#doesnt ask for an email or anything

[nightwardenminthara]

owlcat game enjoyers, i recommend doing the survey they just put out

#if only to make it clear ppl are not wanting free to play phone games (aka pay to win) and cloud gaming from them #doesnt ask for an email or anything #just seems like a marketing research survey

[ouchhq]

>:(

#i need to vent a little im sorry pls ignore this if u are bothered by my thoughts #SH tw !!!!!! #this morning i was supposed to have my weekly therapy session but i had to cancel bc my mom got covid and obviously stayed home from work #and i do online therapy and i didnt feel comfortable doing it with my mom around but i really needed to do it tbh #and then my professor replied to my email with all of the things ive been working on since august and didnt say anything about the material #he just asked to call me on the phone tomorrow and i started to spiral…. like Spiral with a capital s #even now thinking about it my stomach sinks bc i have this feeling that his feedback is going to be negative and i just know my #barely existent self esteem is going to break and idk what im gonna do with myself then #this afternoon while i was spiraling all i wanted to do was /hurt/ myself. i kept thinking that i wasnt good enough and i had done a #horrible job.. so bad that he couldnt even tell me by email but needed to do it on the phone and i felt like throwing up and i couldnt get #/​that/ thought out of my head and i could only cry #and all of this not even actually knowing what my professors feed back is going to be because this is just all in my head #but i was talking to my school friends and they were like oh its gonna be fine even if he doesnt like it u can still put the project in ur #portfolio hes not even our professor anymore and so on #and i kept saying that i knew that but i just could not handle that sort of feedback and rejection mentally #i was telling them that i knew i would crumble if i got real negative feedback and i was terrified of that and they just couldnt get it and #idk it made me feel really lonely #im a bit calmer now but i feel so depressed #i am really anticipating something that will hurt really bad

[tojiswhore-nanamisslut]

I sent so many emails today

#like 5? were to clients and 4 were to foreign attorneys and like 12 were to partners lol #sending emails to clients and FAs is always nerve wracking tho #but the partners will usually review my draft email to clients before i send it #but for FAs not so much esp if it's just a status check #but today i had to email an FA to request examination of the client's patents in Canada #and i had asked the partner if there was anything i had to do before requesting examination bc i noticed for some in the past #we had amended claims and he was like well method of treatment claims aren't allowed anywhere but the US #and we went thru it and i understood bc i mean its not difficult and then he was like “i have confidence that you understand at a high level #what to look for when telling them to cancel certain claims so go ahead and email a request for all of these and dw about #getting me to sign off but also feel free to call if you do have qs or want me to review what you wrote.“ #so i sent emails to the FA requesting exam of specific claims and terminating method claims without anyone looking it over beforehand #and oh man i was nervous but i sent the emails and the partner didn't call me to tell me i fucked up so 😭 #honestly its a compliment that he even said he had confidence in me lol this guy doesnt usually have faith in anyone ☠️ #posts

[mummer]

one of my old profs who said theyd write me a reference letter for gr*d sch**l never did and the deadline was yesterday 😟

#i sent her reminder emails thru the automated system i guess i need to send a real email now...... ummmmm lol #she was very enthusiastic when i asked so its not a problem in that sense i just cant imagine why she wouldnt.... hopefully there wasnt #like a family emergency or something??? a late ref letter isnt immediately disqualifying or anything but omg? #she works at the school im applying to it isnt like she doesnt understand the process 🙇🏻‍♂️

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#sometimes u just gotta have a cringe fail weekend. is what i tell myself bc i let the fact that i forgot to check my new #email completely obliterate me. also i haven't been sleeping enough. also just the normal thoughts in my head #by which i mean the part of my brain that demands consequences for inattention by means of suffering. devine punishment. #which is irrational and annoying but knowing that doesnt seem to help. so ive just been laying here in the hopes i come unspooled and start #to disintegrate. which is annoying bc ive got stuff to do #specifically bc i am supposed to b a TA this semester. which is what i figured but also feared #so. thats gonna b a lot. tho not as much as my old school bc they dont make TAs do literally everything here apparently #but. itll b a lot. and also i have to finish signing up for classes. bc i didnt do that back in April by my brain was melting. also i have #to keep doing my job and dealing with my data. ugh. well. being a TA isnt so bad. i do like to help ppl learn even if im not very good at it #like. i struggle with thr talking to ppl part. like the transition of ny thoughts to something thst makes sense #oh well. hope i end up teaching something im not too unqualified for. i could do soils. Ecology. uhhh. maybe intro bio but i never even took #university level biology. i just skipped upper level courses. that's probably it. anything else would b a lotta faking it #ugh. im tired. i should go to sleep at 9pm. thr sun hasbt even set and i should sleep #tomorrow i have to get my shit together. but also i wanna email my new professor like hey bro like what do u want me to do??? #like how do i start in this lab? when do we start talking. like just not to b pushy but whats thr procedure? #i like Structure but also its like weeks until the semester starts so we got time. im just a lil nuts #jesus. its gonna b an interesting semester. hopefully fun but uh it is sorta like taking a boat out when u can see big ominous clouds #like im sure ill b fine but also i might get dumped over into a watery grave. i just. i have a lot of papers to write #and its gonna b hard to b a student on top of that. partly bc what im gonna b doing now is almost completely unrelated #which is probably y ppl stick to the same track they stsrt on. that awkward moment when ppl ask u if ur gonna keep working with bi0crust #and ur like uhhhh no fuck that actually the work ive done in the past 4 years makes me hate myself✌️ #so we r back at square 1. well not 1 bc its sorta related but its a pretty big reset #itll b fine once things start. its just thr anticipation that kills me #unrelated

[thecherrygod]

okay i can already tell this assignment is gonna ruin my existence lmao

#my posts #sorry for assignment lb. also sorry for being a dumbass #but just #it sucks lmao this group assignment sucks and we arent even properly started yet #am i aware i got late into the group bc mine stopped existing bc shitty classmates? yes #that doesnt mean if someone is asking for people emails and then makes a list of the people that should send it yet #and dont name you you wont feel... bad lmao #do i make my own existence a bit like being a ghost? yeah. it is partially my fault. but still. idk. its bad #.... someone was like 'also v!' and the one person that forgot to name me is apologizing and like. its whatever its stupid #i dont even know who that person is. it doesnt change anything lmao #... i think im just being dramatic #like. i dont think its reason enough to feel like this tm but. idk lmao #anyways

[mudstoneabyss]

so much of my blogging whenever I have classes is complaining about them but erm. in my defense they're stressful and overwhelming

#So ermm to vent a little bit #i dont know how to do anything on my own so the expectance for me to be able to for these classes is a lot #Like for this thing i need to write an essay outline based on an introduction paragraph only. which i think? means i have to find sources #for the details on my own. which i dont know how to do #i do know /technically/ but i dont know whats good information and trustworthy sources and also there's so much stuff to sort through #i was never taught how to do it and now when i try its just. confusing and frustrating and exhausting and makes me too upset to even keep #trying to work #and im not even sure what all of these points in the outline means because where it probably wouldve been explained was the lecture which #was canceled and the powerpoint for this week doesnt cover it #and there's the textbook but textbooks are nothing to me i cant process and retain information from them #which hey sucks for my online classes that are wholey based around teaching yourself from the textbooks #(but i cant do in person classes due to transportation reasons + mental health reasons) #but augh #im such a guy who cant do anything by myself and getting the amount of help i need isnt an option idek how to ask for any amount of help #like yeah email my professors but tell them what? i dont know how to do the class i signed up for? #that i dont know how to do basics 101 school shit? like im confused about some of the work and by some i pretty much mean all #and eaugh its not a frustration i can push through because trying to push through it just makes it worse it tips past #''oh idk how to do this. fuck'' #into ''oh god i dont know anything about how to function im literally worthless'' #which. i think i said earlier? makes it so i cant. work on anything anymore. #but also its not an option for me not to work bc i cant fail bc ill be expelled or whatever and charged money and what then #joyousposting #negative // #anyway sorry for getting suicide ideation over school back to regularly scheduled blorboposting or whatever

[crowdsourcedloner]

Is it easy for your OC to treat someone with courtesy, even if they personally dislike them or disagree with their views or actions?

From an outside perspective, it's difficult to tell who Nailah actually likes, nevermind who she dislikes. She maintains an air of cold detachment even around acquaintances, keeping her thoughts and opinions to herself for as long as the working relationship persists. Add on her near permanent scowl and most people get the impression she'd rather be anywhere else than dealing with the problems she was hired to solve.

The way to tell how she feels about someone usually comes down to how she addresses them. Only close friends or people she truly respects are called by their names - everyone else is referred to by title. This does lead to odd situations where she'll refer to, say, a city state leader by casual name only to turn and give full title and respect to a nearby farmer or merchant she's worked with in the past.

As her respect for someone falls, so too do the amount of words she's willing to share with them. She's not above giving someone the silent treatment if she simply does not wish to engage with their views or actions, speaking around them or straight up avoiding contact if possible. Should the situation deteriorate into violence she will not hesitate to punch a deserving party, though she'll only cast the first stone if persistent personal insults towards her friends are involved.

Up until that point she maintains her frigid air of professional courtesy to the best of her ability - after all, she's paid to solve problems, not create more.

#answered asks #thank you for the ask! #oc: hrothwol #like the worst she'll do verbally is the equivalent of 'per my last email' #anything farther than that is just radio silence #insult her? she doesnt care #insult her people? she'll warn you to stop #double down? you're getting smacked

[perenlop]

why is giving family members a small wishlist so much more tedious than it has to be

#me: hey heres my wishlist its in an email can you also forward it #them: yeah sure but uh you cant have anything thats not on amazon bc we dont know how to use other sites #me: wdym its the same process #them: well its more complicated oh my god we are older we dont understand #me: well ok. ill find alternatives where i can #them: wait can you just let us edit our own wishlist with what you want? #me:... why cant you use the one i sent? #them: BECAUSE it is too much ok pls just send a couple of things #(the list only has like 8 things and two are gift cards) #me: well. fine heres two things i really want #them: hm. are you sure you want that? it doesnt cost a lot #me: yes. i dont like asking for expensive things that arent games we have been over this. #them: well put something more expensive on there then we just feel bad getting you a cheap thing bc then we think youre worth less #me: .... ok heres one of those custom pokemon shirts just bc i think theyre neat #them: OH MY GOD THATS SO EXPENSIVE we are not wasting our money on that. #me: ... ok can i have the games then? #them: sure. god why are you so hard to buy for youre sooooo weird about gifts #for extra context: my brothers and cousins ask for over $100 worth of stuff and usually get all of it and more #and its not like im ungrateful either i never snap at them or anything. i usually ask for practical stuff or aesthetics like stickers #when its not books or games... but theyve gotten more passive aggressive lately i think #for my bday most ppl werent weird but my aunt made a big deal out of getting me a $20 sweater i couldnt wear #bc of the texture and size not working for me. and like loudly emphasizing ''OH GOD DONT LOOK AT THE PRIIIICE UGH IM SO MEAN'' #all the while im being polite and thanking her and shes just freaking out at me for ''being hard to buy for'' #and being ''forced to buy me something so gross and cheap'' like it felt like a weird power move #echoed voice

[ravioliwings]

i hate it when people italicize words in their emails to me giving me sass and then when I give them the obvious answer they should already know, it's all "thanks!!!" and smiley faces

#theres this one person at work who sends long emails to me highlighting/underlining/bolding/italicizing and it's always over shit she #should already know!!!!! #or she doesnt understand what she's asking me for and i have to tell her that's not how anything works!!!!

[technicolorxsn]

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#i dont know why i thought that would be any help #of course its just all my fault and god forbid i ever cry over stress when i could be doing more productive things #i feel like im gonna vomit again but if i do she'll probably just say im faking for pity or some shit #im so fucking screwed and my schedule is so fucking awful i cant even do anything to help myself #and trying to ask her for help just pissed her off and she told me she cant help me because im impossible or some shit which yeah youve #told me this multiple times #and im also well aware because tutors have never fucking helped and the one person who has been able to help me has been busy #and its always all my fault and i must be doing it on purpose bc she did it with a ged and a kid and im just sooo smart it must be easier #and part of the reason i even got this sick in the first place was from stress and being too fucking busy for an appointment #but sure whatever if i just worked a little harder if i just apply myself if i just fucking email (which i do and it doesnt do anything) i #would have zero problems ever

[captainchokchok]

Looooove when you buy something from a website the first time and they take it upon the themselves to just spam you with marketing emails, it's quite lovely

#didnt ask for you to do this to me #wish there was a way to just say as you are checking out “hey fuck off i dont want your marketing emails” #i know some places let you opt out if you create an account or something #but if you're purchasing as a guest because you want one thing and never plan on shopping there again #or even if you just don't want to create an account! #theyll spam you with their shitty marketing emails #and i swear half the time i click the unsubscribe button in emails i get it doesnt actually freaking do anything #the default shouldn't be to send marketing emails it should be something you opt into not out of #so effing annoying #i know this has probably been said a million times already but i just bought something last night and woke up to like #5 emails from that company it really frustrated me

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ok so like this is fine bc im not in a horrible mood rn. this is more i feel like complaining bc what im doing is kinda ridiculous #but my memory is so bad that ill probably forget if i dont write it out. but basically 4 days a week i have to come in starting at 7.30 to #water and prep for measurements. then from 9am to 6.15pm i have to nonstop take the measurements. and theyre timed so that means #i get abt 4 min to do anything before i have to take another measurement. which is abt enough time to start to focus and then have to stop #which is very fucking frustrating. and i have to manage data. coordinate for this fucking paper. and keep track of like 10 other things for #work stuff. which means that it takes me like and hour to send easy emails and they come out all fucked uo bc my brain is so shot #but on top of that i also have to fucking do the steps to get set up for my new school in the fall. and like ive officially accepted the #offer but havent talked to my new advisor since then so now theres this weird gap where im like. uh fuck do i ask for wtf im supposed to #do? bc ive been able to do things for like 2 or 3 weeks but then my life started collapsing in around me. and like there r probably #instructions somewhere but i cant fucking read lol. whatever. hes nice i just need to find the energy and words to email him and b like lol #srry everythings been insane. but bc ive waited so long i have to compulsively keep going back to check that ive been accepted like somehow #that would change while im not looking. ugh. and ive also fucked myself over housing wise bc theres a housing shortage in the city and huge #demand of housing on camus so theres a wait list for everything but i cant fucking apply bc i cant get my id to work. and fucking idk who #to call or email abt that. but idk i might have to have roomates for a semester. or my parents offered to give me some extra money for an #apartment until i can get one that doesnt put me in the red on a grad student budget. ugh. i dont wanna do either of those things #but christ do i not want roommates. ill figure something out. its just annoying and difficult from so far away #and it makes me kinda sad bc ppl r like: r u excited?! and im like. i cant really think abt that. partly bc im constanly putting out fires #in the present so theres not really space for it. partly bc i dont allow myself to b excited abt things so as not to get my hopes up. #but just after i accepted i was excited. and now it feels like im reaching my hand out toward a floating light just out of reach. like #its a nice idea but i wont believe until it happens. but that just bc ive become distorted about things #and i dont even get a weekend bc the 4 days of measurement r friday to Monday and i cant fucking relax on weekdays bc ppl r like hey can u #do this??? and there r things i can only do on weekdays so its like ok i guess ill just suffer forever thrn. and my boss texts me like: hey #did u do X? and am like: uuuuuh i fucking dont kno what day it is anymore. i dont understand y we have to meet. lets just not talk bc im #afraid ill say something worrying. so yea its pretty fucked up rn. but this stuff ends on the 24th #then ill probably not take a break and fucking finish the measurements for another project bc i just really need it to b done. i need it #all to b done so i can fucking wash my hands of this and fucking quit and move away at the start of july... or August if i decide i hate #myself that much. ugh. at least the lab has been pretty empty so no ones seen me crying lol #also thr fucking rutgers guy emailed me yesterday like: hey u want this position? and im like bitch u r like a month too late also im in #my cringe fail era. i would not survive at ur school. ugh everything is terrible. 2 or 3 more months then i csn leave this place forever #unrelated

[haojun]

Trying to get my boss to do anything he needs to do for me to fully start training for my new position is worse than pulling teeth

#he tells me 'you have to do xyz FIRST before you can do anything else' #and then i ask 'ok great so can i get signed up for xyz training classes then?' and its radio fuckin silence #he doesnt work in my office he works in another office so hes only here 4 days every month at the end of the month #so i have to teams or email him or call him for everything #but he doesnt answer his phone he doesnt respond to my questions in teams bc he doesnt full read what i asked #and gives me answers that have nothing to do with what i just asked him #i asked TWICE now about getting signed up for this training that is the one thing holding me back from moving desks #and both times he has read my message and then not replied #im just so frustrated... does he expect me to sit here with my thumb up my ass for months on end??? #he sent me a list of trainings i can do in the meantime but im literally on the last 2 trainings from that list.... #so what do i do after that.... cant be on the phones cant be on the counter cant take clients cant do that training i need to be doing.... #if im not doing anything just let me go home at this point or at the very least let me bring a fuckin book to read #christ this is so fucking ridiculous

[vanillabat99]

I am having a rough week. Been stuck in bed for a few days, lots of pain and fatigue, week-long migraine that is still haunting us, didn't sleep last night, and our glasses are broken ._. There's still a doctor appointment, therapy appointment, and now an optometrist appointment, and then I have my anniversary (one good thing!!) and it is all so much to deal with.

#sorry for weird text/grammar. been dissociated all day and havent been able to settle it down. #iwe also got a small booboo in dance class today :( squashed our toe and had to ask for a bandaid. #i am okay and it doesnt hurt or anything but it still adds to the pile of stress happening woagh. #ive been so unaware of my body and ive been crashing into furniture a lot and im so dissociated lately😭 #i am okay i swear. just goin through it rn. #our clothes were a total disaster today since we couldnt agree on what to wear and everything was a compromise 😭 #we got to shower at least. and we emailed webkinz support about account recovery. small things. #batty blogging #text #god please dont ask me who i am rn i cannot tell you.

[agayconcept]

.

#oh cool #so my new support worker refuses to support me properly #and now i dont have access to the food bank this month. what the actual Fuck #so bc they didnt reply to ur email instead of calling them or contacting my old worker to have her call them #ur just gonna. not give me access to food??? #ok????? #what the SHIT #'i guess i could go to the food fridges maybe' bish i already go to the food fridges. they dont have anything. #thats WHY WE USE THE FOOD BANK & THIS FOOD BANK ONLY ALLOWS WORKERS IN NOT THR ACTUAL POOR PPL #but u have decided its too much work #so i dont get to eat #my dogs dont get to eat #my mother doesnt either #fun. cool. not like thats the Literal Opposite of the definition of support work #what a joke #k guess im starving for a week thats a gonna be a fun time. (bc im not letting my dogs starve so the food we have left will go to them.) #food insecurity #ask to tag #! #dont wanna trigger anyone ik how stressful and upsetting this kinda thing can be to be reminded of