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laurelsofhighever · 4 months
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Fandom: Dragon Age: Origins Characters/pairings: Alistair x Cousland Chapter: 11/? Rating: M Warnings: Canon-typical violence Fic Summary: The story of the Fifth Blight, in a world where Alistair was raised to royalty instead of joining the Grey Wardens.
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Two more days of uneventful travelling brought the little group to the outskirts of civilisation, chilled and soggy under the pall of wet snow that had closed over them the night before. They had sheltered, shivering, in an abandoned barn, one of many along the old, paved road they were following, which had been in poor repair even before rumours of war had channelled carts and animals and the refugees who drove them out of the southern hinterlands. Now, it was a struggle to trudge through the lines of muddy, iced-over puddles where the flagstones left gaps, breath coming in harsh clouds of white fog and cold-numbed fingers tucked as much as possible under the folds of the oilskin cloaks Flemeth had been able to spare them.
“Lothering,” Alistair huffed when they finally paused for breath on a bluff overlooking the village. Thin banners of smoke rose from the hunched cluster of buildings in the settlement proper, and from the damp campfires dotted between the mass of grubby tents that spilled out over the southern boundary like flotsam from a shipwreck.
“Pretty as a painting.” He shot a sidelong grin to Rosslyn on his left. “I almost didn’t think we’d make it.”
“It’s a real sight, isn’t it?”
The new, reedy voice came from just off the road, from a small campsite set far enough back into the bushes that any travellers heading north would miss it on the way past. The thin, gaunt man it belonged to stepped out onto the path in front of them. Four others emerged after him, in front and behind to block their path, all in similar states of beggary with weapons drawn. Rosslyn’s own hand reached for her sword at the same moment Alistair stepped closer to guard her flank. The shiver of air along her spine told her that Morrigan, too, readied for an attack. She hoped it would not come. Though her shoulder had knitted together far faster than should be expected even with the aid of magical healing, the dull twinges that flared with every movement warned of the permanent damage that could be done if she got into a fight before the muscles fully recovered.  
“Let us pass,” she commanded from beneath her hood. At her side, Cuno growled his own threat, the sound a low vibration against her leg.
“Ah, the pretty one is in charge, I see,” the stranger cried, as if delighted. He looked malnourished, his hollow cheeks exaggerated by the cracked, ill-fitting leather armour strapped about his shoulders, the sour odour of his unwashed body an offence even from ten paces’ distance. Everything from his stance to the flashy, overly stiff grip of his sword screamed his lack of skill, even without the coating of rust on his neglected blade that would have gotten any squire in Castle Cousland flogged.
One of the other bandits shifted on his feet when she didn’t respond. “Uh… these ones don’t look much like them others,” he ventured. “Maybe we should just let them pass?”
“Nonsense,” the leader snapped, and turned a greasy smile on Rosslyn. “We have rules, you know. There’s a toll. A simple ten silvers and you’re free to move on.”
“You’re not very well dressed for tollkeepers,” Alistair noted. “Better hope Bann Dunstan’s militia doesn’t catch you preying on those fleeing the darkspawn.”
The man laughed. “Bann Dunstan went north with Teyrn Loghain, and took all his soldiers with him. There’s only a few templars left at the chantry now – so we’re taking the initiative.”
“You are fools to get in our way,” Morrigan told him with a sneer.
“Loghain came through here?” Rosslyn pressed, before the bandits could test the claim.
The leader shrugged. “Day before yesterday, leading his whole army and saying the Grey Wardens betrayed the king and got him and themselves killed.”
“That’s not –”
“No other survivors?” she interrupted.
“A few,” he answered. “Band of Ash Warriors came through yesterday – stayed right out of their way, I can tell you. But you aren’t Ash Warriors.”
“No?” she asked lightly. “We came from the south, we’re armoured and armed better than you, and I can tell you exactly how far the darkspawn are behind us. Are you really going to risk yourselves on a losing battle here when you could be running?”
“Uh… you don’t seem to realise –”
She feinted forward. He flinched, and she tilted a cold smile at him.
“Alright!” he huffed, throwing up his hands. “We’re just trying to get by, before the darkspawn get us all.”
“Then go,” she suggested. “And hope they don’t catch up.”
He risked a glance sideways at the campsite, one hand rising in a hopeless gesture that faltered with the deliberate step she took towards him, his eyes glued to the inch of white steel drawn from her scabbard.
“Those things don’t belong to you,” she reminded him.
“Yes, right.” He swallowed. “Of course. Come on, gents – it’s slim pickings here anyway.”
She kept her gaze on him as he stumbled backwards, tense in case of a double-cross, though she had spent enough time among her father’s hounds to know a beaten dog when she saw one. The patter of the rain fell heavily in the mud as he retreated with the rest of his miserable band slinking at his heels, reluctant, but not one daring enough to attack alone.
They would not remain cowed for long.
As soon as the last man retreated into the cover of the trees, Rosslyn turned and leapt the ditch between the road and the bandits’ makeshift camp, hissing a curse as her boot slipped on the landing and wrenched her shoulder.
“Uh… what are you doing?” Alistair asked, coming closer.
“Outfitting,” she replied. “Before they come back.”
“If they do, I say teach them a lesson,” Morrigan scoffed. She had stayed on the road, vigilant as a wolf with the distant scent of deer on the wind.
“The best way to win a fight is to not fight in the first place.” Busy hunting through the meagre spoils the bandits had managed to scrounge together, the adage came to Rosslyn’s lips almost without thinking. It crowded with others in her head, the stories retold by the hearth on winter nights that spoke not of the glory of battle but of the hardships that went between, nights of cold and hunger where morale wavered like a candle flame by an open window. There had been days, her father said, where the Orlesians had forced them to choose between the tired army and starving civilians.
Behind her, Cuno whined. A small animal, perhaps a yearling lamb, lay poorly spitted over the fire, its flesh half-cooked and the tips of its shanks beginning to burn. Drops of fat hissed as they surrendered to the flames. In the few days of travel from Flemet’s hut, the dog’s share of their meagre rations had been smaller than she would have liked, stretched as far as possible with grains but limited by all the things he couldn’t eat.
“Such a good boy,” she crooned, leaving off her inspection of a tatty bedroll to cut away one of the haunches for him. The heat of the bone warmed her numb fingers through the thick leather of her gauntlets, gone again the instant she wiped the juices away on the inside of her cloak.
“Are we taking this stuff, then?” Alistair tried. “You know it was stolen.”
“We’re taking what we can carry, what we need,” she corrected, without looking at him. “I don’t like it either, but you heard what he said about Loghain just as well as I did – we need all the advantages we can get.”
Morrigan delicately flicked a cleaning rag away from the rim of an engraved silver bowl so she could inspect it. “If the former owners of these items were foolish enough to allow themselves to be robbed, ‘tis no concern of ours.”
“The people who passed through here were desperate,” he insisted. “They had nothing else.”
“Neither do we,” Rosslyn reminded him, and sighed. “We can pass word in the village once we get there – maybe someone will come for what’s left.”
A long moment passed as he wrestled with his conscience, as the snow thickened overhead and Cuno crunched down the bones of his impromptu meal, until necessity overcame nobility and with a snarl at nothing in particular he tramped over to the bandits’ tent to dismantle it. Even through the thick layers of armour and cloak, the tension in his shoulders screamed loud enough that Rosslyn had to grit her teeth and turn away. She swiped a bag of dried provisions and a coinpurse from the bottom of an unlocked chest, and an extra cloak and bedroll that she hoped weren’t infested with lice, before hunting around for something that might serve to wrap the rest of the meat.
Further into the trees, they found a pair of tacked-up horses tied to the branch of a bare oak. One was of much finer quality than the other, with the tall, strong-boned confirmation of a knight’s charger, but both had been neglected, left to stand with no sign of fodder in a slurry of mud up to the fetlock.
“Ah, I see we are to rescue every pathetic creature that wanders across our path,” Morrigan commented as Rosslyn ran her hands over the destrier’s legs to check for swelling.
She shot a glare over her uninjured shoulder. “Would you prefer to carry the tent?”
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With their baggage now strapped to the horses, the last stretch of the journey took less than an hour. By the time they reached the outskirts of Lothering, the blizzard had eased and a glance of pale sunlight managed to slip past the bars of cloud. The squalor it illuminated rose bile in the back of Rosslyn’s throat as surely as the smell. Families huddled beneath scavenged yards of cloth trying to stay dry as the few campfires still burning billowed acrid curls of smoke, their meagre possessions kept within sight and easy reach.
“I wonder, Alistair,” Morrigan commented as they passed through the gauntlet of wan, wary stares, “why do none of them recognise you? You passed through Lothering on the journey south, did you not?”
“I was considerably better dressed then,” he pointed out, but pulled the hood of his cloak lower over his forehead nonetheless. “It’s probably for the best that we’re not recognised, if what that bandit said about Loghain is true. It does make you wonder what all these people are waiting for, though. They have to know the darkspawn aren’t that far away.”
Morrigan clicked her tongue. “‘Tis not our concern if they wish to sit like rams waiting for the wolf.”
They trudged further in silence, until the cobbles of the road once more emerged from beneath the quagmire of the squatters’ field. In the distance, the tower of the village chantry rose above the lines of shingle roofs, its pennants flashing with gold-embroidered sunbursts. If any organised retreat existed, the templars would have charge of it, though to judge from the blasphemous ravings of the merchant they passed arguing with a lay sister, their grasp on order was tenuous at best.
“Please, sers – have you seen my mother?”
Rosslyn stopped cold. A small boy, older than Oren but not by much, and with lighter hair, huddled under the eaves of an empty doorstep, clutching a scrawny, point-eared mongrel about the neck. His clothes were thin and ragged at the hems, smeared with the dirt that also smudged its way across his cheek.
“Your mother?” she repeated, fighting back the shake of double vision.
“She’s really tall, and she has red hair,” the boy said hopefully. “Some mean men with swords came and Mother told me to run to the village as fast as I could, so I did. She said she’d be right behind me, but I’ve been waiting and waiting and I can’t find her.”
“Do you know where your father is?”
The boy’s gaze turned briefly to Alistair before settling on the dirt. “He went with William to the neighbours’ yesterday, but he didn’t come back.”
“‘Tis likely your parents are dead,” Morrigan told him, without sympathy. “Waiting for them here is pointless.”
“That’s not true!” The boy wiped his nose on his sleeve. “She said she’d come.” But his lip trembled, and he drew his arms tighter around the dog.
“Here,” Rosslyn interrupted, reaching to her side before the tears could truly come. “Get yourself something to eat, then go to the chantry. It’ll likely be the first place your mother will look for you.”
With a hearty sniff, the boy peered dubiously at the offering before lighting up in glee, his worry forgotten. “A whole silver!” He made to grab for it, then remembered his manners. “Thank you – you’re a really nice lady, kind of like mother.”
“Go on,” she commanded with a rough jerk of her head, and watched him disappear through the crowd.
“Poor thing,” Alistair muttered. He rounded on Morrigan. “Did you have to do that?”
“I only spoke the truth,” she retorted.
“And what good did it do?” Rosslyn demanded.
“What good is a silver to someone who will likely soon be prey to the darkspawn?”
In terms of cold practicality, the point was well barbed; it fired clean and struck true, even if the silver for the boy’s meal had come from an already-stolen purse. Rosslyn’s hands curled into fists nonetheless, the image before her eyes smeared not with mud from the gutter, but with blood.
“You don’t know that,” she growled.
“Denial will not –”
“I won’t argue this.” She drew in a steadying breath and clucked at the horses to walk on. “We should get to the chantry.”
Morrigan scowled at her. Alistair, too, held a wary edge in his posture, as if daring himself to ask whether she was alright, but she ignored them both to push on through the crowd of people milling about without much seeming purpose at all. Most wore the simply stitched clothes of farmholders, bundled up against the cold in cloaks of thick wool. A few, wealthier, had rabbit or squirrel trim about the collar, but none could be considered truly rich in their dress, and like the refugees beyond the village boundary they all kept close watch of their belongings, heads bowed like workhorses at the plough as they hurried about their business. Clearly, any with the means to leave had already made their escape.
Further on, a crowd had gathered in the lee of the chantry wall, their number shifting uneasily as a wiry man in the leather tunic and cross-tied cloak of a Chasind trader gesticulated at them from atop an overturned crate. His hair was lank and matted, his hose stained with mud to the thigh, and wild exhaustion creased the sun-darkened skin around his eyes.
“The legions of evil are on your doorstep!” he cried. “They will feast upon our hearts!”
“At last, someone who seems to understand the situation,” Morrigan noted dryly.
“There! One of their minions is already amongst us!”
Several faces turned in the direction of his point, and murmured amongst themselves as their eyes landed on Rosslyn, trying to guide her horse to the quieter side of the road. Travel-worn she might be, and scowling like a thundercloud, but a disappointing comparison to the monsters that haunted the dark edges of their bedtime stories.
“Prettiest darkspawn I ever saw,” someone laughed. “If they’re all like that, maybe I should join up.”
“This woman bears their evil stench!” the man insisted, spit flying from his lips. “Can you not see the vile blackness that fills her? The darkspawn will cover the world like a plague of locusts, and she is but the beginning! There is nowhere to run – better to slit your children’s throats now than let them suffer at darkspawn hands!”
Rosslyn stopped. Her lip twisted in a moment of indecision before she dropped the leading rein and started into the crowd with Cuno at her heels. Above, a bank of cloud shifted again and covered the sun, so that as she advanced, with onlookers scrabbling out of her way and drawn in her wake to see what would happen next, the sky darkened and the little warmth left bled from the air.
“I am not your enemy,” she declared, when she finally stood before her accuser.
“You are but the first of those who will destroy us!”
“What’s going on here?”
The Wilder shrank from the bite of the new voice, from the two soldiers in Gwaren Black fighting through the ranks of people, shoving with the hafts of their polearms when someone was too slow to move.
“You again!” spat the taller one, who had a sergeant’s band around his upper arm. “We’ve warned you. Move along, and stop causing trouble.”
“You would punish me, but not this thing of evil?” the wilder demanded. “Look on her! See the corruption thick in her veins.”
The soldiers were already looking, eyes half-lidded in affected disdain as they measured her. She stood, half a head taller than either of them, and glared coolly back.
“You’re well-armed, traveller,” the sergeant said. “Come from the south, did you?”
“Most recently,” she allowed.
The man scratched his chin. “No sigil, and no company. No mercs that I saw at Ostagar, and an honest soldier would wear a liege lord’s colours. Corrupted, you say?” he added, turning to the Wilder. “That sounds like a Grey Warden to me. I think we’ve just been blessed.”
“In what manner?” Rosslyn asked. These were not desperate farmers driven to banditry; all reports said Loghain trained his soldiers hard, ever fearful of a new invasion from Orlais, and they would not tuck their tails like scolded mongrels if she merely bared her teeth. She stood relaxed, drawn up to her full height despite the pain it brought to her shoulder.
“There’s a bounty out for traitors,” he leered.
As his hand shifted for a firmer grip on his polearm, his gaze slid to a point to Rosslyn’s left and widened in disbelief. A red-haired woman in the dawn-coloured cloth of a lay sister slipped into the open space the crowd had drawn around the confrontation, her graceful fingers splayed palm to palm in the sign of the sunburst as she placed herself gently as a feather between the soldiers and their hoped-for prize.
“Surely there is no need for trouble, gentlemen,” she said, her voice low and melodic, lilting with the precise inflections of court Orlesian. “No doubt this is but another poor soul seeking refuge.”
The sergeant gestured with his weapon. “Stay out of our way, sister, or you’ll get the same, chanter’s robes or no. The Wardens killed the king, or haven’t you heard?”
The crowd tensed. Rosslyn didn’t move. Out of the corner of her eye, she spied Alistair hanging in the first line of onlookers, his stance and sword ready to aid her should any real fighting erupt, though he kept his hood low over his face, hunched to disguise his height. She could worry about his silence later, but for now she was glad neither Morrigan nor the horses were with him.
“It is no excuse for ambushing –”
“Loghain is the one who betrayed the king!” she called out over the Chantry sister’s misgivings, a clarion note on the dull air as she circled to once again stand before her opponent. “When the moment came for his support in the battle, he turned and fled, and left King Cailan and the Wardens to be overwhelmed. Their sacrifice is the only reason the darkspawn are not already swarming at your door.”
“Lies!” the sergeant spat. “This isn’t even a true Blight!”
“When the moment came,” she repeated, in a voice like winter, “he chose cowardice over loyalty.”
The insult struck. With a bellow like a bull the sergeant charged, polearm lowered to skewer her. She was ready. Whistling two quick notes, she stepped into the attack and drew her sword to parry the blow, the movement a graceful arc into his guard that slammed down into a pommel strike against his neck that sent him to the floor. His companion yelled a protest, but before he could intervene, Cuno’s massive jaws clamped around his arm. Surprise broke off into screams as he was borne to the ground and shaken like a dust rag. There was crack of bone.
“Alright!” the sergeant cried, as the crowd swayed, sickened by the sound. “Alright! You’ve won – we surrender!”
Rosslyn, her sword laid like a whisper against his neck, whistled once. In an instant her dog let go and backed off, though his thunderous growls still reverberated through the space, and left no doubt about his intentions should anyone else dare to attack his mistress. A few lost snowflakes drifted down against the stones.  
“They have learned their lesson now, I think,” the Chantry sister said, calmly, as if the soldiers had lost a chess match and weren’t both lying in the dirt, the one cringing against a white steel blade and the other cradling his bloodied, broken arm. “We can all stop fighting now.”
“Can we?” Rosslyn asked of the sergeant.
Eyes wide, he nodded. “Maker bless you for your mercy, ser!”
“My mercy,” she repeated. “There’s precious little of it. I want you to be of use to me.”
“Anything – anything!”
“You’re going to take a message to Loghain,” she said.
“Uh, what –” He swallowed. “What do you want to tell him?”
She glanced up and met Alistair’s eyes, the lines of his mouth pinched in worry as he slowly shook his head to urge her to caution. For a moment, her jaw clenched around the desire to rebel, to issue a challenge like those her ancestors had laid down before their enemies, a bright, shining pennant to unfurl across a battlefield, a streak of midnight intent, but the urge bled from her as she once again felt the ugly itch of the whispers in the back of her mind. Loghain possessed an army, and in sacrificing the Wardens had excused it the obligation of stopping the Blight; for now, Alistair’s survival, and her own identity, were the only tactical advantages they had.
“Tell him there are those who know what he did,” she growled. “And that we will see justice done for it.”
She took her blade away, and kicked him for good measure as he scrambled to his feet His lackey stumbled after, cowering away as she flexed out the rush of the battle-blood that made her fingers shake. She would pay for that burst of action later. All eyes were fixed on her, or on Cuno nosing up under her hand for a scratch behind the ear. Even the Chantry sister, who seemed far less bothered by the violence than should be expected, watched with curiosity to see what would happen next.
Her father would have known what to say; he would have chided her for shrinking back from her duty.
“I am a Grey Warden,” she told the gathered crowd. “Listen to me – the darkspawn are coming. King Cailan bought you time, but it is falling away and they cannot be stopped. They do not reason. If you do not leave, you will die.”
“Coward’s talk!” someone shouted.
“We’ll show ‘em if they dare creep out of the Wilds!”
“Maybe the Wardens killed the king and you’re trying to cover it up!”
The Chantry sister raised her hands. “Good people, please –”
“If it is so safe here, then why did the bann flee north?”
The voice did not come from one of the villagers, but from Morrigan. Her disdain rang so clear that it might have been amplified by magic, and it blunted the anger of the crowd into a low, uncertain buzz that faded entirely into silence as the lay sister once more stepped forward to address them.
“Please, do not despair,” she said. “The Maker sent this Grey Warden as a warning, to help us in our hour of need.”
“Do you think we should tell her who actually sent us?” Alistair muttered in Rosslyn’s ear as he sidled up to her.
“It would be interesting to see how things could get worse,” she muttered back.
“You handled those soldiers pretty well – I’d almost forgotten how scary you were in the lists.”
Disbelieving, she glanced at him and found nothing but sincerity in his shrouded features, a soft trust that stung not least because part of her wanted to throw back his hood and show him to the people in all disregard for sense. Such a move would certainly make them listen, but if Loghain had truly put out a bounty for captured Grey Wardens, how much more would he be willing to pay for Cailan’s only heir? Perhaps, at least until they met with Arl Eamon, it would be safer to pretend he was another Grey Warden instead, to shield him with her own status as much as it was her duty as a Cousland to shield him with her body.
As she mulled this over, the crowd succumbed to the lack of fresh entertainment and let itself be chivvied back about its business, clearing the path to Morrigan and the main doors of the chantry that had been their first destination. The lay sister remained, a demure smile upon her face as she waited for them to notice her.
“Thank you for intervening, Sister,” Alistair said. “We’re glad the crowd decided to listen to you.”
“I couldn’t just sit by and not help,” came the reply. “Though from your display of skill I see my aid was not required.”
“A welcome attempt nonetheless,” Rosslyn told her.
The woman smiled and dipped into a curtsey. “Then I am glad. Perhaps, if you wish it, I can offer further assistance by escorting you to the chantry?”
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petitelappin · 6 months
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Here's the thing, I think taking off any armor in the Deep Roads would be terrifying. You've gotta be ready for darkspawn at any time. Anyway, here's the warden and Zevran navigating around that.
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ajw-post · 10 months
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I have accumulated enough WIPs over the course of a year or two I felt like I could dump some of them. My little warden commander
HOF hairstyle meme found here!
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charmre · 10 months
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Thank my father before me His mother before him Who would I be without you, without them?
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azurechicken · 10 months
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Nathaniel not being romanceable in Awakening means nothing to me (or to my Cousland for that matter). It doesn't mean he isn't romanceable at all. Awakening is just the beginning. It's the mutual pinning, the slow burn, the i met my childhood friend and now they are my enemy? They are learning. Learning to live with the tragedy of their families and their intertwined fate. Also learning about each other after such a long time spent apart. And they are casually ending darkspawn after darkspawn while doing so. Shamelessly ogling each other despite the gore. Honorable nobles to unhinged Wardens saving the world from the Blight. Childhood friends to brief enemies to unapologetically flirting colleagues. They will get together, but the narrative will end before they do.
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zevrans-gloves · 2 months
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The Warden and Zevran before the final battle.
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vigilskeep · 4 months
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i like examining the different levels of half-hearted attempts to make all warden appearances canonically possible
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bluerose5 · 11 months
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Shoutout to all those Wardens out there that get married to Alistair and rule at his side, no matter the race or gender. Because fuck canon, that's why.
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ambrosykim · 3 months
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got tagged a few months ago :') by @narrativefoiltrope to make some ocs in this picrew (thank u and soz for posting it this late lol) <3
i wanted to wait until i had all my da ocs ready, which i'm not sure will ever happen but:
ysolt cousland. she/her. warrior. <3 alistair
alden hawke. he/him. mage. <3 varric
helle lavellan. she/her. rogue. <3 solas
iola lavellan. she/her. mage. <3 cullen
even tho i am super late i will still tag @rosykims @mrs-theirin @griffin-wood and @grapecaseschoices but no pressure ofc!!
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quinttyz · 8 months
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2 most fucking annoying grey wardens in all of ferelden (they are the last two)
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laurelsofhighever · 7 months
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Fandom: Dragon Age: Origins Characters/pairings: Alistair x Cousland Chapter: 10/? Rating: G Warnings: None Fic Summary: The story of the Fifth Blight, in a world where Alistair was raised to royalty instead of joining the Grey Wardens.
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“I don’t see why I had to come along. Fergus is the one who’s going to be the teyrn.��
The high, plaintive voice could barely be heard over the thunder of rain on the window glass, the speaker further muffled by the thick woollen blanket that had been wrapped around her shoulders to try and chase away any chills she might catch from being caught in the unexpected downpour. Her sodden boots and outer clothes had already been removed and placed on a rack in front of the fire, and the cooking smells wafting up from the inn’s kitchen confirmed that the servants were well into the preparation of a warming evening meal.
Bryce Cousland observed his daughter’s sullen lower lip with a tickle of amusement fighting through his practiced stoicism. When they had set out almost a week before, Rosslyn had been more than eager, sitting proud on the back of her pony as their entourage followed them out of the gate with pennants streaming and armour aglitter in the sunlight. He knew for a fact that she had been boasting for days to Ser Edgbert’s lad about being old enough to join the yearly progress to collect the teyrnir’s dues. It was only the change in weather, the distance of the warm castle and Nan’s baking as she shivered, that doused her excitement now.
With a sigh, he knelt and folded her hands into his so he could chafe some warmth into them. “It never hurts to have knowledge of things, Pup,” he told her gently. “Fergus will be teyrn, yes, but one day you might have your own lands to govern, and a Cousland should govern well.”
“If I do, it’ll be somewhere with less rain,” she grumbled, shrugging deeper into her blanket.
He chuckled. “I’m afraid neither tithing nor battle stop for rain.”
A long moment of silence followed as Rosslyn chewed over the old saying, her pale face scrunched in a frown. Aldous, in his dry, dour way, had taken care to teach her the basic principles of a ruler’s duty, impressed with the weight of tradition so the lesson stuck, but she was bright, and getting old enough to question the simpler truths of earlier childhood.
“The Orlesians tithed too, didn’t they?” she asked eventually, uncertain. “That’s why we fought them.”
“Yes, Pup,” he said, “and you should remember that, so that you don’t become like them.” With a creak of cold joints, he eased himself up next to her on the threadbare sofa and guided her onto his lap to better rub feeling back into her arms, using the action to craft his next words with care.
“You see, the Orlesians took too much. They did not care whether the people would have enough to keep themselves in hard times, and they did not use what they took for common good, only to fatten themselves up.”
“Like pigs!” she cried, with the vindictive relish of the young, and giggled when he poked a teasing finger into her ribs.
“Like pigs,” he agreed. “They only took and took and took, and a pig only gives back once it’s butchered. When we take, we must do so only so we can return the cost in kind.”
“But…” She frowned again. “We don’t give the coin back?”
Bryce smiled, glad for her inquisitiveness. For three days the strongcart and storage wagons had been filled with the tithes owed by Highever’s freeholders and merchants, each one marked off in the ledger he carried in his own saddlebag and which now lay over the end of the corner bed. She had watched the transactions from a vantage point secure on his knee so that she might learn the way of things, and helped her fill in the tallies when she wasn’t doodling in the margins.
“Not as such, no,” he explained, as the rain made a renewed assault upon the inn’s roof. “But we use it for things that the freeholders wouldn’t be able to get for themselves.”
“Like what?”
“Well let’s see…” He stroked his beard. “We maintain the roads, so that travellers don’t lose their cartwheels or injure their animals, we outfit the militia in case they’re needed, we manage the woods and the fields and store grain for bad years – all sorts of things.”
“But how do you know not to take too much?” she asked, after another thoughtful pause.
“Well, what have you learned since leaving the castle?” he countered.
Aldous often complained of his young charge’s flightiness, her preference for the lists over the library, but her memory was honed like a blade edge, wielded with the attention to detail required of a future swordmaster. As she recounted the story of the wolf troubling the flocks in the Culodhne Hills, and the wilt that had taken the crops near Tarleton, he caught a glimpse of what she would become, dutiful and clever, a blossom for the court that, like the blackthorn in the field, would yet hide iron strength beneath its flowing white mantle. For now, however, he caught the droop of eyelids made heavy by the storm’s chill, the way her head nodded against his arm, and chuckled to himself. The future could wait until after bedtime.
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blarrghe · 8 months
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Strange Feelings in the Party Camp
Ch. 11: All Things End
Oh my God I finally finished it.
Rating: M | Category: M/M/F | Words: 34,880  | Chapters: 11/11
Summary: Alistair is in love with Violet. Violet is sleeping with Zevran. Zevran is too good a friend to Alistair. Violet is too good a friend to Zevran. And can love even really be on the table, when you're all probably going to die?
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It starts in a bed in Denerim. 
Morrigan leans over him, candlelight shining in her raven hair. 
But that is not the important bed. 
The night after they saved Anora, Alistair finds himself in a bed in Denerim. With Violet, with Zevran, with relief clouding his judgement. 
He would do anything, anything, just to keep them. 
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harcove · 10 months
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Replaying Cousland origin in DAO and it's reminding me how upset I was with Duncan/how much I felt angry with him in the origin lmao.
Like, I don't hate Duncan; I generally like him and his character despite how little we get of him in the game. But in the human noble origin in particular, I did not like him.
He won't recruit the human noble because your father does not want that, and Duncan respects that; sure. But, he decides to use your father dying to his advantage to recruit you in the end. I know the whole, 'grey wardens will do whatever they have to to stop the blight,' thing but this felt so fucking unnecessary and made me angry as fuck lmao.
Like, your father is there, dying on the floor, your home is burning, your nephew and sister-in-law are dead, and your father begs Duncan to get you and your mother out of there safely. And Duncan says "yeah sure, but I must ask for something in return-" and your father says, "anything" because he just wants his family safe. And Duncan pulls out the "what's happening here pales in comparison-" and asks basically to recruit you to the Wardens, which your father says he understands.
And, the best part? If you REFUSE to be a grey warden either way, Duncan will invoke the right of conscription on you; he never needed your fathers permission, he was going to do it no matter what. There was no need to create some sort of ultimatum for your father, or ask for a favour in return, "sure I can save them, but in return I would like this-" because he was going to do it ANYWAYS.
"Oh, but he was just being respectful-" no, he wasn't. He asked for something in return for saving two innocent people, and even that was empty because he will conscript you either way. Using your fathers desperation to get a yes was cruel in those moments and unnecessary. "Oh he's a grey warden-" yeah, he is, but he didn't have to do this. Especially when he uses the right of conscription on you if you say no either way.
He could have gotten you out safely after being asked to by your father, and then, when you were both out of there- asked you to become a Grey Warden. And if you said no, used the right of conscription on you. But no, he decides to use your father dying as some way to get empty permission for something he doesn't need permission for in the end. He makes an already hard situation even harder by giving a dying man some sort of "favour for a favour" ultimatum to save his child, when the permission he's given because your father is desperate, means nothing.
Sorry, this just- always made me feel so upset lmao.
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jendoe · 1 year
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rosykims · 5 months
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IVE NEVER GOT THIS HOWE DIALOGUE. THROWING UPPPPPPPPPPPP
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rosymorns · 4 months
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still dragon age -- i have a world state that i consider like. the "ideal" worldstate, most plot-significant choices (alistair romancing queen cousland, anders romancing mage hawke, solas romancing lavellan). this isn't a statement on what you play its just what feels right to me. and i wanna replay all three games leading up to dw. and im like. i should play my canon worldstate then. but i also so badly wanna do something different. BUT i also don't think many/any choices from dao/da2 are going to matter. tough choices man.
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