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#alpha!jensen x alpha!jared x omega!ofc
kickingitwithkirk · 10 months
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 2161
Warnings: a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, outdated beliefs, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy, subgender inequality
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
Square filled: Non-traditional Alpha Traits @spnabobingo Maid Au @spnaubingo
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
A/N III: thank you to everyone for hanging in there since it’s taken me ages to drop a new character, I’ve been doing rewrites/updating on all my series, more to come in future.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Part IV
“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?”
“DON'T YA’ BE YELLING AT ME, MR. MAN, EVEN IF THIS IS YOUR FUCKING HOUSE…”
“I gotta go,” tossing his phone on the bedside table, Jared, wearing his blessed socks, runs across the main room and slides on the hardwood floor into the kitchen and saw his husband standing three feet from Quinn as she’s vigorously gesturing with a paring knife while telling him off in her colorful language.
“Put the knife down!” The older Alpha’s voice resonates through the room, making Jared flinch, feeling the command’s power, watching Quinn set it on the counter and Jensen reach over, sliding it towards him.
She stood a bit longer before blinking in confusion, and then her demeanor shifted to madder than a wet hen, her natural lower voice dropped another octave, and the lilt became very pronounced. “Don’t ya’ ever use that fucking voice on me again!” 
“You were threatening me with a knife!” Jensen picks up the item, making her laugh, “Holy fucking shit, are ya’ serious? Ya’ could barely use it for a toothpick, let alone...” 
Jared stood there, mouth hanging open, have’n seen others take on his mate, wrongfully assuming he’d be the easier of the two to intimidate, but when let off its leash, Jensen's wolf made Dean Winchester look like a pussy cat.
“JARED!”
The younger Alpha's mouth snapped shut, “sorry, what?”
“I asked you what the surrogate is doing here?”
“The surrogate has a name.” 
 “What is Quinn doing here?”
 “So..uh..okay,” Jared slowly starts around the island doing his sometimes awkward, hesitant thing.  “A few days ago, I got a call from this number I didn’t recognize. It was about the ultrasound appointment scheduled while you were in LA.” 
He paused to see if Jensen remembered, and yep, his mate was wearing his get to the fucking point expression.
“They informed me she’d canceled it because she was leaving town.” 
Jensen's attention returned to the O, ”Don’t fucking start on me again, Ackles!”
“You know who I am?” 
“Duh, Sherlock!” 
Jensen would later try to justify it was jet lag and surprise finding their surrogate in their home, not her smart-ass mouth, for snarling at her.
“Och, save it for the cameras, drama queen. Ya’ put pants on just like the rest of us; the only difference is yours have designer labels.”
Jared interrupted the speeding downhill faster than an Olympic bobsledder situation, “I remembered her saying something about managing Mulroney’s Bookstore, so I called Clif to see if he’d get her to contact me and calls back saying some Alpha...” 
“...who’s a flaming jackass!”
“Yeah, that’s what Clif called him. Anyways, he claimed to be the manager and had no idea where she was when another employee said they knew where she was living...”
“... that’s when ya’ boy shows up..”
“…I explained about the mixup...”
“…Padalecki followed me to my room to get the new date, then he caused a scene...”
“...I couldn’t help my wolf freaking out at where my..our pups were living...”
“…told ya’ it was there or the I-35 underpass!”
Jared bristled at the reminder, “The door had three locks, a barely functional heater, and a broken fridge. Cockroaches wouldn’t even live there!”
Quinn raises onto the balls of her feet and loudly reminds him about putting her in the shitter with the manager and getting fired when Jared shouts back in his booming voice, “there was a guy by the ice machine offering to sell me heroin!!”
“ENOUGH!” Jensen's Alpha voice echoes throughout the kitchen, quieting them both.
“She’s right,” Jared opened his mouth to retort, but Jensen countered with, “And so are you. Quinn, couldn’t your family help,” the Alphas wrinkled their noses at her souring scent, so he attempted another approach. 
“I want to clear something up. I recall one of the stipulations for surrogates is that they reside in an appropriate domicile. Why were you living in a motel? Could you tell us what happened?”
“The flaming jackass tipped off the landlord I’m an O, and that fucker evicted me even though I never caused any problem or was late with rent.”
“There is a moratorium on evictions..”
“..that moratorium is a fucking joke!”  
“What a minute,” Jensen said, and at the same time, Jared remarked, “It protects people...”
“Newsflash, Mr. Wizard, was created by and for the protection of Alphas and Betas! Take a hot minute to read the fine print, and you’ll find loopholes granting landlords, to quote, discretionary privileges pertaining to the eviction of those designated with the sub-gender Omega. In other words, they can boot O’s for any damn reason!” She gave the Alphas a hard stare, “So, enlighten me as to why y’all didn’t know a fucking thing about that bit?”
The kitchen got quiet as the Alphas glanced at each other, trying to find a non-assholey-sounding response. “Yeah, that’s what I thought; since it’s well known you two prefer Betas.” Quinn addressed the older Alpha.
“Padalecki and I have an arrangement. I keep the house and do meals in exchange for temporary boarding. No need to fret that pretty head of yours, Ackles; I’ll do me damnedest to stay outta the way."
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December 23rd                                                                                                   Late Afternoon
Quinn heard Jensen’s surprised greeting covering the stewpot of goulash, slid it into the oven to stay warm, and peeked around the wall and saw him in the foyer hugging a small, older O, then a tall, bald Alpha carrying several bags crossed over to them.
“Let me help you with those, sir,” she offered, taking them couldn’t help but overhear his not-subtle sniff, “Jensen, who’s this?”
“Umm,” Jensen scratched the back of his neck, fumbling for a response, “this is the housekeeper, Quinn.”  His mother-in-law peered inquisitively at the tall Omega before asking, “What happened to your boys' service?”
“I worked for it.”
Gerald Padalecki dubiously eyed the O up and down as she continued. “They pared down the staff, and Jared offered to retain me in exchange for lodging...”
“You live with them?” Gerald barked, “Jensen, that’s unwise considering...”
“Considering what Gerry,” his mate sharply asks, “the boys wouldn’t let someone stay they couldn’t trust.”
 “I normally wouldn’t question their judgment, but she's an unmated O.”
“Whoa,’ Jensen jumped in, “are you suggesting that Jared or I...” 
“Mama..daddy..what’re y’all doing here?” Jared couldn’t keep the surprise out of his voice, wrapping his long arms around his mother, “thought you were coming tomorrow.” 
“We decided to surprise you but got it instead.” Gerald’s gruff reply made Jared throw his husband a confused look, catching a whiff of his dad and Jensen, “What’s going on?”
“I bet y’all would like to freshen up after your trip.” Quinn blurted out, “Jensen, would you help me with their luggage, please.”
Taking the car keys, he follows her out the door, remarking, “you think fast, coming up with that story.”
“Ya’ were about to lose ya' shit on your father-in-law, and I didn’t precisely fib, just moved a few facts around,” Quinn shoots back, grabbing a bag while Jensen, fuming, retrieves the other, following her to the guest house.
How could the Alpha he considered his father even think, after everything they’d been through, found his dark thoughts distracted by two simultaneous acts; a deflating blow-up bed and his bewildered husband storming in shouting, “What the fuck was that?”
Jensen ticked his head towards the O and made the finger-in-hole gesture.
 “I’ve gotten that shit since I presented,” the pair look towards Quinn with confused expressions. “Loads of Alphas still carry antiquated beliefs about unmated O’s, and I’m…pick an adjective to fill in the blank.”
“So much for a peaceful holiday,” Jensen grumbled.
“Yeah, too bad ya’ boy stuck his nose where it didn’t belong, right?” Quinn's tone was caustic. “I don’t want to be a bone of contention with ya' family. I’ll figure somewhere else to stay.”
Jared’s wolf simmers under his skin, “How? You have $636.96 in your account. That won’t cover a security deposit, let alone fir..” 
“How the fuck ya’ know what’s in my account?!”
“Your laptop was open...”
“...and ya’ snooped...”
“...I happened to see it...”
“...still not your fucking problem...”
“...you’re carrying my..our pups, that makes it my fucking..”
“...ya’ are the most unfucking...”
“I’m tired of y’alls motherfucking bitching, so shut the fuck up!!” 
Jensen wrinkles his nose, “Dude, dial it down; you’re stinking up the joint! And Quinn, Jared screwed up...”
“I never asked...”
“...doesn’t matter! He's trying to make amends, for fuck sake!” Jensen felt the vein in his left temple throbbing again.
“There will be many people dropping in or staying with us this fucking week, and this is how we’re all going to handle our situation.”
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January 15th
“Humph,” Jensen jerked awake, slapping a hand around, and found his phone before cracking an eye open.
7:18 A.M.
Groaning, he dropped face-first into his pillow and wrestled his mates over his head to muffle the noise, but the pearls of his pup's laughter signaled he wouldn’t sleep much longer.
His fuzzy brain's insistence that coffee was more imperative than a shower has Jensen sleepily shuffling around the oversized couches, once again grateful they’d decided to move their bedroom to the main floor, spots the group in the kitchen muttered too damn early.
“That’s a bad word, Daddy,” JJ says, her frown a replica of his, “you owe the swear jar.”
“Your right, Birdie, sorry,” dropping a kiss on top of her and the twins' heads, stepping around them, pouring himself a mug, “remind me to pay it later.” 
Hopping up on the counter, Jensen sips his coffee, savoring the black elixir rolling over his taste buds; he feels the caffeine penetrate his system, working its magic to turn his morning grumpyass into a civilized human watching his brood.
JJ and Arrow are busily festooning Quinn’s long, wonky braided hair with ribbons. Zeppelin and Icarus are sitting on the O’s lap, watching something on his iPad that's precariously balanced against her feet; felt his wolf purr in contentment, starting him when his mate materializes and gives him an odd look.
“Alright, y’all,” hopping off the counter, Jensen scoops up his son and flies him around, making airplane sounds, “Uncle Jeff and Aunt H/W/N will be here soon. What do all of you need to do before going?”
“Brush teeth and hair,” Arrow says, then looks at JJ, “grab our snacks from the fridge,” she reminds her, “and put them into our backpacks.” 
“And do bath break!” Zep giggles as Jensen hands the pup to his mate and quietly says, “I wanna discuss something with Quinn.”
Jared reaches through their bond and finds a placidity in Jensen he hasn’t had for so long, but before he can deduce the causation, he gets distracted by the twins' squeals and escorts the pups upstairs. 
Quinn eyes the older Alpha while securing a hair tie around her long braids, “what the fuck I do this time, Ackles?”
“Jared mentioned something about your leaving..”
“...I know ya' expected me gone before now...”
 “...ya’ know what I expect?” Jensen snaps, mimicking her subtle accent, “I expect you to stop interrupting and let me get something out for fucking once! Now, could we please discuss this without fighting?”
Sitting at the dining room table, she says nothing, watching Jensen refill his coffee, grab another mug, and drops in a spoon of honey before pouring the brewed tea from the kettle, “Ya’ know how I take me tea?”
“I’m not a completely unobservant asshole,” Jensen self-deprecates, “you make a damn good cup of coffee,” he said, carrying both mugs over. “And I’m astonished how you balance everything, working at Emmer and Rye while keeping up with our hectic schedules. And what did you do to Jared?” Quinn looked confused, “you got him to put his wet clothes in the laundry instead of leaving them all over the bath. You’re either a witch or a goddamn miracle worker!”
“I gave him two options. Leave’um in the laundry or find itching powder in his clothing.”
“He’d just borrow my stuff...”
“...he did, once.” 
“So, you?
“Clif said ya’ boy spent the day denying it was jock itch.” 
Jensen was still laughing when the quartet came back downstairs, so Quinn placed both forearms on the table, leaning forward, and spoke softly, “okay, Ackles, the fucks going on with this little tête-à-tête? Cause ya’ been freaked the fuck out the entire time, so,” nodding to her mug, “What’s with the buttering up?”
“It’s about not leaving...”
“Quinns not gonna leave?” Jensen whipped around to find Arrow bouncing excitedly beside him, then she suddenly raced towards the front door, yelling, “Papa Jared, Daddy’s got Quinn to stay with us!”  
Jared stood there scrutinizing the seated duo with an indecipherable expression.
“Looks like ya’ the one dropping me in the shitter this time, Ackles.”
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Part V
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writethelifeyouwant · 2 years
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Wincest (+Others) Masterlist
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A Very French Mistake
Summary: Dean is magically transported by Balthazar to the alternate reality where Supernatural is a TV show, and Sam and Dean are played by Jared and Jensen. Everything about the experience is a rude awakening. Pairing: Dean Winchester x Jared Padalecki Rating: 18+ Warnings/Tags: Pseudo-Incest, But not really because Jared isn’t Sam, but also Dean has incestuous thoughts, Dub-Con, Somnophilia, Role Playing, Rimming, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex Word Count: 2.3k (oneshot)
Alpha and Omega
Summary: Amara wants to thank Dean by giving him the thing he needs most – Sam – but she knows the boys are stubborn, so she’s going to have to be creative. Problem is, she doesn’t tell Dean or Sam what she’s put in motion, and magic can be unpredictable. Pairing: Alpha!Dean x Omega!Sam Rating: 18+ Tags: A/B/O, Darkness magic, Alpha!Dean, Omega!Sam, Dub-Con (magic hallucination sex), heat out of control, Dub-Con (biological necessity), little bit of meta (cuz why not), Sam’s a needy mess, Dean is possessive af Word Count: 7.3k (double shot)
Always With the Scissors
Summary: He knows it makes him sound a little creepy... okay, a lot creepy – okay, he is actually a full-on creep – but he never cums harder than he does when he's inside a girl his little brother's just fucked. Pairing: Sam Winchester x Reader / Dean Winchester x Reader / Sam x Dean Rating: 18+ Tags: sloppy seconds, voyeurism, angst, objectification of women, slut shaming, dirty talk, cum play, pining!Dean Word Count: 2.9k (oneshot)
Baby
Summary: On their trip to Oregon, Sam had been dropping some pretty big hints that he's looking for something more in his life, someone else to share it with. Dean has always felt like they were that person for each other, and now it finally sounds like Sam is catching up. Pairing: Sam x Dean Rating: 13+ Tags: first kiss, flangst, brothers being idiots Word Count: 1.8k (oneshot)
Could be longer
Summary: Dean and Sam go shopping and wind up in a sex store.Pairing: Sam x Dean Rating: 18+ Tags: sex store, sex toys, dirty talk Word Count: 1.2k (oneshot)
Dean and Crowley’s Summer of Love
Summary: Sam wants his brother back, and Crowley’s willing to make a deal. Pairing: Wincest / Mooseley Rating: 18+ Tags: crack, omegaverse, Alpha!Crowley, Omega!Sam, Demon!Dean, mentions of Wincest Word Count: 650 (drabble)
Dirty Dancing
Summary: Dean buys Sam a lap dance for as a surprise his eighteenth birthday, but when Sam arrives back at the motel room and finds Pamela and Dean waiting for him, there’s been a bit of a misunderstanding. Dean’s booked a little more than just a lap dance, and now the boys are in for a night they’ll never forget. Pairing: Dean x Sam x Pamela / Dean x Sam Rating: 18+ Tags: Omegaverse, Alpha!Pamela, Unpresented!Sam, Omega!Dean, Sam is 18, Happy Birthday Sam, Dean buys Sam a lap dance, Dean has a voyeur kink, Voyeurism, Lap Dance, Stripping, Prostitution, Dry Humping, P in V, Masturbation, P in A, Knotting, First Time Word Count: 5.1k (oneshot)
Dive Bar
Summary: After a one night stand with a random college chick turns into a threesome that also featured his little brother, Dean- well, frankly, he panics. What’s even worse than gay panicking? Gay incest panicking. Luckily, Sam winds up being a little more cool about the whole thing than Dean ever would have imagined. Pairing: Dean x Sam  [Dean x OFC (Dany) x Sam (brief) / Sam x Brady (past) / Sam x OMC (Chase) (brief)] Rating: 18+ Tags: angst, mutual pining, gay panic, incest panic, stubborn idiots, coming to terms with sexuality, alcohol, cheesy flirting, slow burn, bi!Sam, bi-curiosity, masturbation, oral sex, anal sex, threesome, M/F/M, Dom!Sam, Sub!Dean (kinda), top!Sam, bottom!Dean Word Count: 31.5k
Dog Dean Afternoon
Summary: The spell worked a little differently than they’d anticipated. Pairing: Sam x Dean (as a dog) Rating: 18+ Warnings: Bestiality Tags: Established Wincest, weirdly fluffy start, then it all goes downhill pretty fast from there, bottom Sam, top Dean, dog!Dean, Sam has a bestiality kink, dirty talk, knotting, dead dove do not eat Word Count: 2.8k
Fallen
Summary: Sam was sick of being on hunter’s probation, and Dean agrees to finally let him off the hook and let him have a bit more prerogative – make what they have more of a partnership. But now that Sam’s kicked off the training wheels, he remembers something else Dean told him he could do when he grew up, and now he can’t get it out of his head. Pairing: Sam x Dean Warnings: Incest, Brief allusion to suicide, memory of underage kiss Tags: wincest, mutual pining, idiot brothers, trust issues, angst, guilt, kissing Word Count: 1,105
Family Affairs
Summary: When Y/N turns eighteen, it’s time for her to be introduced to the family business their father abandoned them with. Unfortunately, Sam and Dean have different ideas about how best to use her talents, and Y/N isn’t sure she likes either option. Pairing: Dean x Sister!Reader x Sam  Rating: 18+ Tags: Dark, PornStar AU, Grooming, Incest, References to underage witnessing of sexual acts/watching of porn, Prostitution Word Count: 11.1k
Free Use
Summary: A one night stand with a handsome stranger turns into a much longer term arrangement. Pairing: Wincest x Reader Warnings: incest (brothers), implied captivity/non con Tags: one night stand, blow job, fingering, daddy kink, car sex, tattoos, free use WC: 1,000
Good Influence (Part 3)
Summary: Jody thinks having Sam and Dean around is a good influence on Claire and Alex. Claire has stopped acting so aggressively and Alex is starting to come out of her shell a little more; if only she knew the real reason why… Pairing: Dean x Claire x Alex x Sam Tags: Wincest, Daddy Kink, first lesbian experience, lots of making out, voyeurism, everyone is subby af for Dean, especially Sam, Claire is a slut, Alex is a slut in training, thigh riding, oral (f and m rec) p in v, unprotected sex, belly bulge, Dean likes souvenirs WC: 4.7k
Gotcha
Summary: Y/N has got a mission topside and she needs the help of a special gun to take care of it. Retrieving the gun could be tricky, but she’s always wanted to meet the Winchesters. Pairing: Demon!Reader x Wincest Rating: 18+ Warnings: Dub Con / Coercion Tags: Demonic Possession, Hypnotism, Gun Kink, Mentions of Medical Kink, Dirty Talk, Unsafe Sex, Oral Sex, Manual Stimulation Word Count: 1,224
It Was All A Dream
Summary: Dean hasn’t slept with Sam since he became Ezekiel’s vessel – he doesn’t want an audience, y’know? – but Sam doesn’t understand what’s stopping him. Pairing: Sam x Dean | Gadreel!Sam (Ezekiel!Sam) x Dean Rating: 18+ Warnings: Non-Con/Rape, Magical Paralysation Tags: Gadreel and Ezekiel are the same person, Dean doesn’t know it’s not Zeke, insecure Sammy, bottom!Sam/top!Dean, top!Gadreel/bottom!Dean, heavenly grace lube, paralysation Word Count: 1,528
Paint It Black
Summary: Sam and Dean flesh out an angry Italian ghost from a Massachusetts church and discover secrets about each other in the process. Pairing: Sam x Dean Rating: 16+ Tags: wax play, unholy thoughts in church, incest, making out, angst Word Count: 3.8k
Sin
Summary: Sam comes back from Hell and goes to pay Dean and his new girlfriend a visit. Dean is overjoyed that Sam is back in the land of the living, but he can't shake the feeling something is wrong. Pairing: Dean x Reader | Sam x Reader | Sam x Dean Rating: 18+ Tags: Dub-con, threesome, cuckolding, dirty talk, praise kink, Dean likes pegging, Sam is aware Word Count: 2k
The View
Summary: A little snippet of what life in the bunker looks like as Dean recovers from his accident in the barn. Pairing: Sam x Dean Rating: 18+ Tags: fix it fic, post finale, Dean didn’t die, Jack wasn’t a fan of that ending, flirting, hurt/comfort, fluffy-ish, smut Word Count: 1k
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negans-lucille-tblr · 3 years
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Patreon Exclusive Mini Series
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Here’s all the mini series currently exclusive to my Patreon…You can gain access to all these and more, PLUS get 4 weeks ahead of Tumblr for as little as $2 a month!
Check out what series are currently ahead on Patreon here
Back to Main Patreon Exclusive Masterlist
Updated 10/07/21
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put under a cut because there are so many...
Better the Devil You Know
Demon!Dean - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Personalised
Parts: 5 (complete)
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Beautiful
Jared Padalecki - 18+ / Fluff, Angst, Smut / Reader Insert
Parts: 4 (complete)
Read a teaser here
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No One Stays for Free
dark!endverse Dean Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Reader Insert (non con)
Parts: 3 (complete)
Read a teaser here
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Blind Date
dark!Sam Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Reader Insert (non con)
Parts: 5 (complete)
Read a teaser here
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Can’t Be Tamed
demon!Dean x demon!reader - 18+ / Smut & Angst / Reader Insert
Parts: 5 (complete)
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On the Other Side
Dean Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Reader Insert (Dark themes)
Parts: 3 (complete)
Read a teaser here
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Nearby
Jared Padalecki - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Personalised
Parts: 3 (complete)
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Rogue
Dean Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Personalised
Parts: 3 (complete)
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Pleasure Doing Business
mob!AU Dean Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Dark themes / Reader Insert
Parts: 3 (complete)
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Broken Down
teacher/Lawyer!Sam Winchester - 18+ / Smug, Angst, Fluff / Reader Insert
Parts: 3 (complete)
Read a teaser here
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The Girl Next Door
AU Dean Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Dark Themes / Reader Insert
Parts: 3 (complete)
Read a teaser here  
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We All Have Demons
Jensen Ackles - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff (CNC) / Personalised
Parts: 5 (complete)
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Unclaimed
A/B/O - Alpha Demon!Dean, Alpha!Sam x omega!Reader - 18+ / Smut , Angst, Fluff / Reader Insert
Parts: 4 (complete)
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Leave a Mark
Dean Winchester - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff / Personalised
Parts: 4 (complete)
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Changes
A/B/O - Alpha!Dean/Sam x Beta turned Omega!Reader - 18+ / Smut, Angst, Fluff, Dark Fic / Reader Insert
Parts: 3 (complete)
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Don’t Settle
Angst, Fluff, Smut / Dean x OFC (Personalised)
Parts: 7 (complete)
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Bloodlust
Semi-Dark Fic, Angst, Smut / Sam x Demon!Reader
Parts: 2 (complete)
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True Alpha
Semi-Dark Fic, Angst/Smut/Smidge of Fluff / Alpha!Sam x Omega!Reader x Alpha!Dean (with Wincest)
Parts: 5 (Complete)
Only available via Discord - more info here
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Nothing to Lose
Angst, Fluff, Smut / Rockstar!Jensen x Reader x Jared (with Jared x Jensen)
Parts: 5 (complete)
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Boys' Night
Smut, Fluff / Jared x Bel & scenes of Jensen/Jeff/Misha/Alex x Bel
Parts: 3 (posting)
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The Perfect Omega 
Smut, Fluff / Alpha!Sam x Omega!Reader x Alpha!Dean 
Parts: 3 (posting)
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winchest09 · 4 years
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The Bunker Party - Debrief
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Hey everyone!
Our bunker party was an absolute blast. It was one filled with laughter, smiles and support and it warms my heart to see so many of your faces each time we do this. This party went in many different ways from fanfiction to urban dictionary - to seeing some of the SPN family’s best dance moves. It was a TREAT. 
6 and a half hours we were talking…SIX AND A HALF and again, I loved every single second. It was so nice to see so many gorgeous faces, and I’m so happy that so many of you joined us! The support from you guys for each other, the love in this fandom; I can’t express how much I adore it.
Me and @katehuntington​​​​ love holding these events and we are already planning the next live stream (date to be announced) but it will be in July. 
This is the lowdown for the The Bunker Party! Sorry it’s a little late, I’ve been ill! 
Below you will find:
Everyone who joined - their tags, what’s coming up fic wise and their masterlist.
A Challenge to join 
Blogs who want to help with your writing
Alpha? Beta? Omega?
Want a link breaker?
Fic & blog recs
Announcements
So without further ado… *cracks fingers*
To everyone that joined…
You are the guys that make it the live stream what it is.  So below is a list of everyone who was on the chat last night accompanied by their masterlist and what they have coming up soon! In no particular order…
@katehuntington​​​: Kate is currently working on the next instalment of Ride With Me and All I Want. She’s been teasing us with little ideas that keep popping into her head too...
Her masterlist can be found HERE
@flamencodiva​​​: This babe is currently working on a multitude of things and we are super excited to see them come out. We have her brand new fiction ‘What could have been’ as well as Call of the Ocean and many others! 
Check out her masterlist HERE
@whatareyousearchingfordean​​​: Alex is currently writing the epilogue to her Jensen fiction Et Cetera AND she has decided her next fiction!
Firefighter Dean x OFC Marina. From what we’ve already heard…it sounds amazing! I won’t give away any plot points that we were told just yet but it’s one to be put on your watch list! 
Her masterlist can be found HERE
@superfanficnatural​​​:  This babe is currently working on the next chapters of The Bringer of balance as well as the next chapters of The Choice! Also still thinking about his knight of hell x demon dean fic which just sounds so good.
We’re living for it!
Go and give him some love, his masterlist can be found HERE
@emoryhemsworth​​​: This beaut has broken her lil hiatus and posted the sequel to Because of You. Piece by Piece is amazing and if you haven’t read it yet, i suggest you check it out. She’s also writing her first chapter of her series idea. 
Check our her masterlist HERE:
@malfoysqueen14​​​: This lovely lady is new to the Supernatural fandom and is trying her hand at writing fanfiction! Her first fic “White Flag” is Dean x OFC and it’s going in a very interesting direction! Worth a read!
She hasn’t yet got a masterlist but you can check out White Flag HERE
@waywardbeanie​​: This absolute gem of a woman has JUST posted her very first fanfiction and it’s an absolute DIAMOND. Dean. Letters. Fluff. Smut. It’s gonna tick all them boxes and it’s a must read!
You can find her masterlist HERE
@janicho88​​: This lovely lady has written some lovely stories already and has a few things on her list that are definitely worth a read! 
You can find her masterlist HERE
@soaringeag1e​​: This lovely lady has a lovely full masterlist of things for you to dig your teeth into! There are series, oneshots for Jensen, Dean, Jared, Sam, Misha, Castiel...
You can find her masterlist HERE
@smol-and-grumpy​​: Nat has such a juicy masterlist. We were thrilled she joined us on the chat. From Dear Dean to Light My Fire, you will find series that will make you smile, make you cry and will make you want to cool yourself down because they are that smuttastic. 
You can find her masterlist HERE
@manawhaat​​: This babe joined us for the first time this time and we loved having her! Below you can find her humongous masterlist of goodies for your reading pleasure. Her most recent works being an A/B/O oneshot called “Howl”
You can find her masterlist HERE
@crashdevlin​​: Another lovely new face this time to our chat and we are all enjoyed having you there! This babe is another writer with a very large expanding fic list. If you haven’t read any of her work yet, hop on to it! 
You can find her masterlist HERE
@jensengirl83​​: She is new to the chat this week and new to the spn world of writing. Yet she’s already got a few fics under her belt! Fancy checking them out?
You can find her masterlist HERE 
Me: I’m currently working on two series, Life for Rent and Man’s Best Friend! I also have a couple of Dean series being worked on in the background as well as a couple of oneshots…I have already posted two. One being called Pay Attention and the other called Wet Enough. 
My masterlist can be found HERE:
To the new writers/readers…
Remember guys - we’re all here to love and support you! My inbox is always open if you want to talk fics, want me to look over one etc.
@peaches007​​ @cherry3point14​​ and the few nonnies we had!
We love you, we thank you for reading and we thank you for all the support and love you give us constantly. Thank you for joining the chat and we hope you had an amazing time <3
Go and follow and give them some love!
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Ohhhh yes! 
We have two of them for you too! 
Firstly, the darling @flamencodiva​​​​ is holding a celebration in regards to reaching 1700 followers!
Not only is she hosting a character take over on her blog she’s also posted a writing challenge for all us writers out there! This challenge is still ongoing!
Check it out HERE
Secondly, the wonderful @deanwanddamons​​ & @impala-dreamer​​ are holding a joint challenge. The “I Do Understand That Reference” Challenge. 
Fancy guiding Sam, Dean or Cas through another French Mistake type event? Take a look at the movie list and get yourself signed up!
Check it out HERE
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Need Help with your fic?
We’ve got you covered!
Need to has out a plot with someone?
The lovely @malfoysqueen14​​​ has offered herself up to be a plot buddy to anyone that needs it. Stuck on a plot point, want to talk through a story line with someone? Give her a message! She’s here to help <3
Need help with research for a fiction?
The most wonderful @waywardbeanie​​​​ has offered herself up to be a researcher for anyone who wants help with their fiction. She has been a die hard SPN fan forever and she’s like the Ellen of our live stream.
Need a researching buddy? Give her a message! She’s a doll <3
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Alpha? Beta? Omega? 
On this livestream, the topic of A/B/O was brought up and we did discuss it in length and detail about what was involved. Now this may not be a genre for everyone and that is absolutely fine.
However for those that are interested in exploring this genre of fanfiction, we highly recommend you check out @kittenofdoomage​​‘s A/B/O universe HERE.
She’s broke it down and has gone into detail to explain it for those that wish to read and/or write it. 
We hope it helps! 
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Fancy yourself a Supernatural Line Breaker? 
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We got you! 
Our fabulously talented @talesmaniac89​​ has drawn up so MANY supernatural themed line breakers for your free usage! 
She has two posts full already!
Check them out HERE and HERE
Give them a like, a reblog and please THANK HER if you use her work. She’s a good egg <3 
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Fic & blog Recs!
In our live stream, we want to highlight what we’ve been reading and the amazing authors behind the words. So below is a list of all the fics that we recommend for some good ol fic binging!
Fic Recs
That Day Again by @jensengirl83​​
Summary: Dean tries to comfort the reader. 
Happily Ever Eventually by @crashdevlin​​ Summary:  Reader begins working on Supernatural. She makes fast friends with J2 and after months of flirting becomes something more to Jensen, whose wife is not usually the jealous type. When she gets a small part in a MCU anthology, she meets Tom Hiddleston and things get more complicated.
Fool For Love by @crashdevlin​​
Summary:  Y/n is an omega whose world was flipped upside down when she presented late. She was practically a hermit for years, only going out to socialize once a week. When the Winchester brothers walked into her life, it flipped her world again…but not really right-side up.
Stay by @evansrogerskitten​​
Summary:  Dean is the future Alpha of the Winchester pack, a wolf/human hybrid race that has roamed their land since the first howl under the moon. Dean is the ideal Alpha; strong, smart, and brave. There’s just one thing missing in his life - his future Second, the Omega he’s yet to find. Life for Rent by @winchest09​​
Summary:  Y/N can be anyone for a price. Her life is ruled by contracts, men and money. It’s all she knows; countless identities, seedy clients, and strict regulations. She has to obey the rules, but her past is full of secrets and her future is resting in the wrong hands. But will her next client be the same as the rest?
Et Cetera by @whatareyousearchingfordean​​
Summary: Jared’s younger sister agreed to help out for a few months when one of Supernatural’s makeup artists takes her maternity leave. Trying to juggle her new job and her burgeoning brand, she turns to Jensen for comfort. Can their relationships survive Jared finding out that his best friend slept with his baby sister? Ride With Me by @katehuntington​​
Summary:  Alternate Universe (AU) in which the reader is a horse rider who goes to a ranch in Arizona, owned by Bobby and Ellen Singer. She’s there to gain work experience, but then she meets wrangler Dean Winchester. A heartwarming series about a cowboy who falls for the girl, letting go of the past and the importance of family.
PHEW! I definitely think we have enough fics on here to last us for a few days if not weeks!…don’t you? ;) Please guys don’t forget to give these writers some love when reading their fics, comments, reblogs, asks. It means the world.
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I think that’s it!
Thank you so much once again to everyone who joined the chat, we had 6 hours of laughs and i cannot wait to do it again. I’d appreciate it if you could share this to spread the love of the fics and authors on here!
Keep an eye out for the next date for our next livestream! It will be in a couple of weeks, date to be announced. If you guys have any idea’s or want something included, let us know. If you want to be tagged when we announce, let us know!
See you next time!
xox
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spnfanficpond · 3 years
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Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Warnings: a/b/o, homophobia, bisexuality, angst, cursing, self doubt, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility
*additional warnings to be added in future parts
Word Count: 2616
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SPNKINKBINGO 2019
Desperation - “East to You” Sam x Reader
Gadreel!Sam - “Salvation” Gadreel!Sam x Reader
Free Space - “Who’s Your Daddy Masterlist” Jensen x Reader
Scenting - “Omega Summer” Omega!Dean x Alpha!Reader
Purgatory!Dean - “You’re Mine” Dean x Reader
Vamp!Dean - “Sorry” Dean x Reader
Ball Slapping - “The Best Part” Jared x Jensen
Knotting - “Promised” Teen!Dean x Teen!Reader
Domestic - ”Early Mornings and Sleepless Nights” Choose your own Winchester x reader
ABO Dynamics - “Forbidden” Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader
Sub!Sam - “Taking Back What’s Mine” Wincest
Gangbang - “Never Have We Ever” Sam, Dean, Cas, OFC aesthetic
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What I am hoping to post in
February
I Love You, Goodbye (Jenneel x OFC)
Never Say Never (Dean x OFC)
An Alpha’s Love (Alpha!Jensen x Omega!OFC)
March
Dallas (Jensen x Danneel, Jensen x OFC)
Truth (Spencer Reid x OFC)
The One (Spencer Reid x OFC)
Always Keep Fighting - Part 1 of Second Chances Series (Jared x OFC, Jensen x OFC)
My hope is to get one fic a week posted! That might be a little ambitious for me right now but that is my current hope! So, be on the lookout for my new fics that could very well be coming soon!!!
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Wayward Squad:
@ladywinchester1967 @maddiepants @the-story-doesnt-end @dean-winchesters-bacon @snffbeebee @dammitsammy
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notnaturalanahi · 7 years
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Friday Recs! Week 32
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PREVIOUS WEEKS
Feel free to tag me in your SPN related fics and remember to ALWAYS LEAVE FEEDBACK AFTER YOU READ, drop and ask with a few encouraging words (why you liked the story, what your favorite part was), reblog using a reaction gif, use funny tags!! Feedback is the best way to show your love and appreciation!
Someday I’ll catch up... *sighs*
Drabbles
Somebody Else [Dean Winchester] by @queen-of-deans-booty
Beautiful [Charlie Bradbury] by @wwe-spn-twd
Clingy [Jensen Ackles] by @dancingalone21
Movie Night [No pairing] by @one-more-spn-fan-girl
Imagines
Imagine Dean stopping you from killing yourself [OFC- Dylan] *TRIGGERS* by @one-more-spn-fan-girl
One Shots
Frying Pans  [Susprise pairing] by @megansescape
What The Lightning Sees [John Winchester] by @evansrogerskitten
Fast Learner [Dean x Krissy] by @just-another-busy-fangirl
Three’s A Crowd [Daddy!Dean] by @roxyspearing
Nothing Unsaid [Wincest] by @ravenangel33
Hunting & Hurting [Dean Winchester] by @supernaturallymarvellous
There’s a Time and Place for Everything [Deaged!Dean] by @queen-of-deans-booty
Devil May Care [Dean Winchester] by @dreamingintheimpalawithdean
Yes Ma’am: Trust Me [Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki] by @4401inc 
The Beauty Underneath [Lucifer] by @wayward-mirage
Series
Unspoken - chapter 15 [Jensen Ackles] by @wheresthekillswitch
Saving Lives - part 10 - TIme To Talk [Doctor!Sam] by @purgatoan 
Ozone - part 9 [NSFW series] by @helvonasche
Three Wrongs Make A Right - part 5 - Good Taste [Dean Winchester] by @winsister91 
The Angelic Reject - chapter 3 [No pairing yet] by @oneshoeshort
Star Cross’d - part 1 [Alpha!Dean] by @quiddy-writes
Try to Understand - part 4 [Alpha!Dean] by @butiaintgonnaloveem
Collide - part 11 [Dean Winchester] by @hollygopossum 
Break A Little - part 6 [Omega!Dean] by @sis-tafics
How I Met Your Brother - part 2 - Want [Megstiel] by @purgatoan
Heart Of a Hunter - Act II - chapter 7 [Dean Winchester] by @muchamusedaboutnothing
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kickingitwithkirk · 10 months
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 639
Warnings: a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Prologue
Austin, TX
Mid-July
“Babe,” Jensen softly says in a low voice to the person seated next to him in the waiting room, “Babe,” he tried again, still getting no response. Leaning closer, his breath puffing into his ear startled Jared, his what is muted by the finger he’s been chewing on.
“You can’t do that, can’t have you getting sick.” 
Taking his hand, Jensen pulls it away from pretty, pink lips, gently caressing the finger. Jared had finally stopped chewing on his hands when Covid-19 became widespread.
“Where’s your gum?” Jared bites his lip as Jensen retrieves his pack and hands a piece to him. “What’s got you masticating again?” He inquires as Jared pops the stick in his mouth.
Jared chews the gum nervously, weighing how to answer the question knowing Jensen won’t accept anything less than the whole truth. “What if something goes wrong again because of me.”
Jensen’s brow furrowed. He learned years ago that while their relationship was equal, there were times he had to be the lead Alpha due to Jared’s mental state overwhelming him, as it had the last few weeks.
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After the public announcement in March of 2019 that would be Supernatural's last season, and when finished with pickups, they would take an extended break and concentrate on their marriage.
Jared intended to stop acting indefinitely, pursuing other interests while Jensen concentrated on his music.
Of course, things didn’t end up how they planned.
Jared entered negotiations to star in the Walker, Texas Ranger reboot with being an executive producer, and Jensen collaborated with Kripke to audition for the role of Soldier Boy in The Boys' third season.
But by March 2020, everything halts thanks to the Coronavirus.
The shutdowns left Supernaturals' final two episodes with no definitive filming date while other projects were on pause until finishing that seemingly never-ending last season.
For the first time in years, they had the luxury of leisurely schedules not on a timetable, could communicate with friends and family uninterrupted, and deal with their other businesses and charities, leaving most days free to enjoy being together without constraint.
But even the amazing, mind-blowing vigorous sex on every horizontal/vertical surface that could support the two big Alphas filled so many hours, and, like many couples, they started getting each other's nerves and looked for another way to stay occupied.
By late May, Jared wasn’t sleeping or eating much, and leaving the house had become a chore. When he hit his fourth day in bed, Jensen bodily dragged him into the bath for a shower, then drove to his doctor’s.
During check-in, they informed Jensen only patients were allowed in the facility. Jared started panicking, saying he had chest pains and couldn’t breathe. They rushed him in with Jensen hot on their heels after morphing into an overprotective Alpha mate; no one was stopping.
Jared’s doctor deduced that the lockdowns prohibiting him from his routine checkups and periodic adjustments needed to his medications triggered this episode.
The first step was to wean him off his current prescriptions and change to a newly approved, alternative regime. He was checked in a facility for ten days under observation while detoxing off his meds.
His therapist switched his twice weekly tele-counseling sessions to daily for the foreseeable future, and Koda's certification as his emotional support animal was approved. His progress was slow, but he was returning to his sweet-natured, big-hearted, exceptionally tactical, overgrown puppy self.
When the surprise call from the clinic came a few days ago about an appointment opening, Jensen initially didn’t want it, still in his overly excessive protective Alpha mode. Jared’s outburst made him relent, fearing they were on a collision course for a significant setback if he didn’t.
And Jensen, being Jensen, went overboard to ensure the appointment was one hundred percent private.
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Part I
SPN TAGS: @donnaintx  @lyarr24  @flamencodiva  @b3autyfuldisast3r  @lassie-bird @nancymcl  @spnbaby-67  @leigh70
Sam/Jared:  @idreamofplaid Dean/Jensen:  @thoughts-and-funnies  @stoneyggirl2  @akshi8278  @beabutterfly987 @smoothdogsgirl @siospins2
GFA: @babypink224221 @waywardjoy @let-me-luve-you @all-4-wincest
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writethelifeyouwant · 2 years
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Tell Me A Story Bingo
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Here's my board for the Tell Me a Story Bingo run by @supernatural-jackles 💖 If you have requests or suggestions for any of the squares – let me know!
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One Night Stand: Secret Admirer 1 | Dean x Reader | 2.2k
Quote C: Secret Admirer 2 | Dean x Reader | 3.5k
After-care: Secret Admirer 3 | Sam x Reader | 2.7k
Only One Bed: Secret Admirer 4 |Dean x Bayley x Reader x Sam| 3.3k
Quote D: Secret Admirer 5 | Dean x Bayley x Reader x Sam | 6.8k
Quote I: Captive | Jared / J2 | 2.3k
College!AU: Bad Reputation 1 | Alpha!Jenneel x Omega!OFC | 4.5k
JDM: Desperate Measures | JDM x Jared | 1.8k
Jensen Ackles: Bad Reputation 2 | Alpha!Jenneel x Omega!OFC | 4.5k
Backseat Sex: Upfront |Jenneel x OFC| 1.1k
Mutual Pining: Fallen | Sam x Dean | 1.1k
Sex Toys: Pinky Promise | Jensen Ackles x Karl Urban | 3.6k
Threesome: Bad Reputation 3 | Alpha!Jenneel x Omega!OFC | 6k
Quote H: Made For You, Ch 13 | Wincest / Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader| 57k (series)
Quote J: Junkie | Demon!Dean x BloodJunkie!Sam | 3.3k
Fuck or Die: Made For You, Ch 19 | Wincest / Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader| 57k (series)
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Sex Toys
Threesome
Break Up
69
Fake Dating
Dean Winchester
Fairytale!AU
Quote H
Quote F
Free Space
Quote J
Almost Kiss
Stuffed Animal
Fuck or Die
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atc74 · 7 years
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Angelina’s Best of June
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Here it is, June’s list. It is hella long, so fics will be under the cut. I started a new thing with this last month and will be featuring one to two fics that really did it for me. I can never pick just one and would spotlight all of them if I could! But that wouldn’t make any sense! I hope you guys are enjoying these fics as much as I did and a GIGANTIC THANK YOU to all the writers that keep us entertained!
Feel free to tag me, but be aware I read mostly Dean and Sam or J2; with an occasional Cas or Misha. 
Smut
Sexcation @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid (Sam x Reader)
Sam Shower Drabble @helvonasche (Sam x Reader) 
So Lucky @babypieandwhiskey (Jensen x Reader x Danneel)
Hunting a Hunter @luci-in-trenchcoats (Demon!Dean x Reader)
A Helping Hand @kittenofdoomage (Sam x Reader)
Danger @just-another-busy-fangirl (Demon!Dean x Donna)
In A Frenzy @scorpiongirl1 (Sam x Reader A/B/O)
Mind Reader @bringmesomepie56 (Dean x Reader)
Good Night @melissaj616 (Dean x Reader) 
Strip @saxxxology (Destiel x Reader)
Training Day @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog (Dean x Donna)
One Way To Graduate @kittenofdoomage (Dean x Reader x Sam AU)
One Way Ticket Downstairs @just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms (Father!Dean x Reader x Father!Sam)
Crime and Reward @kittenofdoomage (Soulless!Omega!Sub!Sam x Alpha!fem!reader)
Not For Me @melissaj616 (Sam x Reader A/B/O)
A Dip in Delinquency @deanscolette (Dean x Reader)
Despacito @just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms (Dean x Reader)
Smangst
Can’t Forgive, Wanna Forget @iwantthedean (Dean x Reader)
Angst
Not About You @iwantthedean (Dean x Reader)
Swept Away @hollygopossum (Dean x Reader) 
There You’ll Always Be @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog (Sam x Eileen) 
The Letters @blacktithe7 (Sister!Winchester Reader)
Dark Nights @luci-in-trenchcoats (Dean x Reader A/B/O)
Imagine Sam Confessing His Love For You... @thegreatficmaster (Dean x Reader)
After All @d-s-winchester (Cas x Reader)
Like The Heart Goes @thing-you-do-with-that-thing (Cas, no pairing(s))
St. Louis @iwantthedean (Dean x Reader)
Fluff
Your Song @jensen-jarpad (Dean x Reader)
Imagine Babystitting with Chuck @supernaturalfreewill (Chuck x Reader)
If The Bootie Fits @impalaimagining (Jared x Reader)
Kissing Dean Winchester @bringmesomepie56 (Jensen x Reader)
Raiders of the Lost Ark @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog (Dean x Donna)
Wonder Woman @impalaimagining (Jensen x Reader)
Smluff
What It Feels Like @emilywritesaboutdean (Dean x Reader)
Someone Like Me @emilywritesaboutdean (Sam x Reader)
To Build A Home @bringmesomepie56 (Jensen x Reader)
Flangst
Time Stands Still @ravenangel33 (Dean x Reader)
Lights in the Sky @ilostmyshoe-79 (Wincest - no sex)
Bright @d-s-winchester (Misha x Reader)
Smutty/Angsty/Fluff
Free to be You and Me @thing-you-do-with-that-thing (Dean x Reader)
It’s Sam... @just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms (Dean x Reader)
Nesting @mrswhozeewhatsis (Dean x Reader)
Austin @melissaj616 (Jared x Reader)
Crack/Fluff (Craff? Flack?)
That Works @just-a-touch-of-sass-and-fandoms (Dean, Sam x Reader)
Getting Inked @winchesterprincessbride (Sam x Reader)
Unscripted @impala-dreamer (Jensen x Reader)
Series (Series Master list will be linked, if available) Heed The Warnings!
Forward @blacktithe7 (Jensen x Reader)
Undeniable Heat @katymacsupernatural (Jensen x Reader)
Iron Heart @kittenofdoomage (Dean x Reader A/B/O)
The Contest @winchesterprincessbride (Jared x Reader)
You Saved Me @impalaimagining (Jared x Reader)
Invisible @just-another-busy-fangirl (Dean x Reader)
Reunited @like-a-bag-of-potatoes (Jensen x Reader)
Magnetic @katymacsupernatural (Dean x Reader)
I’m Yours @impala-dreamer (Jared x Reader)
Worlds’ Best Dad (link to part 3) @luci-in-trenchcoats (Dean x Reader AU)
Killzone @thing-you-do-with-that-thing (Dean x Reader AU)
Whatever U Want (link to 2) @kas-not-cas (Dean x Reader)
Stolen Moments (link to 1) @i-dont-do-rpfs (Jensen x Reader)
The Hunter in Training (link to 1) @goldenolaf25 (Sam x Reader)
Take It All Back @iwantthedean (Jensen x  OFCJourney)
The Charade @iwantthedean & @d-s-winchester (Jensen x OFC, Misha x OFC)
Into The Mystic @tankcupcakes (Dean x OFC Evelyn)
Dark Nights  @luci-in-trenchcoats (Dean x Reader A/B/O)
Our Little Secret @sis-tafics (Dean x Reader)
This Love @not-moose-one-shots (Jensen x Reader)
I Know Your Wife... @teamfreewill-imagine (Jared x Reader x Gen)
The Cherry Stem Knots Saga @sunriserose1023 (Dean x Reader AU)
Pretty Flowers Are Made For Blooming @madamelibrarian (Dean x OFC Sister!Winchester)
Poor Little Rich Girl (link to part 4) @winchesterprincessbride (Sam x Reader A//B/O)
SPOTLIGHT: If I could rec only ONE (maybe two) fic this month…
Heart of a Hunter @muchamusedaboutnothing- Starting with the first chapter of Act I, I was drawn in. It is a very well thought out series and keeps my full attention. I look forward to more of this series!
Summer Fling (link to part 1) @supernatural-jackles - I was hooked from the aesthetic. I am always amazed at how well you bring your characters to life, Jen. I was captivated with the first chapter, then reading it all again from Dean’s POV almost makes it an entirely new story. 
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kickingitwithkirk · 10 months
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 1824
Warnings: a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Part I
Jared was about to speak when a woman in scrubs called out, “Mr. Bonham and Mr. Page.” they got up and crossed over to her, “Hello, I’m Sissy, Dr. Rodgers nurse, please follow me.”
They pass through the doorway leading through a maze of halls like any other medical clinic, except this one specializes in a particular service.
The nurse opens a door near the back of the clinic, gesturing for them to enter the spacious office, “Please have a seat. The doctor will be with you shortly.” She closed the door, and they sat directly in the pair of chairs before the large, dark mahogany desk.
Jensen, scenting Jared’s nervousness, lifts his right hand, kissing his palm, making him chuckle at the tickle of Jen’s soft beard before twining their fingers together and setting them on his left thigh. He smiles as the door opens, and a silver-haired Beta enters.
 “Hello, I’m Dr. Rodgers. How are we doing today?” He asks, moving to the chair behind the desk.
Jared gave him a tight smile, and Jensen remained placid.
The doctor raises an eyebrow, “Relax, Mr. Page. This visit is to review your paperwork before deciding how we proceed, not the Spanish Inquisition.” Jared released his held breath but couldn’t wholly calm himself.
“I know the process can be overwhelming, but I must ask, is there something we’ve done to make you uncomfortable?” Dr. Rodgers inquires.
“No, everyone’s been nice, very professional; we’ve had issues the first time attempting this.” Jared finished his sentence, but something terrible will happen in the recess of his mind, and it’ll be my fault. Jensen squeezes his hand tighter, instinctively sensing Jared’s mind is trying to spiral. “When we tried this before someone leaked our plans to the media, it wasn't conclusively proven the clinic wasn’t involved.”
We do everything possible to keep our client's anonymity protected here. All of the staff are vetted and sign an NDA. Your real identities will remain confidential, even if you choose not to proceed. It is why you chose this clinic, yes?”
“Yes, it is,” Jensen replied.
“How about we get this bit of paperwork out of the way? Then we can have a more relaxed visit,” he says, shuffling more papers.
“I’ve reviewed the applications you’ve submitted and noted a few discrepancies in the medical section that need clarification. Mr. Bonham, why did you omit Genu Varum from your medical record?”
Jensen kept his expression neutral and felt his stomach automatically clench. He remembered being mercilessly teased throughout childhood about his bowed legs by his older brother Josh and later his buddies when they’d come over to hang out.
By the time he was in high school Jensen’s striking looks and personality got people’s attention first, and nowadays, fantasies are composed in fanfic about his bowed legs.
“The questionnaire inquired about inherited genetic medical conditions; since mine isn’t, I didn’t think it was necessarily applicable.” Jared hears an edge creeping into Jensen’s voice and squeezes his fingers.
“Did you see an orthopedist, and could they determine what caused the condition?”
“I was born a preemie. The orthopedists my parents consulted decided my condition was attributable to that,” Jensen replies tersely, dropping his vocal range. Jared gripped his hand harder, telling him to cool his attitude.
 “Did they suggest surgical procedures or therapies to straighten your legs?”
“No, the doctor didn’t recommend surgery but sent me to physical therapy, thinking it would help them straighten as I grew.”
“So, no others in your immediate family have this issue?”
“Everyone in my family has straight legs, including my three children.”
Jared piped in, “he hates it, but he does this exercise regimen; stretching, strength training. He also takes several vitamins, omega oils, turmeric, and extra vitamin D to support his joints.” They watched the doctor scribble a few more notes.
“Mr. Page,” Jared sat up straighter, “I appreciate that you detailed your mental health status. You’ve recently been hospitalized and have changed your routine to an alternative regimen, increasing your therapy sessions. Has this helped?”
The interview continued for another twenty minutes as Dr. Rodgers questioned him and Jensen in depth about his depression and anxiety; feeling it was ratcheting up, he focused on Jensen’s thumb rhythmically moving over his and used every ounce of his acting skills to appear confident and in control.
Dr. Rodgers closed the files, “I only have a few general questions left, then we can discuss how you wish to proceed.”
After a more relaxed, genial conversation with the doctor, Sissy took them to a couple of private rooms with paraphernalia to help stimulate them into producing a couple of semen samples.
Jensen was getting close to finishing with his favorite spank-bank fantasy when he felt Jared across their bond.
~~~
Jared couldn’t get aroused.
He felt as useless as his flaccid cock.
His doctor warned him that losing his sex drive could be a possible side effect of his new regimen until his body adjusted to it. He had struggled with temporary impotence a few times on his old meds; always fearful Jensen would finally see him as undesirable, no longer a satisfactory mate.
Rationally, he knew it was his illness causing these exceptionally hard-to-deal thoughts recently, and the nagging idea this wasn’t the right thing for them continually kept creeping in. Plus, Jensen’s reluctance about having more children at his age also weighed on his conscience, warring against his biological longings.
They had a humongous argument when he told his husband about the appointment. 
Jensen said this was the wrong time to attempt it again, pointing out he was getting his equilibrium back set Jared off on a rant about how he no longer wanted him and would leave like Genevieve had because he was too broken to deal with anymore.
Unmitigated anguish crossed Jensen’s beautiful features. The notion that his mate could believe that he’d ever abandon him hurt so that no verbal language could ever express how that devastated him after everything they’d been through.
That bar fight to Jared’s first breakdown on set, the years of living as roommates while secretly a couple to finding wives who understood their unique relationship and still married them both in 2010.
Unfortunately, the joyous arrival of JJ three years later exacerbated Genevieve’s frustration of not being able to conceive, and it came out with a vengeance on Jared.
His unexpected breakdown in Switzerland was the final nail in their marriage. Gen was there for him, but it was all too much in the end, and she filed for divorce.
Shortly after, Jared’s iCloud account got hacked.
They believed but never conclusively proved Genevive was behind it since her lawyer was trying to break their prenuptial agreement; the videos documenting his intimate and explicit sexual relationship with Jensen were legally considered adulterous. In the end, the court upheld the legal document, but the ramifications that resulted after.
They were summoned to L.A. for the meeting from hell with WB executives, convinced it was the end of Supernatural and their careers. After the reaming out, they each received a week's pay suspension to cover some of what will cost PR time and money to deal with the inevitable repercussions and appease the show’s sponsors.
How would the show’s fans react? Would they still be able to accept them as brothers only on TV while in real life, they were involved in a highly stigmatized relationship? When they returned to work, there was an atmosphere of tension that hadn’t existed before.
It was an open secret that all shows had their share of bitchiness and backstabbing behind the scenes. Jensen may have thicker skin, keeping tighter control of his emotions, but Jared knew it hurt him just as deeply the loss of some of their friends because of society's prejudicial belief that two Alpha males shouldn’t be involved.
Alan and Donna showed up unexpectedly in Vancouver a few weeks later.
What started as a not-quite-comfortable visit quickly deteriorated thanks to his parents' religious conservatism. They had not raised him like this and blamed Jared, saying he had corrupted their son, leading him into a sinful lifestyle, and told Jensen he needed to repent and return to the wife he’d committed to before god.
Jensen blew up, replying it was none of their business, it was between them, and Danneel knew about them before marrying; he reiterated they better not say anything to her. Without another word, his parents left, and he later called them to make amends. His mother coolly stated that he was no longer part of their family and never to contact them again.
After the twins were born in 2016 came the finalization of Jensen’s divorce from Danneel, painful but congenial. They readily agreed on joint custody and still spent most holidays together. Jensen gave her financial security in their settlement, wanting to make sure she didn’t have to worry about working unless she wanted to.
They received support when publicly coming out as bisexual, then lost some of it when they married, and, to this day, get mocked for not coming out as gay, and Jared continually has nagging thoughts that they have let everybody down.
***
There was another knock at the door, and Jared ignored it, knowing it was that nurse checking on his lack of progress again turned into pounding, “Jared, open this door now, dammit!”
He flinched, realizing Jensen knew what was going on with him. 
Releasing the privacy latch, opens the door a crack and saw concerned green eyes. “Sorry, I thought you were that nurse,” he stepped away and sat back down as Jensen came in, re-latching it behind him. “She came to get me when you stopped answering,” Jensen said, walking over and running his thick fingers through his husband’s long hair, “what’s going on, babe?”
He knows that Jensen already knew, “It’s okay, Jar, take as long as you need.” He paused at the unpleasant scent wafting around him. “If you’d be more comfortable, we could do this at home.” 
Jared shakes his head, “There’s the risk of damage, contamination, and or unable to get it back in time that could make the semen unusable.” Jared quotes from a website.
Jensen softly chuckled, “Nerd,” and Jared noticed the bulge in his jeans, “You didn’t….”
“Drain the snake..choke the chicken..spank the monkey.”
“Fuck! Stop using old man slang.” He shook his head, smiling up at Jensen, intentionally goading him.
Jared reached up for the hand playing in his hair, grasping it to draw Jensen next to him.
“Jack, I don’t want to wait any longer on doing this. I love JJ and the twins, you know I do, but they’ll always be yours and Danneels. I know the timing could be better. I’m almost thirty-eight, and I want our pups running around the house, driving us crazy.”
“For the next eighteen years?”
“Minimum.”
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 3683
Warnings: a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Part II
One hour later
Jensen sets two sealed cups in the small niche shutting its door and grabs his jacket sliding it on, his inner Alpha purring with satisfaction watching his husband’s fumbling fingers working at a button on his shirt, “Need any help, babe?”
Jared’s all dilated pupils and glowing cheeks above his thick beard, “I’m good, be out in a few.” Jensen leans in for one softer, lingering kiss before locking the door then Jared leans against it, savoring the last vestiges of his oxytocin high.
He can’t stop recalling that mischievous glint in his husbands' luminous green eyes as Jensen slowly licked his plush lips before kissing him stupidly, sinful tongue doing magically delicious things that were probably illegal in twenty states and thick, talented fingers that are capable of many other things.
Shaking himself out of the memory, Jared crossed to the sink and caught his debauched reflection in the mirror. Shit, he can’t be out looking like this.
Turning on the tap catches some running water splashing his face to cool off when his phone starts vibrating in his back pocket. Drying his hands and face, he pulls it out, checking the text. Glancing up, he runs a hand over his thick beard, smoothing it down before leaving the room.
Wholly preoccupied with typing a reply, he rounds the corner heading for the doctor’s office, slamming into a woman and knocking her off her feet; the contents of her bag scatter loudly across the floor.
“Fuck, I’m so sorry!”
From her seated position, she looks up and up, his long legs clad in low riding jeans barely held up by a loosely buckled leather belt, his shirts rucked up with a bit of his treasure trail and toned abs, flanked by the sharp V of his hips peek out.
“FuckI’mfuckingsorryFuckdidn’tfuckingsee….”
Jared, embarrassed, keeps apologizing, laced with fuck every other word, squats down, gathering scattered items, dropping them back into the bag, continuously babbling until the woman bursts out laughing. 
“And here I be thinking I said fuck too much,” a subtle lilt in her voice made the word sound like fook instead.
They move around each other, picking up the last of her stuff. As Jared reaches for a scarf, the central air catches a few loose strands of her hair, lightly dancing them across his face inhales her piquant scent eliciting a deep, rumbling purr in his chest, making her peer into his kaleidoscope eyes and watch them bleed red with arousal as her flash gold in response.
Scrambling upright, she hurries away, leaving him holding the scarf; lifting the forgotten fabric, Jared deeply inhaled the trace scent, felt his cock chubbing up the second time that day morosely whined before tucking it into a back pocket and resumed towards the doctor’s office.
Unbeknownst to either party, Dr. Rodgers stood in a doorway, observing their interaction unnoticed.
***
Jensen watches, amused, as his mate sits down with a slight wince and is about to tease him when he abruptly growls, “you stink of Omega!”
At that moment, Dr. Rodgers comes in, saving Jared from responding.
“We’ll get your test results in about two weeks unless we see something that needs further investigation.” He sets a binder before them, opening it to the first page, revealing a dossier and picture.
“Now, the next bit is selecting an egg donor. I’m sure you’re wondering how we select the donors. I rely on a protein compatibility test to narrow prospective candidates, similar to the markers blood test used when matchmaking Alphas and Omegas was the norm.”
“All of our donors are Betas or Omegas, and several of the Betas are willing to be the surrogate too. If you choose to go with an Omega donor, we will have the extra step of selecting a Beta surrogate, but that’s something to discuss later if needed.”
“We also consider your personal preferences in physical traits, personality, etc. I’ll introduce you to the top three that are the best matches. If none work out, we’ll try the next most compatible candidates.” Dr. Rodgers clicks his pen, “Let’s get started, shall we.”
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Flipping off the light switch, Jensen walks out of the bath to find Jared asleep, crosses to his side, admires him, and wonders how he got so lucky to have Jared as his. 
Over fifteen years since that life-changing meeting, he was more in love with his best friend, husband, and mate than ever. The ups and downs in their relationship that could have torn them apart made them stronger.
Jensen gently lifted the book Jared had been reading, slid in a bookmark, and sat it on the nightstand turned off the lamp before easing into his side, leaned over, pressing a soft kiss to Jared’s bare shoulder, who only wore bottoms since he always ran warm rolled over, buried his face into Jensen’s neck, snuggling close sleepily, muttering thank you.
“For what, babe?”
“Helping me,” Jared’s warm breath tickled as he spoke. “I know you’ve said you’d have been happy to stop with JJ, but I wanna have pups with you. I want to have that connection you have with Danni and your pups.”
Jensen sighed.
When they’d married in 2017, he’d envisioned what their lives could be, and it didn’t include siring children at almost forty-three years old. He tried to dissuade his husband for several years, taking him on exotic trips and offering scenarios of what else they could do without being tied down. 
Jared couldn’t be dissuaded about having pups but was willing to wait until they finished Supernatural, so Jensen changed tactics, saying he didn’t want to be that old dad, the one who got stared at and couldn’t keep up. Jared laughed, saying that was impossible because he was becoming a fucking hot Dilf. 
Besides, they knew lots of people having families later. Norman Reedus was fifty when his second pup came, and JDM was almost fifty-two when George was born.
“I’ll make you a deal. I’ll say yes if we find one donor we both agree on. But, if you like one and me another, I’m not doing it.”
“Okay, Jay,” he acquiesced and shifted, laying his head on his shoulder, “we’ll find the one. I can feel it.” 
Jensen rested his cheek against the top of his mate's head, worried, unable to fall asleep for ages. How was Jared going to handle this disappointment? It was unavoidable; they had vastly different tastes in females.
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Five days later
7:00 A.M.
Jared was up to mile three of his daily workout on the treadmill in his office. He usually ran outside early morning, but a surprise thunderstorm altered his plans for the day when his phone rang. He dialed the machine down to walking speed to answer.
“Hello, Mr. Page; this is Sissy from Dr. Rodger's office. I’m sorry to be calling so early. He would like you to return for a follow-up about your semen testing.” Jared’s throat tightened, closing off his ability to respond.
He stepped off the machine and sat on the oversized leather couch, “Sorry, I..what time can I come in?”
“We have an opening at 8:45. Will that work?”
“Yes, ma’am, I can be there then.”
“Great, we’ll see you in a bit Mr. Page.”
Jared sat back, not caring he was getting sweat all over the leather started a breathing exercise to calm himself, telling his brain to knock it off. It wasn’t anything significant with how calm Sissy was on the phone.
Ten minutes later, he was still anxious but able to handle it, glanced at his watch, and needed to get his butt in gear to make the appointment.
Walking into their bedroom, he found Jensen softly snoring, crept, grabbed some clean clothes, and headed for the shower. He left a note by the coffee pot saying he had an errand and be back ASAP.
He was pulling into the clinic's parking lot with five minutes to spare, tucked his slightly damp hair into his ever-present beanie, slipped on a mask dashed through the downpour into the clinic.
After being temperature checked, Sissy walked him to the doctor’s office, knocked on the door, opened it, and Jared saw the doctor gesturing for him to come in as he finished his call.
“Hello, Mr. Page. Thank you for coming in. I wanted to review a discrepancy the lab found with your test, and I’ll try not to use too much doctor jargon.” He lay three pages on the table in front of him, a color printout of a sperm DNA strand broke down into segments and the others Jared recognized as chromosome mapping. 
“These are part of an Alphas sperm DNA sequencing. Normally, this segment,” he pointed to a circled area on the right page demonstrating a standard sequence, “has a wide band in it. This is your sperm’s DNA, ” he circled a column on the left page of the same segment showing a variant, “which contains a narrow band instead.”
“What does it mean?” Jared asked nervously.
“I looked at your previous testing from 2016, and it was also present back then. And to be honest, I’ve never encountered this variant, so I’d like to consult with a colleague to get their take.” He paused, watching the Alphas' expressions. “Mr. Page,  I didn’t ask you to come in to upset you. I keep my clients in the loop if anything unusual occurs with their testing. Now, it’s possibly something genetically unique to you and affects nothing. But I’d like to run a Tunel test. It analyzes your sperm chromatin structure and gives us more information to work with.”
Jared fidgeted, desperately wanting to chew on his fingers, “Umm…okay.”
“Good, it’s not invasive; we need more sperm.” 
~~~
Jensen was stumbling around the kitchen with his first cup of coffee when Jared walked in carrying a box from his favorite bakery.
“Those aren’t what I think they are?” Jensen mumbles as Jared sits the box on the counter and opens the lid inhaling the scent of those decadent cinnamon roll goodness before pulling out one and taking a big bite, moaning pornographically.
“Babe, whatever I did to warrant these, remind me to do it again,” Jensen says with his mouthful making Jared’s cock twitch at his mate's obscene noises before he bends down and takes a bite from the other side, earning a warning snarl. “You are so not a morning person.” Jared chided, sliding the box over to retrieve one before sitting at the island bar and tearing off a chunk. 
“Wanna share what I can sorta hear rattling around that big head of yours?” Jensen inquires. 
Jared chews slowly before answering. “I got a call from the clinic. Something showed up in my test.” Jensen, his roll forgotten, fully alert, sat beside him, freaked.
“Jared, what’s wrong? Are you sick?”
“No, not that I’m aware of,” Jared fiddled with his roll, pulling the rest apart before continuing. “Dr. Rodgers found something off and doesn’t know what it is. He said it’s probably nothing but wanted to run another test to help figure it out.” Jensen didn’t need their bond to sense his anxiety but knew not to say anything until his mate got it out.
“What if it turns out I was the reason Genevieve couldn’t get pregnant? What if I've waited too long? I don't know if I can handle not having pups..”
“Jared, I know you want to go to the worst possible outcome,” Jensens Alpha's voice, though gently used, made him withdraw; then he felt his beanie pulled off, replaced by thick fingers rhythmically stroking through his hair, and beginning to relax him. 
 “Let’s wait till all the tests are back. If it’s something we'll deal, we always do.”
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August 3rd
“Jay, move your ass! We're going to be late!” Jared bellows from downstairs.
“I’m coming…dammit!” Jensen cursed as he nearly tripped over some boxes left sitting by the bottom step. “You need to get the rest of this shit out of the way; about killed myself again!”
“I’ll stay up tonight moving the rest of this fucking shit if you’ll get a fucking move on!” 
Their sniping at each other had worsened with the house renovations barely complete. The former basement guest quarters got relocated to the spacious pool house. It now was Jensen's small, in-home music studio, and the emptied upstairs rooms converted into the eventual nursery/kids' rooms with a Jack and Jill bathroom in between.
They were flying out tomorrow to quarantine before resuming shooting on the eighteenth when the clinic called to say that their tests were back, and Jared didn’t want to wait for the results.
“You better start watching your goddamn language 'cause the last thing we need is for our pups to have a trash mouth like…don’t roll your eyes at me!” 
Jared threw his arms up in disgust, storming out to the garage and getting in Jensen’s truck, then drove to the clinic in silence and, after their temperature check, was escorted to the doctor’s office.
 “Mr. Bonham, Mr. Page, it a pleasure to see you. Please have a seat.” They sit next to each other, not touching. “Is there something wrong, gentleman?”
“Why do you ask?” Jensen barks, “Fuck man, don’t be rude!” Jared bit back, earning a glare that made most sane people flee from Jensen.
“Gentleman, no need to fight. It may surprise you, but I see a lot of hostility between my clients. I’m sure the added stress of the quarantine while trying to start a family puts your Alpha instincts more on edge, is it not?”
Jensen sighed, “I’m sorry, sir, I was raised better.”
Jared apologetically smiled, “I’m sorry too, sir, and you’re right.”
“I’ve been doing this for a long time and understand the situation from your side. My wife and I had trouble conceiving. We ended up having two sets of twins within three years. Now that’s stress.”
Jensen blinked, “And I thought mine were a handful.”
“They are a blessing, but honestly, it’s an absolute madhouse at times,” Dr. Rodgers laughed. “Right, let’s get back to you two,” he taped on a tablet, “Mr. Bonham, everything looks good. You are in the top percentile regarding mobility and live sperm count for your age group. One of the advantages of being an Alpha, unlike us poor Betas who diminish with age.”
“Mr. Page, I also have your results and that Tunel test, which revealed something..unique.” Jared's eyes widened, and he paled, breath hitching, and his stomach spasticity tightened, making him want to vomit. 
Jensen was out of his chair and, utilizing his Alpha strength turned Jared toward him, knelt between his legs, and reached up to grasp his face, forcing him to stare at him. “Hey Jared, concentrate on me,” he held his husband's gaze, “I need you to breathe with me.” 
After a few minutes, their breathing cinches up, and Jensen physically feels him relaxing, “there we go, big guy, welcome back.” 
Jared nodded, cheeks flushed in embarrassment, “it wasn’t that bad. I want you to focus on breathing for me, babe.”  Dr. Rodgers set a water bottle before him, “do you need me to get you anything else?”
“No, he’ll be fine, thank you,” Jensen answers, getting up and watching Jared drain half the bottle, “he’s usually more aware of these attacks, but since the damn lockdowns..” Jensen shook his head in disgust and retook his chair.
“We’re heading to Vancouver tomorrow to finish our sh..job before his new one starts in October. I guess it’s hitting us both that it’s our last trip.”
“Mr. Ackles, you can say show.” Jared and Jensen stare at him in surprise. 
“My daughters are fans, and I know more about the Winchester brothers than a man my age should.” Dr. Rodgers ruminates, “Mr. Page, if you are ready for me to continue?” Jared nodded as Jensen wrapped both of his hands around his free one.
“After I received the results, I spoke with a specialist in Alpha genetics. They looked at all your tests and came back with a conclusion I’ve never heard of before.” The doctor laid a printout on the desk, “This is a visual aid to help me explain.”
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“Chemoattactants are what a female’s egg releases to attract the sperm to it. You know how it works from there; sperm meets egg, sperm penetrates the egg, and viola, fertilization. Alphas sperm has evolved to inseminate all three sub-genders, whereas male Omegas sperm is sterile since they possess both reproductive organs but only need to utilize one.”
The doctor sets all three of Jared’s tests and the standard example on his desk for them to see, “the chromatin structure you carry, Mr. Page,” he points to the highlighted section, “has altered so that the eggs of Alphas and Betas are chemorepellent to your sperm, rejecting fertilization.”
Jared sat still-shocked, blankly staring at the results lying before him, vaguely feeling Jensen reaching across their bond again. He could hear Jensen's hesitant inquiry does this means he’s infertile, like he’s standing across a chasm.
“It’s why you could not conceive with your previous Beta spouse, and no medical intervention is available to help you.” Jared is numb and vaguely registers the doctor's voice. His dreams of little Padackle pups scampering around their home had figuratively been salt and burned. In the recesses of his mind, he’s aware of the conversation around him, but the longer it goes on, the more his brain tunes out.
~~~
The first thing Jared became aware of was fingertips caressing his face, softly wiping away wetness off his dampened cheeks. Slowly blinking, a blurry figure comes into focus.
Jensen is sitting in front of him. 
More accurately, he’s sitting cross-legged between his splayed legs on the floor, making him frown as more senses come back online.
How did he end up with his back against the desk instead of the chair now off to his right?  “I don’t..what happened? I was looking at the results, heard you asking, then nothing.”
“You passed out,” Jensen answers in his rough, Dean voice, “and scared the ever-living shit out of me! When your eyes rolled back into that big head of yours, I thought you were having an aneurysm!” Jared opens his mouth, “Be quiet!” Jensen’s Alpha overrides his normal voice, “you are completely stressed out, and it’s fucking with you! You had to add pushing for pups on top of,”  counting off on his fingers, “this fucking quarantine shutting down Supernatural, keeping our businesses afloat, getting Walker going, ending up hospitalized. It's no wonder you couldn’t handle the doctor's explanation.”
“Explanation of what?” Jared Alpha lashes back, leaning into Jensen’s space with flashing red eyes, “that I’m infertile, sterile, shooting blanks..”
Jensen’s normally warm green eyes bleed into a fierce red, “shut that fucking mouth, or I swear I’ll deck you.”
Jared’s mouth snapped shut in surprise.
They had gotten into many arguments over the years and got in each other’s faces a few times, but this was a first. Jensen had never, ever threatened physical harm.
Well, somewhat that time, Misha’s malicious innuendo set him off during a panel, then stupidly went at him again afterward. Jensen gave him a shove ordering him, as his Alpha mate, to cool off before he had to intervene.
Jensen’s jaw ticked as he mentally counted to ten, “Dr. Rodgers said that you couldn’t impregnate another Alpha or Beta, right?”
“Right.”
“The part you zoned out is that your sperm will fertilize an Omega’s eggs.”
Sighing heavily, Jensen crawls over a leg to sit against the desk, watching Jared pull his legs up, wrapping his arms around them, resting his chin on his knees, processing this information, and began gently rubbing his back.
They had mutually agreed on a Beta donor, but now this problem threw a wrench in their plans.“Maybe this is a sign we’re rushing into this again. Let’s take a step back and consider all our options,” he stopped, feeling Jared’s muscles stiffen under his hand.
“I’m not considering anything else, and I’m not stopping.”
“Wait, what?”
Jared lifted his head, “I realize this isn’t what you want, so don’t worry, I’m not gonna hold you to our agreement.”
When Jared spoke in that tone, Jensen knew that was it, end of the discussion, mind made up, “I’m going to find Dr. Rodgers and see if he’s willing to help me. If you want to leave, go to Uber.
“Fuck!” Jensen closed his eyes and thumped his head against the desk, knowing he had screwed up, and there was only one way to make it right.
***
If he had to, Jensen would’ve begged Jared to let him stay, admitting he was wrong and being open to an Omega as the donor. Jared wasn’t appeased but still relieved his husband didn’t take the out he’d given him.
The three candidates they met with were intelligent, attractive, lovely-scented O’s in their twenties that any Alpha looking for a mate would seriously consider. They all left Jensen wanting something more.
“I like aspects of all three. But honestly, babe, I’m not feeling it with any of them.”
“Maybe you’ve reached that stage where you’re looking for more substance, less aesthetic.”
“Did you just call me old?” 
Before Jared responds, Dr. Rodgers enters, “Mr. Bonham, I surmise from your expression that you found none of the candidates suitable.”
“It’s not that I don’t like them. There wasn’t a..”
“Connection, that’s normal. Just because you're an Alpha doesn’t mean you want to knot every Omega who crosses your path,” he says, peering at his watch.
“We’re at the end of our appointment, but I have one more donor I’d like you to meet. She doesn’t exactly fit your physical preferences Mr. Page, but this omega is special. And she’s willing to be the surrogate too.”
The doctor opens the door, and the O’s unique piquant scent envelops them before entering.
“Mr. Page, Mr. Bonham…this is Quinn.”
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kickingitwithkirk · 10 months
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 3689
Warnings:  a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events were altered to fit the story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Part III
September 8th
7:30 am
Jensen was sitting in the makeup chair, clenching his substantial coffee container to help warm his hands after spending a second, uncomfortable night in his trailer on location.
Vancouver had an unusual cold snap this time of year, and with the covid restrictions, the director decided that everyone would stay on the site until done filming the scenes.
While Jensen wasn’t happy about the weather, missing his two-legged heater, he was also grateful for a brief break from Jared now that they were heading towards the next phase of their lives, starting their family.
Jensen jokingly said they needed a code name since they planned on keeping he, she, or they a secret, even from their families, until birth; Jared, being Jared, was trying out every cartoon from their childhoods. 
“Penny for your thoughts,” Frida says as she applies more concealer under his eyes, hiding the darkened skin from not sleeping well. 
“Huh?”
“You asked about my new job and haven’t heard anything I’ve said; wanna talk about it?”
“Sorry, just not focusing very well today.”
“Yeah, we’re all feeling out of sorts with this being the last couple of days. Too bad this virus messed everything up. It would’ve been a hell of a send-off if everybody could have been here.”
Jensen couldn’t believe after fifteen years; he had only two days left to be Dean Winchester. 
Alex and Misha left after finishing their scenes, but Jim Beaver was back. It was only fitting for Bobby Singer to be there at the end, having been such a pivotal influence in the brothers' lives. 
Frida continued chatting about random things while working when a PA stuck their head in calling him to the set. 
Stepping out of the trailer, Jensen spotted Baby the Impala sitting by the building used for exterior shots of Harvelle's Roadhouse and smiled, knowing she’d officially be his soon.
***
September 12th
“Jay, I’m taking out the bags,” Jared hollers seconds before their apartment's front door slammed shut while Jensen did one last check around for any forgotten anything, satisfied that only a few neatly marked boxes were left to ship back to Texas. 
He walked into the living room, stopping to gaze out the picture window when a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist, molding him against the well-muscled chest of his mate. Tipping his head back as Jared kissed along his neck, he says, “I’m gonna miss this view.” 
Jensen hummed in acknowledgment, eventually saying, “we need to get going if we’re gonna make Seattle by seven.” Jared held him for a few heartbeats longer, reluctantly let go, and interlacing their fingers led him to the door. 
Jensen paused, turning them again to gaze out the window at their view.
***
September 21st
“This has been a great trip, but man, I’ll be glad to be in our bed tonight,” Jared remarks as they drive past a green highway sign saying Austin 312. “Can’t wait,” Jensen drowsily says, having not slept much the last few days. 
They had decided to road trip it back to Texas, stopping at a few places they had wanted to visit for a while. Jared somehow managed to finagle; okay, he played dirty with that mind-numbing blow job that always makes Jensen agree to anything gets him a couple of extra days to camp in southern Colorado.
Jensen enjoyed the beautiful scenery and hiking in the mountains but hated camping. Well, they didn’t technically rough it the way Jared liked but still a friggin yurt in late September?
What he was willing to endure for love.
Jared started singing along to some classic country playing on the radio as they drove through the desert Jensen dropped off.
***
October 23rd
Jared turned from the open fridge with a puzzled expression, sensing the same vague something he’s felt God knows how many times in the last couple of months. 
Shutting the door, he walked over to the kitchen island where his husband was seated, pushing his unfinished dinner on his plate.
“Jay, what’s going on? Are you worried about the implantation? Dr. Rodgers said the embryos were healthy and optimistic the surrogate took this first try.” 
What Jensen wanted to ask, the question that's been plaguing him since August, but he couldn’t figure out how to phrase without upsetting his husband, flew out, “did you pick that O because you knew that’d be the one I’d choose?”
Slapping his hand over his mouth, Jensens }{ eyes widened, disbelieving he blurted it out.
Jared worked to find a response squeaking an actual squeak before regaining control over his vocal cords, “that’s what I’ve been sensing!” 
Jared gripped the edge of the island with his big hands. “Are you seriously wanting to go there again? I was candid when I realized that was the O I reacted to, and you weren’t exactly in full control with her present either, Alpha!”
Jensen's jaw ticked, irritated at being reminded he let his control slip making Jared huff. “So all this time, instead of talking to me, you’ve conjured up some bullshit..”
“I’ve been racking my brains to figure out how to ask the question without upsetting you!” Jensen felt his wolf pace in agitation, get up and match its movement around the kitchen. 
 “For the past few years, I’ve sensed you felt something missing, kept telling myself it’s because you're biologically unfulfilled, but during that interview, you were all,”  Jensen waves his hands a vague gesture, “has I’m second guessing us.” 
His mate's physical reaction makes him come to a halt.
Jared’s eyes are glowing red, but the eerie wolf expression, its intensity, disconcerts him.
“I love you, Jensen. You are my mate, husband, my everything, but sometimes you..” Jared leaves whatever he wants to say unfinished.  “I thought you understood. In my mind, both of us having pups with the same donor means my offspring won’t be considered a step-relation and will grow up having strong familial ties with JJ, Arrow, and Zep.” 
Jensen started to speak when Jared’s low, reverberating growl warned him not to interrupt.
“I consciously listened to my wolf when it came to choosing the person who’s biologically contributing to our children and me,” Jared emphasizes, slapping his chest, ”I have no regrets picking her..but you do.” 
Taking a deep breath, he abstractedly says, ”the dogs need to be fed,” and walks away. 
Upon the sound of Jared’s SUV leaving, Jensen’s legs gave out, and he dropped to the floor, curling up in a fetal position, and wrapped his arms around himself, feeling Arlo and Koda lay down on each side with him between them.
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Thanksgiving 
“The kids are in a tryptophan coma,” Jensen announces as he walks through the kitchen's back door. He had followed Danneel home afterward, helping get JJ and the twins cleaned up and put to bed, “they’ll be out till Monday.”
“Good, 'cause I’m dead on my feet,” Jared yawned while loading the dishwasher. It had been their turn to host the holiday with Dani, the kids, Gavin and his, Clif’s family, Jared’s parents, siblings, and their broods. 
 “I told you to wait, and I’d help finish cleaning up when I got back,” Jensen said as Jared started the machine.
“I figured you’d wanna stay awhile and be too tired, and I didn’t want to deal with it tomorrow. All that’s left is to put the trash and recycling out. Could you grab it?”
“On it,” Jensen picked up the bags, walked around the side of the house, and dropped them into their designated receptacles.
When he returned, Jared had already switched off the downstairs lights, made his way to their bedroom, and took the first turn in the bath, getting ready for bed.
Jensen was sitting with his back against the headboard, checking his messages, when Jared dropped heavily beside him. “I plan on sleeping for the next three days,” he mutters, resting his head against Jensen’s shoulder. 
“Sounds good to me, babe. Glad we didn’t schedule anything extra this weekend. It’ll be nice to spend some alone time,” he wiggled his eyebrows.
“Hmm.  Hey, do you remember the last Thanksgiving?” 
Jared closed the door, pushing Jensen against it seductively, lowering his fox-slanted eyes, and huskily whispered, “I’m so fucking horny I need my dick in you now!”
“Dude, we're in my sister's kitchen pantry! Anyone could hear..“
“..then you’ll have to be quiet,” Jared dove in for a deep, dirty kiss, grinding against his mate until he was begging to be fucked.
“You’re the one who got us busted..”
“..always so fucking tight...fuck I’m not gonna last.”
“Mac said it sounded like your dick..” Jensen broke off when Jared slowly ran his tongue up the column of his neck and bites on his earlobe softly speaks.
“You gotta admit,” his husband’s huge hand is moving under his sleep shirt, “our sex life,” those long fingers tip-toeing up his smooth, freckled chest teasing his left nipple, ”is never dull,” Jensen moans in response, tipping his head to expose more of his neck to Jared’s wondering lips, enjoying the scratch of his short beard.
“I thought you were sleeping the next three days.”
Jared answers by removing his hand and taking the phone, placing it on the nightstand, then straddling his husband's thick thighs and starts nibbling along the other side of Jensen’s sensitive neck, working his way to his slightly raised claim mark, flattening his tongue and licking it feels Jensen sliding his hands up his back finding a grip in his shortened hair, unhappy about how much he’s cut off for Walker, unable to tangle his thick fingers into the soft tresses like he used to, something that always drives his boy wild.
Finding a purchase, he pulled hard, making Jared gasp, and tugged until his head back was the perfect angle for him to run his tongue across those candy pink lips, teasing the seam for him to open, granting him access and Jensen teased, alternating between caressing Jared’s tongue with his and sucking on his lips.
Moaning, Jared rocks his hips, seeking friction, and breaks their kiss long enough to work Jensens' sleep shirt off, wrestling with it before tossing it off the bed as Jensen’s lips attack his neck desperately.
A signal taps to his thigh, then Jensens rolls them and kneels between his sleep pant-clad legs as Jared, knowing what his mate wants, reaches up to grip the strategically placed bar in their custom headboard with both hands, pecs flexing in anticipation of what’s to come. 
Not breaking eye contact, Jensen bends forward, stopping a hair's breadth from Jared’s lips, and slowly slides backward, caressing the acres of golden skin beneath him using only his warm breath, paused to hook his fingers in the pants waistband pulling them with him as he continues journeying south. 
He slowly makes his way back, leaving wet, open-mouth kisses along those extra long, muscular legs he loves, sucking on the inside of both thighs and biting down hard enough to leave marks before arriving at his designated stop. He hasn’t touched Jared’s beautiful cock, yet it’s fully engorged and vigorously leaking on his flat stomach. 
Jensen ran his tongue over the quivering skin, lapping up precome. He loved how sweeter than salty Jared tasted made him roll his hips, rubbing Jensen’s teasing tongue along his dribbling slit, wanting those plump lips wrapped around his velvety cockhead. Taking the hint, Jensen rests his head on Jared’s lower stomach and sucks on it.
Jared wants to let go of the bar but doesn’t. Instead makes nonsensical noises as his toes curl up at the mixed sensations of his mates' silky beard tickling his lower regions while suckling on his cockhead, alternately swirling his tongue over the sensitive nerves underneath and through his slit. 
After all these years, Jared’s still amazed at Jensen’s knowledge of his body and his ability to keep him on edge for however long he’s in the mood to play.
“Jen..pleeeease..need to cum..fu..need it so fucking..ugh...fuuuckk...Alpha!”
Raising on a forearm, Jensen starts bobbing up and down his shaft, pausing on each low pass to work his throat open, taking Jared further in until his mate's substantial cockhead is in his throat swallows, and Jared’s knot begins inflating, pushing his mouth open wider and cuts off his breathing. 
Letting the knot pop out from between his plump lips, Jensen wraps a hand firmly around it and starts vigorously bobbing, drawing out a litany of obscene noises, feels Jared’s balls drawing up and backs off till only the head in his mouth fills it with sweet, thick nectar swallows hears Jared hiss, too sensitive for anymore pulls off kissing the tip one last time. With enough energy, he crawls up the bed, faceplants on his pillow.
“Dude, you’ve finally sucked out my last brain cell.”
Purring deep in his chest, Jensen turns, giving Jared a self-satisfied smirk that made him mutter, “I wasn’t trying to give you a bigger head.”  
Rolling onto his side Jensen displays his turgid cock, “okay, he’s the bigger head,” Jared concedes, reaching down runs his fingers over the weeping tip to wet them before firmly gripping Jensen’s pulsing thickness, hand rubbing up and down excruciatingly slow. 
“So,” his honeyed voice lowers an octave while watching Jensen dissolve into a breathy mess, “how does he want me?”
Jensen opens his mouth to answer when a ringing phone makes him growl and, glancing over his shoulder, says, “Not mine.”
 “It’s the clinic. Why would they call us on a holiday?”Jared let go of Jensen's cock and sat up against the headboard listening before his wondrous smile appeared.
“Our surrogate is pregnant!” 
Jared practically bounced on the bed like a kid on a sugar high and began discussing what came next. Jensen feels his erection diminish, gets up, heads into the bath, turns on the shower, and leans against a wall, forehead resting on crossed arms and letting the hot water flow over his back.
He knows he should be elated-his mate has hopefully sired a pup (or pups), and the possibility of propagating himself again. 
Instead, he’s seized up in conflict. 
***
After that god-awful argument last October, he ended up at Josh’s. His brother confessed his mate, and he was seeing a counselor because they were having marital issues, too, and spent the night drinking and reflecting. The following day Jensen came home to an angry because he didn’t know where the fuck he was all night, husband. 
After telling him about his talk with his brother, Jared seemed somewhat mollified but a few nights later.
Walker star Jared Padalecki was arrested near the anniversary of the Stereotype bar altercation.
· Jared Padalecki was arrested again in Austin, Texas, early Sunday morning on one count of public intoxication.
When he got released, Jared sat Jensen down, pleading with him to sit in on his next therapy session, saying they couldn’t keep going on like this; it was tearing him apart. He wants..no..needs Jensen to completely open up, stop trying to protect him, and discuss what’s happening in his head.
Jared’s therapist started by informing them he wasn’t a marriage counselor. Still, after a discussion with Jared, they knew the situation had an apparent detrimental impact on his mental health.
They listened to them separately, then together, about their observations and thoughts on each other’s behaviors and came up with a hypothesis: Jared’s inner wolf had an attraction to this Omega they’d encountered, and since this was the first time he’d shown interest to any female since mating, Jensen, and his wolf, was envious. 
Jensen outright objected, pointing out that yes, he could be possessive of Jared as any other mate would, and yes, he also found her attractive because, well, okay, she’s more his preference of a female but was most definitely not envious since they prefer different types, look at their ex-wives. 
The therapist raised an eyebrow and said, “not anymore.”
Jensen opened and closed his mouth several times, unable to find an appropriate response, said something about motherfucking psycho-babble, and slammed out the front door.
***
Lost in thought, Jensen didn’t notice his husband stepping into the shower stall until his considerable frame was blocking the water turns and found himself leaning against the wall trapped between Jared’s large hands as he gazed into his spring-colored eyes that captured his mate's heart the moment their eyes met years ago.
 “Hey, no matter what happens next, we’re good.”
***
December 16th
Jared was sitting in his chair chatting with Lindsey and Keegan while the crew was finishing setting up for the next scene and felt his phone vibrate. He didn’t recognize the number but excused himself to answer privately. There was visible tension in the big Alpha's shoulders that caught his co-stars' attention. 
“Hey, everything okay?” Lindsay asked
“Umm...I’m not sure. Need to make another call,” Jared said, waving the phone, “let us know if you need anything, okay.” Keegan says, and Jared nods while pulling up another number. “Hey, Clif, I need a favor.”
***
Clif pulled the SUV into the parking lot of the old motel in a questionable, rundown area of Austin while Jared looked around and asked, “are you sure this is the right place?” 
“This is the place the guy mentioned,” Clif replied, getting out and heading for the office. A couple of minutes later, “the manager said to try the laundry out back,” started the vehicle, drove to the rear of the property, got out again, and knocked on the building's door. An older Hispanic woman answered, engaging him in a brief conversation before stepping back inside. 
Clif nodded to Jared, and as he got out of the vehicle, the scent of orange blossoms mixed with spices hit him seconds before the door reopened, and the person they'd spent days searching for froze in the doorway upon seeing him.
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December 22nd
Thanking his driver, Jensen claimed out with his carry-on bag and walked up the front stone pathway, relieved to be home after his hopefully final costume fitting for his role as Soldier Boy. 
He had been flying back and forth every week from LA for the last couple of months, had gotten old quickly, and was planning on enjoying Christmas at home.
His in-laws were coming to stay for a few days, as were Danneel and their pups. Josh said he was still planning to drop by a few hours after Christmas Day since he and Mac were scheduled to spend most of the holiday with their parents.
Jensen felt that mixture of anger and sadness he got thinking about his parents. They raised their offspring in the church's beliefs and though he never believed in it, respected their choices.
 Too bad they couldn’t reciprocate.
***
Alan and Donna Ackles belonged to an ultra-conservative church that touted the foundations of child-rearing from the book, and in the Ackles household, spare the rod, spoil the child, was a gospel that fit their viewpoints since neither was the physically or emotionally demonstrative type, only offering a reserved affection.
The saving grace of the Ackles children was their Beta nanny, who gave them unconditional love, especially Jensen, who was shy as a child, already knowing he was different from his siblings. The Beta instilled confidence in them to discover who they were and encouraged Jensen to come out before moving to California. 
Shortly after graduating, he told his family he was bisexual, and his boyfriend was moving to L.A. too. Alan and Donna try to stop him, insisting he goes to their pastor and confesses his transgressions, begging forgiveness for his sins against the church and its teachings. 
When Jensen declined, they threatened to pull the agreed-upon six-month financial support while he auditioned for parts. He refused, packed up what would fit into his car, and left with his boyfriend. His first break came shortly after arriving, and Jensen quickly learned Hollywood didn’t care what his sexual orientation was as long as he kept it behind closed doors. 
His management agency would set him up on dates to events with many up-and-coming female artists of the time for publicity, which wasn’t a problem playing along when he wasn’t dating a woman. 
Jensen bounced around doing guest roles before joining Day of Our Lives for three years, then onto a few others before testing for Sam Winchester in a new series created by Eric Kripke. The moment he met former Gilmore Girls heartthrob Jared Padalecki and he flashed his incredible color-shifting eyes, easy smile, and dimples in his direction, Jensen knew he was gone for anyone else. 
It’s easy to see where Jared’s personality comes from. His Om, Sherrie, is overly affectionate, excessively physical, and verbal with everyone she considers family, biological or not. The first time he accompanied Jared home on a holiday break, Jensen ended up bowled over by the five-foot-nothing Omega and instantly became part of her brood.
He might not have his biological parents anymore, but his now in-laws, the complete opposite of the Ackles, helped make that gaping hole smaller.
***
Barley getting the front door open, Jensen’s struck with the scent of orange blossoms and spices he couldn’t quite place. 
Dropping his luggage in the foyer, he follows the scent further into the house as Arlo sits near the large picture windows facing the backyard where he and Koda were napping, gets up, and crosses over to greet him.
Rubbing around his ears as he liked asks, “where’s daddy at?” He thought Jared was supposed to be in a meeting with Anne Fricke, headed towards the kitchen where the scent seemed to be coming from, “babe, is that coffee shop you love with back open, what’s it called? The house smells like those sweet rolls you’re obsessed with,” he abruptly stopped and blinked not believing what was in front of him. 
More accurately, whose standing in front of him.
“Babe is on a call; dinner will be ready in twenty.” 
“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?”
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kickingitwithkirk · 3 years
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Greetings From Austin: Part II
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.  
Word Count: 3985
Warnings: a/b/o, bisexuality, angst, cursing, self doubt, depression/anxiety, married life/disagreements, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, surrogacy
*Jensen acting out of character
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: For this part I did some research & delved into a bit of reproductive/genetic testing-please don’t dink me on details, I altered it a bit to fit A/B/O verse.
A/N III:  There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional  A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
Part I
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*photos found online
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One hour later
Jensen sets two sealed cups in the small niche shutting its door and grabs his jacket sliding it on, his inner Alpha purring with satisfaction watching his husband's fumbling fingers working at a button on his shirt, “Need any help babe?”
Jared’s all dilated pupils and glowing cheeks above his thick beard, “I’m good, I'll be out in a few.” Jensen leans in for one more soft, lingering kiss before leaving. Locking the door behind him Jared leans against it, closing his eyes, savoring the last vestiges of his oxytocin high.
He can’t stop recalling that mischievous glint in those luminous green eyes as Jensen slowly licked his plush lips before diving in to kiss him stupid, his long, sinful tongue doing things that’s probably illegal in twenty states, hands with ooh, so thick, talented fingers capable all sorts of magical things.
Shaking himself out of the memory he crossed over to the sink and caught his debauched reflection in the mirror. Shit, he can’t out looking like this.
Turning on the tap cups his hand to catch some of the running water splashing his face to cool off when his phone starts vibrating in his back pocket. Drying his hands and face he pulls it out checking the text. Glancing up he runs a hand over his thick beard, smoothing it down before leaving the room.
Completely preoccupied typing a reply he rounds the corner heading for the doctor's office slamming into a woman knocking her off her feet, the contents of the bag she’s carrying scatter loudly across the floor.
“Fuck, I’m so sorry!”
From her seated position she looks up...and up, his long, long legs clad in low riding jeans barely held up by a loosely buckled leather belt, his shirts rucked-up, a bit of his treasure trail and toned abs flanked by the sharp V of his hip peeking out.
“FuckI’mfuckingsorryFuckdidn’tfuckingsee....”
Jared, embarrassed, keeps apologizing, laced with fuck every other word, squats down gathering scattered items, dropping them back into the bag continuously babbling until she bursts out laughing. “And here I be thinking I said fuck to much,” a subtle lilt in her voice making it sound like she’s saying fook instead.
They move around each other picking up the last of her stuff. Jared reaches for a scarf when the central air catches a few loose strands of her hair, lightly dancing them across his cheek.
He inhales sharply as her piquant scent travels through his system eliciting a rumbling purr deep in his chest, “Fuck..” She breathes out gazing directly into his kaleidoscope eyes, watching mesmerized as they bleed into red with arousal as her eyes flash gold in response.
“I..I..fuck..I’ve gotta go!” She sputters, scrambling to her feet, grabs the bag hurrying away, leaving him holding the scarf.
Lifting the forgotten fabric to his face Jared deeply inhaled her scent, reaching down presses against his cock chubbing up the second time that day. He morosely stares in the direction she fled in once more, a low whine of loss escapes before he tucks the scarf into his back pocket and resumes heading towards the doctor’s office.
Dr. Rodgers, standing just inside in a doorway observing unnoticed, makes a mental note.
***
Jensen watches amused as Jared sits down with a slight wince, a not unpleasant reminder of their recent interlude, teases, “Did I make that much of a mess out of you Jay?”
Jared shrugs with a nonchalant “eh.” Jensen lowers his chin leaning close growling his displeasure at the flippant response, Jared internally shivers knowing he’s gonna pay for it when they get home, much to his delight.
Jensen abruptly stops growling, “You stink like Omega!”
Dr. Rodgers comes in carrying a binder saving Jared from responding, “We’ll get your test results in about two weeks unless we see something that needs further investigation.” He sets down the binder in front of them, opening it to the first page revealing a dossier and picture.
“Now, the next bit is selecting an egg donor. I’m sure you're wondering how we select the donors. I rely on a protein compatibility test, similar to the markers blood test used when matching Alphas and Omegas, narrowing down prospective candidates.
All of our donors are Betas and Omegas. Several of the Betas are willing to be the surrogate too. If you choose to go with an Omega donor we will have the extra step of selecting a Beta surrogate but that’s something to discuss later if needed.
We also take into account your personal preferences when it comes to physical traits, personality, etc. I’ll introduce you to the top three that are the best matches. If for some reason none of them work out, we’ll try the next most compatible candidates.”
Dr. Rodgers clicks his pen, “Let’s get started shall we.”
***
Flipping off the light switch Jensen walks out of the bath to find Jared already asleep. Crossing over to their bed he stopped at his side admiring him.
How had he gotten so lucky to have Jared as his? Over fifteen years since that life changing meeting he was more in love with his mate than ever, the ups and downs in their relationship that could have torn them apart made their marriage stronger.
Jensen took hold of the book Jared had been reading, gently pulling it out of his hand, slid in a bookmark and placed it on the nightstand turning off the lamp.
Easing into his side of the bed he leaned over pressing a soft kiss to Jared’s bare shoulder, who only wore bottoms since he always ran warm. Shifting, Jared buries his face into Jensen's neck, draping a long arm across his chest snuggling close, “Thank you.”
“For what babe?”
“Helping me today,” he could feel Jared’s breath warm against his skin, “I know you're against having more but please don’t decide not to, I want to have pups with you.”
Jensen mentality sighed, he’d be forty-three before they were born and didn’t want to be the old dad. Jared had argued that he'd never be, they knew lots of people were having their families later, look at Reedus, fifty when his daughter came and JDM, he was almost fifty-two when George was born.
“I’ll make you a deal, I’ll say yes if we find one donor we both agree on,” he felt Jared’s emotions shifting more positive, “but if you like one and me another, I’m not doing it.”
Jared pressed several soft kisses to the side of his neck, “Okay Jen,” he agrees, shifting to lay his head on his shoulder, “we’ll find the one, I can feel it.” he sleepily finishes.
Jensen rests his cheek against the top of Jared's head, not fallen asleep for ages. How was he going to handle Jared’s inevitable disappointment, knowing it will happen since they have always had vastly different tastes in females.
***
Five days later
7:00 A.M.
Jared was up to mile three of his daily workout on the treadmill in his office. He usually ran outside this early in the morning but a surprise thunderstorm altered his plans for the day when his phone rang. He dialed the machine down to walking speed to answer.
“Hello, Mr. Page, this is Sissy from Dr. Rodgers office, I’m sorry to be calling so early. He would like for you to come back in for a follow up about your semen testing.” Jared’s throat tightened, closing off his ability to respond.
He stepped off the machine and sat down on the large leather couch, “Sorry I..what time can I come in?”
“We have an opening at 8:45, will that work?”
“Yes ma’am, I can be there then.”
“Great, we’ll see you in a bit Mr. Page.”
Jared sat back not caring he was getting sweat all over the leather and started his breathing exercise to calm himself, telling his brain to knock it off, surely it wasn’t anything major with how calm Sissy was on the phone.
Ten minutes later he was still anxious but able to handle it. He glanced at his watch and knew he had to get his butt in gear to make the appointment.
Walking into the bedroom he found Jensen softly snoring so he moved as quietly as he could grabbing some clean clothes and headed for the shower. He left a note by the coffee pot saying he had an errand and be back ASAP.
He pulled into the clinics parking lot with five minutes to spare. Tucking his hair into his ever present beanie, Jared slipped on his mask and dashed through the downpour into the clinic.
After being temperature checked, Sissy walked him to the doctor's office. Knocking on the door she opened it and Jared saw the doctor on the phone gesturing for him to come in as he finished his call.
“Hello Mr. Page, thank you for coming in. I wanted to go over a discrepancy the lab found with your test, I'll try not to use too much doctor jargon.” He layed three pages on the table in front of him, a color printout of a sperm DNA strand broke down into segments and the others Jared recognized as chromosome mapping. “These are part of the Alphas sperm DNA sequencing. Normally, this one has a wide band in this segment,” he pointed to a circled area on the right page demonstrating a normal sequence. “This is your sperm's DNA. What I wanted to show you is a variant in the same section,” he circled a column on the left page, “which contains a narrow band instead,” he highlighted one piece of the chain.
“What does it mean?” Jared asked nervously.
“I’m going to be honest with you, I don’t know, I’ve never encountered this variant before. I looked at your previous testing from 2016 and it was also present on that test, not sure why it was overlooked. I’ve consulted with a few colleagues of mine to get their take,” he paused resting his arms on the desk watching Jared’s expression, “Mr. Page, I didn’t ask you to come in to upset you, I prefer to keep my clients in the loop if anything unusual does present with their testing. It’s possibly something that's genetically unique to you and affects nothing. I’d like to run a Tunel test, it’s a sperm chromatin structure analysis, it’ll give us more information to work with.”
Jared fidgeted, desperately wanting to chew on his fingers, “Umm…okay.”
“Good, it's not invasive at all, we just need some more sperm.” Dr. Rodgers says.
~~~
Jensen was stumbling around the kitchen working on his first cup of coffee when Jared walked in carrying a box from his favorite bakery.
“Those aren’t what I think they are?” Jensen asks as Jared sits the box down on the counter. He opens the lid inhaling the scent of decadent cinnamon roll goodness before pulling out one and taking a huge bite moaning pornographically, “Babe, whatever I did to warrant these remind me to do it again,” he says with his mouthful.
Jared chuckles as his mate continues making obscene noises before bending down taken a bit from the other side earning warning snarl.
“You are so not a morning person.” Jared chided sliding the box over to retrieve his own taking it setting down at the island bar pulling a chunk off.
“You wanna share what’s rattling around in that big head of yours?” Jensen inquires. Jared chews slowly before answering. “I got a call from the clinic, something showed up in my test.”
Jensen snapped fully alert, his roll forgotten, and sat down next to him, “Jared, what’s wrong? Are you sick?”
Jared fiddled with his roll, pulling it apart, “No, not that I’m aware of but they found something off and don’t know what it is. Dr. Rodgers said it’s probably nothing but wanted to run another test to see if he can figure out what it is what if something is wrong and turns out I was the reason Genevieve couldn’t get pregnant I don’t know if I can handle it the possibility of not being able to have pups I’ve wanted them for so long I can’t imagine our lives...”
“Jared,” Jensen sharpness interrupts Jared’s incessant rambling, making him go quiet, “I know you want to go to the worst possible outcome but let’s wait till all the tests are back. If it’s something, we’ll deal, we always do.”
***
August 3rd
“Jen, move your ass, were gonna be late!” Jared bellows from downstairs.
“I’m coming...dammit!” Jensen cursed as he tripped over the boxes left sitting by the bottom step. “You need to get the rest of this shit out of the way, about killed myself again!”
“I’ll stay up tonight moving the rest of this fucking shit if you’ll get a fucking move on!”
The sniping at each other had gotten worse since the house renovations were barely completed before heading back to Vancouver.
Jensen moved his music studio into the newly created space in the basement from the former guest quarters, now relocated to the spacious pool house. The empty upstairs rooms were converted into the eventual nursery/kids rooms with a Jack and Jill bathroom between them.
“You better start watching your goddamn language cause the last thing we need is for our kids to have a trash mouth like…don’t roll your eyes at me!” Jared threw his arms up in disgust before storming out to the garage getting in Jensen’s truck. They drove to the clinic in silence.
They were flying out tomorrow to quarantine for two weeks before resuming shooting on the eighteenth. Then the clinic called their tests were back and Jared didn’t want to wait till they got back for the results.
After their temperature check they were immediately escorted to the doctor’s office finding him already there. “Mr. Bonham, Mr. Page, pleasure to see you, please have a seat.” They sit next to each other not touching. “Is there something wrong gentleman?”
“Why do you ask?” Jensen barks, “Fuck man, don’t be rude!” Jared bit back earning a glare that makes most sane people back away from Jensen.
“Gentleman, no need to fight. It may surprise you but I actually see a lot of hostility between my clients. I’m sure the added stress of the quarantine while trying to start a family is putting your Alpha instincts more on edge, is it not?”
Jensen sighed, “I’m sorry sir, I was raised better.”
Jared gave an apologetic smile, “I’m sorry too sir, and you're right.”
“I’ve been doing this for a long time and understand the situation from your side, my wife and I had trouble conceiving. We ended up having two sets of twins within three years, now that’s stress.”
Jensen blinked, “And I thought mine were a handful.”
Dr. Rodgers laughed, “They are a blessing but honestly, it’s an absolute madhouse at times. So, let’s get back to you two. Mr. Bonham, everything looks good, you are in the top percentile when it comes to mobility and live sperm count for your age group. One of the advantages of being an Alpha, unlike us poor Betas who’s diminish with age.”
“Mr. Page, I also have your results and the Tunel tests which turned out to be something.. unique.”
Jared eyes widened as he paled, his breath hitching, feeling his stomachs spastic tightening making him about vomit. He knew it, he knew something was going to go wrong, his brain didn’t lie to him this time.
Jensen was out of his chair and utilizing his Alpha strength turned Jared’s towards him before kneeling between his legs reaching up to firmly grip the sides of his head forcing him to focus on him opens up his side of their bond he’d shut the other day when they were arguing to gauge how bad this one was.
“Hey Hey, concentrate on me, I need you to breathe with me,” he held Jared’s gaze for several minutes as their breathing cinqued up, feeling him relaxing.
“There you go big guy. It wasn’t that bad, focus on your breathing okay.” Jared nodded embarrassed as Dr. Rodgers sat a bottle of water in front of him, “Do you need me to get you anything else?”
“No, he’s fine, thank you,” Jensen answers, getting up retaking his chair as Jared took a long drink from the bottle, “he’s usually more aware of these attacks but since the damn lock-downs.” Jensen shook his head in disgust, “We're heading back to Vancouver tomorrow to finish our sh..job before his new one starts late October. I guess it’s really hitting us both that it's finally ending.”
“Mr. Ackles, you can say show,” Jared and Jensen stare at him in surprise, “my daughters are fans, I know more about the Winchester brothers than a man my age should.” Dr. Rodgers ruminates, “Mr. Page, are you ready for me to continue?” Jared nodded as Jensen wrapped both of his hands around his free one.
“After I received the results I spoke with a specialist in Alpha genetics. They looked at all your tests and came back with a conclusion I’ve never heard of before.” The doctor laid a printout on the desk, “This is a visual aid to help me in explaining.”
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“Chemoattactants are what a female's egg releases to attract the sperm to it. You know how it works from there; sperm meets egg, sperm penetrates egg and viola, fertilization. Alphas sperm has evolved allowing them to inseminate all three sub-genders, whereas male Omegas sperm is sterile since they possess both sets of reproductive organs but only need to utilize one.”
The doctor sets all three of Jared’s tests and the normal example on his desk for them to see, “This chromatin structure you carry Mr. Page,” he points to the highlighted section, “has altered so that the eggs of Alphas and Betas are chemorepellent to your sperm, rejecting fertilization.”
Jared sat still-shocked, blankly staring at the results lying before him, vaguely feeling Jensen reaching across their bond again. “Does this mean he’s...infertile?” He can hear Jensen hesitant inquiry, like he's standing across a vast chasm.
“In conventional terms, yes. This is the reason you were unable to conceive with your previous spouse, being a Beta, and there is still no medical intervention available that would have helped. What’s unique is his sp...”
Jared was numb. His dreams of a little Padackles tearing around their home had literally been salt and burned before his eyes with those test results.
In the recesses of his attention he’s aware of the continuing conversation around him, the longer it goes on, the more his brain is tuning out.
~~~
The first thing he becomes aware of are fingertips caressing his face, softly wiping away wetness damping his cheeks. Slowly blinking the blurry shape in front of him comes into focus.
Jensen is sitting in front of him. More accurately, he’s sitting cross legged in between his own splayed legs on the floor. Jared frowns as his senses are coming back online.
He was sitting on the chair that’s now off to his right so how did he end up with his back against the desk?
“You passed out,” Jensen answers his unspoken question, “and scared the ever-living shit out of me! I thought you were having an aneurysm the way your eyes rolled back into your big head!”
“I..I..don’t know what happened, I was looking at the results, you were asking questions..then nothing.”
“Stress Jared, you are completely stressed out and it's fucking with your illness!” He opens his mouth, “No, I’m not done so be quiet.” Jensen’s voice dropped with his Alpha tone overlaying it,
“Between that final script having you nuts all year, this quarantine fucking up your meds, dealing with your businesses shutdowns, getting Walker started, you had to add pushing for pups, it’s no wonder you couldn’t handle the doctor explanation of...”
“Explanation of what?” Jared lashes back in own Alpha voice, leaning forward into Jensen’s space, his eyes flashing red, “That I’m infertile, sterile, shooting blanks..”
“Shut that fucking mouth for two minutes or I swear I’ll deck you.” Jensen’s normally warm green eyes bleed into a fierce red, becoming hard.
Jared’s mouth snapped shut in surprise. They had gotten into plenty of arguments over the years, gotten in each other’s faces a few times but this was a first. Jensen had never, ever threatened physical harm.
Well, somewhat that time Misha set him off during a panel and he went for him afterwards. Misha stupidly goaded him again before Jensen gave him a shove, ordering him to cool off before he had to do something.
Jensen’s jaw ticked as he mentally counted to ten, “Dr. Rodgers said that you couldn’t impregnate another Alpha or Beta right?”
“Right.”
“The part you zoned out is that your sperm wants to only fertilize an Omega’s eggs.”
Sighing heavily, Jensen crawls over a leg to sit against the desk next to him. Jared pulls his legs up and wraps his arms around them, resting his chin on his knees processing this information as Jensen reaches over and gently rubs his hand in random patterns over his back.
They had mutually agreed on a Beta donor. Now this threw a wrench in the plans.
“Maybe this is a sign we’re rushing into this again. Let’s take a step back and consider all our options.” Jared’s muscles stiffened under his hand.
“I’m not considering anything else and I’m not stopping.”
“Wait...what?”
Jared lifted his head, “I’m not considering anything else and I’m not stopping. I realize this isn’t what you want so don’t worry, I’m not gonna hold you to our agreement.”
Jensen exhaled sharply knowing when Jared spoke in that tone, that was it, end of discussion, mind made up.
Jared gets up, “I’m going to find Dr. Rodgers and see if he's still willing to help me. If you want to leave, go. I’ll get an Uber when I’m done.” He walks out quietly shutting the door behind him.
“Fuck!” Jensen closed his eyes thumping his head back against the desk. He knew he had screwed up and there was only one way to make it right.
***
Jensen asked Jared to let him stay, he was wrong for saying that and he'd be open to one of the Omegas as a possible donor too. Jared wasn’t completely appeased but he was happy Jensen didn’t take the out given him.
The three candidates were smart, attractive, lovely scented Omegas in their twenties that any Alpha looking for a prospective mate would seriously consider, leaving Jensen wanting something else.
“I like aspects of all three Jay, but honestly, I'm not feeling it with any of them.”
“Maybe you’ve reached the stage you’re looking for more substance, less aesthetic.”
“Did you just call me old?” Jensen gaped at his husband.
Before Jared responds, Dr. Rodgers enters, “I see from your expression Mr. Bonham that you haven’t decided on a candidate.”
“It’s not that I didn’t like any of them, there isn’t a..”
“Connection. It’s normal, just because your Alpha doesn’t mean you..desire every Omega you cross paths with. With some it takes time to find the right one.” He looks at his watch.
“We’re at the end of our appointment but I have one more donor I’d like you to meet today. She’s doesn’t exactly fit your personal physical preferences but this omega is...special..and she’s willing to be the surrogate too.”
The doctor opens the door gestures to someone. They stand up to greet her and as she enters they are enveloped by her piquant scent.
“Mr. Page and Mr. Bonham, this is Quinn.”
***
tbc
Part III
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Greetings From Austin
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Word Count: 2616
Warnings: a/b/o, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, self doubt, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​​
*images found online
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Prologue
Austin, TX
Mid July
“Babe,” Jensen softly says in a low voice to the person seated next to him in the waiting room, “Babe,” he says a bit louder, still getting no response. Leaning close, he blows into their ear.
Jared starts, his “what” muffled by the finger he’s been chewing on.
“You know you can’t do that, don’t want you getting sick.” Taking his hand Jensen pulls it away from his pretty pink lips, gently caressing the finger. Jared had finally stopped chewing on his hands when Covid-19 became widespread.
“Where’s your gum?” Jared bite his lip not answering.
Sighing, Jensen shifts retrieving his pack and hands a piece to him. “What’s got you masticating again?” He inquires as Jared pops the stick in his mouth.
Jared chews the gum nervously weighing how to answer the question knowing Jensen won’t accept anything less than the whole truth. “What if something goes wrong again because of me.”
Jensen’s brow furrowed. He learned years ago that while their relationship is one of equals, he had to be lead Alpha when Jared’s mental state overwhelmed him as it had the last few weeks.
***
After the public announcement in March 2019 that season fifteen would be Supernaturals last, they had agreed when finished with the pickups they would take an extended break, return to Austin and concentrate on their marriage.
Jared intended to stop acting indefinitely, pursuing other interests and Jensen wanted to concentrate on his music.
Of course, things didn’t quite end up how they planned.
Jared entered negotiations to star in the Walker, Texas Ranger reboot, along with being an executive producer. Jensen got a call from Kripke wanting him for the role of Soldier Boy in The Boys third season.
But by March of 2020, everything came to a halt thanks to the Corona-virus.
The shutdowns left Supernaturals final two episodes with no definitive filming date and their seemingly never ending last season put their other projects on hold.
For the first time in years they had the luxury of a leisurely schedule, not having to be somewhere on a timetable, they could communicate with friends and family uninterrupted, deal with their other businesses, charities, etc, leaving most days free to enjoy being together without constraint.
But even amazing, awesome, vigorous sex on every horizontal/vertical surface that could support the two big Alphas only filled so many hours and like many couples, they started getting each others nerves and looked for other ways to stay occupied.
By late May, Jared was unable to sleep or eat, even going out of the house became a chore. When he hit a consecutive fourth day in bed, Jensen bodily dragged him into the bath for a desperately needed shower and loaded him in his truck driving to his doctor's.
Upon checking in they were told patients only allowed in the facility. Jared started panicking, saying he was having chest pains and couldn’t breath. He was rushed in with Jensen hot on their heels after morphing into an overprotective Alpha mate no one was stopping.
Jared’s doctor deduced with the lock-downs prohibiting him from his routine checkups and periodic adjustments needed to his medications triggered this episode.
The first step was to wean him off his current prescriptions and change to a newly approved, alternative regime. He was checked in a facility for ten days under observation while detoxing off his meds.
His therapist switched his twice weekly tele-counseling sessions to daily for the foreseeable future and Kodas certification as an emotional support animal was approved. His progress was slow but he was returning back to his sweet natured, big hearted, exceptionally tactical, overgrown puppy self.
When the surprise call from the clinic came a few days ago about an appointment opening, Jensen initially didn’t want it, still in his overly excessive protective Alpha mode. Jared’s outburst made him relent, fearing they were on a collision course for a major setback if he didn’t.
And Jensen, being Jensen, went overboard to ensure the appointment was absolutely private.
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Part I
Jared was about to speak when a woman in scrubs called out, “Mr. Bonham and Mr. Page.” they got up crossing over to her, “Hello, I’m Sissy, Dr. Rodgers nurse, please follow me.”
They pass through the doorway leading through a maze of halls like that of any other medical clinic except this one specialized in a very specific service.
The nurse opens a door near the back of the clinic gesturing for them to enter the spacious office, “Please have a seat, the doctor will be with you shortly.” She closed the door and they sat down in the pair of chairs directly in front of the large, dark mahogany desk.
Jensen, scenting Jared’s nervousness, lifts his right hand kissing his palm, making him chuckle at the tickle of Jen’s soft beard before twining their fingers together and setting them on his left thigh, smiling reassuringly.
There was a brief knock before the door opened and an older, silver haired Beta entered. “Hello, I’m Dr. Rodgers, how are we doing today?” He asks, moving to his chair behind the desk.
Jared gave him a tight smile and Jensen remained placid.
The doctor raises an eyebrow, “Relax Mr. Page, this is just a visit to go over the paperwork before deciding about how we proceed, not the Spanish Inquisition.” Jared releases his held breath but couldn’t completely calm himself.
“I know the process can be overwhelming but I must ask, is there something we’ve done to make you uncomfortable?” Dr. Rodgers inquires.
“No, everyone’s been really nice, very professional. It’s just we..we had issues the first time we attempted to do this.” Jared finished his sentence quietly, in the recess of his mind; something bad is gonna happen and it’ll be my fault.
Jensen squeezes his hand tighter, instinctively sensing Jared’s mind was trying to spiral again, “When tried this before someone leaked our plans to the media. It wasn't ever proven the clinic was involved but...”
“We do everything possible to keep our clients anonymity protected here. All of our staff have been thoroughly vetted and sign NDA, given your professions, you're familiar with how they work. Your real identities will remain completely confidential, even if you choose to not proceed. It is why you chose this particular clinic, yes?”
“Yes, it is.” Jensen replied.
“How about we get this bit of paperwork out of the way, then we can have a more relaxed visit. I’ve gone over the applications you both submitted and have noted a few discrepancies in the medical section that need clarification before we proceed,” He opens the top file, “Mr. Bonham, why did you omit Genu Varum from your medical history?”
Jensen kept his expression neutral as he felt his stomach automatically clench. He had been mercilessly teased throughout his childhood about his bowed legs by his older brother Josh and later his buddies from school when they’d come over to hang out. By the time he was in high school Jensen’s extraordinary looks and personality were what got people’s attention first. Nowadays, many a fanfic waxed poetic about those bowed legs.
“The questionnaire inquired about inherited genetic medical conditions and since mine isn’t, I didn’t think it was necessarily applicable.” Jared hears an edge creeping into Jensen’s voice and gives their tangled fingers a quick squeeze.
“Did you see an orthopedist and were they able to determine what caused the condition? Did they suggest any surgical procedures or therapies to straighten your legs?”
“I was born a preemie, the orthopedists my parents consulted decided my condition was attributable to that.” Jensen replies tersely, dropping his vocal range. Jared gripped his hand harder, telling him to cool the attitude. “The doctor didn’t recommend surgery but sent me to physical therapy, thought it would help them straighten as I grew.”
“So no others in your immediate family have this issue?”
“Everyone my family has straight legs, including my three children.”
Jared piped in, “He hates it but he does have an exercise regimen; stretching, strength training. Oh, he also takes several different vitamins, omega oils, turmeric and extra vitamin D to support his joints.” They watched the doctor scribble a few more notes in the file before closing it.
“Mr. Page,” Jared sits up straighter in his chair, “I appreciate that you went into detail about your mental health status. I see you’ve recently been hospitalized, your medications have been changed to an alternative regiment and you’ve also increased your therapy sessions?”
Jared’s interview continued for another twenty minutes as Dr. Rodgers questioned him in depth about his depression and anxiety, feeling said anxiety ratcheting up so he focused on Jensen’s thumb rhythmically moving over his hand and used every ounce of his acting skills to appear confident and in control.
Dr. Rodgers closed his file, “I only have a few general questions left then we can discuss how you wish to proceed.”
After a more relaxed, genial conversation with the doctor, Sissy took them to a couple private rooms with paraphernalia to help stimulate them into producing a couple semen samples.
Jensen was getting close to finishing with his favorite spank-bank fantasy when he felt Jared’s frustration across their bond.
~~~
Jared couldn’t get aroused.
He felt as useless as his flaccid cock.
His doctor warned him that loss of sex drive could be a possible side effect of his new regiment until his body adjusted to it. He had struggled with temporary impotence a few times on his old meds, always fearful Jensen would finally see him as undesirable, no longer a satisfactory mate.
Rationally, he knew it was his illness causing these exceptionally hard to deal thoughts recently and the nagging idea this wasn’t the right thing for them to attempt again continually kept creeping in.
Jensen’s unspoken reluctance about having more children at his age was also weighing on his conscience, warring against his own biological longings.
They had a humongous argument when he told Jensen about taking the appointment. Jen thought this was the wrong time to attempt it again, pointing out he was just getting his equilibrium back setting Jared went off on a rant about how he no longer wanted him and would leave him like Genevieve had because he was too broken to deal with anymore.
Unmitigated anguish was written across Jensen’s beautiful features, the very notion that Jared could conceivably believe that he’d ever abandon him made his soul hurt in such a way no verbal language on earth could ever express his devastated feelings traveling across their bond.
***
Everything they’d been through; from that bar fight solidifying their friendship, Jared’s first breakdown, the years of living as roommates while secretly a couple to finding wives who understood their unique relationship and still married them both in 2010.
The joyous arrival of JJ three years later that unfortunately exacerbated Genevieve's frustration of not being able to conceive coming out with a vengeance at Jared. His unexpected breakdown in Switzerland was the final nail in their marriage. Gen was there for him but in the end it was all too much and she filed for divorce.
Shortly after, Jared’s iCloud account was hacked. It was believed, but never conclusively proven, that Gen was behind it since her lawyer was trying to break their prenuptial agreement, the videos documenting his private and explicit sexual relationship with Jensen were legally considered adulterous. In the end, the court upheld the legal document but the ramifications...
They were summoned to L.A. for the meeting from hell with WB executives, both convinced it was the end of Supernatural and their careers.
After the reaming out, they each received a weeks pay suspension to cover some of what it was gonna cost PR in time and money to deal with the inevitable repercussions and placate the show's sponsors.
How would the show’s fans react? Would they still be able to accept them as brothers only on TV while in real life they were involved in a highly stigmatized relationship?
When they returned to work there was an atmosphere of tension that hadn’t existed before. It was an open secret that all shows had their share of bitchiness and backstabbing behind the scenes. Jensen may have the thicker skin, keeping tighter control on his emotions, but Jared knew it hurt him just as deeply the loss of some of their friends because of prejudicial, social beliefs that two Alpha males shouldn’t be involved.
Jensen’s parents showed up unexpectedly in Vancouver a few weeks later. What started out as a not quite comfortable visit quickly deteriorated with his religiously conservative parents. They had not raised him like this and blamed Jared, saying he had corrupted him, leading him into a sinful lifestyle. He needed to repent and return to his wife to whom he had made a commitment before god.
Jensen blew up, replying it was none of their business, it was between them and oh, yeah, Danneel knew about them before marrying him and they better not say anything to her. Without another word his parents left. When he later called them to make amends, his mother coolly stated that he was no longer part of their family and to never contact them again.
Three months after the twins were born in 2016 came the finalization of Jensen’s divorce from Danneel, painful but congenial. They easily agreed on joint custody and still spent most holidays together. Jensen gave Dani financial security in their settlement, he wanted to make sure she didn’t have to worry about working again unless she wanted to.
All these years later, Jared continually has nagging thoughts that they had let everybody down. They received support when they publicly came out as bisexual then lost some of it when they married, being mocked for not coming out as gay.
***
There was another knock at the door and Jared ignored it, it was that nurse checking on his lack of progress again. The knock turned into pounding, “Jared, open this door now dammit!” He flinched realizing Jensen knew what was going on with him. Releasing the privacy latch and opening the door a crack he saw concerned green eyes only.
“Sorry, I thought you were that nurse,” he stepped away and sat back down as Jensen came in and re-latching it behind him. “She came to get me when you stopped answering,” Jensen said, walking over to him and started running his thick fingers through his husband’s long hair, “what’s going on babe?”
He glances up knowing that Jensen already knew, “It’s okay Jay, take as long as you need.” He paused at the unpleasant scent wafting around him. “If you’d be more comfortable we could do this at home…” Jared shakes his head, “There’s the risk of damage, contamination and or not able to get it back in time that could make the semen unusable.” Jared quotes from a website.
Jensen softly chuckled, “Nerd.”
Jared notices the bulge in his jeans, “You didn’t...”
“Drain the snake..choke the chicken..spank the monkey.”
“Fuck, okay, you didn’t! Stop using old man slang.” He shook his head smiling  at Jensen intentionally goading him.
Jared reached up for the hand playing in his hair, grasping it to draw Jensen down next to him.
“Jack, I don’t want to wait any longer on doing this. I love JJ and the twins, you know I do, but they'll always be yours and Danneels. I know the timing could be better... but I'm almost thirty-eight and I want my..our own pups running around the house driving us crazy.”
“For the next eighteen years?”
“Minimum.”
tbc
Part II
SPN: @donnaintx​​​​​​​​​​​​ @lyarr24
GFA: @babypink224221 @waywardjoy @let-me-luve-you @all-4-wincest
Sam/Jared @idreamofplaid
Dean/Jensen: @flamencodiva
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