#confused at first before I remembered…

[o-wyrmlight]

Hey.

Kim teaching Harry how to skateboard and Harry teaching Kim how to roller skate.

Harry thinks he fucking sucks at first because Kim gets the hang of roller skating pretty quickly. As it turns out, skateboarding is a lot harder than roller skating.

I don’t know where I’m going with this. Um. Kim still prefers skateboarding because of the technical aspect and risk factor but he’s surprised he enjoys how chill roller skating is.

Harry enjoys skateboarding because a) time with Kim as a teacher and b) oh wow a challenge? Your physical instrument loves challenges. You will conquer this with the force of your—what do you mean this is more the centipede’s thing? Holy shit no wonder Kim’s so cool

#disco elysium #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #anyway I got a cheap Walmart skateboard yesterday and I’m a little bit taken in right now #practiced just getting on the board and pushing forward for like 30 minutes and ended up sweating #confused at first before I remembered… #you know how you get super fucking tired after a long day of travel in the car or on the train and stuff #it’s because your body is always making micro adjustments to keep you in place #and skateboarding? it’s all about body control baby #skateboarding is hard man #be cool to have a custom made Dolores dei skateboard though imo

[mllenugget]

Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ? ────────────────────────────────────────── Support all the admins that spoke out (& do your daily click) ──────────────────────────────────────────

#idk why on earth i gave baghera knuckles- when i say i turn my brain off when I draw i mean it #i only noticed it after i was done with the shading and it jumpscared me #got me stuttering in confusion i have never drawn anthro arms/wings this way these dont even look like feathers wtf me ?? #..... sooo looks like ive got a new wa-cats type of fandom on my hands #as in i am still very emotionally attached to the memories i have from this no matter what i do itll keep coming back #but i havent read the books in several years nor do i plan to anymore and looking back i am so angry and disgusted #but also im still blown away by the creativity and the passion the fandom builds on its own #i wanted to go ahead and finish any art that ive been working on for the past almost year and decided this one would be the most fitting #i learnt last week that only the first 20 tags on an original post will show up in tumblr searches #and I think im going to take advantage of that #because i dont want to hype the server anymore and i have decided i will no longer be adding my watermark on top of my work #and i was going to refrain from tagging it because i dont want my related posts to show up #before remembering that some of my mutuals who ive been chatting to for years now #have these fandoms blacklisted #so im going to test it and hope it works #im still going to tag the characters i love though because i wanna show support to the actors and i wish them nothing but the best #baghera fanart #pomme fanart #dapper fanart #dappleduo #my art #mcyt #qsmp #fandom neg #tag this however you want #yap yap yap yap tlddr

[alsojnpie]

meet cute with ht papyrus: he sees me eating a pomegranate at a bus stop (he's new to the surface, has never witnessed pomegranate before) and we sit in awkward silence waiting for the bus as he stares at me.

#based on: the fact that i like to eat and don't like to wait #and: i was like 15 before i saw a pomegranate be eaten and i vividly remember first seeing someone eating it and staring in confusion #me: hi stranger do you want some #him: ......... WHAT EVEN IS THAT #him: I MEAN YES. DESPERATELY

[hauntedpearl]

watching that british guy who plays buck talk about being bisexual on television with my silly little supernatural brain with its supernatural thoughts:

#in a different timeline they are sitting down jensen ackles and asking him if the first time cas walked into frame ans dean became defensive #and mad. if it was about the confused feelings of attraction he did not know how to manage #interviewer: you think dean stabbed him because he didn't know what do with his attraction to this thing be perceived as a monster? #jackles: ahahaha...well...ahah..you know. at that point in time we didn't - we didn't think about going in that direction for dean although #there was always that foundation of possibility of..of a kind of ostracizing experience of life with this guy. he's a man's man! he's #sarcastic! he's attractive he gets the girls you know? but there's definitely an element of - of performance to that. so i mean. #and we remember. we've told this story a hundred times before but when misha walked in on set. i mean! ha! that was reallt quite a day. #he was this weird dorky dude in his weird sweater and we did noy know what to make of the guy. so I'm sure that - that definitely #contributed to the way i ended up playing dean. and while. again. thos storyline was very far from being explored but we - i mean looking #back — definitely. definitely sure. it's possible. atleast the fans are convinced so. hahahaha. what do you think mish? #misha: i think he wanted to fuck him #yes #HEHEHEHEHE #anyway #god. #should i even post yhis on main #castcrew fans don't come for me jesus

[8rujaa]

my therapist really saved me….

#tw abuse // tw sa #i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this. #like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her #i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling #literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her #i was so dissociated during our first few sessions #thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out #i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking #i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session #she’s truly incredible. #i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’ #i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong #and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’ #she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be #best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’ #i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply #doing what’s best for me was an option… l #ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress #when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength. #yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D #me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress #im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help. #the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened. #my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’ #LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said #’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’ #she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point #she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help) #im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it #my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.

[x-atlas-x]

you know what bothers me to this day? the fact that in the manga, yugi stands on the left and atem on the right during the ceremonial duel; however, they’re switched around in the show- but in dsod, they’re back to the original positions from the manga?

#i saw dsod before i finished reading the manga #and i remember being confused by it #and then after seeing the manga it confused me more #it’s such a subtle and small change but… #why make it in the first place? #i probably sound stupid but #i dunno i always think about it when i think of the ceremonial duel #atlas is rambling again

[frogisakai]

do you want to know about the deal I'm making? A quick drabble from the bottom of my files, I release thee to the world soon. Textless art under the cut.

#i remember this being one of my first drawings so its a bit rough #still learning and growing to draw please be gentle with me #obligatory 'I'm not an artist' before drawing the most confusing diagram on the chalkboard #amphibia #frog show #sasha waybright #marcy wu #sasharcy #allie.draws #amphibia fanart #flop era

[throttlegainwell]

Yeah, I'm finally gonna write a timeloop fic specifically because I'm entirely too pleased with the title I have picked out.

#writing tag #it's stonathan that i'm 99% sure is gonna end as stoncy #because jonathan and steve are stuck in the time loop so long that by the end they've spent decades hooking up #(because after the first few years they were like well why not) #but they weren't hooking up before the timeloop and neither remembers what happened when it ends or that the other was stuck with them #just that the timeloop happened to them personally #the thing is after you've spent decades fucking someone you kind of know them very intimately #and maybe you don't remember but hey look at that there's muscle memory there #and if your body remembers somebody and you are your body then doesn't that mean you remember them a little? #so they're very confused about this #and by the time they hook up outside the timeloop they're like well shit this feels awfully familiar... #should be a fun one #maybe i'll spin a wheel to pick a plotty one to tackle #put it up to vote i dunno

[littlespoonevan]

911 has never shocked me more than when it made me realise how aWFUL the us maternity leave system is when maddie was still in work at forty-two weeks pregnant and then back at work again a few weeks (a month??? two???) after she gave birth

#911 rewatch #i'm on 4x10 and i still remember googling the maternity leave sitch in america after i first watched it bc it confused me #and the shOCK i felt when i read you're only entitled to 12 weeks and that doesn't have to be paid???? #(or apparently???? some google results say you can be but sTILL that's so little time) #in ireland you have to start your maternity leave 2 weeks before the baby is due and it's 6 months paid #and /then/ people might take unpaid parental leave after that #like most women i know who've had kids usually take the first year off unless they absolutely have to go back to work #for financial reasons

[thrassisfras]

The fact that I went into that first conversation with Gortash completely blind and he somehow managed to be the one that almost convinced me to side with him is just wild to me. Gwydion had been incredibly resistant to anyone (even his partner) trying to get him to be just a little power-hungry, but then Gortash came along and started talk about unity and stability instead of "we're gonna be evil and rule the world" and it was working on Gwydion.

My only thought during the coronation scene was "damn, he really does know Gwydion"

#don't get me wrong i think gortash wpuld have definitely leaned into the 'let's be evil and rule together as evil overlords' thing if he'd #thought it would work #but the conversation had a definite 'oh yes let's be partners again and work to preserve the city and save it from itself' bent #and the fact that he was so sincere about legitimately wanting to be equals with gwydion again #I dunno #all of that really culminated in Gwydion not knowing what to do for the first time that playthrough #when I say he has a very strong personality I mean it. Most 'moral dilemmas' in the game weren't really dilemmas for him #perks of being a paladin #but then Gortash came along and confused all of that for him #I only really found out about their working relationship during that conversation bc I missed a bunch of stuff #so my surprise was genuine when Gortash started displaying fairly intimate knowledge of how Gwy works #I had Gwydion wear Gortash's gauntlet for a bit for roleplay reasons #he didn't remember the man but something in him hurt when that final blow was struck and he wasn't quite ready to move on yet #the dark urge #enver gortash #what's even more wild is i was headcanoning that his paladin oath (devotion) had been sworn to someone other than bhaal before #orin happened #and i could see a pre-tadpole Gwy deciding Gortash was a good person to swear that to so when Gortash #when Gortash started talking about swearing oaths to each other?? #wild #absolutely wild #i did not get enough sleep and it shows #12:43 #bg3

[arowrath]

one thing i just do not fucking get is the difference between "regulating emotions" and "suppressing emotions" i cannot get my head around how those are different. like if im sad and then i go "well im not going to be sad anymore" that's "dissociating" and "suppressing healthy emotions" but if im sad and im like "well im going to cry until i actually pass out" that's "not healthy" and it's BAD to suppress emotions but it's ALSO BAD to get super upset so WHAT IS THE SECRET THIRD THING cuz i do not fucking get it. "feel your feelings But not that way that's not healthy feel your feelings but less than that" ???????

#text #IT'S DRIVING ME UP A WALL IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT FOR MOTNHS #LIKE????? is it like. like is this a me problem is this just me having feelings that are too big #like do other people just.. like for other people does 'feel your feelings' just mean like. feel sad for a while and then stop. cuz i cant #do that i dont get normal sad i get chest pain and think about killing my self for hours on end .is that the problem #like okay if i trip down the stairs and break my leg. im going to cry and go to the hospital. suppressing that would be just using my #broken leg anyway and ignoring it. would regulating it not also be Crying and going to the hospital. would regulating it be like.. putting #a bandaid on it or something is it like.. a middle ground . i do not fucking get it #like okay if i trip down the stairs and i scrape my knee and then i call an ambulance i see how thats not the right response . and i guess #regulating there would be like. calming down thinking things thru and choosing a less drastic solution like a bandaid. i get it #in that situation. but if ive ACTUALLY BROKEN MY LEG. then that would just be the first thing again essentially #but when i put that back into. real world not metaphor world. like. i dont get it again #because if theres not like. an obvious reason for however i feel how am i supposed to judge if im calling an ambulance for a scraped knee #ALSO I THOUGHT THERE 'ARENT ANY WRONG EMOTIONS' WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THAT -_- #okay no okay it's like. if i trip down the stairs and i skin my knee i dont have to call an ambulance. but if several times a day i fall d #down the stairs and skin my knee in that exact spot and now i can see bone. SHOULD I NOT CALL AN AMBULANCE? #cuz its not just one thing thats upsetting me most of the time it's a combination of a bunch of things and then like one extra upsetting #thing added on top of that. which would necessitate an ambulance. does this make sense #THIS IS GETTING ME NOWHERE IM STILL JUST AS CONFUSED AS I WAS BEFORE I STARTED TYPING. i need 2 remember 2 ask my therapist #what the fuck ''feel your feelings'' means and how it can coexist with ''regulating feelings'' or whatever cuz i feel like im missing smth #NIK OUT ! PEACE ! ✌️

[everyryuujisuguro]

#ryuuji suguro #ao no exorcist #ryuji suguro #blue exorcist #suguro ryuuji #bon suguro #suguro ryuji #manga ryuuji #chapter 17 #okay prepare yourselves for a long tag section lol #i think it is incredibly important to see these four panels together #panel one we have ryuuji mostly just confused and ??? about how excited rin is and how much he's acting like nothing happened #because remember the last he saw rin rin was kinda going feral and getting dragged to the vatican #probably wondering if they're going for another ride on the danger train without getting any kind of information about it #(spoiler! he's entirely right. they're not told anything about rin's bargain or anything more about the whole satan thing.) #so he's not showing any real anger in that first panel #mostly just a 'what?' #then rin mentions kyoto #rin mentions kyoto and asks what's cool about kyoto because they're the kyoto boys who know kyoto #kyoto came up before when they were on the steps in chapter 13 #and ryuuji's expression immediately goes into a glare #and it does the same thing here #it's not rin. it's kyoto #it's everything that kyoto is and represents #it's going back to kyoto and being made to talk about it #it's going back to kyoto on a mission and realizing he's going to have to deal with his dad and mom and probably the rin thing at some poin #but tatsuma and torako are the biggest stresses and there's no avoiding them now #he made himself a promise and he's actively breaking it #and that is 80% of why he spends so much of this arc stressed to hell and back #it's not about rin

[rosicheeks]

🌈

#I really don’t remember the last time I saw a rainbow #but I’ve seen 3 different rainbows at different times in the past two days #and the first one I saw was a full double rainbow 🌈 #I don’t think I’ve ever seen one of those in person before #I feel like the universe or higher power or whatever is telling me that I’m on the right path #I’m doing so much hard work #but I think it’s going to be worth it #I’ll post the double rainbow pics soon 🌈🌈 #I saw that yesterday and I still can’t believe it #I was really really tempted on laying down and taking a nap #but I was able to push myself out of bed and started walking to my car to chill #I walked outside and looked over and saw one of my neighbors down the street holding up their phone and taking a picture #I was so fucking confused #I thought they were taking a picture of a house or something #but then I looked over and I was like OH that’s fucking why #and i joined them in taking pictures 😂🥰🌈 #I just can’t believe the timing tbh #like if I would have left a little bit later or if I would have taken that nap #I wouldn’t have seen it #and today I’ve seen two different rainbows #one earlier today #and one right now #just chilling in the rain watching the rainbow disappear and then reappear #shut up rosie

[bunnyb34r]

I swear to God my house is fucking haunted (I mean I knew it was but like MORE haunted) like theres been shit falling over for no reason all fucking day

The hair spray bottle that hasnt been touched in months fell off the sink. Something in the kitchen fell, I did not investigate. The tv antenna was knocked down. And just now there was a fucking stuffed animal avalanche bc like three fucking stuffed animals that havent been touched in YEARS launched off the top shelf and knocked my hello kitty water dispenser down (thankfully I do not use it, it is decorative), both the doll rooms off (breaking one :( minor damage but still), the one apparently load bearing plushie behind the dispenser fell in the empty space, and the stupid straw hat I have kept falling when I put it back.

Like what's your fucking problem??? Am I not paying enough attention to you fucking ghosts?? Are you trying to get my attention to tell me something? Bc if so I ain't gonna listen if you keep knockin my shit down. I fucking have two drinks on the nightstand where the dispenser is and I'm so fucking lucky they didnt get hit bc god I would be LIVID. Like cant you write on the bathroom mirror or send me coins like yall usually do?? What do you want?????

#there was absolutely no reason for this shit to drop yall are just being asshole ghosts #and before anyone tries to dispute the fact my house is haunted/ghosts aren't real shut up bc i know theyre here i have proof #they can apparently affect electrical shit like in the sims bc after my dad died like a year after I had gone downstairs to get something #and i hit all 3 light switches bc its a habit. anyway the one hasnt worked in over a decade and we've tried to fix it to no avail. anyway tm #they ALL turned on and it's been working ever since like agdgdgd hello?? and i can feel their presence a lot like when the cats visit me #i remember dad saying he SAW our first cat's ghost clear as day a couple months after he passed and we've all felt his presence 🥺 #i have other incidents but anyway yknow pennies from heaven? well we lost so many people in 4 years so there was confusion on who sent #the coins yknow? well my dad sends quarters. i KNOW it's him and he knew i collect them. aunt k sends nickels @ #and idr who sends dimes but i know those two. also bluejays are dad like cardinal's are passed loved ones we know it's dad #i used to be a skeptic and be like okay yall are just bullshiting but nah i get it this shit is real #also possession/reincarnation is real sgdgdgdg but again another story another time #marquilla

[waywardsalt]

in post-ph specifically a really old idea ive had is that linebeck is extremely, extremely possessive of his coat, but if in a situation where he fears he might actually die, he gives it to the person he trusts to save him, or he gives it to someone he cares about that seems to be on the brink of death

#its not permanent unless he dies. which he doesnt in any of the cases of this happening #at the end of the day its like a symbol of his immense trust and respect for the person and a sign that he really thinks hes not making it #bc otherwise you cannot touch that thing. rn i really only have one scenario with this with link damien and bellum each #link’s is the one where hes afraid the other person will die but hes also afraid hes going to die at that moment its a whole thing #other cases are if he thinks he wont be able to get out of smth without it being damaged or if he just wants it to be safe #theres a bit where he has to be separated from the crew for a bit so he preemptively gives it to damien for safekeeping #generally if linebeck hands his coat to someone its a Bad Sign. something is very wrong #bellum is the only one who understands the gravity of it when he first sees it bc like. hes been in linebecks mind he knows the abstract #idea of how protective linebeck is of it. and he has no idea how to feel the first time linebeck gives it to him. its a warm feeling #with damien its a mixture of terrified and dutiful he understands it as being trusted with it and makes sure to keep it safe #he understands what the coat means to linebeck just not on the same visceral level as bellum. link also has a good idea of how much #linebeck cares about his coat but its filtered through being a slightly mischievous kid whos tried getting to it before. when hes actually #given it or sees linebeck hand it off the first (few) times hes really scared and a bit confused until the idea clicks for him #this is an ooooold idea i think its from back when post ph was mostly going to be a 50 chapter thing using a 50 word challenge list #if anyone remembers those. this shit originates from middle school. the olden days. before damien existed #i like linebecks coat being an item tied to his identity its what he wants its something he finds comfort in its something he made himself #salty talks #post-ph #this might carry over a little to some other aus but these situations dont really happen the same was as they might in post ph

[galaxywhale]

What does your finished pride blanket look like

Hi! It ended up looking like this 😊

I started out trying to make the progress pride flag with the the triangles but I ended up having SO much trouble with the triangles and getting the angles and the ratio of the sides to each other to work out that I gave up and it ended up being just the stripes :)

It’s roughly 100x60cm and not totally square with some funny angles but hey it does the job 😊 it currently usually lives over the arm of my couch and my cat sleeps on it and it stops her using her claws on the couch.

here’s another photo with a cat for scale and some photos of her completely hidden and clearly impossible to find

I'm a lot better at crocheting now and part of me is tempted to try again and see what pride blanket 2.0 would look like but I have a lot of other wips on the list too. Also keep considering adding a border around (maybe a black one?) but I haven't gotten to that yet!

#had a big moment of confusing first reading this ask though before i remembered i posted about it when i started before i moved blogs haha #its been like 2 years since i started gosh #thank you so much for being interested AND for even following up across blogs 🥺💜