#but i couldnt find anything that would work

[if-mirrormine]

been seeing a lot of netflix edits going around ive literally seen three and you know me and my fomo had to participate 😌

i tried using this template but i still cannot for life of me figure out how to use it, so i just redid it myself in canva lol.

#you guys: so hows writing coming along? #me: i spent the half day on pinterest and the other half making a netflix edit thay serves no purpose :D #also i was gonna include like the episode screenshot #but i couldnt find anything that would work #you dont even wanna know how long it took me just find the house pic and the hand on the steering wheel #im embarrassed #at least you get to see the summary for chapter 3 #thats fun #🕺🕺🕺 #mirror mine #alli talks

[puppyeared]

littlest furth shop

@laikascomet

#i think i had a little too much fun with this lol #i also wanted to draw road boy and other characters but maybe when they actually get introduced #i do have a sketch of him with a lil chainsaw.. im not gonna be normal when he gets introduced man he looks so sillygoofy #if you squint laika's eye marking is a clover yue's is a crescent moon and mars' is a star ^_^ #i wanted to give laika an accessory too but i couldnt think of anything.. maybe a stack of pancakes?? #im curious to see the apocalypse side of the story too.. like so far we have an idea of the comet fucking everything up #and im assuming that lead to a ripple effect causing the apocalypse but exactly how bad?? i cant wait to find out #rn im kinda piecing stuff together.. larkspur delivers mail in a beat up van so that might mean all transportation is grounded #the buildings we've seen so far are intact like the observatory and turnip's house but idk if thats the same for big cities #laikas playlist only includes songs downloaded on yue's computer and there hasnt been internet in 20 years.. but radio signals might #still work.. if yue grows his own food we can assume that mass production and distribution also isnt a thing anymore #sorry im a sucker for worldbuilding.. and the furth puns are fun to me. i like to think toronto would be clawronto.. and vancouver wld #be nyancouver.. barktic circle.. mewfoundland and labrador.. canyada.... #christ i have so many drawing ideas. willow if youre reading this im so sorry youre probably gonna expect to see a lot of drawings frm me #like. i wanna draw laika in the akira bike pose so sosososo bad. IT WOULD BE SO AWESOMECOOL. ill teach myself to draw bikes if i have to #i also wanted to animate laika leekspin.. man #my art #myart #fanart #laika's comet #laikas comet #laika #mars #yue #furry art #fur #littlest pet shop #lps

[ganondoodle]

so guess what they released more interviews and i think given what a writing shitshow totk was and what they have been saying in all these interviews is actually painting a really bad picture; i dont have the time, nor the energy to go over every detail

but they were commenting on people wanting the more linear format back and aonuma himself basically said that he thinks people who feel like that do so only bc of nostalgia and "Why do you want to go back to a type of game where you're more limited or more restricted in the types of things or ways you can play?"

what .. the fuck, more freedom DOESNT automatically mean better??? like ... restriction can be a GOOD thing just as tooo much freedom can be BAD?? like in totk??? are you fukcing shitting me- what the hell are games even for then, has he had an awakening to the fact that he actually just loves sandbox games without realizing it???? im not playing fucking zelda for a sandbox, especially not when its advertised as a somethign else

its pretty clear that they want to keep this format going with everything they say there, ... maybe it really is over huh

also i hate how they kept talking around answering anything about story/lore; they go asked how ganondorf even connects to ganon since theres nothign about it in game, and all they got out was welllll we dont wanna say anything bc its up to the player; about every question you got the answer of "make somethign up yourself" which is just ... its really clear they dont actually care but dont want to say everything is meaningless actually, so they try to be vague about it and with doing that really just confirm they didnt think about it and they dont care- so no lore actually matters, nothing thats been said or established has any meaning bc they will get rid of it the second it crosses paths with their new -more freedom equals better- philosophy, they say its bc they want you to be "free" to think up anything but apparently dont realize that when there are no rules, no consistent lore or anything that it ROBS it, it stops having meaning, its fun to connect dots only when there are rules you need to work with and dots to connect in the first place, when you have an established world with its restrictions it drives you to think more creatively about things- but when there are no rules?? its fucking boring!! thats what it is!!

when you discard all rules i wont care to get invested into anything bc i know it will not be considered again, be done away with without any reason and wont have influence on coming or previous games ... bc there are no rules, anything is possible and everything can be changed any second, so nothing matters

(they also talked about the many viral videos of those very few dedicated people that make godzilla mechs in totk and how happy they are about that- i get that to some extent, but the way they kept talkign about it really just felt like it confirmed my suspicion that that whole mechanic was mainly implemented to let people do that since that gets shared around en masse making it seem like that is why people enjoy it while neither the game nor the narrative are build around it in any way ..)

it just makes all the time i spend thinking, feeling and theorizing about zelda like a true waste of time, bc nothing matters and there are no rules-

i am someone who greatly enjoys working with and around established lore/rules, its fun to me to recontextulize things by being smart or creative with it all without breaking anything or as little as possible of the established things!

if i wanted to do just do anything i want I COULD HAVE ALREADY DONE THAT bc theres nothing actually stopping anyone to just make up what they want! i DONT need canon to lose all rules for that??!!

maybe ill have to make myself believe the franchise ended with botw on a good note ... ono

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #totk #ganondoodles rants #sorry for sounding so agressive about this #but its making me so mad #also someone said to me that they literally admitted to not have an actual writer for totk??? #(or someone that has no connection to anything zelda before this??) #which i couldnt find myself but #it would make so much sense if true #like ... yeah if there werent any people dedicated for the narrative and it was jsut cool looking moment tacked on cool looking moment #or someone that has no idea of anything of the past ... including botw ... yeah .. yeah it does feel like that #it makes me so sad #and also like i have to come to terms with this franchise being practically dead to me now #just when i was about to start working on chapter 2 #can they please stop doing interviews when all they do is fuck it up more #(* ￣︿￣)

[luck-of-the-drawings]

IMAGINE. working at ur stupid uhhh job or whatever. pulling into your drive way and ready to work on some crazy project in your garage. opening the door to the most unfamiliar silence. did your wife and kid leave for something? could you imagine knocking on your kids door, hardly getting an answer, and opening it to find the splattered remains of your wife across his room your child is scared! hes hardly consolable, in a state of shock and terror. you are too, but youre the adult here. you need to take charge. you need to protect him. you need to do something. you need to do something.

#cw gore #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi pd spoilers #ashe winters #LOOOORRRD HELP ME THIS IS A YEAR OLD AND I HAAAATE LOOKIN AT IIITTTT ALL I CAN SEE ARE MY MISTAAAKESSS RRAAGHHHGGG ITS FINE THOUGH #ITS FIIIINE ITS ALL FIIIIIIINE!! IM HARSHER ON MY ART THAN ANYONE ELSE ITS FIIIIIINE IIITTSFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEE #ANWYAY SO I THINK ALOT ABOUT THE FACT HE KILLED HIS MOM. FUUUUCKED UP. POOR GUY.. i wish i could learn more about what that day was like #the lil scenario wrote is my own silly little headcanon. but what really happened on that day? was mark there? or did he come home to it? #how violent was it really? was ashe awake the whole time? does he remember exactly how he killed her? does he remember? #who was mrs winters? what was she like? i like to think she was the one that gave ashe the book. taught him what she could before. yknow. #did ashe or mark try to destroy it afterwards? i could imagine mark throwing it into a fire. only for it to reappear with ashe #maybe ashe couldnt destroy it but i could imagine him hiding it. hiding away from it. and yet when we find him he holds it so close #its the only thing he can do! no super powers or anything. this was it. why would he ever throw away the only thing hes good at? #AND GOOD GOD MARK... TURNING TO MERCENARY WORK OVER IT ALL... SELLING HIS SOUL TO A LAbortory that changed him in immense ways #when did it get bad enough for him to start covering his face? what was ashe thinking? he knew his dad was up to something but what? #maRK HAS SUUUCH A CRAZY KILL COUNT TOO. I THINK THE HIGHEST IN THE SERIES IF WE'RE NOT LOOKIN AT THE GODS OR WATEV #MASS MURDER. MAN HAS COMMITTED MASS MURDER AND BROKE OUT OF SUPER VILLAIN PRISON WITH A PEN. MAN BUILDS IRON MAN SUITS IN HIS BASEMENT #OKay okay enough of my ramblin okayokay i just REALLY LOVE THIS SSHHOOOOWWW DUUUDEE EEUUGHTHTHHRHGHGH I LOVE THE WINTERS FAMILY...

[eir-parade]

Sunset◒Sengen (SS)

More! More! Jump! Adjacent Idol Group

A group of new and old Idols aspiring to spread hopes and dreams to everyone.

Hanasato Minori - Newbie Idol wanting to inspire Hope in everyone

Shinonome Ena - Veteran Idol, Choreography. Wants to understand what it really means to be an Idol.

Tsukasa Tenma - Veteran Idol, helps with presentation and personality. Wants to be able to see his sister smile and have hope again.

Mochizuki Honami - Newbie Idol. Unsure of herself and what she wants to do, but finds herself strangely attached to the idea of being an idol.

SEKAI: Stadium SEKAI

Fairly similar to the Stage SEKAI.

A huge stage that adjusts to the song/routine.

The background is of a giant sunset. The colour of the stage reflects that, being a warm orange.

TV cameras are located backstage ond on the corners of the stage

First Virtual Singers

Hatsune Miku - Alot like MMJ Miku, she shines of the hope that Idol’s bring.

KAITO - Seemingly a Veteran Idol in his own right. He helps with every aspect of being an idol - from choreography, to presenting on TV, to projecting your vocals. Also seen as a father figure and he cards for the 4 greatly.

Virtual Singers

Order of Appearance (StC)

Kagamine Len - Aspiring Idol who looks up the KAITO and Tsukasa. Makes alot of mistakes but does not let it bring him down and will always try better, more and more! (Appears in Main Story)

Kagamine Rin - A carer. She always has snacks and drinks with her to give to the others so they don’t wear themselves out. Also offers alot of words of encouragement to the others but doesn’t seem to take it to heart herself. Seemingly has a dream of being an idol herself, but is not confident.

Megurine Luka - Represents the need for attention in a way. She takes pictures of everything, from the Stadium, to the crowd, to the Idols, to herself. Luka also seems to have creative side that she is not scared to show off, showing her own painting and art. Ena doesn’t like her.

MEIKO - Works backstage. Makes sure everything is going as it should be, from lighting, to stage effects. She won’t let anything go wrong but if it does, she will blame herself and promises to do better next time and begs the other to forgive her mistake.

Subject to Change as I go on figuring out this AU more.

#project sekai #pjsk #pjsk au #pjsk shuffle au #my posts #parade shuffle au #sunset sengen #me? not knowing a lot about mmj miku? more likely than you think #yes the circle in their name is supposed to represent a sun setting #this was initially going to be my enairi idol duo dream but i couldnt see minori as anything other than an idol #and i really wanted to avoid putting 2 of the same members from the base game units into the same units here #honami was a victim of being picked last in dodgeball #i didnt see her being in anything other than l/n but as it was the first unit i decided on i jsut ended up throwing her in the idol group #im going to work really hard of trying to figure out why she would come to this decision #regardless honami still finds time to housekeep for kanade despite her idol duties :)

[the-trans-dragon]

I miss forums. I used to be able to find forums for specific topics, like sensitive skin, and find advice for what lotion to buy.

Replacing those with "review sections" was a terrible idea. The review sections are often moderated by someone selling the products being discussed, and that's never going to be trustworthy.

I miss when forums weren't so easily manipulated into being gigantic billboards.

#sorenhoots #i just want a lotion that has minimal ingredients for minimal risk of irritant. i would even make my own. i know a lot of *very good* things #simply cannot be marketed because its impossible to mass produce some things without adding preservatives or having to prioritize #shelf-stability over efficacy. i hubristically have been using garlic as bug repellant all summer and it literally works better than any bug #spray ive ever bought and actually keeps me from getting any mosquito bites but it couldnt be marketed because it will indeed mold once #i prepare it (adding it to petroleum jelly. this is not advice lol. dont do it just bc i am doing it). i would totally make lotion in the #same way if i had a decent recipe. i know theres like...oatmeal recipes? idk i cant find anything. ill keep looking but like. #its frustrating that i look it up and all i get is pages and pages of ads.

[piplupod]

one of the cashiers at the grocery store i go to is so fucking fixated on shoplifters and it drives me crazy any time i check out through him (i try to avoid him but his checkout is often the most open/empty - hm! i wonder why! - and im often on a tight schedule w the bus). he brings up shoplifters every opportunity he gets and he seems so convinced that theyre a huge problem.

BUT WHAT REALLY GETS ME ,,, is that today the customer in front of me was needing a price check on one of the items bc it should've come out to be cheaper, so he was kind of apologetic abt it and saying "ah well, yknow, six dollars is six dollars, especially with how expensive groceries are right now" and i was nodding and agreeing (trying to show that i dont mind the wait and also solidarity my guy good for u for speaking up and getting the price fixed on that) AND THE CASHIER AGREES. FULLY ACKNOWLEDGES AND BEMOANS THE FACT THAT GROCERIES ARE CRAZY RN. AND THEN GOES ON TO COMPLAIN ABOUT SHOPLIFTERS. HUH ??????

so you agree that groceries are unreasonably expensive... and that sometimes ppl can't afford them... and yet ....................

#HE MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY CMONNNN THINK ABOUT IT DUDE.... #i knew him in highschool (small town things lol) and im pretty sure he was one of those kids who thought cops were really cool. so. yknow. #not surprised. just annoyed fdjkl #i would say smth like ''oh does ur paycheque get docked if shoplifters come thru or smth?'' but i dont want to piss him off #i would like to remain civil with the cashiers here bc its the only grocery store i can get to most of the time fdsjkl #but like. i would love to find out why he hates shoplifters so much #when i worked at DQ in highschool and ppl stole dilly bars or FULL CAKES... i did not give a single shit #even though the managers and boss would get kind of angry at us (but they knew we couldnt do anything abt it really lmao) #and then we had to put locks on the customer-facing freezers which was a hassle for us #AND STILL. I NEVER FELT ANGRY AT THE SHOPLIFTERS. BECAUSE WHATEVER DUDE LIFE IS EXPENSIVE GO GET THAT ICE CREAM!!! #also i was not paid enough to care LMFAO and i know for a fact that this cashier isn't paid enough either bc my brother used to work there #I DUNNO DUDE. HONESTLY I HAVE MAD RESPECT FOR SHOPLIFTERS #i've potentially done it a few times and its fucking terrifying esp w the amount of cameras installed now fdsjkl #i dont do it now even though i need to more than ever bc i was making myself sick every time i possibly did it #i'd get home and sit in the bathroom for an hour trying to make sure i wasnt about to throw up from the stress fdsjkl #also it was stupid to do honestly (but . needed. so yknow.) bc again. i dont have any other options for accessible grocery stores really #ANYWAYS. fuck that cashier i hope he realizes what a little narc he's being and gains some class consciousness or smth idk #all for one and one for all etc etc etc we're all in this together my guy #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[scattered-winter]

my voltron posts have been kinda gaining traction and im absolutely vibrating with the need to share more of my thoughts/ideas/aus and so is anyone interested in me maybe making a voltron discord server or something where we can all just be autistic abt the show/characters together or nah...ig interact w this post if ur interested

#i wont have much time to be a mod for the next few months so it might not be right away #BUT it would also save my followers from bearing the brunt of my ramblings. because on god i gotta give them to somebody #and idk. i kinda miss the community i used to have in this fandom before everyone got bitter and angry and moved on. #at this point the only rule i've established is that everyone in the server is there to enjoy a piece of media together #and so no drama or digging up old wounds or anything. we're here to enjoy the fandom community with each other not tear each other down #idk. im still deciding if i want to be a server mod or not. but if i do decide that i want to make one #if anyone's interested in possibly joining at some point idk just interact w the post somehow #winter speaks #voltron #voltron legendary defender #at this point there's no barrier on ship preferences (except stuff im super uncomfortable with like shaladins) #idk. still working on the specifics. #ive tried looking for existing servers but couldnt find any that didnt seem to be the vibe i was looking for #so ig i could make my own if enough ppl are interested

[loungesinger-shimmer]

one of my bosses got me a norovirus exposure for my bday and the other got me a mental breakdown 🫠🙃

#fortunately the exposure did not result in me actually contracting norovirus..... its been 48 hours ya girl beat the case #however the mental breakdown was very much real #how do people actually get the courage to assertively and respectfully address someone and tell them when theyve hurt their feelings #like i go SO FAR ABOVE what literally anyone else in my job does #i literally went home after my birthday dinner and did a bunch of the work i missed during the day #because i was worried norovirus would kill me off and id leave him hanging #and i couldnt have done anything the day before because the modelling presentation i was prepping didnt exist yet #and he called me like 9 times today picking at everything i did and finding fault with the smallest things #and basically implied that it was my fault the presentation wasnt the way he wanted it to be and very condescendingly telling me #that it needs to be right because hes pressed for time #like bro youre the one who assigned a 5 day project to the analysts a day before you needed it #the corporate world since the dawn of fucking time: *rewards going above and beyond the same as the bare minimum* #me every time that happens to me for some reason: 🤯🤧😮‍💨😭 #this has been clown posting with mallory have a good night! happy belated birthday to me

[little-klng]

landlords are parasites but i think nothing convinces me of that more than the sheer number of times my landlords have asked me, often repeatedly/every time i see them, to come over and spend hours in their house doing their housework for them, and either guilt trip me the entire time im saying no, or straight up threaten my shelter security for saying no. like i dont think ive ever had a landlord that didnt at least try a couple times to force me to do free housework for them

#and when i say free i mean without a rent discount or any payment #i had a landlord that had my mom doing thousands of dollars worth of housemaid work every month in lieu of. like $1200 monthly rent #and this landlord was supposedly my moms best friend at the time #she even got greedy about moms days off from said housework more than once #and ive definitely had landlords that we HAD to do housework for or else they would just tell us they'd kick us out immediately for it #in situations where we really couldnt fight them on it #my current landlord does it every single time i go pay rent. where she sob stories at me about how doing housework is so hard and #'if you're not busy i can find work for you :)' #right in between me saying hey! im currently busy with my own housework all the time. die. #anyway piece of advice for new renters trying to move out of their parents house or something from someone whos had like a dozen different #landlords or more over the last several years #do not EVER give your landlord an inch to steal your time #they WILL take a mile and threaten you when you suddenly want your life and days off back #like every god damn time #you do not owe your landlord anything but rent money and lease compliance #if they want you to do work it BETTER come with fair payment or rent reductions

[wollfling]

4 am and I can't sleep bc my joints are in so much pain 😒

#im so tired too o<-< #miss the days i could draw in bed easily at night. i share my bed now.. but would be worth trying djdndjdb #my puppy sleeps in the bed now too i really like it! #except in the morning if shes up she will dig us out of the blankets.. its cute but ridiculous dhdndh #also omg... this evening i forgot to give her dinner (so much going on w me 😞) and didnt realize until a few hours late #but like. it made me also realize that she doesnt really ask for food. i dont think she knows she can ask...? #i was like omg are you hungy ? and she was like omg yay ☺️ #idk why this is a thing w me rn. like she doesnt know she can ask for dinner. babey..... ;_; ... #anyways i think i just came here to complain as usual #nothing new with me other than new art. reading more. think thats abt it.. #my partner and i have been reading together before bed. he reads out loud to me #i like it a lot. were really into horror right now and looking for more ! #he does voices and the whole bit and i love getting to freak out together mid chapter and stuff. #its different than while watching a tv show or movie idk. #and currently on my own im reading ag/e//ls bef/ore man. maybe 80 pages in or smthn its nice so far #what ive been REALLY wanting to read is medieval horror. surprisingly hard to find. #i asked someone who works at the bookstore and she was so like. baffled by it o<-< she was trying so hard but couldnt think of or #find anything but genuinely trying so hard i felt bad... and i tried to say it was okay but she was dedicated atp 😭 #and then at the checkout she came by again like. medieval horror..... thats a tough one. and i just profusely apologized again djsbsusbshsn #so if anyone had some medieval horror they enjoy 🧍‍♂️ id love a recommendation

[cutemeat]

i rlly truly hate feeling so useless. i just. am. but i dont want to accept it.

#i need to. i mean look. dennis couldnt accept it n it made him miserable #i hav no energy even 4 sunny this is. bad jknfdkjgntr #i am having . a rough week #i keep overcompensating n trying to sound smart cuz i know im not. i could not graduate from public HS. i know im not smart. #i could never get into college. would not even pass a class. i just. am not. smart. but i wish i was. i try to sound like a smart person. #but its all cuz i know im not #i cannot. do anything. but ppl look at me n they say 'ok u are capable :)' n then i still cannot do much. but i LOOK like i can. #it doesnt matter how many times i prove im a failure. they still say well u just are not trying hard enough. keep going. #but its never enough. n i dont know how to be enough. idk what i am good for. #i just dont 'apply myself' . i feel so fucking awful. i hate it i cannot do this shit. but i have to. i am so tired i want to go home. #how do u apply yrself when there is nothing to apply #but theres not anything wrong with me. so its just me. n i cant . i . feel like a robot every day. nothing in me. nothing. #but ppl look at me n know i must serve some function or purpose right? so just keep going. keep going #i feel Plateau lately #i try to apply myself but it never works. tell me why it never works. tell me why. am i rlly just a lazy piece of shit. i guess so. #n i cant be pleasant abt it when ppl try to help i only make it worse #cuz no one seems to be able to find an explanation otherwise. in 20 yrs if there was one they wouldve found it by now right

[duodusk]

loveee this trend it gave me an excuse to draw my pathetic little guy :)

[text transcribed under the cut in case it's hard to read!]

traffic!Dusk -has tons of items stashed (all junk) -cannot actually fly, just glides -fights with a scythe (...iron axe)

green life -set up a community farm -way too optimistic -very under-equipped -(he is mesmerized by the wonders of this world) -[dies by] direct player kill

yellow life -wants to be red, does not try very hard -lost everything in a betrayal -hides belongings in little stashes all over the map -[dies by] pitfall trap

red life -no alliances, but prefers isolating over seeking revenge -still pretty bad at combat, tbh -better equipped from work in yellow life

#my art #trafficsona #trafficblr #my guy makes a big farm and then someone kills them and wrecks everything and theyre like. dang #as a red i think he would be kinda like pearl where he seems kinda scary and everyones afraid bc hes unpredictable #but shes just sitting in a little hole screaming n crying n throwing up bc shes scared and cant fight very well #as a green life they did like nothing to actually prepare just ran around gathering flowers and making the farm pretty #then as a yellow their tools are all broken and their cute little flower stash has been raided for dyes #and they dont really want to fight anyone but everything they worked for is gone #doesnt really try to fix anything or even keep himself healthy as a yellow just runs around stashing gear to find later #then as a red she stays pretty isolated but shows up to scare people off and take their stuff #but he cant really make traps and cant really fight. the scythe is really shoddily made from an old broken tool #so it just Looks scary but they cant use it very well #i think theyd live for a while as red but wouldnt win #all 3 deaths are directly caused by other players #the first was probably a yellow or green accidentally killing him while raiding the farm #second was entirely their own negligence like the trap would've been avoidable if they paid attention #they cant fly and their wings couldnt do much in the confinement of a pitfall #impact snapped their horn though #last one probably just a result of being bad at combat and panicking #anyway!!! my little guy :)

[29121996]

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#soo close to breaking down and just beibg like #well i cant do this !!! i dont want to be away from you i dont want to have yo find someone else. i jsut want you #and im so scared of how thatd be taken n i dont wanna be . shut out again. #like . im supposed to just yrust this and trust thst its gappening even if i sont ubderstand whats goijg on #but my fear is slightly stronger than my ability to just Trust myself and the universe. #i want this so bad n ive never eanted ANYTHING as badly as i want . to work it out with him. #like yhats so unsettling ??? im just . i dont know how to proceed #esp not after that fucking messagw like . how do i respond to thst !!!! what am i supposed to say !!!! #like shit dawg . i CANT move on. uoure so deeply dug into me and what i want that i . am Struggling to like . even fathom the idea #of anyone else bc wjy would i . why would i find someone else wjen i had and found all i wanted. please tell me #youre coming back to me . please tell mw that youre not . going to let me go bc i cant lwt u go !!!! i tried so hard !!!! to do that !!! #and i couldnt !!!! i knew almost insta tly that i wanted him forever . n i know iy now more thsn ever thats what i want #. god . what the fuck do i do #im not supoosed to do anything !! im jus supposed to . trust that this is gonna work out anf that . it will haooen #even if i dont see it or understsnd it . n that rlly is the hars part bc oh my god i wanna throw in tje towel and die . #ive tried so hard to get over this and get over him but i literally cant. and just Livinf with this feeling is awful. #esp bc how my brain works like . atp i need a cold hars rejection to lessen my grip on it and to . move away from it #fuck. idk what to fucking do any.ore i am . abt to break and crack and . just tell him i miss him too much to keep doing this. #ive reread that message 293939 times sincs i recoeved it. its not hslping me in any shape or form! #it just has to work out. it has to .

[whencartoonsruletheworld]

so like. fnaf movie. after night five, all outside observers know is "this 30yo guy with severe anger issues + his 10yo mentally ill sister just walked out of his collapsing workplace with an unconscious, stabbed police officer, saying that someone inside the building tried to kill them but we can't get into the building to check. we went to their house and the aunt who was fighting for custody of the child is dead on the floor. the guy's career counselor is missing, as is his babysitter and her family and apparently they're all dead in the building we can't get into." and like. that all looks suspicious as FUCK however we know that in the few-weeks timeskip both mike and abby seem happy and fine so it's not like mike was arrested or anything. he seems to be more adjusted and is happily talking with her teacher so i doubt he's under stress of interrogation or anything

there's a lot of implications there that mike mighta pulled something but it's all circumstantial evidence at best. i'm sure in jane's autopsy and crime scene evidence they couldn't find any evidence of mike being the one to attack her, esp since it was probably just golden freddy bopping her in the head so they dont even have the weapon, and if she was strangled they'd be able to tell it wasn't by bare hands and they couldnt get prints or anyth. especially if golden freddy is a FULL ghost and thus left no trail.

mike would be smart enough to only tell the cops what they need to know without mentioning ghosts to sound crazy. abby might be more honest with the cops just bc of #autism but they'd be more likely to consider her talking about ghosts and imaginary friends as a child's way of coping, and they cant get anything out of her that would incriminate mike. ADD TO THAT that mike has wounds that are clearly defensive and is SUPER banged up and his wounds would likely match his story way better than evidence of him attacking anyone, AND that there's likely footage and witnesses of him being in the pharmacy and then driving to work (and thus not in the area to attack jane), AND if/when nessie wakes up she'll probably vouch for mike as well, and the cops dont have anything on him

though i DO wonder if they would have records of vanessa patching him up in the police outpost. if they do, that would also back up mike's story as it's 1) far away from the aunt jane crime scene, 2) confirms that he and vanessa were working together, so either she's complicit in Crime™ or his story is accurate and she was helping him save his sister. him going to defend her instead of calling backup is also consistent with his personality of getting triggered and jumping into action around child abduction, esp w/ his sibling in danger

considering what abby would probably say, AND the history of freddy's, it's likely that they would come to the conclusion of is "someone [likely the og kidnapper from the 80s] found out that the guy working at freddy's had a sister, kidnapped abby from her house while her aunt was babysitting and tried to recreate the crimes, his story of him and vanessa defending her and escaping vaguely checks out." whether or not mike would incriminate vanessa by mentioning her dad was the killer is up in the air, and there's obviously some huge holes that are left from nobody believing that there are ghosts in the building but that would probably be the eventual conclusion

but throwing that all away, it would be really, REALLY funny if the rest of the town, being really fuckin nosy and getting into the juiciest gossip they've had in decades, took one look at michael "big teddy bear falling asleep on himself" schmidt and said "there's no way. there's no way this guy murdered his aunt, stabbed an officer and then destroyed his own workplace, especially when he really needed that job and was on sleeping medication," and then turned around to look at abby "neurodivergent in the early 2000s (ableist af time period)" "vocally hates her aunt" "doesn't talk to anyone and claims that she can see ghosts" "vaguely possessive of her brother" "claims that she found the guy who hurt her friends and got him jumped by a cupcake(?)" schmidt and said "oh my god. it was her."

and nobody's gonna directly say anything but they've got cautious eyes on the situation and someone quietly slips mike a copy of the bad seed to see if he has a realization but instead he's just like "hey this book kinda reminds of that golden freddy kid lmao. wonder how he's doin" and then we smashcut to golden freddy kid poking springtrap with a stick

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