#TOO MUCH EMOTIONS FOR TODAY

[tapakah0]

#OH GOD #TOO MUCH EMOTIONS FOR TODAY #head hurts #CASSSS where are you ;;;~;;; #The day will be completed if you will just appear for a second ;;;~;;; #The main reason of the paniccc

[pernillecfcw]

Thank you P for what you’ve done for the club 💙 gonna miss seeing you in blue and such an unbelievable player 👏🏼🥹

#pernille harder #chelsea fcw #what a player #one of my players #gonna miss her and Magda #blueisthecolour #up the chels #too much emotions for today #cfcw #Chelsea women fc #denmark wnt #an absolute legend #the goat #woso #woso community #woso edit #chelsea women #football #womens football #wsl

[crustyfloor]

just watched the Jingliu vs blade cutscene

#I hate it here sm #but blades speech was so #Wow #just wow #and the picture of the cloud quintet just there enjoying life is OWWOWLW #ALSO BLADE HAD SOME REALLY PRETTY BOY MOMENTS HERE #the way Jing yuan- Dan heng #god dammit #jingliu #blade #blade hsr #honkai star rail #Im gonna puke #Too much emotions for today

[revenantghost]

Wolfwood executing Rolo in front of Vash and then justifying it as a mercy killing because he sees himself in Rolo will never not fuck me right up

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #Tristamp #Yeah that's it that's the post #I could go more in depth about it but I've already rambled too much today askdjnaskdjn #I JUST HAVE A LOT OF EMOTIONS OK

[halcyone-of-the-sea]

I never really share anything personal on here because I'm a pretty private person, but there's something so profound about getting passed down my Grandpa's old camera collection.

Like what do you mean he took pictures of my Grandma with them 30+ years ago? That the A-1 Canon that's now in my room was the camera that took my parents' wedding photos? I stuck a roll of film into the same place he did? The thought of him loving photography as much as I do is the most tear-jerking emotion I've ever experienced even if we're not that close.

I just got the A-1 Canon working again after upwards of 20 years of being unused and sitting in a cupboard. Hearing the shutter go off as I took a picture of my dog was something special, and I don't even think I can describe it in a way that makes sense. It was like I was holding my own family history in my hands.

I was genuinely surprised it was in such good condition in the first place - I barely had to do anything other than look over it to make sure nothing was broken and mess with a few areas of concern. My grandpa kept his A-1 in immaculate condition despite his pretty bad health; the same with his other cameras as well.

As much as I want to keep them all in a glass case and have them stay perfect, I can't imagine not using them the same way he did. Of course, up until I have to retire them for my own kids to use one day in just as pristine a state.

#random rambles from a nineteen-year-old who loves history and old stuff too much #I set all of them up in a few cubbies on my bookshelf for now until I can get the parts I need #I can't wait to get them working again - even if I have to sink a few hundred into repairs it'll be well worth it #I don't think I'd ever be able to work in a museum I'd cry at literally everything I see #so many stories #just felt that I needed to type this out #lots of emotions today

[extravagav]

AND WE JUST DONT TALK ABOUT THIS?!?!?!!????

#THIS IS LITERALLY LITERAAALLLYYY THE BIGGEST FORM OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT SUGISHITA COULD HAVE #NOT ONLY IS HE DOING WHATS BEST FOR UMEMIYA BUT HES PUTTING HIS TRUST IN SAKURA TO HELP HIM #AND OH IM SO UNWELL #HIS BODY IS PHYSICALLY REACTING TO HIM MAKING THIS DECISION IM JUST #IM SO PROUD #and then sakura acknowledging all of this too i just love them sm #they really have one of the best dynamics 😭😭😭 #wind breaker #kyotaro sugishita #sakura haruka #wind breaker spoilers #wind breaker manga spoilers #ok nvm im still talking bc the second image literally gets me everytime i look at it #first off the way they drew sakura in that scene in the first place is just so beautiful thats the only word i can think for it rn 😭😭😭😭 #second seeing this scene from sugishitas perspective and then learning later that the reason he has this reaction was because he thought- #-sakura looked cool and hes never thought that about anyone before just really gives us so much more for their relationship #specially how sugishita acts towards him 😭😭 #add that onto what umemiya says to him (which i couldnt include in this post </3) about how hes never really shown emotion to anyone- #-till sakura showed up then it gives us an even BETTER understanding of why sugishita acts the way he does around sakura #my brain is so frazzled by the sun today and words are not coming to me easily so apologies if none of this makes any sense 😭😭😭 #ill revisit it another time anyway #also the way they describe all of this really makes it sound like he has a lil crush and its so sweet 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[sorry1975]

Dad Ross 🥹😭❤️

#this is too much for me #I can’t do this today #first a new album and now this #I don’t have enough emotional capacity #he would be such a good dad #look at him #so soft #I love him #the 1975 #matty healy #ross macdonald #george daniel #adam hann #satvb #still at their very best #atvb #matty and ross #matty the 1975

[luck-of-the-drawings]

YELLOW MEANS PAUSE. GREEN MEANS FUCKING G O. RED MEANS STOP. MUSTVE BEEN A HOT FUCKIN DAY. Y’ever been in a tent on a hot day? What about a tent made of meat? The air is so heavy with moisture that you could drink it, and youve been running the fuck around all day. Youre exhausted. And they ALL KNOW. The weight of just your own life is almost too heavy to carry, and theres still more to do. Just survive for me, okay?

#jrwi bitb #jrwi fanart #jrwi bitb spoilers #jrwi blood in the bayou #cw body horror #cw eye contact #cw eye strain #rolan deep #LOTSA TAGS ON THIS ONE BC IM REAL PROUD #LOOK AT MY POST BOY #I GOT SOME STOOORIES ABT THIS ONE TOO... #so i got wizard high with a homie. homie left n i brain blasted into the bitb soundtrack #felt emotional and conjured the red picture within about 2 hours #today i worked on the green one and that took most of the day #and then i took some old sketches i foror abt and made that into the yellow one which waaas #4 hours at this point #i got fukin TURBO INSPIRED by the gorefield thing from that one thing like remember gorefield or watever shit was fuqued #4 COLORS FOR EACH PIECE and its so pixely its socrunchy to me #i love pixel horror guys i love it so much #AND THAT RED ONE?? #i put it on twitter and i think its my most popular drawing on there now..... shits CRAAAZYYYY #IM SO PROUD AND SO HAPPPY

[pinkeoni]

I have a selfish request/proposal for a conflict in s5: what if they put a strain on Joyce and Will’s relationship.

Joyce is Will’s most solid support system on the simple basis that she is his mother, and we’ve seen how much the two love each other before. So it might be interesting if there was tension between them.

Maybe Will “everybody treats me like a baby” Byers starts pulling away from her, possibly out of teen angst/supernatural influences, and maybe it’s a little cliché but Joyce just wants her baby boy back and can’t understand why their dynamic is changing.

And THEN we throw in Will heading back to the Upside Down, something that is needed for him to come of age, and Joyce who is trying desperately to get her son back on mulitple levels. Except this time the thing seperating Joyce from Will is Will himself, and it may not end with the two of them having the exact same dynamic they had in season 2.

Not saying that this WILL happen or that it’s the CORRECT option but idk, I think after two seasons of seperating Joyce from her boys and centering her story around Hop, it might be refreshing to see her put focus back on her boys (including Jonathan!) again in a way we may not have seen before.

#since we’re on the topic of joyce’s character today… #and yeah hop can be there as emotional support blah blah blah #and like. i even like jopper but now that we are past all the bickering and longing and they’re together now can they just work together #toward a similar goal which has to do with their family? #and center things around their family again? which is now a blended family which could lead to a lot of interesting dynamics?? #but maybe i am asking for too much 😔 #also i think its interesting to create conflict between characters who dont usually exhibit conflict ie byers family #will byers #joyce byers #byers family #stranger things #byler #<- target audience

[slavicafire]

it is my mother's birthday today - so my brother and I are starting the day with a bit of a lengthy escapade to a far away little store that hopefully carries the one type of fish she ate on vacation when she was a kid, and could never find anywhere again.

we've been to all big stores in all of silesia, a couple smaller ones, nothing. this is our only lead. keep your fingers crossed!!!

#żmija gada #I'm in a very emotional kind of volatile mood today so I can't think about it all too much #the sibling post that's going around... too much for me today

[limonjarritos]

The wine bottle and symbolism

this is personally my take on the symbolism of the wine bottle/bottle opener as based on a post by galaxitic

The wine as a symbol for obsession for a loss of control. For how Vincent feels about his fixation with Rody. Of even in a way a symbol for Rody himself.

The wine opener being Vince's semblance of control over that obsession. That he believes he has control on his feelings about Rody. But when he goes to open that bottle its not in a semblance of control but that of panic, that of impulse but he still tells himself that it's something, not realizing that with a sip of the wine he's consumed back. His rational is consumed. Just like how this whole time Rody has made him drunk with impulse.

How the wine is admittedly what does him in.

Vince breaks the bottle, breaks 'Rody' through a lack of control. He uses the bottle opener to try and open the real thing, drunk and searching for more, willing to truly give into his impulses and be intoxicated.

Vince has for the most part up until this point been bottling up his feelings, playing the part of mild mannered and in control (though his control isn't perfect. The rat, the watching through the peep hole-)

Rody taking that broken bottle in hand, takes said obsession and kills Vincent with it. Because a broken bottle is going to hurt you. Because Rody is so broken right now, shattered, reeling from the revelation that Manon has been killed. The love bleeding from his body and a hot demand for revenge coming to him that results in the burning of Vince.

#dead plate #limon.txt #i dont like to tag people unless i know them and they're okay w/ it #i wrote this like when i woke up 12 hours ago and like- i hope it makes sense. today just has not been the day for my language skills. #syntax who? #anyways. there's way more to it than this i wasnt able to fully explain without running in circles #but like- something about bottling feelings up too. about how that bottle has to break anyways and intoxicate you w/ the emotions #<- why didnt i say this from the start would have saved me a paragraph #and how the bottle is rody too. how rody's care is intoxicating. how vincent lead to the breaking of rody #how rody's care left his body when he was broken and drunken up like the bottle #also another side point #do you think rody would have killed vince if manon had not been killed? #do you think rody cares that much about revenge for wrongs done to himself vs those done to those he cares for #he has basic self preservation ill give him that #but i doubt he would have contemplated that revenge portion at the end

[hermanunworthy]

(strokes normals cheek) hey baby normal? its gonna be alright

#the fucking emotional WHIPLASH from the previous episode to this one #NORMAL GENUINELY CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS. YKNOW NOT EVERYTHING IS TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL BETTER #i understand where lincoln is coming from though i have a normal bias but ik that kid has projection issues bc i see them in myself #and lincoln on a deeper level is just concerned about normal and how healthy his coping mechanisms are #i need those two to. when they have a chance. sit down and really talk things out #theyve been through too much #sorry i keep normalposting today #normal oak #lincoln li wilson #dndads #dndads spoilers #dndads s2 spoilers #siren says

[the-adventures-of-dave]

I think this summer, in addition to building a new catio, I’m gonna try to get the cats out hiking more. This is just a big vent/ramble under the cut.

The last couple years we haven’t been out as much. A part of it is just mental health making it hard to Do Stuff, but also I’m apprehensive about going hiking on my own with the cats. I’m not really concerned about coyotes or bears or elk, but the prevalence of off leash dogs on trails still makes me afraid for my and the cats’ safety. I can do everything right and responsible with my cats and still have someone’s dog chase or attack us— both have happened before and will again if we go out. It’s just frustrating that other people’s irresponsibility and selfishness keeps me from enjoying time outside with my pet. I can only control myself- I can’t control someone’s “””friendly””” dog that is “good” off leash and *only* chases people for 15ft before going back to its owner. It’s not barking and chasing for 50 ft, so it’s fine right?

All that being said, I think I might try to do what I can to better prepare myself and my cats for encounters like that and actually get out again. I can tell Dave misses hiking and being outside, and my mental health has gotten worse staying indoors all the time.

Cat wise I’m gonna try to train the cats’ recall better this spring, and maybe invest in some shorter leashes to keep them closer by on walks. I was also considering getting a hard-shelled cat backpack and seeing if they’d like cycling. Dogs can’t kill them if we’re on a bike…

#this post is brought to you by: depression and the Instagram post I saw today where someone’s cat got mauled #ughhh this is all so frustrating #I USED to like dogs #I WANT to like dogs! #I like the idea of dogs #I like dog photos #I like my like 3 dogblr mutuals who are actually decent dog owners! #however I am now afraid of dogs #bc SOME people think it’s more important to let their dog run around off leash #than to keep other hikers safe and comfortable #I go to leash only trails. I go to no dog trails. I tell people I’m afraid of dogs when they pass by #what more do they want from me 😭😭 #all I want is for your dog to be walking nicely on a leash when it’s in eyesight #is that really too much to ask #i’ll probably delete this later #I’m just having Big Emotions #aughhh

[brown-little-robin]

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#Robin processes emotions on main #im feeling so overwhelmed today :((( #everything is too much and I can't do it #I'm sure I'll survive the semester and do Fine but it's all so much and I just want to stop #I just. I just want to stop. I want to slow down #I could enjoy these classes and projects I know I could—if I had enough time to concentrate on any of them 😭 🐀 #WAAAAAAH #also my sensory sensitivity is acting up which is Just Great!!! #I wanna stoppp I don't want to have to keep up in class I want to talk to my friends more I'm lonely. #SNIFF.

[eshithepetty]

The curse and the sickness.

[ID: art of Mob and Unknown Percentage/Shigeo from Mob Psycho 100. Shigeo, who is painted in black, chalky textures, is holding one arm under Mob, who looks to be limp and unconscious, and using their other hand to hold Mob's, so that it almost looks as if they're in the middle of a dance. Mob, in contrast to Shigeo, is drawn in thick, messy black lineart, colors washed out and pale, and at the crown of his head, there are red flowers blooming, from which drips a trail of blood. His eyes are closed. Shigeo's eyes are wide, bright, and focused on Mob, red pupils visible. The background is a simple watercolor grayish teal, and from the left side of the image, behind their forms, abstract red foliage weaves around them and blows to the right, leaving blue highlights in the form of petal-like shapes against the background. End ID.]

#mob psycho 100 #mp100 #kageyama shigeo #unknown percentage #my own art #art #feeling odd and weird and sick today. so this is mostly just me projecting those odd sickly feelings onto them #just. yeah #there's definitely symbolism but i just feel too. much of a certain way to extrapolate it. weird and sick and odd these emotions are #blood tw #described #my own post

[bittersweetresilience]

say hi to me i don't know, i just remembered being so much brighter, i guess

cigarette ash like wildfire burning holes in the nighttime open scars feel like barbed wire white lies flying high like a ceasefire dropping flags on the shoreline this is as far as i can feel right 'cause what you don't know can haunt you

and all we ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think for a while

don't drag it out living like that doesn't mean a thing

so let's, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars 'cause happy endings hardest to fake

and i wanna let you know i wanna let you go but i just can't bring myself to speak but this is how it goes the end credits, they roll this bridge was built over kerosene but we can watch it and all i ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think

so let's run, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars you can wish away forever but you'll never find a thing like today

#miraculous ladybug #felix fathom #marinette dupain cheng #felix graham de vanily #🌃 #ml amv #felinette felinette felinette FELINETTE #i'm shrimping so hard i'm gromping i'm making absolute tempura #yes the 2 am coco pops félix post was made while i was finishing this yes i am constantly experiencing inconsolable félix feelings #félings even. GOD GOD GOD okay listen #i could do a line by line analysis of this song and how i made the amv i have too many thoughts to put in the tags i am exploding #but in summary REPRESENTATION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPLIQUE. FUCK ME #félix's trauma an open scar leading her to the art room as far as both of them will go to feel right #ALL HE EVER WANTED WAS TO KEEP ADRIEN AND THEN MARINETTE SAFE #it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark huAHUAHHGAG I MTHRWOING UP it's how he doesn't care what she thinks of him #how she sees him whether she hates him he's Chosen her as someone to protect and he will DO IT he will TAKE HER WHEN HE RUNS #i don't care if you beat me i know i have this under control and i'm protecting you and everything is going to be okay EXPLOIDNGNIG #tomorrow is a mile away tomorrow where i find out who you are tomorrow where we have to come apart #this is how it GOES you're the hero i'm the villain adrien is the lover i'm the monster i'm the cousin #marinette and félix and Knowing each other is so #THEY DESERVE SO MANY OTHER DAYS THEY DESERVE TO SLOW DOWN AND BE WITH EACH OTHER AND NOT HAVE TOMORROW PULL EVERYTHING AWAY AND UAHAUHGAUGH #i'm not well about them. félix and freedom and escape #ALSO i have so many feelings about félix cherishing the people he wants to save so much he was willing to do the same thing that led to #his own trauma and use the peacock miraculous TWICE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME #you can read it differently but right now come with me ARE YOU KIDDING ME #also ALSO i often think about how felinette standing in front of réplique is a reference to pv felinette #and me placing that directly before the wish is a nod to how the pv was rewritten into canon miraculous. a meta wish... felinette remains #but also in universe you can wish away the world that once was and you'll still never find another thing quite like félix #and who you were and could have been to each other today... cherish him marinette... please cherish him for me #i hit tag limit on this essay so i'm not tagging the episodes i used in the amv but i used all eight félix episodes as always