#but besides that im chill

[blushweddinggowns]

Idea expanded, overtly adorable and protective Kas Eddie with established relationship Steddie.

Steve is obviously devastated when they find Dustin and Eddie. But he refuses to leave his body there, despite how horrifying and time-consuming it is to take his boyfriends dead body back up to the surface. And Steve just spirals, reduced to a crying mess that can barely do anything but sleep most days. And Eddie's body is sent to the morgue.

Where he wakes up at. He wakes up in a cold cabinet, horrified and confused. And what woke him up was the noise. The wet, squelching noises of his body knitting itself back together. But it's not just fixing itself. It's changing. And adding things that Eddie doesn't understand. But it fucking hurts.

And Eddie starts to freak the fuck out. He manages to kick open the cold locker he's in and he's still freaking out. Because now he realizes he's in a morgue. But he's not dead damn it. But he's different. And confused and scared and all he wants is Steve.

So he goes to him. And that's how Steve almost dies of a heart attack when a naked freezing should be dead Eddie taps on his window at three am. But he let's him in, of course he lets him in. He's so happy to see him he doesn't even question how huh maybe letting in your dead boyfriend who now has black veins, wings, a tail, and upside down looking scars is not a good idea.

But common sense doesn't matter because all Eddie does is hug him and cry. And it takes a while for both of them to calm down. But when they do Steve starts asking questions, none of which Eddie can answer. But it doesn't matter because he's here. And he's different and weird, but he's still him.

But he is different. Stronger, scarier, with teeth that can sharpen and nails that can morph into claws. And he's also more...touchy. And protective. And is glued to Steve's side, doing weird shit like smelling and licking him in random places, and nibbling on the back of his neck. And it takes Steve a minute to realize that he can freaking purr now. Not that Steve's complaining. He'd live in Eddie's lap forever if it meant he got to be with him.

Steve doesn't tell anyone at first because he's afraid someone might rightfully make the point that being in love with a maybe demon was not a good call. But the Party finds out anyway when they realize he's no longer sobbing every ten seconds. Everyone takes it well enough, even if they have to get used to Eddie involuntarily growling at them whenever they got close to Steve. But they figure it out. And now they have someone who isn't Eleven who can kill upside down monsters with ease which is a plus.

Even if he does this weird thing where he drops nearly every demon corpse he gets his hands on at Steve's feet for praise, always purring like the hybrid monster cutie he is when Steve tells him how good he is at protecting all of them and thanks him with a kiss, the bitter taste of black demon blood in Eddie's mouth be dammed.

#steddie #steddie fic #eddie munson #steve harrington #stranger things #steddie ficlet #just ideas #we're just talking #but like golden retriever kas eddie? #I'm feeling it brah #I'm feeling it #horror ish #body horror #ish #kas eddie munson #but make it cute #I always see kas eddie as like a tragedy or something that needs to be overcome #but idk man the thought of him being like hey im back and still me just extra strong and oh i have to protect steve with my life #because he's mine #but besides that im chill #seems fun

[my-fancy-hat]

... goosebumps

#the moment ichinose didn't sit beside touma i knew #baby boy baby. i have to protect him i have to. i need to tell him everything will be okay myself #i wouldn't wish for my worst enemie to get through something like that. for his entire world to see what hides his pouring heart #and how ichinose must feel i can only imagine. #i dont know anymore #i teared up during his confession #im not joking i had chills during *that* scene #if it weren't bc is 3am on here i would be running around the house screaming #heartbreak can be so devastating. an overwhelming pain and loneliness only gay people know #ao no flag #reading #idk how to put this but this manga has such a deep understanding of interpersonal relationships and how complex they can get

[nickeldalm]

i don’t get it iterator oc and slugcat color i use it my run

#rain world #fanart #myart #ironic how i post this after i talked about not having a passion for creating sth oc as such #which is actually true but im doing it anyway #beside I made this before that post #mundane combustion is like so chill with the scavengers because his place is overrun by them #for cha-nom i literally have no thought about them i just made shit up

[grapecaseschoices]

TAGGED BY @indorilnerevarine to do some MCs on this lovely picrew! [I was going to do my newest babus, my disenchanted mcs too but then I remembered I already did them here; so focusing on my OTHER brainrot with the Infamous kidlets]

Tagging: @galpal95 @ava-du-mortain @aylaaescar  @mt07131  @quinnorion  @narrativefoiltrope @wayhavenots @griffin-wood  @roxaro  @amlovelies @sun-teas @mistyeyedbi  @thee-morrigan   @thelittlestspider  @yes-prisoner  @karolinarodrigueswrites  @straightuppotato-art  @sunshineandviolets @sustainably-du-mortain @sohmiya @ice-knife @icanmakewords @eatingyarn @brother-genitivi @serenpedac and anyone else who wants to do this! [as always NO pressure <3]

[left to right; then top to bottom: Ori, Lala, Alana, Josnel, Hiyam

Summaries below:]

Ori Zhou: lead singer of Gains; will one day juggle during a show and thus giving a heart attack to Orion and causing Iris to roll her eyes to Mars as Rowan dies laughing and Devyn is left fretting over their expired bandmates; Victoria's unintentional sidekick and untentionally learning from Gina what they put Orion through; just wants his BFF back ... definitely made the wrong choice in choosing bus buddies. Lala Sandoval: lead singer of DramaWhore; exasperated and fond of their "little" brothers' antics [Rowan and Seven; but five seconds away from dropkicking the latter] and fond as well as smug about pushing Orion's buttons; lowkey fascinated by the way the new drummer makes them shiver and is looking to get under August's skin. Alana Carita: lead singer of Promised Promises; songwriter and guitar player; has the queerness TSwift fans wish TSwift had and with similar aesthetics; "whether you come as a lover or an executioner --" levels of going through it with Seven Lawless, nothing like realizing you've been in love with your EX-BFF AFTER she it makes clear that she hates you and you realize that you [REDACTED] her life ... just sapphics in love stuff; but at least she can have quiet moments with Rowan and August's hand to hold. When romance sucks, friendship will be the saving grace. Bethany Josnel Coleman: lead singer of The Notations; piano player and singer who is wondering if he should go back singing for the church choir -- he was prepared for drama, but come on!; Aren't they really here for the music? Is tired of having his ex-bf glare holes in his head almost as he is already tired of [REDACTED], take your own advice and leave him alone Seven; at least he finds some moments of peace with a certain loyal fan and her hot cute dad ... moments that most definitely won't be happening again!! [Totally unprofessional and dangerous to blur such lines ... right?] Hiyam Vinke: lead singer of the Vespas; triple threat: but according to ex-Seven that's because they're Obnoxious, Aggressive, and a POS; TEAM BLAKE BURN THIS SHIT TO GROUND [but away from my meteoric rise to success]; in it to WIN and NOT the sentimental hogwash that includes realizing that her parents neglect really DOES hurt her because her annoying fan and her dad keep rubbing their joy in her face [and because there is no Seven to buffer that emptiness] --- that is UNLESS said hogwash comes in the form of Orion's smile, heart-to-blergh-hearts with Rowan, .... and maybe one Victoria Valentine.

#i havent played the update with lala or bj yet so im winging their summaries #picrew: ori zhou #picrew: lala sandoval #picrew: alana carita #picrew: josnel coleman #picrew: hiyam vinke #tag meme #picrew game #meet my infamous mcs #infamous if #grapes chars #i usually do lala chill so i did more of her interview/on stage fit this time #and yes alana does know other colors beyond pink and pastels exist [... her skirt is pink] #also nothing is as funny to me as me realizing that hiyam may become team vic but only after she insulted her and earned 48% with the woman #[my lowest stat with any of the ros so far -- tho i imagine seb is lower but there is a glitch/err0r and i cant see it] #these summaries are both a result of feels and me doing everything besides what im meant to be doing

[schoenht]

whaddafuq who let the links connect to actual google chrome who is the idiot that updated tumblr for that <- procrastinator.

#💜.talks #I AM NOT DEAD. I MADE THIS SO YALL KNOW I AM NOT DEAD #I STILL HAVE PLANS ABT DOING STUFF BUT IM JUST. REALLY GOING THROUGH IT RN #no not mentally its about my show omfg im gonna make a whole post abt that drama #mentally besides that shitshow we're doing great !!! #yeah i promise im not abandoning yall i just need some time bc. yeah. #my homies know. they know. its hell right now. #BUT BY APRIL 21 OR 22 IM GONNA BE FREEEEEEE i should start working on the smau #if i am good enough i can crank out chapters like i used to #BUT YEAH THIS IS YOUR FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT I AM NOT DEAD #i am just chilling (almost started sobbing today bc of this stupid production) #best part is i CAN tell yall

[icedgarlic]

I finished all new hawkeye omgg

#all new hawkeye #my initial thoughts was that i loved it #reading the reviews kinda ruined the vibe lol #ik it had some big shoes to fill after the fraction aja run #but i still thought it was giving the vibe #i havent read much kate stuff besides the fraction stuff and young avengers #so idk if she was done well or not #the water color panels were so nice #im conflicted abt the ending #cause if things ars chill now how does it get shittier later? #but either way i really liked it lol #clint barton #hawkeye #kate bishop #im not sure how i felt abt kates backstory parts tho #they didnt give as much as clints idk

[mrsterlingeverything]

Unfortunately i really love chilling

#waiting for my boss to tell me she needs me to start doing office work and roof climbing but she doesnt have the money to front it #sooooo im chilling besides doing the stall fronts which is at 12 hours so far and i have 4 more to do today

[lelianaslefthand]

winona: the voices in my head are telling me to kill you

astarion: ...ok and?

#i hadnt watched this scene at all or seen it before (besides the trying to bite part) i was like bro is chilling???? #i wanted to cry the way he was calmly and gently talking to them im sooo mentally ill #bg3 #winona #astarion #.gameplay #x: not if it's you

[happistar]

Who would win in a dance battle, Michael or Jenna?

oooh good question!

I think Michael would get really into it, (as described by the script, "Jeremy's music obsessed friend" lmao) but I think he's more of the kind of guy to jam out casually and alone than in front of other people. He'd reluctantly accept the battle and absolutely crush it, but i think ultimately Jenna would win. She thrives whenever she's the center of attention, and would try to keep all eyes on her. She's tried hard to be noticed for so long, so I wouldn't be surprised if she practiced in her spare time or something to be seen at Jake's parties or something. Michael would probably falter under that attention, leaving Jenna as the winner.

#be more chill #bmc #happi rambles #anyways would love to see what other people think on this #just thinkin abt dance parties in general now too #christine would try to do something weird and abstract w/ jeremy's help. im just imagining mts where she's being carried #she would be so into it #brooke would want to do something similar and show off her skills #but wouldn't want to embarrass herself especially in front of chloe #but i think postcanon!brooke would take a lot more pride in her uniqueness and go for it #leaving everyone stunned #jake definitely has some dance memorized but like besides that he just kinda grooves alongside everyone else #jeremy cant dance. listen. he's shit. he barely even dances during halloween ajfnbjgnbgf #rich is probably only decent because he kinda learned from his squip + jake #chloe is probably pretty good but nothing out of the ordinary i think #happi answers #<- forgor to tag this

[six-of-ravens]

last night my friend looked at the stack of books on my table and said "for some reason Eileen makes me think of Supernatural" and I all but yelled "THAT'S WHY I BOUGHT IT!!"

true friendship.

#i literally chose which moshfegh books to pick up based on 1. the one Karen recommended on MFM a few months ago #and 2. 'it has a spn character name as the title and cool cover art' #so sophisticated in my decision making #also the car on the cover DOES KINDA LOOK LIKE THE IMPALA and apparently the story starts in '64 so that makes a bit of sense #anyway im excited to read it if/when i finish the stranger beside me #i say if not bc im thinking of dnfing it but bc it's SO GODDAMN LONG AAHHHH #im on page 320 #also. ignore the beer cans #i have not bothered to clean up from last night yet. tomorrow after my make-up work is housework time #today ia for chilling and going to the parents place for dinner

[babydarkstar]

‘not normal about athiesm’ i’ll be normal about it when you stop calling me schizo/psychotic for believing in higher powers. idc if u don’t believe in anything, just be respectful about what people do believe lmao

#like that’s always been my problem #yes im also critical of organized religion bc it’s inherently toxic #but i also have other interests besides being right about everything #idk i always see where athiests are like ‘im actually a rly chill and nice person’ #and then theyre the worst least chill person to exist ever #truly have not met a chill athiest who’s normal about athiesm and religion #if i have it’s because they don’t randomly bring it up all the time #or if spirituality is brought up theyre usually like. oh i don’t really believe in that’ and leave it there #bc isnt that your whole thing. you don’t believe in higher power. why do you talk about is so much #it can be argued that athiesm is a religion in itself for some people

[cinnamon-phrog]

Okay time to say it. I personally think that the 38 pin joke is a joke that goes both ways.

Yes it can be interpreted as 'ha ha this child thinks he's older than he actually is but they go along with it'

But it can also be 'ha ha the childish character is actually an old man get ratiod'

Or perhaps the secret third option 'haha puppet thinks he can age when he actually can't and never has and never will'.

At least, that's my own take. I also think most jokes on Yellows' age [marring Claire, aging the same rate as Red, and being forced to be Lily and Todneys' Mum leaning to him being an adult whereas him adoring his dad despite his abuse towards him, having imaginary friends and slightly broken speech patterns leaning to him being a child] go both ways, too. And are specifically structured to be that way.

#i see this get tossed around in arguments #people using it as excuses for all kinds of things #BOTH people who use it to justify him being an adult #and as a device used by those who interpret him as a child by calling people who take it seriously morons #people throwing in ableism when most who see him as a child are autistic themselves #it makes me. a person who personally sees him as adult or ageless. incredibly.... tired? #like can you all... idk... chill? be nice to each other? stop pushing people who're living their lives down for stupid things? #so long as no-ones being a pr*shipper we should all be respectful to one another. not a single exception beside that. #dhmis #dont hug me im scared #don't hug me i'm scared #yellow guy

[abstract-hellbender]

itsy bitsy iper post 🤪🤪 happy pride month folks

#first one is entirely trackpad ms paint btw #made it during history class too LMAO its chill im a pro #also ignore how 2nd one has worlds weirdest backgrojnd im current;y melting into massive puddle since - #- ive got sharty poopy sinus infection 🤪🤪🤪 im too loopy farted to figure out a better one sorry guys 😔😔😔 #playing around with perspective and colour #also jyeah idk why but sniper is probably my favourite merc to draw (besides soldier) so thats why I keep drawing him #my art yo #tf2 #sniper tf2 #tf2 fanart #art #ms paint

[astranauticus]

idk what is it about that one throwaway line from han sooyoung about her writing 10 chapters in one day that finally broke me but oh my fuckin god i love her so much

#orv liveblog #asto speaks #orv spoilers #(for the tags ->) #i KNOW theres more to her character in the epilogues. let me get to it #but also. god i love her.... #insane edgelord tsundere writer <3 #like especially in the past year or so being someone who *creates* art besides just consuming it has become such a big part of just #like its just a part of me. if i stop creating i die #so like... hsy the writer.... predictive plagiarism.... kdj witnesses yjh experiences hsy imagines.... alksdfjhlahsdlkfhslkdjf #okay also cuz i dont read much tbh KJFDHKSJDFH im an artist and theatre kid at best #but also like. yknow. the tsundere edgelord refusal to express affection like a normal person but doing it through your art #both her casting kdj in the journey to the west remake scenario as 'guy who needs to chill the fuck out and get carried by his teammates' #and also her asking him to read her novels like i want to create stories you love and stories that make you happy.... #lmao lets see how well all of this ages when i hit the epilogues #i have a very very vague idea of whats gonna happen and im very. well not even scared tbh just confused KJSDHFKHSDKFJH #lol my webtoon only friend keeps getting confused at like. yoohankim in general cuz hsy hasnt rly had that big a role in the webtoon yet #she keeps going 'is this orv or link click' cuz like a lot of yoohankim art gives off lowkey lc trio energy if you dont look closely LMAO #me (newly minted yoohankim enjoyer): WELL-

[pa-pa-plasma]

I would like to say that. unpopular opinion but I hate the "Danny's obsession is protecting people" thing (more & more every day tbh) because it feels very. Weird to me. Selfish almost?

Like, there's never really an explanation given (in fics) as to why, & it always comes off as. Danny isnt protecting people because he wants to, he's doing it because he's forced to, against his will. If he doesn't, he'll die.

whether your intentions are selfish or not doesn't matter to the person you saved but. it also proves the Fentons right. Phantom isn't helping because he's good. He's not helping because he cares. He's helping because he'll die or go insane if he doesn't. & what if there's no one to save? What if there's peace for a bit too long? Does he cause chaos in order to have something to stop? Or does his ghost half just fade away now that his obsession is fulfilled?

I know where it all comes from & I've seen fics based off this that actually go into detail & all that but lately it seems like a headcanon everyone falls back on for seemingly no reason.

why is his obsession "protection?" like what is the point it just seems so random to be reading a fic & then suddenly BAM it's revealed that Danny will go insane & die if he doesn't run around saving everyone for. some reason? and then they move on like it was never mentioned, & it never becomes plot relevant.

#i really dont see the appeal of randomly dumping this headcanon onto Danny but never taking it anywhere? #i really dont mean to be rude but it's late im tired & genuinely confused #people who make ghost obsessions more like hyperfixations i understand. i go that route #but the full blown Danny losing his mind & all that shit? idk. #i know people have preferences. ppl like shit for no reason sometimes just cuz it's cool #things dont need to have some big explanation #but it's killing me. this is such a huge thing to just casually drop in #it'd be like casually mentioning Danny went through PoT before the events of this fic #but it's just. there's nothing to show it? Danny is just chilling & all That is never brought up again? #like this is a pretty big thing right? Danny will Die For Real if he doesnt protect everyone 24/7 that seems like a big thing to me #Danny being scary & shit i get but like. if you just wanna sprinkle that in to spice things up a bit im sure there's easier explanations #like. Danny is a ghost & has weird vibes. that's a good explanation that doesnt have heavy implications #besides the whole being dead thing but we're already past that #i think i think too much about everything. but it's killing me. it's driving me crazy #why did Phantom's obsession do a total flip in TUE? he killed 90% of the world's population #i guess you can say it was Vlad's influence but also Vlad's obsession is mord ''possession'' than ''murder everything'' #idk i need to lie down & not think about it. enjoy your headcanon by all means im just. overthinking everything