#and like. im wording this terribly

[hearts401]

i need ia duo name for ellis and evan bc. i wanna do more with them. they r my favorite boys......

#also bc its one thing to have cassidy and gregory #who will explicitly go against michael #and then ellis #who seems more like the kind of person to focus on cheering evan up over dealing with his home life at all #and like. im wording this terribly #while gregory would want to get involved in evans life (and typically have to hold back from doing so for his sake) #ellis would rather not i think #i mean you can see how he avoided serious topics with tony and preferred to joke around #hes the kinda guy to crack jokes with you when you're crying to make you laugh and feel better #tzu rambles #sorry for rambling in tags im. thinking thoughts

[raepliica]

Take to the skies

...and fly free

#trigun #trimax #trigun maximum #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash the stampede #wolfwood centric #raepliica_art #wolfwood birdliker is smth so personal to me #his fascination for their ability to move freely and unchained.... his desire to fly away from his burden and fears... #🧎 #guys he's fine!!! he's with his bird friends now!!!👍👍 #i was listening to 生きる懐かしさ from guile by Oblique Occasions and this idea descended upon me like a meteorite #🧍<- guy who looped that 4 min music track during the whole drafting process #i have so much to say but im terrible at putting my thoughts into words so I'll let this comic speak for itself. hopefully.

[time-woods]

I WAS TRYING TO ASK HOW WOULD HIS EXOSKELETON UNDER HIS 'EXOSKELETON' LOOK BUT I PHRASED IT TERRIBLY AND MY PFP ISNT MAKING IT ANY BETTER

#prismos search history^ #not for nefarious reasons but just cause hes curious and has no clue how bugs work/cant ask him directly cause that would be real awkward #this is terrible #im sharing this here as well because i must admit it is a bit funny #BUT I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT ! ! IM JUST AWFUL AT WORDS #my ass got lampooned over this so fast #im just trying to design him a proper exoskeleton #ALSO MY FRIEND ASKED FOR A IMAGE TO LIKE MAKE SENSE OF HIS EXOSKELETON BUT I SENT THE WRONG ONE AND IT JUST MAKES IT LOOK WORSE 4 ME #this is how i die #adventure time #fionna and cake #scarab the god auditor

[umblrspectrum]

go read Memento Nori and Like the Stars and What Friends Are For and just generally all of Ad Astra Per Aspera by LadyDaybreaker on ao3

#peak fiction #two of these are like 3/4th retelling of the actual episodes #but they add so many little details and changes and i love it #little things that explain why characters act the way they do later and all that #its all good its like 341k words total if you ignore parts 6 7 and 8 #best part is #of course #lizzy and uzi and thad fucking around with a laser pointer #idk im just obsessed with murder drone fics its more of all my blorbos #opacity is my best friend i love opacity i love fucking with it #non anti aliasing is also my best and worst friend. i love the pixels but its terrible when trying to draw small #art #murder drones #murder drones uzi #murder drones lizzy #murder drones thad #murder drones n #murder drones v #serial designation n #serial designation v #is that the most characters i've had in a single post? who knows #also for you fuckers in the last post. if i connected those letters i would have been rendered incapable of reading my own fucking post #i cannot read it if i cant tell where one letter ends and the next begins

[sea-buns]

wow... what a season. it feels weird to say that this little 6-episode side quest, in all of the 19 seasons of d20, is one of my favorites they've ever done but it just is. it had all the stakes and humor and drama that you could possibly want, all balanced with an incredible cast of players. the table chemistry was excellent, the characters were so perfectly themselves, the TROPES were OFF THE CHARTS!

i can't quite remember the last time i finished something and ached so sharply for there to be more. i just know I'm gonna be thinking about this one for a long time

#i didnt delay watching the ep like i normally would so i feel like ill end up delaying making posts about it instead lol #i dont WANT to. i have lots of thoughts id like to share. but also once i get started putting them to words im gonna get WAY off track. #lots of revising will need to be done. #the adhd is strong with this one. #v excited to continue collecting cool art and fanfics tho. ever since trw ive been on the verge of picking up writing again #and i fear the worst for my already terribly hectic behaviors when it comes to hyperfixation consumption #dimension 20 #d20 #mentopolis

[peteypiessuperfamily]

This is the worst day of my life.

#i could make a really terrible joke but ill refrain #but somebody else must relate to having a post about your favorite ship immediately get ran over by a ship you like less but is more popular #also I didnt realize until a week after making the dc post that theyre literally the same post #same wording #same format #im so predictable #its embarrassing #stony #stevetony #superbat #the stony one has been around since like christmas and the other one has been around for like a week or two #smh #SORRY IM BIASED #this post is for nobody #IN CASE YOU DONT KNOW THE POST ON THE RIGHT IS MINE FROM MY DC ACC #IM NOT CYBERBULLYING I PROMISE

[phoebespenglers]

can we please stop telling people to kill themselves and to rot in hell and that they deserve to be bullied and that they are inherently horrible people who deserve to die and get doxxed. please. can we please stop doing that.

#like #okay first of all. do you understand the gravity of what youre saying or are you just throwing words into sentences #second of all. that kind of language is so fucking harmful for people with ocd or just obsessions with morality #because i mean not to make this abt Me (though this is kind of a vent ) but when i see people saying that it just. Sends me into spirals #because if people can say that to other people then what if they say it to me because i secretly believe the same things (even if i don't #-most of the time!) #what if im an inherently horrible person deep down? am i going to rot in hell for feeling slightly bad for this person? #i cant imagine that others dont feel like this or something along those lines. #im so fucking sick of death threats they do nothing. they do fucking jackshit except make more people feel terrible. #if you send death threats to people or say shit like this im blocking you. i dont want you in my space #bee.txt #moral ocd #scrupulosity

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

they should invent a waking up that isn't excruciating

#its such an Ordeal every time and for what!!!! #listen im naturally inclined towards the nighttime #existing in the morning is like... its like.... #its so terrible that there aren't words for it!! #the fact that i personally have to get out of my cozy comfy bed before the sun is even up #should be illegal! i already dont sleep well and now you want to Wrench me out of my Peaceful Slumber???? #and not only that but i have to Do Things???? #terrible! horrible! Cease At Once! #absolutely unprompted #oh side note stream this evening at 4pm PST #i will try to make my vibes less Rancid before then! #today is going to get on my nerves i just know it <3 it already is <3

[wanders-in-stars]

Going through a dwemer ruin and fell off a platform and died, but before the game reloaded I heard Gore say,

"Oh, you moron. Get up! Hey, get up – oh, gods."

I – help?? The sudden change in his tone when he realised what had happened?? My heart???

#he's very quickly climbing my “favourite custom voiced followers” list #he just feels so.... alive if that makes sense #constantly commenting on the world but in relevant ways and not just the same 5-6 generic lines being recycled over and over again #the absolute shock i felt when stopping to watch some imperials fighting stormcloaks and he STARTED COMMENTING ON THE FIGHT AS WE WATCHED?? #i am SO HYPED for version 1.5 cause apparently it adds even MORE of that.... “alive-ness” #im terrible with the words but like the EFFORT and DEPTH put into this man is incredible and im desperate to uncover as much as i can #i feel like NOT doing so would be like.... a waste and an insult to all the people who worked so hard on him #skyrim #skyrim gore #yaz yaks

[m00ngbin]

Here's these of Teru and his failure fever. Except this might just be him with the flu because I forgot that his failure fevers don’t really make him snotty. So. Yeah. Flu? Maybe. I had the flu two weeks ago and ykw he can have the flu too

#in honor of tfs Tuesday #Sho doodles coming next Tuesday #or maybe sooner depending on how I feel #mp100 #there is another wip thats being worked on in progress btw. im working on it. and progressing #i ❤️ fucking around with different brushes to make stupid things #artbin #teruki hanazawa #i feel like theres something missing from the first one #its not Teru enough but i cant tell whats wrong with it #uhh ill figure it out later #its fine for now #i will never draw words #if i do theres something wrong #if i do ive been possessed #my handwriting is terrible #teru-ble #giggling #thats awful

[spearxwind]

Something I've been thinking a lot recently after becoming a lot more social and going out is like. How different people really LOOK in general. Or rather, I've always seen it but I've been noticing it more. Different body types, different faces, different features.... etc. Everyone is so different looking.

There isn't a way you could possibly gauge how "beautiful" someone is because everyone is so different, and everyone's perception and preferences are different. Someone who you could consider extremely handsome could have deep seated self image issues, and someone who looks unremarkable to you might be someone's ideal.

I feel like being online and constantly exposed to the same types of faces, especially the type of people who become popular online due to the appearance, they always have the same set of features, same set of body types. It's not inherently bad, people do gravitate towards them because there's beauty standards that certain people fit. But in general exposure to people who look all similar rots the brain. It rots your self image. It distances you from your own community as well.

It bleeds into how people handle their relationships, it brings prejudice to people just based on their appearance, and it sucks so much to actually like, fully consciously REALIZE. Everyone is worthy of love, no matter how they look like (this includes you btw!! Yeah you!!! <3) no matter what the media says. It sounds like something sooo obvious but it really is something that grows roots in your brain given the chance and is hard to pull out.

Feeling like you're in an arms race against your peers to "score" someone who you could pass for an instagram model, instead of finding someone who you truly connect with. Having to deeply justify your partners and friendships to your family as being worth it, when they don't look like celebrities on TV and just look like regular people. (This has been my personal experience for a long time, but I feel like theres probably more people who have gone through the same)

"What will other people think? What will my family think?" is something constantly on my mind whenever I make any friends, and im only recently realizing that it really does not matter what they do think what matters is one's own happiness.

Not sure where I am going with this post I just wanted to write it out for a few days now and I finally did it <3 have a swag day

#thunderclap #words #i just think people should live without the constant pressure of appearances both your own and your peers. its literally brainrot #everyone everywhere is so different there are a thousand faces a thousand bodies a thousand features theres eight billion people on earth #its so terrible that we are always focused on the same ones and call them beautiful when theres so much to people in general #does this make any fucking sense? god im so tired but im feeling this a lot recently. man.......... #my own appearance has been both praised and degraded for years years years and its fucked up my way of perceiving people for my whole life #idk... theres so much nuance to this whole conversation ofc i cant fit it all into one (1) post #like... recently realizing my mom is to blame for like 90% of my body image issues has had me reeling. like hello. #dont get me wrong i love her but damn that family can self project their flaws needlessly on the next generation huh

[justarandomhelluvablog]

having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person

#hazbin hotel #husk #warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man #thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell #which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past #and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot #and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober #we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities #(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner) #but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain #he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord #he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend #he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists #he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to- #and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to #participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this #but dammit he does it anyway #(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm) #anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already #got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell #like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth #but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win #ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people #I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed #we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/ #and that person is a pretty damn good guy #he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and #we're just seeing the tail end of it #god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry #I just have so many thoughts about him

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

questioning sexuality is so exhausting

#(edit: sorry for the rant in the tags and i just. i want someone to talk to me) #i keep on doing it for no apparent reason #someone was talking about lust yesterday and i realised today that. #even tho id thought i don't experience it. i possibly do. but exclusively towards women. #i hate it here! #for a multitude of reasons i will never have a relationship with a woman but! i may be incapable of having a relationship with a man! #at some point in the last few months i have abruptly pivoted from definitely wanting marriage and kids to being ambivalent on marriage #and not wanting kids. that's such an outlier in my life that it might just be a mental health thing tho idk #but at the same time i. want to be loved. #i don't know what i want anymore and im tired of questioning myself #i definitely overthink it but idk how to stop it #and i hate hate hate how the moral obsessions have bee lately #this isn't entirely related but it kind of is #like Am i a terrible morally bankrupt person for having certain thoughts or is it just religious ocd go brrrr?? am i overthinking it? #i don't know. i don't know! #for a while labelling myself as arospec ace kinda calmed that down but. i don't know #i do't want to be attracted to women. i don't want to have to look away so often. i don't want any of that. #but i don't know how to stop it. #i don't even know if i'm attracted to men at all. #this is a cry for help and encouragement and prayers no matter what your views on these matters are #queer stuff tag #i nearly fessed up to my friend yesterday about same sex attraction and i might've except that it would have probably outed me as #the person who anonymously sent in a question several months ago about the side b movement to a church thing #ive only told one person at church about any of that sort of stuff and it was very vaguely worded #also see: this friend is the mother of the boy i?? i don't even know how i feel about him #i increasingly think it wasn't romantic at all. but i don't know #i would love any encouragement you got. anything at all. #i don't know how much this stuff is affected by the fact that i consider myself unloveable and think it highly unlikely any boy will ever #care for me #now im rambling. sorry

[hattiestgal]

Does Riley have any favorite outfits?

Oh jeez you have unlocked an important part of their history!

So when I was initially drawing Riley, a big part of what I drew them in was just various bits of fashion that I thought'd fit them, so they have a LOT of favs.

Look at that! They've even worn a good deal of skirts and dresses! They really do love dressing up, they just haven't quite updated their wardrobe to account for their new weight, ehehe

As for more recent stuff, the tank top and cargo pants combo is a fav, among a whole myriad of stuff!

And with my most recent Riley, I've been trying to bring back some of their classic looks! I wanna draw more of their older outfits too, so look out for that!

#hat answers #my art #my ocs #Riley Foxglove #im tired so the words are like incoherent but yeah look they have a whole buncha favs #that and terrible terrible tshirts

[babyprime]

yall want my hot take? I don't think gale would be a good dad. I think he would be good with and like kids but that's not the same as parenting. like. u know kids are generally really bad at things and kinda dumb compared to adults right? I think realistically having to stay quiet when a 3 year old was really really REALLY wrong about something would give him a stress induced ulcer skjrdkkddn

#and im saying this with love #he and astarion to me are both like. i enjoy imagining them with kids bc it would be funny #and also good for them i think but they would be Terrible at it in different ways #the only wholly good parent as they are in game is halsin and wyll but in a few years imo (cause he should be at the club) #laezel and karlach too but karlach would try and get a babys first word to be Fuck for a laugh and laezels not in general good w kids #so she would suck with certain aspects like playdate etiquette etc #i think wyll will be a great dad in like 2-5 years bc he should be at the club rn

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Roxana Prism and the Horrific Realisation She has a Crush on her Coworker

#started doodling this yesterday then....life. the horrors. #shes sooooo silly like I used to headcanon her being aroace because she didn't have the agency guide to seduction at her house #because i thought i was funny like that #and i still hc her as being either greyaroace or demiromantic & demisexual #so she gets a crush like. once a decade #and when she realises she does her immediate reaction is just. terrible news. #ieytd #i expect you to die #[agent moose's art] #roxana prism #roxanna prism #uhhhh #the fabricator #she's KIND OF THERE #roxafabby (??????????????) #im so scared to draw like serious ship art because god forbid people kiss in my sketchbook #plus idk if i could quite draw things in my mind thats why i value the written word because you really can get so much nuance in there #but SPECIFICALLY for ships #anything else i prefer to draw #idk maybe as i get better I'll be more bold about getting john juniper to kiss mista crane #ONE DAY I'll draw it properly