#but yeah nah fam

[mercymaker]

chilling vibing getting stuff done and then suddenly getting hit by 'why do you try so hard to make something new and good and bend yourself backwards pushing for quality when that stuff is mostly discouraged and low effort quantity-over-quality stuff is constantly rewarded'

#life #was on a high after writing quite a bit today #but now feel like a deflating balloon lmao #like yeah nah yeah i've worked with social media enough to know that you have to play 'their' game in order to 'succeed' #but that whole premise is so soulless and yet #it's the shit paradox that most often the less time and effort you put into something the more likely it will do good online #but with constantly diminishing returns it can get pretty tough #like the pattern is there it's all in motion #and it's just gonna get worse and worse and worse #people barely reblog anymore barely comment #i started posting my writing because i thought 'well at least one person might like it!' #like... i cannot NOT write it's just who i am #but even with the folders full of personal writing and whatnot at some point i stopped #because writing is just incredibly lonely and it was starting to make me feel worse about it so i stopped #but yeah nah fam #i'm just fully in the period shits and getting emotional #but the ongoing decline of engagement and communication is just sad to see #like even artists around me who are incredibly talented i see them barely get any notes and if they do it's pretty much all likes #shit's depressing fam #and then on top of that we have people stealing shit from us #like that fucking guy who copied every bg3 creator's ideas and then started playing victim when called out #what was up with that lmao

[sare11aa11eras]

Jon and Lyanna, dying.

(can’t escape his mother’s blood)

#asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #my art #jon snow #lyanna stark #*waves* yeah I haven’t posted art in over a month. yeah it’s bc finals. #I think my anatomy is a bit wonky but. oh well! #you ever think about Jon and Lyanna dying at 16. I mean Jon COULD be 17. but if he’s 16. thoughts… #the blue dress is based on my last lyanna art! #basically I think you’re allowed to put lyanna in blue for bvm reasons and bvm reasons ONLY #I wanted to have like. the sheets behind her morph into the snow. and then I was like. nah fam ✋ #I think the bloodstains worked out well 😊😌 #blood tw #blood cw

[veone]

the anons are making assumptions which i'm confused about, but than again i am just all over the place sometimes so i get it. i have never said i was above "drama" can't consider this last thing as drama honestly considering the topic and disgust i am feeling, oh and being petty and mean. its just reserved for one person and associates cause i enabled some bullshit with him being a depressed loser. now i just say whatever on my blog and deal with it like an adult. its good to suffer consequences for yapping.

#i am a flawed person and i want to mostly correct some of that and be alot more certain in my decisions #got my depression treated so that's a step in the right direction. but yeah i don't like him #i'm always gone take the opportunity to point out some shit and be a bitch like was the broke comments needed no #i honestly just don't want to get anyone i fuck with involved in some shit because of that lil shit and his inability to understand #he not a child getting bullied for being brown and queer and a little different cause brain chemicals #and i'm gonna say this i don't like how some people use their identity to just be shitty people like nigga no #your giving the peeps a bad name #but yeah nah i'm 24 and black women with a very messy fam like no i am not above drama it just depends on what the hell the topic is and if #i care like come on one thing i am not is a hypocrite and oddly i feel the need to speak all the time like i can't help it #i gotta give context to everything its stupid

[transboysokka]

ok like I’m sorry but I DONT get how European/North American people (and I’m only talking about people with the financial means of course, and this also usually extends to people who consider themselves avid travelers) just skip Asia?? because it’s “too far”???? like bitch we have airplanes you can get anywhere in the world in 24 hours or less find a new excuse

#ppl skip Africa too but that is for Other Reasons that merit their own post #I’ve spent $5000 US over the last five years killing the planet to see my family bc they REFUSE to come here like bitch pls #they can all afford destination weddings and immigrating to Europe or whatever but won’t come here I see u #also I’m NOT made of money lol I’m trying to finish this masters degree and get top surgery but I keep having to postpone both #bc I’m expected to visit the fam? lol nah #and yeah the travel time does suck when you only get a week or two off work and need to take 4 connecting flights to keep the price down #it took me 29 hours actually to get home summer 2023 #anyway this post is about me being pissed off at my family and annoyed about ‘cultured’ ppl who don’t even know about radish cakes lol #I am a hypocrite tho bc I refuse to visit Europe lolol #text

[fudgetunblr]

Why is no one giffing Jackson calling Kimberly hot? 😭 girl I died

#like she’s always treated so subpar and he’s like #nah fam you’re hot #and it’s like #yeah she is #the sex lives of college girls #tslocg

[leaderintitleonly]

Okay so. I've turned on Doc's playlist because I am hoping positive association helps me write. It's Route Venus. It's Route Venus. Judge me. Judge me so much right now. But I have a dog on my bad knee (weighted heating, go go go) and fiance is asleep next to me because the pain is making me very crazy. Let's see what I can get done.

Because I am sad, in pain, and can barely function.

#heigh ho mun #listen i've been using route venus for doc since i was like nine? nine. #and then later on “HUH HOLY SHIT! Guess that's his Sailor Scout cause lol Hogwarts Houses? lol nah fam not how I roll.” #so yeah that's the scout identification cause doc is a filthy libra :D

[texanredrose]

There is nothing quite like reading someone butcher their language of choice and then get mad and defensive when other people don’t understand what they intended.

#I'm not reblogging the post because honestly it's so stupid it makes my brain hurt #and I am not going to help it break containment #but sometimes if a bunch of people 'hey wait' you #yeah you're the problem buddy be more clear with your wording #it's a post buddy you can qc it before you show it to people #it doesn't help the person's username is probably the most pretentious thing about the post #like nah fam you aren't the only sane one being ignored #you're an idiot who needs to learn how to communicate

[moe-broey]

AUTISM JUMPSCARE!!!!

I'm just feeling especially normal about the Askr siblings and I have one million notes on my cell phone that were never intended to see the light of day but. If you. Wanna indulge me.

^ snippets from a scrapped Hel Sharena AU, not really a fic just figuring out scenes (meant to be a comic). Context is a near death experience (she fucking kilt him almost) and girlbossery I guess (ready to kill her herself but also understanding of the self and the pain and various other horrors and ultimately finding a little kindness for yourself even just a smidge.)

^ Broken ass family.

^ Some misc ones.

There were two more I was gonna include but I felt they got too personal for me LMFAO, but the main takeaway from them is:

> Alfonse is a funny little man who's full of contradictions. Yeah yeah he's super cautious and has extreme difficulty letting people in. But he will speak freely and openly to anyone who will listen. He trusts his allies wholeheartedly (esp drives me insane How he does this, in a strictly practical way). He's just... so earnest. Try as he might to distance himself and remain guarded, his earnesty tends to seep through. (And hell if we're talking contradictions, not even mentioned in this particular note but about a thousand others of mine LMFAO I believe Alfonse is a very emotional character. Like. His emotions DO tend to be a driving force for him. Unfortunately he is also his father's son. Jokes aside though, he does naturally have a very pragmatic personality to him too!)

> Something something there's something uniquely isolating about being friends w your sibling's friends bc you know they would simply never know you otherwise were it not for your older sibling(s). Sharena is here because Alfonse is. I'm here because my sisters are. There's nothing inherently wrong with that, it just leads to some strange grey areas and never really knowing where you stand sometimes.

These two did go hand in hand, just. Removing the context makes them seem unrelated LMFAO oh well!!!!

Anyways. Autism moment over it's so fucking late dude. It's almost 4 I gotta be up by 8 LMFAOOOOOOO GIRL HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😔😔😔😔

#fire emblem #feh #wwhy doenst my job understamt. i need to be autistic about characters or i WILL explode into one million pieces. to dust. ect. #i'm also just. well you know. the horrors. it's always the fucking horrors around here stg. #nah but like i'm good. just. experiencing things. family. ect ect. no more comments on that! #fe alfonse #sharena #ok to rb btw like yeah there are personal tidbits but i did my best ro share as much as i'm comfortable w #and really i just wanted to share like. all the intricate dynamics that live in my head. #i think the askr fam is really compelling. and this is just the main ones (offshoot would def include lif) #i have a lot of thoughts about him too but they usually end up goofy LMFAO. #sorry for making the serious sad n angry death man silly. as if it's my fault it's a healing experience. #but for this post in particular i really wanted to focus on alfonse n sharena. #i feel like. they have fucking intricacies man. by themselves and together.

[succubi-tch]

Thinking about the last roommate I had and how I wasn't allowed to use any sort of cleaning chemical in our dorm because she had some fuckass pet bird that if it inhaled a micron of Human Created Product it would fucking die

And evidently our counters were always dirty (and/or she was a fucking slob, cause her fat ass was) because a few times after I'd put ice in my tumbler for the day. The water would start to fucking taste like onions?? And I thought I was tripping for the first few days

Until I saw her nasty ass cutting up scallions, leaving them on the counter, and realizing one must've gotten stuck to the bottom of my fucking ice tray that I then stacked on top of another ice tray to save space in the freezer for her. 💀

I fished a scallion chunk out of my water tumbler that day. She thought it was hilarious and lost it and I also kind of laughed just so it wouldn't drive me insane, but hindsight? I should have just killed her to avoid literally everything (instigated by her) that precipitated the onion water incident.

#its so funy that bird was so fucking annoying. ''he came from an abusjve family so now he screeches incessantly whenever literally anyone #enters the house'' great!!! where do i sign up to be your roommate again next year⁉️ #its funny cause thats actually what killed our friendship. she had a b/pd fueled srgument with me because I thought it was bad for #my mental health to room with her again. anyway covid hit and no one roomed with anyone so 🤷‍♀️ she tried to be friends after that. #..nah fam. you spent over two hours grasping at straws trying to vilify me over a mental illness that is the very definition of #a you problem. sorry #i think ill tag this as #the roommate chronicles #anyway that was... 5 years ago? end of 2019? damn man #its taken me this long to talk about it #i had to hide so much of myself from her cause i did not feel safe expressing those parts of myself to her (she was a crazy insane leftie) #that and she had a tumblr blog. pretty sure i blocked her years ago cause shes not following me (made sure of it) #turned reblogs off so she wouldn't see this so. yeah <-paranoia

[fregget-frou]

RaaaaAAAAA trying to do a thingy to combine my artstyle with other ppl so I tried @loafbud ‘s because AAAAAAAA/pos they have such amazing art and I’ve been following them for a few years and arthhhhjgk

I love it SO I DREW SOME CHARACTERS FROM MY OBEY ME AU specially the vexin which is basically a wizard family but like. You gatekeep each other. Idk.

Here’s the first 4/13!

Hen is the head of the family and he is so o tired and specialized in dark arts and eldritchical magiks. Eden is the second born and mainly focuses on doing nothing because she doesn’t care!! She is good at fireball tho

Versai will remind you of Dionysus and follows the house of Asmodeus, specializing in mind magic and such. He also does not do much. Mozieus has devoted herself to the house of Bielzebub and she is currently the accounting manager, she lives in the devildom mostly :>

Link to the rest

Here’s the full sketch :p for a preview of characters

#fun fact Hen was originally MC until I decided nah. he’s way too focused on his fam for that bull #the old man deserves to chill in the dark realm in peace #yes this is part of the obey me universe in a weird AU #more realms BABEYYYY #also yeah hen looks like Lucifer ALOT bc he acts like him #same shit they gotta deal with #I love pushing shapes OH MY FUCKING GOD RAAAAA #ARTHRJF #I really wanna explain the lore I have about these dudes #listen I love obey me but I’m a Christianity nerd #I want some more fun stuff #like more nephilims and shit man #freggzocs #freggzartz #obey me au #freggrambles #freggterra

[orangetintedglasses]

( and to quickly tack onto that: what doesn't help is Nai perpetuating that cycle of guilt and self-loathing by 'confirming' that all of this IS his fault

is it malicious intent to gaslight his brother into compliance? is it something nai genuinely believes? notice that it's only ever said with anger/pointedly once (maybe twice?) when Nai was legitimately angry at Vash, so is it a family member trying to show that no matter what, he'll accept whatever fuck ups Vash has behind him?

or is it a mix of all of these things? either way, it doesn't help.

( Star's Nai is absolutely trying to gaslight him and thinks of his brother as a precious, fragile thing that needs to be preserved in a gilded cage where HE can make all of Vash's decisions for him. I purposefully have his Nai (that I write) be awful because I'd rather not write a redemption arc for Nai with myself when my muse is Vash, you feel me? ) )

#independent plant manual;; ( headcanon ) #( ugh I'm sleepy and feeling chatty/contemplative ) #( but yeah nah Star's Nai is an absolute horror and I enjoy that ) #( I'm just not looking to be accused of reducing a deep character to something one dimensional ) #( nah fam I literally just wanna write with OTHER Nais who want to explore the redemption thing ) #( that's not my job ) #( also you can blame the person who was SUPPOSED to be Nai for me having to write one in the first place ) #curtains down ✧〗( ooc )

[thorne1435]

clothes shopping with my best friend.

she tried to tell me i needed to try the clothes on in the changing room.

i, as politely as possible, informed her that she better have a gun in that purse if she wanted me to go in there.

"oh let me just beg this employee to let me go into this absolutely-totally-not-surveilled closet so i can strip." bro fuck off.

#and like yeah this is unrealistic fear on my end #but the level of anxiety i felt about going into that room? #nah fam. i'll waste the gas on the return if it doesn't fit. i'm good.

[thepinkseashell]

HELPPPPPPPPPPPP A MAN CONFESSED HIS LOVE TO ME TODAY MY BROTHER IN CHRIST I AM A HOMO LESBO DYKE 😭

#I DIDNT WANNA BE LIKE NAH FAM IM A DYKE CAUSE I DONT BE COMING OUT TO PEOPLE I DONT RLLY KNOW LIKE THAT #SO I WAS LIKE UHHHHHHH. I JUST GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP IM NOT REALLY LOOKING TO DATE ANYONE RIGHT NOW CAUSE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY #HE GAVE ME HIS NUMBER LIKE 6 MONTHS AGO AND I NEVER TEXTED HIM BACK CAUSE I WAS AFRAID HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME AND LO AND BEHOLD #AND AFTER I TOLD HIM HE WAS LIKE YOU STILL HAVE MY NUMBER RIGHT CAN WE STILL BE FRIENDS 🥺 #AND I WAS LIKE YEAH SURE TOTALLY BUT I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD ACTUALLY TEXT HIM CAUSE I DONT WANNA B RUDE BUT AT THE SAME TIME #I DONT WANNA BE LEADING THE POOR LAD ON YOU KNOW ??? #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT IS MY LIFE #WHY DONT HOT WOMEN PROFESS THEIR LOVE TO ME I GOTTA DEAL WITH MEN N SHIT 😭😭😭 #IF ANY OF YALL HAVE ANY ADVICE FEEL FREE TO WEIGH IN CAUSE I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION 😖

[turner-strait]

oh hey i just saw one (1) person make (implied) pepstavo naughties on the bird app. yay.

#it was self-naughties with some gus thoughts and it was really fucking cute #but literally whose butt do i have to fuck to get me some proper pep/stavo naughties #that's like properly tagged and searchable #''skonz you can literally make it yourself'' DO YOU KNOW ME FAM I AM TOO LAZY #mostly i'm just mad about all the ant/on and the lack of gus #like gus is RIGHT THE FUCK THERE #i don't hate it i just really dislike it - like how do i get rid of it CLEARLY blocking the ship tag is not enough lmao #anyway yeah. so one great 34 pep'vo artist whose art i absolutely loved #is apparently writing some sort of fake/st'ick rape comic and i'm just-- #like the (unrelated) vore shit i could scroll past but this? nah son bye. sad that your fat old men will now be just a memory 👋 #anyway it's like 2:30 in the morning I've had like suburban mom levels of wine and i'm mad :c #i just wanna vent :c #sonja whines

[astrxealis]

dropping by a bit just a bit before midnights and i head to sleep because HELLL am i so glad with my fire units actually. i need to do work on proper teams and grids and shit but ?? wilnas percival michael medusa athena anila nemone etc i am Winning here

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა gbf ໒꒱ *·˚ #fire... i never really favorited it as an element in gbf to play w but now it is different LMFAO #wilnas + percival is sooo fun i love doing a bunch of super strong attacks and charge attacks esp w michael's double ca skill #but yeah even before i got lucky with those three units in particular i was pretty smart w using athena and nemone already #like. synergy. or maybe i'm stupid idk but !!!!! the way they build up levels of yk. one when they get hit. one when they dont. so it fits #okay that's all ..... sorry it's funny to me i was suuuper yeah with gbf farming before the break and then throughout it NAH FAM but after #again. hi! also i played a bit of ffxiv today GOD i miss playing that game actively sooo much ..... kinda feels unreal i havent been super #active. anyway. sleep. uhhh oh wow i don't really feel stressed even though i have a quiz tomorrow that. is likely easy but i didn't really #study HAHAHGBSJ I HAVE A LOT OF TIME THOUGH SINCE IT ISN'T TIME-LIMITED and until afternoon sooo yeah. yeah #GOOD NIGHT i ramble again. also percy jackson universe my fucking BELOVED wait

[lambourngb]

This stupid show. I love it so much it’s embarrassing.

#and the thing is #there’s still this attitude of conditional love #I gotta hate things the way other fans do in order to be counted #nah fam #oh yeah too old for that shit #don’t dm people hate to up lift your fave #it’s embarrassing to you