#dude this is number 20

[sideblogdotjpeg]

someone has made this joke before

#dimension 20 #the unsleeping city #tuc 2 #pete conlan #cody walsh #posts by me dot com #their dynamic is sooo funny. pete is fr codys number one hypeman #finally get all those pete/cody folks #they have such an intense guys being dudes energy

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A three-circle venn diagram with Gabriel from Ultrakill, the Lonely Wizard from Inscryption, and the Hollow Knight from the game of the same name. Between Gabriel and Lonely is the text "guys will see a character with vague biology, say 'is anyone gonna buggify that' and not wait for an answer". Between Lonely and Hollow is the text "void beings placed in solitary confinement by a superior they admired with the intention of keeping them there forever". Between Hollow and Gabriel is the text "existed only to be a tool for their god. just wants to be perfect. never allowed to be a person". In the center between all three is just the word "trauma". End ID

having Thoughts

#peridots-nonsense #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #lonely wizard inscryption #inscryption #hollow hk #hollow knight #...need a doodle tag actually. is this art??? #know i said i'd stop tagging it like this just yesterday but #peridots-art #this is a little rushed because i'm trying to post it at 4:20 my time because it would be awesome. #...i don't smoke i just get really excited about having a specific number to obsess over and it's funny #inspired by the tags on a gabriel post and my own personal thoughts about these dudes. #think that should be all. it's the time now #alright came back after. technogender's tags on a nov 5th post by feyfeather #hit a comma for the second time but not revising it the post was about gabe but it really reminded me of thk... #*feathers plural. as for the lw-focused sides i've been thinking about their parallels with hollow for a good while actually #and the last one's literally just. i like to give gabe/pyro (under suit)/lonely insect-like anatomy. what are you gonna do about it #that's ACTUALLY all. goodbye tag-wanderer. hope this is. inchresting #OH right also if you see the disproportionate amount of attention given to gabriel's doodle no you don't #1.5 HOURS LATER REALIZED I MADE A TYPO GRRR HISS #you did NOT SEE IT #I DO NOT MAKE TYPOS HERE. BUILT DIFFERENT.

[mlentertainment]

i love when words change meaning with just a little bit of context difference

#dimension 20 #worlds beyond number #brennan lee mulligan #personal #zero effort but i like parallels that aren't parallels they're just fun coincidences bc the same dude said something more than once

[ciderjacks]

Can we kill the whole “no attention on artwork is sad and means it was a waste of time” thing? Like Seriously can we kill it. I put a fuckton of effort into my art and it usually gets like, 10 likes, and that doesn’t really matter to me bc I love making it. I’m grateful for nice comments, but I’m gonna keep making the stuff I make regardless.

Like ok I’m not trying to sound all holier than thou here, but the amount of artists online who say stuff like “this artwork was a flop, so I’m feeling really discouraged” is making me go crazy. Is that all it is for you guys? Content? When you’re making artwork are you just making content for an audience? No offence but I feel like that’s a huge fucking waste of time, way more than making art you like and getting minimal attention on it.

#art #discourse #i guess?? #Idk sorry I know I sound like an asshole but dude #the way people talk about art is crazy #Where’s your love for what you’re doing? Who cares if it didn’t blow up like you wanted? You still had fun making it right?? #“Ppl need to start rbing artists more all their effort is being ignored bc ppl hate art” is some hot steaming bs too #Like oh Were you creating for attention? I didn’t realize random peoples approval was that important to you my fault #It’s such an accepted mentality too like “well of course I want people to like my work that I put hours into” is #Seen as a completely reasonable statement which like. on the surface it is. But then u realize they consider 20 likes “no attention” #Is you liking it not enough? Are the 20 people who liked it not enough? Are your friends who gushed over it not enough? #Or do you not actually mean “people” when you say that #Do you maybe just want to feel an ego boost when you see a big number next to that thing you put hours into. #You feel like you’ve earned a big number for all that otherwise wasted time #It’s like a weird twist on consumerism #Where at some point for a lot of you I feel like you’re not making art. You’re making a product. #You’re just a commission artist except you’re not making any money #It’s sad I hate it and if you’re an artist who talks about their art like this then I don’t respect you #And I sure as hell don’t respect your “art”

[meangreenmulletmachine]

I thought the bots were bad before. It got worse.

#268 new followers this week #only maybe 10-20 of them are real people #come #on #dude #and like i dont actually care about my number of followers #its just the point of the thing #all these fucking bots #im def not the only one #also lol the newest wave isnt even trying #no more hot women just default icons #edit #i just looked #its been nearly exactly a week #almost 50 a day #sheeeesh

[jinhyun]

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#no but what is it with people that feel entitled to have you do your job for them for free #like this dude that mind you is not even my friend has called me ten times since yesterday #there was this unknown number texting me on wsp saying hello and then wouldn't stop calling me throughout the day so i just ignored it #and then at night my cousin texted me saying that x person was trying to contact me and said i wouldn't answer #and i was like what do they want #and she was like 'legal advice' LIKE ?????? #i'm IN THE PROCESS of becoming a lawyer i'm not even one yet meaning i can't act like one and get paid for it #and sure i do help my friends and family with legal stuff for free bc i love them but like. people who aren't close to me i don't really #have to??? #it takes actual time out of my day to help them out #and to have this guy who just called me AGAIN today and now texted me like 20 minutes ago telling me to pick up my phone i mean??????? #idk what you need but either be willing to pay me or get an actual lawyer my dude i'm not obliged to do shit for you #i mean if he just texted me it'd be /fine/ ig but it's the fact that he's demanding to talk on the phone with me when i have anxiety and #hate talking on the phone #like just tell me what you want and go. i'll see whether i can help you out or not but just stop spamming meeeeeeee #i'm deleting this later i just needed to let it out JDÑSJDÑS i don't even wanna check my phone anymore lmao

[badolmen]

*last winter* *never got ticketed/severely buried/otherwise had a problem with parking in my designed disability spot even during storm warnings*

*this year* noooo don’t park in the disability parking spot 🥺🥺🥺 I’ll have to have you towed!!!! Drive up to the sidewalk across the lot 💞💞💞 and I’ll plow around you ☺️☺️☺️ haha sorry don’t wanna bury you so I’ll call to have you towed instead if you don’t 💜💜💜 thanks oxoxox

#ra speaks #personal #what the fuck dude #id call parking but they’re closed. BECAUSE OF THE STORM. #and it’s like. #it’s an inconvenience to the plow truck driver obv if I’m parked in my spot ™ bc idk efficiency or whatever #but like. it’s also an inconvenience to ME THE DISABLED PERSON #if I have to a) shovel my car out b) drive it to where he said c) rewinterize it w it’s cover and stuff and d) walk twice the distance back #but it’s an inconvenience at the end of the day soooooo #ughhhh I shoulda asked to trade numbers or something so he could just call me if my car was a problem #bc I LIVE HERE 20 FEET AWAY and can JUST MOVE IT FOR A FEW MINUTES while he’s here #instead of this rigamoroll #I’m gonna have to shovel out my car and the disability spot tomorrow morning 🤪🤪🤪 #‘isn’t it illegal to tow a disability spot car that’s legally parked?’ you’d be correct! but this place doesn’t give a SHIT about ADA #and I’d rather not take my chances and have to coordinate getting my car back from a tow company #killing killing killing killing

[sho-minamimoto]

6 20 23 Sho

1 7 8 23 Shiba!

Sho

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

Hmm.... hard to say since Sho is just. completely batshit. I guess the easiest and most obvious answer would be that we're both artists and like to find beauty in aesthetically strange things. But I dont think i have a single thing in common with him personality wise LOL

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

I think susukichi and sho have extremely similar temperaments + quirks and if they weren't on opposite sides of The Conflict they'd get along great. I said once before that Susukichi would be the Sho Minamimoto of NEO if sho literally wasn't also already in the game. Their vibes are super similar and they both want to have a fun time.

23. Favorite picture of this character?

This one marketing image from when the anime was airing is the funniest thing in the world to me. like. why the fuck is sho even here. he is in no way buddies with anyone in the hachiko gang (during this specific timeframe anyways) there is literally NO logical reason for him to be posed alongside this specific group of characters here. This image from sho's pov is just him + guy hes actively trying to kill + guy he's stalking only bc he's joined at the hip with the guy he's trying to kill + guy he met twice and beat the shit out of one of those times + 2 people he's never met or interacted with before ever. On a marketing level its clear they just wanted to include him with the main characters simply bc hes a super popular character among fans but it's makes for the most unintentionally hilarious image ever.

Shiba

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

First. he's extremely funny and dresses like a harlot. Second THE LAYERSSSS Shiba's primary motivation is like a puzzle that the narrative gives you all the pieces to and then invites you to solve. Not in that the game doesn't tell you what it is At All, it says as much that he's on a powertrip towards ascension, but it's difficult to wrap your head around Why until you deliberately examine and unravel each of his relationships with the other shinjuku reapers: how they affected him, what their side of the story is, why they're emotionally estranged but still sticking together, etc. I enjoy that you have to take the time to put it together yourself, but also the full picture you get once that puzzle is complete is one that i enjoy immensely. The fact that the core of shiba's plight is rooted in his relationships (or lack thereof) is very true to the spirit of twewy and I greatly appreciate that they applied all this to the game's main villain AND gave him a chance for redemption on top of it. His final scene is one of my favourites in the game and really sticks with me.

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

The memes. Shiba's so easy to meme on its great. I have a folder of shiba memes on my desktop whenever i see a new shitpost or edit i Have to save it. im glad he gets clowned on so hard. Shi Basuks Cok lives in my head rent free. I wish shiba's va did small comms like I've seen other voice actors do sometimes bc i would pay him money to hear him voice act that post as Shiba for real. But i can dream

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

I know i like Just finished talking abt how much i love the shiba memes but i also dislike how Majority of what i see of shiba is Just the memes and jokes. I wouldn't go as far as say i despise them at all (or i wouldn't have a folder of shiba memes) but I think its disappointing that i hardly see anyone actually take him seriously as a character or give him any consideration for analysis. Or not as much as I'd like to see, anyways (when i do see it it fucks hard though.) I also get the impression sometimes that some people take delight in the memes + clowning on shiba specifically bc they think he's just Not well written or interesting which bums me out a little.

23. Favorite picture of this character?

this clown shiba edit i made a yearish ago. i hold it close to my heart.

#initially for number 20 i was going to answer sho/coco bc i think their canon dynamic is hilarious #but its hardly the ideal friendship for him. its the ideal friendship for ME as a spectator. #i think if sho was open to relationships w other ppl the main thing he'd want out of them #is just someone to bounce off or entertain his wacky thoughts and ideas with. of which i see susukichi being more receptive to than coco #any other character would either be confused or terrified or just be like ''yeah ok sure whatever dude'' #ask #twewy #neo twewy

[theageofsims]

William's maker (well -- sort of. Game wise, I am, lmao.)

#been on this harrison ford train since age 20 #I am now 36 #and his ass is still my number one favorite actor #saw him in Call of the Wild just before covid literally happened #got my ass out to see him be Indiana Jones one last time over the summer #Can't wait to see him in the new Captain America movie with Anthony Mackie... his first time being in Marvel. #yes... the feels run DEEP with this fucking bastard lmao can you notice the endearment? haha #there is no point to this post except to just mention who William's maker is lmao #like from time to time I'm like wait a second... WAIT A SECOND... why am I STILL writing for this dude? Oh right -- right. I remember now #and why do I find it so easy flowing? Oh that's right... I pull from his long ass list of films from the 70s into today #that's a lot of characters... A LOT. #blurb

[mosstrades]

Ya boy's deleted/locked himself out of every social media except for Tumblr. It won! It fucking won! Don't forget you're here forever!

#(and youtube and discord im not a monk) #It's the way exploitative content algorithms are easily circumvented. and the rigorous dash curation. and my frens:-) #it's a shame bc social media is like... useful for meeting ppl and accessing good creative works and genuinely worthwhile stuff #but i guess now I'm gonna have to go outside for that kinda stuff #can't hurt to try #nick.txt #if not for the gruesome app-ification of regular life (i need an app to access my fucking washing machine) i wouldve sincerely switched to #using a flip phone #and just kept my computer as a way to access the Webs #the webs arent inherently negative! theyre such a good tool! i just have brainworms as-is and its all DESIGNED to make them worse #i read so many books before i got a phone. and tbf. that was ALSO when the mental illness hit. which was unrelated. #so it's not ALL just because im always on that damn phone #but still #so many hours i lose on fucking reddit of all things. 4 hours watching instagram reels and i retained absolutely fuck all #and no roadblocks i set for myself (timers and uninstalling the apps and everything) are enough #i cant keep doing this dude. im gonna be 20 next year. i miss *books*. I miss writing and drawing and going outside just to be outside #i AM genuinely sad at how not having instagram will make having a social life in uni actually harder lmao but we stay silly #if i die and god shows me how many hours i spent on twitter and the number has more than two digits im gonna get so depressed ill die twice

[thewingedwolf]

@breanime the issue is that there’s so many things that could be causing it that basically every time i go to a pcp and say “the nausea is kicking my ass” they just kinda shrug. like it could be the fibromyalgia, the h. pylori, the lactose intolerance, the gerd, or something completely new (my mother actually does think i might have a hernia so you are possibly on the right track there) and trying to impress upon a doctor that my symptoms are severe enough that i’m complaining means they are likely at a point where a normal person would go to the ER, but a lot of them just kinda act like i complain to hear myself talk. like, the last two i had just put me on The Fibro Meds and when i said “hey i’m not sure these are doing much” they went “well those are the fibro meds so keep at it” like they won’t even give me things to ease the symptoms atp and im like 80% sure there’s a sticky note in my file that says “drug seeker and hypochondriac” bc the amount of times i’ve been dropped by a doctor or blown off in the past two years is kind of insane.

#replies #breanime #i *am* actually worried it’s a hernia. i’ve been thinking of completely switching groups bc i went from feeling like i finally had doctor’s #that cared about me to. after i got the fibro diagnosis. just being completely abandoned several times by several doctors #and that is not even counting the number of therapists that straight up drop me bc i’m too crazy. like will say To My Face they don’t do #cases like me. idk how u become a doctor and see a 20 year old sobbing in your office bc their body is just. broken. and go ‘nothing i can #do to help sorry’ like it’s insane to me i cry over random patrons at work i can’t help and u won’t help a sick person????? #anyway i didn’t mean to rant i’ve just been nauseous for like six months straight and i’m over it #i’m sorry u had a hernia tho those are rough i had a gym teacher who had one and he really went thru it poor dude 😭 #the amount of weed i’ve smoked to ease my nausea and swelling and pain………not healthy!!! #but if i say ‘the weed is the only thing that helps’ they accuse me of drug seeking. yeah bitch i am seeking drugs bc i’m sick! #also i appreciate whenever i make sad posts u specifically are like ‘oh no 😭’ more valid than any doctor

[cowardlylearningtobebrave]

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#so because i hate myself obviously i decided to finally finish naruto. after all those years. it was time #and damn you guys. and here i mean you guys who love this show. i would like to ask you how #i skipped all the filler eps for my own sanity (thank you anime filler list i owe you several hours of my life) #i have seen the first 250eps or so when it was still freshly coming out all those *checks watch* eleven years ago. wow. horrifying. #so it only took me like 3 days since i also kept skipping all the flashback scenes. some of which i have seen at least 20 times #im not even joking. 20 times. the exact same scenes. within 100-200 eps. why and also fuck you #anyways #i have just a few more to go but i know how it ends anyways so its just a formality now but like. i have just one teeny tiny question #why the fuck. is sasuke evil again #for the ten thousandth time #yo fans of naruto. completely seriously how do you deal with this shit #i dont hate the show. it has been a huge formative anime of my childhood/adolescence. my entrance to fandom #my reason to learn english and also japanese #my reason to start drawing and writing and creating and so on and so forth #but my fucking dudes. the story writing of the show is so shit #the show couldve ended at ep 340 or so. for what reason were there fifty different plot twists #i swear no one was amazed anymore. there were no plot holes to fill i promise you. why would you keep snowballing more #''secret evil plots'' and ''actually even stronger eviler more god-like creature that wants to end humanity for whatever reason'' #this is like number one rule of good story telling. you cannot keep telling the reader actually this was all someone else's evil plan #and then keep going with the ''actually'' three more times #im so annoyed because regardless of how bad the quality of the show always was and how mediocre some of the characters were #*cough* all the women ones *cough* #i still loved the show. if nothing else for nostalgia sake #but sasuke turning evil for the nth time like 10 eps before the show ends really makes me want to throw hands #to quote my real life friend chidi anagonye: the dot above the 'i' broke me. sasuke being evil again for one last plot twist did it #his character is so empty what the hell. i cant even say that his actions are out of character bc i dont think he even has any #also now that i started shitting at the show. whats with all those bible references. why?? for what reason???? stop? #i get izanagi and izanami and a literal ep called sengoku jidai but my dude. cant you just do one? #(if i see obito's tragic backstory flashback one more fucjing time i will lose it i swear on this. or worse - turn evil!) #also if anyone of you read this whole rant im sorry but also this ones on you <3

[momentary-ecstasy]

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#jfc #the number of mid-20s dudes into 16yos in pll is disturbing #pll rewatch #pll #they need a law and order svu crossover where olivia benson just sighs a whole bunch and fills up the jails

[sluttyten]

I still have 5 hours left in my shift 😭😭😭

#I just…. #really wanna go home today #not having a good day. I started my period this morning and then I got to work and found out only me and one other opener were there but our #opening manager wasn’t here yet so she was late and we spent the next 20 minutes rushing to get everything set up before we opened #and then we immediately started getting customers and it’s just been busy and I’m tired and just don’t feel good bc of my period #and then so far I’ve had 2 of my least favorite customers come through the drive thru where I’m working #one is this dude who’s just fucking annoying another is the guy that asked for my number a few months ago who I haven’t seen since I turned #him down so I took his order and then made someone else deal with him at the window #and then it got busy with everyone ordering drinks like hot coffees which meant I had to walk from our drive thru out to the lobby bc my #coffees were out bc everyone wants coffee today but when I would do that I would still have to be taking orders #and then someone cleared a few specialty coffees off the barista screen without making them while the person was sitting in the drive thru #so I had to make those while doing other stuff too and people were asking me questions #and I was just getting very overstimulated and annoyed plus I’m hungry #and I just want to leave and go home and sleep but it’s my best friend’s birthday so she’s probably gonna want to do something later but I #just don’t feel up to it and I know she’s probably ready to hang out because she’s been off for 10 days with Covid so she’s well rested now #for her birthday but 😭😭😭 I just want to crash into my bed so hard and not wake up until noon tomorrow #also the coworker I work with every day and don’t like is here today unfortunately #and also all of the speakers we use to play music in the back are dead right now and I just want to play music #first world problems but I have so little patience today

[saintlesbian]

coming up with names for characters in my silly little soapy furry comic im writing and. the male/female ratio is exactly 1:2 right now its so fucked lmao

#pentababbles #theres 10 guys and 20 women shit dude. #i don't like making male characters it seems! and when i do make them male they don't stay male for long ^_^ #but despite these numbers theres not supposed to b that many wlw actually. at least half thos girls r straight :( #and the dating pool in felicity is shallow af if theres only 1 guy for every 2 women #3 of those men are gay too so. i gotta make more boys methinks

[beaversatemygrandma]

Going around a roundabout, 2mph faster than you should be, butt cheeks clenched, screaming, hoping you don’t somehow slip into the next lane that leads into the interstate/the point of no return.

I did this twice today. I don’t know how to feel about this.

#taks speaks #also idk how going 30mph around one makes it feel like you're about to get yeeted out the window #new enemy on the road made #its still tanker trucks in the number one spot tho #there's literally three of them on the way to my sisters school. THREE. #in my hometown there's like one. and it leads into some gated community #but today in just eight miles i went through six and i hate it #then for the next i slowed to 20 and got cut off by some guy coming off the interstate #*i need to add some sort of excitement while driving to soothe the anxiety* #*give myself a reason to be vibrating for literally no reason* #today that reason was going too fast around a damn circle #and that one guy who was riding my ass when i was going 5 over so i slowed to the speed limit out of spite #it was in a no passing zone. ha. #i always wanted to do that and that guy came out of nowhere so suck it random dude