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This Ordinary Soul
personal dump of all my horrible scribbles, finished w*rks, and vent *rt slapped into one place I Die Like Man Storenvy I Instagram
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The tiniest conductor
#THEN whatcha gonna do? What ya gonna do? What? whatcha gonna do when i'm fucking small like one inch tall
#you won't see me coming at all!
#early post bc i will fg probably if i dont
#PRETTY FACE TRYNA CHASE THE TRAIN
#AND I COULD LOOK THE OTHER WAY BUT IT STILL WON'T ERASE THE PAIN
#so i load up my train playlist which features exactly 1(one) song by Train bc i felt i needed to have at least 1 Train song in the
#train playlist even though none of their songs are ABOUT trains to my knowldegde but
#regardless. that one song is the 50 ways or whateevr the hell. bc. as embarrasing as it is i kinda always liked that song for some reason
#anyways. it comes up and im like. drawin okabe and im like. oh shit this is a song about mayuri LMFAO
#UH OH!
#steins gate
#steins;gate
#okabe rintarou
#rintarou okabe
#rintaro okabe
#okabe rintaro
#sg
#s;g
#god my music taste is a disaster and a half
#omg i used to have a tag for him specifically i fg what it was
#was it
#mcos
#????
#mr. conductor okabe-san
#man idk.
#mr conductor okabe san
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lusalemaart
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doodles oodles
#bruh
#fk
#botdbs
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#dont know what version of this i liked the best doesnt matter ayayayayaay
#I look to the heavens and my poor spirit guide looks down on me in this fashion and something tells me
#that the last time i saw him in the 'flesh' over on the other side he likely wasnt wearing tiger stripe coats and probs didnt have green
#hair but he does now and like. woops. sorry bro. hey in my defense ive asked him on multiple occasions if its all right for me to do that
#and he said he doesnt care he said whatever makes me the most comfortable in a very vivid dream
#GOD why is he so cool. swag master actually. why is my guy so COOL I CANT EVEN FATHOM IT. i digress
#fk
#c-cfk
#....can i fucking help you?
#M FK
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lusalemaart
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brain hurts. i dont think he hears you milord man
#i literally spent 4 hours one mornin recently again dissecting nonsense that has no concrete terrestrial answer
#until i took a step back and was like
#fuck its the oh see dee again eating me alive again.
#i was like i need to fucking stop. it was getting real bad so i decided
#to convert it/feelings into doodle format. thus this.
#also been listening to viagra boys a bit lately
#absolutely funny as hell actually. i like Liquids. every single lyric is like a slap to the face
#fk
#does my eph have a tag idk
#i hate tagging things with there actual tag
#but. whatever
#ephraim
#fess
#Doodles to Have A Mental Breakdown To
#c-cfk
#m fk
#:( im just im just :(
#thinkin bout Future :( everything is scary i just want to:( give:( up tired of being:( so Sick i cant bear it :(
#miserable tos hours sick of ss bs tired of poor healthcare so fucking fed up i want to Die
#tired of jumping thru hoops for naught bc its a fucking disaster system and hope is useless so Tired
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crop only doodle
#wish i was like. whats the word... hmmm Not Bad at everthing
#so just. miserable drawing anymore actually
#i hate how i hate everything except like those few things each year that are flukes
#whatever
#rotp
#fk
#:(
#i fg my tags again
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weird lookin' frog
#bleh
#super mario rpg
#mario rpg
#smrpg
#mallow
#prince mallow
#nintendo
#super mario
#HE is shaped like mashed potate
#mallow color palatte said TRANS RIGHTS
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uwu
#fk
#c-cfk
#this one pissed me off bc i forgot to give him eye brows but like... now im not so sure he needs em
#i think its fine without. its kinda funny as is.
#HOWEVER was pissed when i realized i drew him blushing on both sides of his face
#had intended not to do that but i did subconsciously. it is what it is
#on that topic i went to *n*m*nyc this past friday bc i really wanted that dr*wf** b*bby h*ll charm so god damn bad
#i pulled all four with no dupes but i got bobby last lmao
#and im honestly happy abt that bc i wanted them all. just bobby the most
#regardless thats not my point. my point is i dont sweat on my right side generally seeing as its physcially fucking impossible usually
#BUT every now and then my nerves function just a bit and like the Average normal person probably wouldnt be excited about the fact that
#they are sweating but let me tell u. i was sweating on my right collar and it was UNCOMFORTABLE and STICKY and GROSS
#but also it was GOOD bc i noticeably dont sweat usually. so like. little sign that things Work sometimes over here was nice
#THEREFORE my Screwy Little kyle can blush on his right side Occasionally. If the circumstances allow it.
#sersiously on that scrungle grind
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sgribble
#lylian laurestine
#she....
#me at age 15 designing lyl with the biggest moral scrup ever and all her black and white color palatte and left handed and and and--
#bc my projection knew no bounds. some things never change
#oc
#my man on the left still doesnt really have a name. i dont know what his name is but he doesnt need one he is the little Guy.
#sometimes i think about the Them
#misc
#og
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5 months
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#more doodle time
#only want to draw my fucked up little guy
#botdbs
#fk
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Google Maps screenshot doodle study
#i swear to god i only log into this and ig to post my art right
#and then i fuck off
#i swear to god the ui changes every damn time and its always for the worse
#im sick of it i hate it i hate it so much i need to
#leave
#what frustrates me is that there is not a single place anymore where i can have a decent place to store my art
#bc its so much easier to just dump it on ig these days
#but like you cant tag anything and its annoying. i also hate how you cant temp disable over here
#its like. its . i cannot fathom how these platforms still exist. i cant put this into words. im rant
#i cant remember how i would tag somweything liekfls hishofsjh fiohj iorejr
#scenery
#i guess
#misc
#places
#to be fair i havent done one of these in Litcheral years
#og
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#actually i have this too OK Now im done and dont want to draw anything for an indefinite period of time again
#its like. i dont even 'burn myself out' per se. im not even 'art blocked'
#its just. you cant burn something out if it was never ignited.
#and god am i tired.
#alt
#my zombie boyo tho ohh hoooo
#fk
#c-cfk
#lyrica was literally the Zombie Medication tho. now im just gonna associate my zombo kyle with lyrica
#and a supcla scar naturally.
#i eat a yummy dark choco kit kat i eat a yummy dark choco kit kat i eat a yu
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fou r Last but also least
#thats everything im tired goodbye im never drawing anything ever Again adios
#fktober
#fk
#misc
#doodle dump
#c-cfk
#rotp
#botdbs
#WATCH as i stop caring wahoo!
#but mostly body just too bad most days
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three
#i Deadass Do Not Want to Do this anymore
#fktober
#rotp
#mackylemore
#that day i lost my mackyle charm was the WORST 24 hours of my life.
#i was actually crying. tears streaming down my face. it was embarrassing.
#but. i found him.
#god hasnt abandoned me just yet.
#i used to think that god abandoned me bc of my f*rdek*le-ing
#but nowadays i know better. i know that god for me is f*rdek*le. and if i ever lose sight of that?
#THEN that would actually be god abandoning me.
#im wise now. i know better now. my brain.... is massive...
#botdbs
#c-cfk
#fk
#m fk
#alt
#cant wait until oct is over so i can. be free.
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lusalemaart
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part.2..
#i want to go to fucking sleep i never want to wake up
#ran out of melly toe nin and i been suffering bc of it
#need that shit to sleep man. finally hot some more today
#like. yeah i guess it has been helping i was surprised. bc taking melatonin i fall asleep at like 11-12
#and then when i dont i fall asleep at 5 (if im lucky)nd wake up at 7
#finally. sleep. please.
#fk
#tag later
#i just. i jus. i just. i. i cant. i cant . i cant bear using social media goo bye
#the moment i realized i converted completely into an old man was the moment i was like.
#fucking social media makes me want to kms im gonna not do it anymore
#and like since then (summer 2021) ive tried to get ack into it but god i cant. its fucking terrivle
#theres not a single platform worth my time.
#ironic i know
#but this isnt social media for me this is place to dump my *rt
#for me bitch
#rotp
#c-cfk
#mackylemore
#botdbs
#fktober
#out here in 2023 with a worse body than i had in 2019 but im like actually doing it
#im with a worse body and with less incentive too. but im doing it more than i had back then :I
#not sure if im proud of myself. or beyond baffled.
#whatever. doesnt matter.
#i really like what i drew on the 8th. that one... make me soft
#that last one was just a misc doodle
#as for macktlas. mack at last? macklas? idk. bro
#27 year old man is given a bk crown and hes rather bitter about it. how fucking young do you think i am?????!!!!!
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7 months
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hergaberhahdjx
#tag later i want to to f*cking D*e to d*ath
#fk
#order is fake. idc anymore. oh my god. i did ten days thus far.
#thats already better than four years ago but like
#i actually hurt so bad im like. maybe ill kms on november 1st lol. pain too bad
#but at the same time 10 days means nothing if its all shit
#:(
#notirious for fuckin' everything i touch up. and i cant learn either bc i have Problems that hold me back.
#doesnt matter if my brain remembers. the synapses. the skill.. its futile. its useless.
#i cant command a body that works. so its stupid.
#fktober
#botdbs
#c-cfk
#day 5 was kinda cute to do tho :) reminded me of when i was young
#rather the way i used to draw.
#mfk
#......:(
#gucci forde
#con. te. partiroooo
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#I don't think I can breathe. I don't think I can read. I don't think I can think. I don't think I can see--
#FUCK.
#SOMEone call the par.a.MED.IC.
#I can't speak. It's. All. Phonetic.
#Made me forget. E-ver-y word cause like. THAT'S A LOT OF LETTERS
#ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
#AHHH TAGGING FUCKING SUGCKS
#fire emblem the sacred stones
#fire emblem 8
#fe8
#forde fire emblem
#fire emblem forde
#in my scrunkly art regression era bc trying never gets me anywhere and i dont give afuck! about anything fuck everyone and fuck everythgin
#(ahem. I give a fuck. about everythng i love everyone and care aboutr everything).
#fess
#fk
#c-c fk
#m fk
#fire emblem sacred stones
#fire emblem
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#my... uwu
#upside down because why the fuck not
#not happy with this. shocker. gave me an entire months worth of panic attacks nearly everyday
#odd thing is i def like it better than my 2021 draw and 2022 draw combined. and yet i still fucking
#hate it
#like. 'i could do better'
#or so i wish.
#sigh.
#oh well
#at least i did somehting!!!!!!
#my arms is fucking killing me
#rotp
#fk
#gucci forde
#he...
#what ive learned is that it doesnt matter how much time i put into anything
#1 minute or 1 hour or one day or one month or one year.
#i'll still never be satisfied. it'll never be good enough.
#trying doesnt get me anywhere. but neither does not trying. so im just stuck in an endless cycle of tortuing myself
#HAPPY BIRFDAY MY MAN AH AHAHAH i couldnt stop crying earlier and i have no idea why.ugh
#im tired of living
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