#but for the love of god u other people please no

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Do you think Wei wuxian listens to weezer?

I don't know...I don't know...I really don't know.....

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan sizhui #blood #I mean this in the most sincerest way possible: This ask has become my 'does bruno mars is gay' to me and anyone in close enough proximity #I first read this after having just woken up and it rattled me so intensely #would he???? I don't know??? It's dad music but it also sort of works for someone a little bit out of step with time? #I'm a bit of a wwx kinnie and I love music but I don't really have any headcanons for what modern music he'd like #other than 'unironically classical music and its one of the first things he bonds with lwj over as teens' #(they get into very heated arguments about composers and arrangements) #but also. the concept of wwx really liking wheezer to the point its the first thing he's gotta check in on after 13 years dead? #*that* did me in real good #I hope people enjoy this one as much as I did #'Does wwx listen to wheezer' Please oh god wheezer and mdzs fans please come together to tell me what songs wwx would like #my money is on 'lost in the woods' its so campy #EDIT: just been informed weezer doesnt have an H in it..this is how much i know. thank u everyone who left weezer recs in comments and tags

[imaginethathaikyuu]

it actually makes me sick to see people share the BDS boycott list but continue to support companies on the list lmao

one of my mutuals just made 3 tweets in a row about getting mcdonalds when a month ago they were making a thread of helpful information, posting the bds list, and tweeting the watermelon emoji

like do you actually give a fuck about whats happening or are you only virtue signaling for retweets? this shit is so fucking mind numbing like im so pissed off and i know im directing my anger at something small retrospectively but how are you going to be a hypocrite in this situation how are you going to pretend to care how are you going to ignore the simple things we’ve been asked to do i want to just scream

when the bare minimum is not supporting corrupt brands, and self proclaimed leftists can’t even do that, how is anything going to change. am i going to be angry for the rest of my life

#it just makes me mad and i need to rant. everything makes me mad #fuck brittany broski too she can choke and lose everything btw #im begging u if u are reading this to seek out important information and share it on twitter tumblr ig facebook. post it on ur stories #i dont care if only 5 people see it thats better than zero. #no one has any excuse to stay silent. I should have spoken up sooner. EVERYONE should have been speaking sooner #i have friends that currently are posting about abortion rights and gun control and lgbtq rights but have shared nothing about palestine. #and it makes me so angry because the only thing we can do is share information and protest. #follow palestinians share their posts. please for the love of god #follow bisan and motaz and hind and other journalists. follow bds. seek out the information

[compacflt]

a couple months ago, you mentioned you were working on a fem!mav AU. Is that still something you're thinking about/working on? And if so, do you have any thoughts about it you'd like to share? I find the idea compelling...

unfortunately no because 1. my rate of content production has slowed so much bc of life events (and not being entirely [and perhaps mentally ill-ly] consumed by the writing desire anymore) that my one main goal is to finish my fic series extras before my fickle brain decides my top gun phase is over, so that’s my top priority

2. i have found that the mindless overdisplay of masculinity is so integral to Maverick’s character that as soon as you make his masculinity (butchness?) part of an intentional thought-out strategy to be taken seriously by men, his original thoughtless and impulsive character completely disintegrates and he/she ceases to be maverick (so why write fanfiction & why not write original fiction at that point)

3. i couldn’t figure out how to write goose (a straight man in the 1980s who canonically makes a plan to cheat on his wife). i couldn’t decide whether or not he’d be overtly sexist and the thought made me so depressed i couldn’t write it. not to mention in all my other fics i only ever used goose & goose’s death as a symbol for ice & mav’s military and sexual guilt (he’s the #1 thing they don’t talk about) so i literally do not know how to give him speaking lines lol he might as well be an object like a table lamp for how much agency i have historically given him

#in summation i do not feel skillful enough to pull the concept off :( #im delegating it to the rest of you talented people #pete maverick mitchell #top gun #nick goose bradshaw #just please for the love of god if u write this concept don’t have mav and sexist ice get together PLEASE #str8 icemav does not work ‘the plaque for the alternates is down in the ladies’ room’ it is because of mavericks manhood that they #understand and respect each other

[spacedlexi]

is anybody else out there still creating twdg fanworks 😭📢 where is everyone please dont say reddit i cant go back there

#im gods bravest little soldier for following fandom tags but its rough in there #guess i should specifically say where are the twdg fans who didnt hate violet #sometimes i remember how homophobic (and racist?? in the lee and clem game??) people were during s4 (and still are on reddit/yt) and think: #maybe i should stop looking and just let the cool people find me #go knocking on enough doors and the devil may answer #but i want to see fanart 🥺 #was only Slightly surprised by the misogyny because this is clems game series but hoo boy the misogyny towards violet...... #ive gotten used to how quiet it is i gotta remind myself a dead fandom is better than an annoying one 💀burning shores reminded me of that #so hard being a wlw in video game spaces please where are my other wlw video game enjoyers i need to find u 😭 #gotta draw some more ellie to lure them in like an angler fish #im honestly surprised how dead twdg seems to be esp with the way the final season ended?? its set up so well for fanworks?? #theres a lot of unaccounted for time even before clem got to the school. and its set up that their lives could be anything now #is it just because people were burned so hard by seasons 2 and 3 that a lot of people just didnt even play 4?? #or maybe they didnt even know s4 was un-cancelled?? #because i know theres a lot of people who stopped after 3 #but 4 is such a return to form. its like the other side of the coin to s1 for me. like if s1 was more hopeful instead of dreadful #it is Such a love letter to s1 honestly. imagine if telltale didnt shut down in the middle of production and they got a full budget..... #sometimes i imagine it... s4 with a full 5 episodes??? in my dreams. literally. #oof this turned into a ramble im just fandom lonely #twdg #it speaks

[cowardstiel]

i think it should be mandatory that everyone watch The Social Dilemma at least once every six months

#dear everyone saying that tumblr doesn't have an algorithm: yes it does oh my GOD. #i see people say this so often irt twitter and reddit migration #just because tumblr has a different feed system to facebook/inta/twitter doesn't mean the only things you see are exactly what you want #free of influence or coercion #simplest example is tumblr suggesting users and tags for u to follow. what do you think is informing its suggestions? #how does it know which blogs are similar? it's not by fucking chance #please i know we all clown on what a mess this website is and how poorly it delivers ads but let's not forget that that's a choice they mak #if tumblr wanted to deliver ads in the way other social media sites do they could. but it's part of the image they've created for themselve #hence why they feel they can offer a paid subscription to remove ads that has an off switch so u can still see their weird crazy zany ads #because they know how much we love to clown on their shit ads. they know users will screenshot and share ads if they're weird enough #and they want you to. they're not so incompetent that they can't get us classy ads lol. this is their brand. let's not forget that! #anyway this is all triggered by me sending someone (hi bunni <3) a post of misha collin's sfx make up in gotham knights that popped up as a #recommended post despite me never having watched it or searched for it etc. what triggered that post appearing was me searching/tagging spn #a couple times recently. and of course misha collins and spn are frequently cross tagged. anyway since then i have been bombarded with that #godforsaken show constantly on my dash #sorry to gotham knights enjoyers i get the appeal and i am a dc simp but it's just not for me ig #if u read all this i love u im kissing you sloppystyle and or giving u a firm and warm handshake and or a friendly nod like we're walking #past each other on a beautiful day <3 #my post

[welcometogrouchland]

*twirling my hair* do you like cassandra cain? if not, do u have a moment to hear about our lord and saviour cassandra cain?

CASSANDRA CAIN MY LOVE!!! She's definitely the batgirl I've read the most in terms of full issues, the first 30-ish issues of her solo by Kelly Puckett Scott Peterson and Damion Scott had me hooked and I binged them but fell off after Horrocks came on (nothing against him, he was just given an editorial mandate to make the book more romance focused and it turned me off because it felt so ooc for Cass to me lol. I do own some of the issues he wrote tho! I like the ones with art by Rick Leonardi). I'm not really caught up with modern comics (ish??) And I'm not reading anything dedicatedly but I hear she's in a new original book teaming up with a magic user? Neat! Good for her. I love her in the shadow of the batgirl graphic novel (IT'S SO GOOD)

#ramblings of a lunatic #asks #^ sorry had to be tistic about things for a minute #i loved damion scotts artwork for her solo series sm (especially the later moee stylized stuff even though i recognise how bonkers- #-the proportions are i can't help myself. i like women and i love stylised art like that) #his stuff was surprisingly influential on my own art. idk how much it shows these days but It's There #this hasn't mentioned anything about what i love about cass as a character but like. it's the same as most people who love her man #i love her self destructive dedication to redemption i love the guilt she's saddled with- #-and how it's juxtaposed with her committment to kindness and justice i love how she's the fucking best and she knows it #i love how the relationship between her and oracle was an intergenerational mentorship between two disabled women #and her gay ass bond with stephanie (who in all fairness may be my fav batgirl???- #-but I've also read wayyy less complete issues of her compared to cass due to the differences in how their respective series' are- #-formatted but like. what i have seen i tend to love. i love u stephanie) #but also dear god i do not wanna get reeled back in because nothing the industry ever does will please me the way the ideas in my head do #and I'm constantly at war with myself reading stuff #also it's just hard to get back in when you've been gone with a while it's all just very difficult #but i am rotating cass and stephanie in my brain like a microwave waiting for someone to explode #plenty of people smarter than me have already said this but cass should team up with jason and they should both seethe #he wants to kill. she keeps breaking his bones if he tries it. they're both brushing each others philosophies off bc of where they exist- #-on the batfamily ''kill/no kill'' binary even though they share similarities of wanting to be batman but Better #(jason via controlling crime and killing criminals and her with her ultimate dedication to the symbol and superior combat skills) #(also keep in mind i just watched utrh but haven't read a rhato comic in yonks. so if this is an outdated jason characterization+ #-then whoopsie <3) #Jason's dedicated to pushing buttons and poking holes in batmans philosophy and cass is great at reading ppl- #-and sometimes in her series she then performs a limited psychoanalysis of them and tears them apart #(at least she did for shiva) I'd love to see her do that to jason. break him so i can tape his sad lil ass back together #this is getting away from me. anyway no need to proselytise. I'm a former alter boy round here

[maerrine]

man i am a little bummed about how this means that all this time we thought dazai was struggling for the first time was actually all just faked though. i hope we get to see dazai out of his depth at least once before the end of the series.

#bsd spoilers // #i want to see him show emotion... i wanna see him shocked and desperate... i want him to actually like. Genuinely Struggle for once!! #i'm not too down about it though since we've still got plenty of the manga left and therefore plenty of time for that to happen though. #and every time i think about how we're getting closer to finally finding out about fyodor and how sigma and him are clearly going to keep #being relevant going forward i'm like. :D #i am very easily pleased LMAO #but okay coming back to add more thoughts now that time has passed #don't kill me but i do still struggle with dazai feeling too perfect sometimes. #he does everything right and his actual flaws never lead to anything going wrong/any consequences #and he's always treated as right... i'm like. i want to see this man's flaws. give them to me asagiri!! #luckily it doesn't ruin the series for me and i think the fact that other people are essential in his plans does help with that a bit maybe #but it's my main bsd complaint atm. #...negativity aside though there's still time for asagiri to fix it... i want to believe... #now back to thinking about how much i love sigma <3333333 #god when did i become so attached to bsd's cast. asagiri thank u for my life ;w;

[l-cereta]

in a bad mood for multiple unrelated reasons :thumbsup:

#dooooooo i vent in the tags #yk what why shouldnt i #ok so. for one my executives have been dysfunctioning since monday and i think rn is the event horizon of 'oh my god if u dont work now' #and you know what ive been doing instead of working? watching a 24hr stream of armored core 6 #so thats like. whatever #its the whole too depressed to do anything so you kinda vegetate which lowers ur energy even further and worsens your mood #but then a friend wanted to get my advice on like. relationship troubles hes having #and i just . was not able to connect at all. and it's like man sometimes im not even sure if i have emotions lmao #like i pride myself on Being In A Better Place Than I Was In Highschool #(like. im not considering jumping out the window every other morning) #but like. sometimes it feels like i just dont like #like other people have these rich experiences and deep loves and all this stuff and im never gonna get it #it'd be nice to be loved or be in a relationship but really like #my biggest fear is just. im in a relationship and something bad happens to my partner #and i realize i dont care #idk theres like a lot swirling in my brain #i just want to be like... #i think writing this out has actually made it worse lmao #god forbid if someones reading this please dont reach out to me abt it i do not want to talk abt it #no matter how much other people say they care abt me it never seems real anyways so like cool #god i was doing so well before going back to college and im stupid enough to actually fucking like school #i just like. #whatever #like being alive really hurts right now #i cant really put a bow on that

[dykefaggotry]

completely out of power and mobile data isn't working right either but mobile data kicked in just long enough for me to ramble about the history of monotheism for a minute on discord so I guess tmobile just wants me to talk about god

#me in the gc like did u kno elohim refers to angels demons god dead people and other gods it's not just god- #my atheist friends crying like please why are you saying words to me rn #(joking ik they love me and we all love listening to each other infodump)

[caramelmochacrow]

happy b-day miiko!!!! :DDD

#crow talks #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #miiko takeshita #kurumi shiratori #sorry it's kinda meh and i did not draw haruna n miyu im sorry i was rushing to get this out :( #originally wanted something mlp related bc she's a horse girl but i remembered that i suck w drawing animals so. yeah. #shout out to the people who can draw animals and furries btw bc my god it's amazing and PLEASE TELL ME UR SECRETS #wanted to draw her w pinkie pie but yeah... (unless u count pokemon but they were inaccurate) #other idea i had was her w the chainsaw cutting her cake but MREH TOO MUCH WORKKKKKKKK #anyway happy birth to silly horror loving girl ever <3

[morelikedoccock]

Alright I’m finally gonna address this because it frustrated me enough that it’s been sitting in my drafts for weeks (cw another long and angry ramble about respect and boundaries) ⬇️

This is just… very frustrating. I am an outspoken advocate for curating your internet experience, which means blocking people for any reason (from genuine irritation to just off vibes) if you feel the need to do so. I block empty blogs most of the time cause they annoy me. I’ve blocked people because I disagree with the things they post, or just because the way that they interact with me doesn’t feel great.

Not to sound like a real dick or anything, but I don’t owe any stranger on here anything. If we’ve been friends for a while, I might feel obligated to explain a hard block via DMs (which I have done before and will do again if the situation arises), but other than that, we’re all just strangers on here. If I have blocked you, it’s because I don’t want you to be interacting with my stuff anymore, that’s it.

The fact that this person felt the need to send this to me probably from an entirely separate tumblr, (despite us never having had even a whole conversation), just immediately tells me that they don’t respect my boundaries as a blog or a as person. Long answer short: no, I’m not going to explain specifically why, and I don’t think I need to.

If you’re decent and respectful, I promise I will have absolutely no problem with you. I appreciate y’all who follow me a fucking lot. Y’all have been lovely and kind and sweet to me, and I very much enjoy interacting with y’all.

If you and I don’t know each other at all and you do find yourself blocked here, though, I would prefer if you simply respect that boundary I’ve established and move on.

I’ve worked hard as fuck to try to have a good time on here, including being respectful and decent to others as best I can, but doing that work involves setting and respecting boundaries. I’m just an anxious human person existing in this wild hellscape, and I’m more than happy to do the complicated work of communicating with friends about conflict if need be, but I’ve also learned to be pretty hard and fast about those boundaries, and it’s helped me a lot.

Once again, to all y’all who follow me, appreciate what I do, and respect me (and also have gotten through all of this rambling):

I appreciate y’all endlessly. Please know that you boost my artistic self esteem and brighten my days routinely, and that means a heck of a lot to me❤️

#cerbin rambles #cerbin speaks #discourse #rant in tags #please for the love of god don’t do this kind of thing unless you have an established relationship #this is the internet no one knows each other unless you’ve been talking for like months and even then #I know very little about some of my internet buddies #I would be sad as fuck if any of them cut me off but also they would have the right to do that if they needed to #but I would simply have to accept it and just try to find other friends #I promise there are better and more interesting Doc Ock creators out there #idk I think I’m just pissed at this point but like #life is hard as fuck right now and I can’t deal with this #I just wanna make stuff and vibe with the people who vibe with me #have you seen the state of the US right now?? #I can’t handle more stress #also if I’ve ever blocked u and u DMed me and we talked about it I’m not pissed at you #it was a meaningless block in the first place otherwise I wouldn’t have accepted the dm #you’re good #but to send an ask saying it’s fine that I’ve blocked someone but they want me to explain why is really irritating #if it’s fine that I blocked u why do you want me to explain why #maybe I’m just a massive c*nt but here we are #establish boundaries yall it’s important

[bagels-withcreamcheese]

long time no post I don’t even have time to vent anymore I’m just . So busy. Like chaos absolute chaos the past few weeks I’m stressed out my freaking marbles. And then they got our boy Colin yesterday !! They fucked his shit up!! Uli and I were kinda worried bc he hadn’t stopped by to check his plants u know he’s like pretty much always there at the house. and it turns out he was in the hospital like wtfffff literally the day I make him stupid gluten free banana bread he got jumped by a group of guys and they like literally beat him to a pulp and left him on the side of the road wtfffff no !!!! Not our little guy!!! he needs to start carrying something to protect himself that’s so scary like if u saw his poor face. They like fractured his skull or some shit for what. For 2 ounces. He went to high school with these guys. Like I was so shocked when uli told me like no way. Anyway we’re all furious we’re going to go out and slash their tires and key their trucks n shit. Stupid ass redneck idiots. Deserve to have their faces beaten to shit like what they did to our buddy just ugh that makes me so mad

#people are such scumbags like even if u think u know someone u don’t #there are no friends in the drug game. #anyway I’m struggling to balance my new job and also getting packed up and moved out like I have 1 week basically #I’ll be at San Japan when I’m supposed to give the keys to the landlord so ig I’ll make uli do it #Colin was supposed to help me move but I’m thinking he needs to sit this one out well be fine without him #maybe we can get josh to help #ugh just . stress #we’re going to the state fair this weekend tho so maybe I can just kinda. relax a little #just chill out for a bit #I’ve been so tightly wound for so long like I feel all the stress in my shoulders and neck like AGGHHHHH #honestly I’m not excited for state fair kinda like . bc uli’s friends are coming and Felipe is too #so that’ll be like my first time actually hanging out with Felipe which is so weird #considering he’s uli’s roommate like you think I’d interact with him more often #but I feel like he haTES me like I feel like he’s literally been avoiding me since uli and I met #plus he’s walked in on us having sex twice in the past week so now I can’t even look him in the face I’m just like 😶 #uli’s like “’yeah he’ll probably only joke abt it once or twice’ #and I’m like NOOOO HE BETTER NOT not even once please for the love of god #not in front of all his friends he better noT that’s so embarrassing #that’s so embarrassing after the second time I was like no no I cannot be in this house anymore I can’t show my face here ever again #whatever man i got bigger fish to fry here like I have other things to worry about ugh forget abt it forget about it #tess talks

[groupwest]

What is wrooong with my parents

#my mother seems to lack humanity it’s fine it’s perfectly fine #I’m so normal about it. so able to cope with this reality #father can’t help but cry everytime he sees my like shut up oh god it makes me crazy it makes me insane #why am I still teaching them how to exist how to be human how to form meaningful connections with other people. it’s all so laughable. #cuz literally they never even taught ME that. me as in their literal child #why do I have to ask my mother to practice talking to my aunt every time I see her I’m going to go crazy like please please please #please just show the ppl u love that u CARE ABT THEM literally AT ALL. UARGH #it’s sooooo stupid it’s so crazy. *explodes*

[violixs]

no one talks about how growth in audience makes enjoying ur work so much harder so. here i am.

#audience sounds dramatic but! think of it as ppl who consume work #at the start when i posted on tumblr i had no clue who was gonna like my work or if anyone was even gonna read it #if i could read it back and be like yeah i’d like this i was happy !! #and also there was no pressure to produce because i had no one/very little people following my work #now i have almost 500 followers which feels like a crazy amount (it is i am very grateful) but the weight of that makes writing SO hard #i criticise every piece i write so harshly and compare it to my other fics and other peoples works and it never ever feels good enough #but that on top of the feeling that i NEED to create content because there’s that many people expecting it is a lot!! it feels bad sometimes #so there are a million half written fics and so many ideas that i’ve wrote and just discarded because i was so brutal about my writing but #i am trying to let go of the idea that i need to create to appease #other people and instead learn to write for me because i genuinely do love writing and creating fiction #and also giving it a chance. reading it with a fresh mind and deciding that no 2 works are supposed to be the same or have the same formula #so of course they’re going to be different! thank god they are! #anyway to my fellow authors please give yourselves a break from the pressure you probably put urself under and know that writing is not #synonymous with perfection. #anwyay! if you read this far i hope u enjoyed my ramble pls know it is late for me ajhdjs #📂.rambles

[croakings]

what if i went back to school what then

#* #chatter #i literally cannot for a myriad of reasons and like. #i’d want to do. linguistics anthropology and archival courses. which. #which one would i be getting a degree in? idk. what are my chances of being employed in any of those fields? not great #<- myriad of reasons popping up like evil daisies #someone pay me to go to school please i would be so good at it. #<- more reasons. job. ugh. #anyway #I REALLY JUST. 😭 #dropping out was good for me that was a good idea generally. also that year was awful. so it was extra good. quitting rules etc and so on #but. T_T #someday im gonna have to do my basics again i do not want to do that. #well. problem for future me. maybe when im 60 i'll move one of the places that lets older folks go to classes free. and just enjoy myself #siiiiiiiigh #if anyone knows a billionaire who wants to adopt an evil 26 year old who is constantly ailing hmu. #in other news i want to MOVE i want to BE SOMEWHERE ELSE and DO OTHER THINGS. AHHHHHHHHH #at this point. honestly if any of u want a roommate and u don't live in the us south hmu also. i'll pack up i'll do it #u will have to put up w my evil animals but i can cook and im quiet and tidy. bargain roommate #<- half joking on all that. but also. save me little gay people in my phone for the love of god