#don’t talk to me at all today

[foreversedici]

Race ready 🇸🇬

#don’t talk to me at all today #Georgeeeeee 🤤🥵 #russell george #🇸🇬 time #george russell

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #today was….not good #and at one point i had a moment #where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it #but im still really hopeful it will happen some day #because all i want in this world is to feel secure #and for others to feel secure around me #and for everyone to feel secure around people they love #because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t #but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all #im manifesting it #im completely okay btw things just got a little rough #and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay #im gay and i like sleeping #also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever #im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight

[shima-draws]

I’ve watched FMAB a thousand times but Greed’s death STILL gets me every fucking time. 1. Him realizing that Ling is going to get hurt and possibly killed by Father if Greed doesn’t leave his body, 2. Greed coming to terms with the fact that he’s definitely going to get killed by Father but he’s willing to make the sacrifice for Ling, and 3. Greed discovering that what he wanted was what he had the entire time, and that was true friends who would stick with him through thick and thin, who would share the same experiences and failures and triumphs and still love him despite his homunculus status. I’m so.

Also I’m SO pissed at the fact that Pride got to live but Greed didn’t. In my brain I kept saying “Well yeah I guess it makes sense for all of the homunculi to die bc they came from Father and HE has to die” but then I remembered that Pride LIVES and that makes me so salty. Out of all the homunculi Greed deserved to live the MOST AND I JUST. FUCKIGN.

#It’s been years and I’m STILL in denial #I’m living in my fantasy Soulmate GreedLingEd AU. Don’t fucking talk to me about canon #Anyway we finally finished FMAB today. My roommate absolutely LOVED it lol #But of course he would it is The anime of all time after all ;) #Shima speaks #FMA #FMAB #Fullmetal Alchemist #Greed #Ling Yao #Also it fucks me up EVERY time that Ed and Ling are the Last People Greed sees before he dies #The last people he looks at #The two people he cared about the MOST #AND. Greed’s death is what gave Ed the final push to defeat Father #Both he and Ling were DEVASTATED at Greed’s death and I’m. SO fucking normal about it #GODDD. God. G o d

[teeth-draws]

Ohhh but he used to think nothing of it…

Torturing my fav RO again from @shepherds-of-haven

#shepherds of haven #halle beren #trouble alder #it’s hard to be in love with your best friend #clued in just enough for it to be awkward when it wasn’t before #overthinking n there’s steam coming out of his ears #posting this at a bullshit time bc all American time is bullshit lmao but I will be free of Texas soon #haven’t been able to sleep so I doodled around with this #first time animating sooo please be kind #if games #fanart #because drawing a background killed my family - okay??? #lov u trouble pls let me in #where’s her shoe? dw about it. #who let you in here anyway #trouble’s hair is just a big shrug emoji I don’t know ok he gets fluffy today i don’t want to talk about it

[volitioncheck]

i think i wouldn’t hate disco elysium’s collage mode nearly as much if it weren’t for 1) the way that it was marketed in such a tasteless, soulless manner, let alone the fact that it was a last ditch distraction from a dead on its feet studio piloted by dumbass thieving execs and released on the day of the court declaration, and 2) those dumbass fucking stickers

like if it had been included with the base game from the start and had been titled something a bit more tasteful and in-line with how i would have liked the feature to be marketed as— something like “exploration mode”, something that perhaps could only be unlocked after completing the game for the first time, AND didn’t have those stupid as hell visually and tonally incongruent with the artstyle stickers, i would have applauded it as a nice little bonus for being able to study and appreciate the 3d models and environments for reference.

#it is just so bleak man. #i have no words left to say for the latest development at zaum studios so instead i will just remember how fucked up this was lol #those stickers are the same energy as that dumbass fucking christmas card they put on steam. #cutesy fanart is awesome and all but don’t muddy the tone of the actual source with it. why is that necessary. #for gods sake what happened to boundaries #again i probably would take a different tone to even the stickers if #it had been done under the original creators (which i don’t think it would have‚ which is my point‚ but say hypothetically it happened) #but with the circumstances the way they are it is impossible to not view it all as tainted with a veneer of absolute tastelessness #and a disrespect to the source material and a sorry attempt to appeal to the shallowest parts of ‘fandom’ #like you can add cartoony emoji faces and a sticker with harry and kim as cats. or their hands with the caption ‘best friends!!!’ (wtf lol) #and a frame with a bunch of pride flags being waved around (hard to articulate why i feel doubly annoyed of this one. #your corporate pride parade aesthetic is showing again. also it feels… lazy) #but you can never‚ ever erase the fact that you are parading around a stolen IP that you are entirely out of touch with #and one that you clearly have *no idea what to do with* #(something that we’ve all known for months with these hints but today has finally been basically confirmed as the sequel seems to be #officially cancelled with the last of the original writers’ crew being laid off) #how could you have known what to do with Elysium? how could you ever have? #hope you have fun with your stickers. rot #disco elysium #me talking

[no1ryomafan]

Somehow I didn’t make this sooner.

#meg text #getter robo #shitpost #I info dump a bit today about it but also I still get hit knowing this fixation has lasted for almost 3 years #Most normal-abnormal special interest of all time #you do not know the true me if you don’t let me talk about getter #I will continue to be obnoxious sorry not sorry

[mossflower]

i love talking to my friends and remembering that oh these are people that i love and i’m not alone in the world

#talked to my friend from home who goes to the same uni as me today. the world is so beautiful <3 #turns out that an extended period of only talking to family members isn’t great for you. who’d’ve thought it #my other uni friends are great dgmw but i don’t know them as well so i still feel quite uncomfortable around them #it’s a me thing. they’re all awesome people #anyway. peace and love on planet earth etc <3 #morganposting

[prettyboykatsuki]

i am so loved i forget sometimes

#aristotle.txt #i went into my dads store today #-and his business partner is a man from cosovo who has his own kids that all treat me like their own #theres a new guy working at the butcher and one of the guys sons goes #’you don’t know who that is! thats ___ daughter! shes gonna become vice president and retire all of us someday.’ and then goes #‘watch what you say around [dads name]. you can say anything about his sons but you can’t talk about her. he’ll kill you.’ and i was so #embarrassed but :((( like man

[messrsbyler]

HOLD UP IM GOING THROUGH S4 AND HOW DID I NOT NOTICE BYLER HOLDING HANDS IN THE BACKGROUND????

LIKE IS SO SMALL BUT THEY ARE MOST DEFINITELY HOLDING HANDS I WILL PASS OUT

#SJDJSKFKSMF #byler #byler tumblr #how long did it take you to realize? #i chose evil today #i’m about to head to bed and setting the world on fire was the last to do list in the agenda #mike wheeler #will byers #stranger things #byler endgame #cleradin #byler ao3 #byler meme #:) #:D #don’t hate me i’m sensitive #but i’m also a god so i will come for you #anyway this is all in good fun #can’t believe you fell for this lol how embarrassing #i would’ve too but we don’t talk about that

[clambuoyance]

I’ve never been so obsessed with a character so bad that I literally can’t do anything else I’m like the squidward meme watching SpongeBob frolic outside the window stretching a hand out to all the pretty paintings and animations and comics I see in my head but being unable to feel any motivation for it . If only i could use the energy spent to create 20 kon doodles to sit down and concentrate on a single finished full piece I used to be able to make like 5 page comics what happened to me

#sighs yes before anyone says anything IK it’s probably adhd related 😭 #BUT ITS GOTTEN SO BAD I CAN FEEL THE DIFFERENCE IN MY BRAIN HOW DID IT GET WORSE #it’s probably a mix of burnout too but I don’t get tired of drawing ? #it feels like when u get dizzy or change glasses or so #and it’s either everything is wayyy too in focus and you can see literally everything clearly that it hurts ur brain #which doesn’t help given how saturated w information the world is always #and simultaneously somehow everything is blurry or out of focus and I physically have to strain myself to hone in on one thing #I JUST WANNA READ COMICS AND FINISH A DRAWING AND HANDLE WORK AND SCHOOL AND TALK TO MY FRIENDS #ALL IN OME DAY #BUT MY BRAIN IS LIKE. TODAY IS ONLY FOR COMICS. YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ESLE #😫🫶 I’m deleting this later I’m just ranting LMAO #I’m highschool it’s crazy bc I did okay and then honestly i just think my ability to concentrate has deteriorated as the years have gone by #free me!!! #either way I want to lessen my social media and just pick One bc girl I have an Instagram a tumblr and a twitter this is horrible for me . #honestly I’ll probably pick instagram and just post on tumblr when I have art #I already do that #I mean when I have Good art. #IM RAMBLING IDK

[foursaints]

rosekiller would be on the streets protesting for palestine

i find it a bit.. tasteless or at least offensively cavalier to discuss real world genocide through the lens of harry potter characters. but i support you and entirely agree with where you’re coming from

donation link for medical aid for palestine

continuously updating google doc of palestinian escape funds (URGENT)

donation to palestinian children’s relief fund

gaza emergency appeal

donate to arab.org with one click

#a #all these links are vetted but i URGE YOU to consider donating to the escape funds. it’s incredibly time sensitive #if this is related to me talking about jewish regulus today? um. i will discuss & support judaism entirely divorced from the state of israel #but for the record i believe israel is a genocidal colonial project that has no right to exist & i pray not only for a ceasefire #but for the land to be returned to palestine. for their people to live entirely free of oppression & apartheid #it is not a ‘conflict’ or an issue of ‘both sides’ it is a genocide. and if you disagree i don’t want you here. lmfao

[sea-me-now]

taking this international asexual day to say that crowley and aziraphale from good omens are asexual and would never have sex thank you and goodnight

#yes i know it’s never said in exact words that they are asexual but don’t make me tap the sign #the angels (fallen ones as well) have no biological sex unless they make and effort to #they have no need nor means to reproduce therefore they likely would have no desire to have sex #people can think whatever they want about characters wah wah wah but i desperately just want my one asexual couple who are still romantic #they are the only asexual couple in media i’ve seen that i actually relate to please they are all i have #there are so many other actual mlm pairings you can make have sex with each other please leave them alone #they aren’t even men! many of you forget that and just see them as men and it’s disappointing #anyway sorry but i’ve been saying this for years and i will type it today and never talk about it ever again #asexual #asexuality #international asexuality day

[you-wanna-know]

Same photo but one is a drink in and one is sober. Guess which is which

#me #self #selfie #I got an interview today #I was so stressed about it you don’t even understand #give me interview tips everyone #it’s been like 5 years since I last did one #I’ll update you all #unless I don’t get it #then we won’t talk about it ever again

[stanleyvampire14]

Hi so here’s a little rant/vent I do apologize as I normally don’t post extremely negative things

TW- Transphobia 💀

My mother was rambling about “If yOu hAvE a wEiNer tHeN yOuR a BoY aNd viCe vErSa iF yOuRe a giRL” bs and I just sat there and listened because she was talking to someone else in my family about it and my face was cringing so hard oh my god shut up shut the FUCK up You are bullshitting you don’t know what you’re talking about you don’t understand what’s going on in trans peoples’ heads they’re that way for a reason they aren’t trying to stray from the “normal” they want to FEEL normal within themselves please shut the hell up oh my god

Anyways sorry about that I had to let it out I’m so unbelievably pissed she needs to shut her mouth but I can’t SAY that also I’m not trying to like speak on trans and other peoples behalfs I’m just saying that she doesn’t exactly understand yall and I really wish that she’d be more open but nOOO.

Also if you find yourself agreeing with her “You can’t just change who you originally were” ideas then please feel free to block me because I’m not having that shit infecting my profile. Aka, if you’re ANY kind of LGBTQIA+ phobe then please for the love of all that is holy block me, thanks.

#tw vent #apologies I really had to say something #I can’t exactly talk to anybody else #I am a safe space for anybody that wants to talk #except zoophiles and y’know that whole thing those people are…something… #Even if I don’t get reply back when you dm me #I will still try to reply back as soon as possible. most of the time when I don’t reply to people I’m sleeping #love y’all and take care of yourselves #drink water and all that! chug! also eat- eat stuff that’s good for you! at least one thing! eat blueberries or smth #will get back to regular silly hehe posting tomorrow or later today

[ghost-proofbaby]

things i said today during my shift completely out of context that were very coffee shop blues!eddie coded:

“why don’t we just pick our least favorite ocean and destroy it instead of saving them? we have seven of them anyways.”

“i don’t know man i think the vibes of the sharks in the atlantic are off”

“the prophecy told me if i get one more lavender matcha, i get to kill myself. it’s true.”

“no”

“the guy who said ‘welcome to chili’s’ is just welcoming everyone to a different chili’s now!”

some of these are funnier with context honestly

#i don’t know what the hell i was on today but i was being extra goofy #i was making all of my coworkers laugh nonstop and this isn’t even my peak funny #this was just me losing my filter after putting my two weeks in #the first two and last one had a coworker in tears like damn okay 😭😭😭 #the third was the realest i threatened to chuck our matcha across the store #ghost talks too much (but it’s related to eddie so it’s fine) #coffee shop blues #i will find a way to include the ocean conversation into an installment with context

[pepprs]

mutuals.

#purrs #chicago #i’ll tell you about it later god willing but today has been transcendent. and tonight is going to be transcendent. i am about to have an #experience. i want to talk about it so loud i mean i already have on here but i don’t want to jinx it until im back in the hotel safely #after it’s over. but im HERE. i made it here. i did this. i got myself here. ive been looking forward to this moment for months and almost #let myself get scared out of it but i didn’t and im here. and im going to be shattered into a million pieces but / and it’s goingto be #beautiful. my heart is pounding. im here im here im here #i am brave. i am strong. i am capable and competent. i am powerful. i am kind to myself. i know what’s best for me. i am afraid but i don’t #let the fear control me. i had the strength to do that all along and i just didn’t know it. today is the first day of my life i chose #completely for myself. it’s beyond time. 🥹💖💖💖💖💖