#but i literally do that in my daily life

[scarlettohairdye]

My coworker of 5 years, upon seeing me with my violin case: [Scarlett], you gotta stop revealing new skills and talents that I didn't know you had! Me, reflecting that this particular coworker doesn't know about my history of equestrianism, the beading classes I took in middle school, my track record with a pottery wheel, or my skill with a piping bag: I don't think I can do that, actually. My coworker: Yeah, that's probably fair.

#i'm an artist #i collect hobbies like a magpie #in one of my screenwriting classes in college #the professor told us you can't have a character just suddenly have a skill that saves the day #you have to telegraph it earlier in the story #or the audience won't believe it #and i was like #okay #i understand that from a storytelling perspective #but i literally do that in my daily life

[juthemagicalclown]

thinking about captain xiao saying that lu guang treats cheng xiaoshi like a child and qiao ling replying that lu guang is more mature and about how xiaoshi was forced to grow up too fast for his age and take care of himself after his parents had left him so he never got to enjoy his childhood and now with lu guang he can finally allow himself to act childish and carefree without a worry because he trusts lu to always look out for him all the while for the same reasons surely loving the attention and care shown by lu whenever he 'babies' him or scolds him for his brat-ish behaviour

#i think everyone who relates to cheng xiaoshi will understand #im literally the same with my closest persons in my life #thinking about it makes me so sad :') #i love them so much #why do i like to make myself cry #link click #link click 2 #link click season 2 #shiguang dailiren #shiguang daili ren #shiguang dailiren season 2 #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #qiao ling #xiao

[lovelydrusilla]

"from the vault". a deep dive into iconic robin tunney photos. 🎄tm secret santa 2022 day one for @thinkingaboutjisbon

#happy christmas!! #basically you're gonna get a daily dose #of robin tunney thirst #i hope you like it :) #i sure do lol #she's an icon she's a legend and she is the moment #now come on now #look! at! her! #literally #love of my life #tmsecretsanta2022 #happy holidays #tmsource #tmedit #the mentalist #robin tunney #teresa lisbon #the craft #encino man #empire records #sarah bailey #horse girl #the fix #monster party #prison break #90s #actress #bisexuality #icon #from the vault

[ace-succo]

My goal in life at the moment is making a book accurate Dracula adaptation one day... because there is no way that they're all just so bad (I'm talking about the one with Winona Ryder) (I have no idea about the others but they're probably better)

#dont get me wrong i think winona ryder is great but that movie is not it #that was SO not my dear girl bestfriend poor poor lucy #dracula daily #dracula movies #dracula adaptation #re dracula #like idk literally nk one gets it like i do #i was so damn dissapointed by that movie #i actually dont even knkw what i want to do with my life im still in school #but you just wait if you ever see a dracula movie that will come out May 3rd just know im the one behind it #lucy westenra

[dysfunctionaldogdude]

I feel like actually shit like the entirety of last week getting to me. I wish I could have a moment of actual relaxation and not just me forgetting I have shit to do.

(Tag warning-> depressing talk, dark topics)

Might delete this idk..

#vent post #tag rambles #I have over 60 different things to fill out that I need to do by tomorrow and I forgot to do them. I feel so stupid #I actually hate having adhd #people try to make it out to be just a quirky thing that its not that big of a deal or anything #but it's not #it impairs on relationships #I struggle to remember important things that I need to do and even WANT to do. I struggle so bad #I even have fights with people about me being a “liar” even though I'm not #I just have a shit ass memory I feel useless 90% of the time and shit #gods and I doubt it's just me having adhd. Im pretty sure its my possibility of having bpd and autism #i show all symptoms of bpd and I relate far too much with autism videos #like this is stuff active in my daily life #people don't see it often due to have carefully Ive crafted.. this is going to sound a bit fannibal of me but literally a person suit #i swear a person suit #it's not even funny #gods i just wish I could function without getting all up and arms about how much of a pos I feel #if I don't get attention from.. basically.. my fp I get all sad and melancholy. i spiral #I'm pretty sure I have at least three fps #if I even have bpd #but gods #just so stupid how I can barely fucking function without all of these crutches #I'm not in a certian program anymore for a thing and now I can't fuction and work how I use to since it was a slower environment #I'm failing #like I won't be able to make it I feel like #not suicide or anything #just in things I wanted to do #feels like my future is doomed cause life keeps throwing curve balls at me #someone with at least two mental disabilities #i definitely have more

[neonbuck]

my guilt over the way i handled things so badly in my early 20s is only eclipsed by my rage toward the those who encouraged me to make the wrong decisions. those who enabled my ugliest flaws. i don't blame the people who were too scared to say anything. but those who pressured me into being WORSE i have no respect for.

in the end i should have trusted my instincts and known better. i should have picked better people to hang out with from the start, even, so the responsibility was wholly my own

#.txt #i do work on myself literally daily #if you've been hurt by me in the past and i can repair it feel free to come to me #but NOT if you've been kicked out of my life for your own hostility or cruelty toward others. stay gone please #i'm at least glad that i can feel safe enough to come out and say this now #the circles im in currently are much better

[uncanny-tranny]

Talked about this in a tag rant, but in mental health advocacy spaces or mental health awareness spaces, it is imperative that we stop treating cognitive behavioural therapy as the Only Option or the Best Option. As a survivor, having CBT therapists coach me through ongoing abuse was very unhelpful at best. At a certain point, going to my "mind palace" did not help me go home to a place that was a threat to me.

Yes, there are good uses for CBT. No, that doesn't mean that it is the only option for helping people who are struggling. It is dangerous to prop up CBT as the only option. It is dangerous to not inform a patient about all treatment options and what would look best for them (it's also dangerous how insurance may only cover CBT therapists, too. It is extremely dangerous.)

#mental health #mental health advocacy #abuse #abuse tw #abuse mention tw #like yes i do apply *some* cbt techniques to my daily life but that didn't mean that i was helped significantly by it #also before somebody says i'm biased: yes i am. having 10+ years of nothing but CBT therapy (and a freudian/jungian therapist) didn't help #the freudian/jungian therapist was the worst by FAR tbf. like no other therapist can hold a candle to him #idk if he was a follower of jung or freud and tbh they're pretty similar if you don't know what to look for #and i wasn't in his 'care' for long before he literally fired me as a client #who would win: a literal teenager OR a fifty-year-old who sides with the kid's abuser #ANYWAY. that's tonight's devious little rant. i would literally melt if i couldn't rant like a madman #call me no-bark noonan the way i rant and rave <3

[fortyfive-forty]

not to be gross and emotional and sappy on main but every day i am in awe of the absolute miracle that is mental health recovery.

#literally all i do is sit in my apartment and do homework and watch sports and play video games and go to work and chill with friends #i have the most boring life imaginable and it is everything to me #the joy that you can experience #from the juxtaposition of severe life-threatening depression as a teenager #to general bland contentment as an adult #i am overwhelmed with it on a daily basis #'tis a blessed life i say #i feel very lucky

[theinfinitedivides]

aight ok now that i've watched ep 7 i see some folks are review bombing KTL on MDL bc of the Arab prince storyline,,,,,, what are our thoughts

#tv: king the land #king the land #lee junho #junho 2pm #im yoona #girls generation yoona #yoona snsd #anupam tripathi #kdrama #local gay watches KTL (and gets diabetes in the process).txt #local gay watches k-dramas.txt #as someone who is not Arab but who is currently in an interesting relationship with religion in general (and is incorporating #multiple practices into my daily life by extension/exploring/dabbling in Islam): is it a stereotype? kind of. #but people writing sh*t like 'this is an offense against Saudi Arabia and MBS' etc etc need to calm the f*ck down #first off MBS is a literal murderer and the Saudi government perpetuates human rights abuses but we're not going there today #the prince is not from SA i think someone said he's from the UAE. Dubai to be more specific + Islam wasn't even mentioned at all #and pls. pls don't get me started with the whole #'princes don't go to clubs'. do you know how many clubs there are in Dubai. do you know how many members of the Gulf royal families #have been caught up in drug scandals and affairs and sh*t. the worse person you could hold up as a supposed standard #for Islamic values and then get mad when people point that out are these folks #he's not even getting drunk in public. he's not even drunk at all ffs he's technically abiding by the decorum #that one would have to have if they were drinking in Dubai so as not to get picked up by the authorities. #and yes i treat SA and the entirety of Europe the same when it comes to the history of abuse and religious extremism #all while claiming to hold up a higher standard. there is hypocrisy in every religious community and they are not excluded #anyway i brought this specific ep up with a friend (Arab Muslim) and they said that the vibe they got from this was Samir and Won #studied together in the UK (obviously) and now he's in Korea and basically having the time of his life teasing Won #but in the end they're meant to reflect each other. he's a more spoiled richer version of Won basically sksksksk #ofc people are getting up in arms bc stereotypes and sh*t and i'm not about to tell you how to feel about it #but don't go spreading misinformation #idk maybe by the end of this feature they'll be best friends. i really hope they will they have such a good frenemy thing going on rn

[prettyboykatsuki]

im curious about how you act around your family after posting all that incest/stepcest /lh

normal because i don’t actually want to do any of that and its fiction lmao

#return to sender #i know this is lighthearted so im not like annoyed #but the degree of seperation between these things and my daily life is severe and i do think about it literally at all lol #do not** #incest cw #ask to tag

[countess-of-edessa]

“are the girls going to help you make pierogis?” well no one else is fucking gonna are they? no one else in this house has functional fucking hands apparently

#every Christmas i think about the time we came home from mass and my father said “finally! now we can relax.” and sat down at his computer #and played video games for the next three hours while my mother and sister and i stood six feet away from him in the kitchen making #200 pierogis. #it’s crazy considering the amount of stuff he gets done for him on a daily basis that I would never even think would be done for me by anyo #like bed made for him/all meals/all dishes/food put on his plate for him because he refuses to do it himself/pretty much all errands #whenever he wants tea he just says that want out loud and it gets brought to him by magic #i mean or anything else! he once said “did you say we were having cappuccinos today?” just to no one in particular and we all knew no one h #had said anything of the sort. and then he was given one! #of course he goes to work from 8-6ish every day but other than one day a week it’s remote and has been for years and i can hear him #he is pretty much never not on the phone gossiping with someone #and i don’t begrudge him having a not physically intensive job or anything but im just trying to think of the things he has to do #he makes my mother mow the lawn. i do it when i am home because i think that’s disgraceful. #if my mother begs hard enough he'll do the least amount of yard work possible if it’s something we can’t physically do by ourselves. #but on a daily basis it’s just go to work/eat the breakfast brought to you/eat the lunch brought to you/come downstairs eat the dinner made #for you/play video games until you go to bed in the bed that was made for you in the morning #and on non work days it’s just eat/video games/bed #and like all this to say #he complains more and has a worse attitude than anyone I have ever known in my life #whenever he encounters a minor inconvenience he's talking about how it never ends and he never gets a chance to rest for once #literally any day that’s not spent in complete and total stagnation is considered a failure #he hates when my mother and sister and i are happy like we can’t even play music and laugh in the kitchen while we cook and clean up after #meals because it distracts him from his video games and his YouTube videos about video games and the war in Ukraine #he gets mad when we laugh too much lol like dude you’re pretty lucky you have daughters who can have fun while doing the dishes #considering you haven’t done them in like 20 years #word to the ladies out there btw: my parents used to clean up after dinner together when they first got married. so watch out lmao

[nancywheeeler]

"getting my steps in—" no!! just take a walk. stop assigning pseudo numeric values to things that are supposed to be enjoyable.

#i hate you fitbits. i hate you 3000 step work outs. i hate you wellness industrial complex. #i love accomplishing a goal as much as the next person #but i simply do not see the life benefits of literally tracking your every move #seriously just do what peach pit says and take a walk #listen to the wind blow. watch the sun rise. #a shout into the void #this was born out of the fact i am trying to exercise more outside of my daily walks #but every youtube work out video is some variation of '[X] calorie burner!!' '[X] steps!!' stop it. #i just want to get my heart rate up to some abba

[nrmlgrl32]

i love jesus not in a devout christian way but in a way that can only be described as chronic mitski listener

#do yk what i mean. #like i listen to my body is made of crushed little stars and feel such drowning waves of sadness thinking of how jesus must have felt #in that olive garden moments before his prophesied death #a burden placed upon him by his own father by the entirety of humanity the very people he surrounds himself with daily #how it must have felt to turn 30 and know his life was literally ending already #to know the very people who praised his name would beg for his demise with no hesitation or sympathy #to know that he could turn water into wine but not save his own life #not because he lacked the power but because he lacked the ignorance to do so in good conscience #rahhh 🧟‍♀️ #jesus of nazareth #mitski #my body’s made of crushed little stars #puberty 2

[kavehater]

I don’t think the weird anxiety/panic will ever leave my tumblr experience🧍‍♀️

#idk like I feel like I’m in the worst place imaginable rn #dora daily #there are no words to appropriately explain how unimportant I feel on this site 🧎‍♀️not because of anything but like #bad things keep getting worse and I just don’t get it. im just so in shock like I don’t think I have it in me to be shocked anymore #this is my life forever #🧎‍♀️ #actually im a liar when i said not because of anything #I mean it’s because of some things #specific things #that make me spiral #then those things make me think about existing things and I have no idea if im being reasonable or not but #it makes me doubt the legitimacy of literally everything else #I’ve had this level of anxiety for academics because it’s the only thing that truly ever mattered to me but not my social life becoming a #source of panic too 🧎‍♀️ #I say this soooo much and im sick of saying it but idk why im always ignored or it feels that way most of the time #bla bla bla #I make so many mistakes when I feel that way like what if something else happens and we turn that 3 into a 4 #🥳🥳🥳 #whenever I leave the house then I come home I have the most existential dread because I hate it here #I hate being on dumblr but as mitski said it best “you have so much to do and I have nothing ahead of me” #I’d just watch paint dry atp

[icewindandboringhorror]

examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard* #I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. ) #the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol) #hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie* #Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA