#Which I didn't even realise I did it

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT. #i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe? #which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.” #“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.” #and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

[arklay]

RESIDENT EVIL → DR. DIANA WESKER

"This is how a girl becomes holy: first she becomes empty." — Brynne Rebele-Henry, Prelude

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#mine. #oc: diana #tw: snakes #hi hii hello i'm alive and i bring gifts!! click for better quality as always ♡ #so. it's still jan 15 (my hc birthday for wesker based on natal chart i did for him) somewhere in the world so diana gets an edit instead of #him. peace and love on planet earth lmao he gets a lil square but she's my beloved my gal... i was wondering if i should just leave this for #next month as you can see by that date on there for her lil creation anniversary but hehe anyhow i saw emily do this a bit ago with meshing #these two templates together and went omg i wanna do that i wanna but then i took this break and had some more shit happen so hiii #also i'm very behind on notifs i promise i'll get to them i've just been aughgh and haven't even scrolled or anything like i just queued #posts in my tracked tag this morning and oh man i didn't realise i was gone for so long huh... but anyways rambling as always but miss diana #my beloved the loml!!! sorry i use those two pictures for her all the time but also it's really hard to find hd ones of her fc in like the #era i see for her and the hair i like... like a lot of her pictures she has straight and like shoulder length hair and i'm like mmm that's #not it... but whatever. also cause i can't be bothered looking for nice pretty quotes and there's already one in there have that post #which multiple people sent to me a bit ago akdsjkjd oopsies

[dykegirlie]

you've heard of depression naps. let me present: Dissociation Naps

#cat meows #dissociation + mania combo feels so weird. i didn't realise i was fucked #because usually it makes me sleepy and out of it #gonna try for my ol reliable dissociation nap anyway because i feel. dizzy. and weird. #which should've been a red flag in hindsight before i even got to a point of like #suddenly not knowing where i was #i'm verrry quiet about having DID most of the time but man. #it really really does mess up my life in a lot of ways

[thedreadvampy]

hey fun thing. fun thing I'm experiencing lately. is that the case which every terf journo in the fucking UK is freaking themselves about FINALLY being able to put on the front page - trans woman convicted of rape sent to women's prison - is uhhhhhhhh. really close to home? emotionally? for me? and it's on every fucking newsstand????

(obviously transparent as fuck every time that everyone's suddenly so concerned about the wellbeing of women in prison when all the same publications are usually in the CRIMINAL SCUM PRISONS ARE TOO SOFT TRAIN but OKAY. OKAY. since you suddenly care so much about female prisoners shall we uhhhhh idk address the rate of sexual assaults by guards? police? other cisgender prisoners? maybe rethink the whole 'prison' thing as a whole? oh this is just about how you think trans women are scary again? cool. cool cool cool.)

#red said #the commonality. not to overshare. is that i was raped in 2013 by someone who then went to court in 2015-16 following another incident #and that was a wake-up call for her about her increasingly bad drug and alcohol use and blackouts (which was what happened in both cases) #and so she started self examining on that and partway through the case she realised she was trans #and the thing is i know this bc despite what she did we were still friends by the time it went to court #i was a supporting witness because my experience was used as evidence that it was a pattern of out of control behaviour #anyway it dragged on for a while. even longer bc she was a us national in the us military so the civil case was dropped but #there was also a military investigation #which i didn't have to provide evidence for in the end but i was on the hook not knowing if i would need to for like. another 2 years. #anyway the transition aside there's a lot else about this case which resonates with my experience during that time??? #and it sucked a lot going through that case and i would prefer not to have to think about it every time i pop to the fucking supermarket??? #(also this is gonna sound bad but the thing i resent most about that whole affair was that during the case and her early transition #she leant on me for support a LOT? so i was doing all this trauma reliving and giving witness statements but also before and after that #she called me almost every day to talk about the toll it was taking on her. and i was like. i think you're right to talk about this #and i think you need support right now #but i also think. it's fucking wild that you think I'm the person to offer that when i just told you you assaulted me in a drunken blackout #like. my big Sick Trauma Feeling memories from that time are a) court and b) Oh No My Phone Is Ringing Again #anyway. this is a big trauma dump that may be misinterpreted which is why i don't talk about the case that much? #but this is part of why i hate terfs so much. the insistence on treating an individual's shit behaviour as condemnation of All Trans People #makes it Really Fucking Hard for those of us who've experienced individual shitty behaviour from a trans person #but recognise that that's just a statistical probability based on how many people do shitty things in the population at large #to talk about harm we've experienced without being coopted to a genocidal narrative

[avatarofwar]

i saw you talk about wolf a few times from sekiro and was wondering if you'd want to share more of your thoughts on him or sekiro as a whole, the game really interests me compared to other dark souls games so i wanted to ask

sorry for the late reply but oh boy do I have thoughts abt wolf. trying not to spoil the game, so I'm gonna refrain from talking about the story. might go into just restating known things about the game, but I'd much rather play it safe and not spoil the story

before going to that. the game is very much different from dark souls (setting wise, while taking place in a fictional country it is in a historical setting. I cannot comment on the setting properly bc I don't know much about the time period, however), most notably in the combat (primarily shifting from a dodge-centric playstyle to a parry-centric playstyle (significantly easier than dark souls/elden ring parrying, however), with dodges having significantly shorter i-frames and being very unreliable for dodging attacks). it's very different but something I really enjoy, even if I'm not as good as I am at typical soulsborne combat. it's really fun when you get the hang of it, and while I might not be The Best at it (which is mostly bc of how different it is from soulsborne games, so ofc I'm not as good at is as I am at the other fromsoft games I've played), it's something I can still enjoy

a huge thing about sekiro is the difference in how the story is told. in soulsborne games the story is something you have to figure out; progressing through the main path doesn't give you enough to piece everything together if you don't read any lore. with sekiro, however, the story is significantly more obvious, on account of the playable character having unique ties to the world and its characters, rather than going the soulsborne route of being one of many people (wording hard, but the chosen undead for example is no one special, just one of many undead trying to link the flame). it's a very different method of storytelling, but is still something really good. for as much as I adore having to actively hunt down lore and story in soulsborne games, it's also great experiencing story through natural game progression

wolf is also canonically disabled (loses his left arm at the start of the game) and has a really fucking cool prosthetic that is a whole part of the combat system (even though I personally keep forgetting to use it). so good for him. he deserves a prosthetic that can have deadly weaponry attached to it. like a mini-flamethrower. he deserves a mini-flamethrower, as a treat.

putting the wolf thoughts beneath a read more because this is getting long and I might spoil some stuff (mostly relationship with another character, I'll try to refrain from story spoilers. also spoilers in general, but there might be some), and he has definitely become a blorbo (additionally, content warning for abuse)

first of all. wolf makes me want to throw myself off a cliff and I mean this in the most positive way ever. he is great and I love him but man he needs so much fucking therapy and he doesn't even realise it (therapy probably doesn't exist in that time period, but besides the point). he is very much traumatised and has been heavily shaped by it and doesn't even know it.

prior to the events of the game (I forgot how long ago it was) he was orphaned by war and got taken in by owl, a shinobi and also a piece of fucking garbage. owl raises wolf to be a shinobi under the iron code, with the number one rule being loyalty to his father (owl), with his master (kuro, the divine heir) a close second (and also to give his life for his master if necessary. which is also a whole other thing to get into).

owl is very explicitly abusive. he raises wolf as a tool rather than a person, and that upbringing severely affects wolf as a character - he is an incredibly capable shinobi, but lacks any skills other than that; he does not know how to be a proper person, he is a loyal wolf, but he does not know how to be anything other than that. hell, without spoiling too much about the context, there is a cutscene in which owl actively attempts to guilt trip wolf, going as far as using fake tears (saying anything specific is very spoilery. this isn't even the only horrid thing he's done, but I'm trying to refrain from too many spoilers).

wolf canonically does not value himself without anyone to serve (we see this at the beginning of the game, as events prior to the start of the game not yet known about leads him to believe he has no one to serve, and thus no purpose, so he isolates himself from the world in a well for 3 years). while he does have compassion for others (most notable example being concern over victims of dragonrot), he starts off the game driven primarily by duty. he is loyal to a fault, willing to do anything for kuro, but also valuing his service to kuro more than himself (cannot remember the exact wording, but when kuro expresses concern for how many times wolf has died for him, wolf states that it does not matter as it was in service to him).

there's also the fact that wolf canonically eats uncooked rice and genuinely doesn't know - as a fully grown adult - you are supposed to cook it, which is... genuinely something awful if you truly think about it and what more it implies about his upbringing especially considering it's one of the most basic things you could learn how to make (just... says a lot about owl if you seriously think about it).

he is a loyal wolf, but he doesn't know how to be more than that. he doesn't know how to just... exist for himself, to be his own person separate of his duty and he doesn't even recognise just how fucked up it is, because how could he, when he was shaped into this as a child, when his own father wanted him to be nothing more than a tool to use.

I could say a lot more about his relationships with other characters (that are actually good people) and how it just. makes me lose my mind, but this post is almost 1k words. so, simply put, kuro genuinely caring about him makes me so fucking emotional, especially bc of owl; his father might be horrible and an abuser, he might not know how to be more than he was raised, but at the very least he can serve someone who actively cares about him and his wellbeing.

#THERE IS SO MUCH TO DISSECT ABT HIS CHARACTER AND HOW HEAVILY IT WAS AFFECTED BY HIS UPBRINGING #I've seen a handful of people call him boring bc he doesn't say much and isn't that expressive emotionally and none of them are valid #I'm gonna explode those people with my mind powers. he isn't boring you just don't understand how to analyse characters #I need need need to get this man to some fucking therapy he so desperately needs it and doesn't even know it #if there ever was a fromsoft character most in need of therapy poll he would sweep and if he didn't I'd explode people with my mind powers #also I realise now a lot of my thoughts abt the game are just. restating known parts abt the game. I apologise for not being more specific #if you wanted to know my thoughts abt the story specifically. oops. I AM sorry but I do want to play it safe #I also do really appreciate how it was like. the (or at least one of?) first game in this time period made by a japanese company #which is part of why there are some things I do not know how to comment on bc I am very much a white canadian #also has a small poison swamp location. might be a plus for some people. I personally don't mind most poison swamps too much though #and ngl I kinda miss the iconic large poison swamp you have to traverse. it could be really fun being able to grapple #did I mention his prosthetic has a fucking grapple built in? well it does and it's really fun for movement.

[covertblizzard]

hold on... jason was rose’s ex canonically... which means that damian hanging out with rose and connor is him hanging out with his older brother jason’s ex and an arrowfam member of jason’s age... like jason was hanging out with his older brother dick’s ex (kori) and an arrowfam member of dick’s age (roy)...

#jason todd #rose wilson #damian wayne #connor hawke #dick grayson #koriand'r #roy harper #mypost #dc thoughts #okay this is probably not a new revelation but i just realised it okay #and also i know rhato sucks and i hate it too but i JUST realised the parallels #it's GOTTA be intentional?? right????? #the dick-tim connection is the speedster-wonder-bat-arrow stuff and the jason-damian connection is the brother's ex-arrow stuff #(yes i'm counting cissie) #i actually only realised the rose-kori connection and realised the roy-connor connection while i was typing this #screaming #at least rose didn't get the kori treatment i guess T.T #both of these arcs being considered HORRIBLE like dc please listen just a little bit or something ugh #(tbf i think jason-kori and damian-rose teamup are not inherently terrible i just think dc did it terribly which is even more ugh)

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

is it just the cogs of my brain whirring wildly or was bedelia kinda sorta in love with hannibal too?

#raj shitposting #i mean there must be a more concrete reason than just purely the fact that she got to live with hannibal that will hates her so much right? #idk sometimes it seems like she deliberately does what hannibal tells her to and deliberately lies to save him some amount of trouble. #her accompanying him rather than just killing him on the spot in antipasto is tantamount to her being acquiescent. #or as she put it for will... cooperative. her choosing to spare him in that moment was not wisdom it was foolishness. #and we've only seen two people being that foolish besides her. alana and will. jack was ignorant for a long time but he came to his senses. #and to be honest alana only got the threat of death because she dared to take away hannibal's dignity. ONLY because she was rude to him. #she really didn't have to “obfuscate” for him. she could have simply told jack that hannibal was fucked up when he asked her the first time #i think i realised that bedelia probably had some latent feelings about hannibal when will asked her why she lied for hannibal so much. #it was because of will that i realised that she perhaps along the way lost a “professional” perspective towards her relationship with him. #they were obviously friends before that but when she corrected hannibal once by telling him that they were not friends but colleagues... #my brain had already started working up on that she was trying not to fall for him and maybe that was the only way she thought she wouldn't #but she did anyway. and maybe that's the reason why will hates her. i mean he would know if she were in love with hannibal right? #it sometimes does feel like she wants to save him. she was kinda salty that will let hannibal surrender like that in their sessions. #i mean she was probably jealous of will which was why she was such an asshole to him. i don't find any other reason for her to act that way #i mean she is a psychiatrist you wouldn't expect her to lose her shit like that at someone. but she does. that too at will. like- #-it's too much of a coincidence to let it go. she could have ratted hannibal out any time but she doesn't. even though she had leverage. #i'm thinking too much about this man... sighs anyway #bedelia du maurier #miss will graham #hannibal #hannigram

[joyridingmp3]

boss just sat me down and basically asked what's wrong with me again

#i went home sick last friday and i guess someone said i did something wrong at work #when im 99% sure i didn't?? #anyway. they also think I've been quieter lately #i feel bad. im mad because of the whole situation with my shitty coworker #but my boss slipped up and said 'we're friends - well. sorry. we're not /friends/ I'm your boss but -' #so clearly he views me as a friend but is trying to set professional boundaries #I just feel guilty #i don't even know why this is getting to me so much #i guess it feels like someone just listed off all of the things I'm doing wrong and pointed them out to me #and that paired with the fact that I was caught off guard by it #i hate being caught off guard #idk #anyway the apartment cat came over to hang out for a bit but she was distant #so the perceived rejection really hit me #i swear to god i don't realise how insane i am til i write all this out #anyway. i don't have any drugs left other than some random opioids #which is basically russian roulette #in terms of dosage because they're all wildly different #so I'll probably stay sober tonight #which is for the best :/ #if I want to wake up on time to work tomorrow #it's not even anything. im mostly just trying to avoid my creepy shitty coworker #but i can't say that! so i guess everyone just thinks i hate them noe #now* #and they probably all secretly hate me #since he said that a few people have mentioned that I've been quieter lately #so I'm not even doing a good job putting up my ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ facade #which is like. my only skill and asset #anyway. time to think about dying and never eat again ig #mine

[doctorbrown]

God the scene from BTTF1 in the square right as and after they hug just gives me so many emotions. Marty's thanks when he knows he wants to say so much more because, god, what if this is the last time he ever sees Doc alive again? Doc's initial awkwardness with the hug before he gets a little more comfortable with it because that's probably the first time anyone's ever done that to him like that and he's only had a week with this Future Boy and his life's been turned completely around and Doc's full of emotions at the time too but in the moment, he's hopeful because we're sending Marty back to the future, this is going to work. Meanwhile he's probably attributing that shine to Marty's eyes (because he looks like he's ready to cry when he says thanks) to nerves, unaware in the moment of his future fate.

And just the look on Doc's face when he says Don't worry! and the way the music starts in the background and he's so sure that this is going to work. It's that simple: hit the wire at precisely 88mph the instant the lightning strikes the clocktower. The way he says everything will be fine! like that's going to be that, like Marty's going to be back in the future, Doc won't be left lying dead in the mall parking lot, like there's nothing to worry about.

But oh, there is.

And MAYBE when it could've been fine, Doc goes and finds the letter that Marty slipped into his pocket and that all comes crashing down.

I JUST. emotions.

#like i've talked before about doc seeing the photo and marty talking about how his dad laid out biff and he never did that before #and yet the timeline restored itself and things are still on track and that moment made him realise some things #which is what led to his eventual retrieval and restoration of the note marty wrote for him because - what the hell! - if the kid #nearly wiped himself from existence and yet fixed it and the timeline didn't completely unravel then he can look at this note #and if it was THAT important to marty at the time even - well he owed himself and the kid that much didn't he? #this whole mess was his fault anyway right? #i have so many things to say about these films always tbh #&; there's something about that one 「 ooc 」

[ssaalexblake]

doctor x master is in the same category as spirk in that it will never be properly canonised bc the gays are too weird about it (i am saying this as one of those people lol) and i guess s/o to moffat's bucket loads of biphobia that led to them twissy kisses i guess

#dw shit #dmsh #when the biphobe Accidentally canonises the bi thing bc he's too shitty to ever consider it as something that Counts #s/o to fandom for being More biphobic after he did it??? like y'all realise the reason #he got away with that is bc a whole bunch of ppl didn't think it counted as anything #which is. you know. shitty. and you then going on to be biphobic is just. icing on a shitcake. #anyway i always think of the ppl who pitched a hissy fit over chibs making the doctor and master m/f so they could #kiss and it not be gay #bc A) oof and B) what show were YOU watching where you thought the feral racoons would actually kiss each other #i am deep in the ship koolaid and even i never thought they'd make out lol #casual reminder that you Can discuss optics without being shitty like that's a whole thing that u can do

[roombagreyjoy]

I fucking hate it when a person turns out to have, in fact, zero understanding of a piece of media I initially assumed they were sensible enough to comprehend. Now my respect for your media literacy and capacity for critical thinking is gone. In less than five minutes. Poof! Just like that. Even more disappointing because it's supposed to be a colleague... like... come on man, you had one job. How do you fuck up so badly...

#i mean i was already on the fence about them because of previous comments they'd made that made me believe that they. in fact. did not #really analyse media properly/didn't even know how #but now i have definite proof this person has ZERO awareness and literacy #man... you want to go into ACADEMIA #what's more! you've given presentations on this particular piece of media! what the actual fuck #in conclusion: i have lost ALL respect i had for them as a fellow academic and colleague and will not be asking them to join any projects #besides the one they are a part of already. which honestly i don't even want to continue anymore because it's a fucking mess #and the reason it's a mess is partly their fault too so like... where does that leave us #i mean they're a friend but i am NOT trusting them with these things anymore #which is disappointing because i did take them for a sensible and intelligent person. which they are not #hhh i feel the need to clarify i do appreciate them as a friend and i enjoy their company but now i know. they are not wise at all #which is not a thing that's needed in a friend! not everyone can be intelligent and trustworthy and stuff #but come on man i respected you... i even almost admired you... and all that is gone. poof #that's so sad asdfghjkl guess it's my fault for putting too much expectations on them but still... #the thing is: they are SO confident in their skills in this particular area. which of course lead me (and everyone else) to believe they are #in fact. capable! WHICH THEY ARE NOT #meaning that confidence was totally baseless and unfounded. which is a thing a friend surreptitiously tried to warn me about #but the friend who tried to warn me was too vague about it for me to realise until now #so now i'm mentally kicking myself for not listening. fuck me man #i'm not even angry at this point? i mean i was at first because what they said was OUTRAGEOUS and i was like... ok you are NOT going to be #part of this project. like i was on the line but now i'm definitely against it for sure #now i'm just like. disappointed in myself asdfghjkl that fucking sucks i have to rearrange so many things now #i don't want to work... my motivation is gone for today what a fucking nuisance... #anyway. i'll take a break and find some motivation somewhere else lmao #personal

[arklay]

Your anger and sadness are so fucking justified. Stealing someone's oc is ridiculous. There's NO need to do that! You don't even need that much creativity to make your own, and if you're really stuck (like I get sometimes) just look towards canon characters or blogs dedicated to help building ocs. What's worse is tumblr's blocking system because, unless you block them on anon, it simply blocks their blog. They can log out and still view your blog! God I'm so sorry that this happened.

thank you 😭😭 i'm like so just horrifically angry right now that idk if i'm overreacting or if i was seeing things that weren't there, but no, the more i look and the more i match up the timeline of posts, it becomes extremely apparent to me that their oc is a copy of diana, and that really really hurts. and yes, i've cried a lot about it, because i talk about her so often and how much she means to me and how much just creative energy she gave me this year and the fact that i even write consistently now, so it hurts. i put a lot into her, so it's just really unfair, and like you said, blocking people on here is like hardly even effective

#asks. #anonymous #thank you for like validating my anger because i often feel a lot of guilt with my reactions and um idk like i feel like i am not allowed #to get angry in the first place because of like imposter syndrome and all that nonsense. but i just kept seeing things from that oc's story #and not just backstory but little facts or what were throw away comments and it just... everything. i could connect to diana. and the #colour scheme is similar too and the heights and the timeline and the little things about like ex-husband. working at nest. close to the #birkins. saw al as an annoyance at the start lmao like there's so much i could connect. and now seeing that their oc also injected themself #with a virus on a whim which i've talked about many times with diana doing and that he got very overprotective and worried afterwards with #it. like. all these things in isolation. fine. whatever. but when they all add up... it's ridiculous. like i'm just so hurt because i #constantly talk about how special diana is to me and how special they both are to me and i don't know what to do because i don't feel the #need to reach out and like accuse directly but it's like. they get away with that. and my ideas. and my character who has been around since #feb. i made her on valentine's day. i'm not even joking. so. i didn't post about her until early march. well i did but that's the earliest #in her tags because i delete posts a lot. went and looked at my oc blog and no there are still things from feb. but on here the earliest is #march. i'm just not doing great with it all i suppose. especially because i had something happen last week that made me really upset and i #was just getting back into like okay i'll post on here more often. and then i notice this and idk i'm rambling but i just feel really sick #like the realisation sunk in and i felt sick to my stomach so it hurts #but um thank you for saying all of this like it does mean a lot to me to know that my reaction is justified so thank you

[hephaestuscrew]

Wooden Overcoats Finale Liveshow Screenshots Part 1

Part 2 // Part 3

Chapman’s dream

Rudyard being happy about Chapman leaving

Rudyard telling Chapman that him leaving means the Funns have won

Georgie: We probably will miss Eric in some ways.

Georgie: You’re my mates, and that’s brilliant.

After Rudyard admits that Georgie is his mate too:

After Antigone calls Chapman Eric

Chapman: [about Critchley] Within 24 hours, he was dead. 

Antigone:  It’s rather too late, wouldn’t you say?

#wooden overcoats #I have a few more I'll probably share but I need to go to bed so I'll do those tomorrow #I only realised this evening that my ability to watch the liveshow was about to expire #Got there in the nick of time #I spent at least 3.5 hours rewatching a 90 minute show because I had to get screenshots of everything #I get weirdly obsessive about capturing things when I won't have the option to experience them again #Taking screenshots at the right moment is surprisingly hard - how do people whose primary fandoms are tv shows/ films cope? #I needed screenshots of every time Rudyard smiled #It shouldn't be so endearing given that most of his happiness is somewhat vindictive #The little upward mouth twitch he did when Georgie called him her mate tho... #The embarrassed way he tucked his hair behind his ear when he admitted that she was his mate too... #Honestly all of these actors are so good at faces I'd almost say they are wasted on audio #if I didn't think that the audio medium is uniquely valuable and powerful and interesting and the right medium for this show #they aren't great resolution which I think is partly due to my dodgy internet #but oh well #the empty man posteth #wooden overcoats spoilers

[coldflasher]

anyways the flash panel was pretty good actually, though it did get really awkward when someone went up and her question for danielle was “what was it like kissing tom felton, please describe the experience in three adjectives” and danielle was like “...”

#like can we have some common sense with these questions please #like ignoring the fact that i hate when people go up and ask 'what was it like working with x' (usually 'more famous co star') #bc i feel like it's a wasted question and also probably frustrating for the actors #to go to a con and have people only ask you about your coworker who didn't come #i feel like it's just a weird question to ask... #like she's married. way to put her in a weird position #the only diplomatic answer is gonna be 'oh well it was acting so it's not like a proper kiss but he was professional etc etc' #she just kinda rambled like oh haha i don't remember. did i kiss him? #which tbf me and c had the same reaction. can't have been that good cos we didn't even realise she did kiss him #and we only watched s3 a few months ago... #conventures #fandom wank