#dream speaks

[lunalapine-art]

it's 2 am and I'm just now questioning my self-indulgence into this next art piece i'm doing.. >///<;;

#they say 'cringe is dead' buuut #theres still that tiny voice in my head that wonders 'is this almost TOO cheesy?' #'for a drawing made solely for me n my bday?' #guess i'll find out when i finish it #I'M IN TOO DEEP NOW FELLAS #dream speaks #ramblings

[dreams-writings]

Part 2 of Reverse Interrogation is almost done, planning to have 3-4 total parts if people end up genuinely interested in how reader and Feitan view each other after their first time...

#dream speaks

[dreamverie]

Heya folks. Long time no chat. Lately I've been thinking of moving all of my (recent) art onto its own side blog, so that it's easier for ppl to see (and so i can have an archive of it somewhere, haha). That way my art doesn't get buried and I can keep this main blog purely for all my aesthetic/inspirational stuff.

So! If you're interested, my new art handle will be Lunalapine-art! I'll make a new pinned post so the link is easy to find. It'll take some time for me to reblog everything over there so please bear with me as i do so. Hopefully this may help me stay motivated to post my art again. ^^

Hope to see you there!

#dream speaks #update #took me long enough after 84 years LOL #its really bare bones rn but it'll improve over time #also planning on showing more of my 'sketchy' stuff that i used to share on twitter #i still like some of them and they deserve some attention again

[nom-de-plume-system]

To heck and back with the heat death of the universe, when are we all becoming crabs instead?

#crabs #crab #carcinization #dream speaks

[dreams-amuck]

It has been a long while since I have checked in on my followed blogs and I feel absolutely terrible for it. How are you doing? I hope well. Thank you for being you. In case no one has said lately you're incredible and shine like the stars.

Oh my gosh why thank you, Nonny!!! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

To be honest, this side blog of mine has been quite dead until I created more content for it so do not feel bad in the slightest for thinking you neglected anybody!! I am doing much better than I was, thank you for asking.

Sweet, kind and beautiful Nonny, you are a treasure and I love to see your words in my inbox. Thank you so much for making my day infinitely better as soon as I wake up. 🫂

(⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠)

*gives you big kissy on the cheek*

#dream speaks #dreams amuck #personal post #thank you nonny

[dreamswap-crackhead-council]

If it isn’t too much to ask, could you provide a list of people you feel are problematic (with evidence for your claims)?

This sounds rather aggressive, but it isn’t meant to be. I never notice these things until it’s too late.

Dream: Uhm, I know this was sent a while ago, and technically this is very overdue. But there's a few things? I want to say.

I'm not usually one for blocklists, and us as a system do believe second chances do exist, so if one person did a bad to us, we don't think that should warrant them being ostracized. There have been exceptions, and I'm not here to immediately forgive Foxxism for what he's done to Drew, because I understand being hurt by someone doesn't always warrant forgiveness and forgetfulness, especially if the said person only digs in their heels and continues harassment.

So, for us of all personally, if we were to give out a small craft advisory to those wading the shores, we'd choose only two people; Freyfall and Foxxism.

This will be the last post we make about either of these people, so we won't leave any stone unturned. Especially since we're shooting for the stars with the datemate of the creator of this little fandom. I hope this doesn't sound disjointed, as I'm the new host as opposed to Drew/Mod Felis, whom a lot of this happened to him personally and not to me, but I will have someone here to help.

Uhm, there's me coming out as host, I'll now baton pass to Glitch.

Glitch: Yo. I'm Glitch. Not the same one from the TUSOUD fic, actually. I am partially a DS fictive, and I've been around since 2020 and when all these... issues came around. I tend to overheat when thinking about this issue, so if it sounds like I'm attacking you OP, I'm more referring to Lucian/Foxxism, so don't worry too much about it.

I wasn't always Glitch. I used to be just a fragment, someone without much of an understanding besides "do what it takes to keep going" and "keep us going until we pass out", as we worked a physically draining job at the time and I was a last resort. That was my purpose, and the fact I could understand language was a miracle in itself.

Here, I met Lucian. He was originally called Blue, but because we have our own Blue, we'll stick to the present name. I talked to Lucian a few times, and while I could not really understand or process everything when it came to our conversations, Drew was able to pick up on the fact that Lucian was a little obsessive with me and was the smart 18 year old in not mentioning it and keeping me away from front to protect me in my rather vulnerable state. I am grateful for this, as we all know what can go on in our sources, and whilst I didn't have the trauma source Blue inflicted on me, it kept me from having it occur. Drew couldn't always keep me away; I still had a purpose in the system, and sometimes we were so beat it was better I took front to keep pushing carts up a hill and walking back home in the summer heat, because the alternative was worse.

My name was Error, and I found Lucian to be my friend, until Fox (the host of Foxxism's system) decided Drew's trigger for Freyfall's JMV AU was his issue that he needed to "cure". Despite not being a licensed psychologist or therapist, he certainly wanted to do a crash course on us despite the fact that the main component needed in helping triggers is the person first wanting to do it, hence emphasis on the "crash" of the course.

Freyfall certainly wasn't none-the-wiser; they knew what was going on and still gave the greenlight to Foxxism. (Uh, this is a link, by the way. Cool segway, amirite?)

The stress of the situation caused a small split; a Calculester-esk looking fellow who went by Automation and had the ability to drain our emotions if we ended up far too stressed and triggered. He was created by this situation, and created for this situation. And once everything in this situation came to a roaring end and time passed to heal all wounds, him and I decided to fuse.

It's the definition of ironic and poetic; the person who built me up and befriended me also knocked the rest of us down. And as how Lucian is the current host now and the harassment has continued, it seems we're damned by our sources sometimes.

I once saw Lucian as a friend, and maybe we could have been like a big brother/little brother dynamic. Maybe we could have been great friends, been like a family. But I have more empathy for my headmates then for what-ifs, and since we have our own older and nicer Blue fictive (whom formed about one-two years before we met Foxxism, don't be a weirdo), that I have dated for the better part of a year, I'm happier having my boyfriend around then I ever was as a mere Error fragment chatting with Lucian.

We made peace with the situation, and we don't wish to be friends with any of them and we don't make a habit to talk to them. And while everyone is their own person, if you tend to have bad triggers, have issues with shipping siblings or fantasy not consensual fun times in terms of personal comfort, or generally would describe yourself as someone who could easily let someone stomp over their boundaries, I would say to avoid Freyfall and Foxxism.

We don't care either way if you're friends with 'em either, just don't give us shit too and you're peachy.

#mod felis #dream speaks #glitch speaks #system speaks #important

[wordstome]

“How did Price end up with three girls who aren’t triplets or twins?” This is how.

I think we’re done here.

#John price #captain john price #cod price #price cod #captain price #john price x reader #John price x you #captain price x reader #captain price x you #dream daddy au #cod #call of duty #bucca speaks

[bumpscosity]

i had a dream last night jerma casually said the f slur on stream looked over at chat and realizing what he just said started yelling "I CAN RECLAIM IT. I CAN RECLAIM. IT I CAN RECLAIM IT" before turning off his camera, saying "I HAVE TO LEAVE" and then turning off the stream

#the context was entirely neutral too like he wasn't calling someone a slur #but now i just have jerma yelling 'I CAN RECLAIM IT' over and over again bouncing around in my head #sassy speaks #dreams #he was laughing as he was yelling it too like he knew he fucked up but also thought it was funny

[suntails]

reality

#blinks so cutely at u. im baaaack #i only have it in me to do one piece for 7.7 i think. i just dont think the rest grabs my brain id rather draw other stuff :D #ive started a new job (NOT animation) by now so im re-adjusting to job hours vs fun hours but the job is easy breezy so im happy!!! #i work in an office i answer the phone like twice a day and i file some paperwork and i eat candy at my desk. its the best #AND im lined up to take over as supervisor in a few months. smiles lovingly at the camera. the dream <3 #speaking of dreams haha idia my guy umm so how u doing buddy. u doin okay? will u recover from this buddy pal chum guy? :D #he'll be fine im proud of him #twst #twisted wonderland #idia shroud #book 7 spoilers #ch 7 spoilers #suntails

[fleuvien]

me when im not at the top of my class

#speak #academic validation #girlblogging #girlblog #girlhood #black swan #girlblogger #lana del rey #tumblr girls #just girly things #coquette #manic pixie dream girl #hyper feminine #locally hated #bambi doe #this is what makes us girls #it girl #ultraviolence #star girl #cinnamon girl #cool girl #lana del rey aka lizzy grant #femcel #girl interrupted #tumblr girlies #just girly thoughts #waifspo #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #lizzy grant #fleuvien

[xiao-lantern]

thinking about boyfriend leona who sees you shivering in the spelldrive stands, so he flies over to you and gives you his uniform’s outer jacket in front of everyone <3

#ren speaks #dreaming… Thinking… #twisted wonderland #twst #leona kingscholar

[lunalapine-art]

Hello and welcome! Blog is still under construction, but I'll be posting my art again soon! I got alot of art to sift through in my own tags, haha.

Most of the early stuff will be reblogs from my main, just for a little while! After which i'll attempt to post my newer art in due time. Gonna take this nice n slow, hehe ^^

#first post! kinda! #dream speaks #update

[cg-mia]

Appreciation for all the regressors who have had bad experiences during or for their regression ♡

- those who've been taken advantage of while regressing

- people who dislike regressing but still do it involuntarily

- those who have lost friends or relationships due to their regression

- people who have been discouraged from getting caregivers due to trauma or past experiences

- those who are reminded of their trauma when regressing

- people who regress to mourn for a childhood they could've had

- those who dislike regressing because it makes them more "weak"

You're all valid and loved 🧡

~ mama mia 🦩

#🍥 ◡ mia speaks #age regression #age regressor #agere #agere blog #safe agere #sfw agere #sfw regression #agere post #agere community #agere caregiver #ageregression #age regressive #sfw age regression #age dreaming #caregiver agere #sfw caregiver #age regression caregiver #agere positivity #age regression sfw #age regression blog #agere sfw #agere little #agere affirmations #sfw agere blog #sfw toddlerre #sfw toddler regression #sfw agere caregiver

[dreamverie]

Quick question but is anyone having issues with tumblr mobile not loading anything in the "Following" page? It isn't working for me but the "For You" section does for some reason. It also doesnt seem to to load anyone's blogs i follow and reads them as "not found" if i wanna check someone's art for an update.

Whhat is happening?? I JUST wanna check my tumblr mobile chronologically, is that too much to ask? 😭 Like do i need to update it or something cuz oh my lordy its so frustrating rn

#my phone is old n doesnt have the space so i cant update it even if i wanted to #its samsung galaxy A5 #what do i do HELP #tumblr problems #tumblr mobile #dream speaks

[nom-de-plume-system]

trick or treat!

Here you go! Have a bowl of candy!

#dream speaks

[dreams-amuck]

Art dump incoming I am not dead.

#dream draws #dreams amuck #dream speaks #personal post #art dump