#but I’m too tired to deal with that

[p0ssywhippedcream]

Will your L say “fuck” again please? 🥺🤭

broooooo imagining him on top of you in a dark room, you can barely see so you’re relying completely on feeling and he’s huffing right into your ear little sighs and whimpers.

his arms are shaking, elbows bucking as he holds his weight up and gets exercise for the first time in weeks. he’s exhausted, sweaty and a little thirsty but your hushed moans and the feel of your legs wrapped around his waist keeps him going.

he’s panting, probably embarrassingly like a dog and he would care about it, but holy shit the way you feel around him is occupying all his mind space. he pumps into you again, with a stupid little choked noise and your fingers tighten around his arms.

his thrusts are more of tight shoves, he only ever gets about an inch or so out before he’s diving back in with a gasp.

then as he’s getting closer and you’re both getting hotter and hotter, his lips are right on your ear and his cheek against yours when he cries out a high pitched “Fuck!”

his hips rock like a ship in unruly waves, his hair sticks to his forehead and his entire body shivers as he cums inside you. your stoic boyfriend murmurs a few more cuss words as he comes down from his high. he’ll probably feel pathetic tomorrow but right now, with your legs pulling his hardening cock back in and your eager grin, L can’t find it in him to care.

but he does find it in him to whisper out another “Fuck…” as he’s enveloped in your warmth again.

#woah what happened here #this spiraled quickly #i’m too tired to capitalize deal with it #oph.posts #oph.thoughts #oph.anons #l lawliet x reader #l x reader #oph.asks #l lawliet x reader smut #oph.quickies

[lady-grace-pens]

Slow writers of tumblr: has anyone figured out The Key to not comparing yourself to your peers who hit massive word counts daily? Or is this something we all struggle with together?

#kaitlyn talks for once #writeblr #writblr #writers of tumblr #writing #I’d be okay either one tbh #i just. would love to be able to support my productive friends while not feeling like shit and being jealous and hating myself #please #if anyone found the key #tell me #I’d be alright with support too #it’s just hard #you know? #rough to deal with #the jealousy. i want to be supportive without hating myself #is there a way? #i’m desperate #please just tell me what to do to stop hating myself and I will #i don’t know. #maybe I’m just hungry and tired and drained. it’s been a long day and I haven’t eaten anything #maybe tomorrow will be better

[leosmasktails]

Y’all I went to bed early for the first time in like a month just to be woken up by my sister kicking my instruments at 2 AM (cause she’s not careful and doesn’t care), and now I haven’t been able to get back to sleep 😐

I have to be up for school in three hours 😭

#I swear this happens entirely too much it makes me so mad #My parents have literally tried to talk to her and she just gets all defensive #Like at my old college I lived on campus and had issues with my roommate and her boyfriend (like I literally walked in on them doing it) #And I transfer deciding to live at home just to have to deal with it again at my house after a whole school year of it 😭 #But no ofc I’m not allowed to be upset about anything cause I’m apparently favored for just respecting our parents #Respect is earned and goes both ways #So when I do something for my parents I get something back for it and she doesn’t understand that #My bad for ranting I’m just so tired of this shit cause we’re both adults and she doesn’t seem to care about anyone else but her boyfriend #I was actually excited to share a room at first too cause we used to get along really well #leosmasktails #leosmasktails rants #anyways I think I got on the Dean’s list ✌️ #imma try to go back to bed goodnight chicas

[yveni]

I did a thing for the ‘use of color’ prompt. ( @postinglockwood )

Was using highlighter the best option? No.

Will I find a ton of mistakes when I wake up and absolutely hate it? Probably.

Anyways, I love when characters have assigned colors. It makes my heart happy.

#lockwood and co #save lockwood and co #anthony lockwood #lucy carlyle #george karim #locklyle #lockwood and co fanart #I’m already starting to hate it but I’m too tired to deal with it #caring for carlyle #yveni art

[omobitch]

Proshippers stop talking about antis for one second PLEASE. Like yeah we’re shipping weird and probably immoral shit and obviously people are gonna be angry about that so why don’t we actually enjoy our proships instead of whining about haters??

#some of you spend more time talking about antis then actually proshipping #guys. when you’re weird and evil. people are gonna be mad. so deal with it or don’t #it makes it so hard to live on here because every post is ‘antis go away’ ‘antis are weird’ I DONT CAREERE #I’m just tired of discourse lol don’t be too mad #proship #proship please interact #proshipper #proshippers please interact #antis dni #obposts #I don’t care if this is controversial because isn’t that supposed to be our thing? cmon guys

[monstersandmaw]

Here’s what I spent my day doing…

(C) do not use, edit, reupload

#showing people how mail is made and dealing with The Public #I’m exhausted #rinse and repeat tomorrow #except I’m working a late event in the evening too #hnnnnggggg tired #i am not a people person

[furox]

Different anon, I just want to say, in good faith, that no one is arguing incest is good in real life, but I think enjoying it in fiction is different. It's like liking serial killer characters, noncon or any other toxic relationship. I don't see why it should be excluded from the idea that your tastes in media doesn't reflect your values.

Thanks for commenting in good faith and for being civil. I do appreciate that greatly.

I’m afraid I disagree somewhat in this instance- and my lack of accord revolves mostly around the idea that the majority of discourse in this context is in reference to fanfiction in particular.

Something like non-consensual sex or incest presented in the narrative of a novel is quite different to a fanfiction author taking characters out of their original context and having them participate in such activities. It is not used as social commentary in a larger narrative, it is not allegorical, not a literary device… It is usually an act of indulgence in a taboo act by proxy, at least intellectually. It’s not circumstantial that beloved characters (often relatable to the author or readership) are used for these explorations.

I do understand your positioning that enjoying media and its contents is not somehow an endorsement of actions therein. I agree!

I also acknowledge that fanfiction is not necessarily “lesser” under all circumstances than published fiction. There is absolutely some shitty published work out there lol.

But I do think that the majority of fanfiction in which characters written as siblings, as in the example given, are then placed into incestual scenarios is at the very least concerning. Often people argue they are coping with sexual abuse of their own to defend such things— in that case, sure, write it, but then why are you sharing it online? The inherently collaborative nature of fanfiction authors and their readership directly encourages sub-fandom development surrounding these reimaginings. It is in this way something like incest is normalized.

Moreover, I don’t think it should be surprising that the idea that people regularly enjoy imagining sibling characters engaging in incestuous acts is disturbing to people. The sheer ferocity alone with which people defend engaging in things like this, acting as if it is a normal thing to stumble upon people doing, is mind-boggling to me?? If one can hold that it is an upsetting concept to some in their mind, why are they shocked when people do get upset?

I can appreciate there are nuances here, and I attempted to address some of these— but, simultaneously, what I think is central to the issue to me is that people who are engaging with/writing/supporting fanfiction like this are so vehemently convinced that they are being somehow oppressed when others express genuine upset and discomfort over something that is… a genuinely upsetting and discomfiting topic. It’s fucking weird to learn someone you trust regularly thinks about characters in such a way. Especially because in fandom spaces it’s often frequent, repetitive engagements— no one who is “in a fandom” has but a passing interest, lol.

And I see often the phrase “thought crime” thrown around- the idea behind this centering on the concept that even though they consider and think about incest frequently, they are not engaging in it, so they’re innocent and their thoughts can and should not be policed. I’ve also seen people who support engaging with such content say it is ableist to be disturbed by someone else’s thoughts, as some disorders cause people to have intrusive thoughts which may center on topics not dissimilar. The thing is, I don’t disagree. These concepts are rational.

The issue is that they are not quite topical: an intrusive thought is much different than regularly choosing to ruminate on and consider something regularly, repeatedly, and even frequently… as is essentially the manner in which fandom engagement functions.

I’ve experienced intrusive thoughts myself— real, genuinely disturbing ones, thanks terrible anxiety and adhd cocktail— but they are not at all characteristic of/similar to the willing engagement of writing and reading fanfiction.

Overall, that is what I take issue with the most. Fanfiction in which incest is often the impetus of a short work “shipping” related characters in a manner not constructive to any larger narrative commentary— it is incest for incest’s sake.

It not akin to finding meaning or something compelling in a narrative which comments upon the human condition and uses a toxic , complicated relationship as a vehicle or framing device with which to do so.

Fanfiction is instead often de-(or re-)contextualized, centered on the incest, and indulgent (— in the manner that all fanfiction is indulgent).

That’s what I personally take great issue with, and it’s why I have to disagree with you. Even if people aren’t “arguing incest is good in real life,” I believe for the reasons outlined above that the collaborative, repetitive, frequent engagement with incest for incest’s sake, essentially, is harmful in the way it normalizes a vile and abusive act and concept.

Thanks for reading.

#I’m done talking about this now I’m not answering any more of those asks #I appreciate anon for being civil and for laying out their take #I regret im too tired and busy to find citations for this response at the moment #incest cw #I’ve been thinking about people who engage in this shit a lot recently bc there’s a good deal of them in the TMNT fandom unfortunately #which is wild on another level considering they’re canonically ~16 as well so. double freak alert #asks

[keiyaku-tako]

What in the world is this.

Hello to you too.

#azul ashengrotto #azul replies #I’m too tired to deal with this today. #lycoris-san

[spineless-lobster]

if one more person asks me about college applications i’m going to burst into tears and rip their face off with my bare hands

#I KNOW I SHOULD BE LOOKING I KNOW I SHOULD BE SENDING THEM IN I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW #BUT ITS SCARY AND I WANT TO WORK FIRST #I DO NOT KNOW WHERE I WANT TO GO OR WHAT I WANT TO DO #THERES SO MUCH MONEY AND COMMITMENT IN POST SECONDARY EDUCATION I WANT TO MAKE SURE I AM MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION #‘oh but it’s no big deal you can change-’ WELL YOU’RE MAKING IT SOUND LIKE A BIG FUCKING DEAL #JUST GIVE ME A YEAR TO FIGURE SHIT OUT PLEASE #I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO HAVE FOR BREAKFAST TOMORROW PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE #PLEASE I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM I’M TOO YOUNG TO BE MAKING THIS DECISION #I DO NOT WANT TO WASTE THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS PLEASE #‘pick whatever you want as long as it gets you a job’ KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF #i’m so tired

[rosaacicularis]

why is it. that the only times i get super motivated to write. is when i cannot physically write anything.

#if you couldn’t tell i’m at work at being very brave about it #I JUST WANT TO WROTE MY BBC MERLIN SCARIAN AU #WHERE CUB AND SCAR ARE BESTIES AND GRIAN AND CUB BECOME BESTIES TOO AFTER THEY BIND IVER HAVING MAGIC AND BEING TIRED OF TRYING TO KEEP SCAR #FROMDYING AND MUMBO BECOMES A KNIGHT AND THEN HE AND GRIAN BOND OVER BEING NEW TO CAMELOT #AND CUB ALSO HAS TO MAKE SURE GRIAN DOESNT REVEAL HIS MAGIC TO ANYONE BECAUSE HES ACTUALLY SO UNSUBTLE ABOUT IT #he develops an eye twitch (in his other eye; scar had already given him one) #i just love them so much <3<3 #cub and jumbo bond over having to deal with grain and scar pining over each other #exasperatedly fond of their besties <3 #scarian #desert duo #hermitshipping #grian #gtws #cubfan135 #mumbo jumbo #merlin au

[favroitecrime]

i know some people were just talking about boycotting artists for the sake of talking about it lmao cause why is selena getting her song streamed rn? why’d y’all quickly turn on to see usher? are you gonna collectively buy pharrell & miley’s collab despite pharrell singing for an IOF fundraising event (and that’s fundraising besides the billions they receive annually)?

if you’re gonna stand on business put an effort to do so at least. this is one of the easiest things to boycott & effectively pressure these folks with large platforms into speaking & acknowledging the harm in having quickly supported israel & remaining deafeningly silent during the genocide(s).

#tag: i speakth #my two cents but really i should be getting paid $20 an opinion #posting this now while i’m still too tired to think of what i said #also because half the world is simply not awake on here atm so this will get buried and i won’t have to deal with stans god bless

[tootallthemodel]

I’ve been dealing with a lot of health problems recently, but I’m scared about these new results I’m about to get. I just hope it’s not Cancer. I’ve been in so much pain and I’m so exhausted.

#I’m trying to remain positive but it’s been a lot to deal with #I’m just tired of everything at this point #too tall #me #tootallthemodel #tootall

[emmafaeru]

see, I’m transfemme, but in a very much “I want to be the girl on bass with tattoos in jeans and a t-shirt”. trying to explain that to people that yes I am a girl but no I’m not super interested in being super feminine without getting my gender questioned or straight up ignored is impossible and makes me want to cry

#gender roles and misogyny strike again! #you’ll notice that I didn’t specify cos people. this is because it actually happens with trans people too! 😇 #I don’t know I’m just tired of constantly dealing with whatever this is called #it feels like I have to wear a skirt or put my hair up or wear makeup to be allowed to be a girl #which in part is just regular misogyny. but also cis women don’t get their very identity questioned if they don’t wear a skirt

[hetchiew]

I keep sneezing hard enough that not only does my congestion get knocked free, but my nose starts bleeding,

And then a few minutes later my congestion will come back strong enough that it stops the bleeding,

And then I sneeze again and the cycle repeats🙄

This has been happening all day and I’m really starting to not feel well😫

#I’m so exhausted #and everything hurts #literally on the verge of tears #just want someone to hold me and tend to my nose because I’m too tired to deal with this #🥺​😭 #I feel another sneeze coming as I write this😅 #self obs #cold & flu chronicles

[larry-hiatus]

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#I’m so tired of being the way that I am dude #I’m sensitive and fragile and emotional about fucking everything #I’ve been pulling away from my friends the past few months so that they don’t have to deal with it #but now it’s just being put on my online friends #and I hate it so much #I don’t know how to change #I don’t know how to not get upset over so much #sometimes I feel like I’ve come far and other times I feel like I haven’t made any progress at all #it’s so frustrating because it makes me so paranoid #do people dislike me because of this? are they talking about me? am I just a burden that people tolerate? #I just want to be fucking normal lol and I don’t know how #I’m too autistic and just a huge baby about everything all the time #I’m so stressed and overwhelmed about so much lately #but I can’t just keep using that as an excuse #do people just roll their eyes when I apologize because they’re tired of it and know it will happen again? #I want to just hide away #so that people don’t have to deal with me #and it sucks because I’m not saying all this to be like woe is me please feel sorry for me please reassure me #I’m just getting my feelings out #now is a great time for my schedule to be changing to not allow for regular therapy lol #idk man #I don’t know what I’m doing anymore

[starbuck]

accidentally forgot to start my laundry (which includes my one and only pair of bedsheets), so instead of going to sleep, i cleaned my entire house instead.

#so that’s what my productivity is looking at right now #my laundry is almost dry and!!!! my floors are swept and my carpets are vacuumed :)) #and this literally only transpired bc useless adhd brain cannot remember to do anything ever #still have not done ANY schoolwork or written either of the emails i need to write but like. #you can’t win em all #i’ll fight those battles again tomorrow #and win #and now that my FLOORS are clean and my tv is set up i can start seriously thinking about inviting people over #FINALLY. #the thing i have been WANTING to do ever since my coworkers and i became friends #so i made the right choice for sure #i’m too braindead tired to deal with school rn anyway #tomorrow will be MUCH better for that