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#black veil brides fanfiction
fangirl94stuff · 1 year
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Andy Biersack (Black Veil Brides)
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You're awakened by the baby monitor on the bedside table, your little girl hadn't been sleeping well since Andy had gone on tour with the band. But the two of you had fallen into a routine so this morning would be like any other.
Getting out of bed, you put on your dressing gown and head out of the bedroom. Andy was due back today so he could take over baby duty for a while. Your daughter's bedroom was two doors down situated at the top of the stairs. You are taken aback to see a bag and suitcase at the top of the stairs and the bedroom door was open.
Leaning against the open doorway the sight in front of you shocks and melts your heart. Andy had come home early and was bouncing his daughter on his hip, causing her to giggle and in the low light Andy's face lit up at the cute sound. When you had become parents Andy was paranoid about touring and his daughter forgetting him, but she'd never forget her father because she was a daddy's girl.
'How's my little princess?' Andy coos, poking your daughter's belly.
'Ah' she replies, the sound cute enough to warm anyone's heart.
'Have you been good to mummy?' he asks, aware she couldn't answer with words but with sounds. He loved to have full conversations with her.
She nods and cuddles against his chest. Andy leans down and kisses the top of her head, 'good girl, god I've missed you.'
'I'll leave the two of you alone,' you whisper, just loud enough for Andy to look over at you.
'Thank you y/n, I love you,' he answers back, wearing a warm smile.
You turn around and leave heading back to bed.
MORNING
Waking up, the space next to you in bed was slept in but Andy must have already been awake because it was empty. You get up and leave the bedroom, taking note that your daughter wasn't in her room either, but you could hear Andy's voice downstairs.
In the kitchen, Andy is cooking something, while chatting to your daughter who was in her high chair gurgling and laughing.
'Here's some more fruit for my princess,' he says proudly, putting a bowl of grapes in front of her.
You chuckle, 'she has you wrapped around her little finger Andy.'
Andy winks in your direction, 'just like her mother then.'
You shake your head, unable to keep the smile off your face, and of course, your daughter has to reply with a firm nod of her head. Andy picks her up and starts to spin around gleefully, 'I'm going to spoil you rotten now I'm back.'
You shuffle around Andy and continue making breakfast where he'd left off while he plays with your daughter. He was a massive softie, and you didn't want to interrupt his bonding time. In the background, you hear the two of them laughing and the smile still hasn't left your face. Never in a million years did you think you'd start a family with Andy and hear him coo and talk in baby talk, while on stage he had an aura and a presence that enthralled and intimidated a little. But this was your family dynamic and you wouldn't have it any other way.
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beaker1636 · 7 months
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Besides MIW who do you write with?
I’m comfortable doing BVB as well and I’m beginning to dabble in bad omens, so I’m willing to try for them but I’ve just started doing some of bad omens recently so it may not be the best yet :)
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heartstopsbeating · 2 years
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hmm should i figure out a way to post my ridiculously long black veil brides fanfic/side project thing that’s literally just the story of the wild ones as i interpreted it on this site or should i undergo the equally difficult and arduous task of transferring it to my wattpad when i can’t access wattpad on the (school-issue) computer i’m writing it on and then just post the link here? either way it’s not likely to happen anytime soon but i. i kind of want more people than just my friends to read it. somebody please help.
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itsmealaiah · 3 months
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js watched american satan and holy fuckk
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me seeing THAT scene 😩
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thefallennightmare · 10 days
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The Promise-Andy Biersack
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*gif created by me. feel free to use, simply give credit*
Pairings: Andy Biersack x OFC
Warnings: smut, language, angst(lots of it), a smidge of fluff, mentions of abuse, alcoholism.
Summary: High school was supposed to be some of the best years of a teenager's life; except for River. Those four years were hell, the only one that got her through it was her best friend, Andy. She thought he'd be by her side after graduation but after one night of giving each other something so treasured, life took both of them in different directions.
Almost ten years later, River and Andy meet again in a way neither of them expected.
Authors Note: This is my first time writing Andy Biersack but I'm very excited! As of now, it is a one-shot but might consider continuing it if people are interested!
Tags: @thescarlettvvitch @mitchhbitch @concreteangel92 @flowery-mess @cookiesupplier @poppy-in-the-woods @viofcrows @sprokat @srorgana1 @bloody-delusion-expert
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 “You don’t ever have to be alone, River,” his soothing voice cooed in my ear as he cupped my cheek. 
I looked up at him through the tears and choked on a sob. “Promise you’ll stay with me?”
He smiled that smile I fell in love with years ago. “I promise.” 
The sounds of yelling pulled me out of my thoughts in time to see a group of teenagers running past me on the street, youthful smiles on their faces. 
If they only knew what the future for them held. 
With the setting sun grazing over the streets of Hollywood as people made their way home from school or work, I was headed to work with my camera bag hanging on my shoulder and phone in my hand. I had the Maps app up giving me directions where I needed to go. It was going to be a long night at work for this music video shoot and I was already on my third cup of coffee, the feeling of caffeine still not flowing through my system. 
I spent the morning and afternoon bouncing between different shoots from clients and when I remembered I had booked this job taking pictures of a band's music video tonight, I cut the last photoshoot short by only a few minutes to make it in time. 
The company that booked me for this video shoot, Industrialism Films, didn’t tell me much about who the band was. They just told me to show up at seven p.m. and start working as soon as I was set up. It was going to be an all-night event and I needed to make sure to get shots of everyone in the band. 
Hence the third cup of coffee. 
It also hadn't helped that my mind had been plagued with memories of high school even ten years after graduation. Usually, I was great at pushing away those awful memories but the last few nights, those images of my past life kept clawing at me, dragging me down to the depths. I spent so long trying to crawl out of it and breathe that fresh air I desperately craved those four years of hell. 
The bullying. 
Eating alone in the bathroom stalls. 
The feeling of being so alone, I cried myself to sleep every night. 
The desperation of my home being a haven away from the mocking at school, only to have it worse there. 
Every single day of high school was miserable; except for one person. 
Him. 
My best friend and first everything; Andy. 
Until he left you to deal with the beatings alone so he could succeed with his band. 
Screwing my eyes shut tight to forget the sound of my dad's skin on mine, I turned the corner, and a large church and steps came into view. There were ropes blocked off around the perimeter, keeping outsiders away. As I reached a security guard, I pulled out my I.D. to show him. 
“River Murray. I’m the photographer,” I said. 
The guard glanced down to my I.D. then to the list in his hands and with a gruff of response, he let me walk past the ropes. 
“Have a great night,” I mumbled under my breath. 
Bodies were moving everywhere, and people were screaming over one another, but I was able to find the director of the shoot pretty quickly. He showed me a trailer where I could set up my things and once I was settled, I could start working. They didn’t care what pictures I shot, just as long as I got a lot of the band. 
“Who’s the band?” I asked Vincent, the director while setting my camera bag on the table inside the trailer. 
“Bloody veils? No that’s not right,” he scratched at the beard on his chin, trying to remember. “I don’t know. It's some metal band. I’ve only met them once before but they’re nice guys. It’s for their song Saviour II.” 
I nodded. “So I have free reign around here? As long as I don’t get in the shot right?” 
Vincent smiled. “You’ve worked on music video shoots before?” 
“Once or twice,” I shrugged. “I worked with Bad Omens on one and some local bands another time.” 
“Bad Omens?” He whistled low. “They’re one of the hottest bands right now. I’m surprised you aren't working with them.” 
“I dated their current photographer for a few months. He set up the shoot with them to help build up my portfolio,” I shifted on my feet, suddenly feeling uncomfortable divulging too much about my life to this stranger. 
A loud crackle and static came through Vincent’s radio. “Veil Brid-. They’re here.”
My heart stuttered in my chest for the briefest of moments but told myself to take a breath. It couldn’t be him; the radio cut off before finishing who was here, I was just in my head. 
“You’re beautiful, River,” he mused while kissing every inch of my bruised skin. 
Vincent clapped his hands which caused me to jump out of my thoughts and blinked wildly. 
“Alright, I’ve got to meet the boys and show them their trailers to get ready. Head out whenever you’re ready. There’s a radio for you on the table in case we need to communicate with you tonight.” 
“Sure,” I did my best to nod with a smile. 
Once alone, I sat on the couch in the trailer and went about assembling my camera, doing a few test shots. The past kept trying to crawl its way back into the present, doing its best to render me useless, but I wouldn’t allow it. 
Well, I tried to anyway. 
“You’re worthless.” 
“Piece of shit daughter. I should have dropped you off with your mother years ago.” 
“The only thing you’re good for is being a punching bag. But you can’t even do that right.” 
A swift kick to my ribs sent me flying across the room. 
Choking on a sob, I dug my palms into my eyes hoping that would force out those thoughts. 
“I haven’t thought of Dad in years but now he’s overtaking every part of me again,” I sighed to myself. 
Not feeling quite ready to leave the trailer yet, I fixed myself in the reflection of the mirror by tying my long black hair into a tight French braid and cleaned up my makeup a bit. The scar underneath my right eye was faint but visible to this day almost eleven years later. No matter how much makeup I wore to cover it, it was still a reminder of not only the best day of my life but also the worst day. 
“River, we need you on set.” 
“Be right there,” I said into the radio before clicking it to the belt of my jeans, and with my camera around my neck, I bounded down the steps of the trailer. 
By now the sun had set and the moon shone overhead so I stopped in my tracks for a moment to take a few shots of it before walking into the church where there was a large gathering of people. On the altar of the church were a set up of drums, guitars, an orchestra, and a microphone stand. 
After snapping a picture of it, I turned on my heels when I heard Vincent call my name. 
“River, I’d like you to meet the band. I figured you’d want to get some pictures of them before we start shooting.” 
I looked over the picture I had just taken of the drum set, something vaguely familiar about the logo, but then glanced up at the five men standing in front of me; the one in the middle with the bright gray eyes immediately catching my gaze. 
My breath caught in my throat as I nearly tripped over my feet when his jaw went slack, the familiarity slapping both of us in the face. 
“River?” 
The richness of his voice brought back all of those other memories I did my best to push away. I stood frozen, unable to move or say anything, while my brain tried to catch up on the man that stood in front of me; the one I hadn’t seen in ten years. 
The one that broke his promise. 
“Andy.”
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Highschool. Senior year. One week before graduation. 
I pounded on the bedroom window as the rain assaulted me with no end in sight, drenching me from head to toe. The rain mixed with the salty tears that rolled down my cheeks as I continued to beat my palm against the glass while standing on the makeshift ladder we made of three cinder blocks. I needed a way to reach his window in times like this. There was no way I could walk through his front door looking like this where his parents could see and ask questions. 
“Damn it, Andy! Wake up!” I cried, still pounding on the window. 
The storm was a constant onslaught of rain, lightning, and thunder, so I knew it was hard for him to hear me. But that didn’t stop me. 
Finally, after a few minutes of crying and pounding on the window, Andy’s sleep-filled eyes stared at me through the curtain covering his window. I saw all the emotions run through his intense gaze. 
Confusion. 
Realization. 
And when he gave my face one long once over, the emotion that crossed the soft features of his face, I knew there was no way I’d be able to excuse my dad’s actions this time. 
Anger. 
“River,” his voice instantly soothing me when he opened the window, helping me inside. “What the fuck happened?” 
My body convulsed in shivers and I wrapped my arms around me to help keep some of my body heat. 
“I–I-I’m fi-fine,” my teeth chattered loudly in the quiet room. 
“Bullshit,” Andy spat while running a hand through his long black hair. “You’ve got a nasty cut under your eye and your lip is busted.” 
Now with the rain not washing away the blood, I could taste the bitter crimson on my lips and felt it pooling in my eye. I didn’t have to look at myself to know that the cut was deep and needed stitches. 
Typically, my dad made sure to hit me in places that I could easily hide. But tonight was different. I told him that once I graduated, I had plans to leave Ohio and move to North Carolina to start over; fresh. 
“Not with my money,” he spat.
Literally. 
When I told him I didn’t need his money and that I had other plans, he snorted while stubbing out his cigarette. 
“With that little boyfriend of yours? Sweety, he’ll drop you the second you follow him to that big fancy city.” 
“Fuck you!” I screamed. “You know nothing about Andy!” 
My cursing set him off and that's when the first slap happened, causing my busted lip. This time, I fought back, but in the end, it didn’t matter. My dad’s strength overpowered me as he threw me across the floor, face skidding along some of the broken glass from the cup I had thrown at him before. 
Hence the nasty cut underneath my eye. 
Andy’s sighing brought me back and I then noticed he was shirtless, wearing nothing but a pair of boxers. I’d seen him like this many times before since we were best friends but something about seeing him like this tonight, made my insides burn low. 
I’d had a crush on him since freshman year when he stepped between me and Alexa Dread from taking my camera and breaking it; again. Ever since that day, Andy and I were inseparable. We knew everything about each other and we always confided in each other about our feelings. 
Just not for each other. 
My feelings for him began to grow with each passing day but I had to watch him date girls that weren’t me with a fake smile because I needed to be happy for my best friend. 
He’d never feel the same way and that was something I came to terms with a while ago. 
My eyes grazed over the scattered ink on his arms, the random designs always taking my breath away. He was eighteen so was able to get the tattoos without the permission of his parents. 
I, however, was one month shy of turning eighteen and I’d been counting down the days. Ready to run from all of this the minute the clock struck midnight.
“Fuck, River. You’re shaking,” Andy’s hand reached for me, leading me to the adjacent bathroom off of his bedroom. 
“I d-didn’t know wh-where el-se to go-go,” I did my best to speak over my body shaking. 
He hushed me with a gentle squeeze of my hand. “You know you can always come here. You always have a place here, Riv.” 
I swallowed thickly at his nickname for me.
“You need to shower but I want to clean that cut first,” he motioned towards the soaked clothes that were clinging to me like a second skin. “Take them off.” 
I stilled at his words. While Andy had no problem walking around in his underwear around me, I, on the other hand, could not muster up that kind of courage. 
“I can’t,” I shook my head. 
His bright eyes narrowed through the thickness of his black hair. “Either you take those clothes off or I will. The last thing you need right now is to catch pneumonia.” 
Gnawing on the inside of my cheek, I still didn’t make a move, which caused Andy to sigh. 
“I’ll turn around so you can undress, and keep your bra and underwear on. I’ll keep my face on yours when I clean your cut,” he reassured me with a gentle smile. 
“Okay,” I said finally. 
Before he turned around, Andy turned on the shower so the steam could fill the bathroom and keep me warm while he cleaned the cut. Staying true to his word, he turned his back to me, and as quick as I could, I ripped off the wet clothes. The sound it made falling to the tiled floor made me cringe and I covered myself with my arms. 
My bra and underwear were not cute, nothing he’d seen his past girlfriends wear, so to say I was embarrassed was an understatement. A simple pair of black cotton panties and a red bra. 
“You can turn around,” I said softly.
Andy slowly turned around and kept his eyes straight ahead on my face as he motioned to the closed toilet seat. While I sat, I watched his back muscles contort as he rummaged around underneath the sink for the first aid kit. 
“Won't your parents wonder why you’re taking a shower at two in the morning?” I asked. 
He snorted his laughter, still rummaging underneath the sink. “They would never question why their teenage son would be taking a shower in the middle of the night.” 
“Huh?” I said, utterly confused. 
Andy glanced up at me from his kneeling position with his brows raised and a playful smirk. Suddenly, it clicked on what he meant. 
“Oh, right,” I muttered low; the image of his hand around his cock pumping it slowly then fast replaying in my mind like a movie. 
I’d never seen him do that but I’d thought about it a handful of times. 
“This might sting a bit,” Andy said, kneeling in front of me now; his eyes remaining on my face. 
“I’ve had worse,” I tried to joke but the stern look from him made my shoulders fall and I muttered an apology. 
“You need to leave home, River,” he said while soaking a cotton pad in peroxide. 
I shook my head. “And go where? I have no money and no other relatives that will take me in.” 
“You know my parents will let you stay in the guest room for as long as you need.” 
I snorted. “Right. I don’t think your girlfriend would like the idea of me staying down the hall from you.” 
Andy’s eyes snapped away from the cotton ball to my face. “We broke up.” 
I did my best to keep a straight face when my heart nearly soared out of my chest. 
“When?” 
“The other day. She wanted to have sex and I said no so she broke up with me,” his voice told me that he wasn't upset about it. 
My brows furrowed together. “You said no to sex with Ashley Jenks? You’re not sick are you?” 
I made a play of touching his forehead with the back of my hand, our laughter echoing in the small bathroom. 
“No,” he grabbed my hand, not letting it go right away. “I’m not going to give my virginity to the first girl that throws themself at me. Or in this case, the fourth.” 
I blinked. “You’re still a virgin?” 
Andy finally let go of my hand and I frowned at the loss of warmth. 
“I know it’s shocking but call me old school. I’m waiting until I find the right person.” 
Our eyes met in an intense battle of who would look away first but neither of us was faltering. 
“I am too,” I said quietly. 
For the briefest of moments, I saw his eyes widen before he played it off by holding up the soaked cotton ball. 
“I’m sorry for the sting.” 
I urged him on with a nod and didn’t even flinch when the cool liquid met my skin finally as Andy cleaned the cut on my cheek. Silence fell between us as he then cleaned the dried blood on my face and when his warm breath fanned over the cut to dry it, I nearly melted into him; skin rising with goosebumps. 
“I don’t think you’ll need stitches,” he murmured while looking closely at the cut. 
I sucked in a breath when I realized his lips were mere meters from mine and dared a glance down to his full lips. They were practically begging to be kissed and I wanted to be the one to do it. 
“I’ll put a bandaid on it after my shower,” I said. 
With me still sitting on the toilet and Andy kneeling in front of me, I spread my legs wide so he was able to get as close as he could to cleaning the cut. Now that he was finished, it was as if he had no idea where to place his hands so they rested on the wall behind me, his long body leaning over me. 
“You’re not going back tonight, River,” his voice was deep as he stared down at me. 
With shaking fingers, I brushed away the strands of hair from his face so I could see those gray eyes. 
“I know.” 
I tracked the movement of his Adam's apple as it bobbed low when he swallowed, his eyes finally grazing lower than my face. Down to the swell of my breasts and the slight pudge of skin around my stomach. 
I wasn't the skinniest of girls, another reason why I was bullied, but Andy never commented on it. 
“You should get in the shower,” his voice broke the trance between us. “Your lips are blue.” 
When his finger ghosted over my mouth, I let out a soft moan desperately wanting to feel the pressure of his touch everywhere. 
Suddenly like a ghost, Andy had vanished from the bathroom back into his bedroom, leaving me all alone. Since the door was now shut, I rose from the toilet and stripped out of my remaining clothes. 
The hot water stung like a blade against my sore skin and I groaned out in pleasure. I didn’t want to take a long shower only because the water had already been running for a while before stepping beneath it. I washed away the memories of today with Andy’s soap and wrapped a towel around me after I stepped out of the shower. 
“Shit, what am I supposed to wear?” I grumbled to myself.
Slowly opening the bathroom door, the light burst into Andy’s bedroom and lit up his form lounging on his bed reading a Batman comic. 
“Andy,” I said while shuffling my feet and clutching the towel close to my chest. “I don’t have any clothes.” 
Setting the comic down, he hopped off the bed and went across the room, opening the drawers of his dresser to pull out a pair of boxers and a shirt. 
“We’ll swing by your house at some point tomorrow to grab you some clothes. You’ll stay here for the weekend,” he said while standing in front of me.
I took the clothes with one hand. “Thank you.” 
Before in the bathroom, Andy made sure not to look at the bruises covering my skin but now, he made sure to take in every single one that he could see. 
The fingers imprinted around my neck. 
The bruise on my shoulder, left arm, and legs. 
These were the ones that he could see. The ones underneath the towel around me were worse. 
His jaw ticked with the anger he so desperately tried to keep within, knowing that one outburst from him would cause me to fall into myself. 
“It’s not as bad as it looks,” I whispered. 
Andy’s eyes were dark but his voice was gentle. “Let me see all of it.” 
I vigorously shook my head. “I’m fine, Andy. I just want to get dressed and go to sleep.” 
All at once, I felt my body being pressed up against the wall and the towel falling to the floor at my feet. Andy’s gaze ignited as he pressed his hips against mine causing a shockwave throughout my body. His clothed cock brushed along my bare clit and I let out a moan while my eyes fluttered shut. 
“Riv.”
My eyes snapped open when I felt his hand cup my cheek. Tears burned at the corners and he gently wiped them away with the pad of his thumb. 
“Please,” I begged. “Don’t look. They’re ugly. I’m ugly.” 
The burning anger in his iris softened at my cries but still kept me locked in place against the wall with his hips. 
“You’re beautiful, angel,” he admitted with a steady voice. 
Angel. 
It was Andy’s nickname for me ever since sophomore year when I dressed up as a fallen angel for Halloween. We were too old to go trick or treating but not cool enough for parties so we both decided to get dressed up and spend the night in his basement getting drunk. 
It was also the night I had my first kiss. We were sitting on the couch in his basement, a few drinks in, and I had my head resting on Andy’s shoulder trying so hard to stay awake for the horror movie he put on. When I looked up at him, I was shocked to see that he was already staring at me and the next thing I knew, his lips were on mine. It was a short kiss, over before I could enjoy it. 
“Shit, sorry,” he apologized. “I drank too much.”
We never talked about that kiss after that night, both of us burying it away; much to my dismay. 
“I’m not,” I cast my eyes away from him. 
His warm breath fanned across the crook of my neck as he peppered kisses on the bruises there. 
“Let me show you.” 
Yet again our eyes locked with intensity, so fierce it set the space around us on fire. Andy’s hand moved down my cheek, over my neck, and the space between my breasts. I bit back a moan when his finger and thumb rolled one of my perked nipples between them. 
“Will you let me show you?” He asked, nuzzling his face in my neck. 
I licked my lips. “What about waiting for the right person?” 
“She’s already in front of me,” Andy admitted before crashing his lips to mine. 
My body had come alive with his touch and everything I wanted since freshman year was coming to fruition. Andy wanted me just as much as I wanted him. Our lips synced together perfectly, never missing a beat, as he lifted me and carried me to his bed. 
That night, we both gave each other something we held so dear to ourselves. Afterward, as we lay together with our naked bodies tangled underneath his sheets, Andy pressed a kiss to my forehead when I cried in his chest, scared to go back home once Monday morning came. 
“I hate being alone there. I’m afraid he’ll go too far and kill me.” 
“You don’t ever have to be alone, River,” his soothing voice cooed in my ear as he cupped my cheek. 
I looked up at him through the tears and choked on a sob. “Promise you’ll stay with me?”
He smiled that smile I fell in love with years ago. “I promise.” 
Andy lied. 
Four days later, he packed up his entire life and moved to Hollywood without a simple goodbye. 
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PRESENT DAY. 
“River?” 
I blinked while shaking my head, trying to gather my bearings again. The past had sucked me in whole, forcing me to relive that night over again. I couldn't believe Any was standing in front of me again after all these years, the moonlight breaking through the stained glass windows of the church bathed him in a glow made for kings. Even though he looked different than the last time I’d seen him, with more tattoos and shorter hair; tonight he had a small white patch in his hair. I could vaguely make out the old lip-piercing hole and I remembered how the cool metal tasted against my tongue when we kissed. 
He, along with the guys around him, were dressed in their outfits for the video, so I was able to see the tattoos that littered his neck, chest, and stomach. However, those eyes were still the same. 
Those haunting gray eyes stared into the soul I previously just captured again as he waited for me to say something. 
Do I play it off like I don't remember him? 
Right, like you could forget the guy that took your virginity. 
Do I ignore him and go about work like a professional? 
How is ignoring the person you’re supposed to be working with professional? 
I was starting to grow tired of the little voice inside my head. 
Vincent glanced between Andy and me, pointing a finger. “Do you two know each other?” 
“We went to high school together,” Andy answered before I could. 
“No shit,” Vincent chuckled. “What a small world.” 
“Right,” I snorted venomously. 
Andy’s eyes sliced into me but I ignored him by giving him my back and looking over at Vincent. 
“I’ll get shots of them later. Radio me when you’re ready.” 
When he nodded, I took that as my cue to leave although I made it only a few steps before my name was called from behind. 
“You’re not even going to say hello, Riv.” 
I spun so fast on my heels, the end of my braid snapped to the other side of my face and I pointed a finger at Andy. 
“I’m not doing this with you. Not here and especially not right now. Both of us have a job to do. Let’s keep it that way.” 
One of the guys next to Andy watched us carefully and I could practically see the light click on above his head. 
“Wait, River as in River from high school,” the guy said. 
“Yeah, Jinxx,” Andy answered before taking a step towards me. 
I took a large step away from him. “I already said I’m here to do my job, that’s it.” 
Before he could try and sweet talk his way into my life, just like that night, I turned back around and marched out of the church, calling back that I was going to take some shots of it. 
Once outside, I let the cold night air brush the hot tears away from my face as my heart nearly burst out from my chest, sobs echoing throughout the vastness of the sky. 
No. This cannot be happening. 
For the last nine years, I spent my life crying over that man, wondering what I did wrong that night to make him leave me behind. He promised to stay with me but still left. 
Was I not good enough? Worthy of being by his side? 
Nine years I spent stuck in Ohio wondering why with the bitter taste of Hennessy, drinking away my sorrows and regrets. It wasn’t until a year ago when I finally questioned myself in the reflection of the bottle that I took whatever money I had left from selling my father's house after he died to move across the county to California. 
The last year I spent building myself up to the women I was now and creating my career empire with my photography. I refused to let the past crumble everything I worked so hard for; no matter how good he looked now or how bad I wanted to taste his lips again. 
“Get a hold of yourself,” I seethed. “He left you.” 
The sound of music from inside blasted through the walls of the church letting me know that they started shooting and choosing not to dwell on Andy showing back up into my life, I took a few shots of the church outside. Then I reluctantly walked back inside knowing I couldn’t avoid him forever and decided to get some pictures of the guys. 
Andy’s eyes quickly found me but I did my best to ignore him by hiding behind my camera. His voice erupted through the speakers and it brought back every single time during music class in high school when he would sing in front of the class or solo for me in his bedroom. 
My bottom lip trembled as I blew out a shaky breath while walking over to where Vincent sat, just as he yelled cut. 
“Did you get your shots?” He wondered. 
Clicking back through all of the pictures, I pursed my lips at the realization that while I got great shots of the other band members, I hadn’t gotten any shots of Andy mostly because I avoided him at all costs. 
“I need some of Andy,” I said with a long breath. 
“No problem. I think we got everything we need with this scene. Next up is the scene of him sitting in the pew alone so you can get them now,” Vincent patted my shoulder as he stood from the chair. 
“Lovely,” I grumbled while walking back towards the altar of the church directly in Andy’s path. 
He was talking with one of his band members but when he caught sight of me, he met me halfway. 
“Riv,” he began. 
“Don’t,” I seethed, walking past him. “You lost the right to call me that when you left me.” 
“Can I explain please?” Andy asked while reaching for my elbow. 
I yanked it out of his grasp, ready to move to the opposite side of the church when his voice halted me. 
“Angel.” 
Whirling around so fast, I nearly dropped my camera to the ground when I pushed him in his chest. 
“Don’t you fucking ever call me that again!” I nearly screamed. “You don’t have the right to call me that.” 
Anytime I heard that name, all I would think about was our first kiss and the night we slept together. 
His eyes softened, almost begging me to listen. “Please, angel. I have to explain-.” 
“NO!” My voice echoed inside the church. “There’s nothing to explain, Andy. Anything that comes out of your mouth is a lie.” 
“Do you guys need a moment?” Vincent’s voice carried over to us. 
“No!” 
“Yes!” 
Andy and I both said at the same time. 
“You know what, I think a break is a good idea. Let’s take thirty and come back,” Vincent directed to everyone with a wave of a finger. 
Having every intention of spending that thirty minutes alone in my trailer, I brushed past Andy and nearly tripped over my feet as I ran down the concrete steps, the vision of my solace getting closer and closer. Just before I could slam the door shut behind me, it closed on a body with an audible ouch. 
“Leave me alone, Andy!” I yelled. 
He stood tall in the small confines of the trailer, his broad chest heaving with each deep breath from chasing after me. His bare chest underneath his opened jacket and for a second, I allowed myself to study those visible tattoos. The eagle on his sternum, the sword in the crease of his stomach, the tiger neck to it. I couldn’t make out the tattoo across his neck or chest but I could make out the 26 in a hear on his neck.  
“Not until you let me explain,” he said. 
I grabbed the end of my braid, ripping it out so my dark hair could fall around my shoulders. 
“I swear to fucking God himself, if you say explain one more time I’m going to-.” 
“Do what, angel?” He raised a brow while resting his hands on his hips. 
I pointed to the door. “Get out.”
Andy didn’t move. 
“You're unbelievable,” I growled while making a beeline for the door instead, only to have him block my path. 
“I had to leave.” 
I blinked up at him, mouth agape. “What?” 
We were so close now, his familiar scent encasing me with its vise grip, and my mind kept screaming at me to create space. 
He ran a hand over his short hair and took a deep breath. “I had to leave. That Monday morning after you left, I got a call from an agent in Los Angeles offering me a small gig in a commercial. It's what I needed to get my foot in the door, to get Black Veil Brides started, so I took it. But I had to be out there the day after they called me.” 
“So you left me behind, without a single fucking goodbye,” I sneered, pushing past him to the other side of the trailer. 
“I didn’t have a choice!” Andy’s voice was raised now, it echoing off the walls. 
“You could have told me! You know I would have followed you!” I shot back. 
He began pacing the narrow space while having his hands on his hips. “I couldn’t, River. Not without knowing that everything would have paid off in the end. I couldn’t have you with me while I suffered.” 
I chuckled dryly. “Oh but suffering back home alone was fine with you?” 
“I wanted to reach out and check on how you were doing,” his shoulders slumped. 
“My number has been the same,” I held out my hands. “I lived in the same fucking house for nine years after you left. You could have come to see me.”
When he said nothing, his lips unmoving, I grew angrier and pushed his chest, ten years of holding everything in finally exploding. 
“You lied!” 
Push. 
“You left me with him to beat on me for another three fucking years until he died!”
Push. 
“You made me a promise and broke it!” 
I cried with one final push, causing Andy to fall back onto the couch, stormy eyes staring up at me. Tears were streaming down my face and my eyes burned with anger for the man in front of me. 
“You told me you would never leave me,” I snarled through gritted teeth. “You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did.” 
When he reached for my hand, I smacked it away. 
“Please, angel,” he begged. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me. But I wasn’t in the best place. I couldn’t have you be with me, seeing all that shit. You didn’t deserve any of that.”
“Just tell me all you wanted from me was sex so I can finally put the nail in the coffin, Andy,” I said with a shaky breath. 
His face fell. “That’s not even remotely true, River.” 
“It doesn’t matter anyway. After tonight, you’ll go back to your band and life as a rockstar.” 
With my back turned, I gathered my camera and was ready to get back to work when an arm wrapped around me from behind. 
“Come with me, angel,” Andy’s soft voice brushed along the shell of my ear. 
When I felt myself falling into his embrace, almost ready to give in, I pushed away from him. He made me so mad I could throw something at him. My camera or the chair. 
Myself. 
“You’re insane,” I shook my head.  
He linked our hands together so I could face him, the pleading bright in his eyes. “Give me a chance to make up for the last ten years.” 
I stared blankly at him, trying to determine if this was a cruel trick. 
“You don’t deserve my time, Andy. What we used to have is gone, you can’t fix it or try to bring it back.” 
“You’re not even going to let me try?” He asked. 
“Why should I? So that you can break my heart again? You don’t realize how much of myself I gave to you; parts I can never take back. You were my first kiss!” I raised my voice. 
He blinked. “I didn’t know that.” 
I scoffed while shaking my head again. “Of course you didn’t, Andy. Because you never brought it up again. You blamed it on the alcohol that night. What’s your excuse for the night we lost our virginity to each other?” 
Before Andy could speak, I waved him off and headed towards the door of the trailer. 
“It’s not even worth it anymore,” I muttered with my hand on the handle. 
Suddenly in a whirlwind, I felt myself being hoisted up and pressed against the bathroom door. Those dark gray eyes were reading my face, assessing every movement of my gaze as it burned into him. Andy held my hands pinned to my sides and kept me locked into place with his hips. The imprint of his cock was felt against the material of my leggings and I bit the inside of my cheek to keep the moan quiet. 
It’d been so long since I felt his touch and I was ready to throw out everything, all of my morals, just to have him again. 
“River,” his hand cupped my cheek, the coolness of his rings almost a shock to my warm skin. 
I said nothing, simply glaring up at him with a clenched jaw. 
“Riv. Come with me.” 
AnDy breathed over my lips and I nearly lost it. But I still kept strong, not wanting to be the first one to falter. I worked so hard to build myself back up after he left and there was no way I could allow myself to fall. 
Not again. 
His thumb lifted my chin, keeping it locked in his grip, and his eyes dropped to my lips; a silent question. 
“Fuck you,” I spat. 
Something dark flashed in Andy’s eyes as a sinister smirk played on his lips. One that I recognized all too well even though it was never directed at me.
“I don’t ever remember you being such a brat,” he tsked. 
I swallowed thickly, unsure how the tension between us went from anger to sexual, but at that moment with him eyeing me hungrily, I didn’t want to question it. 
“How could you remember? You’ve been gone for ten years,” I shot back. 
Andy pressed his hips harder against me and this time I wasn’t able to hold back the moan. It slipped through my lips with sheer pleasure and I let my head fall against the door behind me. 
“I wasn’t drunk the night we slept together, River,” Andy’s hand wrapped around my neck, thumb now on my pulse point. “Or that entire weekend.” 
My cheeks flushed when I remembered we had sex multiple times that weekend. We never left his bedroom and thankfully, his parents left the next morning for a friend's wedding so they had no idea I was there. 
“All I ever wanted was you,” his voice was low. 
I raised my chin at him. “You have a funny way of showing it.” 
His tongue darted out to wet his lips, an action I watched intently, and then his voice dropped even lower. Those usually bright eyes were dark and it made the air thick, heated, and full of spice. It made it harder to breathe as his grip tightened around my throat slightly.  
“Let me show you.” 
Those four words sent both of us back to his bedroom during high school and just like that night, I succumbed to the darkness that was Andy Biersack; consequences be damned. 
“Are you still waiting for the right person?” My question was a breath over his lips. 
A low noise rumbled in Andy’s chest as his hand gripped behind my neck, yanking my mouth to his. 
“She’s right in front of me.” 
Every single doubt and fight I had within me vanished the second our lips touched, those familiar fireworks exploding. My hands were all over Andy; his neck, chest, ribs, and back as they sneaked underneath his jacket. While one of his hands continued to grip the back of my neck, the other held tight on my hip so I couldn’t leave. 
As if I wanted to. 
Our tongues molded together and he swallowed my moan when his teeth bit down on my bottom lip. For a moment, reality struck with clarity and I pushed Andy off of me, wiping my mouth on the back of my hand. 
“You need to leave,” I warned, breathless. 
His lips were kiss swollen and his jacket was falling off of his shoulders as those stormy eyes never left my lips. 
“Do you want that? Because if you do, I’ll leave right now.” 
When I remained silent, Andy smirked while grasping the back of my head to crash his lips on mine again, this time with more hunger. It was as if he was a man starved, desperate for his last meal. 
“You need to go,” I groaned when his lips began trailing down my chin and neck. 
“Go where?” He asked. “Here?” 
A gentle bite to the shell of my ear. 
“Or here?” 
A kiss on the sensitive part of my skin between my neck and shoulder which caused me to shiver in his embrace. 
“What about here, angel? Do you want me here?” 
The head of his cock brushed along my clit from underneath our clothes and I nearly fell at his feet until Andy’s strong arms lifted me to carry me over to the small twin-size bed on the other end of the trailer. 
“It’s like we're back in my childhood bedroom with this small ass bed,” he grumbled.
I fell onto the cheap mattress with a slight giggle but it was hushed with Andy consuming me once more. My entire soul went up in a fiery blaze when he began rutting his hips into me and it was as if we were a couple of teenagers again making out and thinking that was the best part of it. We couldn’t keep our hands off of each other as I helped him out of his jacket and he all but ripped my sweater off, leaving me in an olive green bralette. 
His eyes darkened before he left teeth marks between the swell of my breasts, lapping up his saliva and dried sweat from the day and I raked my nails through the buzzed hair. 
“I miss your long hair,” I gasped, feeling his tongue slip between the material of my bra and catching my nipple. 
“I’ve missed the way you tasted, River,” Andy mused while kissing his way back up to my lips.
This time the kiss was slow, as if we had the rest of our lives together and there was no need to rush anything. It was like he was trying to imprint me into him, never wanting to forget anything again. 
I reached for the button on his pants, pulling down the zipper to slip my hand inside, palming his hard cock. 
Holy. Shit. 
It was a lot thicker than ten years ago. 
“Shit, Riv,” he cursed when I squeezed him. “Just like that.” 
I did it a few more times while his forehead fell to my chest, panting his warm breath over my skin. I lifted his face with my other hand to kiss him again, the savageness poured out of him. 
The room smelled of our desperation as I shimmied out of my leggings while he stepped out of his pants, after unhooking my bra and tossing it over his shoulder. As Andy stood at the end of the bed, I let my eyes rake over every defined muscle of his body; tongue begging for a simple taste of the ink on his skin and the head of his cock that was almost slipping through his briefs; the black briefs doing absolutely nothing to hide his arousal. 
Rising to my knees on the bed, I ran my palm over his cock again, his entire body shivering underneath my touch.
"Fuck, angel,” Andy groaned before his teeth grasped at my bottom lip, yanking it away from me. 
I hissed in pleasure, the taste of copper lingering on my tongue.
"Did you-." I licked my bottom lip and then tilted my head to the side. "Did you just bite me?"
Andy pushed me back down on the bed so he could take in the sight of me bare for him; those stormy eyes were now clear with only one thing. 
Heat. 
“I can’t believe I went ten years without this,” he muttered to himself while stepping out of his briefs, his cock finally springing free. 
I licked my lips at the sight of it, salivating for a taste of the precum that he smeared over the head. But instead, I felt like being a brat with Andy, not allowing him to think I wasn’t still upset with him. 
“It’s your own fucking fault,” I shot back with a sly smirk, resting on my elbows. 
My squeals echoed in the trailer when Andy flipped my tiny frame over on the mattress so my ass was exposed to his palm, a hard strike falling onto it. I writhed against the bed when another harsh strike came down on my ass, my mewls of pleasure being drowned out by the pillow. 
“You’re such an ass,” I seethed when the spankings stopped. 
Andy palmed my reddened cheek while looming over my back, his breath warm on my neck. 
“Do you still like it rough, River?” His question was heavy on his tongue. 
That weekend we spent together, I divulged what kind of kinks I might have been into due to my own research. Andy let me try things with him while I did the same and needless to say, all these years later he still knew exactly what my body needed to come alive for him. 
Instead of answering, I raised my hips from the bed with his name falling from my lips in a whine full of desperation. Andy had barely touched me but the wetness between my legs was warm and sticky.
I needed this release more than oxygen. 
"What do you want from me?" His fingers dragged up my slick folds from his position behind me before slipping one inside, the feeling of his rings making me stiffen. 
My head was turned to the side so I could gaze up at him over my shoulder. However, he wasn't looking at me. His eyes were trained hard on his finger pumping in and out of my pussy, the sounds of my arousal overpowering the sounds of my panting. Seeing the desperation on his face as he tried to hold himself back made me push my ass closer to Andy. 
“Use your words, Riv,” he ordered while flicking his eyes to me for a moment. 
I shook my head, words foreign when he slipped another finger inside of me, spreading them wide like a V. 
“Did you forget how to speak?” 
Andy clicked his tongue against his teeth, ready to pull his fingers out when my begging halted him. 
"You. I just want you."
The bed shifted behind me when I noticed Andy disappear only to feel the wetness of his tongue press against my pussy to lick my arousal. The sharpness of his teeth scraped along my clit as he buried his face deeper into the sweet spot between my legs. 
“You still taste so good, River,” he mused, pressing gentle kisses on the inside of my thigh. 
“Don’t stop,” I all but whined, wanting to feel his tongue again. 
Andy ate me out from behind with both hands on my hips, continuing to keep me in place as my body writhed on the bed from the onslaught of his mouth. When his lips wrapped around my clit to suck hard on the sensitive bud, I screamed out his name. 
“Andy,” I drowned it out with a moan. “It’s so good. I’m so close.” 
With the indication my orgasm was on the brink of collapse, he slipped a finger inside of me again. While his mouth was a rough attack on my clit, his finger was a gentle caress of my inner walls with slow strokes. Sheer ecstasy was slowly building at the base of my spine, warming up all of my senses until I felt like I could combust at any moment. Andy flicked his tongue over my clit and I buried my face into the pillow, the musky scent of my wellness tickling my nose as my body shook out my orgasm. My cries of release sounded like music to Andy’s ears as he hummed in praise, drinking up my arousal as it gushed over his tongue and fingers. 
It had been so long since I had an orgasm that wasn’t brought on by my hand or a toy. I lay limp on the bed, breathless, as the after-shocks slowly began to fade along with the hazy bright lights, my soul returning from wherever it retreated to. I barely felt the kisses upon my thigh and then lower back as Andy dragged a finger down my spine. 
“Still on birth control?” He asked, lust gone from his voice for a second. 
I nodded while glancing over my shoulder and seeing my arousal coating his lips. The sight was so intoxicating that I almost uttered those three words that plagued my existence since I first met him. 
“River,” he tapped my back, bringing me out of my thoughts. 
“Implant,” I replied. 
My head leaned back in pure bliss when Andy dug his nails into my hips as he pressed himself past my wetness, the thickness of his cock filling me. It twitched inside of me, earning a disgustingly desperate groan from me. 
It felt nothing like it did ten years ago. It felt better. 
Andy left no space between us as he held us in place on the small mattress and I tried to move my hips in his grip. It was so rough, I knew I would have bruises later but frankly, I didn’t care. All I cared about was how good it felt to have him inside of me again. 
“So tight, angel. I can’t-.” 
His eyes fluttered shut as his lips parted to an 'O' shape when I rocked my hips against him with my swollen clit rubbing against the cool blanket and I shivered at the sensation. Everything from our fight to our kiss sent me in a spiral of pure ecstasy and I felt the coil in my stomach pulling tight again. My previous orgasm was still lingering and it didn’t take long before I felt that familiar tingly feeling in my spine. 
“Andy, I’m going to-.” 
Still inside of me, he managed to flip me over so now I was staring up at those dark eyes; pupils blown wide with lust. Now, Andy didn’t hold back as he hooked my leg up and around his shoulder so he could thrust in a deeper angle. 
“Oh god,” I closed my eyes, the new sensation causing the coil to hurt. 
“Eyes on me, River!” He snapped with a low growl and I immediately obeyed. "You're so fucking beautiful, angel. I’m sorry I left you. I’m sorry it’s been ten years.” 
I didn’t want to hear his apology. I only wanted to have that coil spring free with my second orgasm. I attacked his lips with such force Andy had to hold himself up with one hand on the headboard, the other slipping between the place where our bodies met to play with my clit; exactly how I liked. Our tongues explored each other's mouths in a kiss so vicious it made my head spin.  Andy’s pace was erratic and merciless but it didn’t stop me from begging. 
"More," I mumbled into his lips.
That's all he needed before he maneuvered us so he sat in the middle of the bed with me in his lap and he held me closer to his chest as his hips snapped up into me in violent strokes, the head of his cock hitting that perfect spot. I yelled out my pleasure, exposing my neck to Andy who immediately attacked it with his teeth leaving bite marks all along the skin sticky with sweat.
My body hummed in a prayer-like awaking, the flames and heat burning high in my belly as my organs crested higher; so fucking high I was afraid I would combust into nothing but matter in the air. His name fell from my lips in devotion, a woman praying to her God, and my toes curled as the orgasm ripped through me with so much force I screamed out in pure nirvana.
“I love you, River,” Andy professed with a strangled breath as he spilled himself inside of me, cock throbbing with his release. 
“What did you say?” I questioned, almost unsure if I had heard him correctly. 
He cupped my cheek, eyes softening. “I love you.” 
My bottom lip trembled at those three words; the words I wanted to hear for years. 
“I’m sorry it took me so long to say it,” Andy brushed away my hair from my face. “But it’s true. I’m at a better place where now admitting it out loud doesn't scare me.”
We stayed like that, bodies tangled together in the silence for a few long moments until he laid us on the bed. I very quickly detached myself from him so I could put some space between us. 
Although he admitted how he felt, I wasn't ready to yet. I knew that I loved him ever since high school, but it was my turn to be afraid of what would happen if I admitted it out loud.
Instead, I remained silent while lying on my stomach on the bed, resting my chin on my hand to gaze down at his tattoos again. One of them immediately caught my attention and I smiled at it, a fond memory cresting to the surface. 
“I remember being with you when you got this,” I whispered while trailing a finger over the black and yellow Batman logo on his arm. 
“I still have the comics you got me for my birthday,” he said while propping his arm behind his head. 
My heart skipped at that because it meant that he was thinking of me during our time away.
“But you couldn’t come to see me,” I muttered under my breath as I turned from him. 
Andy reached for me to pull my back to his chest and lock me into place with a leg over my hips. His left hand grazed up and down my arm, sending shivers all over my skin, and I let out a soft breath. 
“Will you stay with me, River?”
I sat on his question for a few long beats, letting it sink in if it was something I truly wanted. My life in Hollywood wasn’t set in place, I’d always been on the move. But the thought of uprooting everything to be with Andy scared the shit out of me. How could I trust that he won’t leave me again? 
Then why did you sleep with him? You plan on leaving after this, so you’re no better than him.
“Why now?” I sat up to gaze down at him, his arm falling away from me. “How come now you want to make things work between us?” 
He hesitated with inner turmoil eating away inside as he slowly sat up and ran a hand over his short hair. 
“I was married for six years. The divorce was finalized last year.” 
My heart sank into the depths of my stomach; no farther. It fell straight to Tartarus. 
“We were together for a total of eight years but the longer our relationship went on I began to realize it wasn’t what I wanted. Who I wanted,” Andy explained. 
There was absolutely no reason for me to be upset with him because while he was married, I had been casually dating. None of them were ever serious enough to last more than a few months. But it still caused an ache in my heart. 
“Then why did you stay with her for as long as you did?” I asked. 
Andy has a soft smile. “I loved her, in a different way than I love you. But sometimes that kind of love isn’t enough. Not when someone else held my heart first.” 
Tears burned in my eyes and I blew out a shaky breath. “If that were true, Andy, then you would have come to me first. You wouldn’t have gotten married.”
Removing myself from his grasp, I began slipping on my discarded pieces of clothing while he continued to sit in bed, naked. 
“I’m not saying I’m perfect, River. But I’ve grown a lot in the last few years. The Andy you used to know wouldn’t have been good for you.” 
“And now?” I asked with my hands on my hips. 
The smile that played on his lips grew wider. “Now, I would love to have you come on the road with me. We leave in a few days for our North America leg then jump overseas for a few weeks. Plenty of time to make up for old times and prove I’ve changed.” 
I laughed. “You want me to stop what I’m doing here to come follow you? Give up potential jobs? Just to be your roadie?” 
Andy’s jaw twitched but with a deep breath, he gathered himself from the bed and stepped back into his briefs and pants. 
“You can be our photographer. I’ll talk it over with our management team, that way you can be getting paid.” 
I pursed my lips in consideration because his offer was a pretty good one. But was it worth spending all that time together?
You love and miss him. 
I sighed at the voice in my head, knowing it was true. Seeing him again brought up all the old feelings I spent years burying, trying to forget, and it was clear that Andy still felt the same.  
“You remember all the plans we made? When we were hoping for better days? You wanted to become a photographer and I wanted to sing in a band. We have that now. What’s stopping you from saying yes?” He took a small step towards me. 
“The promise you betrayed,” I said flatly.  
Andy’s shoulders fell. “You don’t have to forgive me for leaving you, Riv. But I swear to you that if you come with me, I will spend every day from here on out proving to you that you’re all I want.” 
When I didn’t say anything, he wrapped his arms around me and oh so gently, laid a kiss on my lips. 
“I love you, River Murray,” he professed. “We can start over; fresh. But only if this is something you want. If not, then we can both leave with some closure and go our separate ways.” 
I couldn’t explain the way my heart physically ached with the thought of leaving tonight and forgetting about Andy. Even with all the anger and hurt, I couldn't imagine acting like tonight didn’t happen. Maybe there was a small possibility that we could work through our issues, gain that trust back, and finally find what we were desperate to have. 
But the betrayal weighed heavy in my soul along with the fear of Andy doing it again, only this time while I was with him and leaving me stranded. 
“River, if you’re with Andy, can you have him come to set? We’re ready to start again.” 
I jumped at the sudden loud crackle of the radio, Vincent’s voice breaking through the clouds of confusion. 
With a sigh, Andy slipped back into his shoes and jacket. 
“Let’s get back to work, yeah? We can talk more about this on the next break,” he said. 
I swallowed the waver in my voice as it broke. “I’m actually going to sit here for a bit since I’m not needed right now.”
Andy’s thumb brushed along the soft skin of my cheek. “I’ll be back as soon as I can, angel.” 
He left me with a kiss on the cheek and for the first time since reuniting with Andy, I fell to the ground with sobs wracking my body. Everything I worked hard to overcome was shattered by those three words and his offer. It terrified me to completely allow him in again but I also didn’t want to let him go. 
The decision was made in an instant as I rose from the floor, hastily wiping away the tears, and gathered my things together. I knew what I chose would have repercussions, some I may never recover from, but as the door of the trailer slammed behind me, it would be alright. Because my heart said it would be. 
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See This One Shine
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Andy Biersack x female reader
18+
WARNINGS: knife play, blood play (a little bit) dom/sub relationship, PiV
A/N: so this idea wouldn’t get out of my head, especially with all the new photoshoots that Andy has been releasing, he’ll be the death of me one day I swear 🥵
It’s my first time writing for Andy which is surprising as I’ve been a huge fan of BVB since the beginning, I’ve literally grown up with them haha
Obviously Andy is not married in this, I fully respect his relationship in real life, this is purely fiction!
Also respect if you catch where the title is from haha 👌🏻
Once again, this is a trigger warning for the knife play in particular, if anyone feels they will get triggered by that then please scroll on, you have been warned haha
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“Is this what you wanted baby?”
You nodded quickly as your chest heaved up and down, your skin feeling the cold, sharp blade that Andy was slowly running down between your breasts.
This has all started from the new photoshoots that your boyfriend had been doing for the new era of the band, his Sweeney Todd era as it’s been dubbed. Andy always looked drop dead gorgeous in all of his photoshoots but this new look has stirred something within you. It was the cut throat razor, he looked so menacing and dangerous and seeing him with the razor for the first time had you aching.
You weren’t shy about letting your feelings be known, when he’d text you one of the photos that he was very proud of, you instantly text back ‘cut me 🥵🔪’
Now Andy at first thought it was a joke, but when he brought it home for the first time, the hungry look in your eyes couldn’t be denied. The razor, although a prop, was very real, not as sharp as it could be of course, but sharp enough that with the right pressure would slice through the skin very easily.
And now here you were, lying down on your shared bed in nothing but your black lace bra and underwear and Andy hovering over you with the blade between his fingers tracing your skin, the low light from your bedside lamp making it shine.
“I can’t hear you”
“Yes sir”
Andy hummed in response, his eyes following the blade as he gently traced it over your collarbone and up your neck, the edge pressing in that little bit more as he angled his hand to run it across like he was slitting your throat.
A audible gasp escaped your lips, you gripped the sheets beneath you while your thighs squeezed together to try and relieve some of the tension you felt building.
Andy moved the razor down and slipped it under the bra where the cups joined.
“Didn’t realise you were such a masochist baby”
He then proceeded to slice it with ease which caused you to moan softly as the fabric fell away, leaving your top half bare. Andy then very gently ran the tip of the blade around each nipple, his eyes never leaving his own movements.
You closed your eyes as you let all the sensations wash over you. You felt the razor trailing down your stomach, you opened your legs in anticipation of what you knew was coming.
“That’s my good girl”
Andy ran the razor with slightly more pressure down your thigh, the pain mixed in now more evident than before and was no doubt making the skin rise in its wake.
“F-fuck me”
“All in good time”
Andy turned the blade onto its side and ran it up your clothed cunt, no doubt soaked at this point. You let out a choked cry, you needed more, something that your boyfriend already knew.
He circled the tip of the razor around your clit carefully, your hips bucked up with need and Andy pressed his other hand onto your hip to push you back down with a deep chuckle.
“Easy baby, don’t want to cut you here”
You felt his fingers rub your skin lovingly, before he quickly sliced through the material of your underwear and watched it fall away.
You opened your eyes and glanced down.
“I liked that underwear set you know?”
His piercing blue eyes met yours and the corner of his lips raised up.
“I’ll buy you a new set”
You took in his appearance, his white shirt was nearly all the way unbuttoned, leaving his tattoos on display, his long hair was falling into his face and his trousers were clearly becoming extremely tight for him. Andy looked deliciously sinful.
“Open up for me baby”
You spread your legs wider as you heard his groan of approval.
“Now whatever you do, keep very still for me”
Using his fingers, Andy spreads your lips apart, turns the knife on its side again and you feel the cold metal drag upward, in and along your folds making your thighs twitch.
Andy brings it up and you can see it coated with your juices and you watched as he brought it to his lips and ran his tongue over the blade, your walls clutching on nothing at the sight.
“Delicious. You’re so wet and I’ve barely touched you yet”
His head tilted and his arrogant smirk was the last straw, you reached out for him.
“Andy please”
You sounded desperate, you were so ready for him, Andy lent down and kissed you while you undone the rest of his shirt, you just couldn’t wait anymore.
Putting the razor down, you helped Andy strip out of his clothes and watched as he settled back on the headboard
“Come here beautiful”
You crawled over to him and settled yourself over his lap, you lowered yourself down and felt him stretching you open. A loud groan escaped both of you as you finally sat down fully, next to no resistance being met due to his previous ministration’s.
Andy settled his hands on your hips while you placed yours on his chest, and you started to move, allowing Andy to guide your movements, watching his face contorting in pleasure. You started off at a slow pace but neither of you were in the mood to hold back for much longer.
Andy picked the forgotten razor back up and held it up against your throat carefully which made you move your hips faster, you needed more, so much more. You brought your hand up to cover his, moved it down and pressed it onto your chest, just enough to slice the skin open slightly.
“Babe what are you doing?”
You couldn’t form any words, the pain on your chest mixed with the heat in your core caused you to let out a guttural growl that would rival his and your head fell back, you don’t know what had possessed you but it sent shock waves through your body, you were so close at this point that you needed to finish and although Andy had been taken back by your actions, you could tell he was just as turned on as you.
You weren’t expecting Andy to lean forward and lick up the fresh wound of your chest, that act making you grip onto his hair, your hips faltered in their movements and your pussy was clenching him in an iron grip, you’ve never experimented with blood before but here you are.
You pulled on his hair and he brought his head up and you smashed your lips together and instantly tasted your blood on his tongue, both of your groans lost in each other mouths.
You pulled back “I’m so close”
You could feel yourself teetering on the edge, you just needed a little more, Andy snaked his hand down to your clit and started working it hard.
You let out choked out cry as you came undone and wrapped your arms around him while Andy gripped your hips and thrusted upwards hard a few times before his own orgasm followed with a loud groan and you both collapsed back onto the headboard as he wrapped his arms around you and held you close.
Once you’d got your breath back, you pulled back and gave him a soft kiss.
“I wasn’t expecting that”
Andy was smiling and playing with your hair, he glanced down at the cut on your chest.
“Well clean that before bed babe ok? Don’t want it to get infected”
“Sorry if it was a bit much, I don’t know what came over me”
You giggled slightly and slowly pulled yourself off of him and cuddled up into his side.
“Don’t apologise, I said I wasn’t expecting it, not that it wasn’t insanely hot”
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mythicalcowboyatheart · 7 months
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THIS MAN IS GOING TO BE THE DEATH OF ME!!!
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A little touch..
AN; trying to currently get in my writer era lmao..enjoy this short Andy drabble I wrote;)
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"you know...I have never even seen you shirtless.." she looked up at Andy while hugging him..
"Really?" He replied shocked since he mostly performed without a shirt..."Well, I guess it's time for a change. " smirked, quickly removing his shirt, revealing his muscular chest and upper body with all his tattoos... He flexed his arms playfully before walking back to her. "Does this satisfy your curiosity?" Her eyes widen a little...the only thing that was going through her head was how she could score such a handsome man as hers...
"you have so many tattoos.."..."And you love every single one of them, don't you?" He chuckled, leaning down to place a kiss on her neck once more.. "Each tattoo holds a special meaning for me. They're part of who I am." Her eyes soften a little..it was true what he said there was so much history behind all his beautiful tattoos..'can I touch them?..or is that weird.." she said with a small voice.."It's not weird at all, baby. In fact, I'd love for you to explore them."
Andy sat down on the bed again, pulling her onto his lap facing him..then after a moment her Shakey hands moved down his chest..afraid to do anything wrong but he seemed to clearly enjoy the attention she gave him..
TAGS: @thefallennightmare, @american-satan
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celtic-crossbow · 7 months
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It’s 3:13am. We just got home from the concert. I wrote a little in the car but not enough to finish what I was working on. So tomorrow, things shall be posted.
After I wake up from a coma.
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fangirl94stuff · 1 year
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Andy Biersack (Black Veil Brides)
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Y/N
Have you ever woken up one day and an old memory hits you like a tonne of bricks? That happened to you today. You woke up before your alarm which was rare, but when you reached for your phone something flashed in your mind about a time you'd like to forget and a person you hadn't thought about in over eight months.
FLASHBACK
'ANDY! LOOK AT ME, WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE!!' you shout at the top of your lungs, making your boyfriend stop in his tracks with his back still to you.
'Why would I talk to you y/n?' Andy sneers, 'You don't understand anything about my music anymore, Black Veil Brides are going to be big and I need to make some changes.'
'What are you going on about Andy?' you ask, scared at what he meant by changes.
You and Andy had been together since the start of high school, you loved and supported him, but you were complete opposites. Andy liked the colour black and you liked colour, it made your relationship stronger. Since the band's debut album Andy had changed, staying out late getting drunk and you didn't like what he was becoming. You refused to change to appease him.
Andy finally faces you, his expression cold, 'We're over y/n. I need to move on and you're keeping me in the past. Pack your things and get out of my apartment.'
END OF FLASHBACK
Andy threw away years of happy memories, his ego turning him into a monster. He left the apartment and you packed your belongings and crashed on a friend's sofa. You were broken, and it had taken you months to get over him, though you'd never fully forget your first love.
You managed to get your design company up and running and had done a few commissions for band merch. You were finishing up a design for Escape The Fate when someone knocks on your front door.
Not expecting anyone, you get up and instead of looking through the peephole like normal you simply open the front door.
'Hello, how can--' you stop mid-sentence, freezing on the spot, eyes wide at who stood in front of you.
This couldn't be the same Andy from your flashback, that Andy was cold and emotionless, while this Andy looked dishevelled and had red puffy eyes from crying. You could still get lost in his blue eyes, which used to twinkle but now looked dead.
'Err y/n, I know I have no right to come here after what I did, but do you think we can talk?' he mumbles, his usual confidence gone.
Your mind screamed at you to slam the door in his face, but your heart yearned to hear him out. If you didn't like what he had to say then you could ask him to leave. Maybe you could finally get answers to all your unanswered questions.
You nod and step aside, 'You can come in, but I'm working so not for long.'
Andy walks into your apartment trying to avoid eye contact with you while you take a deep breath and close the door behind him. He stops at the end of the hallway before entering the lounge and motions to a framed photograph on the wall.
'You kept that?' he asks, astonished, 'I assumed you'd thrown it away.'
He was referring to a black and white photograph he'd taken of you just before going to a graduation party with him, which he'd had blown up and framed because he said you were beautiful and wanted to capture your beauty on camera. You weren't looking at the camera, you were smiling and laughing at what someone said to your left while playing with the hem of your white lace dress. It was one of your favourite photos and memories.
'I liked it, reminded me of the good old days, now talk Biersack,' you say a little blunt.
Andy shuffles into the lounge and sits down on the sofa, 'nice design,' he mutters, pointing at your laptop.
You nod and sit down next to him, closing the lid of the laptop not letting him get distracted anymore, 'if you're not going to speak then let me. Do you know how broken I was? How I sunk into depression over analysing every part of our relationship and how you must have been right about me being the problem. I was a wreck Andy and only in the last couple of months have I gotten my life back on track, realising one day I wasn't the problem you were.'
Andy's lip quivers but he stops himself from crying again, 'I have no excuses y/n, I was the problem. You were right about me becoming a monster, I was blinded by the sudden success and let people around me fuel my ego and fill my head with thoughts of being better off without you. But those people aren't in my life anymore.'
Your heart and mind were at each other's throats right now, you wanted to both hug him and slap him.
You roll your eyes, 'did you come here thinking a simple explanation would win me back Andy? Did you think I'd forgive you and beg to get back together again? The distance between us has made me a stronger person.'
Andy's eyes widen in shock and he grabs your hands in his shaking his head, 'If anything I should be the one begging you. The explanation was simple and I never thought you'd forgive me. Yes, a part of me thought there was a chance of reconciliation and I hate and admire at the same time how much you've grown. You might not need me anymore y/n but I still need you.'
This was the most honest and vulnerable you'd ever seen Andy, his frantic state reminded you of your depression since here he was overthinking everything. This Andy reminded you of the scared and slightly intimidated boy who didn't think his voice was good enough to be a lead singer, but you'd encouraged him to go for his dreams.
You pull your hands out of his and stand up so that you were staring down at him, 'we can't make this work Andy. I'm not going to let you back in to hurt me down the line.'
Andy bites his lip and bows his head in defeat, 'I'm not asking to go back to what we were y/n, I'm asking you to give me a second chance to start from scratch. Turn over a new leaf for both of us to move forwards.'
You tilt your head to the side a little confused, 'what do you mean?'
Andy gets up and stretches out one hand, 'Hi I'm Andrew Dennis Biersack, and you are?'
You stare at his hand, torn at what to do. He was putting the ball in your court. If you were going to do this, then you weren't going to make things easy on him.
You shake his hand, 'I'm y/n y/l/n, don't make me regret this.'
Andy's eyes come back to life and the twinkle you remembered seems to return, the twinkle that made your heart skip a beat, 'a blank slate y/n, and you won't regret this.'
Well, this wasn't how you expected your day to go when you woke up. This was going to be a long journey, but fingers crossed that the two of you came out the other end unscathed and in a relationship stronger than your last.
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Touch Me (A list of things that make me go AHHHH)
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This is most literally just a list of actions etc involving Andy that make me feel things. Let's begin! (If you'd like any of these to become a story/Short I am down!) Also, No doubt I will be adding to this list frequently.
*Language*
Pleasing Andy in such a way that you can hear his breath catch. (Gasps) This also includes breathless "fuck"s
His fingers gliding across your body effortlessly/Mindlessly.
Andy grinning while kissing
Hip kisses.
Lightly strokes your bottom lip with his thumb while his other fingers caress your bottom jaw, So softly it almost tickles.
Collarbone kisses
Pulling you closer while he's sound asleep.
"You feel so fucking good."
Looking back at photos and videos of you two together and easily seeing how in love he is with you.
Hearing him say "I love you" and knowing he means it with every ounce of his being.
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itsmealaiah · 3 months
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Still interested?
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tags/ warnings: reader and andy being friends when they were younger, andy leaving reader and leaving her alone when the band gets bigger, them reuniting years later, p in v, head (m receiving), cursing, mentions of loneliness/ depression.
pairing: andy black x fem
also i got inspo from @buckyalpine so go check their stories out their amazing ❤️
MDNI ⚠️
a/n: finding myself more, trying to get better at writing, expanding my horizons ❤️
your POV:
1998
"Andy!" I called out, rushing over to his house, elated to see him after the very-seemingly long day of school I had endured, knocking rapidly on his front door, waiting for him to answer. A smile was permanently etched onto the features of my small face, impatiently getting bored as I heard footsteps reach the screen-door, signaling he was here. I nearly squealed in pure excitement. "Hi!" I giggled when he stepped out, engulfing him in a tight hug. He coughed, and I backed off. "Sorry, just so happy to see you" I was very hyper, practically bouncing up and down with joy.
"wanna go play on the playground?" I asked, tilting my head to the side. He nodded, and we ran off, laughing at stupid things he said. When we got to the park, I called "dibs!" on the swingset, and he groaned, dashing after me. "come on y/n! that's not fair!" He whined, moving to the side so he wouldn't get hit by my swinging. I stuck my tongue out teasingly, and he grabbed the chains of the swing. "Off" he demanded.
"No" I replied, still mildly swinging back and forth. He halted it to a complete stop, hands grasping the rough metal. "hey!" I complained, trying to start a rhythm once again, but he shut it down. "my turn" he pushed me off, and started to swing, leaving me on the woodchips covering the ground. I grumbled, stomping my feet as I trudged away slowly, anger coursing through my veins.
I went up and down the slides a few times, getting bored by the fifth time. I glanced over at andy, who was still laughing, enjoying the sweet swingset he had forced me off of. "rude" I whispered under my breath, going onto the monkey bars, and slipping when I tried to leap for the other. I winced as my hands now felt sore, trying to soothe the skin as my chest heaved up and down, tears pricking the corners of my eyes. "y/n!" I heard someone yell, and saw andy sprinting towards me, his face deeply worried for me, as I sat helplessly on the spiky chips of the small wood. "are you okay?" he breathed as he reached me, checking me for any injuries or bruises, to which he found one, not too big.
I felt a hot tear make its way down my cheek, and he picked his head up, glancing at the watery mark, wiping it quickly. "hey hey hey, you're fine, don't cry" he pleaded, bringing my sorrowful frame up with him, still a little wobbly. He pulled my left arm over his right, and began to lead me back to his house. I felt more tears glide down my face, sniffling each time as he sent me more worried glances at each little noise that escaped my pink lips. It took a while to reach his home, me being quite heavy for him to drag me along, while I was currently tearing up.
He opened the door, setting me down on his couch, and went to get an ice pack, his mom calling around the house for him. "andy? that you?" she yelled. "yeah mom! y/n slipped on the playground so I brought her back" he responded, and I felt my cheeks get hot with embarrassment. I shrunk into the couch, feeling incredibly small as his mom made her way towards my small body, seeing my tears and how I felt about the whole situation.
Andy walked into the living room, seeing his mom next to me, whispering small words of reassurance as he handed her the pack of ice, and she placed it on my bruise. "Hey, you're going to be okay, everything's fine" they told me, and I believed them, a smile forming on my wet face.
2007
"hey, you're going to be okay, you know that right?" Andy asked, and I nodded, tears coursing down my face and neck, soaking my shirt as I couldn't stop them. He hugged me, attempting to comfort me in some way, but it didn't work, as I continued sobbing into his arms, my heart breaking at the thought of him leaving for God knows how long to go on tour, produce new records, make new albums and music. I had been quite a supporter of the band since its inception nearly a year ago, but I never knew they could go on tour so soon.
I didn't let go, knowing if I did, I would never be able to do anything ever again. Who knew how long they would be on tour? Would he ever return, to be with me? I had almost convinced myself that he would never dare to show his face in this small, desolate town ever again, afraid he wanted to get away, to never come back, that I would have to start a family without him, the man i'd loved since forever.
However, I had to let go, and when I did, my heart shattered, watching him get onto the tour bus, the final waves from him doing little to calm my aching heart, seeming like it was going to burst out. I didn't come out of my room for months on end, interests? lost. Passions? didn't matter. I knew I had fallen into depression, with not being able to cope with whatever the hell I was feeling.
I had to move on, somehow, I couldn't keep thinking about him when he had made his choice to desert his family, his closest friends, and needed to get over myself, no matter what it took.
2012
Andy's POV:
it had been years of no contact from y/n. I had no single clue how she was doing, or how she was holding up. From what I had seen the day I left to go on the road, I knew it was already taking its toll on her, the heavy streams of sobs on my shirt and neck making it abundantly clear she was broken, and was going to be broken until I came home.
I needed her, and she needed me just as much. It broke me, seeing her sad face as we drove off, leaving her on the driveway of my childhood home. I didn't know whether or not she still cared, or if she even thought about me anymore. I know I did, everyday, all day, into the depths of the night, the break of the day when the sun streamed through the curtains of my bunk, it was excruciatingly painful, not seeing my girl, the one I had loved for a lifetime.
I had cried that night too. the first night was the hardest, my body sore from the no sleep I had received that night, my head pounding from the constant ache of my sobbing. I had gotten into drinking not too long ago, and everytime something would come up about her, a memory, or a mention, I drank it away, repeating that cycle everytime it happened. I didn't care much anymore. I sang, I did what the managers of the record labels asked, be present and sober-looking enough on stage so no one could really tell what I was putting me and my body through.
Going out to a bar tonight was what I had convinced myself would be best, get her out of my mind once and for all, make her evaporate, leave no memory of her behind, but when I entered, I saw her. My beautiful girl, and my heart nearly stopped. I gasped, my head spinning when my eyes laid on her dancing frame. She didn't seem sober.. at all? That was out of character for her, I couldn't believe what I was seeing at all. She never drank, even when she was peer-pressured, sometimes by me.
Her curves were shown perfectly by the dress, swinging around just as she did on that swingset all those years ago. it barely covered shit, the back as non-existent as our contact these past months. My eyes were heavy with tears, tears I didn't know what from. I melted at the sight, she looked so happy, dancing like her life depended on it.
I began to make my way over to her, giddy with the feeling of seeing her again. I reached for her arm, gently sliding my fingers against it, hoping she'd notice. She didn't, so I tapped her shoulder a little bit harder, and she turned around. Her face went from happy and carefree to angry in a millisecond. She slapped me on the arm, pushing me back as I gasped. "Y/n?" I rasped out, trying to calm her down. "Don't you even think about it" she growled, a hand now placed on her hip as she fumed.
"It's me" I tried to hold my tears back, my heart breaking once again. "I know it's you dipshit, i'm not that drunk" she sighed. "Why are you here?" she questioned, and I noticed she was barely able to stand up straight, leaning on her leg for support. "Y/n, how many drinks did you down tonight?" I said warily, grabbing her arm so she was able to stand up better. "Not too many, like..fourteen?" she asked, tilting her head up so she could think. "Fourteen?!" I yelled, and she nodded. "Yeah fourteen sounds about right" she shrugged, and now I was angry, angry at myself, angry at her for letting herself get like this.
I pulled her out of the booming place, dragging her to my car. We had been able to book a hotel for the night, an amazing comparison to the hard bunks on the bus. "Hey! Where are you taking me?" she slurred, trying to release herself from my grip, but to avail, she failed and sighed. I placed her in the passenger seat, buckling her seatbelt and began to drive. she looked like she was going to pass out, her eyes fluttering open and closed within each second. "no, no, y/n, stay the fuck awake, okay? just a few more minutes" i breathed, beginning to speed up and push the accelerator.
When I finally got back to the place, I dragged her in under my arm, just like when we were kids. I lugged her up the elevator, her drunken body heavy as hell, ready to fall down at any given moment. I pressed the button for my room, and waited. y/n was making small whimpers, whines, and groans as she swayed back and forth, and I was getting more anxious. The doors flew open and I immediately took her out with me, stringing her along to my suite. I slid the card, and opened the door, placing her on the bed, grabbing pain relievers and water.
I forced her to take them, and seeing she was beginning to sober up, which made me sigh in relief. "Hey princess, you doing okay?" i sat down next to her, rubbing her back as i pulled her into my embrace, wrapping my arms around her. I heard her sigh, and I tried to get a better angle of her, to try and see her. she looked like she was crying, and my heart shattered once again that night. "I missed you so much" she sobbed, burying herself into my chest.
"I felt like I couldn't live without you andy, it was hell for me" she whined, and i ran my fingers through her knotted hair, and she leaned into my touch, sighing while the tears ran down her face, ruining her makeup. "I missed you too princess" i caressed her face, rolling her over so she could see me. "really?" she sniffled, wiping her eyes. "yup, all day, sometimes i couldn't even get out of bed because all i thought about was you"
"and now you're here, with me, and i couldn't be any fucking happier, i'm never letting you and me slip apart ever again" I assured her, kissing her lips gently as she gasped into my mouth. I backed away, my head mere inches from her soft lips as I awaited for a response a nod some-
"do that again, please" she begged, she fucking begged, and I smiled, kissing her lips softly, tracing the edges with the tip of my tongue, hands on either side of her beautiful face. It seemed like a miracle to have her back in my arms, holding her, kissing her. She moaned into the kiss, cinching her arms around my neck, pulling me closer. I ran my hands up and down her body, rubbing the sides, anything I could get my greedy hands on. She whined, lifting her hips up subconsciously, and I chuckled darkly. "need me that bad, huh?" I teased, and she nodded frantically. "gonna let me undress you?" i questioned, hands sliding to her dress, grazing over the thin, barely existent straps holding it up.
She let out a small 'mhm' and i seized it, baring her body to me as I sucked in a breath, seeing how her nipples poked through the fabric of her bra, desperately seeking friction as I pulled the lace down, and I latched my tongue onto one, sucking the bud fiercely and harshly as she writhed beneath me, kneading the other roughly, as she moaned and whimpered, beginning to yell my name. "patience baby, you're doing s'good, don't wanna have to stop" she only let out a small noise in response, seemingly begging for more.
I stopped my actions, and she grumbled. "be a good girl and don't test me, got it?" I smacked her side and flipped us over so I was lying down on the pillows, still fully clothed. "take em off baby, ev'rything" I demanded, and she obliged, unzipping my low rise jeans, and relieving me of my boxers, the tent painful as fuck before she took them off, throwing them across the room.
"what should I do now?" she asked, her eyes weary and innocent. Had she not fucked anyone all those years I was gone? "suck" I commanded, placing her head onto my dick, her lips wrapping around it as she quickly deepthroated me, swallowing me whole as moan after moan escaped my throat. "ngh, doin' so well baby, keep going" i urged her on, my hips bucking up in her face as she bobbed her head up and down, her tongue sometimes slipping against the underside of my cock, to which I cried out each time, her tongue now abusing the swollen tip that leaked pre-cum, all while looking up at me, trying to get the knowledge she was doing it right, she was making me feel good.
"oh god baby" i groaned as my orgasm approached quickly, the tightening sensation becoming more unbearable by the second, each lick, each suck of her dirty little mouth driving me insane, fueling me enough to release my cum down her throat, some spraying on her face as she looked to me again for instruction. "swallow" i stuttered, trying to hold myself steady, my thighs shaking and my head a little woozy.
She fell limp against the bed, and I took the chance to get on top of her again, flipping us over once more, and didn't even give her time to get used to me, I just thrust in, and she whimpered, her face etching in pain. "ow" she complained, and I realized from earlier she wasn't quite used to sex, particularly any type of sexual act. I sighed, pulling out so she could get used to the feeling, that it wouldn't hurt so much the second or even third time, hopefully all with me.
I slowly slid in, holding her hand the entire time, making sure she was okay, that she was holding up well, and when she gave me the okay to began, I still held her hand, my other pushing her legs up to her chest so I could thrust harder, deeper, to make her feel what I felt only seconds earlier.
"I'm going to fucking ruin you" I growl, and she shivers, scared. "You gonna let me ruin this good little pussy? gonna let me cum in it?" I tease once again, and she nods, a shriek escaping her lips. "yes! oh god yes!" she screams. "andy! so good-mmph!" I nearly collapse at the sound of my name leaving her pretty, parted lips as she wails from the pleasure, making me thrust harder and harder, and I dig my rough fingers into the sides of her hips, not caring if they'll leave marks.
she gropes my hair, trying to hold onto any and everything she can so she doesn't fall flat against the bed, and I let out a small groan, hips snapping up against hers in a fiery manner. She lets out multiple sounds of praise, begging for more, for me, but I feel another orgasm coming, and the tightening sensation also coming back as I repeatedly hit her cervix, bruising it, and I know she's close too. I moan loudly as I release myself in her warmth, her cum spreading across my lower abdomen as she releases, falling limp on the bedsheets, eyes shutting and opening back up within spurts.
"did s'good baby for your first time, promise there'll be more" I reassured, kissing her forehead, tucking her into the covers with me as we both fell asleep, wrapped tightly in each other's embraces.
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thefallennightmare · 7 days
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Hellooo
We've already been talking about my obsession with Andy...so no surprise I'm here haha
I've been thinking Andy x fem!reader who's one of the other band members little sister and that other member (maybe CC) is like really protective of the reader...and Andy is like her secret boyfriend and secretly sneaks in her room (through the window most likely) and The older brother walks in on them kissing???
I'm excited to see what kind of headcanons you're going to write to this prompt
Because I need Andy RELIGIOUSLY
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Both you and Andy hated sneaking around but you wanted to be the one to tell your older brother, CC, that you and Andy were dating.
Especially now that Black Veil Brides were back from tour, one you couldn't attend due to work, you and Andy were missing each other terribly.
But so was your brother so you decided to hang out with CC at his place, catching up. Andy had been texting you all evening.
I miss you, love.
I need to see you.
I can't wait until tomorrow.
It was late so you decided to stay in the guest room of your brother's place. You were only asleep for a few hours when a pestering knock at the window woke you.
"Andy?" You question through your sleep haze while opening the window for him.
He smirked while climbing into the room through the window.
"How the hell did you get up to the second level?" You whispered your question, not wanting to wake your brother in the room next to you.
"The trellises," Andy shrugged as if it wasn't that big of a deal.
Although it didn't matter how quietly you spoke, Andy ended up falling through the window, clambering onto the floor with a thud.
"Smooth, Biersack," you teased.
He was on your lips so fast you didn't have time to react. He kissed you with so much passion it made your head spin. Your hands ran through his hair, tugging at the ends when you pulled him closer.
"I missed you," he dragged his teeth along your bottom lip.
Your giggles echoed in the room as he lifted you in the air and tossed you on the bed.
The kissing turned heavy and hot very quickly.
Suddenly the door opened, CC's voice carrying into the room.
"Everything alright? It sounded like something was knocked over."
Andy froze while on top of me, both of us staring at my brother who loomed in the doorway. His eyes darted between us before shaking his head.
"You could have used the front door, Andy. The two of you aren't exactly secretive," CC shut the door behind him.
"Well," Andy snickered. "I guess he knows now."
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loganlostitall · 6 months
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Tagged by @murdadixon :)
Last song: Darkness at the Heart of My Love - Ghost
Favorite color: Black, purple, red, green, yellow, silver
Currently Watching: TWD rewatch, Criminal Minds Rewatch, Good Omens, Fall of the House of Usher
Last movie: Five Nights at Freddy’s (again)
Currently reading: nothing atm, though my interest in the Quran has increased recently with the situation in Gaza, I would love to read what they revere so much and has made them so resilient 🖤 FREE PALESTINE!!
Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet/savory, pepper allergy 😅
Current obsessions: Black Veil Brides/Andy Biersack
Currently working on: so many things, but there’s 3 I’m giving most of my attention to, or trying to at least. I need to do a poll and see what people want to read more so I can decide which one to finish/post first ig
I’ll tag @hopefulatrocity and @lanadelnegan <3
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mythicalcowboyatheart · 9 months
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LORD IMMA BOUT TO SIN!!! 🥵
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