#bolumia

[iwantscars]

#I though I'd be doing better by now #buy don't i carry it well? #miss u #depression #pain #anxiety #ptst #adhd #add #sad #das #crappy #insane #suicidal ideation #suicide #suicidal #anorexia #bolumia #nervosa #nervous #drowning #tell me how it's gonna work out

[ularika]

some more thinspø<3

#disordered eating thoughts #3ating d1sorder #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #ana trigger #bolumia #ana goals #i wanna be thinner #thinspø

[my-life-in-darknesss]

#anorexic #gif #girls #anorexia #black and white #depressed #depression #autolesionism #girl #scars #suicide #life #suicidial #selfharm #cut #cuting #cutter #ana #mia #bolumia #eating disorder #scared #afraid #anxytie #done #panic

[transrightsjimin]

On one hand I do get where you’re coming from being worried about Jimin and his weight loss but also in the interview he does talk about being happy in his body right now. I know it’s concerning because of his history and diet culture is gross and bad, but I think he also has the right to eat how he wants and have the body he wants. Especially since I do think Jimin takes pride in his “androgynous” body and his ability to shape himself to any concept. I don’t know I just feel it’s kind of backwards and harmful to talk as if any and all wishes of looking a certain way are inherently bad, or to sound the alarm whenever he talks about his body even if it’s in a positive way.

tw diets // weight loss // eating disorders // body image //

?? i mean yeah in the end it's his life and i cant change his mind or anything. but no one lives in a vacuum nd you cant claim it's truly someone's personal decision to go on horrible diets and try to lose more and more weight to be perceived as more beautiful and artistic, as being skinny is praised as the norm in south korea but also in capitalist high fashion, music, entertainment industries etc on a wider scale.

i've been an army for over 6 years nd i have read too often abt stuff like him collapsing on stage due to pushing himself too hard, going days w/o food, jin said in the past he worked out a lot after eating just to not gain any bit of weight (which fans praised as 'healthy' but i can assure that's not a healthy mindset nd fact a form of bolumia), members being called fat by the company (nd in earlier years by each other), joon recently talking abt wanting to lose even more body fat percentage, and hobi going on those horrifying detox drink 'diets' tht cause diarrea. like i'm in a way glad he's happy but i'd rather have that he, nor any of the other members, didn't feel like they have to starve themselves nd train off fat in order to be more beautiful or artistic.

it's not backwards in any way to say that people restricting their diet severely to lose a dangerous amount of weight is not good. idols can be happy with themselves after having done terrible diets or lightening their skin etc and it would still not be good for their self-image bc trying to continuously adhere to strict beauty standards enforced onto people is in the end nothing close to self-love or body positivity as you will always treat the natural state as punishable and the body only as acceptable once it's been severely restricted and harmed. idols, just like many other celebrities, are subjected to strict beauty standards and diet culture and there is nothing backwards about finding concern in how jimin feels more confident after having been put through harmful diets.

also androgyny can appear in any kind of bodyshape nd a large part of my concern is also that him - but moreover, the interviewer, who initiated it - discussing weight loss to become a better dancer / artist, is really triggering to readers. i already hate answering this ask because i mentioned stuff in detail that i explicitly did not want to quote from the interview bc it's so damaging. please send me no more asks on this bc im not in the mood for more devil's advocate anons, thank you.

#asks #anon #tw weight mention #tw weight #tw diets #tw ed #tw disordered eating #tw eating disorders #tw dieting #rambles

[pleittorap]

Mariela: Mariela es un video clip que realizamos junto a alfa en la produccion donde se trata la problematica de la bolumia y la anorexia, el video fue editado hace ya un año y contamos con el apoyo de @alubaorg una organizacion en lucha de dicho problema donde su direccion fue quien aprobo el contenido fonografico de el video clip... pueden buscar MARIELA de Pleitto castillo en @youtube Agradecimiento especial a el teatro del municipio de @lomasdezamora.ar @teatrodelmunicipiomlz Por darnos el espacio para realizarlo PleiTTo Aluba - Asociación de lucha contra la bulimia y anorexia Teatros Argentinos (en Banfield, Buenos Aires) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5qIYU6nrqE/?igshid=1jr71warmv3o1

[bykndela]

Mi Vida.

#suicide #anorexia #bolumia #infierno #mivida #life

[ularika]

I'm literally crying right now. me and my family went for lunch in burger king and i ate a whole meal under pressure so when i went to toilet to do my shit my sister needs to go with me. so a couldn't do my shit and now all this calories are stuck in my body. (⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠)

#ana #bolumia #ed not shereen #disordered eating thoughts #ed but not sheeran #3ating d1sorder #ana stuff #4norex1a #tw ana shit #i wanna be small #tw ana diary #i wanna be thinner #tw ed diet

[pleittorap]

Mariela: Mariela es un video clip que realizamos junto a alfa en la produccion donde se trata la problematica de la bolumia y la anorexia, el video fue editado hace ya un año y contamos con el apoyo de @alubaorg una organizacion en lucha de dicho problema donde su direccion fue quien aprobo el contenido fonografico de el video clip... pueden buscar MARIELA de Pleitto castillo en @youtube Agradecimiento especial a el teatro del municipio de @lomasdezamora.ar @teatrodelmunicipiomlz Por darnos el espacio para realizarlo @pleitto (en Lomas de Zamora, Buenos Aires) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5qFktbnagb/?igshid=1hqwezlia690y