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astrobei · 1 year

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The end of the year is near. Give a shout-out to your favorite mutuals and tag them to spread love before the year ends! (from: a secret anon)

ohhhh my god ok ok i wish i could tag every single person i am technically mutuals with because i adore every single one of you and your blogs so much !! unfortunately if i did that you’d probably be here scrolling through this post well into the new year, so. this is by no means an exhaustive list!!

@elekinetic ELLA !! you were one of the first blogs i ever followed on st tumblr when i joined and i immediately. IMMEDIATELY. fell so in love with your scripts and your writing! you so are so insanely talented and such a backbone of byler tumblr and i can’t believe we get all of ur content for free. for FREE!! and not only are u insanely talented but somehow u are also so funny and one of the sweetest people i’ve ever and ur taste in everything from music to books is so immaculate. will never get over u dming me just to scream at me ABOUT me which seriously makes my day every time it happens and i’ll never EVER get sick of talking to you! ella i love you so much and i’m so glad we started talking this year!! i hope 2022 has nothing but the best of the best in store for you <3

abby @strangeswift HELLO ! every time i see ur url in my notifs i visibly light up i stg you are so precious to me <3 ur love for not all the prayers is singlehandedly sustaining me, and i’m so touched that long car rides have unofficially been dedicated to reading my fics. you are such a breath of fresh air and getting an ask from you is always the highlight of my day. you make me laugh you make me smile like an idiot at the tumblr app on my phone you are just so!!! PRECIOUS 2 ME!! i love your blog so much and i can’t wait to bother u so much in the new year !!

sierra aka THE @finalgirlbyers aka THE byler blog of all time !! sierra there’s just something in ur posts that’s like straight crack i stg i just need more and more and more and more every time! in my mind u will always be sierra loveqbrl madcleradin finalgirlbyers ft that one period of 15 minutes where u had ur secret username that just so happened to coincide with me running my tumblr stats website thing and u being immortalized as that forever in my phone. because apparently i reblog from u more than anyone else which YEAH. AS I SHOULD. as everyone should!!! sierra u are so fucking funny and your urls are just one of those that are so comforting to see in my notifs. one day we will have an actual conversation because i am so bad at dms but i could try and make an exception for u <3 love u so much sierra love bbq i hope 2023 is so good to u !!

@toystoryfan HI TOY! u are so important to me i hope u know that omg u are so sweet and so uplifting and i can’t believe i wasn’t following u before but i love your blog so much ! u have such a comforting presence and i love reading through ur tags and every time i get an ask or a reply from you i get so excited! thank u for being such a positive shining force, with me and all of my mutuals too, it’s so so so appreciated <3 i adore you so much and i hope the new year has nothing but good things to offer u !!

@wibble-wobbegong hiiiii wibble ! i hope u know that every time i see ur blog i am just picking it up and holding it so carefully in my hands. i think i also followed u pretty early on into my tumblr adventures (or at least i saw ur url everywhere bc everyone i followed rb’d from u !) so in my head ur like. an og byler tumblr blog. u are so so sweet and i will never forget u referring to me (in the context of how intimidating i am) as “just some guy” because it’s SO TRUE!! i AM just some guy! anyways. just know that i adore you and your blog is so so incredibly precious to me ! love reading ur tags love reading ur posts u are so correct all the time and ur icon is. well. iconic. love u wibble i hope u get one million followers in 2023 bc u deserve it fr

last but certainly not least— irene aka THE @byeler hello !! i know we haven’t spoken one on one all that much and i’m terrible with responding to dms anyway but . ohhhh my god i have been a little obsessed with you ever since i got twitter sjdksjf in a very normal and sane way i promise ! irene you are so sweet and kind and supportive and so insanely down to earth for literally being THE beansie! i’m so in love with your writing and it’s no secret how much i yelled and screamed into the pillow when i read i’ll find myself in the moonlight 😭 had to sit down and just. Think. i just started heavy hopes and. god. GOD!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH. !!!!!! anyways i freak out a little every time i see ur name in the notifs but u are so lovely and approachable u make everyone feel so at ease and i treasure every interaction we have! thank u for ur mile long list of reddie fic recs, i’ve been making my way through them for the past week and ur taste in fics is just as incredible as ur writing <3 hope u have a wonderful new year irene i love u much !!

#/ask #ok if we are mutuals know that i love u #i just.#have been typing for 40 minutes and i need to move on before this post takes u all of 2023 to scroll through #god #so full of love today #kissing each of u on the head #so tenderly

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psychoticwillgraham · 9 months

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putting this kink discussion post under a read more bc im kinda embarrassed about it

TW: talk of sexual gore

gonna out myself as more of a freak with this post: anyone else got a super niche, and I mean super niche, kink that they can’t find jack shit for? bc im making my own weird ass au (for u already know what ship) just so I can even make content for it.

ok, so y’all know that episode of billy and mandy where the brain eating rock alien literally eats brains by using its tentacles through the ear? yeah. uh. that’s my most niche kink, all thanks to that show. that specific episode gave me horrible nightmares as a kid, but when I rewatched it a few years ago, i realized that it was uh. really hot 😬 like the concept of someone not being able to think for themselves and having the monster/eldtrich being make them do whatever they want the person to do and they just have to take it? and they clearly enjoy it? yeah 👀

that kinda goes with my hive mind kink where characters have this done and are at the complete mercy of the monster (but it HAS to be consensual in the first place, so its like a mutual satisfaction thing), and unable to stop it, basically being a glorified fucktoy 👀👀 OH and they control the person’s thoughts so literally, head empty no thoughts.

so im doing an au (that’ll be posted on my whump blog first before I even think about putting it on ao3 bc it’s gonna probably be the weirdest hannigram fic on there and the most extreme, but I might as well let my freak flag fly) where will is cursed with immortality and I mean true immortality where he can’t die as long as there’s at least a piece of his body left, so to truly die, the heat death of the universe would have to happen, yeah lmao

and then you have hannibal, who’s the last of his eldtrich kind and needs to find a suitable vessel to carry his young (yes will is a trans man in this au just bc I want him to be), so he finds out about Will and sets off on trying to court him. he realizes pretty quickly that Will’s Different, and decides to test that theory by straight up stabbing him through the heart with a hardened tentacle (or w/e idk yet), therefore revealing himself. they get to know each other and obviously Will isn’t gonna out hannibal, so they begin a highly fucked up, very messy (gore wise) sexual relationship.

now when I mean gory, I mean gory. bc if you can’t die no matter what and have a kink for said gore, and ur boyfriend is an eldtrich abomination who’s a cannibalistic serial killer, wouldn’t you take advantage of that and constantly die during sex in the most fucked up and nasty ways? i mean I would, but I’m just a nasty freak. and the aforementioned kink in the beginning of this post is a thing in this as well. so the au is just an excuse for me to write creative gory sex scenes and see how nasty I can get. honestly I probably won’t even post certain parts of it unless a few people want me to.

i rlly think that this might be the limit for a lot of the fandom fic wise so I’m prepared to get shit for it. that’s why it’s going on my secret (only if I don’t give u the link) whump blog. so yeah that’s that.

#ash’s fic ideas #outing myself as a nasty ass freak with this post w/e

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buckytheebarnes · 3 years

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I associate you with Emma Frost AU, Frat AU, Supernatural AU, President’s Son AU, Mall AU, and Fluffy AU. Spill every secret you have. Please and thank you. 😈

(I also associate you with WinterSpider in general bc you’re my partner in crime lmfao)

ALSO I associate you with the 300k restaurant au fic I’m still waiting for.

good god so many to go into!!!! this answer will be a mess pls bare with i’ll start with frat au — it was never even supposed to exist. i got back into reading fanfic during the pandemic and at a time when i felt particularly uninspired. i started reading and becoming obsessed with the winterspider ship and i found a discord server linked on one of the fics and so out of pure curiousity, i joined it. watching everyone throw out ideas and get so excited about fanfic invigorated me and i kept searching through ao3 for some sort of frat au for winterspider and nothing came up i started writing it, with no intention at all to post and i dropped a small line in the discord channel about it and someone was like wait what 👀👀👀 and then i was like maybe i should post it?? and then once i started posting i couldn’t stop writing it and now it’s too big for me to handle but also still so much fun! regarding secrets: i haven’t even gotten to the meat of the plot of that fic, i have so many things planned and i think that’s why i’m so intimidated to post the next chapter regarding emma frost fic, i had been reading comics involving her and i literally was like fuckkkk i need to fit her into a fic i need to fit her into a hs au. because i love hs aus. it was supposed to be a one shot but i discovered after writing three paragraphs that it could never be. secrets: there will be a oneshot only involving emma frost and tony stark after the actual fic is done. president’s son au was birthed out of me desperately wanting a winterspider bodyguard au (would you believe no one has done that?) and also from watching the movies first daughter and chasing liberty on repeat. with secrets: that prequel fic was never supposed to happen but my brain wouldn’t leave me alone. there is another oneshot and another 6 chapter fic that will be attached to it. supernatural au exists because i have been rewatching the show. nothing too interesting to say there because i’m still trying to figure out where i’m going with that one. i guess a good spoiler or secret here would be that peter’s character is actually immortal in it. the mall au came to be because i saw a funny tumblr post that turned into a prompt and also because with the pandemic i just wanted to feel what it was like to be back in the mall so badly. i must admit i also just love name dropping all the stores in the mall. it’s my fave thing. a good secret i guess is that every single avenger or marvel character essentially works in the mall/has a relationship to it and i know exactly where they all fit. anyone who knows me knows that i’m obsessed with nick and norah’s infinite playlist, i needed somewhere that i could dump all the knowledge i have of that world. thats how the fluffy au happened. i also just wanted a scene where bucky was playing with a knife. the big secret is that even tho it’s a finished work on ao3, i’ve basically written a third chapter for it.

if you follow this blog and are wondering what thee FUCK i’m talking about here, u can check out my fanfic here

#winterspider #bucky barnes #peter parker #fanfiction

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voidnatasha · 4 years

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Thanks for tagging me Olli! @oscarinthewoods

1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise?

People mostly call me Mari but my full name is Mariam i like that too

2. when is your birthday?

September 28th

3. where do you live?

The woods lol (nah for real I'm from Georgia and NO not the state)

4. three things you are doing right now?

Just finished my homework, also eating chocolate and waiting for my english lesson to start

5. four fandoms that have piqued your interest?

Right now i loooove the penumbra podcast but after the supernatural fandom i really dont have any energy left lmaoo

6. how has the pandemic been treating you?

Horribly. I WANT TO GO OUTSIDE DAMMIT

7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now?

Love is a laserquest by arctic monkeys but the acoustic version holy shit its so beautiful

8. recommend a movie?

Havent watched any movies lately but i started watching the queen's gambit last night and i couldnt sleep bc i was thinking about it lmaoo so yeah DEFINETELY recommend

9. how old are you?

730

10. school, university, occupation, other?

High school *throws up*

11. do you prefer heat or cold?

I'd rather freeze to death in the arctic tundra than burn alive if thats what u mean

12. name one fact others may not know about you

I dont mean to be sarcastic but i am and please dont take it personally... also I'm immortal

13. are you shy?

Hell no i dont care about that stuff

14. pronouns

She/her but honestly whatever

15. biggest pet peeves

Straight people

16. what is your favorite “-dere” type?

My what?

17. rate your life from 1 to 10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be

18. what’s your main blog?

This one

19. list your side blogs and what they’re used for

Dont have any

20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

Hey if i dont text you for a month dont worry im fine im just isolating myself and also... i say some weird shit sometimes dont get scared or anything lol

@ancientoptimism @aetihaas @deadpoetwilde @im--upto-no-good @jojo-lu2022

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miran-native · 5 years

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About Mimeosomes

Everyone who’s played through the main story knows the basics: Mimeosomes were designed to bridge the unknown amount of time it would take humanity to find a new habitable planet. This way, people wouldn’t grow old and be able to maintain the White Whale and protect the Lifehold. We know that they are artificial in nature and that they are controlled from the consciousness stored within the Lifehold.

Elma mentions in one of the chapters (l can’t remember which one rn, but if someone requests it I will look it up) that the Lifehold cannot be too far, since they would otherwise feel the lag. Considering how the player can move freely all around Mira it is suffice to say that while the Lifeholds transmission range is limited, it is nonetheless still huge. Like, encompassing a whole planet huge.

(Though, this observation might be futile since the endgame reveals that humanity would have been dead all along, so Mira Magic prevents us from making a sensible estimate as to how far this range could have been.)

What the main story chapters don’t tell us are the little details: can mimeosomes get sick, do they need food, etc.

So here is what I found:

Right off the bat: Mimeosomes have organic components. It is why in the sidequest “Lakeside Getaway” the cantors are able to exterminate the workers there, as they had laid eggs inside their bodies. We also see symptoms of sickness in Ajoa (the NPC who either dies or survives depending on your choices) because of that.

Despite that, other NPCs tell us that a mimesome doesn’t experience allergies and that they keep the humans safe from germs and contaminations which means they can’t get sick.

I’ve seen other speech bubble dialogue pop up when you walk past NPCs, talking about the ration bars BLADE use when they are out in the field (unfortunately I didn’t take screenshots at the time because I didn’t think I’d make a blog with all that neat trivia. They didn’t say anything important, just talked about the taste of these things).

If they didn’t need to eat at all, I figure they’d just pass on eating while they are on a mission since it’s just additional hassle – which is why I believe that (part, if not all) those organic components make up the digestive system. A lot of parasites do settle in the intestines, so I feel this is most likely the case.

Other neat things I found:

We know that mimeosomes are supposed to mimic the actual human as close as possible when it comes to looks, but there are a few NPCs that tell us that there is a bit of leeway included when it comes to outer appearance.

Hair, for example, can be easily swapped out (or in Felice’s case replaced), so there don’t seem to be any restrictions on hairstyle and color. Used to have straight hair and want curls now? Apparently no problem.

In the same dialogue Dorothy tells us that ‘bells and whistles’ is stuff like less weight, get rid of scars, beer bellies, etc. (I really wish I had screenshotted that latter part too, but again, I didn’t think I’d make a blog with this. I tried talking to her again, but I had cleared a chapter or the main story even and the dialogue didn’t pop up again.)

So from how I understand it: As long as it doesn’t concern one’s facial features (you know, that thing that makes a person actually recognizable, like eyes, nose, mouth, jawline, etc. you are good to go. Height, I assume, is one of them. Not sure on eye color, since technically there do exist contact lenses that change eye color) one is free to do whatever they want. Make oneself skinnier, get rid of wrinkles, whatever comes to mind.

And it kinda makes sense, really. The higher-ups would know that people would never get their old bodies back and start over with newly created ones, so things like scars or overweight and other stuff one did to their body (surgeries and tattoos included) wouldn’t carry over anyway. The new body would be a blank slate in regards to that.

Other bits of trivia:

Another NPC says that one can regulate the growth of their hair and nails, even shut it off completely if they so wish.

(Unfortunately I do not have a screenshot and I don’t remember which NPC that was, so until I go through the game again and actually find it, take this one with a grain of salt.)

One of the NPCs in front of the mimeosome maintenance center (Kent D. Carr) says that sensory impressions like taste are just data that one could easily recreate by uploading them in the mimeosome maintenance center. Which means that any kind of sensation can be recreated as long as it is in the database. (I assume this doesn’t only apply to the taste of say, chocolate cake, but also touch or maybe even visual recreation of something.)

I find it very interesting that this is even possible to do, since mimeosomes can eat and taste well enough to differentiate tastes (if they didn’t why would fellow BLADEs gush about Lin’s food or complain about the taste of the ration bars. And Lin has this whole thing in one of the official short stories where she complains about the canteen food on the White Whale). I guess it is still different from the real thing. Or maybe this is to preserve the taste of food one can’t get on Mira anymore. All human food is synthesized after all and in no way ‘natural’, so it wouldn’t possibly taste the same.

(I actually do have a screenshot of this buuuuuut it’s in German and I took it with my phone because I couldn’t connect the Wii U with the internet at the time. If anyone wishes to see it, I will gladly upload it though.)

The blood substitute is called “biocirculatory plasma”

This is said by Lin in Ch. 5 after Cross gets their arm blown off (screenshot available, but I didn’t deem it necessary to add as it’s a mainstory cutscene). Not exactly missable, but thought I’d throw it in here in case someone needs it for fanfiction or anything. The plasma is also blue, not red, as implicated by the following things:

a.) Mimeosomes are called Blue Bloods in Japanese

b.) After the attack on NLA (Ch. 8) there are NPC who do express their surprise at the humans being blue blooded/mimeosomes.

c.) This picture:

The plasma also has to circulate somehow inside the body so it’s not a stretch to assume that mimeosomes have an artificial heart that acts as pump.

Ch. 5 also shows that mimeosomes can be shut down to prevent pain or further plasma loss. It is also possible to just turn off the pain response and stay conscious (I think this was said in the Sylvalum mission “Predator and Prey”).

Mimeosomes are able to feel some sort of “reverse phantom pain”, i.e. feeling the (partial) lack of a body part even though it’s connected and up and running. This is also part of Ch. 5 after the player awakens in the maintenance center and is asked if they feel okay. One of the options leads to this bit of trivia.

Okay, I think that was all I had for now. Thanks for reading :D

If anyone can provide missing screenshots or has found other bits of trivia regarding mimesomes do tell – or even better, submit!

An extra bonus:

The name mimeosome may come from the Greek μνήμη (mnimi, pronounced as mnee-mee)) and σώμα (soma). Minimi means memory and soma body so the word would basically translate to memory body. And that’s kina dope.

Not sure if this is right, obviously, the “mimeo” might be latin or some shit (or ancient Greek which is NOT the same, lemme tell you, as a native Greek speaker) and just mean mimic (as in mimic the human body), but, oh well.

Edit:

So, someone in the tags said that “Blue Bloods” is a term used in Japan to describe the rich and exempt (makes sense, here in Germany the nobility used to be referred to as such as well because the veins look blueish against pale skin. And back then pale skin meant you didn’t bust your ass open working in the fields), so basically sth among the lines of “rich and lucky ones” which is a neat bit of foreshadowing that got lost in translation. (I know who you are but since this was just tag-rambling I figured you might wanna keep your name outta this - if not, I can edit your name into the post.)

They also wondered how tf this mix of organic and mechanic components would even work; now, I don’t think the game is ever going to give us an actually coherent and scientifically sound explanation for that - I think they most likely settled on bullet points of what mims can/can’t do to keep things consistent (bc one would need not only a medical, but also a scientific and engineering degree to have a good grasp of everything and I’m sure af the developers didn’t study up THAT meticulously on this), but I was thinking about it, bc ya know, I studied biophysics and find this kinda stuff interesting af.

And then I remembered that one of the research groups at my university studies the interaction between organic molecules and solid surfaces.

This kind of research can be used to get new insights on how those molecules function, and also helps developing better prostheses (in regards to biocompatibility) - obviously they aren’t trying to make artificial organs or anything related to mimeosomes, but it IS a pretty big field afaik.

Organic molecules can be viruses or bacteria for examples - and bacteria are a very important part of our intestinal flora.

So, what if a mimeosome’s intestinal tract is made out of a material that those kinda bacteria can thrive on? (It can’t be cells imo, bc human cells have to replace themselves very regulary. Intestinal cells get replaced every 2 - 4 days for example - and making use of life cells that need renewal seems to defeat the purpose of almost-immortal machines since the point was to live in and with them as long as possible as it was unclear when they’d find a new planet to settle on.) Gut flora can digest carbohydrates and certain sugars, so there is a starting point as to how mims could digest food. These bacteria can’t break down everything, but it is common practice in life sciences to use bacteria as hosts to express certain enzymes (even though they weren’t native in that bacterium before), so engineering bacteria that could digest all kinds of food doesn’t seem like too much of a stretch to me.

#Xenoblade chronicles X #mimeosome #XBCX #Xenoblade X #mimeosomes

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kinkymagnus · 5 years

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Henlo!! I love your blog so much 😍 it gives me life and makes me happy when I have a bad day. I was wondering if you had any headcanons about Malec’s first time or something where Magnus is a nervous wreck cause he has to tell Alec that he’s trans? Thank you and sorry for the bother 😭♥️

y’all it is a CRIME how long this has been in my inbox, im really sorry and ur not bothering me at ALL i just love this ask and wanted to do it JUSTICE 👏

also im!!! so flattered!!! aaaaaAAAA im glad my blog can cheer u up :)

okokok so trans magnus + malec’s first time + magnus being nervous about coming out lghkjgfh

ok i have no fucking idea why but i’m making this twi malec. i’m just. in the mood for twi malec i guess. fuck it amiright

magnus is just. he has a lot of secrets. there’s a reason he hasn’t gotten close to anyone in a long time, there’s a reason he only talks to two or three people who actually know him, there’s a reason he hasn’t been how he used to be--out and about, flashy and showing off and wearing armor made of glittering beauty and colorful silks and bold makeup, instead of comfortable cardigans and twitching hands and quiet.

speaking of which: def headcanon twi magnus wasn’t always the way he is in that episode. he was a lot like canon magnus once upon a time, charismatic (well, he’s still charismatic, but like, in that bold flashy way, you know?) and open (closed off, but with the illusion of having all his cards on the table) and bold

anyway. there’s a reason. lots of reasons. mostly all the secrets he hides.

the fact that he has magic, that he’s immortal, a dusty relic of a time long gone, of an age past, clinging on past his due date. he feels like he doesn’t belong in the modern world, like he should have died with the shadow world, like he should have been sealed out with all the other demons.

the fact that he is a prince king of hell, son and slayer of the greater demon asmodeous himself. even tho he’s sealed it all away, he has a huge amount of power, both from just. originally being the son of such a powerful demon, a fallen angel, and also from managing to kill one.

i don’t think it fits with canon twi lore but i don’t care, i’m saying twi magnus was involved in the sealing of the realm, and he managed to kill asmodeous and basically absorb his power, so a) he actually did this huge incredible feat that changed the whole world, whether on purpose or not i’m not sure yet (it has something to do with asmodeous, but i’m not seeing the whole picture yet) and b) he’s actually. more powerful than canon magnus. it’s partially why he sealed away his magic for so long, he was afraid of what that power could do.

honestly i dont have this super well thought out but i like the potential

but anyway! barely related to this! let’s get back on topic!

and. the fact that he’s trans. a decidedly more mundane secret, but still one he keeps close to his chest. he’s lived through a lot of eras with bad very transphobic times? like he’s lived through places/times with very accepting atmopshere, but he’s also lived in like, victorian england, you know? and canon magnus had a chance to be more out of his shell and open in the modern world but this magnus has completely closed himself off. he mostly talks to people other than his close friends to give them a tarot reading. he’s not like, totally cut off, i can’t imagine him like. not helping people. you know. idek. but the point is he’s more isolated. canon magnus was closed off in a lot of ways, but still surrounded by people. he had a job to do, people to protect, and parties to attend. not to mention going to pandemonium and stuff. twi magnus isn’t really doing that. man i really went on a tangent here but the point is i feel like that would contribute to how he feels about being trans. feeling isolated, having less friends to be open with and to help him you know? in my experience it’s a lot harder to feel like. valid? without that sense of community. even with a few close friends, it’s hard. if you’re “passing”, which magnus is, it feels like a secret.

the point is! i am getting so off track! magnus has got layers and layers and layers protecting him, both literal and metaphorical (he doesn’t wear the more flashy and revealing clothing canon magnus occasionally favors, preferring thick and comfortable sweaters and cardigans and stuff like that. bonus headcanon: whatever happened that ended in asmodeous dead and the walls of the world sealed, it left magnus with more scars. not to mention top surgery scars he may have, or even just hiding a binder, or using thick layers to disguise small tiddies since binders are great but you can’t bind all the time or every day for centuries and still be like, healthy. anYWAY)

and when he starts dating alec despite that little cautious voice in his head insisting he needs to not get attached, alec begins to just. effortlessly peel those layers away

he’s so blunt and honest, unlike people who have lied to and manipulated magnus in the past (CAMILLE, anyone? i feel like she’d still be a thing in the twiverse. also asmodeous, albeit in a different way) and he’s gentle and loud and bold and he’s funny and sweet and he just. fucking cares about magnus.

when he finds about magnus’s magic he’s like “oh my god that’s so cool” he just fucking accepts him so easily!!!

and even when magnus ends up tearfully confessing he may or may not be a literal king of hell (or, one of the hell dimensions) alec’s like “damn, i’m dating royalty?” and maybe makes a joke about not everyone getting to make a king scream with pleasure and magnus is just so relieved???

but that’s later

anyway

they haven’t had sex yet and magnus is just like. he feels like inevitably this relationship is gonna fall apart. he has too many secrets, too many hidden parts of himself that if he ever shed light on, alec wouldn’t see him the same way

and as much as he wants alec to fuck him, as much as he wants to be in bed with alec and cuddle with him and have sex with him and show him everything, he feels like he can’t, it would be the beginning of the end

he keeps pulling back just as alec begins to initiate, and alec never pushes but wonders if he’s doing something wrong, or if maybe magnus is asexual, or just doesn’t want to have sex for other reasons, and eventually he broaches the topic with magnus and magnus is so surprised alec noticed something is wrong (he expected alec might confront him over not “putting out” but alec doesn’t seem to care about the sex--he makes sure to emphasize while he is attracted to magnus and would lvoe to have sex with him if that’s what magnus wants, it’s by no means a requirement--but more about. magnus. and communicating with him.) that he just blurts out i’m trans.

and alec kinda blinks at him. his beautiful, wonderful, nervous and scared boyfriend. and he ends up blurting out oh thank god. because he would be more than okay with magnus not wanting to have sex--he’s super gorgeous and absolutely smoking hot, but alec doesn’t ever like, want to have sex with him unless magnus wants to. obviously. but he was honestly worried it wasn’t magnus but him, that he’d done something wrong or wasn’t attractive or something, and honestly worrying about something being wrong with him was not a feeling he was used to. then he realizes how bad that just sounded, and he’s like, aaaaaaaAAAA WAIT and ends up panickedly rambling like i mean sorry i just was kind of worried i was doing something wrong but like, i love you so much and you being trans changes nothing about that, and if you never want to have sex that’s totally okay and i love you, but if you’re worried about me still being attracted to you that’s not a problem, but-- and magnus is like y-you’re not?? but you’re gay! and i’m-- and you know that feeling of like. internalized [insert form of bigotry towards yourself, in this case transphobia]. where you think something bad about yourself. and if you think about it you’re like “no that’s transphobic i would never think that about anyone else” and your brain is just like “yeah it’s true about you tho” that’s this. magnus is like. i’m not a real man, how could you be attracted to me? and alec (not to be all Cis Savior, but look, magnus deserves a loving supportive boyfriend who comforts him and shit, okay! i am PROJECTING) is like yeah i’m gay and you’re a gorgeous, beautiful, stunning man?

and they end up talking it out and get it sorted that yes, magnus does want to have sex, but it would be okay if one of them didn’t want to, magnus being trans does not make alec unattracted to him, it’s okay, they’re okay, because malec are Kings of Communication,

ANYWAY

ACTUAL FIRST TIME

probably not the same day, that day they cuddle and talk

but like later

>:)

alec is just so gentle and reverent y’all. like. them big hands on magnus’s body, all warm and gentle and magnus is like oh fuck this is nice

they do have to kind of communicate boundaries--alec’s asks if there’s anywhere magnus doesn’t want to be touched because dysphoria (or any other reason) and vice versa, magnus trying to be like “you know if you only want to fuck my ass or have me wear a strap-on or anything like that it’s fine, i understand you’re not necessarily attracted to those parts of me” and alec’s like “we’ve established that you would enjoy me eating you out and i WANT TO EAT YOU OUT”

their first time probably is pretty simple, “vanilla”, idk why but im thinking they just exchange oral sex tbh like magnus blows him and then alec eats him out

also magnus cums pretty fast bc he hasn’t been touched like this in a long time and he’s very embarrassed about it but alec is like “damn that’s hot can i try to make you cum a few more times”

ok but imagine their first time it’s just alec holding him down and eating him out until he sobs and squirts? yes

anyway tho they have like, lots of “other” first times too like. first time alec fucks his pussy. first time alec fucks his ass. etc.

first time alec slides that Thick Dick balls deep into magnus’s cunt he’s for sure immediately on the edge of orgasming he’s so full and it feels so good--

and alec’s like holy SHIT bc he’s warm and wet and tight and he clenches every time alec praises him or dirty talks him and it feels amazing

first time alec fucks his ass is also very fun for both of them ;)

it’s just a good time all around folks communication and magnus getting pounded the way he deserves :’)

not to mention when they first start getting into kinks

alec, carefully broaching the topic of bondage: how would you feel... about handcuffs?

magnus, barely looking up: mm, padded or not? and what kind of padding? the normal kind hurt my wrists after too long and not really in a nice way, so i like padded. furry can get a little itchy sometimes but they look real nice. also, are we talking above my head to the bedpost, and if so, am i on my stomach or back? because stomach is a little uncomfortable. or like, behind my back? especially bent over, mm. good view for you ;)

then he like looks up and realized he’s said all of this very casually and alec’s looking at him with 1. shock and 2. lust

like. “i wasn’t expecting this, but i really should have, and now i want to bend you over and tie you up and fuck you hard”

and he blushes just a lil bit like o shit i just said all that and alec’s like “padded it is. behind your back or above your head... hm... both have potential, but maybe the latter? i love you on your back under me, i can see so much of your beautiful body and all of your gorgeous face :)”

and like TOYS

aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA ANYWAY

#trans magnus smut #twi malec #twi

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silverquillsideas · 5 years

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sheith is pedophilia shrio was an adult and keith was a child when they met, waiting for someone to be 18 is just as fucked up bc u still have feelings for a CHILD

LOL okay here come the antis with pitchforks 🔥🔥🔥

Let me define what I (a 3rd year med student) and the rest of the scientific community, consider as "pedophilia" :

According to DSM of Mental Disorders, American Association of Psychiatry, pedophilia is defined as "intense and recurring sexual urges or fantasies about prepubescent children that are acted upon, or causes the person in question interpersonal distress"

It's a full fledged psychiatric disorder that hampers a person's normal functioning in their day to day lives, and needs medical or psychiatric attention.

With that out of the way, are you now prepared to define Shiro, an exceptionally balanced, healthy, mid-twenties young man (belonging to a futuristic science fiction universe where magical stuff like 'quintessence' exist that makes one immortal, just to give an idea of the level of high fantasy that's the world of Voltron) with the label of a "pedophile" just because a certain group of real life fans engage in an even more alternate fictional scenario where Shiro and Keith are a romantic pair?

I'm amazed by the hyperfixation of people on something that doesn't exist, in a fictional world, and something that in no way affects actual adults with pedophilic tendencies. As in, I'm pretty sure someone within the target demographics of VLD (approx age group 11 to 16) are not going to get ideas in their head, like, "Oh, okay, Sheith is a thing in the fandom? Guess what I'm going to do when I grow up? *Hit on children* because apparently, that's my only takeaway from this entire show"

Keith and Shiro met when Keith was a teenager, and Shiro was, yes, as you pointed out, an adult. But think about it, even if Sheith was canon (which it clearly isn't, in case you didn't realise), I don't think a 18 or 19 year old Shiro first saw Keith and immediately went, "Oh I like this teenage random guy, who I just met, romantically, because I am a total nutcase with disregard for normalcy".

Shiro and Keith developed a deep friendship above all else, and had enormous mutual trust and respect for each other. And I loved that about them. I have no complaints that they were not paired up in canon, because their dynamic works beautifully, as it is.

But dear anon, shipping is entirely fictional, and removed from the canon or real life rules. I'm pretty sure the fans who ship any other pairings, in any other fandom, also know this.

The people who scream about pedophilia, are teenagers, or worse, adults in their twenties or thirties who are more concerned about what unidentified, random, tumblr users, or strangers online, think about a certain aspect of fictional stories, or how they choose to engage with characters therein.

If you're uncomfortable with Sheith, or any other ship that you think will trigger you, please, my advise is, BLOCK the tag, the blog, the person who posts such content, and not go LOOKING FOR stuff that bother you.

The hot take is that : peace out, move on, grow up. Because no one should be a self entitled moral police, or have the mindset to shove their opinions down random people's throats about what they can or can't enjoy in a fandom, concerning a work of fiction.

It's everyone's space, where, at the end of the day, people go to relax and have fun. Not spend hours arguing with immature people with no sense of distinction or boundaries.

Thank you. FYI, all pointless asks/replies to this post will be promptly ignored, so don't bother. Block my blog if you want. Have a good day.

#voltron #sheith #keith kogane #takashi shirogane #asks #anon #textposts #ps - guys i'm a multifandom blog #i don't even remember the last time i posted voltron content #let alone shippy stuff like klance or shieth #just..... move on please.#personal

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oracleborn-moved · 7 years

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i've been here for almost two and a half months, and despite remaking a week ago— i've somehow managed to recollect a little over 300 of you? and honestly, that blows me away. i came into this community, fresh from suffering, and you were all so welcoming. . . this game genuinely messed me up. on an emotional level; i was really not in the best place. i couldn't tell you exactly why, but never have i related to a character so much. never have i truly, genuinely hurt for a group of characters before. . . all i knew about lunafreya was that; i loved her, would be crying into my fabric / sketches for her, and that i so desperately wanted to give her something BETTER.

and you all have helped me fulfill that wish. since joining; i've made so many friends. you all have helped me through a lot ( whether you know it or not ), and i cannot even begin to thank you all. for everything. you are all so incredibly unique, incredibly strong, and so very close to my heart.

MY STARS

( we don’t do anything, but your presence is so very important to me ; and we should a definitely do stuff together !! )

@accursed-immortal / @alta-ambulate / @altrxisme / @aperturetrigger / @aquasdestiny / @argentumly / @ashenhearted / @aspiringartisan / @aurescere / @chxllyacademic / @corvidaeisms / @endlxssmelody / @evalencii / @exsoldierxcloud / @firixn / @materiabound / @mumsthewcrd / @nightfallprince / @promptoexe / @trashkingizunia

starscourgedking

MY SUNS

( i admire you all from afar !!! you’re all so terrific, and i hope to possibly do stuff with you in the near future ♡ ♡ ♡ )

@arvious / @ascendantly / @astralblade / @belogod / @blasteredged / @brandedrose / @byvirtuealone / @caelitis / @caiiius / @cocturia / @crownsguardian / @cxliigo / @daemonmade / @destinedking / @diabolgod / @drautcs / @eldestamicitiason / @empiresglaive / @enviousking / @faeht / @falsebefit / @featherdicks / @floweringeclipse / @frigidum / @furiiosus / @fxrtem / @galahdanblade / @ghirenze / @glacianastral / @glacianwove / @glaiv / @greasegoddess / @guardiicn / @heartxandxhome / @heronyx / @hestercott / @horizontos / @kingslight / @lastscion / @legacie / @legacystanding / @leorugiet / @lindoboy / @littlexsisterxulric / @maskiine / @nobilitc / @ofarrowiisms / @ofhammerhead / @oflucis / @pretendcr / @pathchosic / @pelkhara / @pelnaxkhara / @phylxrchus / @regrima / @sacrivice / @sinstress / @soldierbcrn / @sonofprodigy / @souereign / @spellweaviing / @staraa / @starlitvcins / @suntek / @swcrdlily / @telumscintilla / @tiiamate / @tsengofshinra / @wareign / @warpedstrike / @wiinterbloome / @zackleos

MY MOONS

( you guys !!!! i love !!!!! so so much !!!!!! we may do stuff?? we may not?? but ily and my dash just seems empty without you on it )

@chocobutthair / @chococvtie / @comminuta / @commodorexaranea / @croawe / @croweoftheglaive / @crownsglaive / @divinamxultionem / @estanima / @freedomsrising / @heirtolucis / @keycursed / @knightxalpha / @kuroomata / @lady-dragoon / @lancewieldcr / @lunaliee / @lxnafrxya / @maestroofmuses / @nilnox / @noctdout / @onlyhcir / @oraclevowed / @polarlucis / @promptical / @promptit / @promptsilver / @protegats / @prynv / @regalialover / @rexvirum / @scatteredcrayons / @sophoi / @sxrtis / @syllecrowned / @the-livewire / @thisbravesoldier / @tridentitty / @tristitiaregis / @valeofsylleblossoms / @vanishingnightstar / @vortship / @ululeis / @watchyourprincelyass / @wulfriix /

SPECIAL MENTIONS

( y’all without you guys?? hell, i don’t even know if i’d still be here tbh. you guys always keep me coming back, and you remind me why i made this blog in the first place. )

@deathcoated — ok so i lost track of our ‘how many days we’ve been mutuals’ joke but ?? that doesn’t even matter anymore bc every day, since i’ve met you, has been amazing. you and i do a lot of dumb things?? like all nighters and crying about noct and luna :’)) and i rlly appreciate it, i couldn’t have asked for a better friend here.

@supershct — LEE !!!!! LEE MY GUARDIAN AND SAVIOR !!!!! you are always there, even when i don’t think you are; you’re rlly like my guardian angel. i’m always so worried to message you, bc ur ?? a more adultier adult than i am, so i’m always worried i’ll bother you :’))) but !! you’re so incredibly sweet, i’m so grateful to have met you ; and i look forward to getting to know you better ♡

@daemonslae / @pridevowed — smh...... hannah...... BUDDY U SWEPT ME UP THE MOMENT I GOT HERE. i felt so safe with you around, bc you ?? seemed to be already acquainted with everyone, and then you introduced me to others — and just rlly made this whole process easier. without you, i really don’t think i would’ve stayed long, nor would i have made the friends i have now. so thank you so so much ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

@estanima — JADE !!!!!!!!!!!!! AHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so i.. have literally confided in you so many times. you’re ALWAYS there when i need you, and i’m just so unbelievably grateful to have you in my life. had we met sooner, i’m sure we would’ve clicked just as fast as we did here <333 i hope one day, we can both step into the hq!! community together again and reign suPREME with our tanaka sibling love bc?? we could do it, buddy.

@lancefelled — !!!!!!!!!!! BRI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHHHH, you?? and your ara??? hell, idk what i would do without the two of you. i was so nervous coming into this fandom, i had zero clue what i was gonna do with my blog; and then you !!! came to me !!!! like an actual angel sent from the six themselves. you threw an AMAZING idea at me, and quickly did it become apart of my legitimate canon... you literally MADE me confident in my portrayal of luna— just bc of our verse together... so thank you so so SO much <333333

@guradieta — !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY HECK MIRIN !!!!!!!!!! :))))) i love suffering with u, and i love love ABSOLUTELY LOVE !!!! what we have together verse wise. you and both share such strong feelings for these two characters, and you ( i think ) really see the potential i’ve always seen in their relationship as well. i’m so incredibly grateful to have met you, EVEN IF YOU DID SHAME ME FO R EATING PASTA FOR BREAKFAST !!!!! but ily <3333 so so much <3333 could not ask for a better queen’s shield

@pyrascientia — RU B Y !!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH !!!! I LOVE YOU HOLY H E CK. so you were, again, one of the first people i met here. you were so friendly, and i was so relieved bc yOU INTIMIDATED THE HELL OUTTA ME WITH YOUR WRITING !!!!

@shiverheart — !!!!!! NICOLE !!!!! when i first met you, your gladio was sO APPALLED BY THE FACT LUNA HAD NEVER HAD CUP NOODLES BEFORE. that honestly set it in stone for me too, i knew right there that i was gonna love you forever—— but i adore having you show up in my inbox, asking for mama related gen stuff, it rlly makes me happy ; and i adore the relationship our muses have :’))

@tidesmother — emma hol y shit. what... are you even oing here, i’m such tRASH COMPARED TO YOU ??? but holy heck do i love you. ever since we first met, i was just?? BLOWN away with your skills, how you managed to put a character ( who i thought to have a lot of potential ) into words— and ??? you’re amazing???? i’m so excited to just log on everyday to see what’s new, so see what chEST DELPHINE GRABS NEXT AND !!!!!! ilysm. you deserve the world, and i would do anything to give it to you.

@syllecrowned — AURI !!!! AHHH !!!!! THE BEST !!!! IN THE WORLD !!!! okay so, when i first followed you way back when; i was iN LOVE !!! WITH THE FACT !! YOU MADE RAVUS TRANSGENDER HOLY SH T!!!!!!! that honestly was so important to me, bc i love the wide spread representation of the lgbta+ community in roleplay fandoms, i think its so important —— so??? honestly thank you for letting me be appart of your life and ravus’

@eyedad / @anvarwol — .... deep breath... MATT BOI HOWDY DO I LOVE YOU. but what else is there to say?? u first came into luna and i’s life as rick, and — and he is just super important to us both. your writing is literally OUT OF THIS WORLD, and what i would’ve give to have ur gift tbh. YOU’RE A GREAT VOICE ACTOR HOLY SHIT?? LIKE?? i have zero connections with anyone, so i can’t help you there —— but?? i will be your biggest supporter, no joke.

@princexcharmless & @sanctusmilitis — Y’ALL. BOI. MAKING ME SUFFER. okay but no, really. i was so intimidated by both of you coming in, but you guy welcomed me into suffering and love; and never have i felt so EXCITED TO BE APART OF SOMETHING !!!!! YOU GUYS ARE HONESTLY??? just so amazing, i’m so honored that you guys even agreed on mE !!! but yeah, ily guys but?? you also hurt me emotionally so :’))))

@starwished — VANUR !!!!!! AHHH !!!! THE MOON OF MY LIFEE !!! ahh, i’m so happy to have found you again ♡ ♡ ♡ it was truly meant to be ~ but??? it’s so nice to see your AMAZING ocs again, like?? your writing is phenomenal, i literally love the hell out of everything you do.. and like?? this is so strange to say, but you were the FIRST person i EVER shipped with. satsuki and rikuto were my first time ever shipping on a roleplay blog, and now you’ll always be apart of me uvu i truly hope we are never separated again ♡ ♡ ♡

@comminuta — HOLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!! FERGIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH !!!!! ur actually my wife now, ok? sorry, i don’t make the rules. but you !! you and ami are so INCREDIBLY sweet, i was intimidated by your aesthetic u got goin, bc ur such koala tea that i was like ‘what the heck, they OBVIOUSLY have the wrong blog’..... but look at us now??? gosh, i could lose everything; but still have you and i’d feel safe...

@anikitcs — smh... fawn u know i love you. there’s literally nothing more to it. but had i not met you, i probably never would’ve started roleplaying again; nonetheless actually GET on tumblr again. so bless u and ur soul, ur amazing portrayal of everything... and i just love you??? so much.

and?? with that ??? i’m done. thank you all so much. for sticking with me, even through my change and that one rlly bad week i had... you guys... are the best.

#ᶤ ʷᶤˡˡ ᶜᵃʳʳʸ ᶤᵗ ʷᶤᵗʰ ᵐᵉ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ( TREASURES ).#tw follower count #follower count tw #O KAY I HAVE TO GO MAKE DINNER BUT !!!!#PLS HAVE THIS !!!!#i 'm sure i'm missing people tbh #but i don't even think tumblr will notify people bc i have too many :')))

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a-tla · 7 years

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Hi, I really like your blog! I re-watched atla in the last couple days after a long time and realized again how awesome it is Maybe you get that question often but which is your favorite scene? (Mine is in S3E17 when theater-toph shows how he 'sees')

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH i always get irrationally happy when i hear ppl say they enjoy my blog and also when i hear them say they rewatched atla i hope this show reached cult status one day and 20 yrs from now on when s/o says they never watched atla theyll get shocked looks in return shortly followed by the question HOW COULD YOU NOT WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

anYWAY i think i answered a similar question before but this is giving me the perfect excuse to procrastinate studying and to talk in unnecessary length about atla which are 2 out of my 3 favourite things to do. also i know u only asked me for ONE scene but i drank like 8 cups of tea the past 3 hours and im feeling v enthusiastic right now so i’m gonna make a list of my top 5 fav scenes

#5 im 100% in agreement with ur choice of fav scene and actually the entire ember island players episode is PURE GOLD and lbr ask ANY atla fan and they can quote at least 2 lines out of there perfectly. honorable mention to “HOW could you POSSIBLY say that!” and THE SCAR IS NOT ON THE WRONG SIDE!

#4 the boiling rock azula vs mai and ty lee showdown holy shit that was life-changing sokka and co. in mortal peril all seems lost and appa isnt there this time to bust them out of those kind of situations and then MAI COMES TO THE RESCUE with one of the most elegant and memorable entrances ever “What are you doing?” “Saving the jerk who dumped me.” kick my ass mai!!!!. and then later we get ANOTHER incredible line delivered I GUESS YOU DONT KNOW PEOPLE AS WELL AS YOU THINK YOU DO. YOU MISCALCULATED. I LOVE ZUKO MORE THAN I FEAR YOU lmao girl dont we all and then we see azula LOOSING HER COOL tbh i dont think that happened before that scene and theyre getting ready to FIGHT EACH OTHER and i wouldve loved to see that and lbr azula prob wouldve kicked mai’s ass bc it’s azula but holy hecking heck man that wouldve been amazing but of course then we get TY LEE!!!! TURNING ON AZULA!!! CHOOSING MAI OVER AZULA!!! holy shit man i was going !!!!!! when i first saw that scene wee 13-y/o me did not see this coming at all and then when i rewatched it a few weeks later it was SO OBVIOUS that they were going for this all along and what im saying is a) Mai is a Queen and i adore her and 2) everyone needs to get on board of the mai/ty lee submarine with me bc that shit is Real and There

#3 ok so im totally gonna cheat this one and just say EVERYTHING SOKKA EVER SAYS bc i couldnt possibly narrow it down i’d be doing a disservice to this character and this show if i did but some favourites include the random SCREAMING IN CAPSLOCK!!! he sometimes does like “i’m going to take my vacation…. AT THE LIBRAREEEEH!!!” and “i knew it was only a matter of time…. APPA ATE MOMO!!!” and “can your science explain why it rains?”“YES! YES IT CAN!” “MUSHY GIANT FRIEND!!!!” and ofc “WATER TRIBE” which actually was NOT a Patented Capslock Sokka Scream but def deserves to be mentioned

#2 “My first girlfriend turned into the moon.” - “That’s rough, buddy.” Iconic. Legendary. Immortal. Put It On My Damn Gravestone.

#1 the scene in The Desert where the gaang meets the sandbenders and toph says recognises one of them of being the one to kidnap appa and to muzzle him and aang goes you muzzled appa?! like. this fucking scene still gets my heart racing EVERYTIME and mumbling holy shit under my breath like u fucked up real bad sandman buddy and then aang is so angry and in pain he goes into the avatar state and everyone is running away in fear but katara stays by his side and reaches out for him and pulls him back and aang is crying and the screen fades to white this scene destroyed me unchallenged number one always and forever

#honourable mention goes to 'do you really think friendship can last more than one life-time?' 'i dont see why not'#gaang-bonding moments kill me everytime #answered #anonymous

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