#but i guess its just me 👀

[keepscrollinghun]

#this shouldnt have happen if she just accept other's gay offer and make out already #but i guess its just me 👀 #ill do it for the sake of I CAN FIX HERRRR #dopamin #fatal injection #dopamin series #josefine frida pettersen #amalie dollerup #series #movie series #discovery+ #hbo max

[skitskatdacat63]

I apologize for how incredibly specific and niche this is, but aahhhh whenever people call rbr Seb a "boy king", I can literally only think about this statuette:

1. Because I think it gives the same angelic but mischievous vibe as Seb

2. Because it is a statue of a literal boy king

3. The ringlets and big eyes.....

#my next historical seb au? 👀🤭 #im so glad rbr is austrian bcs if fits all the historical AUs i would want to make #also this post is mainly just: this statue has been haunting my brain for a while and i must brainrot over it #most slayful statue ive ever seen #its a shame i cant really find any good paintings of this emperor from when he was this age #i guess im just curious about what colors he'd wear #though i think he was blonde which fits :) #anyways ref i guess!! just wanted to share my vision :D #ik its quite random and niche but you guys should know to expect that from me atp 🤧 #i think ive said this before but its funny cause when i read f1 fic im not usually a big fan of AUs. i prefer canon fic #but then any time i wanna draw art or have ideas for art its just literally only historical au 😭😭😭 #catie.rambling.txt #art #boy king au

[chaotic-kitty]

Regarding Techs death.....I think I figured out why I've have difficulties comprehending the idea that he is dead. ((Besides not wanting to let him go / denial))

That's because we literally didn't see a body. We saw his goggles, sure, but that's not actual proof. As far as my brain is concerned, he's still falling (cue loki falling meme). Because that's the last we saw of him. We didn't see him take his last breath, or hit the bottom, or drown, or get crushed, or anything. So because we didn't get to see him actually die, we only saw him fall. My brain just does not understand, doesn't comprehend it. It understood the implications (hence the many many weeks of tears and heartache) but that's about it.

And that's one of the reasons I think I need something more with his story, to prove that he lived or that he did in fact die. Because if not, he'll forever just be falling in my memories 😭

#even if you were to show me his body i would still hold out hope #i mean its star wars ffs. you cant say theres no hope when we literally just saw Ventress 👀 #i know him being the clone assassin would make it feel like his sacrifice/death was pointless and ruin it #but at the same time we know SW and we know that so often the most twisted things happen #so many times peoples actions and sacrifices were ultimately for naut #and even him being alive somehow could have its own bittersweet poeticism #but i guess we'll see #the bad batch #sw the bad batch #tbb #the bad batch tech #tbb tech #the bad batch spoilers #tbb spoilers

[merry-andrews]

I'm watching The Boys! :)

#hello people in the boys fandom. may I offer some silly doodles? #the boys #I just realized I wrote maeve name wrong🙈🤦 sorry!! #queen maeve #homelander #starlight #annie january #billy butcher #butchlander #hmm can be homecher too? 👀 #you can guess all those pregnancy fics got into my head #love me a pretty pregnant evil man #Its my first post for this fandom!

[ourstarscollided]

You’re welcome to explain your answer in the tags!

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatppolls #dont ask me why the number categories are like this!!! there is no rhyme or reason to them!!! #been thinking bout this for awhile now. cause it didnt occur to me that I havent watched it since i netflix party’d it with Rosie in Sept #2021… which has been… a very long time. considering in 2020 after it came out i probably watched it over 100 times in full. #there’s just something that stops me from clicking play on the show and i cant put it into words. its just this feeling i get every time my #mouse or finger hovers over the show. i also got rid of netflix this past year too but that was quite recent and i do have a copy of it on #my ipad sksjsj idk #guess im just curious if anyon else is in this weird limbo. dont get me wrong. i am still enamoured by this show but rewatching it is just #smthg i havent done in a hot minute. maybe i should make Rosie do another netflix party with me 👀 #i feel like if i was more active in a discord or on tumblr i wouldve tried to watch it with mutuals but alas i am incapable of having free #time outside of work and life. #once again i am shocked that the answers are centred in the bubbles before u click on them and it bothers me?!? #alt option: i have rewatched the show aolely through gifsets 😌 #sunset queue #<- queuing this for some reason. idk what the reason is.

[sskk-manifesto]

Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )

#And Kouyou!!!! #Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀 #King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen” #I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years– #but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like #“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the– #protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb #But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you. #Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime. #I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?” #I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green. #Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to– #engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color– #that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white. #What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws– #because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil” #Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before– #and will probably keep happening? #I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk. #This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about– #how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive– #their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment #I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes– #that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize. #Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol #random rambles #This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late

[good-beans]

hi beans!!! I saw your tags on my poll and I have to ask... Murder Swap AU for milgram??? 👀👀👀👀

I am very intrigued and I don't know if you've mentioned it somewhere before but I'd love to learn more about it if that's okay!! 💜

(also random side note thank u for ur lovely comments about my ocs they make me smile so much awawaaa okay bye--)

Ahhh yes!! ☺️Thanks for asking wahh, I didn't realize people would be curious ;-; Unfortunately it's not any kind of fully fleshed out au story or anything, just something that I have one post about and personally bounce around in my head a lot. It's a fun character exercise for me, seeing what's core to a character, what's a core to a crime, and the similarities/differences between the prisoners. It was supposed to have fun art for it, but somebody keeps putting it off *gives myself a pointed look*

The original post is here, though this has nudged me to make some updates! With their new videos, I now know more to modify Shidou/Mahiru's. It was necessary because of the ages, but I wasn't satisfied with Kotoko's, so I gave her another one here. And Kazui/Haruka's changed now that I have a clearer idea of Kazui's crime. (I know Cat isn't out yet but when I wrote the first post I thought Kazui's murder had been neglect-based -- he left his wife in the path of danger and wasn't there to help because they'd drifted apart. Now that I've looked deeper into his story I see it's different...)

Doctor Mahiru is very much the same, except this time she did start her family with her boyfriend/now husband -- she has the older daughter and younger son she always dreamed of. They're like a picture out of a magazine, or her romance novels. The perfect happy family. And then the accident strikes, and she has sixteen days to make a choice to save one of them by sacrificing another. She was also taking organs from patients prior to this, but saw everything through her painfully optimistic lens. She was saving lives. She was the perfect mother, perfect wife, perfect doctor. It isn't until she does the same to her own family that she realizes what a horrible act she's been committing.

Shidou is deeply and madly in love with his girlfriend he met when moving to the city, but he still has a tendency for deception and distraction. (He mentions in one of his questions that his wife takes charge with a lot of the care at home and he relies on her) in the au, he'd be equally reliant on her but always painting things perfectly. He twists truths and hides mistakes to convince her everything is perfect, even though she's struggling with her own pain and seeing the cracks in their relationship. He hears her mention suicidal thoughts, but buries them -- and any trace of negativity -- with grand stretched truths of how perfect everything is. He ignores the signs until it's too late.

(Half the fun is the aesthetic swapping, but I realized that Shidou's also works if he was still a doctor lol. He's so caught up in monitoring her physical health every time she complains of struggling, but doesn't take into account her mental strain. He treats her like a patient, only looking at physical symptoms, misleading her and himself about the reality of her emotions)

So yeah, I originally needed Kotoko to swap with Yuno since the other girls are too young (and Mahiru was already taken). Still, it felt weird removing her drive for justice, especially seeing how Harrow/Deep Cover hints that she lives for this purpose alone. I realized she could be cool to swap with Shidou -- and she protects the weak by saving everyone no matter the cost. She believes in her heart that the ends justify the means every time. She will be the fang for those who can't advocate for themselves, that's justice to her. I've seen some theories about lost family members as the wolves in her mv, so it would be those people in her "pack" that she kills/saves to make her second guess her work.

Haruka always had trouble expressing his emotions. Though his parents weren't outright abusive, they didn't know how to deal with any neurodivergence in their children, and couldn't help him when he had trouble communicating. They force him to take up theater in school to help him open up, but it only makes him better at acting and hiding his true self. He's awkward and shy, but found that lying could save him from many unwanted circumstances. He constantly lies to his sister as he grows more distant from his family. She discovers the shocking truth to one of these, leading to an emotional confrontation. After so much time bottling himself up, hiding behind masks, the only way he manages to communicate is in an explosive way, and the accident ensues.

And okay, I said it jokingly at first, but I actually think it'd work if Es and Jackalope swapped. The knowledgeable voice of the project is calm and serious. Es remains mysterious, and tells us to take our duty very seriously. But of course we haven't 100% done that -- an anime's fandom is definitely better portrayed by the cheeky rabbit willing to make judgements for whatever personal reasons come to mind first

#ahh thanks capri :D #its just a silly little thing but i was excited someone was curious aw! #its cool especially swapping the indirect/direct murders and seeing what could drive an indirect killer to actually take action #i had a specific vision on cheery doctor-coat mahiru whos also a lil fucked up behind the scenes- i just havent gotten around to drawing it #and religious aesthetic mikoto seems cliche but also im a sucker for that asdfsd #also bee fuuta !! #but yesss i thought your story was so cool! im so invested 👀👀👀 #(i thought i was following your main too but im just dumb i guess sdfdsf) #thanks again pal :') this made me so happy today! #milgram #haruka sakurai #shidou kirisaki #mahiru shiina #kotoko yuzuriha #ask #rose posts

[cubedmango]

i cannot help but harbor Several AUs in my head for kurodachi. one of them being a guardian angel AU where kurosawa is the guardian angel for adachi but doesn't know adachi can see him The Whole Time...i've pondered on the logistics of adachi 1) avoiding any mention or physical recoiling when A Whole Other Being is present with him all the time, suddenly and 2) kurosawa not knowing adachi can see him, what the Reveal might look like. i think it could take a turn for angst but i just have silly romcom bits in my head abt it...

ohhh i love this idea already wait??? kurosawa doing his absolute goddam best to make adachis life good and being Extremely vocal about his intentions bc he thinks adachi doesnt know abt him and adachi just has to stand there like 🧍 pretending he doesnt hear or see anything pleasjjdjfjf theres so much comedy potential here

#i have to ask if u were inspired by senseis halloween aus bc ik one of them was kind of like this #and for the logistics hmmmm usually when i need an explanation for a cm au i just slap on 'its an urban legend but diff flavor' #but im guessing u have smth else planned so 👀 if u wanna tell me more abt the au then pls ....... i wanna Know...... #my answer

[nektaarr]

I'm shy and afraid of your reaction

Dont be shy worst thing that could happen is me laughing at you lol best thing that could happen is me laughing with you 😌🤷🏻‍♀️

#jk i wont laugh with you #👀😂 #nvm me pls #i guess its the post ramadan sugar rush lmao #i wouldnt laugh at you #why so shy #its just tumblr lol

[lunar-fey]

THEYRE FINALLY GIVING ME REAL PAINKILLERS.... GOD BLESS

#doc says its almost definitely fibro which is such a . relief i guess. #i was KINDA hoping itd be autoimmune bc my other doc says i cant make a case for disability w fibro #rhuem doc tho said abt the same but also she said she would refer me to a social worker #just to see if theres Anything that can be done for me #that said if these meds genuinely clear my pain. it will open a lot of doors for me in the sense of work ^^ #i was put on cymbalta before and it. Helped. but i was so dizzy literally all of the time #i was constantly falling over.... #shes putting me on neurontin and buspar btw #i think those are what mom is on also #so like. genetically speaking theyre prob a good match for me #anyway im so glad to officially consider myself part of the fibro community ive suspected for a while #and ultimately i was still onviously chronically ill and disabled so i was already part of those communities #but it does feel good to be able to confidently say. yep im fibro gang #also doc was complaining abt lack of treatment options for pain esp nerve pain #and she also mentioned that theres a new treatment currently being studied that she thinks will be good #but hasnt had enough studies done for it to be a prescription yet.... 👀

[elegyofthemoon]

tbh i think i just need to get into a media thatll shake me to my core the way me revisiting p//andora hearts at a crucial time shook me

#nothing will top how ph means a lot to me seriously adklfakdah #i can talk forever about why oz means a lot to me but why would i do that actually thatd be terrible adslkjfahl #if you need a character thats very very essential to me its oz honestly alsjkdfalkjs #i feel like thats REALLY ALL YOU NEED everyone else is just little snippets #but anyways! #some evil part of my brain is like 'hon//kai can be that for you and im fighting for my life' #'its not allowed to.' #i mean i was already feeling it with ch 9 ex bro i had to go lay down watching kiana in that chapter holy fuck man asdlkfjahl #but yeah idk i feel like....if i was able to dedicate more time to finishing up pt 1 i think honkai COULD have that potential. i sense it #it gives me the same levels of interest as like p//andora hearts and n//ier so 👀 #but yeah anyways. i just need something to shake my life from its pedestal #thats another thing i kinda miss #i think its just that bc of how much all this has drained me #its been harder to really enjoy things that i ACTUALLY enjoy doing #the only thing i got going for me are my dumb comics bc thats low energy + i dont care if it looks super bad theyre funny to me #i guess i just miss being super passionate about interests #augh #snow speaks #i am feeling a lot better now but ig thats only if i just focus on doing things i like

[monsterbisexual]

jesus n judas sure were doomed by the narrative :D <3 but did not kiss on the lips :'( </3

#i wanna make a more eloquent post abt the first bit of this post cuz like. there are things i could say #if i could word it better rip #they did have a certain Vibe like the 1st time i saw it where i was like ....👀 #which was way more jarring that time since i went in knowing like..basically nothing abt it #n not rly expecting id like it much at all but iiiii was wrong >:) #n abt the 2nd part its just that the 'betraying kiss' was on the cheek not lips :'( love loses #lajshd im kidding but ive seen pics from productions where they did go for it but alas #i could say a lot but yea that was fuckin crazy i loved it #alternative post i considered: the bible parts of the last days of jesus but if it slayed . or something #btw this is abt a performance of jesus christ superstar i just saw that was by a broadway group goin around the country i guess #if a disclaimer need i enjoy it as a story #went to c*tholic school grew up having to go to church etc all that is behind me 👍 #also smth fun to know maybe is the 1st time we saw it when i was a teenager #my mom just told us how someone told her to ask my grandma (my moms mom) if she wanted to go w us #n my mom knew itd be this way but still asked #n my grandma was like Absolutely nottttt (<= she is v strictly catholic lol) #yay blasphemy by showing him as a guy who was flawed n human ish #p

[hojlundaise]

for the blorbo bingo (only if you feel like it): rasmus, marco and pelle 💛

last one is for you hehe 😙 thanku for indulging meeee

ask me about anyone for bingo

#asking me about all my faves i see you 👀 #i guess rasmus is my blorbiest blorbo i got a bingo!! #the half heart for him on the therapy one is cos its not that tragic yet but its on the way klfkjsfdl #the half hearts for marco about the fandom is more about the dfb respect him you dummies see how yall flopping from karma #also he needs more happy moments pls hes been through enough #and for pelle i just realised how normal i am about him lmao #i think its when everyone on dash is losing their minds about him i like to join in and encourage the unhinged behaviour heheehe #and finally i love you judith 💛❤️ #the committed horrific atrocities is about the old hag and k*mmich slander btw(completely justified) #ask

[rubys-domain]

hoo... kaeya's hangout was a wild ride from start to finish

#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo，ide yo !! #genshin spoilers #it was literally mondstadt all-stars #(i am slightly disappointed at not seeing amber. but it is what it is i guess) #(plus now i can meet albedo and venti whenever i want so i can't complain too much hehe) #my favorite route was the acting though #he changed into his skin which is already two points in its favor #and of course he gained simps doing it lol #but then the story of the play might also have something to do with his backstory. quite curious #and the private talk with the traveler at the end. just. just everything about this route #back to mondstadt tho #i always found it amusing whenever the traveler grumbled about not getting to drink alcohol #it's one of the longest running jokes in the game besides emergency food (albeit way more subtle). and i for one will never get tired of it #i really didn't expect to make a stop at liyue tho. that came completely out of left field for me #when we had to go to heyu tea house i got excited because lore-wise chongyun likes to hang out there #of course i was hoping against hope. and of course that hope was dashed #but i guess it wouldn't have made much sense for him to show up anyway #that aside #the fake name he made up for himself — “Albert Rich” #it's very 👀 #it's probably nothing more than a pun on his his last name “Alberich”. it was just an amusing choice imo #i can't believe we get two things from this hangout tho. an unusable quest memento and a piece of furniture #i thoroughly enjoyed all of it tbh #this as well as the three newest hangouts — kaveh layla and faruzan — have raised my expectations significantly for future hangouts #i mean obviously not all of them can be mondstadt all stars #i just think these hangouts were really really good #oh yeah also #not a single instance of fighting enemies in this hangout #i mean there wouldn't be much point since his combat doesn't need to be advertised being a free character that every account has #i prefer no combat segments tho. means i can do the hangout while eating lunch

[toastsnaffler]

reading this blurb made me realise this is possibly the first time ive ever seen my own life experiences shared by another person. damn

#liiike who else up having childhood meningitis leading to moderate-severe deafness thats disabling but also 'not disabling enough' #exasperated by problems with new digital hearing aids GIRL ME TOOOOO we need to get coffee sometime #im reallyyy curious about this book now i wanna give it a go.. ive been meaning to read more abt deafness tbh #its never really bothered me before bc ive never really thought abt it that much. but actually theres very little lit on deafness #and also barely any fiction featuring deaf characters.... plus when it does exist theyre either a) old asf or b) fluent in sign #when actually like. if youre not raised with sign/dont have access to a signing community its very rare to learn it at all #ive met so many ppl irl across the deaf spectrum who cant sign like its WAY more prevalent than youd think #not that signing rep isnt cool!! but i guess no one wants to write deaf characters who cant sign bc then its not 'fun' #bit of a shame that ive never actually seen that massive part of my life + identity reflected in media like. ever lmao. #i mean ive seen more dyke rep than deaf rep.. which is weird thinking abt it bc deafness impacts my life so much more radically #anyway. might see if i can find a copy on abebooks 👀 #Hearing Happiness: Deafness Cures in History by Jaipreet Virdi is the book if anyones curious i just saw it on someones reading reclist #.diaries

[ghosttrolls]

I used to use a free drawing website as my introduction to digital art. The thing is, the site I used would time out and give your prompt to somebody else if you took too long, and the only way to "save" a drawing would be to not close the tab... and I hated that uncertainty of whether it would still be there when I got back, or if my prompt would be given to somebody else. So I got very used to sitting down and doing an entire drawing, start to finish, in one sitting. I still struggle to remember to save in csp BEFORE I FINISH THE ENTIRE DRAWING because of this years-long habit I built. Spending more than 2 hours on art is exhausting!!! I've only ever lost I think two drawings on csp though because (my beloved) it comes with an auto save feature, and the tablet I used to use that would crash my computer sometimes is no longer with us. Thankfully.

#random anectdote time I guess #I'm being vague abt the website in question on purpose #because if you look at it now it just. the community looks so terrible. #and it's because all the cool people stopped using it. #also the site itself barely works and for six months in 2019 you couldn't even access it #things grow and change and web developers forget about their websites. that's how it goes #ghostly posts #I accidentally tagged this as dp so sorry🥺🥺 #the tags are glitching sooo bad for me rn it's not even funny #it saved the wrong ti #Hm. nooooooooooo it's I visit #bsjsnznsjns 👋😟👀😎🤨😟😟🤨🖌️🥺🖌️🥺🥺😟😟😟👋👋👋👋👋👋 #the e. the keyboard it's I #ITS INVISIBLE. #HOW FO YOU TYPE ON PHONE LIKE THIS WH #HELP HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN #I CAN TOUCH TYPE BUT THERES NOTHING TO TOU H ON A OHIENS CRESBB. ON A OHONE SCREEN #AH #legit the keyboard disappears I have a small video as proof. it's back now though. #okay ANYWAY sorry to accidentally tag dp.