#but i want another raid!

[iron-sparrow]

A few months back, I put together a second static to help some very deserving friends who had lost their previous groups clear the current Savage tier.

Well, half the folks in this picture just got their first P12S clear tonight! Super happy for them. Now we just have to keep going until everyone gets an axolotl.

feat. @nolanel-corbeaux / @this-is-ris / @hazelkjt / @the-white-snake

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv raiding #pandaemonium #anabaseios #yes that's Lia my alt #selfishly brought her bc I want another mount

[irradiated-radiance]

Woe, angst be upon yee

Think about this plot for more than a minute and it'll start to fall apart probably but just uhhh please don't think about it too much😞🙏

So Sosu has been frozen for over 210 years, they came from a world that wasn't as irradiated as the Commonwealth is currently, so, why not give them radiation poisoning?

They feel fine when they first step out but even still, they can just feel things are different, everything, even the air, feels contamimated. Over the many years, most of the radiation has disappeared, people of the Commonwealth have grown a tolerance to the low amount of radiation that still persists, but Sosu being completely new to this world has no such tolerance and even with a radiation suit slowing the process, the poisoning still seeps into them, slowly starting to kill them. At first it's barely noticeable but the closer they get to their goal, the weaker they seem to get.

First true problem presents itself, the Dimly-lit desert- I mean the Glowing Sea. Even with the power armor taking most of the radiation, by the time they get to the insitute, they're severely ill. The fatigue, the effects of the radiation, it's all obvious. Despite never knowing them it pains the Father to see them in such a way, perhaps it was cruel to let them out of their frozen prison.

Nonetheless the institute is smart, has people to deal with what radaway can't heal, and so with time Sosu is cured but it's made clear to them; any trips to Commonwealth are risky, simply put their body can't handle the radiation.

Obviously there are companions that want the Institute destroyed, but I wonder how they'd react to this? Going off of the assumption that they're close to Sosu, just how willing would they be to write their death sentence by demanding them to destroy the only thing that can help them stay alive? The thing that'd let the companion keep their close friend, maybe their lover, alive? How willing would they be to sacrifice the person whose been there for them this entire time, despite Sosu having their own struggles to deal with?

And with X6? Oh with X6 just think about it. Time passes and he's, dare he say, attached to the future leader. Slowly, without his notice, he's started to truly care. How would he take it, hearing other companions, or faction leaders, demand that Sosu does the "right thing" and destroy the Institute, destroy the only place where they can roam free without a hazmat suit, without having to worry about radiation?

He'd be kinda angry about it I think

#I feel like Preston might be the one most likely to try to look for a different solution? Very possibly Nick #like said I feel like this plot doesn't make THAT much sense but idk it's been stuck in my head for a looong while and wanted to get it out #fo4 #fo4 companions #fo4 x reader #fallout x reader #fallout 4 x reader #Preston is a kind man. He'd probably try to figure out something that'd keep his friend alive. Mans lost way too much to loose them too #with Nick I just feel like he'd be another to *really* try to figure out some other solution besides just shrugging and saying 'tough shit' #I'm not entirely too sure about the other companions... #oh right Curie and Codsworth would definately try to figure out something too #but with the rest? I'm just not sure at all 😭 #Gage would probably suggest to raid the whole place so Sosu can just live there without the Institute- #Sosu: Without the Institute... I'll die #Gage: Boss listen. Lets just break in. Kill everyone there. You live there. Problem solved #God can you imagine raiders with Institute technology #just able to teleport in and out with no issue? #terrifying. In killing the boogeyman you'd create another #but I doubt the nuka raiders would want to live inside the institute

[iztarshi]

I've been crocheting some monsters! There's a kelpie, a cockatrice, a makara and a baku.

I've even got a shop to sell them on etsy, now, although I'm still figuring out how to do things there.

#crochet #I want to make another kelpie out of real wool #expensive though #acrylic is easy to come by because I can raid the stuff my mum has left over after knitting clothes ^_^

[optiwashere]

I'm a simple woman. Shadowheart + collar = Happy. I need to write more of it specifically, instead of it just being a background detail that she's wearing Asheera's collar. As much as I enjoy the hat tip to it, the extreme level of trust that sort of exchange requires is literally life-changing.

#random rambling about writing #oc: asheera #it's not really a thing that needs brought up all the time #so if you skipped a few of the smut fics you might not even realize it happened! but here we are #I am rendered a worthless and weak wreck when I think about Shadowheart wanting to turn an amulet that Asheera gave her into a collar #After said amulet saved her life at the raid on the grove; a basically worthless little protection trinket that luckily worked #And how Asheera herself made the collars as another layer of how she sees being in love with Shadowheart as a gift she has to measure up to #to show Shadowheart that she is worth all of that and more and that though gifts must not always be reciprocal #there are some that must be answered with the same level of love; how Making Things and Creation are gifts of love #*sigh* I'm so very normal about them

[randomnameless]

How would you feel if IS decided to release a Forging Bonds where Claude and Hilda acknowledged Cyril's situation prior to Rhea saving him, Hilda specifically apologizes to him for what her family put him through, and Claude specifies that one of his first actions upon becoming leader of the Alliance was to outlaw any and all indetured servants throughout the country and free all the ones that already existed, along with giving them support structures to help them get readjusted to normal life?

On the one hand, it'd be pretty much the only choice IS has at this point if they were to ever adress the slavery problem in Almyra, and the writing team for Heroes has clearly shown itself to be more than willing to go against stances taken by the Fódlan games, such as having Lissa call out Edelgard on how stupid her stance towards crests is, so it wouldn't be entirely out of the realm of possibility; on the other hand, they did go out of their way to conveniently skip over the part of Cyril's backstory where he was a slave when he was added to Heroes, implying they really don't want to touch that subject either, and it'd be really lame if such a major issue with one of the three major countries in Fódlan was only ever addressed and resolved in the gacha game.

Anon,

Have you seen/lived through Book 7 of FEH?

All jokes aside, I think that even in the case FEH suddenly bring backs writers from the fridge, that would teeter to close to "uwu challenging a House Leader" and we know, with the bonkers A!Ingrid FB's event, that this is something they will never do.

Claude (and Hilda) having to grow from their FE16/Nopes selves?

Nah, can't do.

In a way, I think the Nabateans (and Billy?) were able to be "tooled"/"more developed" in FEH because, as ridiculous as it is, they're not the main selling points of Fodlan.

Lissa and Supreme Leader's FB was really odd, because FEH dared to go in that direction (ditto with Mila and Hegemon!gard) - so maybe they could... or, as seen in Engage with Supreme Forehead, they will try to erase everything that made her controversial or a character to begin with, to focus on "uwu rivals uwu school friends uwu".

So, if Supreme Leader's situation is that "difficult", I can't see them give the same amounts of fuck to Claude -

And, as you pointed out, given how Cyril's BG was "modified" to make sure House Goneril isn't mentionned or whatever happened in Almyra, I don't they will ever care - even if there used to be a time (or is it still going on?) where Supreme Leader's MYH blurbs, just like Dimitri's and Rhea's were periodically edited/modified by IS (especially the JP versions, for reasons we all know :p ) so, who knows, maybe one day, Cyril's MYH blurb will also be modified?

As for the idea in general -

In the paralogue, Hilda sorts of feels sorry for Cyril's time as a "servant" in House Goneril, which is like, the minimal kindness-reaction she can give, but there are no other mentions of that situation in this paralogue.

Hell, later on, when Hilda goes to Holst after the battle, she checks on his health, and recovers Freikugel - no mention of "plz tell people not to pick almyran children or at least don't give them so much work to do because they're having a hard time".

And while I liked the idea, in FE16, of Hilda being a sort of kind and caring character, who still has a lot of prejudices against Almyrans - she is lazy and doesn't want to do her chores because she's afraid she will mess up, and yet, she can be lazy because her House is the only one mentionned in Fodlan that has "servants" who aren't fed everyday who do "hard work" - because while Tellius went ham on the people who are prejudiced against other races, sometimes racism means someone can be the kindest and nicest person you ever know... except not to some other group of people (iirc we get this with Lyn's grandpa, who didn't approve of his daughter marrying Hasan, a Sacean, and yet, through his few lines and appearance, we see how he is a kind (albeit feeble) old man - who finally managed to get over his prejudice on his "deathbed", only for him to recover and spend time with his granddaughter at the end of Lyn's story).

Of course FE16 couldn't give this character arc to Hilda - which is kind of a shame, bcs tfw an ultra minor NPC from FE7 can grow but not a playable character in FE16 - but as an idea and concept, it could have been nice.

Instead, both Hilda and Claude are in a kind of limbo regarding this issue, because their games want to push the CoS scarecrow, thus the source of "everything wrong in Fodlan" and so, human vice, human greed and human failings aren't explored in their routes.

FWIW, I don't think any major state and its issues are explored in the Fodlan games, save for, maybe, Faerghus thanks to Nopes - and the Fodlan games aren't really concerned with tackling racism, even if I still give them a spot above Tellius, since Tellius has "biological reasons for anti miscegenation", but even if the games don't pretend to make a huge point of being "anti racism", imo this issue is best presented in the Elibe games.

TBH, I'd prefer a FB where Cyril interacts with the Nabateans and/or calls them his true family, maybe to someone like Medeus and or Xane or even later Jahn when he will be released? who wonder why he is hanging out with Dragons when he is only a human, Cyril replying that human or not human, Rhea showed him kindness and saved his life when no one else cared, so she is his mother and savior, period.

End of FB ends up with the Rheas overhearing him and each taking a turn to hug him which embarasses him to oblivion, with Seiros the Warrior not participating because she doesn't know that human yet, but if there is that kind of human in Future Fodlan, then even if Adrestia will fall, her fight wasn't for nothing.

#anon #replies #FE16 #3 Nopes #Cyril stuff #i know the FB wouldn't be about him per se #but tbh I don't see even FEH trying to develop Leicester and this particular issue more than the base games #they completely ignored it #why would FEH even tackle it? #say if Nader is ever added to FEH #I don't think his FB will be about the souvenirs and rampages and saturday raids #however much like Hegemongard and Supreme Leader who leave when their BS is pointed out #I think a Claude wanting to open borders with Almyra would also have a 404 error and blue screen and ultimately leave a conversation #when another character will point out how it takes 2 to dance and as long as Almyra doesn't stop the raids souvenirs and rampages #Fodlan will not accept to open its borders or even its heart to people who only want to kill them #Cyril being doted on by the Rheas in the FEH verse is a hc I really like! #Seiros the Warrior would try too but she's still at that phase where she thinks offering raw turnips is a sign of appreciation

[aurore-parle-de-ses-idees]

🖊️ for Est?

est :D

she needs to figure out that she's mostly just dps, and That's Fine, Actually. she can do a little healing (story wise anyway lol. when i go raiding she mostly heals), but she's not really good at it. she doesn't take naturally to it and she never really studied it either, and she tries to make up for that with stubbornness and nothing else, which doesn't always work out. she'll jump into healing when she's panicking sometimes- and sometimes it is admittedly necessary to go about things that way- and she'll go around offering it after a fight or something bc she feels like she's obligated to bc she can (and sometimes also bc it's pretty much the only thing she can do at all), but it's still very much not her Thing; a far cry from her storm affinity

some of her trying to like. fill every role at once was an offshoot of how much time she's spent just on her own, traveling and adventuring and, most recently, Being The PC lol. even when she works with other people for a bit, it hasn't often been long-term nor in groups where she can safely just let someone else handle it entirely

#ask games #est #ask game of 'yeah just ramble about your guys for a bit' :D #the Other thing with her and healing is the unintended consequences #which she hasn't often been around long enough to actually *see* #a lot of your typical adventurer show up do a few things be on your way #tadan did not take the healing- well ok. there was a lot about that situation he didn't take very well [in est-verse] and the near-death th #thing absolutely did not help. but est left to keep doing the epic and he left tinnudir for awhile and she hasn't seen him since #annoth is another one who for sure has unintended consequences happening #but she ran off north again soon after that and hasn't run into him again to even *notice* #(this is. a big problem of hers) #and entirely unrelated to that #i have no thoughts about when or why it would happen but est vs black breath to replicate the raid experience that was Extremely #when i realized i could stack all the heals i wanted on someone but with max stacks of black breath it will not do shit #bc it's -100% incoming healing :) #anyway!! thanks friend <3

[glindyupland]

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#yall are lucky I have zero motivation #or else I could be drawing Wish characters right now #I could be drawing so much Bazeema or Queen Amaya or maybe Asha #but I WONT #ha ha! Take THAT! #why yes I am aware this effects nobody #Glindy's Posts #I just care about the Teens and I'm tired of the internet ignoring them because they're inspired by the 7 dwarfs #yall are just mean. I love them so much. #Forget the concept art for 5 minutes and pay attention to the 7 new children that I have adopted I am begging you #I got spoiled by the RTC and MPHFPC Fandoms probably #like what do you MEAN nobody is capitalizing on the Teens' dynamics?? #What do you MEAN there are only like three text posts of them doing shenanigans?? #What is going on here?? #Girls don't want another Human Star or Evil Amaya rant. Girls want to know which Teen is Raiding Area 51. #I know nobody liked the movie in general but please

[noiivvern]

I hope for pokemon day they announce an end to the franchise <3

#Guy who kind of wants black and white remakes still or another legends game but knows better than to trust pkmn company #I hope they announce some stupid mobile game like pokemon go to the grocery store and buy healthy food #and then they're gonna announce some Unite event and something about pokemon go tour and maybe raid events in SV #and that's it. That's all we get. #Gameboy R/B/Y and G/S/C ports for the switch if we're lucky they just gotta export the 3ds ones #We finally get Let's Go Togepi and Pichu #Oh and how could I forget an event for Pokemon Master Sex

[yusuke-of-valla]

Well, my fourth death in Tartarus is probably a sign i should call it a night and maybe lower the difficulty, esp since the goal is to like. Nyoooom.

#i can't sleep I want to throw my controller at the wall #stupid fucking tables had hit minato with three zios while I had archangel equipped #alto plays p3 reload #I'm trying to take the time to appreciate the game but also #I have a backlog #unicorn overlord is coming out in two weeks #and quite frankly Pokémon's about to ruin my week by dropping another bullshit raid #so like. ya girl's on a schedule

[fourteenthz]

Btw I finished everything from 6.5 finally and my take is

#this might be my favorite patch btw i just wanted to talk abt lyna for a bit bc I ADORE HER and it makes me happie that she was there #I REALLY LIKE MSQ I adore the parallels with ffiv and as SOON as i saw zero staring back at her reflection I WAS LIKE #SO SHE IS GOING TO BE CECIL #LIKE IN MOUNT ORDEALS !!! YEAH !!! so i was the entity of msq going “shes going to transform into a paladin AAANY minute now” #SHE DID !! and that is my fav trial from these last patches btw I adore rubicant but yeah 🫡 zeromus won 🫡 #it was just. so cool. i adore the mechanics so much and it felt right the moment and everything #it isn't my fav moment in the msq now but it's a satisfying one and they really brought some shb moments to remins us of the good stuff^tm #but with so many good raids going one the msq seems A BIT lackey but just bc the raid series are WAY TOO GOOD #something something i almost had an anxiety attack when the twelve were leaving TRULY i was destroyed #but them deryk did THAT FACE ^TM and I was BAWLING MY EYES #this guy means so much to me. insane. so much ao i genuinely changed my girl's patron deity and its him now CANNONICALY #his is by far my favorite fight from the twelve. it wasn't hard per see but i was dying with laughter how i was being thrown from one side #to another. I'm not even kidding me and still STILL it's a fave. I'm going to play that again now excuse me #but yeah it was so good. i really really like this alliance raid series so much deryk is so dear to me the way the dialogue went #with him talking abt the twelve like his ancient friends i cried so hard 👍 that ending ruined me so bad u guys 👍 #yeah the msq was good but they are popping OFF with the raid series #maybe myths isnt my fave just bc pandae is right there and I swear nothing tops that for me but MAN.... HEAD IN HANDS. #i love them. I love what the devs are doing with expressions lately and i love the amout of times the wol is smiling #just... something something it seems fitting for what they want for the next expansion #yeah I'm insane abt the fact we will not have mom and evil dad anymore and the ancients and i get panicked thinking the twelve arent there #anymore and OF COURSE I miss drama a lot but it does seem somewhat fitting. the way that doing all that it still #straights the scion's relationship more and how we will keep the group together despite everything changing #idk idk i hate change and i adore what we had in the prev expansion to no and and yeah i feel like it isn't perfect like before NOW but its #like. still so good and so true to what ffxiv likes to preach and etc etc. i don't expect an shb or ew exp for 7.0 but still. EXCITING. #this rambling came out of NOWHERE BUT YEAH Anyway if u excuse me now. shb new game+ play time #kelly says #6.5 spoilers #edit: there are SOOOO many errors in these tags. sorry i got to excited. i just saw fray and had to close tumblr immediately to talk to him.

[lonelyquail]

hi everybody I sketched up a gym leader sona do u like her

she's a bug type gym leader and also the head of the local Weird Science lab. does she do chemistry does she do biology does she do toxicology. unclear. she does not do entomology though. she's just like this. her interns are used to her. she's a little freak and comes to work in stupid t shirts and sweats and one time tried to argue that socks and sandals were up to lab safety code So Hard that they had to add a whole new guideline to tell her no. how is she the head now.

bonus

#veesketches #weirdgirls in stem weirdgirls in stem weirdgirls in stem #i think she shiny hunts in her free time. the lab got an incubator and she proceeded to steal it and put pokemon eggs in it #so they had to get another #i also think shes like. shes got a similar vibe to the guys who were trying to raid area 51 to be buddies with aliens #but for the inter dimensional labs in alola because she wants a buzzwole or pheromosa So bad

[bibleofficial]

i i’m too big to admit it but it’s of value to post w timestamp that im genuinely anorexic. i need to say it for myself. as soon as i found out that it was past midnight & i had been drinking, i knew that i had to get absolutely plastered to vomit later bc i’d not exercised on an empty stomach that day - as expected, to be empty; begging for calories - & ‘need to repay the expent calories,’ despite the necessary intake for survival. it’s pathetic truly like. girl … wtf ? 😭😭 grow up 🙄 anyway … not me de electing in my own damn post

#diary #the theatrics #anyway #i’m fuckign #DESTROYED #i’ll throw up to sleep anyway #but it 4a fully wanted to be home at 10 got home 12.30 then forced everyone to drink bc im a DEMON #like #OK ACTUALLY TO BE FAIR #I HAD 1 PINT BEFORE MY GROUP MEETING W OMAR BC BE MADE US #then i had another pill & when i got home from the meeting not even when i got home like as i was walking into the complex raid wsd like hi #i want to bitch & i was like omg tea ??? then i had 2 40z & then when he kicked me out i a omar to drink & then i made him drink my baiju #spiked cider bc fuck u u made kp eat beef drink my chinese shit boy but when i was walking downstairs to smoke w omar raid was like wyd #& i forced him to come down & smoke w us & then omar got whisky & we drank here #BUT RAID W AS MAD BC I SAID ‘oh we were just gossiping abt u’ when his gf came in LIKE I DO #WHATSVER #& then i got plastered & im still here rdy to vomit

[rohirric-hunter]

A lot of the Stout-axe racial dialogue for that questline was basically just pronouns adjusted to be more inclusive and a "your kin" thrown in here and there. But it was actually a more full overhaul that I expected and there are a lot of juicy nuggets in there, like Vaskmun accusing you of stealing the ring.

#lotro #drof is finally telling me things about herself also #except she demands mordath #'when leonys demanded throne of dread terror you just did it' she says #'and it didnt even turn out to be relevant' #she does not care about 'legendary item overhauls' or other reasons its difficult to get a group for old content these days #'get thee to a legendary server then' she says #'even if i was a vip rn im not going to get a character raid ready for level cap content on another server right now' i said #'do you want to know about the thing with vaskmun and my dad or not' she says #'i do' i said #'then give me mordath' she says #shes not very reasonable tbh #leonys can be negotiated with #although she is being very stubborn about the horse thing #'its just a game mechanic' she says #'shut up' i say #'im the one who decides when its 'just a game mechanic'' #'do you know what a self insert is' she says #the nerve on her #youre not a fucking self insert young lady. not anymore. now get off your high fucking horse #both literally and figuratively #and get your ass into gundabad right this instant

[chubs-deuce]

Mona's mom is probably in prison and fuck your boundaries, I hope you get brutalized in the future

Those are some bold words for someone who tried to gaslight me with plagiarized words and didn't even have the decency to deny it, even when the server admin from who you stole the paragraph - back from when she was politely warning you about your toxic behavior in dms - has directly confronted you about it.

I know you can't stand losing to the point where you show your worst colors the second anyone disagrees with you (something you've been called out for consistently by multiple people, on top of general rudeness), but this is an L you're just going to have to accept taking lmao.

It was never about Mona's mom or how close to the truth your crude takes were or not, it has always been about your rancid behavior and self-absorbed attitude with which said takes are always presented. You barged into my post and dropped an insulting assumption in the comments about a hypothetical character the post wasn't even about, then made an ass of yourself when I pointed out that it's rude to do that.

The fact that you're completely failing to acknowledge this and instead try to shift the blame - once again - away from you and proceeed to resort to threaten me with violence is just proving that for me.

I don't normally respond to hateful asks like this, but there is also rarely a person that has proven to be as deserving of my ire and being told exactly how much is wrong with them and their behavior as you.

And you hate me because I see through your manipulative bully tactics and call them out plain as day.

Note by the way, please, how not once I have resorted to childish name-calling in this entire post and yet made my distaste for you abundantly clear? That's the difference between me and you.

I understand and acknowledge the risks and consequences of my actions, think and reflect about what I'm saying and how it affects people, how both can and will be used against me if the opportunity presents itself, how to handle it when it does. I will admit when I've made a mistake and do what I can to rectify it, or at least take steps to try and prevent it from happening again in the future. I'm not perfect and I make mistakes, but I at least try to be better.

You don't. You talk shit and get mad when you get hit. Then keep doing the same thing, again and again.

Have you ever stopped to consider that maybe being more observant, honest and mindful will actually get you the kind of validation you crave? And yet you keep tricking, keep manipulating, keep bullying your way through life, to get what you want.

I feel almost sorry for you, honestly. Whoever taught you that that's the way to go has done you dirty, because there's just no way in my mind how anyone as vapid and manipulative as you as her go-to strategy in life would be capable of forming genuine, lasting bonds.

#chubs answers #hate asks #long post #btw not surprised that you sent this in on april fools just so you have something to fall back on in case someone confronts you abt it #you've always been a slippery manipulative coward who has strong opinions she never actually sticks up for when pressed on #but there was really no need to confront you with it since you might as well have signed this with your full name with how obvious it was #and a violent threat of this calibre can't be ''it was just a joke''d away anyways #jfyi before you start thinking that I was the one that swung the ban hammer here or whatever #I never told anyone what to do - I only showed the ask I received and that I'm fairly certain you're the one behind it and asked for input #and the admin agreed bc she was there when the situation referenced in the ask has unfolded - it can't have been anyone else #and bc we don't want bullies and harassers on our server and also looked at the amounts of warnings you've already gotten #we've collectively decided that it's for the better of everyone on the server if you leave #the ban came when you talked one of your pals into giving you another invite link instantly after getting kicked #even though we've asked everyone to refrain from doing so for the sake of server safety after raid warnings #and you then proceeded to make an alt account to try and trick the admin into giving you another one when that didn't work #good riddance I say

[adhdvane]

when clock turned midnight last night (er this morning) a vaporeon outbreak showed up... 16 defeated and THIS BABY BOY SPAWNED IM ABOUT TO EV TRAIN A THIRD GODDAMN VAPOREON IN THIS GAME LOOK AT HIM GO

#pokemon scarlet and violet #pkmn sv #sammy liveblogs about violet #i tried the 60+ battle then sandwhich and picknic refresh but had no luck for 20 minutes to see if i could get another #but was having no luck after 20 minute so i fcked around in the ocean for the last 10 #and then with 3 minutes left found a shiny magikarp so i had to save it sdkjfhs #i almost have a full box of shinies in this game #i have 29 shinies sob #one shiny is not mine BUT i gave my friend a shiny so it's like equal exchange #she CAUGHT 4 SHINY WOOPERS WITH A SANDWICH #and she gave me one which was perfect BC I WANTED TO GIVE HER MY DUPLICATE SHINY FEMALE LITLEO #sammy be quiet #sammy no #im just glad people found out you DONT need salty herba mystica for sparkling power #and can use whatever two you want #so i like to do a sandwhich and fuck around (obv only saving if i get a shiny) #and then go raid until i make the two herbs back up #i still have a surplus but its nice to get them back #ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO DO WITH THIS A FRIEND THO AND DISCONNECT SO WE'RE IN OUR OWN WORLDS #i have more herba mystica then jelly so i dont mind using and then only saving after if i get a shiny #BUT MOSTLY JUST MULTIPLAYER SANDWHICHES GIVE YOU MORE FUCKING BUN SPACE #we did a rock one together yesterday....... and that requires two servings of bacon.... #i... i dont want to do that by myself how the fuck do i fit it all on the tiny single player sandwich #anyways SHINY VAPOREON LOOKS SO GOOD IN THIS GAME #i feel like its a little lighter than in arceus and i like that

[noxtivagus]

i will do a lot this 2023 >:3

#🌙.rambles #gna be a lot kinder to myself it's alright to take things at my own pace #i'm really hoping i'll be able to improve n strengthen the bonds i have now n make new ones too >< #ffxiv.. i wld like to develop our fc more. make new friends hopefully find some my age too. #i'm an fc leader now aaaa it's nearly been like a month but i've been busy !! #i will wholeheartedly do my best to live up to the responsibility. i rlly want to grow our fc to be a comfy close knit home for my ffxiv #friends. which is. atm rn just me n apollo on our server T_T BUT ONE DAY #n then static i wld love to raid. i want to help my friends get into raiding 🥺 so there's like 3 of us in our not-yet-established static #which means 5 more. regardless i do hope i'll clear another ultimate this year (ucob?) n raid pandaemonium savage again #n then finish both nier games n ccr n other games too. watch more stuff too hopefully #my sleep's been mostly fixed so i'm going to make a nee start this year #not gna dwell on my regrets to the best i can but i'll be kind to myself if i can't help it. nothing to gain by being too harsh on myself #this year's gna be hard w responsibilities irl w school n all n i am honestly very anxious #i've repressed it a bit w the break ;;;; but i'll face it as i always have. #i will study hard! i can't erase or rewind the past but i can do better moving onwards #these memories i can't return too may hurt yes n there'll be many times where it'll burden me n. i know i'll have many hard moments this yr #but i know i'll make it through n keep on going. pain and disappointment in some way will always be inevitable #but i'm more than my despair & i know i won't be alone on this path ahead of me. never have been entirely n never will be n i'll do my best #to remember n hold unto that!!!! #that said my social energy is still very inconsistent i apologize for that n i honestly don't know what to do regarding that but #i'll find a way as i always do. even if it doesn't quite have the 'best' outcome or wtvr i'll be kind to myself #even if things don't go as i dreamed like. idk the things i wrote to myself months ago.. that's alright #i believe in myself. #i'm rambling rn wait why am i so sleepy T_T #i am very used to being alone by just myself n apollo n my family whom i love very much so i may be really reserved w my friends #i barrly reach out n my social energy is typically inconsistent bcs of uhh old friendships that fucked up too but #i. god i cld just ramble abt this more n more but i think i'll be reaching cap for tags soon #that said though i'm really so grateful. for all the memories last yr. all the ppl in it; old friends n new. each moment each word #all of it. i write so much more than you'll ever know n.. even so i really don't think i can write enough to convey the depth of all the #love i have for like yk my family my friends n everything so dear to me in life :<< tyvm for 2022 genuinely yes