#and everyones like. wait fr? me too!

[strangesickness]

can we as a society please please please stop treating stim tools like annoying fads. like i just got a fidget spinner today and it is INSANE! like you mean they made these when i was in high school and i could have just?? had one??? but didn't because we treated them like cringey toys???

i see the same thing happening with pop its, like no they aren't just a cringe fad they help a lot of people... it's so frustrating how tools made for neurodivergent people are ridiculed, then accepted into popular culture as toys, then become passe and cringe and are once again ridiculed.

#i tried a pop it the other day and it did not help me at all which is too bad but fine since i see them break frequently #thats another thing! they become popular then mass produced at a low quality #also to be clear i do not resent neurotypicals for using stim tools #like if that helps them that helps them thats fine! #but when it gets turned into a cringe fad thats not cool #anyways my fidget spinner is so helpful and awesome and i love it #posts afflicted with a strange sickness #only somewhat related but i should blog about all the losers being autistic because they are. to me. i love projection #but also have you ever formed a new friendgroup and a few months later someones like 'btw i'm autistic' #and then you find out nearly everyone in the friendgroup is autistic??? because that has happened to me TWICE #this would happen with the losers... imagine they all meet up as adults and a few months after killing IT (with eddie and stan alive obv) #someone is like. btw guys i got screened a while ago and turns out i'm autistic. just wanted you guys to know #and everyones like. wait fr? me too! #that is so them. to me

[kerorowhump]

ive talked in the past about keroro's desire to keep things as they are, static, because it's the only way he can have both keron and earth, but while rewatching ep140b I realized it shows the opposite side of this struggle

that no matter his efforts, it's a futile attempt and nothing is improving because everything is staying exactly the same. he spent a week racking his brain for a solution but the episode ends by showing us that he doesn't find one. could it be because the whole time he was fighting alone?

(his voice breaks in the first screenshot...) this to me feels like the same motivation he would have for invading. wanting to leave a mark, making something of yourself, mattering.

chibikero is in shadow, like the gunpla's shadow. he's not real anymore but he represents all the expectations and lost potential on his shoulders. while the small gunpla is in light like keroro. that's the reality of it. but that's also how he feels. small. he hasn't achieved any of his goals. he hasn't lived up to anything he said he would, everything he based his identity on. he's a "pitiful invader". his desire to matter perfectly encapsulates his abandonment issues too.

this collection will outlive him. it will speak of his greatness when he's gone. it's as much his identity as the invasion. it's also his tomb in the exact same way.

he's so happy for a moment organizing his whole collection on the shelves that he thought were gonna solve everything, enjoying the moment as it was, but in the end nothing changed.

is it because he's expendable? easily replaceable, like by a clone? is it because he doesn't see his own worth, so he has to get some (the keron star, his collection, the invasion)? because if he's not useful, he'll be thrown out? or because he doesn't want to be forgotten and left behind?

and yet

he remains insignificant and his fight is fruitless.

#keroro #musing #i love chewing on keroro meta analysis especially visual and size related. being too small and insignificant or being so big u - #take up too much space and are a weight to everyone #i need to know the meaning of the single red zaku in his terracotta army. i will not believe it's just a char nod #and also what in the fuck is the string chibikero wiggles. please help i wanna know so bad. like that does that MEAN #this episode holds so many misteries still #ep 140b #i rewatched it bc ya gurl spent a lil too much money on keromerch after the dramatic incident so i was like oh he just like me fr #i have been so so busy these days that i cant keep my watch and it's killing me. let me watch keroro in peace pls... i hate studying #i did not mean to make a musing post but it just happened it came outta me on its own #the way keroro's room looks is EVERY TIME a meta thing on its own. it says something of his emotions. thats why he stands on top of- #the boxes at the end when he thinks he has overcome it and solved it. wait no this deserves better than tags i will make a separate post #about this

[sludgeguzzler]

look i really dont mind having a pre t body with its little biological quirks but i have a limit and the limit is waking up at 4am with immense pain and a puddle of blood on my bed

#im probably most likely overhyping what t will do to my body but i cant wait till my periods stop #if they dont stop i will fr go after some way of stopping them im not kidding there is literally nothing good that i get from having them #its just. its just pain and blood and a constant reminder of how Woman i have to be. it makes me sad #like. all the good cramp medicine is like WOMAN PILL FOR YOUR SCHEDULED GIRL MOMENT OF THE MONTH [picture of a woman] #[venus symbol] [flowers] #and all pads come with th same thing too. like i get that its technically not harming anyone but please man cmon #my mood gets all janged up i cant think straight in the worst ways possible im always having breakdowns during them #and i have to deal with genuinely unbearable pain! and! a heavy flow! because my moms ovaries! are the most fucked ovaries ever! #hhg the only good thing i can think of is that if there was a death metal band of trans guys the lyrics theyd write would be sick #[hi this is me telling you im about to get a little gross so if stuff like this grosses you out uh. yeah] #like the gruesome symbolism of periods is pretty damn cool if im honest. i dunno #i genuinely really like the movements on normalizing periods and how they are not something to be ashamed of and happen with a lot of ppl #but. but. #it puts a lot of emphasis on how its a Woman thing when a lot of women (cis or otherwise) dont have them #and it excludes all the other non woman people who have them #re personal opinion but i think our image of periods really shouldnt be flowery beautiful woman moment that passes by in a blink. #i think we should talk about how it hurts and how it will suck a little too hard for some people and that #periods not always mean a symbol of feminity and fertility and other stuff (its 5am im tires) to everyone #like to me periods are misery and oain and dysphoria but i have a cis friend who sees her periods as symbols of her womanhood abd #*and like. shes not wrong but im also not wrong either #idk my head hurts and i wanna go bacm to sleep so bye #sg.txt

[odetolovers]

get you a girlfriend who gets a tattoo for you

#i honest to god am obsessed with her #she got a crow and a rose bc both are very me things #she is so hot and i am so deeply in love and obsessed and shaking squealing kicking my legs #i cant even put into words how much i love her im so srs. shes the best person ive ever met #if i wasnt so in love with her id want her to be my best friend #and the devotion goes CRAZY #i fear we look a little insane but that’s okay <3 #it’s the healthy adoring matches me on every level love for me #i cant wait to marry her I CANT WAIT TO MARRY HER #she just came in kissed me and said that she loves me with all that she is WHOS OUT HERE LOVING LIKE THIS FR. #this is fr just. a love that we Know will last our entire lives #and i feel so insanely lucky to have found it so young #me when i used to find getting tattoos for each other questionable at best but now im on the floor bc my girlfriend got one for me… #valentina talks #my lover #GODD SHE IS EVERYTHING I DREAMED OF AND SO MUCH MORE I WILL WIFE HER UP SO SOON I STG 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #i like that whenever i get girlfriend zoomies i squawk in her damn face how much i love her then go to tumblr to tell everyone else 😭 #the love is too big to stay just in me mkay so on the blog it goes

[deus-ex-mona]

story of my life tbh

#completely ignoring what happened with the album preorders… guess who dropped a load of cash on a game that they have no time to play~? #yeah… me… ಥ‿ಥ i still haven’t finished p5r too… so b s #i woke up from my mid-dinner nap and just… had this thought of ‘damn i need to buy the collectors ed of nirvana initiative’ so… yeah #i can’t wait to get onto the game’s inevitable equivalent of an annihilation route on my initial blind playthrough lmaoooo #i swear ztd aside i’ve always alwaysssss somehow gotten on the one route where p. much everyone kicks the bucket on my initial playthroughs #(of the games by that particular director anyway) #999? knife ending. vlr? luna route. aitsf? annihilation ending. am i just bad at making decisions or sth lmaoooo #though ig it could be worse? there was that other character ending in vlr that was kinda… ye a h. iirc #hmmmmm but ngl i kinda miss 999 the funyarinpa bit was funny #but the 2 room was hella gross ngl as was the thing in the 3 room… and the 5 room was it? hm… #either way fictional science: the escape room games were fun~ i wonder if there will be a callback to 999 in ni though bc n i r v a n a — #…though i have to say… aitsf ruined me fr. now i can’t look at acetone without thinking ‘asetton-chan~’ #which sucks bc i have to use acetone like every day sooooooo aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[noxtivagus]

christmas break FINALLY YEAH 🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #i just woke up from a nap like an hour ago #technically still have the final paper to do but i can't do my part yet since it's the conclusion so i gotta wait for my grp 😭 #gna go out this sunday to like monday though? >< #we were gna go to the beach n stuff like that iirc last october w our bday but bcs of the storms we cldn't so!!!! #hehe i'm excited #i'm hoping that somehow i cld hang out w some of my friends this break #or. idk even online is good enough for me i miss calling w them i only typically like call every now n then. i rarely do so #n even if i want to idk i'm not rlly the type to ask my friends for stuff n i'm especially shy to initiate but #i always try my best to be there for them wnvr they ask >< #that said i wna hesitate less bcs i notice a lot of stuff n i want to do a lot but.. i get anxious :<< not that it's anyone's fault i just #overthink that i'll fuck things up somehow but i'm working on that though! <33 #oh man i miss my friends fr like. irl online just everyone #i'm gna try my best to be productive this break. i'm really gna have to fix my sleep though #i think i'll. HELP IDK WHAT TO DO FIRST MAYBE I'LL MAKE A SCHED #but i'll not sleep past 3 am. n hmmm #spontaneously i want to play ffxv or ff7r? n some other games too n #my dad was looking at ccr in steam like last night i think. it's expensive though 💀 #i rlly want it.. ff means so much to me so. >.> #SOMEDAY! SOON. HOPEFULLY. idk i'm really. idk if this is the right word but i'm shy w using money for myself #yk i think i'll finish shadow of colossus rq since i have it in my ps4 rn n then. bcs i'm lacking storage space yeah i'll finish that up #then i think i want to step into ffxv again even for just a bit >//< #watch me i'll be reduced to just a simple dumbass when i see noctis again oh dear

[portokali]

there is. definitely a lot to be said about the merits of having the ability to turn off Shipper Brain Mode and enjoy a story without ever demanding a ship be canon or even shipping any of the characters. however there is something about a hint or a promise of romance in works that aren’t explicitly romantic that makes them somehow more tantalizing and interesting. anyway this post is about james and erin derrygirls where i had 0 expectations of their feelings ever being confirmed and simply entertained the idea of them as a what-if-james-likes-erin-lol on a completely different tab that was left open in my brain but when it Was confirmed in s3 and the way it was left unfulfilled but all the same promised absolutely has done numbers to my brain chemistry like the small and tender crushes of two kids living ordinary lives under extraordinary circumstances. something about that yeah.

#like sometimes i feel a lot of Shipping is all abt for the sake of shipping and so u can project a Whatever romantic ideal #which often has nothing to do w the characters presented on screen (or on page etc ykwim) and more abt fandom building a fanon around t #the ship and making it all abt coffeeshop college aus etc... like its more abt inside consumption and deformation of the original ship #to be sth it wasnt meant to in canon but what the fandom wants it to be. i dont rly like this kind of shipping #BUT when i see two blorbos and their love is real it touches my soul...... blease understand #like im SO HAPPY w how little screentime their romance actually takes up its EXACTLY as much as i needed in a story out of derry girls #any more wouldve been too much cause honestly theyre all just losers who dont pull and the story is abt friendship and coming of age anyway #but also..... the jerin story so so good and important to me fr. #no bad tracks. the way it happens so quietly and you can pick their feelings up by SQUINTING? impeccable #the way HE is whipped for HER (a must in a het relationship) but absolutely sees right through her bs and keeps it real always #the way james absolutely Knows and Sees erin for all of her and still oh god oh shit #disintegrating to my bare essentials im gone #cause erin diary girl erin erin the author erin the writer and james you should write that down derrygirl james my best friend james #the i can wait........ like literally so mature of them to realise theyre not mature enough yet but YET theres potential for sth #that they cant just fuck up w their teen bullshit!!!!!1GOSH. FABULOUS!!!!!! #AND the way everyone's parents mirrored the girls in the flashback episode and now erin and james seem to rather grow to be similar to #erin's parents aka a loving marriage and relationship that endured objectively A Lot and provided shelter n family not only to their kids #but also officially unofficially james too james who never knew his dad james whose ma kinda umm doesnt love him. lets be honest. #like theres n o reason for me to be losting my shit so mcuh over them except there IS. #except i am! #the fact that their ship name is jerin? erin with a j?? an absolute w for j community on top of everything #no bad tracks im telling you #the quiet tender kind of love that short of develops as a bytheway as an aside to the main story #as an of course id have a crush on you. of course it would happen. of course it's not going to be the main story #its not the end of it either its not even the beginning not really #you know im such a fool for you....... but now im feeling it even more......... etc #jerin #derry girls #derry girls spoilers

[altmoon]

rant

#what do you say to someone suddenly reappearing from your past to tell you tht u should be dead with your feelings too #that i left them and it was wrong of me and i meant a lot to them #and when i tell them i hit a rough patch with mental health they say its a made up story #that i am weird that i need a doctor that i dont deserve ppl in my life #they also say that they cant let go of me bec they don't know the reason & what i say is not valid and then just told me to leave? #i mean i was so kind throughout bec i felt like i owed them bec at some point they did respect me a lot but i mean.. fuck you? #didn't sleep all night. wrote in my silly lil diary and now i sit here waiting to give the test #fr fr i mean everyone says im the problem literally everyone #but i can never understand them yet im patient. always #altmoon

[strwbrymlkshake]

im the sleepiest guy in the world rn gn yangang I will talk to you tomorrow <3

#mine #i rarely ever do nightly or morningly posts bc i feel like theyre redundant for me but this is an excuse to talk in tags lol #WELL um i have a lot to do tomorrow and thats gonna be annoying bc as you can see it is the time it is rn. #ive been up doing my thing. feeling a lil funky and invested in my superiority complex yet again #would u guys still like me if i devoted time everyday to scaring people i hate :( well you guys probably just like to watch me be insane so #i totally wanna post all the gory details about my evil excursions but im so paranoid. hot boy shit #well the most i can say is ive been getting a kick out of horrendous deeds lately. which is weird bc mentally ive been BETTER #like im morally responsible and everything but i still harass people i despise for personsl fulfillment. whats up with that. #i never forget what they did to me ^_^ and the good part is im playing nice with them so they think its over. and im not a suspect #but theres just such a surplus of people who want to harass them that im ruled out entirely its so fucking funny #also thank you people who want them dead too and sometimes harass them instead of me i love uu<3 my besties fr #🪳 #i commit truly horrible acts to satiate the bottomless pit inside of me <3 but only to people who deserve it #im coherent im not doing this out of raw emotion. im devoted to it. im determined to step on her and watch her die #to any frightened readers . #im normal about like everyone else i promise its just a handful of people i would slaughter on sight #well anyways i think my malice is satisfied for tonight gn<3<3<3 #also im dreaming of the day where i find a nice malicious husbsnd and we can terrorize people together. romance at its finest #i take pride in the fact i actually do the shit everyone thinks of doing. i want to know what would happen. like a scientist #im craving this awesome breakfast place by my house anon im taking u there sometime to treat you. wait this isnt the ask post. hell

[polaraffect]

venting in the tags yippeee

#damien.txt #gender talk time 🤪✌️ #.................................................................................... #screaming crying throwing up rolling around on the ground <- said completely deadpan #uhm. as always. thinking abt gender. and questioning. my whole life. bc. i cant stop doing that #soooooo like. my big thing. abt gender. is as much as im like. he/they-ing it here and irl. its kind of... complicated? #as ive gone on ive realized more and more that i dont. really. feeling Anything towards those pronouns #neither do i she/her. or they/them. #and just generally the whole Concepts of male/female? so like. im always like hmm. whats happening here #and other completely incoherent statements djbdhdbf sorrry anyways #i keep having these moments where im like. hmm. maybe. im leaning too hard into the masc. maybe i am not. he at all. #but ive like. really full committed to the bit yknow? like esp irl. all the ppl ive introduced myself to in the last 2 years have known me #as 'he'. and as someone who wears mostly masc clothing and generally attempts to present masc #and like. i bought a skirt a while ago and i was trying it on today and i was like oh. wait. #and before u @ me i KNOW!! clothing does not equal gender!! but there was just something abt it #and recently (the past like. year lmao) ive really been contemplating like. what i actually want out of transitioning or whatever #bc like. increasingly its become more obvious how... fucking difficult that is. #and the more i think abt it the more im like. bro its not even worth it for me? tbh? also like. sometimes i look in the mirror and am like #hmm. this does not feel better than it did when i hadnt transitioned at all. yknow? #like the last 10+ years ive been existing in this state w my body where im basically just. tolerating it. ignoring it. even. #and that hasn't... changed. after t. and ik thats not like the fix-all but its got me wondering if some of it/a lot of it #is just body dysmorphia? rather than dysphoria? bc like. god knows i have that too. #and just. idk. i feel Really Really anti-gender most of the time. would in fact. not like to be conceived of at all. #but on some level im trying to think abt it practically bc if that ^ is my thoughts on gender fr. i have to decide whats worth it #and like. i miss cool clothes. god men's clothing is so fucking boring. holy fuck. #and AGAIN i KNOW gender doesnt equal clothes but also like. i am Aware to the wider world it still works like that #and truly if i rocked up to work/class in a skirt everyone would be like What The Fuck #and i kind of want to!! but im also scared of that reaction lol #AHHHH why must gender be so complicated. i want to lay on the floor #lol there was literally more but i ran out of tags LMAOO sorry everyone. gender complicated. peace ✌️

[barredandromeda]

i hate change id rather die

#people arent sticking to their usual selves stop messing w my mind #havent talked to some friends in a while and theyre wildly dif and its making me so irritated can we go back to how we were before #my obsession of waiting by the phone until someone messages me first is coming back in the worst way possible #the coincidences with k stopped and i barely even see him anymore and his clothing style is changing??? #hes becoming more normal popular whatever and its so boring please i need a loser boy go back to being that #mb i cant sleep and feelings are coming back but in a weirder way and i have like 2 projects due tmr im not done w and test #i need more friends but in the way of being irl that i can wave at during school and send them videos without talking fr #serenity wake up and come home bro literally ditch school just for me 🙏 believe in u bbg #omg sid is coming back tmr thank god i need my daily walks w him i literally tried w another guy today and it was not the same #bro was yapping ab love whatever idek 😭 told me ab his crushes which good for him ig but i barely know him idc 🙏 #insta wants me to stop liking k too cause it deleted all my past stories ab him when i tried to make a highlight #is it so hard to have everyone obsessed with me all the time. cant people just pay attention to me forever #i forgot what i said in this post whatever im deleting it later anyway #post #erics tag #delete later #cringingg that people know stuff ab me and why i am the way i am. maybe they should all die so it becomes a secret again #literally why did i ever talk anything out with anyone other than serenity thats so fucking stupid no shit shes the only good one #thats a lie i love attention i just hate asking for it i cant even be bothered to say more bro im so exhausted but not in a sleeping way yk #kindividual posting

[heimamas]

this is so related but unrelated at the same time but hear me out🙄

this character, in case not familiar, is Eustass Kid🤢 admittedly the worst unlikable ugly scottish one piece character🤮

but this post isn't about him, it's about animal crossing.

bc as my obligatory campsite villager in acnh (Animal Crossing: New Horizons) arrived, the smug villager moving in just so happened to be named Kidd💀

(that is Kidd, staring longingly at a clothing store like a true slur)

Now, obviously it could have been worse, it could have been Kid Cat that moved in, since he's also red. Although kid cat is most likely a jock villager and would have ruined my game experience even sooner.

ANYWAY

this is a rant actually😤 i hate this purple goat so much i even got him in Pocket Camp so i could hate on him more

hes such a loser dweeb and i cant BELIEVE out of every character it had to be him🤬🤬

(oh, and he's artistic too🙄😒)

alright post over this was just to warn anyone in case i drop a kidd diss track or invent a new slur or something😮‍💨

#as i wrote this i realized i have never cared about a smug villager this much before #and that kidd might be just the best neighbour i could of asked for👁️👄👁️ #honestly why do i even dislike eustass kid he got big tiddies and that's a mans best quality #like what im not even caught up yet #idk his backstory #maybe he's my favorite character without me even knowing💀 #if i can like hisoka ging and chrollo i could very much like kid👁️👄👁️ #ok everyone ignore this post Eustass Kid is now blorbo from my shows and Kidd is my spirit animal #WAIT I AM BORN IN THE YEAR OF THE GOAT WHA #it's all coming together #no but fr dont take anything i said seriously im not even gonna properly tag this thing #but i also put too much energy into this so it'd feel weird to draft it #sorry kid and kidd lovers we are one and the same🫶

[milo-is-rambling]

I LOVE YOU PAST MILO -current Milo nauseas head in a sparkling clean toilet I cleaned literally a half hour ago and then got too high while celebrating how clean it looked and feel sick now😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#but yipppee sparkly clean. gonna put a little sticky toilet gel thing on the inside while I’m in here #maybe throw up if another nausea wave comes before I can stand up 😭 #I had too much cereal and a lot of water at once and like. yuck yuck yuck I feel yucky high on the floor yucky I wish I was normal I need to #back off of weed a little to become a real person but also. I’d rather dig my own grave and bury myself in it alive than work a real job #like. fuckkkkkk I want to cry. fuck retail fuck fuck fuck I’m a failure wahhhhhhh I cant even handle beginner jobs #rattling the bars of my cage screaming crying throwing up why am I alive waahhhhhh okay nvm that’s too far it’s not that bad I’m chilling #the toilet is clean! look at the bright side. my therapist when I talked about like my mom maybe wanting to set a goal for working like a #certain amount of doordash hours and my therapists number she came up with was three hours and I was so happy like. she gets it. I am #exhausted just existing and she was like hmm you should work three hours a week. like. at most. #love her so much. it was probably a mistake but also. keeping it in my brain forever #imagine a three hour work week being backed up by my therapist to my mom like haha my therapist said I only HAVE to do three hours #god three hours still feels like a lot rn #like two weeks ago I dropped a salad in a tight packed restaurant and everyone watched me drop it and then walk back to the kitchen and wait #for them to make a salad so I could leave and fucking deliver the food and it was so embarassing and I haven’t done a single order since #then bc I get so anxious that I just exit the app if I don’t get an order like immediately which I haven’t yet so no orders. #I just get high. too high. and admire my cleaning work. it’s nice. I have to do the bathroom floor still. dog hair. dust. brother beard hair #my hair and bleach specks. I need to clean the bathroom fr. I’m excited I’m redecorating the bathroom in my mind and it’s giving me #motivation to clean it and I want to work more dooordash shifts (when I’m not this high) to save moneys to update my room and the bathroom #a little before the summer. just. replace air matress bc it’s low key a trigger now. so that’s fun. so buy a futon or smthing. and update #the bathroom into a thing that I like in my extra Milo type way. while making room for three ppl to share one bathroom. bc. it’s small #small bathroom for sure. but I’ll get it lookin good. add some cute decorations. maybe a candle or two. an incense thing for when I tak bath #slay. slay. building my dream bathroom in my mind and also. my Amazon wishlist land. and Pinterest land. I love making lists of things.

[kavehater]

“ Omg pasilyo haikaveh/kavetham anthem 😆 ” this is me slapping some sense into you rn 🥊😜

#people are SO annoying 🧍‍♀️ #you’re gonna ruin the song for me 🙄 #dora daily #I’m convinced haikaveh lovers like this ship cause it’s a trend :/ can’t wait to actually play the thing and show everyone they’re the best #bestest* friends ever #>:( #if one of them was a girl y’all wouldn’t even look twice at this ship lets be honest here for a sec #ESPECIALLY when it’s straight girls over obsessing over them and only bl y’all are weird 😭 ofc people can read bl if they’re straight but #what I’m saying is exclusively reading that just because it’s bl is … yk #and even worse calling straight romance ew is the biggest red flag ever I’m sorry ( I’m not sorry ) #and the way said people be like “ x is canon cause I say so ” or #their reply to people can be friends is something irritating like atp I feel like everyone ships everyone who breathes in the same directio #as another character and fr can people not have friends anymore does every flirtatious remark or not even that just them being nice and on #good terms equivalent to being in love ? sorry but I’m romance averse there’s finer things in life like friendships which clearly said #people don’t have cause everyone’s in love to them for some reason #tut freaking tut #anyways ! rant over 🫶 #atp it’s so valid to say can people not be friends ? cause y’all are going too far ☠️ I’m sure if some characters weren’t minors they’d be #shipping them with the adults they interact with for funzies cause they have each other a speck of attention #be so fr rn 😭🥊

[vanityangel]

Fun story, I screamed so goddamn hard when Solo Sikoa's name was announced that my glasses fell the fuck off my face and I lost them on the ground below (as shown in this video where the camera focus suddenly becomes drunk as I fumble uselessly for them) and could not find them for the rest of the show. Thankfully I had a backup pair, but at the end of the night I was on my damn hands and knees, in fishnets and big clunky ass platform boots and a long ass red wig, crawling on dirty concrete floor trying to avoid spilt beer as I looked under the chairs for my glasses. A guy came up to me after I made it onto a 3rd row of searching and held out a vape or a lighter, I'm not sure I was still blind and literally squinting at his hand, asking me if that was what I was looking for. When I said no he asked what was I looking for and when I replied my glasses, he looked down into the folded chair beside us and went "Oh. Here they are right here." and handed them to me. A true hero. I'm still ever so grateful.

#i later let out an even louder holler yelling out SOLOOOOO in between a space of quiet during the chants lmaooo #the only reason i didnt holler for jimmy too was bc i was lit buzzing gearing up as loud as a scream i could waiting to be extra for solo #wasnt even as loud as i could be bc there was a woman holding a small child by me and i felt a tinge of guilt every time i got loud lmao #like yeah she brought the kid to a wrestling show so i wasnt holding back but i still felt a tinge of guilt! i flubbed me a bit #i need to be closer and louder next time so i can startle people fr #i said i do not care if everyone else boos i am going to let this man know he has one supporter of his antics #and theyre loud and annoying as hell about it! #anyway great people at the show too i luv u all mwuah <3 #OH! + those dreamlover velour wig grip bands are not playing! #my head was upside down looking under seats but flipping that long hair every which way to avoid it dragging on the floor #but it stayed in PLACE the whole damn time

[dandyshucks-moving]

I've got the cutest drawing in the works... i have to keep sitting back and take a moment to recollect myself bc its SOOO GOOD AND SWEET AAUUGHHHH

#it doesnt even feature self insert.... but im fhdhdjjdlsl AAAAAA #its funny doing two drawings in one night where neither of them feature self insert JDKSL #i saw the f/ovember stuff and i think im too nervous to actually participate ... but it has got me thinking abt like... #... how do i explain it. how he acts without self insert directly around him ig? #like if im not Right There... whats he doing. whats he thinking. how does he act fjdksl #gotta keep up mr tough guy demeanour around everyone else but if he's on his own... #HMM like what lies underneath all the tough guy act around others AND the expressing gushy softie feelings to s/i... #what's he got at the base of his self... #ME PSYCHOANALYZING THIS BLORBO. HELP. HEY DANDY WHAT ARE U DOING.... SILLY BEHAVIOUR FR #its okay im having fun and dancing around in my little jester hat and shoes SHDJDKSL #i just like thinkin abt what I'd see if i were to peek around the corner at him in another room by himself fjdkdl #like me going to fix up a breakfast in the morning and he falls asleep on the couch while waiting for me to come back... #and i come around the corner and he's SNOOZIN. and i gotta just pause and take it in bc its so cute.... #(ﾉ)´∀｀(ヾ) #EN EE WAYZ.... im the silliest billy in all the lands SHDJFKDL goofy silly softie over here fr smh at myself #catch me writing the simplest post and then writing an essay in the tags SJDJDKL #time for ME to start snoozing!! gnight everyone i hope u all have a good night/morning/[timezone etc] ⸜( ˙ ˘ ˙)⸝♡ #dandyshucks