#even if i think it’ll be sad

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

What if I told u,,,,, a RepairBot-Reader comic-tidbit was in the works,,,,

(WiPs!)

Featuring! A small and sweet moment for ReaderBot making a new friend <3

(don’t worry, there’s some nice angst in there, too)

: )

What do you see, ReaderBot ?

#tw panic attack #tw child murder #more like the implied past memory of child murder but still #it’s canon-aligning but nothing is actually shown #ptsd tw #idk of it’ll even include blood tbh? I think the Implication of the scene is enough to get the idea across #tidbit #wip #comic wip #fnaf au #fnaf x y/n #fnaf x reader #fnaf moon x y/n #fnaf moon x reader #bones of a rabbit fnaf #sneak peek #readerbot au #repairbot au #I’m sorry I do this to u ReaderBot but ur so full of potential #while I was streaming one of my friends was like. this au is so sad bc u can’t blame either moon or ReaderBot #bc one was infected and completely out of his right mind. barely a shell of himself #but the other isn’t wrong for being afraid and still affected by what he did #and I was like YESSSS YOU GET IT #I love moral conundrums ok

[simcardiac-arrested]

once again sorry to everyone for bringing this to your dashboards. but some of you are like, genuinely delirious. not even in a funny way. & i hope you die. i hope we both die. hand in unlovable hand etc etc

#Just so fucking bizarre to me how people can be Like This. there has to be something so wrong with your brain on a fundamental level #i can’t even laugh about this or anything because i genuinely feel pity for these people. it’s so sad to me how you’re gonna be like 20 #and then go in a niche tumblr community and create drama over Nothing. over Thin Fucking Air #like do you not have a life? do you not have college? or a job? doesn’t it get tiring? don’t you ever feel ashamed about all this #and the fact that they go and complain about the shipping and the ‘fandombrained’ people as well…. oh my god #how are you going to be TWENTY. and DO THAT. are you seriously sick. ? do you need help #just say you are homophobic and that you hate kids and go. it’ll save everyone a bunch of time for sure #anyways. as someone who has been a rain world fan since 2018. i love you embracing canon. i love you changing canon. i love you disregarding #canon entirely. i love you ships that make sense in canon & that make absolutely zero sense at all. i love you fancharacters that don’t #follow canon rules. i love you ‘cringe’ fancharacters and self inserts. i love you self shipping. i love you oc x canon shipping. #and i love you taking inspiration from designs. i love you community & i love you artists & i love you art #i love you borrowing elements and being inspired and referencing something because you liked it. #are fandoms perfect? GOOD GOD no. is every Fan perfect? no. am i also sometimes annoyed or irrationally pissed off over a ship that #i think is stupid and is illogical. Yes! i’m only human! but i can still love and appreciate the whole CREATIVITY of it all. and the whole #Fun that people are having. i love you having fun. if i don’t like it or if anyone else doesn’t like it they can just Cope #instead of hateposting about it on main and indirectly bullying people who are most likely children. or lgbt. or both #anyways. please continue doing whatever you want. The world is your oyster and you only live on earth once #everyone else can fuck off

[focsle]

My work schedule is so exhausting tomorrow and I already know I’m gonna be sore as hell since I’m already sore now…the thing that’s keeping me going is I bought fresh coffee beans. That’s my bribe for the morning. IT’S THE SMALL THINGS.

#the next day…also exhausting #I think I gotta take a 3 day break from the comic even tho that makes me sad #and I will just sit on the couch like an aimless lump…but it’ll put my body outta commission if I work on it in addition to my Days

[ocarinaofpride]

very much scared about wtf theyre gonna do in rebirth man….. all the fanservice shit in the demo/trailer is making me worried about if square enix is just gonna push to appealing to the fujo s*fik*ra fans…. and well. they probably are . a bit. the official playstation uk account on twitter made a tweet playing into that… which already irritated me but seeing the weird dialogue with sephiroth and cloud in the demo??? oh yeah its over. we are finished. This game will piss me off more than i thought it would 😭😭😭😭😭 auggghh i wish remake never existed its so useless . whatever

#genuinely cannot stand anything from remake #some of the things they do is done SOMEWHAT well sure #i think the way they did seph was pretty neat! even if weirdos ruined it #but theres a lot of glaring issues even with seph that i just… Cannot get behind #and the insert of just fanservice stuff over and over again is definitely a massive issue #yeah fanservice is guaranteed in stuff like this i know that #but sometimes it can get so bad it’ll just ruin everything. Not to be overdramatic #i really wish i could like the remake games and have fun but i cant… i cant… #watching my favorite thing get destroyed makes me SAD

[justinefrischmanngf]

HAVE SHIFTS FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS AND BY GOD ARE THEY SEXY!!!!!!!!!!

#got my shifts for next week a couple days ago but now having them both is like #fuck we might be onto something here !!!!!! #guysssss this is good this is really really good #it’s not perfect but it’s very good #i may no longer be teaching one student i really like though and if that’s the case it’ll be rly sad but it might not be the case so fingers #crossed !!!!!!! but my hours r very good out of what could reasonably be asked for #like if i could get slightly more that’d be even better but what this is is fantastic i cannot lie #very very very happy about this and also very relieved #bc if they’re scheduling me in this way then they clearly think i’m doing a good job AND it means there’s less immediate worry abt me #getting another job which is amazing #like i was rly worried that as the term started my hours would take a dip bc people might be more available/they’ve got a better idea of me #so how much do they rly want me around but it hasn’t !!!!! and touch wood everything keeps going smoothly bc i’ve got More hours than ladt #term and that is exactly what i need and have been hoping for #🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿 i dont want to jinx this but my god this is good news

[goldenhypen]

i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(

#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY #it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures #we’ve come a long way yall 🥲 #NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG #WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER #and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so #like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭 #i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭 #and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡 #but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog #i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again #if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog #cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here #and that’s ok w me #ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭 #maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐 #and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻‍♀️ #no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻 #i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me #but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that #but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn #em speaks

[doggolol]

the timing of them casting ethan slater in spamalot is insane

#what made them think it was the right decision. like really #I wasnt really interested in the show anyways but I feel like it’ll def negatively affect the show even slightly #look he’s a great actor for sure but did they not think abt the response they’ll obviously get 😭 #at any other time I would’ve been happy for him and excited but now I’m honestly kinda sad #ethan slater #doggo rambles

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[teabookgremlin]

I WANNA BE HAPPT IM READY TO WALK INTO MY ROOM WITHOUT LOOKING FOR YOU GO IP TO THE TOP OF MY BUILDINF AND REMEMBER MY DOG WHEN I SEE THE FULL MOON

#really sad tonight #i miss justice and iris and king #something is hitting me really hard about not having a dog rn #i think it’s that this weekend we’re visiting our parent org and the last i was there was to drop off king #and also im planning on starting to clear his stuff out of my room #i haven’t been able to bring myself to do it yet #and i know all three of my pups are doing awesome #but one of them any of them should still me with me rn #also i’m stressed that the president of the puppy raising club will fuck me over for getting an 8 week old this summer #bc i’m living in a student apartment so dog stuff goes through the student accessibility services #and we’re not sure if they will ok an 8 week old but i don’t think they actually need to know the age of the dog #so we can simply not tell them that it’s a baby bc i doubt it’ll cause any big issues #and i have to pay a pet fee anyway for my apartment so like #but i’m concerned her rule following will somehow fuck it over for me #even tho she’s graduating before i’d even be getting the dog #and if she fucks it over and i have to wait even longer for a dog i’m gonna end up in a shit place mentally #bc rn im just taking time to recover from the hard time i’ve hard raising so far #but by this summer i think i’ll be ready and start hitting a point where not having a dog will be worse mentally than having one #anyway rant over #but yeah this bit of the song is hitting #bc yeah i walk into my room and see the dog kennel #and king should be in it #but he’s not bc he flunked out #and i just am constantly thinking about him or justice or iris #i just feel like shit rn #i also ate too many cadbury mini eggs so my stomach hurts #i think i’m mostly past the point of blaming myself for my dogs’ issues tho so #that’s progress

[libartz]

I finally got the dance scene with Wyll and started the romance finally

it was the cutest thing ever but then the next morning I saw that exclamation above Gale's head and I knew what was coming

I'M SORRY GALE

ANOTHER PLAYTHROUGH I PROMISE

#I’ve got a pink warlock for u #they’ll even let you become god! #get with lae'zel I think it'll be good #although... to be fair... #we hadn't actually DONE anything. I just had the thought of kissing you in the weave #it's not like we were actually IN a relationship. still sad tho #lil talks #bg3 #again. Ideal situation is both of them + halsin #there is a mod for it but I’m worried it’ll break stuff

[evermoredeluxe]

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#sometimes i think about how i’ll never meet taylor or even if i do it’ll be a quick thing and not a proper meet and that makes me sad #call me a cupcake w a parasocial rs idc #arshia talks

[akkivee]

i’m dying out here 😭😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking #IM SAD AND SLEEPY WHICH MEANS A VERY SPECIFIC TYPE OF KUUKOU BRAINROT (I MISS HIS LAUGH) #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu………………… kuukou………………..😭😭😭😭😭 #when will we next see him…….??? dhbat➕ manga returns this week?? next week?? #soon but not fast enough and who knows if it’ll even feature bat lol 😭😭😭 #lol i was thinking about how keyed up kuukou sounded during the 2gumi soul swap #like his voice just got progressively louder??? rowdier???? up until he attempted to exorcise juto’s soul out of jyushi #and there is absolutely nothing else to this thought lmao the brain is stuck on a keyed up kuukou moment because IM keyed up for content lol #we might get lucky and see bat at the end of the 3gumi event……………. but what then…………… #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu #c: kuukou👑

[beanie-twink]

I dog on younger gen z a lot (I’m older gen z) but sometimes they’re so sweet. I posted on tiktok how I’m rewatching doctor who for the first time since I was a kid and someone said I’m so cool😭my inner 14 year old is crying

#that is so sweet #flashback to my nerdy isolated young self who had hardly anyone to engage in fandom with #I felt so isolated and alone when I was first a dw fan #I think #I mean I still feel alone but in a different way #I’ve actually felt more apart of fandom than I used to #which makes me so happy bc that’s all I ever wanted #I found one of my old posts tonight on here actually about how I was in fandom but always felt like it was the outside looking in #it’s sad that even in fandom I felt that way #I want to go back in time and tell younger me that’ll it’ll turn out okay #doctor who #anyways don’t mind me I’m being emotional over this #fandom

[poppyseedsphone]

Why the hell are the contestants in the pride month post UFE. Homophobic Popcorn moment /j

#generic object battle #gob #object shows #osc #I’m GOB posting cuz somehow I got addicted to it and the tag is full of irrelevant stuff so I need to fix that #I need more content and I’m too scared to find the fandom outside of tumblr #anyways I’m so sad that these guys are UFE I want them all to stay :( I was too late to vote #I guess I’d most want cologne out even tho I rlly want him to stay (I wanna see if he gets gf/bf) #Lime doesn’t deserve it and Curtain is well. one of my faves tbh. #I mean I guess the eliminated contestants are free I think so.. maybe it’ll be ok :(

[ifyourereadingthisblinktwice]

i hate world building cause i’ll have short periods of time where it’s the only thing i wanna work on and i get a bunch of ideas super quickly and the rest of the time is spent like. wow this is the worst thing i’ve ever made i should just scrap it entirely and never look at it again cause i suck at it. and then there’s right now which is a weird blend of the two

#like i wanna work on it rn but. also have no ideas and i don’t know where to proceed #like i have to change some stuff for it to work. and i don’t wanna think about it cause it feels like i’m going so far from original idea. #like i was gonna make it a dnd campaign for my friends but i keep thinking that’s not the best format for this cause im shit at writing #and dont think i can make the story at cool and interesting as i want it to be #or that it’s even as cool and interesting as i think it is #like i keep thinking this would work better as a book or another format #but i can’t write! especially beginnings and endings so i feel like i’m stuck in a weird middle and it sucks #i’ve been working on this for years now and i feel like i’ve gotten nowhere for the amount of time i’ve spent on it #it’s so unmotivating and the more i think about it the less i wanna work on it cause i have such high expectations for it #that i know for a fact it’ll never reach #i’m just. #i’m just really sad about it. like about to cry about it sad #vent #i guess #i love writing in the tags cause no one reads them #also feeling like i wasted money cause i got a world anvil yearly thing and i love it but. i rarely use it for the above reasons #ugh i hate this #me rambling #the urge to delete everything i’ve done for it thus far is so real rn

[dent-de-leon]

Aw man. I know I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up or anything, but after seeing King's last scene at the end of the campaign, the way he had such a crush on Caleb and just went for it--it just makes me so sad we didn't get that anymore in the oneshots. I just miss all those playful and sweet moments between the Circus Man and Magic Man, and it's disappointing that we didn't get any chance to explore that or some sort of closure for those feelings. Especially since King was so forward about it in the end of c2 and we know his whole thing is chasing after what he likes.

And it's just? Heartbreaking? To see the rest of the Nein with their partners and then King just there alone, it just makes him feel more left out. Especially with the way king almost took the pact immediately and just said it was fine cause he didn’t have anything to lose like the rest of the Nein. That just hurts.

I don't know. I just wish he had some time to talk with Caleb, sort out those feelings, reconnect. We know he's getting his memories back, that things still linger. If he knew that handsome magician was the one who tried to bring him back to life, returned a forehead kiss from a lifetime ago, would it make him rethink selling his soul just for the thrill of it?

#kingsley breaks my heart #i just really wish we got more time to explore their relationship especially with how c2 ended and the little widomauk nods in the book #maybe it was one of those little plot things got dropped for time but i liked that end in c2 cause there was at least hope #it makes me so sad to think those feelings would just go away i hope we get to go back to their easy flirting and forehead kisses one day #I fell asleep like halfway through last night and now I don’t even think I wanna watch the rest it’ll make me too sad