#but let's dig into it. just this once

[mea-trinitas-profana]

something im just Thinking About at 10pm. since its confirmed that the clinic is in fact a midwife clinic and Not an abortion clinic, i wonder why the baby doll amy receives makes her feel such guilt. Is she perhaps a little more aware of what Gary is using those babies for than most people assume

#i assume the funny looks her mother receives are because of the clinic's reputation of harmful practices #and of course that is also what the polie wre investigating #but let's dig into it. just this once #she could be feeling guilty over her work because of the rumoured malpractice. sure #but why towards Baby Dolls specifically? #im saying amy should willingly sacrifice a few babies before being possessed as a treat #maybe she doesn't know they're being Sacrificed to the fucking devil sure. but imagine she knows gary is making them disappear in some way. #and she Continues Doing It #the complexity. the trauma. the regret. #Indulge in my evil thoughts boy

[teddie-laundrybear]

ep. 42

*Gid havin fun pulling on a rope and making whistle noises* Frost: Thats very Train-y of you. Gid: ..... :( Kremy: .. Are you fucking kidding me Frost??

#once upon a witchlight #legends of avantris #gideon coal #kremy lecroux #morning frost #Let the man have his fun #he just went through alot #really gotta dig up that trauma there frosty #come on now #why would you do that

[darkwood-sleddog]

trying not to jinx it but we're going mushing tomorrow and the trails are 1.) groomed but 2.) not open to snowmobiles yet and 3.) it's gonna be cold af (means empty of all other users usually). so promising.

#dogblr #working season 23 24 #great conditions we've had snow all week #i'm just.... #must push past my nervousness and just do it bc it could be my only chance to get the sled out this winter #supposed to have rain next week #also 'darkwood why are you nervous? ' #bc this will be sigurd's first run after his injury and i haven't run three dogs for awhile #i was doing really good earlier this season moving past my confidence knock but it kinda comes up again sometimes #not as bad as last year i'll say #mostly just have to dig down and get on with it and release the brake and let the dogs do what they want to do #which is run #once we get out there i'm like 'oh' i worried for no reason lol

[comptonboole]

Yaoiful thursday

#pikmin #no im not explaining runs away farting #theyre this to me... yes i know the game isnt out yet #but ive been like. insanely digging thru the dialogue #came to this understanding #fuck you #middle finger emoji #let me be cringe... just this once #let me be cringe by pairing shit before the game even released

[queen0fm0nsterz]

I think the way the Lady and the Thin Man became a lot more enjoyable to me as a duo when I stopped believing Six to be the Lady needs to be studied in a lab

#carols.txt #the context is that i always disliked every lady pairing since when i was young #esp because everyone was trying to give her a husband when she frankly never needed one at all #and it seemed detrimental to her character ever to little media illiterate carols #but i've been in fandoms a long time so when ln 2 came out i kinda expected them to be and #i didnt like it but i guess it was... fine for the shits and giggles #then i started doing the digging in the games myself and I was like 《wait. WAIT》 #listen i love when two characters are the sides of a coin. i love when theres complexity that could be explored #《what complexity》 the one i made up in my mind /j #i think that they are VERY interesting if you read them separately but reading them in context together is... ough. OUGHHHHHB #this is how they got the pass from me. like OK ................ ok old people i'll let you out of the asylum just this once #they're both vile in a way that is so different and tied into each other's narrative in a way that is so visceral #i need to actually write out why because you will be looking at my insane tags and not understanding I PROMISE YOU I HAVE MY REASONS #I PROMISE

[antirepurp]

in a perfect world frontiers would've leaned more heavily onto the elements of exploration and combat, taking the wonder rise of lyric wanted to create with the way it places the player into ancient ruins and abandoned facilities to learn more about them, and replicating the love that went into unleashed's werehog gameplay that gave us a fleshed out combo system and a competent beat-em-up. alas sega is a coward, and in this essay i will -

#soda offers you a can #admittedly rise of lyric doesn't exactly give you the lore it wants to because of Everything #i imagine having to rewrite the whole story last-minute for a game you know is a lost cause does not motivate you- #-to motivate you to create new lore that's in line with the new guidelines you have to follow #but it has the spirit still. RoL lets you explore these old places yourself and see everything that remains in them #it gives you material to work with and lets you fill in the blanks #it draws attention to these things and shows them to you and tells you hey! people were here once! #frontiers gives you structures but a funny pyramid isn't really enough on its own #it's all just weird buildings and structures and not much else. it's strange but simultaneously not enough to make you think #RoL gives you old machines and vast chambers filled with technology and dig sites #and those all have personality to them and they feel like something #frontiers's structures rarely feel like anything even if you know they're supposed to #they're neat but not much beyond that #and the combat is. fine. but it's no unleashed. and there's a reason people mod it all the time #frontiers has the building blocks for a game that combines several things i love but the execution falls short unfortunately and it pains m

[liquidstar]

my wrist pain is starting to get really bad again, i hope it wont be a longterm issue like it was back in 2020ish. i know how to deal with it better now but that was genuinely a really sucky time bc on top of Everything Else going on i couldnt draw which is just. SAD! and also its annoying bc i literally get so bored when i cant like move my hands

#anyway lets pray it settles down back to normal manageable levels of wrist pain #i do my stretches i have been a good boy why have my wrists turned on me once again #i also have a commission im still in the middle of so itll be really annoying if i cant finish! #also last night i had to dig up ye old wrist brace and it BURNED for some reason #id ask a doctor but last time i went she was pretty much just like ''oh youre young youre fine just stretch'' so idk #she didnt examine me at ALL she just went off of vibes. but the stretches did help i just wish i couldve gotten more in depth advice here

[danthropologie]

"#he IS a golden boy idc what anyone say" ABSOLUTELY!!!!!! seb, dan, max are the golden boys theres no way you can tell me something else. no one has ever had christian's heart the same way those three boys have had it

it makes me fucking INSANE though cause like. christian handpicking daniel to join their junior program. shepherding him through the ranks until he finally made it to the big leagues. constantly heaping praise on him. clearly wanting to win with him. treating him like a son!!! having him drive him to his wedding!!! thinking it was a fucking JOKE when daniel called to tell him he was leaving!!! continuing to praise and go to bat for him even when he was at his lowest!!! creating an entire role out of thin air in order to bring him home!!! saying if it was up to him, daniel never would have left in the first place!!!! LITERALLY PRODIGAL SON SHIT!!! literally fucking last days of judas iscariot "why didn't you make me good enough so you could've loved me" "i did! i did! i'm here! i love you!" type shit!!!

#maybe it's time to dig in the archive for that judas iscariot post and go fucking insane again #dan #christian horner #red bull redux #answered #anonymous #once again asking how the fUCK you let all that history and narrative fall by the wayside for fucking haas or whatever #i keep saying it but i'll keep saying it cause it's literally just fucking insane to me

[trimmedarmor]

doing the equivalent of gripping something intensely hard then forcing myself to let it go every time i see something about the stupid fandom drama i got pulled into earlier this year

#nothing bad ppl just... bringing up its existence...AGAIN...... #every time i see it i wanna go on a rant for a billion years but the worst place to do that would be on tumblr #I rly don't wanna see anyone talking abt it unless it's to criticize the ppl who started the false accusations or to apologize to us #for the harassment #Buster: You Really Think Someone Would Do That? Just Go On the Internet and Tell Lies? #anyway I cant believe ive had the misfortune of interacting w some1 who has to b vindictive toward others to quell their own insecurity #to accuse us of racism because he wasn't allowed to be in a personal friends discord group... #and then saying that we didn't wanna let him in bc he wasn't a 'popular' account? 1. he has way more followers than some ppl in the server #hence why he was able to get so many ppl to attack us #2. he can't keep his own story straight. First we're racist then we're ableist then we gatekeep popularity? #Dude... we don't like you because you're vindictive and take minor slights way too personally...hence...everything that fucking happened #anyway idk who reported him but i thank them for it and i hope that was worth their account getting suspended for getting paid to harass us #to anyone outside of all this reading this mess... please question the validity of ppls accounts if they don't offer concrete proof #and the only proof is based on assuming that certain actions COULD POSSIBLY line up to the accusations #this includes if multiple people have the same accusation without proof because that's EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED #except it was dumber because several of their accusations literally contradicted themselves #wowww people apologized and informed their audience about possible microagressions once they were informed. they MUST be racist! #and if you don't want to dig into it that deep..then by all means mind your own damn business before you join in on someone else's witchhun

[cuteniaarts]

Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #lok malina #still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now #and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that #don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before #to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021 #because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing #but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence #anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he #*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character #for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop #I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like #I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her #if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet #okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself #lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer #about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long #this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh #I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out #*surprising #less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know #anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous #her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this #and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning #I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭 #I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb #okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary: #she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[hella1975]

by pure evil accident taob zuko's current mental state is the exact same as the one ive been stuck in for the past few weeks and that's a bit funny to me. like i started writing this chapter months ago and knew what i was doing with it even longer ago and suddenly ive manifested it into reality. we are both facing the horrors rn

#when the angry character finally learns to acknowledge their rage not as its own problem but as a coping mechanism to the problem #& faces at once the relief of finding the source of all this anger & the horror of realising that the anger itself was never the final boss #and it leaves them in a depressive state where they actually MISS the anger because at least that was active and - in a sense - dignified #whereas this just feels stilted and mopey and like each day is passing and you're losing time doing nothing #but you cant shake it anyway and wow im no longer talking about zuko!!!! we stay embarassing ourselves over taob!!!! #like i realised just now while staring off into space stirring my tea that the reason this particular depressive episode has hit me so hard #(aside the fact it's been a pretty extreme one and my paranoia has rlly flared up to the point ive felt honest to god CRAZY lately haha) #is because it's so DIFFERENT to how i usually respond to feeling like this #like normally my temper gets very quick and i completely isolate and i get mean and sharp #and i convince myself that everyone is out to get me and/or hates me and therefore i must manipulate everyone in my life #and ofc NONE OF THOSE THINGS ARE A GOOD RESPONSE. I AM NOT PROUD OF THEM #THEY ARE ALSO NOT NEARLY AS BAD AS HOW I USED TO BE HENCE I KNOW I AM GETTING BETTER #SLOWLY PAINFULLY WITH MY NAILS DIGGING IN THE DIRT BUT I AM GETTING BETTER ALL THE SAME #but STILL despite how awful those things are they're also very external. like i hurt the people around me in order to protect myself #and there's a dignity to that. there's more control there even if ultimately it's a lack of control causing it #like i have some fucked opinions from my upbringing and ik that like im quite a selfish person and it's bc i was raised to truly believe #that hurting others is always optimal over letting myself be seen as weak. like if my options are to hurt someone even someone i love #or let myself be vulnerable then sometimes i STILL will pick the former (it used to be all the time though <3 progress is progress) #and anger has always been sold to me as a very dignified STRONG emotion and it's how you're SUPPOSED to respond to badness #otherwise you're weak and a baby and pathetic etc etc #and just bc you know something is wrong doesnt mean you didnt internalise the fuck out of it anyway #like i will always see anger as the 'dignified' emotion and unlearning it regardless of that has been one of the hardest things ive done #('wow hella your own journey with mental illness is the literal exact same as taob zuko's-' i will hospitalise the both of us) #whereas currently ive just been sad and pathetic and oversharing to anyone who will listen and desperate for someone to look at me #and be like 'you're not okay' and to fix it FOR ME. like im not ANGRY im SAD and im not used to that response #AND GUESS WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS THIS CHAPTER BY PURE FUCKING COINCIDENCE?? LITERALLY WHAT #like it's been happening for a few chapters that we're finally moving from anger to sadness on my unofficial healing chart #ever since zuko's outburst with hakoda when zi se had that tantrum #but this is the first time we see Sad Coping Mechanism as a response to a problem instead of Angry Coping Mechanism #taob updates

[yesterdayiwrote]

I have many thoughts of Alex saying if George was an ice cream he’d be cookie dough…

#george russell #alex albon #galex #so my thinking is he’s looking at it from a ‘he’s vanilla but there’s little nuggets of fun in there once you start digging around’ angle #which is just an adorable thought and actually very correct #and cookie dough is a good ice cream let’s be honest

[jamietwat]

I feel like in some alternate universe where Jamie didn't come out at the press conference he just starts doing more and more signals that are less and less subtle to signal he's queer. Like he's wearing rainbow headbands. His nails are bi pride colors constantly. He exclusively uses a water bottle that says "IM GAY" during his morning sessions with Roy, hoping the paps will comment on it. Like he's out now but if ppl aren't gonna acknowledge it he's gonna be even more of a visual eyesore until they do.

Oh, for sure. Like he's already got his rainbow headband and bi colours headband and he's definitely still wearing them and he's still gonna be obvious about it on social media and in general so people can't ignore it

I can also 100% see him walking around in an "I put the bi in bitch" hat. I tried to put a picture but tumblr said fuck you and blocked the image for no reason so I guess no picture it is

He also makes a queer gc with Keeley and Colin and Trent just to send them those stupid intentionally cringy cursed meme pride shirts and try to talk them into getting the ones he sends for them because he thinks it's funny (and what he sends gets increasingly stupid and unlikely for them to actually wear the more they refuse). He expects Trent to be the first to refuse but instead Trent's the one that's just like sure to the first one and ends up getting it and wearing it one day to Jamie's great delight

(Roy is initially spared from this chaos when he's not out to the team yet so Jamie leaves him out of the gc even though everyone there has already figured him out but Jamie makes up for lost time being extra chaotic and annoying and intentionally pushing his luck once the team all knows)

Jamie's also gonna be an absolute menace about people claiming Keeley cheated on him and then even when they're both like we're literally both dating her shut the fuck up insisting they're just covering their asses or acting like poor them both getting roped along when they're both perfectly happy. Roy's gonna be involved in that though even though he's usually private about his personal shit but people are shitting on Keeley so theyr'e double power pulling receipts and making people look stupid, posting things with passive aggressive captions and things that are just flat out aggressive, and posting dumb jokes

Jamie's twitter and instagram are going to be primarily for fighting and passive aggressively establishing that theyr'e telling the truth while his tiktok has a video about that and then is just stupid jokes that also make their dynamic all that more obvious and publicly establishing that him and Roy are friends and don't hate each other (even as behind the scenes it becomes very different very soon after he starts this) and Roy gets dragged into this more willingly than Jamie's usual just making a tiktok around him and including him however he wants while Roy just glares at him

#Read more because I once again typed more than I anticipated #Jamie on tiktok with the and my man thank you to my man sound making videos about his gf's other bf paying for him too when they're #all together #And the I have friends I definitely have friends with the list being 'my girlfriend' 'her other boyfriend' bc it's funny even if he does #have other friends but he highkey spends most of his time with them #Plus a bunch of other shit Roy gets roped into mostly just standing there for and letting happen #That doesn't stop Jamie from making him a tiktok account just to tag him in shit and send him things and then Jamie's so surprised when Roy #makes a video that's half establishing that they're friends half a dig at him #I have a lot of thoughts about Jamie's tiktok chaos tbh and I feel like his profile is full of thirst traps and videos that are varying #levels of chaotic #Jamie also makes a 'the rumours are terrible and cruel but honey most of them are true' video when people start catching on and commenting #on the fact that Jamie and Roy are friends and seemingly spend most of their time together #Ask #Mine #BLT #Bizarre Love Triangle #Anonymous

[caitlynmeow]

Man I dunno I just feel that when it comes to horror movies, the daughters love to watch slasher films like this shit is their go to movie genre to unwind and have a fun time. The more bloody and gory the film is the more fun they have.

It’s the other kind of horror movies that the girls just don’t seem to… process well. Paranormal horror is not something they like watching, as they came to learn after a while of trail and error. Creaking doors and windows, shadows lurking around dark corners and entities lurking in the shadows have really made them appreciate not having to deal with any of that in their daily lives.

But the girls are aware that they live in a big house. They tend to do things on their own in different parts of the house. When they’re alone and it’s dark outside, are those shadows dancing in dark corners? Was that a creak of old floorboards or was something lingering there?

Long story short, once Alcina learned the effects some of these movies have in her children she prohibited them from watching anything from that particular genre.

#headcanon #house dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #alcina demitriscu #resident evil village #the babies #they watched the first four paranormal activity movies in one sitting and that did not go well #Alcina had to do some digging to understand why her daughters are suddenly acting…strange #once she found the culprit she put a stop to it #and it’s not something she is willing to negotiate #she also put limits on how much television her daughters watch per day #to her there is absolutely no reason to sit through four films in a row #one film per night is the allowed limit nothing more #she’d much rather her daughters read and paint and play music than be glued to a screen for the entire day #she’s just looking out for her babies ya know #she wants them to have fun and not be scared because of poor choice when it comes to what to watch #cue karl recommending them the worst movies just to troll Alcina #and he secretly let the girls watch those movies their mothers have banned because he’s the cool uncle but also to piss Alcina off #tho he tells the girls to keep it a secret between them bc of their motjer finds out she won’t let them visit him anymore #anyway movie times in the dimitrescu house are always fun

[erythristicbones]

i think making my own discord server for my original stories was one of the best decisions ive made in awhile tbh

#i just! i might feel like shit and have been in a lot more pain than ive wanted to admit lately #but having my own designated space for my original works and having ppl i know + trust chilling in there witnessing my rambling #its been like this little bit of sunshine in my day #especially knowing like. these ppl care about me enough that they like to see ME get excited over things #that they technically have no stake in whatsoever #its nice. it makes me happy. im so glad i did it #so also once again #friends/mutuals/ppl i can trust not to bring drama into my silly lil story server that arent in it currently....... #if you want the invite you can dm me or reply here!! #im being a lil selective with who i let in bc i have severe social anxiety n all but like #if you follow me/interact with me/are good friends w my good friends #then i defs wouldnt mind giving you the invite #i cannot handle internet drama and i have hyperempathy okay. im nice and glad to invite people #i just also need the assurance that this server i created for myself before anyone else will not become a strain on me ya dig?

[quietwingsinthesky]

know that if i ship a character with one incarnation of the doctor, it automatically extends to all of them. i can’t be held back.

#this is why war/river rotstes in my brain constantly #its like. this is the part of himself he drove out of his mind. out of his history. locked down so tight because he couldn’t look at it. #and so much of river is. so much of her she cannot look directly at. she can only use it. she was trained as a child assassin? then she’ll #use that to get herself out of any situation. because she couldn’t. once upon a time. she couldn’t. but she can now. #but that gravity well of the inescapable past that hurt you worse than anything ever could. they could find something there. #common ground. perhaps. and the war doctor is rough but he is not unkind. #he did not close his eyes and think of the children that would be lost and make the choice with a cold heart. #he could not save them on his own. and river could not be saved. but they must go on. they must. #and in the same way that river knows the doctor’s name. the fact that she carries a picture of this face alongside the others. that she #knows this part of him exists is important to me. #also she should get to kiss that old man #but mostly its about the shared understanding of how they were shaped into the person they are. the thing that would make someone look at #their past and decide they have to be Other than a person. an oncoming storm. or a psychopath. because how can you be just a person and live #with what happened to you. better to give yourself a word for others to view you as. rather than let them see something you didn’t plan for. #there’s much to dig into here i swear im not insane