careful omg.... fuck it kanjuros fire thing is dying hell yes.... BIG MOM OUT!!! HELL YES!!!!! 67 children orphaned just like tha #also who was the brave soul that asked roger about hia treasure..... absolute legend.....#wdym you can find the one piece in wano... what the hell is big mom spewing....ohhh i get it i get it.. she found it...#it really is the friends she made along the way.... but she can't see it..... too focused on the lava pit she is falling into...#omg and no one notices because of the silento..... that was such a slay.....#PAUSE. zunisha was a joyboy friend who commited a crime??? how does momo know about joyboy.... the diary?? oden knew??? i forgor #episode 1067 #franky got zoro.... no izo noooo....... why..... PRIORITIES!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO WHYYYYYYY!!!!!! IZO WHYYYYYYYY!!!#marco saying he is tried of helping people and will just chill there.... IZO IS DEAD!!!! MARCO????!!!!! if big mom is dead how is zeus stil #drake you better kill that man take izo and run.... why are you playing in a moment like this akdhaksj... girl she is going to kill you #YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! SHE GOT HIM!!!!! SHE GOT HIM!!!! FUCK YES!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!! FUCK THAT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!#FUCK YEAHHH HIYORI!!!!!! THE SONG!!!!!#episode 1068 #YEAAAH DRAKE GET HIM!!!!! oh shit in the neck....#luffy got eaten again..... oh jesus....#NOT EVEN KAIDO LIKES THE CP0 BUT HE GOT LUFFY!!!! KAIDI REGRETS IT EVEN!!!! EXACTLY!!! izo died trying to get them to stop #episode 1069

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chaotictomtom · 9 months

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- he's had a mild seizure

- ...that. doesn't seem to bother you.

- 😑 ....i said it was mild 🙄

forgot abt this exchange how could i forget omg

#my favourite comedy mwahmwah #tbh it's actually really hard to see will struggling so hard going through his encephalitis #SAVE THIS DUUUUDE omg #🖕🖕🖕🖕fuck hannibal fr #it's funny how i don't hate and despite hannibal as much as i do walter white qHJFKZHEU #at least this awful dude is cunty and silleeey and makes cannibal jokes 🙄#both manipulative pieces of shit but i actually think hannibal won't. poison a literal kid. at least #not saying one is better than the other dw but like. walt is loser + manipulative abusive murderer #biggest losergirl in town. hannibal is a winner and slays so each seconds he is alive #thinking abt ppl saying gus x hannibal. and like.#yeah..#........so fucking true.........#tomtom_is_rambling #tomtoms_rewatching_hannibal

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tomiractions · 1 year

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First art of the year letsgoooooo!!!!!

These characters are from this music video, so by technicality this is fanart. Speaking of fanart, I have some ideas lined up and hopefully the drawings will not take a month to finish.

#digital art #fanart #twilight force #does this count as twilight force fanart #i guess so because the characters are from a music video of one of their songs???#fantasy art #this took me a month to finish omg #drawing the demon was a struggle but i think it was worth it #ooh glowy effects #i sometimes feel like i went overboard on the glowy effects in this one #but like i really really like the rainbow effect i added

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sadisticyouko · 1 year

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there is such a HUGE sense of relief in being able to pay bills and set aside rent on time 😭😭😭

#just for background info my last job messed up and didn’t pay me my last 2 weeks paycheck #so I’ve been DYING !!#had to ask my mom for help which is extra … horrible considering #I’m not good with my parents #but I really needed help so I managed to make it to this paycheck and omg it’s such a HUUUUGEEE relief 😭😭#I thought I was gonna have to ask for extra money to pay my credit card cox bill electric AND half rent and omg #I thought she was gonna kill me but THANK GOD for this paycheck 😭😭#I’m still owed the last one from my previous job but this month we get 3 paychecks so I can afford to moderate my stress level on that one #omg life has been so hard SORRY FOR VENTING #and then with that paycheck I’m basically gonna hand it over to her to pay her back #bruh this month has been horrendous but I think the struggle is finally coming to an end 😭🙏#I just wanna be financially secureee 😭#sadisticyouko rants #not writing

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sleepless-crows · 7 months

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the storytelling in this album i will die

#growing pain is about falling headfirst into reality #then chasing that feeling is about running on the ground after you fall trying to find like something #then back for more is the feeling of wanting to go back to before because reality is too hard #then dreamer is about finding your dream and getting your name back. and it becomes your motivation to continue on #then deep down is about how these people were the reason you came this far. and how your struggles or your horns were really your crown #and then happily ever after is about realizing life isnt a fairytale and our endings are all unknown and isnt that better that we make #our own future? that we dont know what happens next?#and then skipping stones. OMG SKIPPING STONES THE METAPHOR UGH. its about how the ripples on the water when you skip stones #those wounds on the water. one day they will disappear and the water will calm again. so head towards that ocean. and stop dwelling on the #thoughts hanging on your fingertips. stop thinking about what youll be losing. LOSS IS A UNIVERSAL HUMAN EXPERIENCE. instead go forward #LIKE UGH WTH WHO GAVE THEM THE RIGHT TO KAJSDHFLKJDH #and then blue spring and do it like that #LIKE UGH #THIS ALBUM #I CANNOT #THE ALBUM PREVIEW I NEED TO STAB MYSELF

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madzillus · 10 months

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I’m actually onto the final boss fight now. Or at least. I think I am. What if I just have to run around Hyrule fighting infinite Ganondorfs? What then????

#totk #totk spoilers #ganondorf #tloz #tears of the kingdom #zelda #LOVE all the stuff in the chasm under the castle #LOVED all Mineru’s stuff with it starting all the way back in Kakariko!!!#so good #love the way it’s all being tied up with a neat little ribbon #oh and all the sages!!!!#and I love that we get to fight Ganondorf AND Demon King Ganondorf #I used most of my gloom resistant food during Ganondorf phase one #so accidentally on purpose (but not really. but my heart sort of wasn’t in it) died to restart the fight #I had a full meal inventory #note to self: get better at combat you fool #I’m still struggling with flurry rushes aND PARRYING #OMG the pARRYING #I did get some practice on that lynel. very proud of myself for beating him #I’ve never beaten a lynel before :’-)#okay enough rambling now #I have so much totk art I wanna do. might do some little comics soon hmmm #tldr: I love this game so so so so so much!!!!#madzillus babble

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lusalemaart · 10 months

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long string of doodle dumps again. as i Do

#whatever. doodle dump. ive been spiralling super hard lately and i just #struggle to see a way out.#things seem as bad as they can get #and then they magically evolve into even worse. and im like. barely holding on.#am told so often how temporary the bad times are. and logically i know that ... and yet it still nags at me endlessly.#ive reached this point where im like... i need some help.#do my tos meds trigger this? idk. maybe. maybe not. ugh idk. i dont have... a means to GET help...#so. instead. until i start to feel better again... Doodles only #im losin my mind baby!#botdbs #misc #lylian laurestine #She.. .#meme thats like . i think i got brain damage. except its like . i (seriously) think i got Oh Sea Dee #SORRY i think emo vent doodles are funny ngl #MacKyleMore #rotp #OMG i had an existential Panic attack last night!!! never really had one b4!! it was horrible!! my panic attacks are usually centered #around my morals. im usually obsessing over whether or not im morally correct or not. But holy shit that existential one was so fucking bad #im Going insane. leave it at the tone.#*with tears streaming down my face as i violently envision my own s*ic*de over and over again and in Scr*bK*lla's voice*#....l...let's go Brooooo....#fk #doodle dump

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