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nikolaiismysugardaddy · 1 year

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pairings... Nikolai Gogol x Reader

contains...! smut! fem!reader, alcohol, jelousy(reader), public foreplay, kissing, biting, edging, oral(fem!receiving), oral(Nikolai!receiving), dirty talk

AFAB reader

I apologize for any mistakes in advance - english is not my first language!

Hope you enjoy! xx

I've got two plus characters here, whom I decided not to name since I feel weird about unfamiliar names in fanfics that aren't related to the topic. Use your imagination and name them while reading! ♡

It was a hot summer day, and you were out at your favorite bar with two friends, having some drinks. It’s a small but decent place, hidden from the general public. Your friend XX just went to the counter to get some drinks for the three of you when two men entered the bar. You recognized the tall, white-haired guy: Nikolai. Nikolai and you have been dating for two months now. You haven’t seen him in the past few days since he had some "work stuff" (that’s what he called it) to do.

A pale, black-haired guy followed your date and sat beside him at the counter. It was probably the coworker he told you a bit about.

Nikolai ordered four shots of vodka and two glasses of wine for him and his company. Your friend, XX, gazed at them while she made her order as well. Nikolai noticed XX's curious eyes and gave her a clownish, goofy smile. The man beside him just rolled his eyes and whispered something to Nikolai.

XX grabbed the three drinks from the counter and rushed back to us with red cheeks. "Guys, did you see the hot guys there?" She asked excitedly. "Oh my, that white-haired guy is just...!" She pointed in his direction with her hand, like she couldn't even find words to describe how desperate she became in an instant. "And that handsome smile... he was totally flirting, I’m telling you!"

"Mhm, sure" you murmured without even looking at her. You grabbed your wine and sipped it in one gulp.

“Ay, girl, what’s the matter with you?” The other girl from our group laughed at your action. “You’re already dating someone; don’t be so selfish with your friends!”

“Yeah, she’s right, let our gaze pasture those two hotties, Y/N. Don’t be a meanie.”

You took a deep breath and forced a smile on your face. Since Nikolai hasn't noticed you already, at least you can test how serious he is about this dating thing between you two. You felt the booze slightly hitting your head from the fast drinking.

“I need to go to the toilet, guys” Your forced smile still rested on your face until you turned your back on your friends.

You rushed into the restroom without looking in Nikolai's direction. The irritation on your face was clearly visible. You tried to calm yourself down and splashed some cold water on your cheeks.

You opened the door, and the view you got was just shocking. You felt jealousy taking over in your mind.

Both XX and YY were standing at the counter, talking and giggling with Nikolai and his coworker. Your whole body got frozen for a minute, but then you took a deep breath and walked slowly to them.

“Hey.” You stood there, acting very confident even though your blood was boiling from the anger.

“Oh, finally, Y/N!” XX’s excitement got a bit lower when you arrived. “So, this gentleman here is Nikolai Gogol.” She introduced him. You bite your tongue and force a so-called warm smile on your face and reach out your hand to him.

“Y/N, nice to meet you.” You said it in a cold voice, but a light, cheeky smirk unconsciously appeared in the corner of your mouth. Nikolais shocked face made you feel much better. He gave you a very woozy but long handshake.

“My pleasure” he said with a pretty crooked, quiet voice. Fortunately, your tipsy friends haven’t noticed a single thing.

“And the other gentleman is Fyodor Dostoyevsky.” said YY.

You shook his hand too, with a warm smile. He looked at Nikolai suspiciously when he let go of your hand.

XX leaned into your ear and whispered: “We were trying to dig into these handsome guys’ dating lives, but Nikolai just jokes around about it. Maybe you could get us some information.”

Her eyes were filled with lust, and her voice was really sloppy from the alcohol. You nod almost invisibly and turn to Nikolai again.

“So my friend says you're looking for some fun tonight?” You ask the question loud in a playful tune and place your index finger on his knee.

He seemed shocked, and his face turned a light shade of pink.

“That’s not exactly what I said. I told the ladies I was having a few drinks with my colleague, Fyodor, and would see what came next. Did you hear fun in the sentence somewhere?” He put on a cheeky grin on his face. His eyes were sparkling; he clearly enjoyed the situation.

On the other side, Fyodor looked a bit suspicious and lost.

"I could bring you some fun if you let me." XX appeared beside Nikolai, putting her hand on his shoulder and softly gripping it.

YY seemed a bit off in the situation, as did Fyodor; to be honest, they looked tired and worn out.

"What kind of fun do you have in mind, m’lady?" Nikolai asked playfully, but he still looked into your eyes curiously. It seems like he’s waiting: when will you give this conversation a cold cut?

“Hmm, you see…” She leaned in toward his ears. “Something li-“

"I think you should take YY home. She seems a bit off." You grabbed XX's shoulder hard and pushed her a bit back.

YY’s head was on the counter, she was totally passed out. Who knows how many shots they had while you were in the bathroom?

“Why won’t you take her home? You could call your boyfriend or what, on the way.” She looked absolutely pissed at you.

“Why bother calling my don’t know what to call him if he’s right in front of me?” You said it teasingly. As you finished the question, Nikolai started to chuckle.

"W-what?" XX looked shocked by the information and took a few steps back from us. She stood still for a minute, then forcefully grabbed YY's hand and made her stand up. "I don’t know what this sick, perverted game did you two," she said, looking at Fyodor. "Or three played with us, but we’re leaving." She rushed out with YY from the bar.

Nikolai turned around to Fyodor and asked him with a gentle voice to leave the two of you alone.

"Well then. It was a pleasure to meet you, Y/N." He bowed in your direction as he stood up. He leaned in for a moment to Nikolai and whispered something in his ears before leaving.

“So that’s the way you act when I’m not around? Flirting with anyone and all?” You asked a bit annoyed.

“I think it’s a huge misunderstanding, Dove.” He said in a very gentle, calm tone.

“I think it’s not.” You say it in a very neutral tone. He looks surprised and waits for you to continue. “Well… to be honest, we never discussed what’s going on between us.” You felt a bit exhausted from the former anger you had to deal with.

“A-ha!” He burst out laughing. You look absolutely confused at this moment. “So you think you can have me?” He leaned really close to your face. His breath brushed your face while he spoke. You took a deep breath before answering his question. You licked your teeth and looked directly into his eyes with a very teasing gaze.

“I mean… couldn’t I?” You asked, holding eye contact with him, and a lustful, cheeky smile appeared on your face.

He stared back at you but couldn't stand it for too long.

“Oh fuck” he cussed under his nose, quietly. His cheeks turned a light shade of red.

“Yes? … or no?” You lean in a bit closer, just inches apart from him. You feel your confidence coming back to you.

He looked back at you. "Yes…" Nikolai licked his lips, looked around carefully, and pulled you in for a kiss. He moved gently, pushing them together, then gently slipped his tongue in your mouth.

You feel like your legs are going to give in and let a quiet moan out in the kiss.

“I think we should leave.” Nikolai mumbled on your lips. You lean back against him and nod. A pretty visible tent formed in his pants.

“Oh!” You act surprised for a moment then softly giggle. “Yeah, you’re right.”

He took his cane and stood up, holding his hand out to you. You take it and leave the bar.

“So…” The two of you started walking out of the small, empty street. “I think I’ll take a taxi.”

You see one parking next to the sidewalk, not too far, and raise your hand to make sure the driver can recognize your intentions.

“Care to share one?” Nikolai asked in a quiet, sly voice. You can sense he’s got something planned in his mind.

You decided to play along with the clown.

“Sure, but you see, I live pretty far from here.” You said while getting in the car. You told the driver your address. As soon as you finished, Nikolai quickly pulled the taxi curtains down. “You should tell him t-“ Before you could finish your sentence, he shut you up with a rough kiss. He put his cane on his other side and pushed his body to yours. One of his hands held your waist, and the other wandered on your thighs all the way up until it reached the end of your dress. He gripped the fabric hard, almost destroying it.

“My darling, I should tell you.” He took a deep, heavy breath while speaking. “This dress looks so nice on you…” He leaned toward your ear, whispering every word carefully. “The way it highlights your nice figure… and shows so much of those dainty long thighs…” He let go of the fabric and caressed the bare skin on your leg. “It makes me insane. It makes me wanna eat you up alive.” He moaned in your ears and teasingly licked your earlobe.

He grabbed you by your hips and pulled you underneath himself, making you lay down on the seats. “But I guess you already knew that, am I correct?”

You breathe through your mouth, trembling under his touch. The whole situation excites you. He swung one finger all the way up from your knee on your inner thigh. Your legs started to shake, and you felt your clit pulsing.

“W-we’re still inside the taxi…!” You had to bite down on your lips as Nikolai’s fingers started to wander under your dress. He reached your panties and warily touched your pussy. You struggle to stay silent.

He smiled at you devilishly as he saw how miserable you looked underneath him. He leaned down and started to kiss your neck, still caressing your needy parts.

“You know darling… you made this. So you have to endure it.” He whispered to your skin; the way his breath touched your neck sent shivers down your spine. His fingers wander around your entrance. He pressed one finger there, but your panties are still holding a wall to it. “And you need to take responsibility for this as well.” He held one of your hands and carefully placed it on top of his boner.

You haven’t been intimate with him before. Sure, you’ve been wondering a lot, how big he could be. And now you know the answer: it’s not big. No. It’s huge. You squeeze his digit lightly, and he let out a loud moan into your neck. He hungrily kissed you and started fingering you through your panties. He totally lost control.

Suddenly, the car stopped. It was the perfect wake-up call to realize what you were doing in the back of the car. The driver grinded his throat.

“We’re here.” He said in a really awkward tone.

Nikolai got himself together fast, while you still lay on the backseat, trying to calm yourself a bit.

“Thank you, sir.” He helped you sit up and pay for the ride.

Nikolai opened the door for you and gave you a hand to get out. Your legs felt weak, but the fresh air helped you cool down a bit.

“Wait a minute, Kolya.” You sound really serious. “I don’t remember telling you that you could come to my place.” He looked surprised, his eyebrows nearly touching his hairline. He took one step forward.

“Oh, you’re ab-so-lu-te-ly right, m’lady.” He tugged your hair behind your ear before he leaned in to you. “Then you want me to continue what we were doing here?” He whispered teasingly. You bite your lower lip hard and feel your body heating up again. “You want me to fuck you on the street?” He let out a deep moan and licked your earlobe. He gripped into your asscheek.

You look around quickly, then grab Nikolai’s hand and drag him to the front door. You get your keys out of your bra and slide it in the keyhole.

Nikolai looked amused. “Clever!” He mumbled under his nose. As soon as he set foot in your apartment, he slammed the door behind you and pushed you onto it. “Would you mind putting away my hands the way you did your keys?” He giggled and pulled up the end of your dress with his cane. “Indeed, I found a better place…” He held your hand above your head, pinning you to the door.

He dropped his cane to the floor. With his free hand, he pulled your panties down. He looked amazed by your naked lower body.

“Oh my, oh my. Not just pretty here…” He gave you a light kiss on your lips. “But also pretty here.” He touched your pulsing clit, just putting pressure on it with his palm. You let out a loud moan, and your hips instinctively moved in response.

He smiled wickedly at your behavior. Nikolai licked your lips and opened them for a kiss with his tongue while he slipped two of his slender fingers inside your needy cunt. You were whimpering in an instant, and arched your back from the pleasure. His fingers moved smoothly in your wet pussy, hitting your sweet spot from time to time as he pumped them in and out.

He started to kiss your neck, biting your skin insatiably. He clearly enjoyed how you reacted to his actions. Nikolai let go of your hands and kneeled before you, pulling your panties all the way down to your ankle with his mouth.

You look amused at how sexy he looked. He slowly straightened himself up, leaving his kisses on your leg along the way. He let his tongue out and lightly licked your clit while he still twirled his fingers on the inside. You shriek from the pleasure; unconsciously, you grip his hair and pull him closer to your aching cunt.

“My, my, you’re so impatient.” He smirked and started to eat you out. His tongue moved in circle motion around your clit, sometimes he even sucked on it lightly. He’s really fascinated by how sweet you taste and how soft your skin is there.

He swallowed your juices like it’s the most delicious thing he’s ever had. He groaned in your pussy while licking it closer to his fingers. He slipped the tip of his muscle in your cunt as well. You see stars from the pleasure as you’re getting closer and closer to your climax.

All of a sudden, he stopped moving and gave you a final kiss on your pussy before moving away from it.

“Not so fast, darling.” He stood up and kissed you. You can taste yourself very well, since his whole face is covered in your moist. “You should return the favor first.”

He smiled mischievously at you and placed your hand on his bulging pants. For a moment, you froze; you’re a bit scared about his size. But also crave him, want to know how he tastes, want to see how it looks, want to feel it inside you…

“Or is the little birdie scared?” He started to unbutton his pants and pull it down. His cock sprung right up, twitching in the air. “Kneel down~” He ordered you with a very gentle tone. You do as he told you, and now you face his digit closely. The tip got a nice pinkish shade, and his veins are visible.

“Open your mouth.” He touched your lips with his tip, and a light moan escaped his mouth. You slip your tongue out and lick it before taking it in. His hips started moving and you couldn’t even take a deep breath before you started choking on his long dick. He banged your head hard, the end of his digit slammed into the back of your throat. You felt your tears rolling down your cheeks. His moans filled the apartment; he held your head with both hands as he thrust harder and harder. You look up to him with wide, tear-filled eyes: you can see he’s in full ecstasy.

“Oh, you’re so good… such a good slut…” He groaned out loud,and you feel his cock pulsing intensively in your mouth. You feel his grip tighten in your hair, making you take in all his length.

All of a sudden, he stopped moving; he rested his cock in your mouth. He was panting fast; you could see some sweat sparkling on his face.

In a blink of an eye, you were laying down on the floor with Nikolai’s body towering on top. You were coughing intensively from the deepthroating.

“Now let me test out how well your other hole can take me, darling.” He said in a heated, husky tone and pressed his tip to your entrance. He moved it up and down all over your pussy before entering. With one thrust, he pushed his whole length inside. Your eyes rolled back from the mixture of pleasure and pain. Your pussy was squeezing him tight while he waited patiently for you to get used to his size.

“F-fuck, Nikolai… you’re so big…” You moaned and dug your fingernails in his back.

Nikolai groaned from the pleasure you gave him; your words had him twitching in your wet cunt. He started moving slowly, but very skillfully. The wet sound he made while sliding in and out of your sticky, warm pussy sounded like music to Nikolai’s ears.

He softly giggled between his loud moans; he was impressed by your reactions. He slipped two fingers in your mouth. You instinctively sucked on them, lustfully playing with them with your tongue. He moved his hips even faster in you, hitting your g-spot more frequently. You whimpered from the stimulation, and felt more sensitive than ever. Nikolai pulled out his fingers and slowly wandered them down on your body. For a moment he squeezed your breasts, which led you to let out a lustful scream. He continued his way down until he reached your stomach. He pushed his palm hard on it, making you feel his cock inside even more intensely.

Nikolai’s lips curled into a naughty smirk, then leaned in to give you a sloppy kiss. He playfully sucked on your tongue, making you groan in his mouth louder. He sneaked his finger to your pulsing clit, rubbing it gently. His cock continuously hit your sensitive spot and the stimulation on your clit made you whimper even more.

“N-nikolai..! I’m g-going to..!” You were panting in his mouth, but your whiny voice made him go nuts. He was thrusting inside you unceasingly, pushing you closer to your orgasm. Your pussy clenched around his digit, making him leak some precum inside you.

“Cum with me~” His sharp, cold breath made your legs shake in the intense heat. He bit your neck roughly, leaving a very visible mark on it. You felt your orgasm building up inside, squeezing his cock tighter. He kept circling on your clit and thrusting inside you more eagerly.

His hips slammed harder against yours, and he moved more vigorously in you. A loud whine escaped your mouth as you felt his cum filling you up. His whole body was shaking from his orgasm. He was slowing down his thrusts; the both of you were panting loudly. Nikolai pushed one last time inside, then pulled out his cock. The mixture of both of your juices dripped out of your worked up pussy.

Nikolai lay down on the floor beside you, gently caressing your waist and leaning in for a kiss. Your warm tongues danced together in his mouth. After he broke the kiss, he was looking at you with a warm, playful smile on his face.

“So, darling. Did your boyfriend do well?” He was giggling lightly at the surprised look on your face. You got up on your elbows to get a more steady posture. “What’s the matter, my little dove? Isn’t it what you wanted?” He grabbed your hips, pulling himself closer to you. Nikolai was acting like a big kitten, brushing his face against your skin, making purring sounds as well.

“Indeed it is.” You smiled and leaned down to give him a kiss on his forehead. “So you shouldn’t flirt with other girls from now on.” Your voice was still a little bit irritated; but your heart was overwhelmed by the love you felt at that moment.

He let out a huge sight and suddenly stood up from the floor. You opened your mouth to say something, but all of a sudden, he picked you up from the ground bridal style. “No need to worry, Y/N. So, tell me, where’s the bathroom, angel?”

♡ Special thanks to @jounosnumberoneslut for the endless dirty inspiring talks ♡ ♡ And I forgot to tag in my first post the holy trio who inspired me to start writing my own fanfics: @win-writes , @iovetecchou and @stinkyme (thank you for writing the most toe-curling fanfics, guys!!) ♡

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hiddenlife-manager · 1 year

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Nikolai Gogol NSFW

Nikolai Gogol x Fem Reader

Extra: Nsfw, extreme, dub-con ish, knife, blood, extreme choking, DomNikolai, SubReader, rough sex, creampie, slight praise, and probably more idk

Authors Note: BACK AND ACTIVE! Ish! I’m gonna have fun with bungo stray dogs again cause I stopped for some time. I have an idea about cocaine usage for nsfw but I have no idea who in Bungo stray dogs would fit other than Dazai.

Good Reads

"Be careful!" You cried. His hands pinned your arms above your head while your naked body squirmed around. Your breasts were exposed while you kept your underwear on.

"You are ravishing!" He lowered his body onto your skin, kissing you on several parts. "I could just kill you right now." He mumbled as your moans echoed through the room.

"I don’t even know your name!" He raised himself up; his scarred eye stared intently at you, a smile plastered on his face. He placed his face in front of yours.

"Nikolai, make sure to scream it for me." He laughed right before capturing your lips in his. He pulled your body up in the middle of the kiss.

"This may be a bit unprofessional for me, but I prefer to get straight to the point tonight." He pulled you toward the edge of the bed as he got off it. In a matter of seconds, he suddenly held a knife in his hand. You whimpered at that, unsure of how he got it.

"Darling, you mustn’t worry; I wouldn’t ever hurt you!" He cut your underwear off and simply laughed at you. His arms raised your legs over his shoulders. "Fingers crossed." He chuckled.

He tossed the knife to the side and placed his hands on his pants, lowering them until his cock sprung out.

"Darling, I hope you know I like pain." He stuck his cock in with no warning, causing your hands to grip the sheets tightly. Your scream pierced through the hot, steamy air echoing through your apartment.

He leaned toward you, slamming his cock into your tight hole. You weren’t prepped, and there was no lube. All of it stung as he forced his cock into you. You attempted to push him away, but he simply held you tighter than before, his hands snaking from your waist to your neck.

His smile was ever so radiant as you could feel the sting getting worse.

"Oh my, you’re a bleeder," he chuckled, placing his lips tightly on your nipple "perfect." You felt a smile on your nipple tears ever so visible on your face.

"Nikolai please!" You cried, and all you heard was a sigh.

"Stop crying, you are ruining this." He rolled his eyes at you, and finally, with one last thrust, your pain-filled screams turned into pleasurable moans. He raised his head and kept his hands on your neck. "Now this is how you do it, darling." You nodded, tears still sliding down your cheek.

He slammed into you several times, causing you to moan and drool. His hands slowly started to tighten their grip on your neck, and you gasped suddenly as you felt your airways tighten. Your hands rose to his as you felt him get tighter on you. He started to groan each time he tightened his grip.

"God, you are so amazing. I could just kill you." Your eyes widen. Letting go of your neck, he kissed your wet lips, finally thrusting once more as he bit into your lips. There, you felt your cup getting filled. He finally pulled out, and there your cunt clenched on nothing, pushing out his cum.

"How upsetting! I simply cannot kill you." He kissed you once more as your body fell limp. He caressed your limp body with a smile on his face, dreaming about things he could do with your.

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kiwicidios · 11 months

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( art credit - give credit if you use !! )

♫ྀ ✭ , ░

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bsd-obsessed · 19 days

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Nikolai in Miku Costume

no context whatsoever.

couldn't decide which one to post, so i'll just post both of them :D.

fitting to say that i was listening to "Tell Your World" while drawing this, haha.

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kaus-quietis · 1 year

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C-CAN YOU HEAR THE CIRCUS COMING?!? CAN YOU? CAN YOU??

#bsd #bsd nikolai gogol #bsd nikolai #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs nikolai #bungou stray dogs nikolai gogol #bsd fanart #traditional fanart #fanart #i REFUSE to draw him with any other eyecolour than yellow #the YELLOW EYES stay ON in my fanarts #THIS HELLSITE IS THE CAGE #AND I NEED TO ESCAPE #but how?... and who could help me?#hmm...#can you hear The Circus coming? inside our Cathedral here... can you hear the music getting louder?#taking over?#can you? can you?#won't you before it's too late?

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morzyin · 10 months

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Lindo e doido, do jeito que eu gosto!

Bungo Stray Dogs - S5 (Ep2)

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sillyphantomboo · 1 year

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#anime fanart #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs nikolai gogol #bsd art #nikolai gogol

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gigglemite · 5 months

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#gigglemite #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #bsd nikolai gogol #bsd nikolai #bungou stray dogs nikolai gogol #nikolai gogol #UNIVERSITY HAS BEEN K1LLING ME #IM SO TIRED #FUCK #SO #HERES A PRETTY NIKOLAI FOR MY OWN WELL BEING

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favficbirthdays · 1 month

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Happy Birthday

Nikolai Gogol (1st April)

Bungou Stray Dogs

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cherrieflavouredheadcanons · 2 years

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Can I request h/c's for Nikolai and a fem s/o who enjoys scooping him up and carrying him bridal style?

Of course I hope you enjoy this headcanon, and sorry it took me so long to write it

CW: None, just fluff

Reader is gender neutral

Can't believe i can finally use Gifs with him animated and no longer have to rely on manga panels

Carrying Nikolai bridal style

It all started when one day you two were lounging around on the couch and were betting on the dumbest things you could think of, e.g., “I bet you can’t balance 3 pillows on your head”- you to Nikolai. (He cheated and secretly used his ability to hold the pillows on his head)

The two of you kept on going like this until he bet you that you wouldn’t be able to carry him around bridal style.

You of course took that bet and without much of a warning you picked the man up.

Much to your joy and his dismay he let out a little squeal at the feeling of being suddenly hoisted into the air.

Though Nikolai had to admit, the feeling of being carried like a bride was a rather pleasant one, and you enjoyed carrying him around.

Since that day, the act of picking him up became something regular for you two.

It was a quick way to cheer him up whenever he was down or something on a mission didn't go according to his plan

You basically would pick Nikolai up whenever and wherever you could, earning delighted laughs from the man.

Sometimes people give you two strange looks when you pick Nikolai up in public but neither of you care.

This is basically your pwn personal love language between you two and no one could destroy that.

Aside from Fyodor who once threatened the two of you as you kept doing it around him,you knew when Fyodor was serious so you quickly put Nikolai down

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd headcanons #bsd fluff #bsd x you #bsd nikolai gogol #nikolai gogol #nikolai x reader #bungou stray dogs nikolai gogol #nikolai gogol x reader #gogol x reader #bsd gogol #nikolai headcanons #nikolai gogol bsd

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nikolaiismysugardaddy · 1 year

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pairings... Nikolai Gogol x Reader

contains...! smut! fem!reader, begging, teasing, masturbation, nipple play, a bit fluff in the end

AFAB reader

I apologize for any mistakes in advance - english is not my first language!

Hope you enjoy! xx

It was a rainy morning, everything was grey and cold. You woke up in the middle of the night and couldn’t sleep a wink ever since. You listen to the rhythmical raindrops hitting the windows.

You covered yourself up in a fluffy, warm blanket.

“It smells like him…” A huge sigh lefts your mouth as your thoughts start to wander around Nikolai, feeling lonlier than ever.

You haven’t seen nor heard of him since he left three weeks ago for a mission with the DoA. It was unusual for him, because he usually sends you letters to at least tell you he’s alright. You feel anxious and horny as you dive deeper into your thoughts.

As you sit there in silence, drowning in the smell of Nikolai’s cologne on the blanket, you suddenly hear a quiet laughter outside from the front door.

You jump from your seat and look around to find absolutely no one. Not a single soul is here.

“Now my mind plays tricks on me, huh?” You let out a big sigh. You were never this desperate before. You sit back, holding the blanket in your face. A tingling feeling starts to take over your mind and body.

A sudden idea pops in your head and you place the blanket between your thighs and start to rub it to your needy pussy. Your breath became heavier from the sensation. Suddenly, you hear another short, greedy laughter and feel the air moving next to your ear. You quickly turn your reddened face that way but still.. the room is empty. Not a single trace of another living creature there.

“I’m acting like a lunatic…” you shake your head a little, letting a bittersweet smile appear on your face. “I never thought I’m gonna miss him this much…”

You touch your face with the back of your hand, replacing it to Nikolai’s in your imagination. With closed eyes, you start to caress your skin with one hand and stop at your breasts, squeezing yourself lightly.

“Huh” A soft moan escapes your mouth as you start to play with your hardened nipples through your shirt. You feel your excitement growing in you and start whimpering from your own touch, still imagining Nikolai’s hands on yourself.

You rub yourself on the blanket more and feel your clit burning from the sensation. You place two of your fingers in your mouth, wetting them with your saliva then slip it under your shirt to continue playing with your own nipples. You twist and pinch your rock hard nipples with your wet fingers, feeling more sensitive than usual.

Your breath gets even more heavier as your hips start to move unconsciously faster. You squeeze your thighs closer together as your clit starts to burn up from the teasing.

“Ah my beloved Kolya” You moan the words and tilt your head lightly backwards from the pleasure your feeling.

As soon as you decide to touch yourself an unexpected hand appears in your pants. Long, slender fingers start to lightly caress your pent up clit.

“That’s how you worry for someone?” The husky, familiar voice comes from behind you. A strong, muscular body appear close to your back. You feel something rock hard knocking your spine from behind. You try to move your head that way, but his hand stops your face.

“All pent up like that…” he clicks his tongue, secretly appreciating your naughty behavior.

You jump from the surprise, hitting his rock hard buldge in his pants with your back.

“When did y— “ you couldn’t finish your sentence because suddenly he slips one finger in your wet pussy.

He leans down to kiss and bite your neck while you feel his fingers in yourself gently moving. You start to move your hips with his finger when it suddenly disappears as he stops his ability. You let out a loud, greedy moan.

You turn your head around to ask him why, but he shuts you up with a deep, wild kiss. He forcefully slips his tongue inside your mouth, kissing you hungrily. It feels like he’s gonna eat you up alive.

He move further from you with a wicked smile on his face.

“Go on sweety, I never meant to interrupt what you were doing” he giggles while you stare at him, begging with your eyes to be touched.

“Come on, darling. Touch yourself!” He whispers in your ear with a low husky voice filled with lust. You hear him unzip his pants and his hard, wet tip touches your upper arm. He puts one hand on your shoulder and the other on his dick.

He starts to move his hand on his thing, slowly. “I won’t ask you twice” His voice is more demanding than before and you know if you won’t do as he say he would torture you with endless edging.

You slip two fingers in your needy cunt and try to focus on the loud sloppy sounds Nikolai’s cock makes while he plays with himself. He quietly huffs from the great view he got from the back.

You press your shoulders to his chest while massaging your clit, but still not even near to that pleasure you wanted to feel. You want him, his long, slender fingers, his rushed kisses… his long, thick cock thursting inside you…

“Please Kolya, please” You start begging him in a whiney tone. You reach out to his free hand and squeeze it hard. “Care to help me here?” You turn around to face him. His face is all flushed from the excitement.

“For fucks sake” He rarely curse, but this slipped naturally from his mouth. He wanted to touch you himself as much as you wished for it.

He picked you up from the chair and pushed you hard to the wall. You wrapped your legs around his hips. His cock danced around your pussys entrance.

With one thurst he pushed it all the way in, leaving you breathless for a moment.

“You’re so hot, mhm, my little slutty Dove” He moans as he starts to move his hips, hitting your G-spot with the tip of his crotch. You hold him thight as he starts to move faster and rougher.

Nikolai grabs your chin with one hand and lowers himself down a bit to kiss you, his hot, wet tongue slips in your mouth.

You moan in his mouth as he fastens his movements, the both of you start to reach your climax. Nikolai let go of your face and starts to play with your clit until you came all over his cock, shivering from your intense orgasm.

He thurst in for a few more times until he came inside you, filling you up with his warm, thicc sperm.

You both pant from the intense, wild feeling, trying to calm down a bit.

Nikolai lifts you up a bit to get his digit out of you. The cum is dripping from both of you down to the floor. He still holds you, not letting you down, but now his touch is way more gentle than before. He looks into your eyes and gives a light kiss on your forehead.

“Did you miss me?” He softly giggles as he already know the answer.

“What do you think?” You take a deep breath, trying hard to not throw a tantrum at him. “Next time at least write me a letter… I was worried.” You lowered your voice. You ignore eye contact and bury your red, blushing face into his shoulders.

“I did!” He started walking with shaky steps to the bathroom. “I sent them with…” He stopped not just the sentence, but the walking. “With Fyodors rats…” He sounds pissed but starts walking again. He puts you down in the shower and makes sure the water is warm enough before rinse it on you.

“Oh. At least, you did wrote to me.” You laugh a bit as you saw his childish grumpy reaction on his face. You lean in to him with your wet, messy hair and give him a light kiss. “I love you, Kolya.”

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The Beauty of Death

tw. minor descriptions of blood, passive suicidal ideation

content. nikolai went hunting, bringing reader back to his home not knowing that they are the incarnation of death

pairings. vampire!nikolai x death!reader

word count. 1.7k words

a/n. i would like to thank vari (if they see this) for the idea and gabs (if they see this) for helping me figure out where to go with the story. I wrote reader as being czech because I like to project (it's not heavily shown, just 2 pet names are in czech). Finally, I'm pretty sure reader is gender neutral but if there are any implications of reader being female please let me know so I can edit it.

Right as his fangs sunk into your skin, blood pulsing against his tongue, he pulled himself away. The crimson on his lips wasn’t warm like a human—providing heat to his forever-cold body—nor was it sweet like many other women he had taken blood from. Your blood was bitter, a poison that caused him to jolt, coughing it up with urgency.

You sit up on white sheets that had been stained with red, watching as Nikolai kneels on the ground, hunching over where he had crashed in his haste. He spits the last of your blood up, a few red drops landing on your feet. You curl your legs into your chest, eyebrows knitting together in concern about the man kneeling before you.

Nikolai glances up, face scrunching at the smell of your blood dripping from the wound he made on your neck. He stares as your hand moves to the bite mark, gently touching it and moving your blood-stained fingers in view. You smear it between your fingers, watching as it spreads along your hand. Nikolai watches, taking your hand and bringing it close, almost touching your blood to his lips once more.

“What are you?” He asks, grin surfacing with a raised brow. “Neither your blood nor your scent is that of a human. Your blood is painful. I’ve had the blood of hundreds but none have ever hurt.” He runs his thumb over your fingers, looking at the blood contrasting his pale skin. You watch as Nikolai gently plays with your hand before he looks up at you once more, forming eye contact and tilting his head as he awaits your answer.

You reach your other arm towards him, helping him get up and sit next to you on the bed. “You said you like quizzes when you first brought me here, yes?” Nikolai begins nodding vigorously, his grin widening until you’re convinced he couldn’t possibly smile wider. “Then how about I give you three guesses to figure out what I am? Your best three guesses.” Laughter rings out and Nikolai claps his hands a few times before standing before you. He taps his chin and lets out small questioning noises.

“Another undead perhaps?” You immediately shake your head.

“Hmm. Do you take really poor care of your body?” A second

wrong answer.

He looks disappointed that he hasn’t figured it out, pouting at you. He deeply breathes, “I need to make this last one count!” You let out a small hum as you watch him pace. Nikolai scratches his head, observing you. Looking you up and down, walking around the bed to see every angle for a hint. Right as he begins analyzing you up close, his eyes instantly light up as he walks back in front of you. He does a slight spin, bowing theatrically. He tilts his head up to meet your eyes and shouts, “Aha! I think I know! You’re some kind of god, aren’t you?”

You smile, nodding your head. “Correct, Nikolai.” He cheers, fangs showing as he shouts praises for himself. He couldn’t look happier about being right. He grips your shoulders and asks question after question about what you do, how you got here, and why you’re among unholy creatures. You chuckle at his excitement, “Well to begin, I am death-”

“Like Mara? From the myths?”

You nod and he gazes at you, eyes widened in amazement. “Yes, but my name will suit me just fine.” Your lips turn up at the sight of his intrigue. “As for why I’m here, I enjoy watching the living up close. I don’t influence people's deaths—that would be needlessly cruel—but observing others and watching as they step closer and closer to their collection to the underworld is a bit of a hobby. And how I’m here,” You pause for a moment before your lips quirk up in a sly smile. “Do you really think a god couldn’t go wherever they please?”

Nikolai lets out a small chuckle, “I suppose you can do anything you want, can’t you?” He sits next to you, the bed shaking slightly under his weight. “I’m in the presence of a god, that’s something I never expected to happen in this neverending lifetime.” He inhales the scent of your blood again, a slight twinge pulling at his features as he attempts not to make a face of repulsion. “Is your blood going to be what finally kills me?”

“It won’t.” You say shuffling back to lay back against the mattress. “Not much went into your system. Were you to continue drinking despite the taste, you may have died from it if not you’d fall quite ill while I’d remain unaffected.” He hums along, kicking his legs back and forth and he processes your explanation. He bites his lip, a small amount of blood pooling from it that he quickly licks away. “I suppose you’ll have to continue hunting for food, láska, as I’m sure you’ve noticed my blood will not suffice.”

He glances at you before pulling himself over you, caging you between his arms. “I figured the blood of a god would be heavenly, the sweetest I’d ever taste, I suppose I was wrong.” As Nikolai speaks, you look over him hovering above you. You notice every detail from the scar on his eye to the smile lines curling down his cheeks to the build of his body. For a moment, you tune him out, focusing on his strange, cold beauty. In an instant, your eyes trail up to his lips and without thinking you quickly peck them as his sentence ends. He’s startled, allowing you to shove him off of you, laughing to yourself.

His eyes widen, mouth falling agape while his brain slowly clicks together what had happened. “The look on your face!” You cry out as laughter rings through your throat. Nikolai doesn’t respond, for a moment he is completely speechless and you fill the empty noise from him with your hysterics. He softens up as he recognizes the peck. His breathing slows as he finally processes what you had done.

“What the hell was that for?” He shouts out, tone exasperated.

“Humour, of course.”

Nikolai huffs, “So you find it funny to mock me?” He rolls his eyes and you click your tongue. Your head tilts at his question, vaguely offended at how he took it. “You think I’m mocking you?” He nods, a disgraced pout on his face. “That’s not how I wanted you to feel in the slightest! I apologize if I offended you, it wasn’t my intention.” You smile, fidgeting with your fingers. Nikolai can’t help but notice how awkward you seem for that of a god. “You looked pretty and I wanted to do something unexpected. I intended for you to laugh with me but I suppose I read you wrong.”

His lips quiver and a cackle emits from him. “You just wanted to make me laugh? That’s so cute! You’re so adorable.” Your eyes waver and he smirks at your faulty expression. “Am I making you lose your composure? A vampire, a being of sin, with a god?” He looks down at the wound on your neck once more before meeting your eyes. “Sorry, I’m going on and you’re still bleeding. I should probably clean you up.”

You watch Nikolai get up and leave the room. You wait a few minutes for him to return, kicking your legs back and forth and humming to yourself. You see him come back in with a wet cloth so you sit up and stretch a little as he reaches over and wipes the crimson that stains your neck and fingers. “Sorry, I don’t have any bandages so this will have to do.”

He’s unusually soft. You think. In the last few hours since you met, you saw Nikolai as a very eccentric man, always keeping you on your toes but in this moment he’s quiet, gentle, sweet even.

“Do you know what I want more than anything?” He asks, pulling you out of your trance. You tilt your head, asking what it is he wishes for. “Freedom.” A soft twitch of his lips doesn’t go unnoticed by you as the cloth continues to glide against your skin. “I wish to know what it takes to reach that freedom, to be as free as a dove flying through the skies rather than one trapped within a golden cage. I attempted to rid myself of my emotions, I killed the loved ones who trapped me in that cage…” He hesitates, “I killed my dearest friend, the only one who understood me truly.” You don’t know how to feel, whether to feel pity, or empathy, or to remain indifferent. “Even after all of that, I still feel trapped by my humanity. After hundreds of years in this world, trying to free myself, I’m still stuck in that cage.”

“Would death free me?”

Your heart cracks, you swear you can feel it. You swear you can hear it. A twinge and a small breaking noise. You know there are ways for vampires to be killed and you’re sure he knows too. You fear for him. You see death daily. You enjoy witnessing as people reach the inevitable, but you can feel that the two of you meeting may have shifted his death date. “Death can’t free you. All death will do is trap you further, leaving you in the underworld for the rest of eternity…” You trail off and silence falls between you both. It’s deafening, neither of you can bear it. You’re the one to break it though, with a quick statement, the kind that leaves him thinking everything and nothing all at once. “Your freedom shouldn’t be in spite of your emotions or your love. Your freedom should be a piece of it.” You cup his cheeks, “So fly, můj milovaný, like those doves you love so much.” You kiss his cheek. It’s cold. But it feels nice. “Your freedom is close. I can feel it.”

You get off the bed, slow steps reaching the doorway where, for a second, you turn back to him. “I should go, Nikolai, but you can just call my name if you want to see me again.” You walk out the door and he hears you skip down the hall, loud thumps as you walk down the stairs. “Okay, Mara-” A short pause before he whispers out. “I mean, Y/N, moya ptashka.”

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