#Some one get this man a therapist

[mike-milkyway]

Sanji might be the one in denial for some time, but we have to remember who in the relationship has never called the other by their name. Who isn't going too settle down for anyone. Who is emotionally eliterate. Who isn't the romantic. Who has one goal on their life and one goal only. Who is afraid of loosing people he cares about again so he makes himself stronger as well as emotionally detached to keep them safe.

#is it ringing any bells? #zosan #black leg sanji #roronoa zoro #one piece #sanzo #one piece live action #sanji even in a battle with his internalized zorophobia he came around faster to accepting his feelings because he's a hopeless romantic #i only took the live action as a confirmation of zoro being not in denial but in bargaining #he's not confused #he's angry that it happened in the first place #someone get this man a therapist #the two need some serious sessions to stop repressing their emotions #and some zoro fans are not helping #they both would die for each other but that's not a good thing guys

[oncillaphoenix]

it's kind of frustrating that essentially all the advice on tumblr for functioning when your brain's not working properly assumes By Default that your brain's not working properly because of depression.

like. don't get me wrong, i'm glad there's advice for people with depression. and i'm totally capable of going, yeah ok this post isn't meant for me, moving on. but...when you have to do that with every advice post, when everyone around you is promising that everyone will feel better if they can put in the effort to do these things you know will make you feel worse, you start to wonder where the heck the posts that are meant for you are.

#this post brought to you by me considering making a different vent post and stopping for fear that everyone will jump down my throat with #that same 'baby steps! self-care! if you're tired just do a little bit every day and you'll get better at it! take your life into your #own hands!' that everyone here always says. i can't kyle. i have post-exertional malaise #curseposting #salty jungle cat noises #i don't know. maybe i'd be less annoyed about this if i hadn't had to deal with a year and a half of everyone around me telling me to #Just Exercise More And You'll Feel Better when i KNEW that would make it worse. and that one awful speech therapist who was convinced that #just wasn't trying and if i tried harder i wouldn't have brain fog. (he didn't SAY that but he made it very clear anyway.) #and having to On Purpose ignore all the academic advice i was getting because it was actually making it harder for me to succeed in school. #what am i some kind of alien. am i so different to everyone else that all advice ever does more harm than good. what #this is why i have issues with trusting authority #vent #*sigh* man i wish my collection of disorders were less obscure

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Good morning I had a dream that for some reason, Fazbear decided to give Roxy therapy. She never spoke during their sessions except to insult the therapist, but the therapist felt like they were finally making progress when shit happened and Roxy shut down all conversation. What happened? I think it was the team going and dying to the Mimic but it could have been something else it was only mentioned after a time skip.

Weirdly though, the therapist assumed she'd gone silent again because of an altercation with Freddy. So they called Freddy and Monty in (maybe Chica too) and tried to convince Freddy to stick around for a session with Roxy who isn't there at the moment. Freddy was just pissed off that he's being expected to apologise for shit he hasn't done and Monty was there trying to convince him that it's not that bad what's his problem man

EXCEPT Roxy has left. She fucked off. Left the Plex and is now wandering the outside world. The others are in a panic looking for her, and find her standing outside of a hospital. I think it was a children's one specifically but I don't remember. She'd been entertaining a lil bit but she's just kinda silently stood there with a blanket around her and a hot chocolate looking at it. For some reason when they're trying to talk to her, Chica says she knows why she came here and it's because she thinks she's better off dead, which is when my brain quickly adds a morgue to this location lmao anyway

Roxy leaves them again cause she doesn't want to talk. She explores on her own, finding Foxy, an old friend presumably from the last times she's snuck out. She cries, happy to see him and he tells her everything is gonna be okay while he hugs her, then takes her back to this tall tree building. She asks to stay with him and he's hesitant cause where he lives is some kind of... I guess a strip club? Kind of? Wasn't graphic or anything but my brain supplied that sex happens there and that's why she wouldn't want to stay. Vaguely saw poles for dancers but it's literally inside a cool tree thing so it was super out of place. Also Tails from Sonic is there with Balloon Boy. This place has the aesthetic of a rainforest cafe btw.

They go up onto the roof where some turtle looking guy that's really long acts as the spiral staircase or slide I guess for the building is talking to them. They ask if she wants to hang out and ride the stair/slide thing down to the ground floor and she cries cause she doesn't want to stay here. The turtle also gets sad cause he likes when they play on the slide that makes up it's body I guess.

The manager joins them and is talking like she's going to stay, goes to grab her tail I think and she fuckin' bails. Foxy goes with her, but a clay looking Bonnie (like from the JRs games but a bit bigger than Foxy) chases after them. Foxy isn't sure he wants to leave his friends but does in order to protect Roxy, and leads Bonnie away from her.

He leads him into a small, cluttered, basement storage place that's kind of like a cavern, with a chain link fence blocking off an underground river with giant, plush Bonnie's that are groaning as if they're alive and all look dead on the rocks. Bonnie catches him but is like. On the floor or something in an almost Family Guy deathpose way for some reason and Foxy convinces him to let go so he can leave. He runs after Roxy, feeling guilty for what he's done and what he's leaving behind and catches up to her with Balloon Boy here now I guess. Roxy cries again for some reason and then I woke up

The Plex she left also didn't look like the Plex at all btw. I switched between Roxy's POV, a third person POV while Freddy and Monty were with the therapist, back to Roxy's POV and then Foxy's when he lures Bonnie away. I don't remember all the reasons Roxy was crying, I think she was internally wanting to go home but just not saying it but then just never went home. And Freddy was comically angry for some reason???

Oh and Roxy was swapped for Blaze the Cat for a bit of the conversation with the club manager, but then was swapped back to Roxy again after. I think this was third person POV and the manager pinched her leg? And it kicked off from there? I said grabbing her tail cause he might have been but I don't remember. Aside from that one action, he was a decent sounding guy though. Then he just did that and I lost all care for him lmao

Anyway. That was fun. A wild situation!

#pop rox talks #god imagine fazbear giving roxy an ACTUAL therapist #like wow i wouldn't have expected that lmao #foxy in a fucking strip club playing on a turtle themed slide with tails and balloon boy... #like oh yeah that's soooo sexy lmao djdjdjd #can you tell I'm ace as hell #my brain set it up as a club but it also wanted it to be cool and interesting to me i guess #so it ended up like that somehow ndjdjdk #anyway that's my fun dream for today!! #also they tried to calm freddy down with peanut butter and he refused it #monty just got a spoon and ate it himself as he was trying to call freddy down #for some reason i dunno man #weird #i LOVE dreams with a plot though #they're very fun #especially when i get to be the cahracters #I've had some amazing dream plots ngl #this one's a bit odd but hey whatever it's fun #BDJDBDIS WAIT A SEC #OH MY GOD CHICA REALLY LOOKED AT ROXY STARING FORLORNLY AT A CHILDRENS HOSPITAL #AND IMMEDIATELY SAID SHE WAS SUICIDAL???? WHAT????? HELLO????? #thats not the right word #she said EXACTLY 'I know why you came here. You feel like you're better off dead.' #like WHAT???? #BITCH SHE'S AT A HOSPITAL THAT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A HOSPITAL #WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT #YOU FORCED MY BRAIN TO STAPLE A SHITTY LOOKING MORGUE ONTO THE BACK OF A PRETTY WHITE AND RAINBOW BUIDLING #WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT????? #HUH???????? #maybe she doesn't know colour theory...

[dimonds456]

re: your "positive post" some of us are abusers dawg. no getting past that and there's no such thing as healing for that. idk why people keep saying that shit when its dead obvious abusers dont change

See this? This attitude right here? This is what is stopping you from changing.

Everyone can realize that they need to change. Most of us do need to change, at least on some level. Humans are meant to grow and change throughout our lives, that's why it takes 25 years for our brains to finish developing.

So you fucked up. Badly. No one is denying that.

But, that doesn't mean you're doomed to repeat yourself.

You have the power within you to realize what you're doing and stop. No one else can do it for you. If you realize you're falling back on old habits, take a breath, apologize, and walk away for a little while to cool off, reflect, or whatever else you need to do instead of just committing to the path you've chosen.

You might relapse. You might think it's too hard. You might find yourself wondering if it'd even be worth it to put in the effort to be better. I can promise you right now that it is. It is worth it. Growth isn't linear, and you cannot get better overnight. But that doesn't mean you're done for.

If the people you hurt don't want to be around you, that's completely fair. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't meet new people or lock yourself away in a cave somewhere.

Being good is a choice.

Everyone can change, and you can do a little better, even if you don't think so. I promise.

#dimond speaks #growth #positivity #abuse ment #tw abuse ment #yes that last line is a reference but its one that literally saved my life so i feel like its weight is important #i'm also not debating this any further. everyone can grow and change and I firmly believe that. #if you can try to get a therapist to help you or a family member #but it's not gloom and doom because you have a messy past #yes you hurt people but you know what? so have i. so has everyone at some point. #that doesn't mean you're doomed to always be the enemy or the bad guy. #just means you have to try harder to move on. #good luck man. i believe you can do this.

[jewishfalin]

Why do so many psychiatrists love to gaslight. Okay, Hannibal Lecture.

If I had a nickel for every time a psychiatrist straight up told me lies I would have too fucking many and that's a problem.

#like first a psychiatrist tells me my seizures r psychological BECAUSE of my history of Forbidden Disorder and anxiety #and then they get worse and its clearly epilepsy and im on meds now and my condition was neglected bc a misdiagnosis based on stigma #and then now im like hey so i am still struggling with Forbiden Dissociative Disorder can i get some resources or a mf therapist rec #and this psych straight up tells me DID isn't a diagnosis anymore (I FOUND NO EVIDENCE OF THIS CLAIM BTW) #AND tells me my amnesia is bc of seizures.... LIKE I LIVE IN MY BODY AND U HAVE LITERALLY ONLY SPOKEN TO ME VIA PHONE #IDK I THINK I KNOW MYSELF A LITTLE MORE THAN YOU DO FUCKING JEFF #and i know the mf difference between switching and and HAVING A SEIZURE like??? #those r very different things. like ik theres different kinds of seizures but for ME theres just no comparing theyre 2 different things😭 #there is a clear difference between me collapsing and becoming unresponsive on the floor like a fish outta water #and me telling people to call me a different name and having completely separate identities that others notice. and i cant remember #and like ive dealt with it all long enough that I'm aware and can communicate w my alters n stuff and i have to to function #and for YEARS since highschool its been like. i talk to professionals and theyre like hm yea u basically would meet all requirements #however u might as well not get diagnosed bc no one wants to deal w that. #LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN TOLD THAT MULTIPLE TIMES ALMOST EXACT WORDS #and i hate how i know fake claiming being a public thing has rlly fucked w peoples perception of did n stuff #idk im so fuckin pissed man. reverting to my will graham era i fucking guess

[running-in-the-dark]

also like. I guess this is just a thing that happens like once a week now?? that I feel like absolute shit for being fucking stupid about someone (again), I mean. I could really use a break.

#every time this happens I think about how I'd tell a therapist about this if I ever find one again #and it feels so unbelievably stupid #'oh yeah so. there's this 76 year old man and I'm so obsessed with him that I can't think about anything else at all ever. and this happens #all the time! I'll just get obsessed with some random person (guy) and everything will be about that for months until it either ends on its #own (which is terrible because then I feel like I'm dead) OR my brain finds someone else else to obsess over :) ' #THAT'S NOT A REAL PROBLEM and it's so embarrassing and also it seriously controls my entire fucking life and I don't have any control over #it and it feels very bad sometimes #anyway someone get a baseball bat and hit my head real hard I think that'd be helpful #personal

[iqmmir]

Istfg are they for real right now

#.mimiming ❜ #seriously? two entire fucking years for this? #man i give up #i just keep trying and trying to fix my friendships and trying to get over my issues #can someone just please fucking meet me halfway???? #'youre too good for us' can you please stop being so fucking entitled and stop deciding for me??? #if i wanted to stop talking to you i would #im not so fucking noble that ill spend my energy if i dont want to unless i get something out of it #i enjoy talking to you guys i like you all it's unfair that you just decide to stop talking to me because of shit like this #it's frustrating and annoying #'youre too kind' shut the actual fuck up shut the fuck up #if im too kind and nice and good then pay me back #all the effort i put into this for you. pay me back for that #im sick and tired of being the one who's expected to just. bear it all and stick with you regardless #im tired of it #stop trying to paint me as some sort of ultimate great and nice and sweet person and pretending all the bad parts of me dont exist #stop acting like im not asking you to put in some effort yourself #i get you have baggage but it's frustrating being the one fixing everything always #im supposed to be your friend not your mother not your therapist not your teacher #your fucking friend #'im not good enough' stop thinking im some sort of saint who should only hang out with sweet and nice people #i seriously just want you to shut the fuck up and listen to me for oncw #im doing this of my own free will so can YOU PLEASE JUST FOR ONCE SEE THAT I WANT YOU TO PUT SOME EFFORT AND WORRY FOR ME AS WELL #AND BE THERE FOR ME AND NOT FUCKING CUT OFF CONTACT AND EXPECT ME TO FIX EVERYTHING AGAIN #im tired im done if they think theyre not good enough i dont care anymore if they think im not someone they should be friends with then sure #im not putting up with this any more im done

[cinnabeat]

i fucking love isekai stories but unfortunately i have severe case of second hand embarrassment and also anxiety so im always constantly on edge like oh my god stop acting so weird theyre GONNA KNOW

#says a lot abt me!! #who needs a therapist when you got isekais #or even just reincarnation stories #isekais where they transmigrate into a book or whatever is like agonizing to me #cuz either the mc is fumbling to be normal and not like theyre a modern human in a fantasy book (jesse my beloved) #or they go all in the weirdness and everyones just like haha oh you :) #(ellet transmigrators privelage my beloved) (i need to catch up on that actually) #its why jesse in twsb gives me severe oh my fucking god feelings #cuz hes like. SO WEIRD. from an outsiders perspective #and he doesnt know shit abt the book which is worse? and the things he does know hes like SO AURE ABT #hes like things have changes feom the original novel? thats fine things are gonna ho the same anyways :) #which like on one hand hes bot wrong events do tend to happen the same in isekai stories #BUT THE RELATIONSHIPS WONT?? #like hes already changed a major plotppint like by literally arriving and man thinks he has evwything on lovk #hes gonna kill me one day. and its specifically bc he keeps saying OUT LOUD that chris and cedric are like ao obviously in love #LIKE HELLO GET SOME EYES?? AND EARS??? CRITICAL THINKING?? #michi tag #wasnt even reading twsb rn he just gives me the most grief

[mikimotopearl]

I don't think people realize how limited AI is, at least for now. It's a bit cringy. They keep tagging that explanation bot on twitter as if it's actually going to help😭. Unless you have actual reading comprehension issues and need a fucking 280 characters long tweet rephrased, it won't

#chatgpt is also pretty limited #at least when it comes to providing info #i can't believe people are asking it to make routines and workout plans for them #it's like basing your opinion on a topic based on that one highlighted sentence that pops up after some google sentences #you get me? #which a lot of people do but still #it gives the most #pageant queen answers #it also sucks at doing summaries I'm sorry😭 #what I like using him (it's a man. i just know) for: #explaining things I can't be bothered to read articles about through scenarios #ex. asking him to write a dialogue where a therapist helps a [mental illness] patient struggling with [symptom] with [type of therapy] #or asking him to find books about niche topics #that way I don't have to see the same book 47463854 times when googling a topic #I usually tell him to give precedence to female authors because I... kind of feel like he's biased #or exclude a long list of books I already read #I was finally able to find new resources about my regional witchcraft practice thanks to him! hurray #I've also basically sold the souls of all of my loved ones to him by describing them to a T to get birthday gift suggestions

[bonerey]

kindof funny to imagine my pre-existing ocs being in wbg... fucking dean pryor playing wbg. what a thought. WOULD HIS MOTHER BE HIS PRIZE? OR HIS DAD? oh if it was his dad he wouldnt even need the fourth challenge he'd kill that man on his own. no actually probably someone from his time working for blu....... interesting thought. oh no do NOT give pryor free access to time travel he'd immediately try to monopolize it. and also get fucking rich. oh my god he could fuck over so many people from his past... MAN. dont give the worst guy ever access to time travel its going to go disastrously. MAN.

#MANN. well he would play it for his wife. if he even knew about the prizes i mean. #OH HE WOULD SO ROPE DAEMOR INTO IT. GODDDDD. codependent dae & pryor arc WHEN. #no thats so funny actually. pryor his wife and the weird guy they keep around for some fucking reason #why is she third wheeling in her own marriage. stop this. #SHE DOESNT HAVE A NAME YET SORRY. but she is the kindest most patient soul #oh my god her and pryor have the most opposite responses to trauma. she became kind to others and pryor- #-became the worst fucking guy on earth. man. they were literally in the same situation. or similar situations? i guess? #dae is motivated by two things: spite and love. #dae why are you in love with not only your boss but the shittest man on earth. get help. #pryor flirting with dae to get him to do what he wants and his wife is like. i do not see. girl. GIRL. #man. the worst fucking polycule in the world. they arent even officially a polycule AND YET. #ALL OF THESE PEOPLE SUCK... yes even his wife shes an enabler. PLEASE get therapy literally any of you omg #... actually no pryor would just lie to his therapist. and dae would blatantly refuse to go. his wife would also lie to her therapist- #-because she doesnt want to 'burden' them. GIRLLLLL. you literally have soso many issues and one of them is called dean pryor #no sorry theyre so funny. theyre so funny to me. what a fucking mess.

[bowofbalance]

It's definitely a warning sign when you start to catch yourself repeating patterns of behavior that you only learned as a way to survive in a deeply deeply bad situation with people you definitely can't avoid

#what is it with me and ending up in situations where i'm not allowed to say no #or situations where i can't make any decisions for myself #this is the third time #albeit not the most serious of the three #it definitely ranks second in terms of consequences #like i even talked to my therapist about it! #she's going to be so disappointed in me and the fact that my notebook will be full of failures #haven't stood up for myself at all at any point #at least she knows i'm a coward (“anxiety”) so we're okay #still how do i keep finding myself in these situations? #the pattern of behavior obviously being never say no because you're not allowed to #but try to get around it by still doing what's best for you secretly and with some lying #i realize it's unhealthy and bad and no one likes being lied to #but can we stop putting me in these situations please #literally ignore me #this is why i discourage being my friend as well #and also why dating would be SUCH A BAD MOVE #i'm trying to work on this behavior but man just stay away from me and don't keep throwing these situations at me

[heavenknowsffs]

I am FUMING

#i know i am almost always funing #this is why i pay my therapist #but i have to let this out #my cousin is super important to me and tomorrow is my birthday #and like since it's during the week i am going home and celebraring in the city only on saturdsy #so i planned a few things like karaoke and going out in this bar area that's not too expensive bc i do not have money #so yeah i told everyone and said today we could go for a few beers until midnight just to spend midnight #and he was all like i will spend 30min tops with you on the 18th but will not go out whatsoever on saturday #and i was like wtf??? 1st why this tone second you could just come spend some time at my house or something like that #bc we are having dinner at my place (me and the rest of the people) and he said absolutely not #and mind you i KNOW WHY it's bc he and a couple i invited have some kind of beef i don't understand it's just gay drama you know it #but like we hang out almost every week and it has only become a problem bc last saturday they fought around him? idk man gay drama again #it's stupid okay i don't wanna go into detail bc this is not my business and frankly not really his either #so anyway he starts stating in the gc how many financial stuff he has this month and wtv and just idk being mean to me bc i invited him+ #+ to my birthday which ofc i would bc i love him dearly #and i'm like wth and i told him it's no problem i know you have a lot on your plate but like you don't have to come to a club etc #you can just come hang out and not spend any money and if you want i can get you a drink what matters to me is you're there #anyway a bunch of excuses later of i don't like nighclubs or going out partying anymore i don't have money etc #and guess what... he went partying last weekend in one of the most expensive clubs in the country #and like i would be finr eith it IF YOU DIDN'T TELL ME all these excuses #and now i was talking in the gc about next saturday and he kinda mentioned he was coming which???? ehat the fuck #i am srsly going insane i do not need this #it feels like fucking high school

[imwritesometimes]

me: it's normal for the temp of the new fridge to fluctuate it's working overtime to reach the right temp it's fine

also me: I'm going to vomit until I die if the temp fluctuates any more

#so we have been like monitoring it all day so we know like.... when we can actually put food in it #and it SAID it was fine at 10 so I went and got what little food I'd gotten today and stored at my mom's #and now it's fluctuated again and I'm like hahahahaha DO NOT FUCKIN BE BROKEN GODDAMNIT I JUST GOT YOU OH MY GODDDDD #I'm going to die. r i p me. this month is evil. it's evil. hell month. I just want to believe like ok. it'll be ok! it'll be fine! #but it feels like the nano second I let my gaurd down. life takes a shit on me. and trust me. #the brand new fridge dying would be SO on brand it's NOT even funny. like. I would be devastated. #but honestly. kinda anticipate the worst of the worst of the worst at this point. #it's like a never ending cycle of anxiety like I HAVE anxiety and then real life events FEED the anxiety #and the anxiety gets worse but it's not TOTALLY unjustifiable so it's like 🤷‍♀️ #trust me even my therapists were like idk honey that's some fucked up shit you got going on we'll talk thru more next week! #like. I just want a fuckin break man. like. new fridge don't be broken. #I just wanna have coffee tomorrow. one single cup of coffee w/coffee creamer. #I'm not asking for a miracle #erin explains it all #erin spirals into lunacy at break neck speed 2023!!!!

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Ya boi got a new medicine and a therapist.

#i had another psychiatrist appointment after a year! (i tend to neglect my mental health) #ive been dealing with a lot of paranoid thoughts and shit and so i told her #and she decided to put me on abilify #one of my friends takes abilify! we'll be abilify buddies #and ive realized that i need therapy #ive had a lot of shit happen to me in the last few years #and ive just been ignoring it instead of dealing with it #and now i cant ever sit alone with my thoughts because all of that shit comes to haunt me #i just dont know how to deal with it on my own #and for awhile i swore i would never go back to therapy. because my first therapist was a piece of shit #'just get used to the fact that your best friend might die so that it doesnt hurt so much if it happens' -about my suicidal best friend #'think about what your mom's going through' -about my transphobic mom who made me want to kill myself #but i realized that my life and mental state is only going to get worse if i dont deal with the shit ive got going on #and when i called to schedule. i just called for the first available therapist. and the guy said 'oh she'll be perfect for you' #and i trust this man that ive never met #i looked up the therapist. she seems lovely #she better be because i have like four appointments scheduled. the man on the phone did that so i wouldnt lose out on any appointments #he was very kind #im glad im gonna get some help. still scared. but looking forward to it

[gender-euphowrya]

saying that as someone who once stood for it but the way the phrase "not all men" has been demonized has done irreparable damage to feminism

#actually Yes not all men. #you're never gonne live a healthy life and get society anywhere if you automatically distrust people for what gender they are #you can point out tendencies amongst groups and expected norms within these groups without acting like every person in that group is evil #besides you KNOW the pipeline goes men are bad -> males are bad -> all AMABs are bad #that's just a sentiment that leads to transphobia no matter how you twist it or insist that you're only targeting cis ppl with it #not all fucking men. nobody's part of a monolith. there is no community where all members are identical. #the problem was never the phrase 'not all men' the problem was the intent with which it was being said #as in often by antifeminists to try and dismiss feminist rhetoric or attempt to make it sound unreasonable #the phrase itself is fucking fine #don't give me the ol' ''some people say yes all men to cope'' 'scuse #i don't believe any therapist would encourage hating and being weary of an entire subset of people as a coping mechanism #hate patriarchy. fuck patriarchy. give everything you've got to dismantle it #but acting like every single man is inherently some kind of irredeemable demon one should stay away from is just #how the fuck do you live your daily life even. #it's so counterproductive. it gives shitty men a pass to be cunts because hey. ain't that just how all men are ? #don't 'all men are bad' do 'all men are capable of good which is why those who do bad should be scrutinized or punished' #'yes all men' is basically rephrased 'boys will be boys'. it's giving excuses to shitty men by framing shittiness as inherent to manhood. #stop it lmao idk what to tell you