#can u even fathom that

[stillthesunkenstars]

to groom or not to groom…. that’s the quastion .

#doctor who #braxiatel #irving braxiatel #gallifrey audios #romana ii #romana #romanadvoratrelundar #lowkey #I mean. Highkey #kinda cannot fathom brax pursuing romana without an inherent creepiness #and even then he’s more shaping her into a presidential candidate rather than.. as a target of romance. #I like sick relationships but this is not it for me lol #I mean I feel it’s more creepy when he’s using her as a pawn and doesn’t actively care about her wellbeing beyond sympathies #than if he’s going like ohh if I had a white charger romana can u tell that I hate that scene 😭 #and all of the ooc memes that spawned off it to the point it skewed the perception of brax for a majority of the fandom #my art

[burninglilys]

tinn + tonkhao from laws of attraction // the five stages of grief by linda pastan

#do u ever wonder about tonkhao and tinn #tinn‚ who changed the course of his entire life because he knew he wanted to take care of his niece #suddenly having to grapple with the fact that he’s *lost* his niece #having to fathom a life where suddenly shes just not in it #is there any way that one can fathom a grief as huge as this? #is there any way that this grief can be digested without feeling like your stomach is being crushed by the weight of it? #that was tinn’s girl 😭 #and suddenly she just isnt there #i cant even articulate the grief he must be feeling 😭 #laws of attraction #may.ww #web weaving

[socksandbuttons]

okay but seriously killcode meeting earth, the PERSONIFIED thing that creator put into moon and now is a person. AND HAS THE EXPERIENCE OF CREATORS ACTUAL BULLSHIT.

#i know i know its in her code to excuse creator but u can absolutely make her realize somethings WRONG #when she cant even fathom killcodes story #like in a general sense of 'i should be feeling something different. i shouldnt be excusing any of that.' #LET HER GET EXISTENTIAL HERE #while not disbelieving creator but definitely having more drive to figure out whats causing her to be like this #ALSO SECURITY CODEEEEE GUYYSSSS GUYSSS AHAHAHA #u may think 'oh like another person?' NO. NO I DONT MEAN THAT AT ALLLLL. #actually like considering how killcode was very much coded to be murderous and stuff. earths own reluctance to use her security code #what COULD that do that makes the one whos suppose to keep the peace not wanna use that EVEN IN DIRE NEED (lunars life) #i dont think she knows what thats suppose to do. and lkely creator telling her ONLY under VERY SPEFIC circumstances must it be used #and given he CAN TAKE CONTROL OF HER #HM HN HMN HMN HMNNNN #i have so many thoughts on the implications of it

[black-quadrant]

rolling and jiggling

#caique #white bellied caique #parrots #birb #birds #can u even fathom being this joyous

[wiclowmakers]

actually you know what while im on the subject the concept of fatherhood and what it means TO be a father as shown between kratos and odin is even better demonstrated by their own respective dealings with THEIR fathers.

kratos kills zeus in revenge, a cycle of violence and patricide that even centuries later he considers his greatest shame. he HATES himself for what he’s done and he fears above all else driving atreus down the same path. odin, by contrast, killed his father ymir, creator of all life, for ymir’s power and throne - and rather than live in shame, odin calls himself the all-father, implying HE is the supreme creator. he begets his reign in violence and bloodshed, and kicks down any person who he thinks has even a chance of rising against him. while supposedly praising his son thor, odin warps the prayers of midgard so thor receives no power from them; he shoves thor and his family down at EVERY opportunity, to benefit solely himself. he’s kratos’ foil in every way - proud of his stolen titles, dismissive of his children as pawns only, jealous of their glory and quick to kick them down if they so much as life their head from the dirt, and it’s juxtaposed so perfectly against kratos holding his hand to his heart and telling his son that he will ALWAYS be with him.

#txt #god of war #anyways im crying again #i had this massive long thing in my head but one it is very hard to type on mobile #two my mutuals do not need me incoherent any more often than i already am #when odin shouts “can you even FATHOM that kind of love?!?!” HE CAN HE HAS IT FOR HIS SON #CAN U ODIN!!! #okay i need to calm down goodnight everyone i am so sorry yet again

[unagrancantidaddepanes]

anyways all my homies love felix fathom, mf was doing what the social services could never do ❤️❤️❤️ king shit

#he really said 'hey i snaped ur abusive parents out of existence' #AND THE CROWD GOES WILDDD #FELIX COME HERE PLEEAAASSSEEEEE SPSPSPSPPSPSPPSPS I HAVE SOME NEW PARENTS FOR U TO THANOS SNAP PLLLEEEAAASSSEEEE #best villian motivation top tier he was so right i am a felix appologist until the end PLEASE come to my house and do ur evil schemes felix #PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS #nah the finale really said 'gabriel was just a good nice guy really deep depp deep deep deep down' I HATE YOU MIRACULOUS WRITERS I HATE YOU #ALSO HOW DARE GABRIEL MAKE ADRIEN GO THROUGH THAT ???!??!?!??! #TO HAVE YOUR ABUSIVE PARENT DIE AND THEN BE TOLD BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE THAT YOUR ABUSIVE FATHER WAS GOOD REALLY AND THAT HE LOVED U AND #DIED TO SAVE YOU AND EVERYONE IN PARIS #WHEN REALLY HE WAS A FUCKING TERRORIST AS WELL AS AN ABUSIVE PARENT #THE AMOUNT OF THERAPY THIS POOR BOY IS GOING TO NEED #I ALREADY NEEDED SO MUCH THERAPY BECAUSE OF MY ABUSIVE PARENTS I CAN NOT EVEN IMAGINE HOW BAD ITS GONNA BE FOR ADRIEN #THE SURVIVORS GUILT IS GONNA BE ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT INSANE..... #WHATEVER INHERITANCE ADIREN GOT BETTER COVER THERAPY COSTS AT LEAST GO DAMN #GABRIEL DO 1 ACTUALLY GOOD THING FOR UR SON AND SEND HIM TO THERAPY SO HE CAN RECOVER FROM UR ABUSE SJAHJASHKJK #ok im done tldr fuck gabriel stan felix <333 KASHJSHKJ #miraculous ladybug #mlb #felix fathom #gabriel agreste #miraculous #miraculous finale #miraculous season 5 #miraculous spoilers #myposts

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ugh. im feeling chatty today. probably bc i feel kinda weirdly anxious. like when u can Imagine bad things happening in detail #and like it feels like ur wait for it even tho its in ur imagination? whatever. anyway. ive been watching a lotta #stuff on like professional artists and idk maybe im just in too deep on science academia but i dont. i dunno the culture #seems so weird to me? like what does one do in art school? i guess i took a lot of art in high school but my teacher was kinda trash #all we did was paint realisticly using a grid and i hated that. but i image ur supposed to exercise different styles and medias? how tf #does that get graded? i dunno. i haven't taken any uni level art classes. i should tho. id probably like it #its weird tho. anything that tries to give structure to art stuff seems so weird to me. like u go to school for science stuff to build up #ur background knowledge and i guess u can do that with art but it feels different. i guess bc ur training muscle memory. i dunno #i like to imagine an au where i go to art school but i legitimately cannot fathom doing that. cannot fathom a life outside of my toxic #relationship with academia. i dont even kno what i would want to specialize if i went down that path. maybe illustration #bc it makes me happy when ppl say my style looks like something out of a kids book. i dunno #i guess classes would help with things like forcibly learning shadows and anatomy and composition #maybe i just need to make art friends. like what is ur life like? im too much in a science bubble #i guess going to art school also just devotes all ur time to art. not just tiny pockets of time between all the things u have to get done #god. i can only imagine the panic of procrastinating an art project and physically not having enough time to finish it #thats how i felt with my masters thesis. there was just physically not enough time for me to fix my code in all the ways i needed and rew #rewrite things. but i finished it somehow #ugh. god. i have things i need to finish coloring. i will finish them today. i will #i hate coloring. but colors r so pretty ;_; #unrelated

[pissheartmybeloved]

hmm yeah that sounds dry enough to count! makes me wonder how truthful it is when you say you can't hold it anymore though.. you seem to be doing alright.

maybe let's get you a drink and enjoy that until you really can't wait

hhhhh yeah anon can I tell you a secret?? I get really embarrassed if I have accidents so sometimes I underestimate myself because I'm scared I'll not make it >_<

I have a lil drink, a wet patch isn't a good sign tho 😖

#ajshdhhdbsbs u know what ur right #u ARE #but also rn i gotta go so bad #it clouds my whole brain i cant fathom hokding it longer even when i can #omo #omorashi #live hold

[weizhiyuan]

skam austin was ahead of its time…….

#WHY DO PPL HATE IT SO MUCH. ITS SO FUCKING GOOD #also for the last post I can’t edit it but druck would be second sometimes first as my fav remake #but like I will defend austin w MY LIFE #NO OTHER REMAKE HAD SHAY R U FUCKING KIDDING ME RN???? #skam austin #skam remakes #I cannot fathom this like seriously. why do people not like it. HOW CAN YOU HONEST TO GOD PREFER ITALIA OR WTFOCK OVER AUSTIN??????????? #I’m rlly defending this show in 2023 oh it’s never gonna end for me. bye #actually no I’m adding more tags I’m gonna keep going #this shit is like PERSONAL to me. it really is #I made a fucking Twitter acc dedicated to begging fb watch to renew this shit. MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY. #I have talked to the cast a bunch of times. HELL THEYVE TALKED TO ME. #i literally just wanted s3. #and y’know something? we never got a pan girl even in the skamverse… BUT WE WOULDVE WITH AUSTIN! #ugh. #being the biggest fan (which I really might be for this) for a show SUCKS bc no one else fuckinf appreciates it as much as u. #or like Three other ppl MAYBE do #b.txt

[ikyw-t]

y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....

#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol.......... #no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget #however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all #except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever #and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc) #to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and #even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him. #we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled #and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf. #also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years. #where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist. #was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school. #i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary. #anyway. i ended up ranting anyway #it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life #bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point. #i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do. #anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.

[vexweylin]

only bonus of the poser cannibalism shit is that i am very much enjoying my free pass to say freak shit around regular people because they assume im not forreal and also a poser

#like. haha yeaaaahh im. so silly so will graham core <- i have never watched hannibal #at the same time. god i want them all to have to look at actual gore to see how quick they drop their act #not even physically near a body i think a stupid low quality video would be too much for them #i was more forgiving about it when i thought i was the only guy in the world Not on deathrow that had thoughts like this #now they do mostly just annoy me lmao #like okkkkkk why do i. need to be around you losers who cant even fathom genuinely wanting what u talk about #when i now know there are actual people like me that mean everything genuinely and wont turn on me if i drop the joking tone #an animal that can talk

[lebrookestore]

oh girl what the fuck

#so....i have investigated to the best of my abilities and i am still thoroughly lost so thats that #but what?? literally so much transpired ok so firstly soobin flipped seunghan off with his toes like what.... #SEUNGHAN WAS KICKED OUT OF RIIZE FOR SMOKING..... R U KIDDING ME LMFAO THATS SO????? #PLEASE he was doing normal dumb teenager things u should see the people in my college and literally every other college here #why do people drag any sort of celebrity for making normal human decisions #like yes it isn't good for you no shit it isn't but im sure he's mentally sane enough to know that #people who smoke are AWARE of the fact its not good for them trust me i have friends who are well aware #the consequences are on every single pack like they know #bro got kicked out for something literally millions of other people do like what kpoppies are insane and sm is stupid #secondly....i don't even know how to address the made in abyss scandal like it seems so messy what even #let me be so clear here if this allegations are true then i am absolutely disgusted and cannot even fathom what the fuck is happening #like woozi taeyong everyone what #but from what i have seen... and PLEASE DO NOT MISTAKE THIS AS ME DEFENDING ANYONE I AM SIMPLY STATING WHAT I HAVE SEEN ON TWITTER DOT COM #the copy that taeyong had of that manga was the censored version #does this help no not really but i don't really know enough about this situation i will look into it as much as i can i just have no TIME #ive also seen that all of them have been cleared??? so thats also something we should take into consideration i suppose #and the manga/anime is advertised as gore/horror etc ofc this does not excuse its contents literally what the fuck is that author on #but i have to state how entirely hypocritical it is to judge someone based off the media they consume because i know damn well #that a lot of people consume very fucked up content like dark fiction is a thing have yall seen the ya novels nowadays #that does not make the person who consumes it condone it...bc its fiction #at the end of the day these are men i dont trust them as delusional as i may portray myself on this hellsite #also i saw a tweet ab someone on twitter saying bc taeyong reads beserk and that is also a manga with incredibly dark themes he must be #fucked up #firstly a lot of manga/anime have dark themes but thats not the point #a LOT of people around the world have read that manga (im literally not talking ab taeyong here i promise) #literally people i know have #they KNOW how fucked up it is they dont recommend it to anyone and literally say read it at your own risk its fucked up #it does not mean they directly condone the shit that goes on in the manga they have quite the opposite stance actually #(beserk is also the nunber 1 rated manga of all time i know this my ex doesn't shut up ab it and neither does one of my best friends) #anyway i dont know much about this yet so i will look into it more; had no idea what was happening until five mins ago but literally wtf ma

[yamikawaii]

SHUT UPPPPPP SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SHUT THE HELL UP

#im sorry to screenshot a post but i REFUSE to paraphrase this. #can you guys just SHUT UP about him for TWO SECONDS just PLEASE. #what the hell does this even MEAN I HATE EVERYTHING #WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE. JUST SHUT UP ABOUT HIM SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP #istg everything went to hell when he was revealed for the show now everything in yoomtahs tag is all like #Omg theyre soooo cute together 🥺 heres this funny meme about them! 3737284727 different ship names so much art amys gonna have to crop SHUT #UP #SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!@!!@@!!!@!!!!!!@!!@!!!!!!&!&!&^@^@^ #SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSH #I HATE YOU ALL SHUT THE HELL UP #SHES MINE #IM A BETTER MATCH FOR HER THAN HE COULD EVER BE COME ON IS THAT SO HARD TO SEE. #I LOVE HER MORE THAN HE COULD EVER FATHOM #THAN ANYONE COULD EVEN IMAGINE #THAN ANYONE OR ANYTHING HAS EVER LOVED BEFORE IN ANY UNIVERSE POSSIBLE #SO WHY!!!!!!!!!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY WONT YOU ALL S H U T U P #BURN IN HELL BURN IN HELL ALL OF YOU WHO THINK HE COULD EVER BE WORTH EVEN A SPLIT-SECOND GLANCE FROM HER #GOD #SORRY IM LITERALLY SHAKING RN.SNAPPED A LITTLE! #can i just can i justttttt.kill everybody please. #and lay on the floor listening to my new insane kins theme song to cope #I Can Not Breathe Girl.

[steelycunt]

IMPORTANT.

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSL9oA3Rj/

LOOK AT THEMMMMMM OMG okay. throws up

#you dontunderstand ow everything gansey is to me. u couldnt even begin to comprehend the science experiments i want to perform on him #or the field trips i want to take with him. u have no idea. my feelings towards gansey exist on planes and dimensions you can #barely fathom theyre like shrimp colours 2 human eyes before the shrimp colour thing got disproved. seriously #thank u for this gift seph.. #seph tag #telegram #trc

[aerticent]

Vent ig

Fandoms will always be more willing to humanize and excuse the male antagonists but will take any chance to further demonize female antagonists (or just female characters in general lets be honest) and turn them into cartoonishly evil ppl.

I hate making everything about RQ but Elara is what sparked this from me, or at least something I remembered pushed me to want to vent about this. It kills me that ppl in this fandom will sit and make excuses day in and day out about how Maven actually isn't to blame for any of it and how it actually isn't that bad that Maven killed thousands of ppl and physically and mentally abused Mare and Iris (and hell maybe even Evangeline who knows at this point) but will then turn around and exaggerate what Elara did to the absolute extreme. I am NOT saying that Elara didn't do anything wrong or should be excused cause I don't think that! What I am saying is, I loathe when ppl will talk about her and erase parts of her character in order to turn her into a cartoonishly evil stepmother. You don't have to like her, you don't have to think she had anything but bad intent, but don't talk about her if ur just gonna ignore or change part of her character because for some reason u can't fathom her not being 100% rubbing her hands together maniacally laughing evil. (Especially considering Elara barely has any character so like how r u just missing shit that easily?) And it doesn't just stop with her. It happens with characters in every media! Alicent Hightower gets half her character IGNORED because god forbid she not be 100% evil and u feel anything but hatred for her! Sansa gets demonized for shit she did at like 11 like come on. I mean hell, even characters from children's media get demonized for existing (like I'll never forget hearing that ppl HATED Mable Pines for being what? an annoying 12 year old?)

Ppl also love to claim they stan or love female characters but in reality they only love that character in relation to their male love interest. If she ever goes against her male love interest then it turns into "she's such a bitch" or "she's so selfish" like I mean thats literally what happened to Mikasa the moment she "turned" on Eren.

Idk im so tired of ppl stanning and loving evil male characters and finding every which way to justify their actions but then going out of their way to make female characters WORSE than they actually are.

#once again u don't have to like any female antagonists u can hate them idgaf #but don't include them in shit if ur just gonna mischaracterize them to such an extreme that they become ur OC wearing the characters skin #I feel like such an idiot talking about this with a character like Elara because I know that to an extent I turn her into an OC #And my only defense for that is I try to base all my assumptions about off of lines in the text and notes from the author #it just drives me crazy the way ppl will ignore certain things in the text that humanize her even just a little bit because it's like they #can't fathom her not being this purely evil stepmother figure #she's not a good person she's not even an ok person but she also isn't the caricature y'all make her out to be #don't ask me to link anything of like where I've seen the mischaracterizations cause idk I was thinking and remembered stuff I saw a while #ago and got upset lol #also idk don't comment on this being like “actually ur wrong blah blah” I literally dgaf im venting leave me alone #either agree or keep scrolling like I don't need to hear that im actually being stupid and delusional #it sucks so bad liking a character like Elara because I feel like a dumbass defending her cause she is pos but don't make her even more of #pos than she already is it isn't rocket science!! #vent i guess

[pepprs]

ok. i have got to stop doomscrollimg i came on here to doomscroll i don’t feel any better after having done it and it’s not even helpful to me or to anyone (duh and duh and duh). but fucking hell

#purrs #it’s moments like these where i doubt my ability to do the work i do so much. because if my hope and belief and sense of the great golden tr #truths of the world falters even slightly then how can i be effective in helping ppl to draw from their stories and liberate themselves and #each other and build thriving communities etc etc. like this is so scary and im scared but also scary things happen every day and some of #them i end up experiencing the consequences of and most of them i don’t or they’re so vast or im so young that i can’t even fathom it. idk b #but is being alive like just you wake up and you have to burn thru a million things while the world burns all around u. that sounds so clich #cliche im just exhausted and not making any sense or articulating anything well. also i say im so scared but i actually feel deadly calm #rn but also there’s this ache freeze in my veins or something which is fear it’s just im calm and normal about it lol. it’s like what wendy #Willis said about when shit like this happens you wonder if anything you’ve ever done in your life to try to make things better has been all #wrong and like you’ve missed your chance and the world is burning etc. literally i read that last night for my lit review and here we are 24 #h later LOL. but i know i haven’t and no one has it’s just this is scary and everything is disempowering. but we have each other and we will #get thru and build a new world or whatever. idk everything i say sounds cringe snd derivative im so tired i have to go to bed #delete later #this particular topic is painful because i wouldn’t exist without it and neither would my entire immediate family basically. lol