I wanna make more friends with similar interests on here, but like. To make friends... you have to be active. And I am a very non-verbal person so I dont have anything to say or post. So no one is interested because why should they be? I've not said anything to grab their attention. So its frustrating
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my father has friends over and they're in the kitchen and i wish they'd leave so i could make dinner. i hate them. i hope they die. i don't really.
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I'm so fucking excited to get all this outstanding work done, and for tax season to fuck off. I cannot wait to have more time to play games with pals, go out with friends whom I haven't seen in a few months....go to some random meetups to meet new ppl and create new connections (and perhaps snag me a new person wink wonk LMAO).
And just...have more time to live. To stop feeling as lonely as I am feeling rn. CAUSE HOO BOY, it's been hitting me hard. And I can't do too much about it CAUSE of the deadlines I need to meet!
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weird fucked up creature (me) was forced to do a Social Activity while tired (oh no)
family forced weird fucked up creature to do it anyways. even though weird fucked up creature was obviously very distressed.
weird fucked up creature (me) had to go hide under a table with headphones on and curled into a ball for ages afterwards.
nobody learnt anything here
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Facebook reminded me that on December 24th I finally got to kiss Junao right on the mouth
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there's a piece i want to write eventually. when my brainrot comes back and kicks me, but I think it works better visually (like if you look at the text altogether than looking at the words)
the idea was having a constant statement that serves as the "grounding" statement for the character - something the character comes back to as the following paragraphs get longer and longer - messier and messier - replicating both panic and mess that the character feels
until it resets with the statement.
and then it rebuilds and rebuilds again
then i thought also about like. at some point the character wont have that "grounding" technique anymore so the paragraphs get longer and longer and there's just no stop. run on sentences and garbled mess until it just ends abruptly
but idk i cant execute that lmao it's prettier in my head as a concept and i don't want to disappoint the character
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want to do things witb my friends but by i have time i amtired:(
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