#and i haven't listened to most of the songs

[4rs0n1stt]

Talk To You //

Hopeless!Romantic!Donnie x Fem!Reader

author's note; kinda like a song fic (it's not) but yeah, super super late though!!  Donnie's POV btw!!

yes it's been a 3 months 😋

Synopsis; Donnie has been keeping an eye on someone, being a hopeless romantic and his ”bad boy image“ isn't particularly helping.

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I hate this, I really hate this. Einstein, fucking help me. I wasn't supposed to like her! I wasn't supposed to like anyone!! I do not have any romantic feelings to her. But every single thing that I researched said otherwise. Even my own brother says so!! Why does everytime I look at you I get so— vulnerable? Staring at your face always made me calm. Admiring? Ew. But— those little short eye contacts are indescribably astonishing to feel. Maybe just maybe?

I don't know. You're messing up my mind- you little—

"Gahh, what should I do?" I groaned and slammed my head onto my table, a pencil fell from the said table. I stayed silent, frustrated at this ungodly useless feelings I've been feeling. I couldn't take her off my mind. All day long, I daydream about her which takes most of my productivity a waste. I haven't done anything but think about that little twat.

Reflecting doesn't help at all, all I think was her and her! Thinking about now, I just don't know why you keep being calm even though I've been so mean to you. I shouldn't do anything stupid like that but I can't help it, I'm figuring this out.

Feelings are so complicated to feel and such an unfortunate thing for me to have something people call as “humane“.

"Hey Donnie! Someoneeee~ got pizza!! She has your favourite!" Leo yelled at the other side of my door. Disturbing me from my reminiscing of this said person. Leo always knew about what our relation—rivalryship (even if it's partially one-sided) is. And he uses it as an advantage to tease me, specifically—fucking with me up.

I wouldn't blame him entirely though, I liked and hated this feeling. He doesn't know anyway. I wouldn't blame him aswell, she's really...cool, I guess.

I stopped myself from thinking about her before it gets worse. I fixed myself, not just physically but mentally, it's an eager to make her impress. But she wouldn't be impressed as I have been mean to her.

As I went to the main room, I wasn't particularly sure where they were but as I, the genius, were right. They were all huddled up with each other. Apparently they missed her for being gone for 13 days, 56 minutes and 12 seconds-

Goddamnit it...

"Ughhh, finally!! Some break from that shithole." She complained, I wondered. She picked a sliced pizza on the placed pizza on the ground and sat at the bean bag. She sighed releasing the stress and pain from her back...I suppose.

"Girl. Spill everything."  Leo spoke excitedly like a girl's girl. Everyone gets their preferred pizza and/or pillows, blankets and sat with her. Curious on her new stories about school.

I was really uninterested about school, but I find myself listening on her rantings about the latest drama, tea and struggles on her daily life of school. I somewhat don't understand her words, I don't care anyway. Her voice has always been nice to hear even if she stuttered sometimes.

But every flaws she had was attractive. It's...unfair. That she's so extraordinary and remarkable human that we happen to stumble upon. I looked at her longingly, eyeing her squinted smile, her pimples, her.

I wish I can talk to you.

To talk to you without any mean remarks towards her, to be able to hear her laugh and compliments towards my acts.

I want to be near her, to feel her presence all of the time. To spend time with her just like my brothers do. How I envy them, surprisingly.

It's so frustrating, it's been years. I've been struggling with my quote unquote "love" or "admiration" towards her. She must be a witch, no one can make me feel like a hopeless pathetic, lovesick dog!

Even if I wanted to confess, I wouldn't have the chance to, I'm way too vulnerable when we're alone. I get so shy and flustered to do it.

Let alone I'm horrible at confronting my feelings, I can even write a damn letter for Einstein's sake!

I just- can't do it now

I'm hopeless.

Yet I desire for you.

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author's note here; yes it's been months, i apologize deeply. literally fucking school is devouring my existence and motivation rn not to mention I have a deadline to finish (cough March 29 cough) and I haven't even started it.

dw bbygirls i have some brain poop left and that's another desire to create a book (httyd phase coming back)

credits to Rick Montgemery for his astonishing songsssssssssss

#rottmnt x reader #rottmnt donnie x reader #rottmnt #donnie x reader #rise donnie

[beelzzzebub]

desperately trying to heal my soul with montgomery ricky

whyyy do i have no friends i just need to tallkkkkk to someoneee

#i'm screaming #boink #vent #ish #fuckkkck kckck IDK #anyway #i feel sick to my stomach #why can't i just let things be simple #anyways apparently rep votes are due tonight #and i haven't listened to most of the songs #and i got asked out sort of by this person i was talking to #except i've never been asked out before and we started talking on tinder which is lowkey kind of embarrassing #bc if i do want to hang out with them i have to like explain to my parents what's up since i'm home and they most def won't be chill abt it #anyway i went to high school with this person but we didn't really know eachother but he seems nice #and they're friends with some people ik i think #except it's making me nauseous bc of the fukck-igg guilt and anxiety #and all i want is to be able to talk to someone about it #but i cant bc my sibling is lowkey romance repulsed which isn't exactly it bc they literally have a gf? but like. you know what i mean. its #either way they won't want to talk about it #and naturally i haven't got any friends that i can talk to #i feel. so stupid-always #and i have to be up for work at 4am tomorrow and i'm fucking.not vibing with it #i wish i just understood? at least .why. things like this always make me feel so stressed #like fuck i'm surrounded by people who date and talk about romantic things and i still feel like a little middle schooler #like if i have feelings. or romance thoughts. i'll get made fun of. probably because i will. by my family lmao #but you know. those things aren't for me. i watch #point. point is. god #lemme just say. fuck evan. no context. fuck him. #anyway i feel tired and stupid and small and 14

[canisalbus]

Have you seen black sails? I don't want to spoil it but I imagine the "they live" au being similar to a certain plot in that show. Bittersweet and you're not sure if it's really a *good* life but at least they're together.....

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#I'm getting recommended a lot of pieces of media and I seriously need to get cracking with them #I hope you know that I keep track of this stuff pretty carefully #because if someone takes time out of their day to let me know some piece of fiction #reminds them of me/my characters/themes/interests #then I'm definitely going to give it a look #no I haven't watched Black Sails unfortunately #I watched an episode or two forever ago and I think I liked it alright #but I can't for the life of me remember why I didn't continue with it #most likely I was just in a bad headspace or overwhelmed at the time or something but I've been meaning to give it a second chance #coincidentally I liked the theme song so much I've been listening to it regularly all these years #partly because it prominently features one of my favorite rare instruments #hurdy-gurdy my beloved

[inferno-mp3]

[ID: An edited Tumblr post. Someone says, "does anything happen in the Death Note musical or do L and Light just sing duets at each other?" Another person replies, "other things happen but they aren't as important". End ID]

#anyways listen to the death note musical if you haven't already #you don't have to watch the show first I just read the wikipedia page #it was confusing but I was fine #It's not super long and most of the songs are pretty rock inspired? Anyways it's really cool #death note #death note musical #death note musical concept album #that's not a tag oh well

[lieutenant-amuel]

Elena of Avalor is genuinely such a good show.

#Personal #You know I've never forgotten about this show for a single day even after it ended #Just thinking about it makes me happy already but I recently listened to all the songs again #and directly interacting with the show and rewatching the clips from it hits so much different #I really need to do a full rewatch someday I haven't watched the show in ages #Just episodes I love most or something random for the content making purposes which is certainly not the same as watching for pure enjoymen #I probably realized it long ago but I'm currently in the 'analyzing my life' state of mind #and this show means so much to me on a personal level too because it brings up so many important topics to me as a person #And it just does it so well it's clear to see that creators actually cared about the story they wanted to tell #And really EoA also has absolutely fascinating and unique worldbuilding #and in the combination of important not trivial messages and dynamic layered characters this is just such a solid show #It really deserved to get more recognition #I wouldn't even say attention because lots of attention may cause more harm than good #It's actually more about recognition and acknowledgement #Really I'm not even talking about what a huge impact being a part of the fandom has had on my life #it's worth the whole separate post #I'm just talking about the show itself and how great and meaningful it is #Anyway EoA warms my heart and I'm so happy I encountered this show

[giantkillerjack]

ur post about queerbaiting and the dismissal of people in fandom to critical analysis is so incredibly true thank you. i feel like marcille's writing in the anime has been super misogynistic a lot of the time and every time i bring this up all anyone wants to say is "well maybe this isn't for you! and you shouldn't watch the show!" like. i don't think this is about taste lmao, i am analyzing the text in front of me and coming to conclusions about the craft of it.

[This is in reference to this post]

YES!!! THANK YOU!!!!!

It is so so frustrating!!!!

It's like being at a restaurant and being served a bunch of delicious appetizers, but then one of the bread appetizers is literally just a plate of crumbs; and then when you're like, "Hey, uhh, why are we being served literal crumbs?", a bunch of the other folks eating at the restaurant are like,

"WELL HOW ABOUT YOU JUST DON'T EAT HERE THEN??!? YOU MUST NOT BE THAT HUNGRY, SO JUST FIND ANOTHER RESTAURANT AND DON'T EAT WITH US!!"

And maybe they say it politely, but "Aw, sorry, maybe this restaurant just isn't for you 💖" is just trading out an aggressive dismissive tone for a patronizing dismissive tone. It's the same message.

And it's like! I was honestly happy to move on from the crumbs once my complaint was acknowledged because the meal overall is still delicious, but then all these folks got SUPER WEIRD AND DEFENSIVE ABOUT IT, so now I find myself double-checking all the other dishes -- and, actually, you know what those eggs DO look a Iittle misogynistic undercooked!!!!

#original #queerbaiting #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #falin x marcille #marcille x falin #marcille donato #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi marcille #listen i like marcille but u r right she is basically there to be a wet blanket a LOT of the time and that is a sexist trope #i think the bar is super super low for female characters in adventure anime and the lack of constant ogling maybe makes the female #characters feel better written than they are. i mean falin basically has no personality. she's got an innocent heart but that's nothing. #and i think these conversations are worth having bc no piece of media is perfect and this is how we learn to do better #also like. I've seen media criticisms that make me go 'oh you straight up should reserve commentary bc you #haven't watched the show and you're wrong' or 'i see what you're saying but you are simply incorrect' but like #i don't think I'd tell someone to just NOT watch Hazbin Hotel bc they have a bad take - and certainly not bc they have accurately #pinpointed a real flaw about the show (of which there are more than a few but frankly not what became the biggest subject of Disc Horse) #Angel is actually an amazing character & i think people mistook a criticism on the way abuse is glamourized as actually glamourizing abuse #like his song about abuse is called Poison and he's trapped in an abusive performance contract - bringing to mind Britney Spears #i think it is a wildly triggering and painful scene but i think a lot of people took the pain it gave them to mean it was bad art #but tbh they are still allowed to eat at the table if they so choose!!! #sorry i got sidetracked - as an abuse survivor Angel just matters a lot to me. i have a couple serious criticisms of vivziepop's work but #Angel is very much not one of them #also in regards to the actual subject of this post i think the most audacity of the responses i got was the one that said #that by complaining about queerbaiting I was 'de-incentivizing writers to write any interaction b/t women that could look even a little gay #and I'm just like. good. I hope they stop writing entirely. if the takeaway from 'please don't sell me bread and then serve me crumbs' is #'WELL NOW I JUST WON'T BAKE ANY BREAD PRODUCT' then that person is a bad chef. they should find a different job. #or at least do a whole lot of work on themselves. but either way i wouldn't be too broken up to know i won't be getting any food from them. #'just leave then' is so obviously a gut reaction defense mechanism & it implies media criticism should only be for things you don't like

[fadedflora]

i have not listened to hamilton in like a week why is he STILL HERE

read the tags if you want to see me talk about musicals for a little TOO long

#this is no hate to you mr leslie odom jr #but i have most certainly listened to other musicians/bands more #anyways i'd say the rest is accurate #my bff and i have been doing a musical binge #started with wicked -> ride the cyclone -> shrek -> legally blonde -> falsettos #i cried twice at falsettos btw it's so fucked up (i loved it sm) #i've listened to wicked before but haven't actually *seen* it so that was nice #i've also heard a couple songs from ride the cyclone & falsettos b4 so i already knew they'd be good #and i've seen shrek the musical like 3 times bc i unironically love it #overall opinions: ride the cyclone might have my favorite cast of characters and i think falsettos might be my favorite musical now #fav songs (for funsies): #ride the cyclone: noel's lament / the ballad of jane doe / jawbreaker / space age bachelor man (insane song btw) #wicked: no good deed / popular #shrek: i know it's today / don't let me go / i think i got you beat / this is our story / what's up duloc? #falsettos: this had better come to a stop / i'm breaking down / four jews in a room bitching / a tight-knit family/love is blind #falsettos cont.: everyone hates his parents / falsettoland/about time #legally blonde: blood in the water / positive / ireland / chip on my shoulder / so much better / whipped into shape / take it like a man #legally blonde cont.: bend and snap / there! right there! / legally blonde / legally blonde - remix / find my way/finale #SORRY I OPENED A PANDORA'S BOX WHEN I STARTED TALKING ABOUT MUSICALS #i really should've posted this on my other acc oh well #okay i'm gonna shut up now im so sorry LMAO #falsettos #legally blonde musical #legally blonde the musical #shrek the musical #shrek musical #wicked #wicked musical #ride the cyclone

[wavernot4love]

well guys i am currently a few songs into my first ever actual listen through of boom done and holy crap dude i am ascending. once again, over yet another project, ag autism goes crazy

#i joke but i am genuinely in such a good mood right now dude i love this record already i needed this #of course i did hear probably most of these songs live at that fest i always bring up i worked in july '22 but yknow that's different #man i see why that day made me wanna get into all of homie's music and sparked all of this #uhhh it is three am i am feeling so good about and truly excited about life right now #while listening i've been making plans in google maps 2 get to buffalo early & walk around near the venue tomorrow #w my film point & shoot and get some shots & maybe grab a coffee!!! #idk dude it is supposed to be like 70 and pleasant tomorrow wow what a great day 4 the wavernot4love ag show adventure #wavernot4love gets 2 the gig #wavernot4love talks ag tunes #wavernot4lovetalksmusic #i love feeling like this dude i love music i want to stay in this headspace forever #anyways please take this as your sign 2 listen to this album if ya haven't yet #anthony green

[pokimoko]

Time for a Tag Game, thank you @thealterscrolls for looping me in (on this post)! The tag game is to post 9 of your favourite album covers; that is, covers you appreciate for the design and aesthetic and not necessarily the music on the album itself.

Here are mine:

In the order shown:

Broken Machine by Nothing But Thieves

Astronomy Vol. 1 by Sleeping At Last

Dear Wormwood by The Oh Hellos

Pretty. Odd. by Panic! At the Disco

Life in Cartoon Motion by Mika

The Click (Deluxe Edition) by AJR

The Horror and the Wild by The Amazing Devil

Foxlore by The Crane Wives

Home of the Strange by Young the Giant

I'll tag my dear friends @aster-o1d and @ayratheaverage to join in and share some of their favourite album cover designs. Anyone else who sees this is also welcome to join in. :)

#tag game #album art #album cover #beloved mutuals #design appreciation #amazing devil is probably the odd one out here in terms of it not being illustrated or stylised but like... the vibes man #and the outfits.... my god the outfits #admittedly i don't listen to a lot of crane wives (though maybe i should) but i do so love that cover #i haven't really listened to p!atd all that much in recent years but it still crops up here and there on shuffle #and that's certainly one of my favourites album covers of theirs. it's so fanciful #and also should listen to more young the giant i think. i only know a few of their songs and most of them are on that album #i bet tomorrow I'll realise there's an album i love the design for that I've missed but hey whatever #queue

[ambivartence]

A.c.e for the favorite song thing?

Down ft grey :) i had that song on loop for months at one point...

> Send me a kpop group and I’ll tell you my fave song <

#ask game #anon #but i haven't listened most of their other songs so i really need to... anon do u have any recs :)

[kveom]

i was tagged by @sevencoloredstar, @squishy-woozi and @wonufied to do this tag game! this was so fun thank you hehe also interesting to see everyone else's choices

i'm not sure who's done this already but tagging: @kimsmingyu @bandzboy @s-lay-ing, @zyx, @ppanghanni and @irlvernon

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#( a lot of thoughts in the tags ) #i never know what era to put in 'era you started stanning in' #bc it was in the middle of dwc and clap era but i guess you're still in the earlier era until the new one starts right #so yeah dwc #that photo of seok is from their weekly idol ep and that's the first time i remember seeing him and being like #*eyes emoji* okay who's this #ofc kidult best song song of the century #to you would be there too but kidult wins out on how much the lyrics mean to me #fave album is probably between going seventeen (og best album) an ode attacca and face the sun #but face the sun won bc shadow?? domino?? DON QUIXOTE????? 'BOUT YOU?????? IF YOU LEAVE ME???!?!?!?!? #i hate hot tho so <3 #darling makes it better #yes dino my beloved #jeonghan would be there but i think he's more of 'the member i would actually like to be friends with' #i just respect him and his personality a whole lot lol #seokhan my most precious <3 i will never forget the seokhan 2017 or was it 2018 content we got #decalmomie still not dethroned since 2016 or whenever #everyone listen to it if you haven't #fave gose ep you really can't go past gose 2020 #like that was crazzzzzzy #95% of those ep are legendary you can't make me choose #if i had to tho i'd probably choose the bungee jump #bc it's funny as heck and shows how seventeen knows the little quirks and whatever of each member #but also ofc the wholesome ending showcasing their bond and how supportive they are #also means lots to me as a proud dk stan <3 #so yeah this was heaps fun!!

[crispyjenkins]

savage price of piety "crispy has lost control of their life again" celebration sneak peek

okay here's one from one of my favorite things i've ever written, which isn't actually posted yet, but everything for it so far is tagged with #savage price and is linked on my fic masterlist, which is my pinned post! (mostly gen but with a surprise rarepair, time travel/reincarnation, found family, william miles’ a+ parenting, accidental subterfuge, desmond goes by miles mostly, inspired by study of flight by @esamastation but with a twist!, only somewhat historically accurate swears)

  But it’s Ezio that broaches the subject, Leonardo having had to return to his studio so as not to upset said city’s patrons,

  “Were you raised in Castello Tarazed?”

  ... What.

  Desmond stares at him in bemusement, wondering how the fuck he knew anything about that, and also why that’s the first thing he’s asking him. Isn’t he curious about Desmond’s father? Don’t he and Leonardo already have a theory on his relation to the Auditore?

  Ezio doesn’t elaborate, crossing his arms as he leans against the support of the rooftop loggia Desmond had been taking a break in, rough-spun sheeting pulled aside to let the sunlight in. Back-lit as he is, Ezio’s expression is even harder to see with the hood, though Desmond isn’t sure he’d have been able to actually read it even if he could.

  After another minute of blinking at each other, Desmond slowly asks, “What?” and no, he isn’t thrilled when it gets a fond little uptick of Ezio’s mouth, pulling at their shared scar.

  “Castello Tarazed,” he repeats, with a nod upriver towards the area of Rome it’s in, the rione that’s been known as Borga for... a very long time. It was even still called that in the 21st century, if Desmond is remembering one of Shaun’s rambling info-dumps right.

  They can almost see it from the Island, situated right at the bend of the Tiber that stretches between the Vatican and the Castel Sant’Angelo, and though they can see said castel from where they are right now, they are too far away to pick Desmond’s old home out from the skyline.

  Desmond licks his dry lips and glances away, before forcing himself to look back. “It’s been abandoned for years,” is what he says, though he isn’t sure why. His time in the Castel Sant’Angelo wasn’t great, he’ll admit, but the years before that with a man that raised his sons like Bill Miles did...

  When he’s thought about revealing everything to the remaining Auditore, of explaining his life in the future, he’d never once considered telling them about this.

  Standing over him, Ezio hums thoughtfully and unpins Desmond from his gaze, surely aware of his discomfort. “Eight years, yes. Locals say it’s haunted.”

  Suddenly Desmond can’t feel his fingers. His right arm. The back of his head where it used to be cradled by the Animus.

  “The tenders of the nearby Frisian Schola who were around that long ago claim everyone on the grounds of Tarazed was killed in a single night, but someone powerful covered it all up to avoid the scandal, and then never sold or gave the property away.”  

Why is he asking this, why is he phrasing it like this, why doesn’t he just accuse Desmond like everyone else—?

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#crispy writes #savage price #absolutely do NOT think about the timeline i beg you #i am Gay and Tired #title from poor isaac by the airborne toxic event #which was my second most-listened-to song last year #anyway i'm trying to commit to finsihing long fic before i start uploading them which is why i haven't posted this one yet #even though i'd tie myself to a train track to talk about it #not star wars #yoinking some tags from the last posts: #this whole fic is based on the trope of time travel des not knowing how to lie for shit and people making assumptions (à la study of flight #except their assumptions turn out to be mostly right #des isn't ezio's kid tho 👀

[oh-lacy]

the way good luck babe! and red wine supernova were in the 60s of my most listened songs this year and they're now in my top fifteen along with hot to go! super graphic ultra modern girl and my kink is karma...

#this is not a coherent post i apologize #super graphic ultra modern girl is literally my fifth most streamed song of the year right now #i'm so here for it but also #? #how did that happen so quickly #(i saw as if i haven't only been listening to chappell for the past month and a half) #chappell roan

[icarusthefool]

Whenever I think about hs analytically, idk how much credit to give hussie. Like, to my brain it makes sense that when gamzee was exposed to ICP he would have a negative reaction, because alot of ICP songs, while still being about clowns and violence, are also directly opposing those in power (and condemning bigotry, etc) and that goes against how things are in alternia and how gamzee was taught things are supposed to be. But considering hussies portrayal of gamzee (before and after sobriety) and their portrayal of icp and stuff, I don't really think that was their intention when writing that particular moment.

#miracles #i guess this is part of a wider discussion relating to authorial intent #also when reading this pls remember that #I am not the best at media analysis and I'm interested in having a conversation #and that i haven't read hs in a while so i might be misremembering some bits and details #like I'm pretty sure gamzee listened to and that's not really their most potent song I guess #when I get some free time i should check the dates of their discography and stuff #homestuck #gamzee makara #insane clown posse #alternia #andrew hussie

[vulpixelates]

productivity PAUSED. new fletcher album dropped today

#tbh i'm not super excited for this one bc i haven't liked the songs she's released as much as the ones from her prev 2 albums but y'know #that would probably be difficult bc i think they were some of my most listened to albums in the past two years bc i love dyke angst lmao #lead me on is like. peak dyke situationship tho i have to say #*dykeposting

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

my throat has been hurting so much these past days and it's frustrating cause i have no idea why it's this sore but then i see videos of people screaming the songs at the eras tour concerts in madrid and remember i was one of those insane fans woops

#i guess i deserve it #it sucks tho #anyways. just saw a video on twitter of all too well in madrid where you just. cannot hear taylor #it's from the second night i think (i went to the first one) but still #most cathartic moment of the night #i don't know like 50% of taylor's songs because i'm very bad at memorizing lyrics #and in some cases i just haven't listened to them that much #but of course i know the 10 minute song by heart and screamed each and every one of those lyrics