#briefly mentioned at least

[artist-assassin]

ok i need to know more about ellaria STAT. and your thoughts on rosy + the rosymance !!

RRRRR OK OK but ive only played the public demo so far i havent paid for the patreon/closed demo yet, so i have very little information about the Rosymance in general. info dump and stats below

Ellaria is the humorous / cheerful kinda Button, about 5'5", and she calls her brother Nick-Nack in the game but I imagine she will call him any random number of names off the top of her head (based off of when I played Fallout 4 and I would often call Nick any random nickname like Nicki Minaj, Nickle Pickle, Nickolodeon, Nickaroni and Cheese, etc lol). She has some insecurities because she compares herself to her brother a lot, but she tries to tough it out and beat up her bad thoughts bc she's an unstoppable optimist!!! Stubborn to a fault she refuses to back down once she sets her mind to something. Is a very nice person but gets very socially awkward in large groups, and sometimes lashes out when she gets frustrated by how fragile people treat her (the first thing that made her like Instructor Kim was that he didnt beat around the bush abt her zero but didnt treat her like a kid either!! shes like damn finally some respect around here)

Loves Nick so much (i got like a 160% relationship with him in the open demo lol) looks up to him like her personal hero + mentor. Loves her dad even though it's a little bit strained, has not seen or spoken to her mother in 4 or 5 years after The Incident(tm). but she misses her mom a lot she, she's half scared of her mom hurting her and half scared she will hurt her mom.

I chose the pre-prepared name Ella when I first started playing bc I didn't know what the game was about so I wasn't prepared to like.. make an OC for it until I decided I liked it enough lol. But I compromised by just naming her Ellaria and Ella is her nickname. Here are her stats by whatever chapter is the last one in the open demo (8 i think?)

I LOVE AMBROSE KIM... i played as bisexual in my first go as Ella so i had no idea the genders for some charas changed until I checked the Ambrose Kim tag on tumblr lol. but im way more into rosy as a man than as a woman... Mr Kim u can instruct me any day,..

Like I said tho I don't know a lot about the Rosy romance because I only played the open demo, and I know the author says his romance takes the longest to flower because of the whole teacher/student aspect so he's actively trying to NOT fall for button.. well too bad bitch I'm gonna be so respectable and hot he's gonna have no choice.

anyway im gonna get the patreon this week (friday probably) so i can update u on how i feel soon jhgjhlks i also love all of the characters ngl. i would romance all of them in separate playthroughs.

and u didnt ask but ill mention Kali also, my 2nd Wiseman. shes NUTS. i made her to be the exact opposite of my first humorous, cheerful, ready-to-take-on-the-world girl Ella - so Kali is grim and not nice at all and technically still ready to take on the world but more in a "the whole world is my enemy" kind of way instead of the "i wont let anything stop me" ella way. She's VERY resentful about her zero and is one bad look from a ment away from strangling someone

sorry for the long ramble jhagdwj youre the first person who is talking to me about this game that has become my newest obsession (and u were the one who got me into it so UR responsible for this mess) and im happy to share it w someone :3c

pls feel free to tag me in any mind blind stuff u post, whether fanart or oc art or just rambles n stuff i dont care ill love it all. thank u

#mind blind #Ellaria Wiseman #Kali Wiseman #briefly mentioned at least #ough this was longer than i thought itd be jhgjhdw SORRY IM JUST SO EXCITED TO TALK ABT IT

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: a digital comic based on the owl house, featuring Hunter and Willow. The comic is a redraw of the "alphabet confession" meme comic. In the first panel, Hunter stands nervously in front of Willow, saying "I..". The next panel is a closeup of Hunter as he continues, saying "I...I" with an intense expression. In the third panel Hunter stops and looks suprised as Willow (partly off screen) continues, saying "J, K, L, M, N, O, P...". The next panel is a closeup of Willow, somewhat bashful, continuing listing the alphabet, now on "Q, R, S, T, U, V...". The penultimate panel is a closeup of Hunter as he finishes off the alphabet for her, saying "W, X, Y, and Z". He looks equally bashful. The final panel shows Hunter and Willow holding each other and seemingly spinning in mid air as flower petals circle around them. The comic is in black and white with the gutters between panels being light pink, and Hunter and Willow are both in their post-thanks to them designs. End ID]

HAPPY 1 WEEK TIL FOR THE FUTURE! Here's a silly comic idea that would not leave my head <3 they are so fucking stupid

#the owl house #toh #hunter toh #hunter noceda #willow park #huntlow #not technically spoilers! i made it before the trailer dropped and i haven't seen any leaks yet (or at least no big ones lol) #btw if you rb this and comment/tag it with spoilers or leaks i am blocking you do not do that shit #there's not much to say about this piece other than. i redrew every panel except the first and last ones after i finished it the first time #bc i wasn't happy with the style/form/framing etc etc #i briefly mentioned this to my friends and they worried for me #I'd just rather post something I'm happy with than something i didn't spend a lot of time on! #which is in some ways a curse but in other ways it's what keeps me sane in these trying times #anyway. memeific huntlow be upon ye!

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads

The Deep Sky

scifi mystery thriller

on a deep space mission traveling from an environmentally devastated earth with hope to restart humanity elsewhere

when they’re halfway, an explosion kills 3 crew and pushes them off course

the only witness is the Alternate who has no specific role, and she has to figure out who caused it & if they might continue to sabotage, while they're figuring out a way to get back on course with limited resources

flips between present and the past: of her childhood and training for the mission, her identity struggles, and relationship with her mother

questions the ethics of ‘restarting’ humanity elsewhere vs putting resources into fixing earth

#the deep sky #yume kitasei #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #i really loved this!!!!! #very intense but also a lot of interesting character introspection #love the virtual reality AI aspect!!!! though I do feel like. in the end I was expecting it to go way further with it? #(basically like instead of seeing the inside of the ship all the time they can 'be' in forests or aquariums or whatever) #no romance #(there’s side lesbians; and one flashback scene where she briefly wonders about kissing a random person; that's it) #emotional core about her mother and brother and best friend !! #i like that it gets into the flaws of 'humanity's last hope on another planet' bc like. yeah in real life things....don't work like that... #why is there zero acknowledgement that the concept of every one of them being expected to give birth being extremely fucked up? #like obviously everyone on board is there because they agreed with that but there’s not a single flashback of #when they found out that information; or mention of someone questioning it... #(for example a character mentions that they hid their mental health/use of a therapy animal bc they wouldn't have been let in and the - #eugenics around that is iffy to say the least) #but to me. pregnancy is horrifying and nobody questioning that was weird. #also there’s supposedly 80 people on board but we get to know less than 10 of them which felt a bit strange at points #Also! I love the cover. I can’t find the designer (the book info only credits the internal lllustrator..) #also: bird facts!

[anonymousdandelion]

There is nothing to say, or rather there is far too much to say and I cannot find the words to say any of it.

But I will say, briefly, because there is a possibility this may actually be a useful reminder for someone: if you have Jewish friends — or others who may be being affected by what is happening in Israel — please consider reaching out and checking in to see how they're doing.

It can feel awkward, I know. I am, myself, The Worst at reaching out. Sometimes you don't know what to say. (Literally something as simple as "Just wanted to check in to see how you're doing" can mean a lot.) Or you don't want to bring uo upsetting topics. (We're already upset, I assure you, it won't be your fault.) Or you don't want to pressure them to correspond at a time when they're already potentially overwhelmed. (That's a very thoughtful concern... and you can tell them exactly that.)

Please reach out anyway. Let the people in your life know that you're there, that you care, that you are if nothing else aware.

Because it's hard, when your world has been shaken, and your loved ones are in danger or in mourning, and the people all around you are apparently living in a completely different world where nothing at all has happened.

#jumblr #current events #this message brought to you by a conversation #in which people were talking about the different reactions we'd seen #and some of us realized that not one single non-jewish person in our lives had mentioned the situation all unless we brought it up #(i am among them and in this i guess i am lucky because at least it means i also haven't had people coming at me trying to justify things) #it does kind of feel like living in two different worlds #(neither of which is tumblr because i'm still not really looking at my dash just popping in briefly) #(hello everyone <3) #dandelion says #jewish dandelion

[pixelsjoy]

Me playing Tears of the Kingdom: As much as I miss the champions, it makes sense they're not mentioned much. It's been a hundred years since they died. Even if they survived the Calamity, most of them would probably be dead at this point. The only exception being Mipha, who would have been the only one that would still be alive if she survived the calamity due to her age. The reason they're still remembered so much in Breath of the Wild is because the Divine Beasts, one of the last remaining connections to them, are still active and looming in Hyrule. Impa also said that their spirits feel uneasy knowing their task of defeating the Calamity wasn't done. They were at peace when the Calamity was defeated and passed on. They're not brought up from that point on because them and their era are over and can be laid to rest.

Also me playing Tears of the Kingdom: - holding back tears - Damn I miss the champions

#LIKE YEAH. I GET IT FROM A THEMATIC POINT. BUT FROM A 'SIR THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS' POINT. I AM ACHING #I love the sages in TotK! Don't get me wrong! #I mean look at my icon tee hee #But I've grown so attached to the champions their absence feels so off. I'm fifty-fifty on it #I wanna be clear: Big agree with people who say the Sheikah Shrines and tech being suddenly gone feels off #It's unexplained and feels far too significant to easily write off #I feel similar about the champions and how little they're mentioned in game #I don't think Zelda even has a single line of dialogue that mentions them. #She and Link lived through the calamity and knew them as friends #At least a tiny mention would have made sense since she does briefly talk about the Calamity with Sonia and Rauru #I guess it makes a little sense?? In regards to the developers wanting to be hush hush about BotW spoilers for newcomers #But the way they went about it is like they tried to forget it happened. It doesn't feel right. #This might also be my biased speaking cause the original sages? Cool and all #But they feel so hollow compared to the characters that the champions had #Anyways I am still VERY in love with TotK. It's consumed way too much of my time #But I also wanted to talk about this gripe dhdjfjejfjd #Thank you for coming to my TED talk. I'm sorry this is a whole wall of spilling #Anyways will I cope by remembering Age of Calamity is a thing despite how much it obliterates the timeline? #Dang right #Tears of the Kingdom #Breath of the Wild #TotK Spoilers #LoZ TotK #Loz BotW #BotW Champions #Long Post

[bluebudgie]

So... what's up with these two?

(I love recycling old pictures.png)

You may or may not have seen me draw these rats repeatedly and you may or may not care what's up with them.

Well, in case you do... buckle up, we'll be here for a while.

Just in case: very vague ableism mention. I'm cutting down on pretty much all details, but just so you know the general topic comes up at some point. Don't want to make anyone uncomfortable.

Unrelated disclaimer: words are difficult.

It's probably smart to start with a general character introduction so you get an idea of who you're dealing with.

So, Petthri.

(Shared most of this stuff about him before, now it's gathered in one place at least.)

The outgoing guy, grew up in a supportive family, always been the popular kid among peers, and later a pretty popular professor with his students (less so with some other colleagues, but hey). Very passionate about animal bioacoustics. Very hands-on when it comes to research and teaching. Infodumps a lot.

He's got his heart in the right place, but he's obviously not flawless. Has his thoughts constantly drifting in twelve different directions at once, can definitely not read the room, and has absolutely said and done things that hurt others just because he didn't think (and probably never realized). Likely to nervously laugh his way through most dangerous situations, but does manage to pull himself together and get things done if things turn really bad.

He got – at some point (precise date TBA, sometime around PoF events) – kidnapped by the Inquest because they wanted some of his research but didn't manage to sort through his mess. So they just took the entire man to the CoE and decided to keep him. Niche knowledge could always be useful after all. They were even kind enough to gift him an additional facial scar during the welcome interrogation! (The other one was a field trip accident). True hospitality.

Not sure if it's incredible optimism or naivety, but he's generally been doing alright during this whole prisoner situation. He's not locked up, they let him work on things he actually cares about (albeit not for the right cause), and overall he's had enough hope to believe he'll get out of there one day. Make the best out of the present, it'll be fine somehow.

I'm sure if you were to dig deep enough he'd find out he's actually less alright than he thinks he is. Oh well.

Let's talk about the other guy. Lahpp.

Me. I created you. (I've said barely anything about this man on here so far bc while I could fill the 20k essay with him alone, writing about him intimidates me lol. Also in case you're ever asking yourself this, no I did not realize his name sounds like 'lab' until weeks after I created him. Unfortunate coincidence. So, anyway...)

Obedient Inquest scientist, questions but doesn't oppose orders, has been doing the same work for the better part of the last two decades. Day in, day out, getting up early and staying up late. Somewhere in the middle of the pyramid scheme, he's definitely got a bunch of heads above him but he's nowhere near the bottom end of the chain. Got his own little lab space. Enjoys music theory in the little free time he allocates. Assertive, lets people know when not to bother him, but very polite nonetheless. Has mastered the art of superficial small talk. The guy who holds open doors and pulls your chair back for you with an acted but convincing smile. Truly employee of the month material.

He's never known anything but this perfectly ordered working drone life so he's fairly content with his current position.

....

Yeeaah you guessed there's more below the surface.

So this man's life started with being the subject of a failed genetic dragon magic experiment, first one in a handful of infants that actually lived, but ultimately he got nothing out of it but a fair share of various health conditions and disabilities. The initial project was dropped after a few years of surveillance with no results, and instead he got handed over to one of the medical departments so they could "at least make use of him" and test some cutting-edge medical tech. No wasting ressources, am I right? (:

Fastforward some years, a miserable childhood full of abuse and ableism (and by extension just as much of it internalized) essentially left him with the obsession of wanting to fit in with everyone else, wanting to be like everyone else, never having anyone find out anything about his conditions and his past. Worked his ass off in college so it wouldn't be apparent he struggled when others didn't. Created a work environment for himself that he knew would be accommodating to him while not raising any possible questions.

He's been doing fine for some time now; while he definitely hasn't gotten rid of his insecurities he has somewhat accepted that he just... is who he is. Some days are worse and some days are better. His brain has done a very thorough job suppressing pretty much all his early childhood memories. He has also convinced himself that being a perfectly exploitable asset to the corporation that abused him for years is definitely the right way to stick it to the system. They said he'd never be useful for anything and die an early death? Ha, showed 'em! (I am saying this with a lot of sarcasm. He is genuine.)

He's definitely a product of the environment he grew up in, which is a shame because if he hadn't been indoctrinated by the Inquest since birth he would have probably turned out a pretty decent person. He doesn't have the absolute worst inner moral compass. Alas, as it is he has contributed to [some fucked up things] and has [some fucked up views]. And he's not about to change that.

So... at what point do the stories of these two actually connect?

Petthri and Lahpp first met within a larger group of mostly scientists from mixed divisions that were sent on a trip to Rata Primus.

I won't go into the full details of The Rata Primus Odyssey now because that is a whole different story arc involving a total of six of my characters, but the relevant information is that they arrived in the wrong place at the wrong time (A Bug In The System says hello!), and got trapped in the main complex together (alongside Phlish and my charr engineer Leto) when Awakened shit hit the fan.

In short, the following escape mission lasted way too long, and made for an incredibly exhausting 0/10 experience for everyone involved. Cooperation between our two relevant asura actually went surprisingly smooth for the most part, at least way better than with the rest of the small group.

(Bringing that old edit back. Two criminals actually getting shit done in the back while the others are about to snap each other's head off.)

I did once offhandedly mention that Lahpp held Petthri at gunpoint exactly one time – that was here. He was not going to risk getting onto HQ's watch list for letting a prisoner slip away while he's even remotely involved.

Ultimately exhaustion and having no access to important medication for a prolonged amount of time got the better end of Lahpp, and while the other two would have probably just left the "dead weight" behind, Petthri made sure he made it out with them. Not a great time for the little Inquest criminal, both physically and mentally given his inclination for secrecy regarding certain topics.

A few days after they returned to the CoE Petthri checked up on Lahpp to make sure he's recovering, but afterwards... radio silence from both sides for the next few years.

–

Fastforward, it's now Cantha time!

If Lahpp had a piece of gold for everytime HQ sent him away on a "business trip" that'll end up nearly killing him, and likewise Petthri had one for everytime he'd be witness to that, they'd both have... two pieces of gold, which isn't much, but it's still weird it happened twice.

Once again as part of a larger group, our criminals find themselves in New Kaineng City. And because I am a mere human being that is not above resorting to overused tropes, they do of course end up having to share the same room for the time of their stay. I never claimed to be a mastermind storywriter.

At least this time the trip starts out fairly unspectacular, with mostly guided group tours through the city and its labs. Lahpp is not feeling too great (understatement) during all of this for reasons he can't quite grasp, but he's got a really bad gut feeling. Petthri actually notices he's lingering a lot and falling behind, so he suggests they split off from the rest of the group and go back to their room early. Get some rest, the journey to Cantha was long after all.

The next days are pretty calm, the Inquest is snooping around while our two heroes actually have some time to talk and get to know each other a little more. Petthri finally gets to tell someone his whole 'and this is how I was kidnapped!' story. Petthri's questions are getting a little too personal for Lahpp's taste, but overall they get along alright. It's almost like two people that have been way too lonely for several years are actually finding a bit of comfort for a moment. (Side note: Petthri warms up to people very quickly, and he might be (without realizing it) getting a little too comfortable with the idea of having found someone "redeemable".)

Now wouldn't it be great if a nearby reactor blew up and an elder dragon escaped?

The event itself isn't really affecting them (yet) but I do think Lahpp must be questioning the Eternal Alchemy at this point. Thaumanova. Multiple near-meltdowns in the Crucible. Rata Primus. Now this. Seriously, at some point it's just ridiculous.

With each new information surfacing, the "bad gut feeling" is slowly but surely turning into mild but continuous panic. Something is off and it clearly has something to do with dragons. Now, Lahpp never really cared about the whole elder dragon business. Whatever sort of magic experiment he was used for, it's the outcome that affected his life, not the source of it. Still, the thoughts are starting to occupy his mind more than he'd like to admit. Petthri is entirely unaware of any of this.

Oh wait – what's this? A new unknown form of raw magic rapidly spreading and threatening to destroy Tyria? Obviously this is something to be investigated, so the larger group coordinates an excursion to Dragon's End. And obviously they end up getting into the battle for the jade sea.

I guess at this point you see where my art is coming from.

Petthri and Lahpp never get to fight Soo-Won herself (no canon meta participation alas), but they are busy enough fending off Void creatures on ground level anyway. It's unclear (to me) if or how much the Void actually affects Lahpp on a physical level, but regardless he is not having the best time being confronted with something that is so unknown to him and yet so closely connected to his very being.

Some resurfacing traumatic memories combined with a not-so-pretty panic attack (and the physical stress of fighting) later, it's poor Petthri's task to once again take a blacked out criminal to safety. Meanwhile he's got absolutely no idea what is going on, but he's definitely going to demand some explanations.

For some days after this Petthri's playing bedside vigil in a New Kaineng medical facility. The two have a lot of time to talk. Personal topics. Uncomfortable topics. Lahpp does tell Petthri to go back to Rata Sum, he's beyond caring at this point. Quite frankly he thinks HQ won't care either. Petthri refuses to leave just like that. Asks Lahpp to come with him, he'll be better off away from the Inquest. Obviously Lahpp is not having any of it, he's very well aware the Inquest is as corrupt as it gets, but so is Rata Sum. That's just how the world functions. The Inquest has the meds and tech he needs to survive. He's not leaving. And he certainly doesn't need anyone acting self-sacrificial out of pity. It's degrading.

He tells Petthri to sleep on it and make up his mind the next day.

–

Aaand that is pretty much where the somewhat coherently planned part of my current rat-timeline ends. A glimpse into vague concepts for the future:

Enter a third character to the roster! It's Luqqah, Inquest medic-turned-biochemist. She happened to be in Cantha for a while now, doing her own research. She gets involved treating the injured after the whole Void mess. Naturally she ends up finding Petthri and Lahpp. Lucky for the latter, because she obviously has better knowledge dealing with asura than any of the human medics. And... in fact... she has pretty detailed knowledge about what's up with Lahpp specifically. Dealt with his medical papers in the past. Oh, also... they're exes. Don't worry, parted on good terms. Haven't seen each other since shortly after the Thaumanova meltdown. What a reunion.

So... yeah. It's gonna be trio time from now on. I don't know yet for how long the three of them stay in Cantha, or if they're going to get involved with the whole Gyala Delve storyline (or whatever comes out of it). Lahpp's not doing great, he'll need a while recovering. If he ever fully recovers. Petthri has a few of his own inner demons to fight. Time will tell.

As a conclusion... Petthri's saviour complex sets him on a good path towards a corruption arc while Lahpp's as close to a redemption arc as he'll get. They're both questioning their life and views a lot. Spoiler from the Omniscient Narrator: Both of them will be back in the Crucible. But with more thoughts to think than before. And more time to spend together.

And that's what's currently up with the rats.

#godspeed to all of you. #if you actually made it to the end: you have my eternal gratitude these rats mean a lot to me and this ultimate infodump was difficult #there is so much more to each of them separately and to some of the things i'm mentioning kinda briefly. some things i didnt mention at all #but this should cover at least a good chunk of what is relevant to both of them together #i wish i could just transfer all my thoughts to you telepathically but alas assorted words and images will have to do #budgie plays gw2

[celesaetherea]

Badboyhalo usually finds himself sleeping later in the night; the various projects strewn around his home kept him and his children busy, even though other people slept during those dark and silent hours. However, Bad didn't mind the silence because he wasn't alone; he had Dapper, Pomme, and sometimes, Richarlyson, after all! But, no children were present on the island tonight- each child missing from their beds with no trace except their respective clothing and accessories. The old grim reaper wandered around the island to check the bedrooms and other areas the children frequent often, for anything new- a glimmer of hope their children might come home or be returned soon, but he found nothing. Bad apologized to empty spaces and he found himself breaking, but he tried to keep himself together for any ghosts that might be listening. Every machine on the island was shut down due to an incident earlier today, and his mansion was emptier than ever before, filled with a cacophony of eerie silence. With no children to take care of or projects to keep himself busy with, the grim reaper teleported to his old home- to his son's first bedroom. Exhausted with grief, the old reaper sat on the cold, stone ground, and for the first time in many months, before the sun ever touched the horizon, Badboyhalo closed his eyes and slept early.

The grim reaper awoke later in the night, however- when more islanders have slept, and, with nothing to do, Bad caused mischief and explored with a couple other friends far away, to maybe forget the pain of their children missing- people cope differently in times of tribulation, he supposed. Thousands of miles from the main island and a couple dungeons later, Bad eventually bid farewell and opted to sleep once again. He returned to the cold, empty room but found nothing once again.

No one saw the demon again for the night, except during one instance when Foolish and Jaiden saw their friend briefly ask if the children have come back- as if there was any possibility of that happening at all in the late darkness, with only two people still awake somehow; no children have been returned, nor trace left or a hint of their whereabouts. Dejected, Bad tried to close his eyes and sleep again, but they continue to be on his mind, even when he is unconscious. So, with an aching heart, and a mind plagued with worry, the grim reaper broke and let his tears flow for the first time during this cursed day. Jaiden told him that tomorrow is a new day, so perhaps the gods- the Federation, or whoever might be listening can have an ounce of mercy and allow him to embrace his son, daughter, and many nieces and nephews in his arms once again.

#qsmp #qsmp fanfiction #qsmp writing #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp foolish #qsmp jaiden #(briefly mentioned) #qsmp eggs #i wrote this last night because I just watched Bad's vod and felt depressed #idk what's going on today or if things really are better #i couldnt watch any streams bc life gets busy sometimes 😭😭😭 #anyways #i hope this was kinda accurate at least??

[originallymax]

hehe arent you silly? /pos

I love seeing people who arent caught up on jrwi cause this is how an average convo went when my friend wasnt caught up:

"How are you feeling without the fear for the next episode?

or

"How are you feeling without the pain of knowing [redacted information]"

(Also hiii you seem cool :3)

OMG *THE* GILLIONTIDESTEIDERFAN IN MY INBOX?? hiii hiii i love ur posts omg this is like seeing a celebrity out in public and then they ask for your signature heyyybhiiii :3!!

But about riptide. What if. I turned inside out. What then. What would you do. If anything fucking happened to Gill or Jay istg i will contact grizzly my god damn self and . Something will happen. (Slash sillay btw) Chip isn't that important to me TBHHHHH 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 i already know about the whole his heart being gone and he's undead thing already so bro is already at the fucked up peak I think

#jrwi spoilers #<-sorta #to some people at least it's very briefly mentioned #BUT HI OMG WE'RE MUTUALS NOW!! hehehe

[everlastiingiimmortals]

on the topic of ships and slowburns, I also want to note some things for my canon muses that I've found out through writing them, especially Jing Yuan:

Jing Yuan in the present tends to be notably disinterested in being romantically or s.exually involved with most people, bar a few exceptions: he has residual feelings for Yingxing and Dan Feng (which will likely apply to Blade and (at least in the time period of the 1.2 update) Dan Heng respectively if the mun is okay with that — otherwise they are just friends) and has a weird arrangement with @/celestial-narwhal's Luocha.

This is not me saying it is impossible to ship with him. I'm also not saying I won't be the first to approach you about a ship for him! I am saying it is a process that requires in character progression and out of character communication. As much as he has a tendency to act playful and tease other muses, he will likely not harbor any strong, genuine interest in them without sufficient work. If I approach you about a ship it is me setting up the basis for the conversation to lead to that slowburn: again, I don't like shipping right off the bat.

With Stelle it's even harder to establish a ship, because as is stated in her bio she is demisexual and solidly on the ace spectrum. Again, this is not saying there's an impossibility, but your muse will need to be friends with her first. She's made uncomfortable even by her own silly puppy crushes, so flirting directed at her will not be well received without a strong enough friendship.

Gepard is, despite being my least active muse ( i want to write him more :( ), funnily enough my easiest muse to ship with. He crushes easily and is a disaster bisexual but it'll still take a little time because he's very stubborn about his duty and also being proper. Puts himself into the denial pit a lot HAJDAKFNAKFN but!! it's not as much of a challenge to pull him out of it unless you're Sampo Koski or some other criminal LMAO

anyway this is a followup to the previous post to just clarify on some things and my muses' stances! I am multiship and willing to ship so long as there is chemistry and the dynamic is appropriate, but I like my buildups more than anything else.

#//immortal; (OOC) #psa #pls pls pls also like. dont push ships at me w/o giving me at least a little heads up abt ur muses' stances on mine #even if its just a 'xyz thinks abc is pretty' #i am absolutely not going to say that will make me interested in a ship either #esp if we havent interacted much #briefly mentioning ships =/= establishing them #and even if we do agree to ship i will likely not appreciate sappy or s.uggestive content right away #it is 1:30 am and im exhausted but cant sleep so idk if this makes sense

[sysig]

Some more Just Desserts pets, and thinking about Candy Mers again (Patreon)

Also ft. the pigeon study I did, what a cute bird!

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Been thinking about the JD pets a lot lately actually I'd really like to make a size chart sometime #But honestly a lot of it was motivated by thinking of a pet to give Cherry Shortcake - a merengue pigeon! #I know I love birds and really enjoy drawing birds but I honestly wasn't expecting to have so much fun and be as pleased as I am haha #What a cute! Love that ♪ #She doesn't have a name or an ADS chart yet but she does have the appearance upgrade so she's won at least a couple battles lol #She's a plain no-bean vanilla merengue but Cherry Shortcake opted to make her matching so she's got a cherry ''filling'' on her chest #To mimic bleeding-heart pigeons! It's very cute and highly symbolic lol #She is cute ♪ #Then a pet idea I had months ago but never got around to because I lost the inspiration source! D: #I swear I saw a YouTube thumbnail at one point of a very chubby rain frog that looked like a mochi lol but I can't find it ;; I've looked! #But it's still an adorable idea so mochi frog hehe #And then the Candy Mer stuff ♪ I legit forgot I'd called them Candy Mers and not just mercandies at one point lol #Both of the links are related because it's more worldbuilding - the second one is kind of more relevant? But it all is so #I mentioned very briefly about mercandy death at one point but never elaborated because it made me sad haha #Still true but I thought about it a bit more! About the ''natural springs'' part - once a body of water is fully saturated with sugar - #The sugar-breakdown of a mercandy's body changes from a complete breakdown to a partial breakdown - little pieces slough off and float up #Once they fill with air they turn into gummy aquatic life or - ''jelly fish'' hehehehe ♪ Which is how natural fish occur! #Depending on how big a mercandy is before she dies her body may turn into a whole school! The shape and texture is random tho haha

[futurefind]

" at least i have you to look after me, eh? " from cyrillo for sa :’ ))

“𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥” 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘴. / accepting // @tvrningout

She sees red— literally— and her mind goes white. She focuses on what's important— what actually matters— and squashes everything else— the worry, the panic, the terror, the urge to cry and scream and throw up, the ghosts suddenly suffocating her— into a far off corner of her mind so she can get to work.

She doesn't remember much after that, but also remembers every breath with an eye-seering clarity. The reek of blood. How he was colder than he should've been. Crimson embedding itself in the cracks of her skin, under her nails. Every single stitch and plaster and bruise and scrape.

How she can't close her eyes, for even a blink, lest she see the life drain from his. Keeps checking and double checking and triple checking his face to make sure it isn't so, no matter how briefly.

After an eternity, after a blink of an eye, she's done.

She excuses herself to the bathroom (she thinks she says to clean up), and regrets it immediately. It hits her like a horsekick to the chest, she can't breathe she can't breathe she can't breathe— and she barely keeps herself from sending her fist through the mirror (and, changes are, into the wall behind it). She hates looking at herself, on a good day, and now—

Now she'd failed. Again. There's blood on her hands and it's not hers, because it's never hers. It's all for her but it's not hers, and it should be hers, it should've always been hers, the blood on her clothes and the eyes going lifeless. Why isn't it hers?!

Why is she—

She shoves the wind back into her lungs like gathering broken glass with naked hands, and pulls herself back outside. She doesn't think she actually got to cleaning. She just knows seeing Cyrillo again, like this, rips her heart out of her chest. But him still being here, gaze alive, lets it continue to beat — no matter how atrocious and gorey of a thing it is. That she is.

Sasume feels about as old as Cyrillo presumably is, maybe older, but without any immortality or undeath to keep her going. Like a puppet with its strings cut and joints rotted and clogged still trying to drag itself through its cues as if there's any audience left.

She sits at his bedside again, silently. Doesn't remember doing it. Can only stare at the spark in his eyes until she's seeing through them, seeing nothing at all, as if pretending to keep him out of her nightmares could ever keep him from joining the graveyard at her feet, pumping through her veins. Keeping her alive, no matter what she says or wishes or wills otherwise — because she's never had a choice.

" — at least i have you to look after me, eh? "

And she wheezes, chest crushing in on her ribs and heart and soul so suddenly and so fiercely once more that the world starts to spin. Heat floods her skin even as her blood runs ice cold, and acid creeps up her chest. Her vision blurs, and she isn't sure if the world is shaking or if her bones are.

"Don't—" she chokes on a sob, wetness leaking out of her eyes, and presses the hand she'd been gripping tight against her forehead instead of her own. She gasps, a keening, pathetic thing, and sees more than feels the tears pouring out.

It's not fair, she thinks, both distantly and as deafening as a thunderclap. She's not sure if she means this, or all the bodies piled up in her heart. If it's his being hurt, or that she's not hurt, or that taking all the gods damned blades and bites and bruises in the world can't spare those closest to her even a single one— no matter how much she wants otherwise.

"Don't—" she can't get anything else out. Doesn't even think there'd be a point. Even if, already, it feels like she's begging. For him to not play light, maybe, but also for the gods to maybe— maybe— show her even the slightest of favor and make it so this wasn't so. That maybe—

"I should've been there," she chokes out, nonsensically, world blurring again, pressing the back of his hand even harder against her own skin. If she gives even the slightest inch, even now, who's to say he won't slip through her fingers a final time?

"I should've...—" and finally, curled over herself like that, at Cyrillo's bedside as he warms her own damned bed, she weeps.

#tvrningout #tvrningout: cyrillo #ic // sasume #v: dorverold #prompt responses // #emeto // #panic attack // #blood mention // #disassociation // #oh dear god(s) uhhhhhhhhhh #ask to tag // #pov sa has. so much fucking Trauma 8'))) and lost loved ones 8')))) #sure SEEING him get hurt first hand would be infinitely worse but at least when shes /not/ there its easier to imagine her Stopping it yk.. #ft indirect miscommunication fuel bc :'))) cyrillo thinks her isms are bc of her Duty/JobTM while shes so fucked up bc she cares abt HIM yk #also dear god lmfao bc. not only will she be biting at the bit to hyper turbo slaughter who / what ever did this to him . #liable to be uncannily temperamental/rebellious/volatile even in the field/wrt orders abt it #including risks of Fourth cropping up whether briefly or to rrod HER a la that other inverse caretake-y meme

[baeshijima]

you probably missed it but there were haitham & wrio white day arts and was reposted by genshin. this was posted by the paimontothemoon account. https://x.com/paimon2themoon/status/1768109798719881561?s=46 and https://x.com/paimon2themoon/status/1768117348517429510?s=46

oh no i did see them !! but they werent official arts that came from the genshin team themselves, but were fanarts reposted by them (probably commissioned, but still not official offical iykwim)

for those who want to see the arts in question: haitham ; wrio

#omg a convo !? #nonnies !! #just genshin <3 #i still absolutely devoured those two arts tho but they didnt come from the genshin team so i didnt count them #i think i briefly mentioned the haitham one being by waternaeng in my white day post tags too !! #but ty anyway nonnie !! there might be ppl who havent seen the fanarts yet so at least they can with this ^^

[powderblueblood]

I’ve such a delight of a request in my inbox (shoutout @munsonssweets) and as per me being me Cass Finnigan now has a full backstory in my heart and brain

#she might be my favourite out of those almighty Hawkins bitches #though I still do love my very own Nicole Fisher is a lesbian who shows up to their 10 year reunion with a common law wife in tow #hai brainrot #I love to how you say be normal about minor characters #any character even briefly mentioned I have at least one deeply rooted opinion on

[goldenpinof]

fhfgh why is give phil nukes trending. i mean i approve but i feel like i truly missed something lmao

it started after Dan's story about no one taking him seriously. basically, if Phil had nukes, they would :)

#at least that's what i took from briefly looking at twitter mentions #answered #dan and phil

[areallydramaticbish]

A fun little chronological rundown of all the diagnoses that have come by in the last three years,

Depression, anxiety, psychosis, borderline, avoidant personality disorder, ocd, autism and now we've landed on adhd

(although there are rumblings from someone who thinks it's more likely to 'simply' be a high IQ/gifted situation)

#I think that's all of them... #Also one didn't always cross out the other #Aka a bunch of them coexist(ed) #Holding hands as it were #Fun fact #When adhd was mentioned for the first time she also immediately said that it often gets misdiagnosed as a string of other things (in women) #And then just named basically aforementioned list #Which... Was interesting to say the least #Also autism was mentioned very briefly all the way at the start but we never really pursued it

[bobzora]

4, 8, 9 for the art asks!!

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

character wise i cannot draw yusuke for the life of me. this feels really random but i can draw him looking right maybe every once in a long while. yeah. um. that's why he never really shows up in my comics LOL (that and i cannot write him at all. the negligible amount of "writing" my comics require notwithstanding)

i like skirts (in designs. i dont wear them lol) (see: my interest in magical girls & idol anime) but i can't draw them very well...i also can't design outfits, haha. i have 0 sense of fashion. sad!

oh and. truly tragically as a p/ersona 5 guy. i can't draw masks/glasses/any hat or accessory that goes on the face or head. it's dire.

there's lots of other stuff that i really love in art that i want to learn how to do...gotta get on that grind i suppose!

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in

in terms of projects in general i have had a fangame idea that never goes anywhere for like. every other thing i've ever been into. in terms of like. drawn art this took me a second to figure out because while i have plenty of trashed wips i don't have a ton of capital p Projects that i don't care about at all anymore. and then i remembered.

in 2019 or so i completely (somewhat poorly) animated an opening (in an app with 0 animation features) for an oc project that is completely dead to me. i feel nothing for it. lol?

9's a duplicate ^_^

#bobtalk #ask #:) #that wasnt the first opening i made for an oc project but at least the first one (circa 2017) was made for something that still. #kind of exists. just not at all like how it did at the time lmao. #(i watched a lot of fanime as a kid) #honorary mention to a little hunty reanimation i briefly attempted in maybe 2020? dont care for that idea. #but yeah i've got project ideas dating back 5+ years that i haven't lost interest in. i just. havent gotten around to them! lol. #that's just the kind of person i am i guess