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Maru: Seb, why are you naked?
Sebastian: I don’t have any clothes!
Maru: Sure you do! [opens closet] You have pants, shirts, socks, hi Alex, shoes-
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saphirlefanz · 3 years
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Warnings/Tags: Kix | CT-6116, Angst, Pain, Death (description)
If I’m missing any warnings, let me know!
Wordcount: ~3k4 words
Heat, dust and the noise of explosives going off in the distance greet Kix as the gunship attempts to land on the forsaken planet. Its name has long left Kix’ memory by the time his gaze sweeps over the battlefield in front of him. And it doesn’t matter. Nor do the droids in the distance matter. Or at least not as much as his absolute priority of taking care of his injured brothers.
Having been trained to be a field medic for his entire life, the scene in front of him shouldn’t shock him as much as it does now. It is his first mission as a member of the 501st, yes, but he has already accomplished a couple of missions before. He has already gotten a taste of the grief and fear that you will be met with on the battlefield when you try your hardest to save the lives of thousands of your brothers.
But this mission seems to be on an entirely different scale and a small voice in his head wonders, whether such horrid sceneries will be what he will have to deal with for the rest of his life.
It doesn’t look well for his brothers up to now. Not at all. The dust that has been kicked off in the past hours obscures the view onto the enemy and the rocky ground that barely provides any cover doesn’t seem to be the most ideal place for an attack.
Even from where he stands now, filed in the rows of his squadmates and ready to jump off the gunship as soon as the green light is given, he can already spot multiple motionless bodies lying in the dirt. Some of them having the unmistakable features of clankers, other the painfully familiar features of the clones’ standard armory.
And to make it worse, Kix can hear so many, too many, cries and screams through the open channel of his helmet comlink. They have been coming through ever since the gunship has broken through the Separatist blockade and entered the atmosphere.
One time more, the Separatists have done a good job at jamming the Republican’s long-ranged transmissions, cutting off the communications between the troops on the planet and the Republican cruisers.
Kix’ jaw sets as he tries to blend out the sounds going right into his ear and he steals a glance towards his side. Senior medic Miracle stands like a rock next to him, but there is also a tenseness in his posture that is almost radiating off him.
Like Kix, the senior medic has a medical field kit strapped over his back and is additionally holding a DC-15 tightly in his hands, as if he is only waiting for the best opportunity to scratch the closest clankers.
Besides his own batchmates, Jesse and Hardcase, Miracle is the person Kix has become the closest with during his short time with the 501st so far. Both holding the ranks of clone medics, there has already been a pre-established link between them as soon as they’ve first met.
The waiting takes an abrupt end, when Hawk’s voice goes through his bucket’s comlink, giving the green light. Sergeant Coric immediately holds up his hand, flashing a few signals for them to move out, before jumping out of the gunship, which is hovering just about a meter over the ground now.
Kix quickly jerks into motion and follows the more experienced soldier, hitting the stony ground hard under his feet. Another cry through his comlink makes him freeze involuntarily, while it simultaneously sets him on edge and he finds himself thinking of his medic kit with a pang of horror and regret. There is no way that his medical supplies will be anywhere near enough to tend to all his wounded brothers.
“Kix, with me.” Miracle has opened an internal channel for the two of them and is waving him on, gesturing for Kix to follow his lead. He must have noticed Kix’ uneasiness and there is a small part of Kix that feels embarrassed at that thought.
Gripping his DC-15A tighter, he hastily rushes after the medic and leaves the cover of the gunship. He barely notices how his two batchmates, too, jump into action and start to aim for the first clankers.
The clankers are seemingly everywhere, as are his wounded brothers. And yet it somehow feels like an eternity to get to the first injured. There is a small sense of relief that fills Kix when they find him. Miracle and him have already checked the vitals of countless fallen brothers who were already unmoving and lifeless, and Kix has gotten close to the point where he wonders if they are going to find any wounded brother who is still alive. It is good to know that this is indeed the case.
"Get him out of the fireline", Miracle orders and Kix nods. They quickly hoist the brother up and duck behind some low-standing bushes. The brother only wheezes quietly but otherwise doesn’t react. His blaster falls on the ground with a dull sound as it slips his loosening grip.
A bad sign.
A soldier who loses his weapon is a dead soldier.
With a sense of having done this a thousand times already, Miracle hooks his DC-15 to his belt, before shrugging the medical kit off his shoulders and pulls out a scanning device. Only a couple seconds later, a bluish light moves from head to toe of the wounded and Kix is sure that Miracle has drawn his eyebrows together behind his bucket while he is reading off the information that the scan is now giving him.
The way his shoulders slump a heartbeat later is enough indication for Kix as to what fate this particular brother is awaiting.
Withstanding the urge to close his eyes in the crushing sense of defeat, Kix redirects his focus towards an approaching clanker and destroys it, sending a rain of blaster bolts down at him.
"Hemothorax and hemopericardium. As well as a few shrapnels in the gaps of his armor. He most likely got hit by the impact of a detonating grenade", Miracle’s voice is emotionless and distant. "Must have hit something hard when he hit the ground. Much internal bleeding around his lung and heart. Nothing much to do for him anymore."
Once more, the brother groans, as if he has heard the senior medic’s words that could have matched those of a death sentence, and his fingers twitch slightly like he is searching for something to hold on to.
With their attention diverted back to the brother, Miracle gently closes his hand around the twitching fingers and the brother's groaning seems to subside just a little. There is a gurgling sound and Kix does close his eyes after all, trying not to think of the way his brother might be slowly suffocating on his own blood. It is either that or his heart will give up first.
It pains him to know that there is absolutely nothing that can be done for this brother anymore. The only possible treatment that could save his life is a bacta tank, right here and now. But the closest bacta tanks that he knows of is on the Resolute and the soldier won’t last that long. There is simply no more hope for him.
"Everything will be alright", Miracle starts to say, putting the scanner down before placing his other hand on the shoulder of the brother. His voice suddenly has a soothing touch to it that hasn't been there before.
According to protocol, they should be moving on now, looking for other injured who may still have hope of surviving. But both of them stay. It feels wrong to leave a dying brother.
The way the senior medic makes the words sound is so promising that Kix almost wants to believe it himself, despite knowing the harsh truth and the unavoidable outcome of all this. He wonders silently, how Miracle is able to stay that composed, his voice not trembling the least.
"You will be well again in no time", Miracle continues, "You have fought well. Rest now. It won’t be long."
The ground shakes underneath their feet as another bomb goes off a little farther away from their location. And it seems as if with that violent shake, the little bit of life of the brother also completely drains from his body, leaving the lifeless hull of his former spirit.
His fingers in Mircale’s hand go limp and the wheezing sound comes to a sudden halt.
He is gone.
Neither of the medics moves for a split second, shutting out the grunts and screams across the battlefield and in their comlinks while they pay their last respect to the fallen brother. After all, it is likely that no one else will ever do that. The brother's entire squad or platoon may go down in this battle for all they know and then each of them will only appear as a number on a list of casualties on a holopad.
Force, even Kix, who has just witnessed this brother’s last moments of life, doesn’t know his name.
"We have to get moving."
The next hours seem to go by in a blur. They successfully scrape down a few battle droids, tend to the wounded and have them, if necessary, escorted to a nearby gunship to be shipped back to the Resolute. Doing all this while staying relatively unharmed themselves.
Somewhen, around the perk of the battle, just when another wave of droids has been hitting them with its entire brute force, Miracle and Kix get separated.
At first, Kix doesn't realize, having fallen too far into the emerging routine of pulling the trigger of his well-trusted DC-15A while moving towards a wounded brother, identifying the wound – this time a bullet wound on his thigh – before starting to pull him to the little cover that he can find.
It is only when he starts pulling the brother by his armpits towards a small group of stones, causing the brother to yelp out in pain, that he realizes that he is suddenly on his own. By now, the senior medic would have grabbed the ankles of the brother to make the transport easier.
Instead, he is nowhere to be seen.
For a split second, Kix feels panic surging in him, worrying over the wellbeing of the senior medic as well as the fact that he will now have to check his brothers himself. But as soon as the latter thoughts and uncertainties enter his mind, he pushes them away forcefully. He has been trained to be a medic his entire life, by the force! He is going to be just fine on his own.
Maybe Miracle has just come to the same conclusion, told him and gone off somewhere else without him noticing. And concerning the current whereabouts of the senior medic, he will have to think about it later. Now he has to fulfil his duty.
With new determination, his hands close around the wrist of the brother once more. It is only a few meters to a small group of stones that are peaking out of the ground in the middle of nowhere for some reason. Kix needs to act quickly now if he doesn’t want to attract any attention from the clankers towards them.
"Bear with me", he murmurs to the brother, barely audible, and continues his way, ignoring the pained yelp that his brother makes, ignoring how he feels his own stomach clench in agony, being squeezed by an invisible, cold hand.
He grits his teeth and narrows his eyes in determination, feeling his heartbeat picking up on speed, as a misdirected blaster bolt misses them by a few inches.
Once they've gotten to the group of rocks, Kix immediately falls back into the mind-numbing routine, his gaze tunnelling and focussing on the wound of his brother that needs to be taken care of.
The bolt hasn't hit the soldier directly in the thigh, but the wound is nevertheless deep and the smell of burnt flesh rises towards him. It looks like a nasty wound, but Kix immediately knows what he has to do and starts to search his medical kit for disinfectant, painkillers, some bacta patches, as well as bandages.
By now, he has also long recovered from the initial shock of just how many brothers are in need of medical attention. All he has to do is to tell himself like a mantra, that this is going to be just like the missions before he has joined the 501st. If only longer lasting and most likely more scarring in the long run.
What starts to worry him now, however, is the fact that his stocks are depleting at an alarmingly fast rate. Just like he has thought, the medical supplies in his kit won’t be even close to enough. He will have to restock soon if that is even possible. Hopefully, the officers on the decks of the cruisers are remembering to send some stocks with the next wave of reinforcements.
"Thank you, brother", the injured man pulls him out of his thoughts. Although both of them have their buckets over their heads, Kix can see the other's gratitude in the way that he tilts his head slightly. The brother’s voice is still pressed, as if he is trying not to subdue to the pain, despite the painkillers, but there is also relief swinging in his voice. “Thought I am going to be done for. Thought the next kriffing droid that finds me will be my death. Thank the force, you found me first.”
"That's what I'm here for", a small smile appears on Kix’ face, which his brother, of course, cannot see, and he pats the brother lightly on the shoulder. "Just make sure not to get hit again, will ya?"
"Yessir." The reply comes with half a laugh, despite the seriousness laced in Kix' question. He guesses that at some point it does require a small amount of craziness for anyone to survive such a hellish experience and accepts the answer.
For a moment, he hesitates, wondering whether he should check for any other wounds that this brother may have. But a strangled cry in the distance that stops just a second later reminds him of the countless other, more seriously injured, brothers and once more, he feels a surge of distress.
Sloppily and with less seriosity in his movement, he salutes the other clone, before packing up his supplies, ready to move on.
It is only then when he lets his gaze sweep over the dusty area for what feels like the millionth time, that his eyes settle on some more familiar features. Two of them, he recognizes quickly. He has stared at the new markings on Jesse's and Hardcase's armours for the past few days on the Resolute away too often.
By now, he can even picture the patterns of their armors behind closed eyes and it fills him with an unexpected wave of relief to see them both up and well, dodging blaster bolts before striking the closest droids down with their own blasters.
Hardcase is yelling euphorically in their squad’s channel, which causes Kix to grin lightly.
They will be doing just fine – that he knows deep in his guts.
He lets his gaze travel further, searching for twitching bodies on the ground and blinking lifesigns on his HUD on the side of his main visor. And that is when he finally spots the senior medic again. The red cross on the shoulder plate of the senior medic's armour flashes up against the dull, brownish landscape and Kix feels how the knot in his stomach unclenches even further.
At least, until he spots a movement in the bushes just a few meters away from the medic.
Miracle himself doesn't seem to notice anything, being too focussed on patching up an injured brother, who seems to have taken a rather nasty shot to his side. A moment later, the extended arm of an SBD emerges from the bushes, followed by another and another…
And they have already spotted Miracle.
Kix' eyes widen and before he can reconsider, he is doing either the bravest or stupidest thing that he can think of.
He runs into the open field, without checking for other clankers nor blaster fire.
A rather undignified cry leaves him as he sprints towards the senior medic, trying to point his attention to the droids behind him while taking an aim at them himself.
It isn’t easy to do that whilst running at full speed.
The first blast leaving his DC-15A hits the front B2-battle droid, but it hasn't been placed well enough to make him shut down immediately. It does, however, cause Miracle to finally look up, alarmed.
But even the relief that Kix feels at this reaction is only short-lived and he can only watch with new desperation filling his mind, how Miracle fiddles for his blaster while trying to put something between himself and the droids, leaving the wounded brother exposed.
He is too slow and the droids have seen their chance. They may be stupid, mindless clankers, but they know their targets and they know when they have the target cornered.
Miracle manages to dodge the first two blasts, but the third one strikes him, followed by a fourth and fifth one that both hit him right in the chest. At this point, Kix might be imagining things, but he can swear that he hears the heavy thump, even from the distance, as the senior medic falls to the ground.
The red blaster bolts have gone right into Miracle’s chest, igniting fear and terror in Kix, as he bolts towards the senior medic, this time shooting wildly and with less precision at the clankers. The panic is taking over his rational mind and all he can think about is how to get to the medic the fastest. He couldn’t care less about the danger of being shot himself at this point.
To his luck, the small fire exchange has attracted more attention from his brothers, including the one he has just treated, and so it doesn't take long before the small squad of clankers is eliminated.
When he finally does get to Miracle’s side, the senior medic has already removed his own helmet, his laboured breath going inconsistent and shaking after every other breath taken.
There are indeed three round, blackened holes in his armour that cover his abdomen. Smoke is still rising from the rough edges of where the blaster bolts have mercilessly cut through his armour, leaving an ugly trace of destruction behind.
"Oh force, no, no, no...", Kix mumbles and frantically starts to loosen the straps of Miracle’s chestplate in order to inspect and treat the wound. At the gentle touch of Miracle’s hand brushing against his own hands in an attempt to push them away, he only slaps them aside harshly. "Lay still!"
"Kix."
The younger medic freezes at the sound of his name, his fingers resting on the straps that he is about to undo. Every single fibre in his body tells him to go on, but when Miracle’s hand finds its way back to his hands, he closes his eyes and allows the senior medic to remove his hands.
"Always expect the unexpected", Miracle smiles, his voice sounding raspy. "Though I didn't think...it would be this soon..."
"I-...", Kix tries to say, wanting to apologize for not being there to have the senior medic’s back. But it is too late for apologies now. Instead, other words come out of his mouth, before he can think about them properly.
"You have fought well, Miracle. You...you have fulfilled your duty."
Fulfilled your purpose.
Out of all expressions that Miracle could have decided to put on – pained, resigned, saddened, fearful, fond, you name it – he decides to look amused.
"You’ll be a fine medic", he chuckles and sighs, the right corner of his mouth perking up for a tiny smile, just before the light leaves his eyes and the muscles in his fingers relax. "Fought well. Guess I would eventually hear my own words directed at myself."
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ladyautie · 4 years
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get to know me more!
@funyasm​ tagged me and I’m bored after writing my chapter, so here it is!
✨ what do you prefer to be called name wise?
My name’s Sophie. My friends call me Spencou or Spence. We met on a Role-Playing game forum where I played a character named Spencer. We’re used to call each other by our characters’ names and nicknames, most of the time. My brother calls me Sis’.
✨ when is your birthday?
15th november 1993.
✨ where do you live?
Paris, France.
✨ three things you are doing right now?
I’m watching an episode of AT4W on youtube, scrolling on Tumblr and I’m drinking a coffee.
✨ four fandoms that have piqued your interest right now?
Definitely It and especially Eddie Kaspbrak and the ship Reddie. I’m kinda obsessed right now, writing fanfic, reading fanfic, daydreaming about it and all.
I just played the Last of Us 2 and I’m currently watching a let’s play from my favorite youtubers, Mari and Stacy from Geek Remix. I’ll probably read a few fics as well.
The tv show Barry (HBO) is a definite special interest for me. I’m probably going to watch it all once again real soon and I’m planning on writing a fanfic or two in the future. I’m dying for the third season to come.
Finally, I’m probably going to be super into The Umbrella Academy once again, when the second season will be released. I’m just really into Vanya, Klaus and Allison and I can’t wait to see more of them.
✨ how is the pandemic treating you?
None of the people I know have been contaminated, so I’m lucky about that. I’m not quarantined anymore, back to work, and the transition is not easy. 
I feel like I’m more openly autistic than I used to be and that I can’t stand the rest of the world for a long period of time. I’ve experienced multiple meltdowns and shutdowns and I have real difficulties to socialize with most people or to focus on my work.
I feel incredibly naked and vulnerable whenever I’m leaving my flat without my mask on, so I think that’s definitely something I’m gonna have to work on in the future.
Leaving Paris and meeting my folks for my mother’s wedding, I found myself surrounded by people who mostly didn’t care about the virus, kissing each other on the cheek in true french fashion to say hello, hugging, not wearing a mask, not respecting any kind of social distance. 
I was quickly overwhelmed by all of that, plus the noise, and I had to isolate myself in my parents’ car, sobbing hysterically and willing to suffer in a overheated car if it meant having a bit of peace.
There are definitely going to be long-term consequences. I can only hope that my physical health will remain okay, though.
✨ song you can’t stop listening right now?
Keep On by Sasha Sloan. I just really love the lyrics and the message.
✨ recommend a movie.
Whenever I have to think of a movie to recommend, Frank by Lenny Abrahamson is the first one that comes to my mind. This movie is an obsession for me since the first time I watched it and I often find myself watching it again and again. Despite its heavy subjects, it’s definitely a comfort movie for me.
Too often, movies featuring mentally ill characters will aim for the characters to “get better”, which doesn’t mean for them to find healthy ways to cope with their issues, but usually for them to look more “neurotypical-like”, if you know what I mean. Frank  doesn’t go that way at all. On the contrary, it pushes the viewer to empathize with the main characters and to understand their point of view, their way of being.
It’s so incredibly comforting to watch a movie featuring mental illness realistic and not romanticized and to have the movie say “you’re different and you have issues, but you’ll find your tribe someday and be able to find your own happiness, even if it’s unconventional by society’s standards”.
I don’t know, I just have so much feelings about this movie. Plus the music slaps, the humor is hilarious (kudos to the random French guy who can perfectly understand English but refuses to utter a single word if it’s not in French) and the actors are truly on point (I can only salute Domnhall Gleeson, among everyone else who is also worthy of praise, because he definitely managed to make me hate his character in a way I almost never hated a character before).
Watch it!
✨ how old are you?
I’m 26 years old.
✨ school, university, occupation, other?
I used to be a librarian, but I couldn’t find a stable job in this field, so I passed an entrance examination and I’m now working in the tax administration. Yeah, not really glamorous, but it pays the bills and I’m accommodated for my disability, so it helps. 
✨ do you prefer hot or cold?
Definitely cold. When I was a kid, I used to swim in mountain lakes, at temperatures close to 13° celsius, and I still take my showers mostly cold. I can’t stand heat, I get headaches very easily when it’s sunny and I’m getting confused easily whenever it’s too hot. I recently had a nosebleed at work so intense that I found myself spitting blood (it went better once I got a fan, making the temperature bearable).
✨ name one fact others may not know about you.
I used to be allergic to my own sweat when I was around 18, until my early twenties. Whenever I was doing a mild physical effort or getting stressed out, I would get hives and itchy skin rash all over my whole freaking body, which was so exhausting that I would fall asleep immediately as soon as the rash was gone. 
It disappeared as suddenly as it appeared, without me ever doing something about it. I still don’t know why I experienced that and if I’m going to experience that ever again. I hope not.
✨ are you shy?
My autism makes social interactions complicated, but I’d say I’m mostly impaired by my social anxiety and the various traumas I’m dealing with daily.
Traumas I got after having been bullied pretty badly by kids and teachers during my school years, my stepfather being borderline abusive and different traumatic experiences, including my childhood crush dying from a ski accident when I was 15 or so (and me never being able to tell him that I loved him) and people betraying me so many times that I can’t even recall every little thing.
As a result, I find myself doubting constantly that I’m worthy of love, affection and respect and I often wonder when I’ll do or say the “wrong” thing that will cause me to lose everyone I care about. I also have a hard time knowing who I am and, as a result, allowing everyone to know who I am as well. 
I often don’t know what to say and will find myself keeping my mouth shut, even on topics I’m knowledgeable about, because I’m scared of people shutting me down, among other things. My friends make it easier for me to talk about things I like and all, but I’m still heavily doubting myself.
I try to challenge myself regularly. I’ll force myself to take part in events that are taxing or that are forcing me to perform in front of people. That’s how I found myself taking part in the casting part of the french equivalent of “American Idol” (I merely met the pre-judges, but I did manage to sing my whole song in front of them). I needed to prove to myself that I could do it.
✨ do you have any preferred pronouns?
I’m using she/her, but I don’t mind people using they/them to talk about me if they don’t want to be gender-specific.
✨ any pet peeves?
I hate how people can freely and openly be homophobic, racist, ableist, transphobic, sexist and so on, but as soon as I open my mouth to let them know that what they said/did wasn’t appropriate, I’m labelled as one of those “hysterical feminists” or a “party pooper”. s/ Sorry if your antisemitic joke isn’t making me laugh, my “dear” colleague... /s I hate whenever people infantilize me, especially my mom. She’s still keeping an eye on my bank account, despite me telling her that I didn’t want her to do so again and again. I don’t dare to block her out, because I’m scared of her emotional reaction.  I hate the ugliest parts of fandom, notably the obsession with “who’s topping / who’s bottoming” whenever there’s a gay pairing or the racism / ableism / transphobia / homophobia I’ve witnessed again and again.
I don’t dare to engage in the Last of Us 2 fandom because of that and the way some people describe the character of Abby (a very muscular woman), focusing on her physical appearance and calling her awful names (being downright transphobic when they thought that she was the transgender character that Naughty Dog announced there would be in their game). 
✨ what’s your favorite “dere” type?
I had to google it, because aside from Yandere and Tsundere, I didn’t know a thing about it. I guess you could say I’m a Dandere (someone who is quiet and asocial. They are afraid to talk, fearing that what they say will get them in trouble.). 
My favorite type is Kuudere though, when it comes to anime in particular (someone who is calm and collected on the outside, and never panics. They show little emotion, and in extreme cases are completely emotionless, but may be hiding their true emotions. They tend to be leaders who are always in charge of a situation.). 
My favorite anime character, Kiyotaka Ayanokōji from the anime Classroom of the elite, is the most extreme case I can think about. He’s completely expressionless for most of the anime, talks with a very dull voice and it’s impossible to know what he’s thinking about at all times or what’s his overall plan. His hidden depth makes him all the more fascinating. He managed to keep me interested in a mostly meh anime.
✨ rate your life 1-10. 1 being really crappy and 10 being the best you could ever be.
It’s a bit hard, but somewhere around 5 or 6? I went through tons of crap in my life but I’m still here and able to live on my own, even if my quality of life isn’t all that good. I live with nearly daily suicidal thoughts since I was a teenager and have to compose with my meltdowns and anxiety attacks as well. I feel “other” most of the time and I can’t relate to most people I’m meeting and interacting with, which can sometimes feel very lonely.
On the other hand, I have wonderful friends who are willing to put up with my trauma crap and are overall amazing to talk to and be around. I have a cat I love dearly. They’re the reason why I’m still alive to this day, giving me a reason to say fuck off to my suicidal thoughts. 
✨ what’s your main blog?
My main blog is Ladyautie and is about autism. I have another blog, reddie-4-more, focusing on the It movies and Eddie Kaspbrak and Richie Tozier.
✨ is there anything you think people need to know about you before becoming friends with you?
So, uh, don’t be weirded out by the kind of things I can tell you about my past. Even if it seems a lot, all of it is definitely true. 
For example, I was almost kidnapped when I was around 8 or 9 by a random guy, while I was camping with my father. 
My father and my paternal grandmother actually kidnapped me and my brother when I was around two and I stayed with him until the social workers determined that my mother had to raise us again because our well-being and overall life were threatened. 
Lots of events of my life seem far-fetched or out of a movie / a book or something and I had people telling me that I must be lying or that I’m over-exaggerating, something that always hurts deeply.
I’m terribly awkward and more or less openly autistic, so you’re definitely going to notice something different about me. I can’t change for you and I’m not willing to hide my traits only to make you feel more comfortable about frequenting me, so if you can’t handle my socially anxious and disabled ass, then just leave.
I need people to actually tell me what they think or feel. I’m very “first degree” and I’m pretty bad at guessing what people are thinking about. Don’t be afraid to be frank.
Finally, never, and I mean never, infantilize me. I’m a 26 years old woman. I’m not a kid.I’m fine with my friends offering to help or making sure that I’m okay or so, but never assume that I don’t understand something and don’t force your help on me if I say that I’m okay.
That’s it, those who want to take part in this exercise, don’t hesitate!
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senboago · 4 years
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THE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME.
First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we all have witnessed some plotting once which did not went too well, be it because of us or our partner. So here have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot! Yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight? Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat.
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Mun Name: Abby / Kitty      Age: 24       Contact: pm, discord
Character(s) I rp: (canon) Candice Catnipp, Haineko, Mizuiro Kojima, Retsu Unohana, Yachiru Kusajishi; and them I have about 8 ocs. Which muse(s) inspires you the most atm?(for MM): Elsabeth, Naomi, & Haineko. Current Fandom(s): Bleach (and one One Piece oc) Fandom(s) you have an AU for:  Bleach (Mizuiro’s shinigami au) My language(s): English (natively), Japanese (elementary level) Themes I’m interested in for rp:   Fantasy / Science fiction / Horror / Western / Romance / Thriller / Mystery / Dystopia / Adventure / Modern / Erotic / Crime / Mythology / Classic / History / Renaissance / Medieval / Ancient / War / Family / Politics / Religion / School / Adulthood / Childhood / Apocalyptic / Gods / Sport / Music / Science / Fights / Angst / Smut / Drama / etc. Themes/Genres you have an AU for: history, mythology
Preferred Thread length: one-liner / 1 para / 2 para / 3+ / novella. Asks can be send by: Mutuals / Non-Mutuals / Personals / Anons. Can Asks be continued?:   YES / NO   only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO. Preferred thread type: crack / casual nothing too deep / serious / deep as heck. Is realism / research important for you in certain themes?:   YES / NO. Are you atm open for new plots?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Do you handle your draft / ask - count well?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT. How long do you usually take to reply?:  24h / 1 week / 2 weeks / 3+ / months / years. I’m okay with interacting: original characters / a relative of my character (an oc) / duplicates / my fandom / crossovers / multi-muses / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / canon-divergent portrayals / au-versions (as main or only verse). Do you post more ic or occ?:  IC / OOC. Are you selective with following others?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.  
Best ways to approach you for rp/plotting:  Pms, mostly. If you have me on discord, even better. I have both apps on my phone too, so I’m usually good about replies; granted if I’m not busy, left my phone somewhere in the house, or am asleep.
What expectations do you hold towards your plotting partner:  Well, I tend to be the type that actually fails at coming up with plot ideas. It’s not that I don’t think of anything, but that I’m either too shy or my brain is too exhausted of ideas. So I guess just enthusiasm works for me, since it gives all the same energy! Especially when talking about ships (including platonic and hate ships) between our muses ‘cause that usually helps lead into some potential plots, as I’ll always be up for discussing new stuff for them; like how we want to develop them, where will they go, when will they get there, etc.
When you notice the plotting is rather one-sided, what do you do?:  I’m a bit of too quiet to say anything really, kinda like a pushover. But if I can gain the confidence, I’d prefer to ask what’s going from my partner’s end. If it turns out they’re really not interested then, and I hate to do it, we’ll just drop it. I want us both to be having fun, and if they’re not into it, then it’d be too selfish of me to try and continue it.
How do you usually plot with others, do you give input or leave most work towards your partner?:  Again, I’m pretty terrible at it, so I’m usually a go with the flow type person. So unfortunately, that leaves most the plotting to them, unless my brain decides to wake up. But when I do have an idea and have the courage to, I’ll pitch it to them. Usually my plots end up starting out as some random headcannon between our muses and their ship, and then it falls into the fascination of ‘I wanna rp that now’, just to see it have a story.
When a partner drops the thread, do you wish to know?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?: I get anxious easily. So whether or not I was really into it, it’s nice to know, and easier on my nerves if it was something I was really into. However, it’s not entirely and outright demand that they do all the time. - What should your partner do when dropping a thread?:  Not required, just preferred that they just let me know.
What could possibly lead you to drop a thread?:  Two things. Disinterest is one, and pretty self-explanatory. Then there’s if I just lack the energy for a certain amount of time, after several attempts to actually reply. I usually hate to drop threads. But if I feel there’s absolutely no way I’ll be able to reply, then I’ll either pm my partner directly or make out a post and tag those I’ve dropped threads with, if it’s multiple. - Will you tell your partner?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS.
Is communication in the rpc important to you?   YES / NO. - And why?:  Even though I’m terrible of communication, I still like to hear from my partners every once and a while. It’s kinda why discord is easier to get a hold of me ‘cause, since I have two servers there I mod/admin, I usually check it and will answer there more often. - Are you okay with absolute honesty, even if it may means hearing something negative about you and/or portrayal?:  I wanna say yes, but there’s that anxiety in me that says no. It’s a hit or miss with me. I usually try not to get defensive, and most the time won’t. It’ll just end up making become a bit more cautious, confused, or reclused, depending on what it is; and that’s all ‘cause of anxiety. - Do you think you can handle such situation in a mature way?  YES / NO.
Why do you rp again, is there a goal?:  Mostly to have fun. Also so I can explore my muses and work on my creative writing. When people like what I post too, it makes me extremely happy and excited, wanting to pour out more! So really, not much of a goal other than just share my thought process and ideas.
Wishlist, be it plots or scenarios:  To roleplay and post more stuff for Mizuiro. And to build more relationships of all kinds for my muses, especially my ocs. I’d also like to explore darker themes for a few muses as well, though that’s a bit of a tall order... Not too people can handle or are willing to deep dive, so I’m not sure if that’ll happen really.
Themes I won’t ever rp / explore:  I don’t really have any hard limits. However, I usually refrain from a lot simply for the comfort of others. So I guess there’s quite a bit I won’t ever get into, though I’d like to.
What Type of Starters do you prefer / dislike, can’t work with?: i’m usually good with just about anything. If I’m not, then I’ll inform my partner.
What type of characters catch your interest the most?:  Better question is; what type am I not into? Though truthfully, I’m really into characters with a lot of development, an establish backstory of any kind, and just about any that can capture my heart (which isn’t hard to do btw). I’m not picky and I have very few I truly hate, except for their person rather than the character.
What type of characters catch your interest the least?:  Flat, one-dimensional types with very little development or their own story. I like seeing the ins and outs, the positives and negatives of a character. I want them to put me on a roller coaster of emotions, since that’s life in a nutshell. If they can’t, then I’ll lose interest quickly. Also mary sues/gary stues. Characters that just don’t make sense or follow the universe’s logic are also a major turn off.
What are your strong aspects as rp partner?:  Oh boy... I guess my dedication and love for my muses’ ships. It’s not much, but only thing I can think of. I also try to keep an open mind, be as understanding as possible and to support my partner wherever I can.
What are your weak aspects as rp partner?:  My inability to reply to drafts that have been sitting for a couple of weeks. I want to reply, and yet, as soon as I open the draft and get to work, my brain blanks. It’s really frustrating.
Do you rp smut?:  YES / NO. Do you prefer to go into detail?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS. Are you okay with black curtain?:  YES / NO. - When do you rp smut? More out of fun or character development?:  Just about whenever, as long as partner is up for it. And it’ll be for either or, depending. For certain ships, such as Kaede and Kenpachi, I feel it is part of their character and relationship development, seeing as they’ve managed to grow a deeper bond with each other through it. For other muses, such as almost anything with Amaterasu, it’s usually out of fun. - Anything you would not want to rp there?:  Eh... not really, unless partner is uncomfortable with it.
Are ships important to you?:   YES / NO. Would you say your blog is ship-focused?:   YES / NO. Do you use read more?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES. Are you: Multi-Ship / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  Multiverse / Singleverse. - What do you love to explore the most in your ships?:  The growth between them. Just literally anything between that. Watching the couple’s bond deepen, how much they learn about each other, and the trust that strengthens over time. - What is your smut tag?: nsfw mention
Are you okay with pre-established relationships?: YES / NO. - And what kind of ones?:  Just about any; romantic, sexual, platonic, hate, family, etc.
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► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.
- What could possibly make your Muse interesting towards others, why should they rp with this particular character of yours now, what possible plots do they offer?:  Usually that’s up to the other’s interpretation of the character. But Kaede has some potential, developing surprising friendship despite her division’s reputation. She’s bit of an opposite from her captain and co-lieutenant, probably being the most patient and kindest of the three, as she’s the only one to pursue any friendships. I would say I’d love to find more plots in reference to her backstory, whether some random character she befriends or is enemies with finds out her birth, or she feels to rekindle a past friendship.
- With what type of Muses do you usually struggle to rp with?:   ... I dunno if I really have an answer for that. Kaede’s one of my easiest going muses, unafraid to interact with anyone. She tends to fit in just about anywhere. Though I’m sure this partly due to her being my most developed and being well established. - With what type of Muses do they usually work well with?:  Honestly, I think just about anyone, depending on the scenerio and who they are. That also determines how she approaches and interacts with them.
- What interests your Muse(s) in general:  There’s a list of things. Gardening, social gatherings, her division... She’s also into new experiences, things that are foreign to the Soul Society. - What do they desire, is their goal?:  She simply wants to make her mother proud, to better society if she can, and continue to aid and serve her division. - What catches their interest first when meeting someone new?:  Body language. It’s a trained type of thing, trying to read them by how they hold themselves. How approachable they appear, their intent, etc. - What do they value in a person?:  Depends, as she understands everyone is different. But mostly their determination, honesty, and dedication, even if she’s not the receiver. She can still respect them for it. - What themes do they like talking about?:  Eh... Just about anything, aside from herself. Anything gardening or about flowers is where she’s the most enthusiastic. - Which themes bore them?:  Idle chitchat or small talk. She likes to carry an actual conversation. So trying to ask her about the weather, she’ll more than likely walk away.
- Did they ever went through something traumatic?:  Sort of? There’s a couple things; the discovery of Azashiro’s imprisonment and his crimes, the sudden disappearance of Yoruichi and Kisuke, and the brief encounter with Yhwach’s clone during the war. - What could possibly trigger them?:  Both Azashiro’s imprisonment and Yoruichi and Kisuke’s exile have been resolved, so no. Though to ask her about Azashiro, she’ll be guarded and, depending on the person, defensive. The incident with Yhwach was a literal flash, leaving her physically scarred, but otherwise unfazed. - What could set them off, enrage them?:  Azashiro, yes. Depending on who the person is, obviously. Kisuke is the most notable target of this rage. - What could lead to an instant kill?:  Again, Azashiro, depending on who brings it up and what’s brought up. Mostly, if it targets her mother and threatens to expose them, including her adopted father.
- Is there someone /-thing they hate?:  Yhwach and Aizen. Both have caused a degree of grief in the Soul Society, and even for those outside it. She also hates those that use their position of power for selfish reasons. - Is there someone /-thing they love?:  Her mother and adopted father, and the Shiba clan as a whole. Her division, and her current captain and co-lieutenant, along with her former captain and her brother Yuushirou. She also loves, though won’t admit it often enough, Askin (verse dependent). Kenpachi as well (verse dependent). Any and all her friends, including Kisuke. There’s also a huge soft spot for animals of any kind.
Is your Muse easy to approach?: YES / NO. - Best ways to approach them?:  As long as you’re not a sworn enemy to her or the society, just about anyone’s good to go. Just strike up conversation, ask for a spar, to drink, etc. She isn’t one to simply ignore or dismiss anyone, so long as there isn’t any bad terms between them. - Where are they usually to find?:  In the second division offices or training grounds (sometimes in the onsen), at her home, or strolling or patrolling through the Seireitei.
Something you may still want to point out about your muse?:  Eh... nothing I can think of off the top of my head. Except that, no matter how kind a face she has, she can still be a merciless killer.
CONGRATS!!! You managed it, now tag your mutuals! ♥
Tagged by:  @skyvar​ (thanks for the tag, though not sure if I should really be thanking you ‘cause this about drained me!) Tagging:  you reading this.
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bigboisett · 4 years
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PLEASE REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG!  Feel free to add to any of your answers!  The purpose is to tell your partners about the way you write!  For the multiple-choice ones, BOLD all that apply and, if you want, italicize if it’s a conditional answer!
TAGGED BY: @regalentempire TAGGING: @goldenbattledancer and @rocking-mist
– B A S I C S –
NAME : (eeehhh, nah) ARE YOU OVER 18? YES / No IS YOUR MUSE? YES / No
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU WRITE WITH ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi ((only cause it’s my first time rping an already existing character)) / Yes / highly / Private
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU FOLLOW ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi / Yes / HIGHLY
IF YOUR MUSE IS CANON, HOW MUCH TO YOU ADHERE TO CANON? Not at all / A little / Somewhat / Mostly ((again, it’s cause I’m new and feel it would be easier to stick to what I know of this character and their world)) / Strictly / OC
WHAT POST LENGTHS DO YOU WRITE? ONE LINERS / SINGLE-PARA / MULTI-PARA / NOVELLA
DO YOU USE ICONS AND/OR GIFS? No / Gifs / icons / Gifcons
DO YOU WRITE ON OTHER PLATFORMS? No / Yes ((I used to be on Gaia, but like, as most know, that place has died lol RIP hundreds of my ocs))
WHAT LEVEL OF PLOTS DO YOU WRITE?
UNPLOTTED  / OPEN-ENDED PLOTS / SEMI-PLOTTED ((I wouldn’t mind full plots, I just feel like it’s funner to have surprises here and there)) / FULLY PLOTTED EPICS
HOW QUICKLY DO YOU USUALLY RESPOND TO THREADS? Very Slow / Slow (3-4 Weeks) / Average (1-2 Weeks) / Fast (Less than one week. ) / Very fast (Less than three days)
WHAT TYPES OF THEMES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) Fluff / Angst / Smut / action / tragedy / domestic / Family / Conversational / Hurt-comfort  / Guardianship ((Where an older person is a bodyguard/or whatever to a child/teen. I like the protective vibe of these roleplays :3 MAMABEAR ACTIVATED xD))
WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romance / Drama / action / Adventure / Espionage / Everything / S&M
ARE THERE ANY THEMES YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE WRITING ON YOUR BLOG? No / Yes
DO YOU HAVE ANY TRIGGERS?  HOW DO YOU REQUEST IT TAGGED? No / Yes ((pedos can die)) 
– S H I P P I N G –
WHAT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? ROMANTIC / PLATONIC / FAMILIAL / PHYSICAL / SEXUAL
WHAT TYPES OF PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? ROMANTIC / PLATONIC ((has to make sense though cause he can’t be friends with everybody lol the man has a hard front)) / FAMILIAL((Mama’s are welcome for obvious reasons xD)) / PHYSICAL / SEXUAL
DO YOU HAVE OTPS? No / yes
((I have no idea on this >->))
DO YOU HAVE NOTPS? No  / Yes
((again, no idea xD))
WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S SEXUAL ORIENTATION? - Heterosexual / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / homoflexible / Homosexual / Pansexual / Demisexual / Sapiosexual / Asexual / Questioning
WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S ROMANTIC ORIENTATION? - Heteroromantic / Heteroflexible / Biromantic / Homoflexible / Homoromantic / Panromantic / Demiromantic / grayromanitc / Sapioromantic / Aromantic / Polyamorous / Questioning ((He honestly does what he wants/feels))
ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WRITING SMUT? No / Selectively / Yes
HOW EARLY IN A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY? Autoship ((I’m only open to this depending on the partner and because it’ll be a nice change of pace since I’ve done SOOOOO many slow build ups that I’m getting bored now)) / During Plotting / After a couple of interactions / Several IC Interactions / Slow Burn / Depends on partner & Muse
ARE YOU OPEN TO TOXIC SHIPS? No ((I lose interest too fast)) / Selectively / Yes
ARE YOU OPEN TO PROBLEMATIC SHIPS? ( canon history, age difference, complicated, etc.) No / Selectively / Yes
ARE YOU OPEN TO POLYSHIPPING? No / Selectively ((never done it, so if you can persuade me then maybe)) / Yes
ARE YOU AN EXCLUSIVE SHIPPER?
No / Sometimes / Yes
DOES CRACK SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN?
No ((I’m still a little confused with the meaning of ‘crack shipping’ :O))/ Sometimes ((I wanna keep as close to the character as possible unless it offers good character development)) / Yes
DOES CROSSOVER SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Yes / Depends ((It has to make sense and both universes have to have something in common for me to agree to this considering I’m not into crossovers to begin with. So, message me if you wish to ask and we can talk it over :3))
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eatingthem-moved · 4 years
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Roleplaying Profile Meme: PLEASE REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG!  
Feel free to add to any of your answers!  The purpose is to tell your partners about the way you write!  For the multiple-choice ones, BOLD all that apply and, if you want, italicize if it’s a conditional answer!
– B A S I C S –
NAME :  Chariot  ARE YOU OVER 18? Yes / No (i am exactly 18) IS YOUR MUSE? Yes / No
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU WRITE WITH ON THIS BLOG? No / Semi / Yes / Highly / Private
I only rp/respond to with mutuals and i can be picky with who i follow
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU FOLLOW ON THIS BLOG? No/ Semi / Yes / Highly
IF YOUR MUSE IS CANON, HOW MUCH TO YOU ADHERE TO CANON? Not at all / A little / Somewhat / Mostly / Strictly / (OC)
i diverge a lot after s2
WHAT POST LENGTHS DO YOU WRITE? One Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella
DO YOU USE ICONS AND/OR GIFS? No / Gifs / Icons / Gifcons
DO YOU WRITE ON OTHER PLATFORMS? No / Yes (discord)
WHAT LEVEL OF PLOTS DO YOU WRITE? Unplotted  / Open-Ended Plots / Semi-Plotted / Fully Plotted Epics
completely unplotted stuff is hard for me cause im kinda uncreative with coming up with interactions and scenarios on the spot. but i’m not totally closed to it 
HOW QUICKLY DO YOU USUALLY RESPOND TO THREADS? Very Slow / Slow (3-4 Weeks) / Average (1-2 Weeks) / Fast (Less Than One Week) / Very Fast (Less Than Three Days)
i try to respond to things in the order they came in because i don’t like people feeling like im ignoring them! so i try to be fair, which makes me a little slower. im also just lazy sometimes lol and it also takes me a lot of effort to sit down and just WRITE
WHAT TYPES OF THEMES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) Fluff / Angst / Smut / Action / Tragedy / Domestic / Family / Conversational / Hurt-Comfort
oh hell yea
WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical!! / Horror!!!!! / Comedy / Romance / Drama / Action / Adventure / Espionage / Crime
i have a hard time with supernatural and science fiction but if it’s pretty plotted out i’d have an easier time!!
ARE THERE ANY THEMES YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE WRITING ON YOUR BLOG? No / Yes
DO YOU HAVE ANY TRIGGERS?  HOW DO YOU REQUEST IT TAGGED? No / Yes
– S H I P P I N G –
WHAT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / Physical / Sexual
WHAT TYPES OF PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / Physical / Sexual
We need to first plot a little bit before i can do something pre established
DO YOU HAVE OTPS? No / Chemistry only / Yes
hannibal/will forever ! and hannibal/lady murasaki (but he kinda fucked that up lmao) and then if hannibal ever gets to shipping levels with others ;m;
DO YOU HAVE NOTPS? No / Yes / I don’t know yet
hannibal/alana besides from being friends/having sex with each other. hannibal didn’t love her and it’s unlikely i would write a romantic relationship between them.
WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S SEXUAL ORIENTATION? - Heterosexual / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / Homoflexible / Homosexual / Pansexual / Demisexual / Sapiosexual / Asexual / Questioning
honestly hannibal doesn’t label himself. he’s only LOVED (romantically) two people in his life, will and murasaki. he likes having sex! but he doesn’t YEARN for people, really, until he really really feels a strong connection with them.
WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S ROMANTIC ORIENTATION? - Heteroromantic / Heteroflexible / Biromantic / Homoflexible / Homoromantic / Panromantic / Demiromantic / Grayromanitc / Sapioromantic / Aromantic / Polyamorous / Questioning
ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WRITING SMUT? No / Selectively / Yes
i’d like it if we’re friendly ooc and then im also not sure if i’ll be writing smut on here or on discord when it gets to it :shrug:
HOW EARLY IN A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY? Autoship / During Plotting / After A Couple IC Interactions / Several IC Interactions / Slow Burn / Depends on partner & muse
IT REALLY DEPENDS LOL. cause i could be plotting with someone and i’ll be like “would u..... want to.... have them.... be... shippy ?” and then other times i prefer a lot of ic interaction before they get shippy.
ARE YOU OPEN TO TOXIC SHIPS? No / Selectively / Yes
any ship with hannibal is going to be toxic
ARE YOU OPEN TO PROBLEMATIC SHIPS? (canon history, age difference, complicated, etc.) No / Selectively / Yes
GIMME ANGST
ARE YOU OPEN TO POLYSHIPPING? No / Selectively / Yes
y...yess ;m;
ARE YOU AN EXCLUSIVE SHIPPER? No / Sometimes / Yes
DOES CRACK SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Sometimes / Yes
DOES CROSSOVER SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Yes / Depends
Tagged by: i don’t remember cause i just stick these in my drafts as soon as im tagged in them but THANK UUUU <33 Tagging: EVERYONE
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vcngttpt-a · 4 years
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Name / Alias:  sage and if i wasn’t a coward i’d change it legally to that Are you over 18?  Yes  /  No. Is your muse(s) over 18?  Yes /  No.
When was your blog established? idk like 4 days ago? uh eiji used to have his own blog but i lost the info for that so it’s forever mocking me that it’s gone s’fine i was bein a loser and didn’t really use it
– W R I T I N G  –
Are you selective about who you write with? No (anyone)  /  Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people) /  Private (mutuals only).         — there really isn’t much besides that. i just find it easier if i’m mutuals with them.
Are you selective about who you follow? No (anyone)  /  Semi (most people) /  Yes (some people)  /  Highly (few people).       — it’s mainly if i can see if our muses could work of each other well or decently than i’ll follow. but also if i follow you do know i plan to thread with you at some point 
If your muse is canon, how much do you adhere to canon? Not at all  / A little  / Some  / Mostly /  Strictly /  Not Applicable.
What post lengths do you write? One-Liners  / Single-Para /  Multi-Para /  Novella / All of the aforementioned.
Do you use icons and/or GIFS? No  /  Gifs / Icons /  Yes / Sometimes.
Do you write on other platforms? No  /  Yes.    
What level of plots do you write? Unplotted /  Open-Ended Plots  /  Semi-Plotted /  Fully Plotted Epics / All of the aforementioned.
How quickly do you usually respond to threads? Very Slow (more than a month) / Slow (3-4 weeks)  / Average (1-2 weeks) /  Fast (less than one week)  /  Very Fast (less than three days) /  It depends.      
What types of themes do you like? Adventure / Romance  / Fluff /  Angst / Smut / Violence /  Tragedy / Domestic  /  Family.
WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? ( Feel free to add! ) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical /  Horror /  Comedy  / Romantic / Drama / Action / Adventure /  Espionage / All of the aforementioned.
Are there any themes you’re uncomfortable writing on your blog? (Not triggers) No  /  Yes /  Sometimes. — it pretty much depends on my mood as well as well i know whoever i’m writing with. 
Do you have any triggers? How do you request it tagged? besides the basic spiders i’m good. i’m open to much things writing wise -eh wait no, i’m v squeamish concerning anything happening to eyes. like i can write about it but just know i’ll be a lil uncomfy
– S H I P P I N G –
What types of relationships are you open to? Romantic /  Platonic  /  Familial / All of the aforementioned.
What types of pre-established relationships are you open to? Romantic  /  Platonic /  Familial / All of the aforementioned. — depends if we’ve talked it out beforehand. 
Do you have OTPs? No /  Chemistry Only  / Yes.
Do you have NOTPS? No / Yes.
What is your muse’s sexual orientation? Heterosexual /  Heteroflexible  / Bisexual / Pansexual  /  Homoflexible  / Homosexual / Demisexual /  Sapiosexual /  ( Grey ) Asexual  /  Still trying to figure it out.
— both eiji and reese are bi af and han is pan
What is your muse’s romantic orientation? Heteroromantic  /  Heteroflexible  / Biromantic /  Homoflexible  /  Homoromantic   /  Panromantic /  Demiromantic /  Sapioromantic  / Aromantic / Still trying to figure it out. — both reese and eiji are biromantic they can love anyone while han is v hesitant
Are you comfortable writing smut? No  /  Selectively /  Yes. – hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i used to back in the day and i’ve become pretty much eh with it but maybe? i guess i’d have to think about so i won’t say an outright no as of now but i’ll let you know if i change my mind. but like if we wanna do a fade to black i’m down with that too.
How early in a relationship do you ship romantically? Autoship / During plotting  /  After a couple IC interactions / Several IC interactions / Slow burn  /  Plot dependent  /  Never.   — it comes down to if our characters could fit that dynamic well maybe but i’m more into that slow burn stuff as well as like 
Are you open to toxic ships? No / Selectively  / Yes /  I am not sure.
Are you open to problematic ships? No /  Selectively /  Yes /  I am not sure.
Are you open to polyshipping? No /  Selectively  / Yes / I am not sure. — idk come talk to me about it 
Are you an exclusive shipper? Never /  Sometimes  / Yes. — i’m all down with multiple ships minus if they have the same fc because it just becomes too confusing to me even if the characters are different to each other. also haneul is never going to date anyone besides obe. it’s too weird to see him with someone else. 
Does crack shipping ever happen? Nope   /  Yes / Maybe
— hasn’t happened yet but who knows i’m okay with that if it happens. 
tagged by: @snw-cnvs​ tagging: no one cause i bet everyone has done this already and i don’t really know a lot of you yet dsfajkf
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itsleay · 6 years
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Dear Diary: About Jimin’s disappearance from Twitter and more...
So many things have been happening around Jimin lately. Thought i write a little diary to keep tabs on things, and to help future and current fans to learn about what is happening during certain time period. I’ll touch on his change in twitter posts / social media behaviour, death threats, and Fan Cam being reported and views disappearing from MNet’s official fan cam video.
Where to begin... let’s start from Fake Love promo period and Jimin’s twts I guess, since this is the first time I witnessed the hate towards Jimin directly in front of my eyes (that and i’m a new fan only started watching their stuff around October 2017?)
So on Jun 7, 2018 Jimin posted a twt from MNet’s backstage with a picture of the boys name on the wall. However, he forgot to put down V’s name, right after he discovered his mistake he quickly apologized and twt’ed two or three more tweets saying that he made a mistake and he loves V and next time he’ll make up for his mistake, something along those lines (dear readers you can go check those twts for yourself). However, when you look down on the comments it was filled with mostly “certain types of solo stans” (and yes I did go into those account to see what type of people is saying these mean things and going through their past twts) saying that Jimin is fake, and that he did it on purpose and other accusations towards Jimin. BTW a lot of those hateful comments were also the most popular ones so you can see them right away underneath his twt i think one or two of them even have 1k likes and couple hundred retweets. The hashtag JiminYouFakerKeepGoing was also showing up under Jimin’s name as the top searches associated to him in twitter. If you search for that hashtag now you can still see traces of it and people taking screenshots of those comments. Fans quickly responded by reporting these hateful comments towards Jimin to cleanse the comment section and also trended JiminYouNiceKeepGoing hashtag. 
Now on Jun 10, 2018 after the mess on twitter, JM posted pictures featuring himself, JK and V with a hashtag that read something along the lines of IToldThemI’mGoingToPostThis in Korean. Now you can interpret it in different ways but if you’re a into Jikook or into shipping then I think you’ll read it like how I’ve read it, if you don’t know what shipping is my advice for you is stay away cause it’ll cause you so much grief, but all the situation will make so much more sense in terms of the events that are happening around Jimin.
Moving onto Jun 21, 2018 ... the last twt from Jimin on Twitter that felt more personal and not because he did it because he had to. The reason i’m saying this is, BTS tends to twt before they fly and before or after they go on stage or do some sort of performance. You’ll see alot of the members will post something. Now Jimin here though he’s the type to post random things other than the formal etiquette posts that everyone does. So he’ll shower us with videos of himself, selcas, picture with members, just really random little things to let the fans see him. But since Jun 21.. we got a twt for cosmetic product (according to older fans he’s never advertise in any of his twts before not to mention whoever posted didn’t know how to tag in twitter), and then we got a flying to Taipei twt and a thank you for attending the concert backstage twt. Etiquette posts...  Now this boy ... usually twts every 3 or 4 days sometimes you’ll get multiple twts within a day, and even when they’re super busy he’ll still post something maybe within a two week period. you can go through their twitter by using #Jimin to see the pattern yourself. I remember when i first followed BTS on their twitter, i was like... wow Jimin likes to post so much he should stop posting and lay off on social media a little bit (this was back in December 2017), but now i miss him so much T_______T Please feed us Jimin!!!!!!!
Now, I know that from Jun 21, 2018- to Mid July he has posted on Fan Cafe, so he didn’t really entirely disappear from the fans’ sight. He answered fans’ question one of them was what’s the best BTS song, which Jimin replied Serendipity and another question was which song do you want to sing now the most, Jimin replied House of Cards. He also posted message for the 5th year anniversary for Army but so did everyone else, another etiquette post, I think he also posted something a day after the 5th year anniversary something on the lines of I was too tired and fell asleep and missed the day but happy Army Day. All of these posts can be found on BTS Fancafe translation twitter account. Back onto topic, to see posts from BTS on Fan Cafe you need to create an account, they’re not public like twitter where u can have hassle free access to feel connected to BTS. Also the Fan Cafe is regulated by moderators so any form of harassment posts are banned violation of cafe rules will also result in permanent ban too. Also, this is speculation here, I think the Fan Cafe has lesser I-army presence since to create an account everything appears in Korean, so it’s a lot more work to try to sign up for something, and people will have to go out of their way to make accounts to have access into website. I for one gave up on it, for now, but maybe in the future I’ll try to make an account there if Jimin decides to never return to Twitter and decided to post a lot on Fan Cafe. Ah and we also have to mention how they have different membership level so depending on what level you’re at you have restricted access to contents.. yeah that’s a lot of work for someone who can’t read any Korean at all Q.Q (life long goal: learn Korean so you can have full access to BTS contents) 
I mentioned I-army specifically because.. all three death threats aimed at Jimin has been coming from the international side. First death threat was around WINGS Tour, the other two were during LY: Tour announcement. Can’t remember which concert they targeted but all three were planned for concerts in USA. Now you might think why international fans it could be fans from Korea too? Aren’t you being a bit extreme in your assumptions? But here’s my reasoning I could be wrong cause no one ever announced who gave out the threats. But let’s say for WINGS Tour. They went to several countries South America, Japan, USA but only the threat was given out for their location in the states. Same thing for the LY: Tour both death threats were targeted for the states once again. Combined with all the mass shooting news we hear, it doesn’t seem hard reason that it is relatively easier to obtain weaponaries in the US. Since you can have access to it if one of your family member possesses them, also the fact that firearms are legally sold. Maybe they targeted the US Tour due to ease of access to firearms? Also all the hate comment directed at JM on twitter. Most of them speak coherent English and also twt in English. I’ve also looked around at some K-army blog who can speak and post in English it seems to me that Jimin in S.Korea is well received by the public and by the fandom, and fans in general aren’t that toxic towards each other as well, minus those antis. That’s why I think most of the hate and death threats for Jimin actually comes from the International side. If someone has evidence or information that says otherwise please let me know, because I don’t want to misrepresent. 
Ah yes, JHope also got a death threat. Someone target him in the Seoul Concert for their LY:Tour. That twt was in English though and later on the person said it was all in jest and prank after they got reported. Honestly what is going through people’s mind these days? Death threat as pranks and jokes?
Now what’s really interesting is his 2nd death threat. I remember the post specifically stated that Jimin is “always in the way and that he’s been around for too long”. Now always in the way of what? In the way of your favorite K-pop group? The western artists? in the way of your life? or the way of your ship? I don’t know if Jimin alone is powerful enough to take down an entire K-Pop idol group on his own, or take over the western music theme, or get into your life if you’ve never come across K-pop in your life. As much as i like Jimin, even I have to admit I don’t think he can be in the way that much. I’ll leave the shipping part to people who knows what’s going on... 
Now let’s talk about the Fan cam. I think as a fandom we all know that Jimin, V and Jungkook usually gets a lot of views on their fan cam. Who can you blame they look good and they have a lot of fans who likes them a bit more than the rest of the other members. But here’s the problem. Why are the fan cams for Jimin which has millions of views started to get reported and taken down? 
Peach Jelly’s Pied Piper for 4th muster with 40mil views
https://twitter.com/peach_jelly1013/status/1014808921783980032
JamJam Park’s Mic Drop MAMA 2017 Jimin focus
https://twitter.com/parkjamjam_kr/status/1016606951956856843 
Pieces of Mind’s Fake Love BBMA Jimin focus
https://twitter.com/stussyjimin/status/999566044678123522
and M2′s Mpd Fake Love 4k Jimin Focus Cam with 29mil views reported to be the highest solo idol fan cam view got views decreased to 24mil on July 13th, 2018. Honorable mention in the same performance, Jungkook got 21mil views which also had some of his views taken away too.
Editted/Update July14, 2018 (PST):
So I checked on the Fake Love fan cam posted by M2, MNet’s official fancam... Jimin’s view dropped down to 22 mil now and JK’s view dropped down to 18 mil. Seriously what is going on? Is this from Youtube’s bot checking alogrithm? or is it purposefully being done by malicioius people?
Now if every other member’s fan cam are met with the same fate, I got nothing to say, but that’s not the story only Jimin’s fan cam are coming across with problem. Why is he getting so much hate? BTW those are big fan cam accounts too.  You’re now not only targeting the idol himself but his fan site as well? like wth? Could these be the works from other fandoms? or is it the work from antis within our own fandom? or just antis of Jimin? 
Could these be the works of BTS- anti or Jimin only-anti? If it’s BTS anti shouldn’t they focus on the whole group? how come it’s only Jimin who got affected? the M2′s Fake Love view decrease, I can see that could be a mix of various Jimin-hater because it’s uploaded on official broadcast network’s Youtube channel and he overtook another idol’s top spot, but really who would go search for Pied Piper fan cam or other specific performances. Anyway it just baffles me, and honestly if you read all the way til here I think you know what i wanted to say.
Could the fans themselves stop hating on other members just because you like another member more? Idols are humans too and they don’t deserve these hates nor do the fan site masters sharing footage for the rest of the fandom who did not have a chance to see them perform deserve their dedication and hard work to be taken away.
Sometimes I’m happy that people have complained about BH is not trying to push BTS as hard in terms of promo into the West. Because if what i speculate is true and that all of this hate is coming from the International side and all these sabotaging is from the fans themselves. I rather BTS and BH just stay in Korea where they have better protection and control because people don’t deserve them.
That being said I do wish they can become international legends for years to come.. o the dilemma.
And thank you for reading this long post :x I welcome to all exchange of information and opinions btw, since I probably overlooked some things or have missing information.
O I’ll add a keep reading button once Tumblr App is no longer buggy!
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How to Prep for NaNoWriMo
(Or, How I Wrote 30,000 Words in 4 Days to Finish a Novel)
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Hey there Scriptaccinos! Welcome back to Aunt Scripty’s House of Mayhem, where we’re getting ready for pumpkin lattes, candy corn, and NaNoWriMo! 
People have asked me more than twice about how I manage to be so productive. I work a full-time healthcare job, and yet, in the last year, I’ve created (85+%) or curated (~15%) over 2,000 blog posts, published 3 books, and written at least 200,000 words of personal writing.
I’m not a superhuman. Actually I’m pretty average. And I’ve set myself an enormous personal challenge — write a trilogy of fiction before the end of 2017. While blogging. And helping you all with NaNo.
On the most recent note, I came into October with 18,000 words of a novel written. I wrote the last 30,000 words and finished the project in four days, while answering bucketloads of blog questions (the last 10 days worth of content was also written in that timeframe), contending with a mild fever, and Life Stuff.  Oh–and I’m about 14,000 words into Book 2 already.
I have been accused of being a machine. I assure you that beep boop boo–
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….uh oh. Who found my secret pictures?!
And yet the number 1 request from my readers is the desire that I clone myself. If only I were Tatiana Maslany…
You don’t have to do all the things I’ve been doing to hit those levels of productivity. But a lot of you are doing NaNoWriMo, and I want to give you some advice for how to Get It The F*** Done, Mate.
I’m also going to give you the techniques I use and some of the books that I’ve read that are helping me along the way. I’m constantly striving to improve how much work I get done with the same measly 24 hours as anyone else.
Defend Your Time
Everything demands your attention. Work does. Your cuddlemate(s) do(es). Your TV calls to you. YouTube beckons with lures of dancing cats. Tumblr will eat your soul if you allow it to. 
…establish a writing time. Get up an hour early. Stay up an hour late. Do it on your lunch. Whatever it is, establish a time and defend it. Tell your honey “This is my writing time. This is important to me. I need it.” Sacrifice some TV time. Writing Time is sacred. If you use headphones, put a Post-It on your headphones that say “Writing. Please Do Not Disturb.” (Yes, it’s dorky, but it will work.)
If you need to be in a different physical space to write, go there.
You also have to defend your time from yourself, more than anything. Set an alarm on your phone: This Is Writing Time.  Turn off your internet. Silence your phone. And, once you’ve started writing, put it in another room — or at least out of your sight.
You’ll need about an hour and a half every day for this. Ninety minutes. If you can work for 90 minutes a day, six days a week, you can write this novel in a month. (I actually recommend seven days so you don’t lose momentum.)
If your day is jam-packed, decide what’s truly necessary, and what can be smooshed out of the way to make room for your writing time.
Techniques: The Pomodoro
By far, writing in sprints is the number one way to get your stories done. But word sprints are an art form. They need to be done in a special way.
The point of a word sprint is this: For 25 minutes, you will do nothing but write. Phone Off. Butt in chair. Hands on keys. Write.
The best way to do this is to set a timer on your phone for 25 minutes. (If your phone lets you set up multiple ones, like mine does, set another for 5 minutes; you’ll use this when you’re done with your Pomodoro to take a break.) Don’t listen to music that has words. If you can, I actually recommend putting your phone in another room so that you have to get up to make the beeping go away.
For those 25 minutes, you can do nothing  but write.
When you’re done, I want you to tally up the number of words you’ve written. (I just make a note in Notepad or StickyNotes on Windows with: Starting Wordcount, 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, etc. Track how many words you write in each Pomodoro. (It takes about 4 seconds with a Calculator app.)
NaNoWriMo means writing 50,000 words in 30 days, which is scary. But a smaller target is 1667 words in a day. Still daunting? That’s fine. Do 3 Pomodoros with a target of 650 words per 25 minutes. That’s 26 words in a minute, and it will take you an hour and a half to do three of them. (If you can, I highly recommend 4 — I find the 4th Pomodoro is where I start to hit my stride.)
For productivity stuff, I recommend [5,000 Words per Hour] by Chris Fox; you can get this book for free from [his Web site].
Make It A Game.
Humans love games. Our brains think they’re better than crack. Seriously, Mrs Scripty has been playing hours of Bejeweld Blitz lately.
So make your word count a game. How many words did you do in your last sprint? Let’s top it! What’s your strongest day in the month? Top it! Push yourself to write more and write faster. You’ll get more into the zone and sooner than you think you’ll be blinking and going “Wait… did I just win NaNoWriMo?”
Know What You’re Going to Write (Before You Write It)
This is so important. I cannot even begin to tell you how much this helps. If you want to write quickly, this is how you do it. You plan to write, and then you write the plan.
Whoah! you say. Outlining?! you say. I’m a pantser, like my aged grandmother before me! We don’t need no stinkin’ outlines! 
You might not need them. But they help. Especially in a project like NaNoWriMo, or mine (12 Weeks to a Trilogy), knowing where you’re going will help you decide what matters and what has to get written.
I recommend [Take Off Your Pants!] by Libbie Hawker, [Outlining Your Novel] (and the Workbook) by K M Weiland, and [Save the Cat!] by Blake Snyder.
If you plan nothing else about your book, I want you to plan three things:
The Inciting Incident
The Midpoint
The Climax
Do not skip the Midpoint. It will help you. I swears it. (The Midpoint is a big change that causes your character to take things seriously; it’s the big Shit Hits The Fan moment of the middle of the story. It’s a huge false victory or false defeat.) Then all you need to do is get to the next big scene: Write from the “hook” to the Inciting Incident, from the Inciting Incident to the Midpoint, the Midpoint to the Climax, and resolve all the little things after. That’s it. Four easy phases.
A Basic Scene Structure Helps. Really.
A scene is a product of six components:
A Goal — what your hero wants
Some Obstacles — what gets in the way
A Disaster — something catastrophic happens that prevents them from getting their goal (or lets them get what they thought they wanted — for an enormous price)
The character’s Reaction — how they feel about it
A Dilemma — what do we do now after that Disaster?
A Decision — a plan for how to proceed.
That’s it. And the easiest, most helpful thing you can do before writing a scene is give just one sentence to an outline of what you want. Six sentences will get you so far in knowing where you need to take your scene.
Let Yourself Write Shit
First drafts are made to be awful. All of writing is rewriting. You won’t write a good first draft in a month. But guess what? All a first draft has to do to be perfect is exist.
Small Tricks That Really Help:
Research Before or After, Not While, You Write. You don’t have to know everything in the moment. If you need to research something — a gun type, a character’s favorite car, whatever — just [put it in brackets]. You can come back and work on those later.
TK will TKO Your Interruptions. The letters TK are an editor’s mark for To Come. Like brackets, they are magical. Not sure what to name the whizbang gizmo? “Stop or I’ll destroy you with my [gizmo TK].” And move on.
Eat the Elephant Bite By Bite. You’re not writing a novel and you don’t have to write 50,000 words this month. You’re writing one scene, and you’re trying to write 800 words this Pomodoro. That’s it. Miss your 800? Hit it next time.
Take Walks. Your 5-minute breaks between 25-minute Pomodoros? Use those to physically get up and walk around. Don’t stare at the Internet. Go up and down some stairs or go stare at the sunset. Get away from screens.
Leave Tags. When you stop writing, stop in the middle of
a sentence. It makes it so much easier to pick up momentum when you sit down again.
Watch The Movie and Write It Down. It can really help to just picture your scene in your head like a movie, again, before you write. (You can watch it on Fast Forward.) When you sit down to write, just write what you see.
Defend Your Space. Make your own little world. Put in headphones or earbuds and listen to music. I try to either use something appropriate and ambient (like wooden ship sounds for a pirate story) or music set up to be productive (like this upbeat productivity mix).
BONUS!
For all your Scrivener users out there, I made an outlining Scrivener doc!
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It has:
A Foolscap outline (to help you with global structure)
Integrated Save the Cat! beat sheet cards (to help you figure out where things belong) with word count targets for 60k, 80k, and 100k projects
Obligatory Scene lists for Thrillers, Redemption stories, and Love stories
Scene cards which include the six-phase scene structure up above.
It’s what I’m using to write the novel I’m currently on, and I think it will help you out. [Here’s where you can download it.]
Also, the structural cards are separate from the Manuscript for the document so that you don’t wind up with random things in your exported ebook/docx/whatever.
[Download It Here]
xoxo, Aunt Scripty
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I decided to redo my Trollsona cause there's stuff I wanted to add and fix. I also added more detail (as best as I could) and more stuff to describe my personality better.
Warning: Long ass post ahead.
  Name: Scmare Ttieer  [Seh-mare Tear] (Origin of name is unknown)
Age: 7.85 Alternian Sweeps [17 Human Earth Years]
Gender: Bigender [She/Her/He/Him]
Status: Alive
Blood Colour: Sapphire (Blue Blood, Landdweller)
Lusus: I don't fully know what it is. It's a strange creature that doesn't resemble any Alternian creatures. [See Picture: 7]
Theme: Space
Symbol: [See picture: 9]
Weapon: Double Ended Scythe [See picture: 8]  (Weapon is around 4 feet long, rarely ever used)
Power: Aura reading, The ability to perceive energy fields surrounding people, places and things. If I focus hard enough on person/object I can see colours surrounding their body. These colours can mean multiple things, from how they’re feeling to if that person is inherently evil or good.
Typing Quirk: Capitalizes letters that are in my first name (Except when actually typing my name). When useing the word 'neutral' I cap the whole thing. Uses & in place of the word 'and'
Speaking Quirk: Very quiet around people I don't know or when I'm feeling negative emotions. Very loud when around people I'm comfortable with or when feeling positive emotions.
Troll Tag: dysfunctionalCosmos
Quote: "id rather StAy NEUTRAL on thE SituAtion. lEss ChAnCE of a ConfRontAtion."
Hive: A very simple Hive, even if a bit futuristic looking. Made of a white metal, the whole hive in a circular shape. An observatory located right in the middle of the building on the roof. Used for my interest in studying space. Doors open by touching a surface near them (like touch screen)
Respiteblock: Messy room with clothes and tools on the floor. Posters of movies and videogames on the walls, along with some of my shitty drawings. Husktop located on a desk in the back of the room. Recuperacoon is located in a far right corner by a window.
Interests: Fiduspawn, Singing, Reading, Drawing, Crafting, Astronomy, Video Games, Cooking and Dancing  
Dislikes: Confrontation, Needles, Large groups of people, Loud noises, Heights, Myself
Bad Habits: Biting my lip until it bleeds, Chewing on matches, Biting my nails,
Hemoloyalty: I do not treat trolls of lower blood caste any different than I would treat a troll of a high blood caste. Though, I do understand my place on the hemospectrum and that unless I want to get culled I need to show some amount of respect to highbloods. Describes it as being neutral, even though I don't approve of the way low bloods are viewed.  
Clothing: Black tank top coated in small white specs representing stars, my symbol located on the front of my shirt. Sapphire blue button up short sleeve shirt (usually unbuttoned). Black mid-thigh shorts with ankle high black boots.
Hair: Short thick black hair [See Picture: 6]
Horns: (Horns are 1 foot long) [See Picture: 2]
Teeth/Mouth: [See Picture: 3] Bottom fangs are long and poke out a bit
Eyes: Not fully my blood colour yet [See Picture: 5] 
Ears: [See Picture: 4]
Skin: Pale grey [See Picture: 4]
Face: Round in shape. Scar across the bridge of my nose. Square thick glasses covering my eyes. Only make up being some black eye liner. [See Picture: 5]
Body: Chubby, thicker for my height. Around 198 pounds. No tattoos or other body modifications.
Mutations: None 
Height: 5'6 [Not including horns]
Ancestor: Anwara Tteeir
Dancestor: Urania Ttieer
Quadrants: [Self insert shipping list for me]
God Tier: Rogue Of Life
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Skills:  
Knowledge: 7/10 Conceptualization Power: 6/10 Motivation: 4/10 Will to Act: 4/10 Agility: 2/10 Power Control: 10/10 Swordsmanship: 7/10 Hand-to-Hand Combat: 5/10 Long Range Accuracy: 0/10 Offense: 5/10 Defense: 5/10 Social Skills: 3/10
=============================================================Basic Personality Questions: Link To The Questions
1. Are you a leader or a follower?
i'M MoRE of A followER. i don't SEE MySElf AS A good lEAdER.
 2.  What's your faveourite colour?
dARk bluE & REd
 3. Are you more intoverted or extroverted?
ExtRovERtEd. vERy ExtRovERtEd.
 4. Do you tend to argue or avoid conflict?
i Avoid ConfliCt MoRE oftEn thAn not, but At tiMES i gEt into SMAll ARguMEntS.
 5. Are you a listener or a talker?
liStEnER. i ENjoy liStEnEing to pEoplE tAlk moRE thAn ACtuAlly tAlking MySElf.
 6. How long is you attention span
it dEpEndS on whAt i'M doing. if itS SomEthing i likE i'll foCuS on it moRE but if i dont likE it i tEnd to loSE intERESt vERy EASy.
  7. Do you laugh a lot? What's funny to you?
itS vERy EASy to MAkE ME lAugh so yEs & A lot of thingS ARE funny to ME. My SEnSE of humoR iS wERid...
  8. Are you more Athletic, Artistic, or Intellectual?
i would hAvE to SAy ArtiStiC.
 9. What would you do if someone attacked you for no reason?
wEll i would bE foRCEd to dEfEnd MySElf thEn. i would MAkE A AttEMpt to rEAson with thEM but thAt doESn't AlwAyS woRk.
 10 . Any fears?
A fEw likE, nEEdlES and A SmAll fEAR of thE dARk.
 11. What would happen if your greatest fear manifested itself?
i....honEStly wouldn't know how to dEAl with it.
  12. Do you make desicions based on emotions or logic?
i hAtE to AdMit it but EmotionS SEEM to ContRol A lot of whAt i do.
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Backstory Questions:
1. What is your earliest memory?
My EARliESt MEMoRy wAS whEn i wAS ChoSEn by My luSuS AS A gRub.
 2. Embarrasing Story - Go!
i oNCE tRiEd to intRoduCE MySElf to AnothER tRoll whEn i wAS youngER but i tRippEd ovER My own fEEt & lAndEd fACE fiRSt in fRont of thEm...
3. Tell the story of a scar you have
thE SCAR on My noSE cAME fRoM thE fiRSt Robot i EvER built. it wAS vERy AgRESSivE & punChEd ME So hARd in thE noSE thAt it MAdE A lARgE gASh. i wAS Still pRoud of My CREAtion though.
4. Has someone close to you died?
no onE CloSE to ME hAS diEd yEt, thAnkfully
   5. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?  
i CAn't think of Anything vERy iMpoRtAnt thAt hAS hAppEnEd to ME yEt. i dont think i'vE livEd long Enough. ==============================================
 Opinion and Interest Questions:
1. How do you feel about where you stand on the Hemospectrum?
honEStly i wiSh i Could foRm A bEttER opinion on it & ChooSE A SidE.
2. When you look at somone, how much does their blood colour have to do with your opionion of them?
it hAS no AffECt on whAt i think of thE pERSon. i judgE by ACtionS.
3. Do you like to read? If so, what genre?
i likE to REAd SomEtiMES. fAntASy iS MAinly whAt i go foR but MyStERy iS prEtty good too.
4. What about TV/Moives. What genre do you like?
i dont whAtCh MoivES or tv ShowS offtEn but whEn i do i go foR hoRRoR & RomAnCES
5. Do you believe in magic?
yES i do! i'vE SEEn MAgiC bEFoRE
 6. What is your greatest fear?
thAt EvERyonE i CARE About will lEAvE ME...
 7. How religious are you?
not vERy, i CAn't pRovE or diSpRovE Any REligionS so i pREfER to StAy NEUTRAL About it.
 8. Do you believe in soulmates/true love?
yES i bEliEvE EvERyonE hAS A SoulMAtE, EvEn thE woRST of pEoplE.
 9. What would you die (or otherwise go to extremes) for?
pEoplE i CARE About.
10. What do you believe makes a successful life?
wEll....living it thE wAy you wAnt to i SuppoSE.
11. Would you rather talk to someone over Trollian or face to face?
tRolliAN, it'S MuCh EASiER bECAuSE you hAvE MoRE timE to think About whAt you ARE sAying & thERES lESS StRESS.
 12. Do you know how to dance?
i likE to dAnCE but i wouldn't SAy i know how to SinCE i'M not good At it.
 13. What type of music do you like?
i don't hAvE A fAvouRitE typE, i likE All kindS of MuSiC.
 14. Hobbies?
wRiting, dAnCing, CRAFting...And SoMEtiMES i Sing.
  15. What's your most treasured possession? Why?  
i hAvE thESE bluE & SilvER MEtAL bRAClEtS i wEAR, i liKE the jingling Sound thEy MAkE.
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A day in the life of Scmare Ttieer
1. You've got nothing to do. Who do you talk to?
pRobAbly My MoiRAil, oR SoMEonE ElSE CloSE to ME.
2. The sun is already high in the sky and you're still awake. What do you do to entertain yourself?
thiS hAppEnS A lot ACtuAlly, i uSuAlly plAy A vidEo gAME to pASS tiME.
3. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
i wAkE up, wASh off, tRAin A bit thEn juSt pASS tiME by doing ACtiviES i likE. & it dEpEndS on whAt thE diSRuption iS.
 4. Would you leap at the call to adventure, or would you have to be dragged along?
dRAggEd. advEntuRE iSn't My thing.
5. It's raining and the power is out, how do you spend the day?
i would REAd oR woRk on SoME CRAfting pRojECtS. MAybE pRACtiCE dRAwing.
  6.  Favourite food?  
i'M vERy fond of thE huMAn food, MAShEd potAtoES
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Self Image Questions:  
1. What is your greatest strength?
My ACtuAl StREngth. oR MAybE how i CAn SEE thE bRight SidE of thingS.
 2. Greatest Weakness
how Shy i CAn bE.
3. What three words would you use to best describe your personality?
Shy, NEUTRAL, kind?
4. Do you think you're attractive?
not REAlly no
 5. Name two things you like about yourself. Two things you don't?
i likE My EyES & My hAiR, but i diSlikE My body & how Shy i CAn bE.
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Backstory: Link to backstory cause this post doesn't need to be longer
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agent-2-6 · 7 years
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Y’all wanted to know!
Alright doods. I’ve been hoarding my tag games, so I have a bunch of questions from multiple tags all squished into one! Lord I’m not gonna ask anyone to answer all these so... yeah! Let’s get to know the weird ole’ A26. 
So thanks to @haberkonium, @z-ayauitl, @glassesgirl0401​, @sammy-dean-pie and @pinkheichou to name but a few. I’m fairly sure there were more than that.
Name + Nickname/s: A26/Chez/Chezza. I go by Cheryl otherwise.
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Height: 178cm ish
Orientation: Demi/Ace
Ethnicity: White British
Fav fruit: Kiwi/Green Apples/Anything green & tart really, I’m not big into sweet fruit
Fav season: Autumn :)
Fav book: Catch 22 by Joseph Heller
Fav flower: Sunflowers. They’re just happy flowers, y’know?
Fav scent: That smell where you cut the grass and then hang your clean bedsheets out to dry. That or petrol.
Fav colour: Brick Red.
Fav animals: PIGEONS!
Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa?: None! Unless it’s herbal tea I’m really not a big hot drink person.
Average sleep hours: 7 ish?
Cat or dog person?: Woof woof !
Fav fictional character: Too many to choooooooose!
Number of blankets you sleep with: Usually 2 or 3 - I’m the kinda person that can sleep in the summer with a duvet and a blanket underneath. I like to cuddle something soft or I can’t fall sleep. :D
Dream trip: A trip across the globe to meet all my tumblr buddies!!
Blog created: Uh, 2 years ago?
Is there a book/movie that you’ve read/watched many times? Which one? I’ve seen Burlesque more times than I can count. I don’t tend to re-watch movies usually. I’ve re-read more fics than books :) The fic I’ve read the most is THIS MASTERPIECE by  @glassesgirl0401
What do you love most about your friends? hahahaha friends? where? I jest, I love their general chilled-ness. Like that attitude of ‘you do you, man, even if you’re really weird’
Ever been a witness to someone doing something hella embarrassing? (You don’t have to tell anything about it) Hmm. Does myself and my past flirting attempts count? Cause that was a dumpster fire.
A fandom you didn’t think you would ever be a part of?  Any!
Do you have a “trash character” you like? All of them omg. However Grell has a certain place in my heart.
Pastel or Black? Black! - but we’re talking skin tight, leathery glory.
Pet peeves? The preservation of PANDAS. Also when people don’t rinse the bath out after they use it and it leaves a crusty layer of hair and yuck. 
If you had one free wish what would it be? (Wishing for xx/endless wishes is not allowed) I would probably wish for the ability to function well on very little sleep.
What are your favorite tropes/AUs for your ships? Sci-fi, secret/fake relationships, honestly I love all of them.
Are you an emotional person? Not usually, unless the ole’ anxiety and depression kicks in. I’m not overly miserable though.
Are you more attracted to popular ships or rare pairs? Both!
What is your sex and gender? Cis female
Are you skilled in Martial arts? I’m not - I’m not an overly aggressive person, fighting has never appealed to me.
Are you a morning person? I try to be! (she says, filling this out at 11pm)
How many languages have you studied/fluent in? Only English!
What are your hobbies? Writing fic, growing plants, working.
Do you work/school/college? Insert that repetitive Rihanna song about one’s place of employment. 
Tell us one funny joke! My love life! :D
If you had to choose one thing to eat for the rest of your life what would it be? Probably Onigiri
What are you most afraid of? Being myself, and people rejecting that.
Do you have a favorite place to visit? Hoi An, Vietnam. Or, anywhere green. I love plants, woods, trees etc. Nature stuff. 
What type of weather you enjoy the most? Overcast and warm!
Do you have a rare ability like dislocating your thumb or moving your eyes really fast?  I can click my thumbs? I can also catch most things thrown at me with my mouth.
Do you think it would be easier to create one universal language or an accurate translator? One universal language.
Is there something that soothes you no matter what? Eren’s face. Also my fluffy blanket I sleep with, as mentioned above ;)
Favourite piece of clothing? I have too many! I work in fashion so I have quite the collection. I do however have a pair of PJ pants that are like hella soft and floofy. It’s like a wearable blanket for your legs! (And I love my blankets)
Is there a song stuck in your head right now? There is! Celebrate by Empire of the Sun 
That’s it for now! If you have any other questions just swing by the ask box! 
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battybat-boss · 6 years
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Vaccinated versus Unvaccinated Study of Mice Links Hepatitis B Vaccine to Autism
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Vax-Unvax study of mice implicates Hepatitis B vaccine, media silent
by J.B. Handley jbhandleyblog.com
“This work reveals for the first time that early HBV [Hepatitis B] vaccination induces impairments in behavior and hippocampal neurogenesis. This work provides innovative data supporting the long suspected potential association of HBV with certain neuropsychiatric disorders such as autism and multiple sclerosis.” 
GUANDONG, China -Sun Yat-sen University's (a Top 10 university in China) Dr. Zhibin Yao is not a household name in the American autism community, but perhaps he should be.
Not only is he American-educated (University of Pittsburgh) and the author of 33 peer-reviewed studies, but he's also the lead author of two of the most important biological studies ever done analyzing how, exactly, a vaccine can cause autism.
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Dr. Zhibin Yao
In 2015, Dr. Yao was the lead author of “Neonatal vaccination with bacillus Calmette–Guérin and hepatitis B vaccines modulates hippocampal synaptic plasticity in rats,” the first study that ever looked at the impact ANY vaccine might have on the brains of rats.
I discussed this study in detail in an extensive article I wrote in April titled, “International scientists have found autism's cause. What will Americans do?.”
Vaccine Papers, a website dedicated to a rigorous, science-based analysis of the risks and benefits of vaccines, explained the paper this way:
This is the first study to test the effects of immune activation by vaccination on brain development. All other studies of immune activation have used essentially pathological conditions that mimic infection and induce a strong fever. A criticism I have heard often from vaccine advocates is that the immune activation experiments are not relevant to vaccines because vaccines cause a milder immune activation than injections of poly-IC or lipopolysaccharide (two types of immune system activators). This new study demonstrates that vaccines can affect brain development via immune activation. Hence, the immune activation experiments are relevant to vaccines…The hep B vaccine increased IL-6 in the hippocampus (the only brain region analyzed for cytokines).
Despite its importance, explaining Dr. Yao's 2015 paper to the average person wasn't easy, partly because his study covered a number of other topics, meaning you had to isolate the data that implicated the Hepatitis B vaccine, and then explain it.
With his next paper, however, Dr. Yao and his team made explaining everything much easier, and left very little to interpretation.
So much bigger than Wakefield, and zero media coverage
In 1998, Dr. Andrew Wakefield ended up crucified for a paper that only noted what some parents had reported–namely, that their children regressed into autism after the MMR vaccine.
Dr. Yao's second paper, on the other hand, conducted a thorough study of the Hepatitis B vaccine's impact on the brains of mice, and did so versus a control group of mice who received a saline placebo.
This is a “gold standard” animal study that you would typically do BEFORE a drug was introduced to the human population. In a world where vaccines were treated like other prescription drugs, Dr. Yao's study would have sent up a giant red flag about the neurotoxicity of the Hepatitis B vaccine.
Of course, that didn't happen, and this is the first time you've probably ever heard of this study:
Neonatal hepatitis B vaccination impaired the behavior and neurogenesis of mice transiently in early adulthood
As you can see, this study was actually published in late 2016. I saw it for the first time two weeks ago and almost couldn't believe what I was reading. Dr. Yao and his colleagues open with a statement that should make every American parent shudder:
The hepatitis B vaccine (HBV) is administered to more than 70% of neonates worldwide. Whether this neonatal vaccination affects brain development is unknown.
Given the “unknown” of whether or not Hepatitis B impacts brain development, Dr. Yao and his colleagues then set about answering the question, and their answers are disturbing on so many levels. Let me try and summarize:
1. The HBV vaccine negatively impacted the behavior of mice.
Specifically, the HBV mice (those that were vaccinated with Hepatitis B vaccine) showed a “significant decrease in locomotion” and “increased anxiety.”
2. The HBV vaccine mice experienced a spike in the cytokine IL-6.
The authors noted that the HBV mice showed “significantly increased” IL-6, which we know is a biomarker for autism.
3. It took time for the neurological impact of HBV vaccine to manifest.
This troubled the study authors. They discussed the “latency,” meaning the extensive time between when the mice were vaccinated and when the neurological disorders presented themselves (note that Hepatitis B vaccine trials in infants typically followed the infants for one week or less to monitor adverse events):
“…the significant difference found in the present study is between the immunized mice and the control mice, rather than between the mice of 8-week-old and the mice of another age. Therefore, this difference does reflect the effects of the neonatal vaccination. The mechanism underlying the latency and transient phenomenon is very complex and needs further studies for well understanding, because such latency involves many aspects of the immune responses in the periphery and CNS as well as neural plasticity.”
4. They concluded with a statement that, in a sane world, would prompt the immediate cessation of Hepatitis B vaccine administration to babies.
What can I say, just read what they wrote for yourself:
“This work reveals for the first time that early HBV vaccination induces impairments in behavior and hippocampal neurogenesis. This work provides innovative data supporting the long suspected potential association of HBV with certain neuropsychiatric disorders such as autism and multiple sclerosis.”
Conclusion
It's all there, in black and white. A growing, compelling body of work tying vaccinations to autism through biological science.
Dr. Yao's paper requires little interpretation, and it's just sitting there, hiding in plain sight (this is the first time anyone in America has ever written about this paper.)
Recently, a group of scientists published an editorial emphasizing how important animal studies are to understanding the neurotoxicity of aluminum adjuvant used in vaccines. They noted that “multiple vaccine administrations and neuro/immunologic adverse effects is difficult to establish by epidemiology.”
Epidemiology, the study of large numbers of people and health outcomes using a spreadsheet, is rife with potential for abuse, manipulation, and missing signals.
That's why biological science is so important, and that's why this new study from Dr. Yao and his colleagues provides a devastating blow to anyone who claims a vaccine couldn't possibly cause brain damage or autism. As Dr. Yao and his colleagues concluded:
“This study used the same vaccine and a similar time schedule to those used for human infant vaccination in China. Therefore, these findings suggest that there may be similar effects of neonatal HBV vaccination on brain development and behavior in humans.”
Read the full article at J.B. Handley's Blog.
About the author
J.B. Handley is the proud father of a child with Autism. He and his wife co-founded Generation Rescue, a national autism charity, in 2005. He spent his career in the private equity industry and received his undergraduate degree with honors from Stanford University in 1991. His first book, How to End the Autism Epidemic, will be published in September 2018 by Chelsea Green Publishing and is available for pre-order on Amazon.
He is also the author of “A lone FDA scientist could end the autism epidemic.” and International scientists have found autism's cause. What will Americans do? Learn more here.
Comment on this article at VaccineImpact.com.
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Medical Doctors Opposed to Forced Vaccinations – Should Their Views be Silenced?
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One of the biggest myths being propagated in the compliant mainstream media today is that doctors are either pro-vaccine or anti-vaccine, and that the anti-vaccine doctors are all “quacks.”
However, nothing could be further from the truth in the vaccine debate. Doctors are not unified at all on their positions regarding “the science” of vaccines, nor are they unified in the position of removing informed consent to a medical procedure like vaccines.
The two most extreme positions are those doctors who are 100% against vaccines and do not administer them at all, and those doctors that believe that ALL vaccines are safe and effective for ALL people, ALL the time, by force if necessary.
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Many doctors recommend a “delayed” vaccine schedule for some patients, and not always the recommended one-size-fits-all CDC childhood schedule. Other doctors choose to recommend vaccines based on the actual science and merit of each vaccine, recommending some, while determining that others are not worth the risk for children, such as the suspect seasonal flu shot.
These doctors who do not hold extreme positions would be opposed to government-mandated vaccinations and the removal of all parental exemptions.
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Dr. Moulden died unexpectedly in November of 2013 at age 49.
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Being an artist is often associated with being broke, as seen from the trope “Starving Artist.” While this stereotype is an unfair assessment about artists in general, it only means that they are focused on the final product. The quality of their creation is of highest priority. Anything else, including monetary value placed on it, are secondary.
At the same time, our reality requires us to be practical and find a way to make a living. Whether or not artists will resist this idea, the fact remains that they need to survive and pay the bills if they want to make more art.
Balancing money and art has always been a tenuous exercise at best when it comes to artists. However, with a platform like Etsy, artists and others can now make a living out of their artistic expression.
Etsy is an online marketplace where artists in different media can sell their work locally and globally. The platform empowers artists and creators to continue doing what they love without compromising their value and make a good fortune.
What to sell on Etsy
Whether you are creating jewelry, painting, and other handcrafted products and services, you have a place to sell on Etsy.
Ideally, you should sell arts and crafts you are passionate in creating. Make sure that they are set to high standards and are unique enough to make buyers notice them.
If you specialize in services like carpentry and pottery services, your concern is your inability to create products off your skills. Fortunately, Etsy allows you to sell patterns and tutorials that will help aspiring artists to improve their craft.
If you’re still unsure what product to sell, you need to consider these factors:
Lightweight – Lighter products cost less to store and ship to the buyer, which means more profit for you.
“Niche” product – Have a specific product to sell in mind. If you want to sell jewelry, think of a particular type like rings, brooches, or anklets. Once you have decided on a type, you can narrow it down to an even much more specific design. For rings, you can choose from silver thumb rings or custom name rings, to name a few.
Competitive pricing – Do a quick search on Etsy and look for products similar to what plan on selling. Check the prices of each and see if you can come up with a similarly priced product with a high-profit margin.
Evergreen – Avoid selling seasonal products like Halloween costumes and Christmas decors. To maximize your earnings, you need to sell a product that people will buy regardless of the month and year.
LeiLei Secor changed her Etsy product from macramé bracelets to wire-wrap jewelry because the former didn’t sell. By determining her product, she was able to make $100,000 on Etsy, which she used to pay for her college tuition.
How about selling private label products on Etsy?
Etsy prides itself in providing artists a platform to showcase their handmade arts and craft for sale. However, the idea of selling premade products and branding them your own is a much profitable venture. Instead of meticulously crafting the items with love, you can buy wholesale items from a cheaper manufacturer and mark up the prices.
This process is standard on Amazon through Fulfillment by Amazon. I have discussed this topic in depth in an article I wrote that you could read by clicking here.
However, private label selling is a red flag on Etsy.
Three Bird Nest did exactly this to reach the million dollar mark a year on the platform. Stay at home mom and Three Bird Nest owner Alicia Shaffer purchased wholesale products from Alibaba.com and resold them on Etsy at a higher price. While her tactic was pure savvy marketing, she drew the ire of Etsy sellers who think that her practice violated Etsy’s philosophy, which is about selling handcrafted boutique.
Third Bird Nest left Etsy in 2015 because Alicia claims that the platform is no longer supportive of their cause. Ultimately, Etsy sided with artists and hobbyists who focused on turning their efforts into profit.
For those thinking of selling wholesale products from Alibaba.com and passing them off as “handmade,” think again. Etsy states that this practice is a clear violation of their policy and they will suspend your account if they find out about you.
How to sell on Etsy
You must create an account to set up your online shop at Etsy. You will need to fill out your store information with images and description to provide users details about what you are selling.
Unfortunately, it comes at a cost – $0.2 listing fee to be exact. You also need to part with 3.5% of every sale you make on the platform. In addition to that, you need to shoulder the expenses if you accept credit card payments, as well as PayPal and conversion fees.
Given the cost you will incur in registering and making a sale on the site, it seems like building your site is much more feasible from a financial perspective.
However, you are not directly paying to set up a shop on Etsy. You are paying for the thousands of proven buyers who have shopped multiple times on the platform. Getting your products listed down on Etsy will help make your products more visible to your target audience.
Also, customers tend to buy from platforms that they can trust. If you plan on building a site from scratch, then you have zero leverage in your market. To develop a relationship with your audience, you need to market and promote your site like mad to gain the recognition you deserve. This process may take months, or longer, to accomplish.
With Etsy, the hard work is already done for you. Etsy is a proven brand that drives lots of traffic (it currently ranks at 188 on Alexa Global). People who want to buy handcrafted arts and craft head on to Etsy. Using these facts to your advantage, you can potentially make a killing selling your products on the platform!
Having two separate shops
Nonetheless, it is possible for you to run an Etsy shop and have a website like Urban Wood Goods does. Owner Erin True started her Etsy shop in 2014 that she used as a springboard to launch her furniture company that is independent of the platform. Her sales exceeded $1 million in the same year, a quarter of which came from her Etsy shop.
An argument can be made that having a site separate from Etsy is potentially more profitable. However, setting up an Etsy shop was important for her as she used the platform as leverage to promote her company. Without Etsy, who knows if her company would have existed by now.
Therefore, it is highly advised that you still sign up for an Etsy shop to get hold of your captive market before transitioning to building a brand outside Etsy.
How to create a good listing on Etsy
Just like how businesses constantly work their way up on Google Search, you must find a way to appear on top of Etsy search results. Appearing on the top, if not at the top, should yield your shop more clicks and visitors, which could give way to more buyers.
The process of getting listed on Etsy follows the same basic formula as with most search-driven platform. Below are some of the practices you need to consider using to boost your Etsy list ranking.
Keyword research
The keyword you plan on optimizing for your Etsy list will make or break your earnings potential on the site.
Unlike Google and Amazon in which you have multiple tools for keyword and competitive research to choose from, Etsy only has Marmalead for all your research needs.
The tool makes research easier for you. Upon entering a keyword, you will see the engagement, competition, and category page levels to help you decide if you need to optimize the keyword on your listing. You can also see keyword suggestions, trending tags, and word cloud to help you come up with keyword ideas.
For a better explanation on how this tool works, read this article by Tara L. Jacobson about increasing her Etsy shop ranking from #376 to #39 within 24 hours.
Competitor research
Once you have chosen your keyword, you can use it to show your competitors ranking high for it. Marmalead will show you the shop grades and details on how to increase the score for each shop. As a shop owner yourself, you need to take the common denominators for all shops.
For additional help with competitor research, use the Listing in Search feature on Etsy Gadgets. Find at least three shops on Etsy that you feel are direct competitors for your keyword. Get their store names and enter them one by one on Listing in Search with your keyword. The tool will show all the tags that the shop uses and the items that appear on top of search results for the keyword.
Use the information to populate your shop with the ones competitors are using so you can take a piece of their traffic.
Listing optimization
While it’s great to have potential buyers click on your shop high on the search result, you need to close the deal with them by making your listing look attractive to them.
Etsy provides a basic overview on how to optimize your shops for search, but below are additional advice that you need to consider:
Do not obsess on image optimization – Just make sure that the images are hi-res and do not exceed 100kb before uploading them. You do not have to name them using your target keyword. Etsy will change the filename using their naming convention which is in numbers.
Keep listing fresh – Keep shuffling your listing by promoting your most popular products consistently. Etsy prioritizes shops that are updated on a regular basis, so you need to take advantage of that.
Keep up with the updates – Just like Google, Etsy improves its algorithm over time. What was once working on its search feature may no longer work in the future. Therefore, you need to be on your toes when it comes to observing the best Etsy SEO practices.
Optimize on Google
Etsy shops also appear in Google search results, so you get the extra traffic from the world’s biggest search engine.
When optimizing your Etsy shop on Google, you need to worry about your shop’s meta tags, in particular, your title and description.
Both will appear in search results as your rich snippets. Therefore, aside from mentioning your keywords, you need to make them as descriptive as possible to make people click on them.
Limit your product page title to 55 characters and your description to 120 characters. For your description, provide a detailed explanation of the product.
To increase your ranking on search results, you may need to do some link building. Etsy even mentions it as one of SEO’s most important practices you need to do for your shop. However, building links is a time-consuming takes time. Unless you have a stable relationship with website owners, it would be difficult to get a link from their sites.
Therefore, it’s important to network with site owners, especially influencers, and build organic relationships with them. This Quicksprout post should give you a better understanding of how getting to know influencers on a personal level correlates with building links to your Etsy shop.
It is important to note that the purpose of building relationships is not just purely for link building. In fact, getting a backlink from them should only be a byproduct of your efforts in developing a symbiotic partnership. They can easily tell if you are only after getting backlinks to their site.
Wrapping it up
Etsy is a good starting place to sell your handiwork. It focuses on supporting craftspeople and hobbyists by giving them a platform to showcase their work and make a living. However, the competition is fierce, and it will be difficult to make money on Etsy if you are not aware of the best practices on how to get your shop found by your target market.
With the tips and advice mentioned above on how to make money on Etsy, you should come prepared once you decide on selling your products on the sites. It’s high time that you monetize your passion so you can earn money from the blood, sweat, and tears poured from creating your masterpiece.
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