hey gamers! i've seen that this upcoming MCC is unfortunately landing on the same day as the jewish holiday 'rosh hashanah', which beings the start of the jewish new year
to the jewish gamers who watch me and have been left feeling like their thoughts arent being heard, trust me, they are! you are completely valid, and i want to make it as easy for you gamers as possible. with that being said, so that youre still able to be apart of this MCC, i was thinking of hosting an MCC watch party the following week so we can relive the fun and festivities and so it's a way you're not missing out on anything!
see you then gamers, and a happy early shanah tovah to you all! <3
"it is so worth it, sticking out" are words i personally really needed to hear as of recently.
(mini personal chat under the readmore, vaguely going into depression/sui thoughts so pls don't read if you're not able to <3)
i felt that stream so deep in my bones. to keep it brief, the last three years i've been having Bad Thoughts pop up at various points to varying degrees, and this year i got it the worse it's ever been. i've finally come to the end of my three year uni course, and it's left me feeling this sick and awful dread that once it ends, so does my life. from january to march i was unable to work, just played nitw and felt like a husk, or crying. then i tried to pull myself out of it, and by early april i'd already fallen back in. its such an all consuming thing, and the Bad Thoughts have been daily. i've only just started poking my head back up mid may because i became obsessed with resident evil (lol) which has aided in distracting my mind.
what i'm trying to say is, what was discussed and said in today's stream resonated with me very deeply. and it's awful to see another person in a similar harrowing position. i don't know how to get better yet, but i'm going to try. and i hope you all are able to get better too. you deserve to!
and aimsey if you happen to read this, thank you for being here. thank you for staying. the world needs you in it.
just wanted to say that the community i’m trying to build has always meant to be a positive one, i never want anyone here to feel out of place or out of sorts. i don’t want anyone here to feel like they don’t belong and i trust you, gamers, to ensure this community stays a positive one. you do your part, and ill do what i can too to keep it steady as a great place to be
Lesbian and vocal about it, loud, dramatic, good at managing things (like being sandkeeper in sands of time in mcc), really likes fnaf, usually just there to have a fun, crazy time
Cherrifire:
Cherri has been tormented by Martyn InTheLittleWood himself, guaranteed!