#This system is full bullshit

[overenthusiasticcartoonlover]

So fucking, let me get this correct, useless excuse for a healthcare system USA. I have to pay a fee to a center to get a fucking egd done, that the center won’t take my fucking insurance for, and then I have to pay forty percent of the cost of the egd to my surgeon, because my insurance isn’t required to cover any more than that, if I haven’t reached some magical goddamn deductible. 

Then I also have to pay all of what the anesthesiologist charged! Because insurance wants to fucking whine and scream and throw a fit about the person I didn’t fucking hire and was supplied by said center not being in their special group of people they made a deal with, and that’s completely legal? And there’s no fucking way around this? 

Like, at this point it feels like the people in charge actively want us to fucking suffer, and I wish they could fucking suffer at the hands of the system they created and keep sustaining, but that won’t happen, because they fancy themselves gods and get put above it all, because they get to make the fucking rules.

#I hate the fucking us #I hate us healthcare #I hate us officials #I hate congress the senate all of that fucking bullshit #You fucking allow rich corporate assholes to torture poor people for their amusement #And it makes me more sick than my fucking stomach disease does #Personal Over Rant #I'm so fucking angry about it #This system is full bullshit #US healthcare feels like a fucking scam

[foldingfittedsheets]

So I have an autoimmune thing with my thyroid and I have to take pills to regulate it every day and every day that passes I want to burn the US healthcare system down more than the day before.

#ramblies #like the amount of headaches I have to go through with refills and dosage and pharmacy and insurance and I love my doctor but doctor errors #leading to even more phone calls and bureaucracy just makes me crazy #noticed I was getting low on pills and the pharmacy had filled my old dosage which was a half pill #and now insurance won't pay for more because they think I had a full refill when I didn't #so my doctor and the pharmacy are trying to work around this bullshit #and I'm like I sure love that my immune system will always be doing this to my thyroid but I only get limited refills forever

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[groxglitch]

ALLMIND: Augmented Human c4-621, callsign Raven - another transport slipped by. Kate Markson is growing annoyed with your mistakes.

Ayre: Kate Markson, huh? Raven, let me front.

Raven: What, why?

Ayre: I just wanna talk to it.

Raven: Ayre, I don't think that's such a good-

Ayre, already trying to override the FCS: I just wanna talk to it.

#armored core 6 #armored core vi #shitpost #i basically imagine the two as a full on system #i also imagine ayre is over allmind's flagrant bullshit by the end of the game

[perenlop]

my hope for the pokemon presents that i know will not happen is gates to infinity remake ok bye

#listen i knowwwwwwww explorers is more popular and its got more fans and itd sell well and itd be good to see it in the spotlight #i agree with all that it makes sense. but i cant help but view it as a bowsers inside story remake scenario #where its just like. kinda pointless bc the original is functionally fine #meanwhile my soul hurts when i think about how gti was kinda screwed over by its development and time #it came out during that time all 3ds games felt really janky to play so it feels awkward #and like. just compare the environments in gti compared to psmd #psmd doessss have more diverse environments to be fair but environments that should feel more grand just feel off in gti #like glacier palace doesnt look AWFUL but it hurts to see it compared to the animated version from the commercials #and like. imagine the glow up if it got the dx treatment. if the environments were all fixed and the job system was updated #and we got a larger starter pool and maybe even a postgame. ik they didnt add much to pmd dx #but that game had a fairly beefy postgame and all that while gti has.... pretty much nothing besides dlc #anyways it wont happen bc gti is the most hated pmd game by a fairly wide margin and itd piss ppl off and itd probably get a bullshit $60 #price tag #but like. i want it. i want it ok. i want to see them fix gti and bring out its full potential. i love its story sm #ik theres the demake but theyre also changing the pokemon choices there (which ik they cant help. repository doesnt have timburr and gurdur #but still) so i kinda wanna wait to see when thats done or its got all the assets

[meowww-ffxiv]

Ptolemy: Hm. There's bugs infestation on these blueberry bushes. :/

Liios: Would you like to try my 100% homemade flamethrower with the adapted ultra-refined targeting system from Omega attached that will filter out the bugs from the leaves and only shoot fire at them?

Ptolemy: No.

Liios: Do you think any of your coworkers will let me test it?

Ptolemy: Yes, I do believe that some of them will sell their hard earned scholarly labor in this greenhouse for a smile from the Warrior of Light and also conveniently forget that fire spreads as it burns. So as penance, I hope you are ready for me to tell Krile every single embarrassing story about you in our youth.

Liios: 😒 Botanists. You're no fun.

#liios suvali #ptolemy suvali #it galls ptolemy too because liios does have the capability to develop some extremely USEFUL gadgets #and he DID #he had the technical and practical knowledge to make full fledged miniature environments #he and ptolemy built irrigation systems for thavnairian fruit orchards out in isles surrounded by seawater that still got trees to grow #but liios's hobby was Make Things That Go Boom #in hindsight ptolemy shouldve known his brother was up to some bullshit when liios spent 12mil in ishgard #to buy up all the now-obsolute dragonkiller harpoon guns and other items of note

[steakout-05]

eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P

additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly

#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it #and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website #as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people- #-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were- #-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered #also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it #this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone- #-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious #i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :( #i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles #it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on- #-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help. #unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that- #-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also- #-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes- #-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything'' #and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think- #-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me'' #and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point #be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying #and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child. #be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo #if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows- #-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like #trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you #social anxiety #anxiety disorder #i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11- #-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me #anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y

[exercise-of-trust]

God grant me the serenity to ignore the stupid-ass theory by the person explicitly saying they don't want a debate, the courage to ignore the stupid-ass theory by the person explicitly saying they don't want a debate, and the wisdom to ignore the stupid-ass theory by the person explicitly saying they don't want a debate. amen.

#this is about fandom bullshit not anything serious btw. but holy FUCK what a cold-ass take #i am vibrating in place from the strain of not pulling out the of beleriand and its realms map and slamming it full force into the reblogs #ahhhh whatever. btw if you're feeling nosy this is an invitation to dm me so i can get it out of my system w/o being rude in public

[caddeter]

A Public Service Announcement For the Entire RWBY Fandom

Or, at least: @asmallermorehonestsoul​

despite tagging it as #anti rwde

That still shows up in the tag because it contains ‘rvvde’ as its own word.  This is why I find posts tagged #Bioshock Infinite if I look up #Bioshock.  We’ve had this conversation with KKKoB and his ‘rvvde bullshit’ tag.

By this logic, you can’t complain about anything we have to say because we very clearly tag all our posts to let you know that it isn’t for you.  You also can’t complain about the fact that this post is tagged #anti rwby.  You don’t get to wave a flag in a park and then complain when people notice you.

Furthermore, that doesn’t matter.  The tags of a post are not the first thing someone browsing tumblr will look at.

And it is very hard to look through RWBY content without seeing them

If we are expected to ignore it when your posts wind up in our tag, why are you allowed to complain when our posts end up in your tag?  Especially when our tag is specifically meant to be blacklisted:

The first thing you want to do is click on the little person icon in the top-right corner and go to your setting.

After that, you scroll down to ‘Content You See’ and select the pencil next to ‘Filter Tags.’

Then, add the tag you want to filter out, in this case, ‘RWDE.’

There, done.  That should stop our posts from popping up whenever you search for things like RWBY.  I have tested this multiple times, it fucking works.* I tested this with the main tag, and I legit couldn’t look it up!

Now, true, we can easily do this with with your tags to remove them from our feed.  But that’s not the point.  We made this tag so that you could remove our complaints and criticisms of the show from your feed.  Not so you could have an easier time complaining about us.  You complain about how dark it is with a candle in one hand and a match in the other.

If expecting you to blacklist a tag is too much, why do you expect it of us?

Furthermore, if you expect us to curate our tags for your browsing conveniences, then please, do tell me:  What exactly do you want us to do?  Stop tagging our posts with RWBY?  Most of us already do that.

And as for ‘using our disabilities as a shield,’ I’ll let @dowhatteverer​ explain why that’s bunk.

*This does not work if you specifically go to blogs who are known to post content into the tags you have blacklisted, which I know for a fact the anti-criticism crowd does.

#anti rwby #anti fndm #this tag was specifically made for you to blacklist it #you constantly yell at us to keep out of your house #as you barge into ours #also #it's not like you find that many negative posts in the main tag anyway #i've checked #i've also purposefully tagged some of my negative posts as rwby #do you know what happened? #NOTHING #i need to block people at least once a month to keep all this anti-criticism bullshit out of my feed #also also #another anon respectfully informed you of the problem with the tagging system already #and you dismissed everything they said in a condescending manor #this is like complaining about how a gay bar is full of gay people

[tariah23]

Oh brother

#I hate stupid bitches so much bro #this video was made in relation to the brick assault on that woman and this bitch here is comparing the value of women to dirt/rocks on the #road to diamonds in a jewelry store basically saying that some women aren’t worth being protected #and that it’s ridiculous to be angry at BM for not risking their lives for BW etc etc #bro what #she kept on talking about how she listens to her bothers and father about not going getting into situations with men and I’m like #I guess she just feels comfortable saying all of this bullshit because she feels like she has that protective system but not all women don’t #even their own families are their abusers most of the time what the fuck is she even talking about #‘you wouldn’t be in this situation anyway if you would just listen to men-‘ #girl fucking bye #I don’t expect a lot from this specific lane of bw at all these are some fucking birds #it’s always sad to see other BW run to the rescue of abusive BM while shaming other BW who’ve been abused by these pieces of doo doo #it’s awful like we will never be free #the only ppl agreeing with this clown were ding ding ding of course BM of course #rambling #this video will make your brain turn to slush it isn’t even worth watching #just spreading harmful rhetoric while absolving BM of their violence against BW as per usual #she opens up the video by saying that protection comes with a little bit of sacrifice so that should tell you all that you’ll need to know #about this idiot #the internalized self-hatred of a BW in full bloom right here bro #fucking sad

[arielmagicesi]

hey, do you want to lose money AND your will to live all for the opportunity to make very little money doing a job that everyone warns you will sap you of your will to live? try applying for teacher certification oh my GOD

#i feel like the world's rudest idiot because i finally went full 'i want to speak to your manager' on the njedcert people #because i had no other options!!!!! #and after a while of trying i got a phone call from an extremely nice woman (apparently the only reasonable person who works there) #who was so helpful and nice and finally told me all the information i should have been given 3 months ago #i guess if i wasn't dealing with [redacted family emergency things] #and if i had a degree in the NJEdCert Portal from Bureaucratic Bullshit University #then all of this would have been sooo obvious and i wouldn't have needed to call and email everybody on earth #begging them to explain things to me #but like. it is weird how confusing it is! it is weird how much effort i had to put in! #i'm a young millennial! i should not have had this much trouble navigating this online portal or whatever the fuck! #THERE IS A TEACHER SHORTAGE. THIS SHOULDN'T REQUIRE THE TWELVE LABORS OF HERCULES TO FIGURE OUT #aaaaahhhhh it's fine it's FINE!!! it's fine #i spent so much money and screamed a lot. not at the people working there. just during my nightmares #but it's fine. i can finally get the certification to do the unpaid student teaching so i can maybe later get a different certification #to do the paid teaching. which i'm sure will pay so so great #and so equivalent to the effort i put in and the way i'll be treated at that job #the new jersey education system is lucky that teaching is my 1 passion and that i'm really good at it and that i love it #because otherwise i would've given up and become the joker by now #written by me

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#fucking. god dammit. i hype myself up like: fuck it i dont want a uk phd #and then i fucking pre interview. which was a full on fucking hour long interview and im reminded how #fucking cool the project is. like hhhhh why cant u b in the us???? #they can only pick one candidate. and like oh yea we could send u to the arctic or southern ocean #fuck u thats so cool hhhhhh ugh. im hoping when i visit [redacted] school i fall in love so completely that i can say no #but ugh its so so cool. and i feel like they were impressed with me. like i feel the interview went well #and one guy was like: even if u dont end up here youll have a stellar research career. and im like 😭 #like i kno im not a perfect fit for the project but like im. i think my brain is good at some things so i could contribute things #ugh now im all shaky a sweaty. and after i visit the other school i have to immediately let the uk school kno if i wanna comit to them #then i could maybe visit the lab. tho idk when id have the time to fucking fly to the uk #uuuuuugh school bullshit. so stressful. but im glad they think what ive done is cool #like i feel so dumb all the time bc the trauma of being dyslexic in the american public school system that as soon as someone says im smart #or impressive im like 😭😭😭 #also they asked how i feel abt writing papers and i was like: convention is bullshit and i dont think thats what the guy was expecting lmao #its true tho. fuck convention. challenge convention. be open to new ideas. otherwise whats the point #sigh. well i felt awful this morning. i mean. its only like 9.30 now but i feel a bit better now #since my last interview was a disaster i feel way better abt my interviewing skills now. which is good bc i have 2 more looming #unrelated

[badolmen]

Look, centrism is shitty especially in the current political climate etc etc but sometimes both sides are at two extremes so insane you end up feeling like the whack job for suggesting moderation.

#ra speaks #personal #this is obv a nuanced argument irl but I’ve seen posts with the effective sentiment of #something along the lines of #lollipops are soo problematic don’t you know slaves probably harvested that sugar you’re basically evil for eating one #but the other side is just as insane like #how DARE you! lollipops are the FOUNDATION OF THE FABRIC OF SOCIETY and if some kids die harvesting the sugar it’s a small price to pay #like ???? BOTH OF YOU ARE INSANE GO TO HELL. LOLLIPOPS ARE FINE. WE SHOULD TRY TO DESTROY THE SYSTEMS OF HARM IN THEIR PRODUCTION. #I rarely block people but I unfollow so quickly the second I see reactionary self righteous bullshit I have so little tolerance #some things DONT have nuance and are a case of murder all dogs and hey that’s fucked up full stop #but some things DO have nuance and attacking their issues as though it’s either the best or worst of society is just so immature

[mechawolfie]

i get a therapist (HELL YEAH AWESOME, THIS IS GOOD !)

she tells me to apologize to my mom (HORRIBLE, I AM CONSIDERING MURDER)

#smudgy.txt #.vent #at first i was like yknow what that sounds like a reasonable adult thing to do ! ill do it! :] #then once the call was over i suddenly remembered 1) the details of what happened 2) my mom isnt a reasonable adult #& will most likely not take it in a way that wont trigger me more #i fucking hate when ppls first thought is to believe that the parents are in the right when their kid talks abt some shit that happened #when they dont know the full fucking story #& now im worry if i Try to explain more she either wont believe me #or say i'm too much for her to handle & drop me #& now im spiraling again #& i want to spend the weekend trying to get out of it but that won't be possible bc The World Does Not Stop #so i'm just going to have to deal w this shit all over again #how do i explain to these fuckers that i am a danger to myself BECAUSE of my family & i dont need to Be A Better Child #i need to get the fuck out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i need support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #the only person who seems to understand this is my pcp but she cant do anything abt it bc the system is bullshit + its just not her job #& my sister is offering to help me but im terrified it'll cause even more drama in this family #bc my parents are incapable of handling anything like adults #i feel like im being torn apart in a million directions. i want to rest

[binders-and-beanies]

Idk why people get sooo mad when a word applies to something they think it doesn’t. Like. I’m diagnosed as being mildly intellectually disabled (because I am severely dyspraxic), it is medically and legally in black and white and there is Thorough ass paperwork that goes into detail as to how. (I won’t get too specific here but I’m categorized as “severely impaired” in the areas of motor speed and coordination, rapid mental flexibility, and spatial perception and orientation.)

Quantitatively and qualitatively doctors have tested and retested to figure out that objectively i fit the criteria, and therefore am officially categorized as such. That’s not a political statement or something I *want* to be true or false, it’s just fact. Not as in my ✨lived experience✨ but as in science. There’s not a secret other definition that doesn’t apply to me, just because an acquaintance is uncomfortable with it for whatever reason. You don’t know more about intellectual disability than neurologists do just because you have a tumblr account

#was reading abt the problems w IQ for school and remembered when I got diagnosed and everyone was like BUT YOUR IQ #first of all my IQ is also in the mildly intellectually disabled range but also that’s irrelevant bc IQ is bullshit #people love to double down about this and for WHAT what threatens you about my diagnosis #if you don’t know Anything abt the systems intellectually disabled ppl interact w you don’t get to act like an authority #people think they know the MOST and then the most basic aspects of me being categorized this way are like. breaking news to them #if ur the expert on me and my condition why is everything abt it such a shocker #i just. dunno what it is abt this term that bothers people so much #is it that it sounds too severe to apply to me? have u just only heard it applied to a few things so new info is hard to adjust to? #is it bc the one time you’ve heard of (mild) dyspraxia it was talked abt in different words? (which don’t have to contradict) #I just. genuinely don’t understand why this is an argument ppl want to win lol #it’s not even an argument bc it’s not even My viewpoint it’s just true #i shouldnt have to pull out my 10 page document full of numbers u won’t understand just bc You decided several doctors used a word wrong #and like. idk why it irks me so much bc it’s not smth i view as positive or negative to me. it just is #it’s not like for example when ppl tell me I’m not bi and ur denying smth I feel proud of #if u disagree about what medical terminology applies to me it’s not like I’m attached to the words themselves bc they’re just. true #i think it has more to do w ppl like. openly knowing nothing abt certain kinds of disabilities n still thinking they know more .. #.. than the ppl who have them or their doctors. like do u think ppl with these disabilities can’t be trusted or can’t understand #bc that’s. how you say. ableist #mine #txt #dyspraxia

[magnoliamyrrh]

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#and my hands hurt so damn bad #the middle finger on my right hand is. not sliding back in the socket. and ive tried everything. i cant put any #pressure on it reallt without feeling like its going to snap out of the joint. and the rest of my fingers hurt rly bad too and my wrist #my left hand is fucked too but not as bad #i hate this #i think all the lack of sleep and psychosocial stress and idk trauma bullshit again and. oops i did relapse into #bulimia there for like a week. its just fucked up my entire body and nervous system again #j havent been in this much full body pain in awhile #i think i need to get back on meds :/ not fond of bejng on two meds at once or any frankly but. #i need to calm down my nervous system before this shit just keeps getting worse and worse. again

[saintedbythestorm]

Love reading my medical journal and seeing all the lies in there ❤️

#no miss dentist you did not ask me any of those health questions nor did you give me any advice what so ever wtf is this #the best one is the doctor that was supposed to do a bloodtest for another doctor but somehow couldn't keep my story straight for the life #of her #somehow a school worker had asked for that bloodtest... riiiight that sounds totally correct. 🙄 #and without even having my full list of symptoms or any real consulting with me slapped a diagnosis on me anyway. #or the suspiciously missing years of trying to figure out my period pains... you know the endometriosis?? #no sign of all the pills they tested on me and didn't tell me the risks of. mhm wonder why those are missing... #one of them had a high risk of heart disease so that's fun. made huge news back in the day. shit didn't even help me. #but i can see medical records from ages ago and dentist stuff from 2003... k.. #i hate the medical system so fucking much 🙃 honestly the trust is so fucking low I'm highfiving satan at this point. #ranting in the tags cause this bitch be feeling defeated rn ok. #and i have to deal with these bitches again for a medicine renewal... #soon I'll just deal with the 2 hour trip to the big hospital instead... at least they've always been good when I've been there. #i mean... they be the ones who figured out my endometriosis in 15 minutes ffs. #and who helped me - no bullshit - when renewing or changing doses etc. #rant #ryder speaking