#lylian laurestine

[lusalemaart]

long string of doodle dumps again. as i Do

#whatever. doodle dump. ive been spiralling super hard lately and i just #struggle to see a way out. #things seem as bad as they can get #and then they magically evolve into even worse. and im like. barely holding on. #am told so often how temporary the bad times are. and logically i know that ... and yet it still nags at me endlessly. #ive reached this point where im like... i need some help. #do my tos meds trigger this? idk. maybe. maybe not. ugh idk. i dont have... a means to GET help... #so. instead. until i start to feel better again... Doodles only #im losin my mind baby! #botdbs #misc #lylian laurestine #She.. . #meme thats like . i think i got brain damage. except its like . i (seriously) think i got Oh Sea Dee #SORRY i think emo vent doodles are funny ngl #MacKyleMore #rotp #OMG i had an existential Panic attack last night!!! never really had one b4!! it was horrible!! my panic attacks are usually centered #around my morals. im usually obsessing over whether or not im morally correct or not. But holy shit that existential one was so fucking bad #im Going insane. leave it at the tone. #*with tears streaming down my face as i violently envision my own s*ic*de over and over again and in Scr*bK*lla's voice* #....l...let's go Brooooo.... #fk #doodle dump

[lusalemaart]

insomnia doodles

#ooohhh!!! almost doneeeeee #dont wanna unlrivate everything but also want to unprivate every thinggg #misc #rkl #lylian laurestine #rotp #botdbs #fk #oc #man has a fixation with lanterns. im man.

[lusalemaart]

blergh

#tag later #bro. i dont want to dance with a maniac. cuz the moment we touch...? its a heart attack. #OMG my oc #whom i never knew how to spell her name!!! still dont. #oc #lylian laurestine #i think that was it tho #as for the little guy oc... i really dont remember his name. rather he never had a solid one #c-cfk #fk #rotp #mackylemore #BEANOS #MISC #BOTDBS #omg why is caps lock stilll one #on #i cant type #alt

[lusalemaart]

sgribble

#lylian laurestine #she.... #me at age 15 designing lyl with the biggest moral scrup ever and all her black and white color palatte and left handed and and and-- #bc my projection knew no bounds. some things never change #oc #my man on the left still doesnt really have a name. i dont know what his name is but he doesnt need one he is the little Guy. #sometimes i think about the Them #misc #og

[lusalemaart]

💫🌟

#art #original art #traditional art #illustration #oc #original character #lylian laurestine

[lusalemaart]

oc thing i wanted to use but prolly won’t

#hmmm either this one or the bg of my desktop blog #idk #oc #is it bad that im not sure if i spelled my own characters name right #hmmi did sell it wrong #lylian laurestine #og

[lusalemaart]

Old OC scribbles I drew like, 3 yeard ago

#oc #original character #lylian laurestine #gantz still doesnt have a last name smh #original art #sketch #drawing #og

[lusalemaart]

midnight scribble

#:(((( #lylian laurestine #why did i even....turn my computer on #oc #og

[lusalemaart]

Practice

#lylian laurestine #oc #og

[lusalemaart]

Oc gif test thingy

#lylian Laurestine #art #oc #og

[lusalemaart]

I’ve hit a wall

#Ugh #was doodling franz to try and calm myself down? All it did was make me feel worse #cbat draw cant do anything else #ugh #and nothing is fun #grrr why do i still exist #but whatever #oc doodle with shitty colored pencils #lylian laurestine #oc

[lusalemaart]

crappy oc doodle bc my laptop is doin the “let’s not process your lines!” thing again

#i need a new pc huh #but #anyways #Lylian Laurestine #oc #original character #i should draw gantz. haven't touched him (or lily for that matter until rn) in awhile #art #drawing #digital art

[lusalemaart]

Crappy Oc in my clothes bc I need to stop abandoning traditional

#lylian Laurestine #ugh guess I'll tag for shits n stuff #art #drawing #ink #oc #original #original character

[lusalemaart]

work out

#art #original character #oc #original #illustration #doodle #sketch #drawing #digital #digital drawing #anime #girl #anime girl #Lylian Laurestine

[lusalemaart]

Stare

#oc #original character #original #art #illustration #doodle #sketch #drawing #pencil #Lylian Laurestine

[lusalemaart]

never happy

#oc #original character #original #art #scrbble #sketch #drawing #illustration #digital #digital art #lylian laurestine #2023 me again. lylian was always left handed but what really gets me is her fingerless glove. i was prophetic.