#but i have no idea

[a-polite-melody]

It’s interesting that, rather than wanting to see similarity in our experiences and solidarity, some trans people are invested in only ever separating trans men/mascs and trans women/fems to the point they will deny others’ experiences, regardless of identity, if it doesn’t fit their narrative, and sometimes even their own stated experiences. And it often has to do specifically with experiences surrounding perception of masculinity.

What I’m thinking about specifically right now is with the initial coining of and discussion around transunity.

There was, and continues to be in some instances, a push to separate “MTF” and “FTM” experiences from each other. There’s denial of the ability for transmisogyny and transandrophobia to have any overlap in techniques and targets.

And the most relevant to what I’m talking about, and most baffling to me? The people denying that part of the function of transphobia as a whole is forcibly assigning “male” or “female” or “gross other” to a trans person interchangeably depending on the point the transphobe is trying to make with the transphobia.

I don’t know why, my best guess is it’s because people don’t want to recon with facts that cause dysphoria, but people acted like trans people are actively seen and treated as their gender by everyone, including transphobes. The idea that trans women are only ever seen as lesser women—never as dangerous males—became commonplace. But then, it was also commonplace to see trans men the exact same way: failed women but never portrayed as dangerous males. Ignoring very real experiences of being masculinized as a trans person leading to mistreatment as well as mistreatment coming from being feminized.

Does this wrap back around to the radfem influence in online trans spaces? A specific focus on only feminine traits and eschewing of all things masculine? Maybe. I don’t know.

All I know is I can still find posts on my blog where people chime in and outright try to deny TERFs act that trans women are males as a part of their strategy, and I don’t get it.

#my post #kinda a vent because like #this has sat in my head since I first saw it a while ago #it’s been a little while #and I’d like to hope the sentiment hasn’t stuck around #but I have no idea #and something just brought it back up in my head so

[wayhavenots]

did we ever orpheus-and-eurydice unit bravo 🤔

#i was going to add on speculation about who looks back or not #but i have no idea #i think m looks back and a does not #but n??? f??? #f who's already walked into another world without the person they loved the most behind them??? #n who's read this story but still but still???

[namesarehard123]

Which Aru Shah character?

#I'm thinking Rudy #but I have no idea #aru shah #the pandava quintet

[young-royals-confessions]

Is it likely that we get some yr promo at gay galan? Or rather not?

#manifesting 🕯️🕯️🕯️ #but i have no idea #what do you all think? #yr promo #edmar #gay galan

[aflawedfashion]

About Snowpiercer where is season 4?

No one knows.

It sounds like the people who own it want it to be released, so it hasn't fallen into a tax write off black hole.

I really did expect it would show up on a streaming service faster than this, but it didn't. Someday we will probably see it, but i have no idea when. Could be in three months. Could be in three years.

#my guess is that they are either trying to sell it for more than anyone wants to pay #and/or they're trying to get someone interested in doing more with snowpiercer as a whole entity (beyond the show itself) #and if they don't get what they want #they'll probably end up selling the rights at a reduced price like any other old completed show #rather than trying to get more money out of it because it has an unaired season #but i have no idea #might show up on one of those free ad supported platforms for all i know #there are four whole seasons and three of them already aired so I can't imagine we'll never see it #i feel like it's worthy of being added to some streaming service somewhere #there are so many random shows on netflix #it could be one of them #it's only a matter of time I think #reply

[kreepja]

Yesterday i suddenly felt tightness in my chest and couldn't breathe during class and i was so scared and nervous.it's not new to me that i find it hard to breathe (maybe since 3 or 4 years ago? As long as i can remember)but it was never this tough and painful. Now im feeling better but i still feel that weight on my chest and i really don't know where it's coming from.

#my mom said that maybe you're just feeling stressed out or it's your period coming soon #but i have no idea #and she suggested that i go to the doctor to see what's going on #but i freaked out a bit and didn't want to worry her or my dad and make such a fuss about smth that might be small #sorry for such a post but i can't keep it to myself i need to write it

[quil12]

Omg i hope this is not coming off stalkish or anything but i saw you in my notifications and i was like,,,is this the person that made those fics where tatsuya and katsuya are bonding,,and yes! It was you! I love them sooo much wfghrxjud never stop doing gods work😭🥹

Oh! Don't worry, not stalkerish at all lmao. And omg yeah, when I played EP, I was just immediately drawn to and invested in their relationship - honestly the most intriguing part of the game for me lmao. They just really infested my brain. They deserve to just bond and hang out together!! I actually just started writing another one-shot today with them cause the ideas don't want to stop (it's very much pre-canon with baby Tatsuya and slightly-less-baby-but-still-baby Katsuya)

(Your art is also immaculate btw. I've been thinking about the one with Lisa and Tatsuya playing basketball since I saw it lmao. Just the expression on his face)

#i also just replayed ep to get the ex dungeon #so they are very verg fresh in my head lmao #i was looking for fics with them doing bonding like that and there honestly arent that many and it makes me sad #at least on ao3 and ffn #i would guess that there might have been more on livejournal? #but i have no idea #but i wanted some so i wrote them myself lmao #but if anyones reading this and has any recommendations like that for sure let me know! #cause i just looked in the katsuya&tatsuya tag

[goatpaste]

Many people pointed out that the unknown character on New Year 2023 greeting card reminds them of Donatello's design. Your opinion on this observation?

I think it should be this guy who was mentioned once in gappys memory then never again

#also idk i dont think its much #iv had theories on whats gonna happen in this part #but its all loose half ass ideas #before i even read sbr and jjl i was guessing the next part was gonna be some form of gio part tbh #which im still somewhat holding onto #i can see a very convoluted jojo esque way to get a gio part lol #but i have no idea #i think the drsign looks cute as far as weve seen and whatever lol #silly rabbit

[pompompompeii]

sorry for this edgy moment but at this point I really do want an answer as to why I still get texts from people that I haven't spoken to in months and never texted first when we were friends. I guess its a nice gesture???? but if not even being active on discord for months and never really responding to any of the 5 messages sent to me doesn't say 'Im not gonna talk to you' then I don't know what will

#actually so close to shutting down my discord account #but I like my username and I have old chats that I wanna keep #its so tempting tho #I have a bunch of other social media that Ive made private and truly haven't touched in years so thats not too much to worry about #its just discord that gets me #and its only 2 people!!!!!1 #I have had to delete snapchat (which I didn't want in the first place) to get rid of these people #they're PERSISTENT #why #my rambles #text post #yea yea the cats. cool. we haven't seen each other in 6 months please go away #like ? #if Im being the asshole here then I want to know #but I have no idea

[the-homosphere]

do png, jpeg compresses the dough too much

(via @miku-voice-feminization)

#pretty sure this is about virtual bread #but i have no idea #gaytor’s notes app #shitpost #out of context quotes

[shadowheritageposts]

#I try to keep mod stuff off here #but I have no idea #and there's a contest on the line

[cozygirlsimmer]

15 questions for 15 mutuals

I was tagged by @pleaseputnamehere & @makgeolii, thank you for tagging me!

Are you named after anyone?

Not that I know of (but with a name like Blessings, I don't think it's common).

When was the last time you cried?

Just yesterday, but honestly all week. I don't know how to deal with stress and being overwhelmed.

Do you have any kids?

Not yet, but I do treat my boyfriend's dog like my baby. (Her name is Remi)

Do you use sarcasm a lot?

It's my middle name. 😏

What sports do you play/have played?

Well in high school I cheered (if that counts), but I have been playing a lot of badminton lately, plus now I learned I am lowkey really good at cornhole and wiffle ball.

What's the first thing you notice about other people?

Teeth, because before I had braces I was insecure about mine.

Eye colour?

Brown

Scary movies or happy endings?

Scary movies, but like cheesy 80s horror.

Any special talents?

Honestly, my ability to sleep wherever I see fit.

Where were you born?

A city in northwest Ohio (don't come for me pls)

What are your hobbies?

Tbh, I used to draw quite a bit, but I lost interest in it. All I do now is work and play minor outdoor sports.

Do you have any pets?

Not exactly, I just claim my boyfriend's dogs, cat, and bunny as my pets. (Their names are Remi, Chopper, Sandy, and Scarlet)

How tall are you?

5'2" (I stopped growing after 7th grade)

Fave subject in school?

Psychology, luckily my high school offered it and now I major in it.

Dream job?

I want to be a counselor in higher education or even a K-12 setting.

I think most of my mutuals have been tagged, but I'll tag @erasabledinosaur , @obscurus-noctem , @sourlemonsimblr , @pizzza365 , and whoever hasn't done it yet! :)

#some things about me #honestly i feel like a borning person #but i have no idea

[takashixreader]

And Yet-

  A/N: I have no idea what to name this, but here’s that thing I was talking about earlier! Like I said, I wrote this so long ago, I have no idea where I was going with it, so I guess just take it and do with it what you will😭

Pairing: Takashi Shirogane x GN!Reader

Tags: Fluff. Disregard for personal space. Also, Shiro is taller than you. No ifs, ands, or buts about it.

Word Count: 0.9k

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Captain Shirogane was pacing the floor of the conference room.

Though it had been nearly a half-varga since the others had called an end to the briefing, he had stayed behind to collect his thoughts about the situation at hand and, apparently, check “run a hole into the floorboards” off his bucket list.

This is how you found him as you approached the room: Alone, with his arms crossed, brows furrowed, and a deep frown on his lips– something you noticed to be more frequent with him recently.

At that, an idea you’d been nurturing for a while now cemented itself and pushed you to enter fully into the meeting room.

“Sir!” You made your presence known, and saluted your captain. He, taken by surprise at your sudden outburst, paused in his pacing and turned to greet you.

 “Y/n, there’s no need to be so formal,” The man says amusedly and steps closer to make the distance a little less awkward for the conversation’s sake, “Please, just Shiro is fine. How many times do I need to ask you?” Though strained from his initial thoughts, his voice was soft and teasing.

“At least once more, Sir,” You tried to keep yourself steady and not to look as winded as his smile made you feel, then continued quietly, “As always.”

He felt something jerk in his chest. You had always been polite and you were very adamant about making sure you were as respectful as you could be. Lately, however, and for some silly reason, he’s felt as if your words belied something deeper than what he first thought them to be. A few times had he accidentally caught your eye, and each of those times he noticed an emotion he couldn’t quite place swimming behind your gaze.

Those occasions, brief as they were, never failed to mystify him. But just as quickly had he seen these emotions, they were snuffed out and replaced with the same composed readiness he would see with any other recruit.

After a couple of moments of you continuing to stand at attention, he dejectedly sighs an ‘At Ease’ and waits for you to continue with whatever you came to inform him of.

At the words, your stiff posture relaxes and you return your arms to rest behind your back.

A few seconds pass in awkward silence.

You.. you had to do this before you lost your nerve. 

How long have you been standing there staring at him?

You open your mouth to speak, but the words tangle together on your tongue before you could say them. So you clear your throat once, then twice, and try again, surer this time. “Permission, Captain, to do something stupid?”

He was struck with confused amusement for a moment and took a second to study you, deciding whether or not to humor you and your unusual request. And after what felt like an eternity (see: one minute), he gave in and replied with a cautious, “You may.”

You nodded gingerly and began to make your way closer to him, nearly shaking with each step. What you were about to do could get you into a whole world of trouble if things didn't go right. And that, coupled with the fact that you were now standing so close to him you could see the subtle shift of his eyes as they flickered back and forth between your own– you were surprised you hadn't melted into a puddle where you stood.

It was now or never.

Before you could break your resolve, you lurched forward and enveloped him in a hug. As sturdy and as comforting as you could, you wind your arms around his midsection and held him, hiding your face in his chest.

You felt him release a long, tired breath, and the deep vibrations ripple through his chest where you rested your head and ricochet through you. His soft baritone warmed you down to your toes.

“Y/n, what are you doing?”

You wound your arms around his midsection a little bit tighter, a little more snug, and took a deep breath in, trying to steady yourself, “Something stupid.”

The soft, earthy scent of his cologne did wonders to distract you from the situation you had made. You unconsciously press your face deeper into his chest, chasing the scent when you realized just what you were doing and stopped yourself from going any further.

A few seconds passed with nothing but silence–you standing in awkward anticipation for his reaction to your oh-so grand idea. And you began your mental spiral because oh gosh, oh Gosh, THIS WAS A TERRIBLE IDEA-

“Please do not forget,” his words snapped you back to reality, and you’re eyes met as you chanced a peek up to his face, “We are in a fairly popular conference room of the Galaxy Garrison– the highest distinguished aerospace sector in the country, maybe even the world-”

You felt something in you shatter at that and began to lower your arms from him in embarrassment and dejection.

“Needless to say,” he released a sigh again, then began to wrap his arms around your shoulders cradling you to himself as he relaxed into the embrace, “This behavior is very, very inappropriate.”

What he was saying would have –should have– on any other occasion, made you come to your senses and immediately apologize for your actions. Yet the feeling of his voice, smooth like velvet, and the warm embrace of his smile wrapping around each word he spoke lulled you to fall deeper into him.

Isn’t this backwards? Wasn’t this whole idea to get him to relax?

And yet here you were, being held and swayed, nearly falling asleep on your feet in the middle of this empty conference room.

And yet, you realized as he gently rubbed your back, you couldn’t care any less.

#shiro x reader #takashi shirogane #takashi x reader #hug #fluff #shiro #oof #and there you have it #I #I think this was supposed to be longer #and a little bit more angsty #but I have no idea #anyways! enjoy! #voltron #voltron legendary defenders #vld #x reader

[wigglepiggle]

fuck it (phoenixes your wright)

#this is a peak at something im doing #fun fact i did like 85% of ghis on one layer by accident #anyways i have a lot of aa characters and they're all becoming objects because i wanted to do it #i am struggling with t he von karmas though i have no clue what to make either of them grrrrr #i only really need to figure out onw of them and then make the other something closeto the other's object #(thats just how i hc object famlies work) #but i have no idea #might need to rewatch the edgeworth trial (i never remember any of the trials names help) to get a feel for it ig #by it i mean m von karma's deal idk why i said tha** #'von karma NO!'

[xatsperesso]

I want to write something so hurtful. I want to inflict irreparable damage. I want people to regret ever clicking on my story as i tear their heart apart with my bare hand, and i want to look at my creation and cry

#these are the vibes i am looking for #but i have no idea #of what to write

[gray-warden]

Clip Studio Paint users:

If you bought CSP version 1 between January 1st 2022 and March 14th 2023, you can get a perpetual version 2.0 license (activation code) for free! I recently got an e-mail about it explaining how to get it exactly, more step-by-step, so if you're eligible you should have received something about it too. I don't know if there's anything similar regarding people who got a monthly or yearly plan in that time period.

#artists on tumblr #CSP #clip studio paint #digital art #honestly it was a super cool surprise #im not trying to advertise for CSP or anything #i just know that lots of ppl use it and it's something very useful to know #idk if theres some deadline for being able to get version 2 for free like that #i didnt see anything abt that #but i have no idea #i didnt rly actively look