#is that really too much to ask

[jayktoralldaylong]

Daily life of a TGCF fan.

Crying yourself to sleep cause there's no one to love you the way Hua Cheng loves Xie Lian.

#tgcf #xie lian #hua cheng #tian guan ci fu #hualian #heaven official's blessing #Why is the world so cruel?! #all i want is someone to love with all of my heart #power #and being #is that really too much to ask #sobs and cries

[lover-of-skellies]

More weird questions I've just thought of, this time pertaining to the Fresh parasite

What is the texture of the parasite like? Is it squishy and slimy, or is it like a shark or sturgeon, in that if you run your hand over it one way, it's smooth, but if you run your hand over it the other way, it's rough?

Is it like an octopus, with being able to squeeze through just about any space? Or are there limitations?

Does the parasite have organs? Other than its one singular eyeball, I mean

Can I squish it, or is it a bit more firm?

Is there any way to deter it and keep it from hijacking people's bodies? I'd use "like salt with slugs/snails" as a comparison, but that's not a deterrent, that just outright kills them

How heavy is the parasite? Can it bounce?

Is it sticky, or does it have little suckers on it to help "climb" flat surfaces?

When it hijacks the body of a human (assuming it goes into the eye socket), what does it do with the eyeball? Does it just pop out the eye and make itself at home, does it eat the eye, or?

I know it doesn't need to breathe, but could it kinda sorta suffocate when placed in a hot enough environment? Is it weak to extreme temperatures?

#fresh sans #underfresh sans #rambles #i have no idea #ignore me while i spew nonsense again #i just wanna study it under a microscope #is that really too much to ask

[extreme-unorthodox-cuddles]

There's something so fascinating about being a pred, and having prey inside me. It's a strange and wonderful sensation.

I just look down and see a small (or big, depending on the size of my prey) protrusion in my belly, and I can place a hand on it and feel something in response, maybe a wriggle, a small impact or even a hand placed back because there is a living person in there.

And there's also the feeling of fullness, not full of food (though granted I do feel that as well) but full of life. My stomach is currently home to a living being. And they feel so happy for it.

The idea of being able to look at someone I care about and see them happy, then a few minutes later look down to see the lump they make in my midsection, vaguely wriggling about as they get comfy, tucked away so close to me and safe from anything and anyone who tried to hurt them. They are safe and I will ensure their safety.

#wow work bringing out the comfy protective mood huh #soft vore #safe vore #extreme cuddling #sfw vore #vore thoughts #vore talk #i want to be able to eat those i care about why must the universe be so cruel #is that really too much to ask

[the-adventures-of-dave]

I think this summer, in addition to building a new catio, I’m gonna try to get the cats out hiking more. This is just a big vent/ramble under the cut.

The last couple years we haven’t been out as much. A part of it is just mental health making it hard to Do Stuff, but also I’m apprehensive about going hiking on my own with the cats. I’m not really concerned about coyotes or bears or elk, but the prevalence of off leash dogs on trails still makes me afraid for my and the cats’ safety. I can do everything right and responsible with my cats and still have someone’s dog chase or attack us— both have happened before and will again if we go out. It’s just frustrating that other people’s irresponsibility and selfishness keeps me from enjoying time outside with my pet. I can only control myself- I can’t control someone’s “””friendly””” dog that is “good” off leash and *only* chases people for 15ft before going back to its owner. It’s not barking and chasing for 50 ft, so it’s fine right?

All that being said, I think I might try to do what I can to better prepare myself and my cats for encounters like that and actually get out again. I can tell Dave misses hiking and being outside, and my mental health has gotten worse staying indoors all the time.

Cat wise I’m gonna try to train the cats’ recall better this spring, and maybe invest in some shorter leashes to keep them closer by on walks. I was also considering getting a hard-shelled cat backpack and seeing if they’d like cycling. Dogs can’t kill them if we’re on a bike…

#this post is brought to you by: depression and the Instagram post I saw today where someone’s cat got mauled #ughhh this is all so frustrating #I USED to like dogs #I WANT to like dogs! #I like the idea of dogs #I like dog photos #I like my like 3 dogblr mutuals who are actually decent dog owners! #however I am now afraid of dogs #bc SOME people think it’s more important to let their dog run around off leash #than to keep other hikers safe and comfortable #I go to leash only trails. I go to no dog trails. I tell people I’m afraid of dogs when they pass by #what more do they want from me 😭😭 #all I want is for your dog to be walking nicely on a leash when it’s in eyesight #is that really too much to ask #i’ll probably delete this later #I’m just having Big Emotions #aughhh

[totheslaydogs]

the way they’re looking at each other oh i’m going to be ill…

[from the bsd anthology chapters]

#knkdz #kunikidazai #this chapter #devastating #i still haven’t recovered #they mean so much to each other #do you see them #are you looking #sobs into my hands #their reunion is long overdue #i miss them #every day i wake up and wish that they could just know the other one is alive #is that really too much to ask #this just in: next chapter is kunikidazai fishing (delusional) #oh this next season is going to devastate my mental health #bsd manga #bsd anime #bsd season five #bsd kunikida #bsd dazai #bsd ships

[everythingsbetterunderthestars]

Drinking tea and reading wolfstar. This is the life I want.

#seriously it soothes my soul #makes me feel so at peace #why does work exist #what is the point #I just want my silly little gay fanfics and nice hot tea #is that really too much to ask #dead gay wizards #marauders #wolfstar

[s4intjimmy]

Ah yes, Stardew Valley: the cozy farming sim where I can finally live out my dream of being universally adored by everyone and have half the population of a town in love with me, only to still live a reclusive life alone in my cabin on my farm on the edge of society. :)

#stardew valley #I wish this was more of a joke than it is #and what if I just wanna be a recluse? #is that really too much to ask

[rat-for-generalhux]

please I just want to live in a silly little galaxy far far away with a silly little ship to go on silly little adventures in with my silly little comfort character

#is that really too much to ask #please #star wars #i love fictional men #general hux #armitage hux #hux #kylo ren #ben solo

[bamababygirl7]

Just want someone to fuck me harder than life does

#is that really too much to ask #mood #bamababygirl7🥰💞 #text post #txt

[sweet-milky-tea705]

I need to have my head cradled in the palms of someone who needs me more than i desperately need them. I think that would fix me tbh.

#vent? #sorry queens its 2am and im listening to hozier #while glorifying the love of an old friend who seriously messed me up #i need to sob into your shoulder while you clutch onto my back like a scared animal #i need to be buried alive in a joint casket. i need to be smeared across a canvas. i need to be the locket resting over your heart #i need your claws to scrape across my face as you wipe my tears #is that really too much to ask #(it is. im insane. sedate me) #sobs

[wastehound-voof]

I shouldn’t have to Google all these acronyms and slang words to understand what people are writing, but here we are.

#just had to look up two acronyms and a slang word for a single sentence #just write it out and use actual words #is that really too much to ask

[set-wingedwarrior]

I know that all these posts about how "you will find love too", and even actually seeing people like me finding it, are supposed to be encouraging and uplifting, proving that I will get that too someday.

I know that they mean well, but it just makes me feel like shit.

All I see in real life is that people like me, that me myself, aren't attractive enough. That I am just bad at feelings, and my personality is weird, and as much as finding someone who might like me is hard, the opposite is just as hard.

I had my first and only relationship when I was 22, we broke up after 2 years (peaceful, we're still bff, we just didn't work out romantically), and I've been alone ever since. I'm 27 now, and all this time I only had one crush that left me brokenhearted, and one friend I sort of liked at first but that I cut off from possibilities when I learned she's poly (it's not out of discrimination, it just that I'm monogamous, it couldn't work and wouldn't be fair to have one of us suffer).

It's incredibly hard for me to find someone I even like, and they never like me back anyway. In general I know only of two people who liked me in my whole life, that including my ex.

And then I see everyone so good at finding new people, a new relationship when the previous one ends. How do they do it? I don't get it.

I don't get it. I just have this longing, and pain in my chest that deep down I know, it just will never go away. That I am not meant to find that love, it doesn't matter how much I desire it, no one will give it to me. No one chooses me.

I'm sorry for the sudden negativity, sometimes a girl just needs to let feelings out of her chest.

#sad thoughts #sad night #negativity #Rant #Vent #Hopefully I tagged anything that anyone would use to filter this stuff #I just want a gf #Someone I feel comfortable with and that I can share things with #Someone to play games and watch shows with while cuddling and holding hands #Stuff like that #is that really too much to ask #The universe seems to think so #I'm tired #Because it doesn't matter how much I can say I give up on this dream #It just keeps hurting

[pirateshavefeelingstoo]

I just want to CUDDLE but my Person lives so fAR AWAY

#is that really too much to ask #is that so much to ask #yearning #and a lil lonely #love #wlw #lesbian #bi yearning #sapphic #wlw yearning #bi romance #lesbian romance #lesbian yearning #sapphic yearning #sapphic romance #bisexual #wlw romance #lgbtq #bi #wlw post #now I’m in my feelings

[honestlydarkprincess]

i just want my brain to work for more than 5 minutes at a time

#is that really too much to ask #jess rambles #text

[actual-changeling]

"what about your tlou fics" they are constantly on my mind and the day i actually sit down and start writing again y'all will be the first to hear about it. unfortunately my brain is currently on strike and trying to kill itself in increasingly creative ways

#alex yells at the void #i am alright but also please make it stop #maybe if i just take all my anti depressants at once i will exorcise it from my body #seeing my psych this week so fingers crossed he will prescribe something that will actually deal with my depression #and not fix something vital but unrelated #pls i just want fucking happiness every once in a while #feeling content #is that really too much to ask

[do-rey-me]

i wish magical moving tattoos were real, then id be able to get the blooming dandelion of my dreams

#my posts #do i already have a dandelion tattoo yes but its only #the seed head version abd id like to have one that went thru the entire life stages #and maybe also looked like it was blowing in the wind #is that really too much to ask