#everyone wants to always touch me

[arctic-bookclub]

something about how phil has missa’s volume turned up because of the time missa was playing on a laptop at a hotel with a low volume mic, something about how despite his mic being normal now phil hasn’t turned his volume down not even one bit despite always changing everyone else’s volumes when needed, something about how regardless of how many people are in the room missa is always the loudest in phil’s pov, always the easiest to hear, something about how you can always hear missa over everyone else from phil’s pov, something about how that doesn’t bother phil in the slightest, something about this never being aknowledged by phil and something about it not needing to be, for it’s how it’s supposed to be

#qsmp #death duo #deathduo #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #pissa #every time phil and missa are in the same room with others #you can always hear missa over everyone else phil’s pov #in phil’s pov* #and i find it so fascinating #like it’s so obvious and i’m always surprised phil does nothing about it #he’s adjusted volumes while missa is talking and yet he never even touches missa’s volume slider #doesn’t even glance at it #like it feels purposeful almost and that drives me insane /positive #also the potential implications in character drive me insane even further #it’s like qphil sees qmissa as the persob in the room he never wants to miss a single word from #person* #he always wants to hear what he has to say over everyone else #goddd #anyway #this post was prompted by me seeing clip of the deathduo hug before they got yeeted into purgatory #and it feeling so off that missa’s ’hug me’ wasn’t loud and clear #because the clip was from missa’s pov and not phil’s #anyway ignore the typos it’s such an ungodly hour that i refuse to say it and i’m on mobile

[bakudekublogblog]

alright I’m bored so here’s my extremely optimistic crack theory: assuming katsuki seeing a vestige means we’ll see him in the vestige realm, when kudo sorted through izuku’s memories he put his forehead on the wall right??

what if izuku is having a crisis about being left quirkless again and vestige katsuki needs to touch foreheads with izuku to show him all his memories of izuku being heroic without a quirk and he tells him “you never needed a quirk. you were always a hero” or something like that because it’s what izuku always needed to hear

#bakudeku #bkdk #me at three am waking up in cold sweat #HERES HOW BKDK FOREHEAD TOUCH CAN STILL WIN #and then they kiss with tongue and hori shows all of it bc he’s a weird little freak and we all win #and everyone clapped #anyway that’s what I would do if #if I could possess horikoshi’s body and write the resolution #and then I’d add 30 panels of hugging and kissing and post them all online immediately on his Twitter then log out #this isn’t even a theory this is just me explaining why the plot demands a bkdk forehead touch it’s all there it’s been set up #and izuku sees all the memories of him standing up to katsuki and sludge villain and the river scene again #and them forehead touching is at the for front #and izuku closes his eyes and breathes deeply #BC ITS WHAT HES ALWAYS WANTED TO HEAR AND HE HEARS IT FROM KACCHAN #anyway horikoshi let me into your brain I have ideas now draw it DO IT HORI DO IT LISTEN TO ME HORI WE CAN AND WE SHOULD

[treasure-goblin]

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#i could just delete everything #make it all go away #tell like two people my alt we can keep in touch but thats about it #although theres 4 people I'd miss #i wanna be done #i want to take control of this situation and the only way to do that is extremes #“you cant be in control all the time” i fucking know that no one knows that better than me my entire life has been someone elses #ever since this shitshow began #and now i have a way to take control right in front of me #but it means cutting off everyone and starting anew #and as tempting as that is #my actions hold consequences #not just for me #so im stuck #like i always am #actually... #only 10 people would really notice...

[searihart]

Imma make doodles for everyone because I can. Also Fuuta mains the Blaster in Splatoon

#saori spending time in trying to figure out how to or IF shes allowed to hug fuuta #also Yuno and her always mess with him in one way or another #like i can see them playing and him getting caught on the crossfire #the first time she hugs him he goes 'WHAT THE FUCK DONT TOUCH ME' and she immediately lets go and apologizes but that leaves #fuuta thinking to himself. the guy is touched starved (like everyone in that prison lmao) and kinda slowly starts to accept SMALL AND QUICK #hugs because he is still torn between wanting affection and not wanting to be touched. so kinda like tolerates them? #ocgram #saori oc #fuuta kajiyama #also this is platonic #seari doodles #milgram

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

🌸 !!CHAPTER SIX POSTED!! 🌸

Title: Four Walls

Tags: Slow burn, domesticity, friends to lovers, smut, pining post sias/pre am era

Summary: Disillusioned with LA and on the heels of a breakup, Alex goes to stay with Miles in London.

#so excited to share this one with you all! #(and even more excited to share the next one i'm currently putting the finishing touches on now... 😏) #as always i will never be able to adequately express how grateful i am to everyone who's left comments/messaged me/sent asks about this fic #it truly just means the world to me 💜 #i very much hope you enjoy this update and if you want to make my night please leave a comment when you're done reading 🥰 #milex #milex fanfic #milex fic #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #miles kane #alex turner #four walls #lulu posts

[s0fter-sin]

wow so watcher just singlehandedly killed their channel

#i get wanting to ensure your company is profitable but moving everything onto a streaming service aint it chief #we are in a cost of living crisis and you want people to pay for another service? #when most are cancelling the ones they already have? #what are they thinking #‘we wanted to keep the price low enough to make it affordable for everyone’ whos everyone? i cant afford 60-72 dollars a year #and thats in usd #for me thats 93-112 bucks a year and thats not happening #how they didnt just start with a channel membership is beyond me #this was such a short sighted and out of touch idea #and theyve already started archiving their videos which makes the whole thing feel so disingenuous #and moving everything off youtube will mean theyll have no subscriber growth bc how are people supposed to discover them? #the comments on the video are so cordial everyone is saying this stuff by the hundreds #so heres hoping they roll it back #even their reasons for it being they cant do bigger production shows bc of their budget #people dont watch you for the production #i for one was a little put out when they started overproducing their shows it felt like they were trying to hard #its always been about their personalities #i just cant believe they didnt think this through #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #hey there demons it’s me ya boy #watcher #buzzfeed unsolved #shane madej #ryan bergara #steven lim #ghoul boys #ghost files

[yaoianime]

Soon im rly gonna do it

#🕸️ #sui mention #< in the tags tho cuz it feels nicer to talk abt this in tags than in the post itself cuz to me posts are like talking normally but tags are #like whispering? talking you can tune out if you want but whispering is rather more voluntary to say it doesnt matter however #every single year passes and i wish i didnt live in each and every one of them i feel disconnected dissatisfied empty disappointed every day #it can be a small part of a day or a bigger but its still there clenching onto me like and never letting go im tired of it theres always a #wall between me and otyer ppl im unsure if i put it there or was it put there by other ppl but its there and even if anyone tries to reach #into it do i understand how even if close are we really far away it makes me understand just how much of an abnormality i am and how much i #cant ever be like them no matter how much i try and climb and crawl until i bleed its exhausting its maddening #almost everything i do is shaped by spite i wear one bracelet for years out of spite i dont smoke out of spite i dont shave my hands not #only because im normal abt body hair but also out of spite the more i know ppl the spiteful i get only way for me to truly like someone is #to keep them at a lenght outside that wall if they get in then theres only two choices for them to dislike me or even hate my entire being #or me to shove them back out without ever letting them get in #coworkers say im a nice kind person but im not its all just a facade to make my life easier and to suit myself im hateful but i dont believe #its entirely my fault after all they will to my face make fun of. laugh at. and hate everything of me they would see in other ppl that dont #hide it deep within like i do and then it rly hits me how different abnormal foul disgusting and unnatural i am #im hit with his every talk that goes on too long every word that keeps going every touch every expression every comment made on my behalf #its exhausting to live this way i fear im near my limit i havent reached it but who knows when i will #i sometimes dream of doing it and leaving behind a note wishing nothing but painful suffering to everyone i ever knew irl but i dont want to #do that to my best friends and my dog but who knows how long its left before the thread breaks #thats all like comment and subscribe if you personally would do me a favor by taking me out back and shooting me

[hopeless-astronaut]

As bad as things were, you were glad you had Qiu and Tamarack here with you.

Higher quality under the cut 💕

Also background is from the game, I did not draw that!!

Bonus version w/ diff mc hairstyle and w/o game background:

#our life now and forever #our life 2 #OL2 #olnf fanart #our life 2 fanart #our life mc #our life fanart #tamarack baumann #qiu lin #my art #walking to school together is one of my favorite scenes so far #it's something i always wanted to do but i live in too big of a town for that to be possible and safe #no lie i play the prologue like twice a week cuz I love it so much #sooooooo unbelievably excited for more and also the kickstarter #just gonna mail gb lady my card and life savings i think. whatever it takes 💕 #maybe I'll do this with my other mcs? we'll see ig #tama and qiu my beloveds one day I promise I'll draw you both properly but i got lazy. I'm so sorry 😔 #and holy shit I could NAWT make a high quality gif for the life of me 😭 tried like 8 diff apps and websites and this was the best one #if u read this far and have a good one to recommend please gods lmk #alright alright I'm done ranting. everyone go touch grass and drink some water <- will not follow their own advice #wait one more thing this mcs name is Gracie Woods! well her nickname is gracie and her first name is just my irl name #mc gracie

[bangcakes]

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#personal #i think that like... the dam's broken. for lack of a better term #or i guess the ice ???? idk man #either way. been messaging back n forth with him like crazy for the past few days #i just decided that like.... whatever. if i feel like saying something i should just say it to him !!! #and i think me being open has led to him being open.... #god its so hard when both ppl only really talk when they have something to say JFJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJJD #like... i cant even make up a reason to talk to him. i cant pretend to be dumb n not understand anything. he'll know its bullshit NDJDJDJDN #n e way...... defs met my match here lmao. but really its been so nice just being able to talk to him when i want. bc waiting until being i #person was getting so !!@@@ long !!! like god. i didnt know i could miss someone so bad...... its so !!@@@@@@ #gah !!!!!!!!!!!! #n e way. things are goin in the right direction #and hahaha !!!!!!@ i have a game plan to make sure we stay in touch too !!!!! me n one of my other friends promised to keep in touch with #each other and i was like oh should we invite everyone else. and she was like oh !! maybe ____ so i was like !!!!!!!! #so true !!!!!!!!!!@ #gosh im so excited i really like them both so much we're all similar temperaments so ya..... ive wanted to make sure i keep them JFJFJFJD #n e way. we still havent asked him but hopefully he says yes !!!! bc he always sits behind us n im just like !!!! ik you wanna sit with us #so just sit beside us istg !!!! but ah ... i think hes shy #god hes so cute #and shes like not competition btw. like..... she has a bf. she knows i like this guy now (i spilled. i couldnt hold it in 💀💀💀). and ya !! #hopefully exciting things coming!!!

[araneapeixes]

OH HEY HAPPY LESBIAN ALOY TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE ❗️❗️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

#she is a lesbian btw #i will not be taking notes on this #normally i obviously dont care if a queer caharcter is gay or bi os smth else. #BUT the people who are DESPERATE to ship her with men have PISSED me OFF #theyve always got on my nerves. but there has been an exceptional amount of weirdness and lesbophobia since the reveal #like honestly eren/d couldve been an excellent str8 man bestie. just a broski #but people wanted them to fuck so bad it makes me want to tho up anytime i see him so. born 2 be a lover forced 2 be a hater #ANYWAYS um ill be riding this dopamine high for weeks thanks #ive spoken extensively in tags on my personal blog already #but i just wanted to tell you here as well. that im goimg yaauayauaugda!!!! #my GIRL 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ #honestly the VINDICATION… we just dont lose babes #i do t care if the romance storyline is good btw i only care that my baby is a dyke #looking at peoples desperate excuses to disapprove would usually make me feel bad but honestly im enjoying reading all those posts im like #yeah eat shit loser you cant touch meeee #hfw spoilers #hzd spoilers #horizon burning shores #ig. im pretty sure everyone in the fandom has heard already lol

[bunnihearted]

im so stupid for thinking anyone would ever love me

#ever since i was 13 i've longed for 'love' #i watched others around me start going on dates and getting their first kiss getting into their first relationships #i thought 'it's ok. when u start high school u'll have a bf' #but hs came and i watched everyone around me have sex for the first time and get into more serious relationships and fall in love etc etc #i was still alone and unwanted. so i thought it's ok. it's ok. maybe when u get ur first job or get into ur 20s. maybe online. maybe maybe #now im still... alone. and unwanted. i dont think ppl who hasnt experienced this knows how fkn isolating and alienating it is #no one has ever wanted to date me. or kiss me. or have sex w me. or had a crush on me or been in love w me. #i have no idea what it feels when someone touches me. i've never experienced what it's like .. all those things i dont wanna think abt it #i feel so extremely hideous and disgusting. like a disease no one wants to get close to. and why do i still long and ache for it??? #shouldnt i have gotten used to it by now? i fall in love. i want. but i always do it all on my own. hust as im alone in everything. #*just. trying not to kms bc i couldnt press the right fkn letter dumb bitch #i want to.. i want to.. but i dont think im someone who gets to experience these things

[pogasm]

i wish i could be like. very autistically honest w people sometimes

#like i wish i cld jst. SAY what i rlly mean #but things like that will always b seen as like. too intimate for the situation??? #like idk i have a lot of affection for ppl i like but when i try to express that it comes off as romantic interest #like when i say i like being close to you and touching u nd shit like that. it jst means that. it doesn’t mean i wanna fuck u #and that just like. makes me come off as a very flirty person in general when that’s honestly jst how i am #and so. to combat that i try to be very cold in rships so they don’t think i want them #and it’s like. i cant express my true feelings ab someone bc i know i’ll be misunderstood #idk most of the time i just feel like i’m speaking a diff language frm everyone #like everything i ever say will always be misunderstood. so i jst. don’t say things #if i cant express m’y feelings without them being seen for what they are then i just…. wont express them #anyone else do this or is it jst me😂😂😂😂😂

[bookwyrminspiration]

Line for you to find:

“It’s yet another reason I didn’t want to involve my family. I’ve never done anything I didn’t believe in—but that doesn’t mean I haven’t crossed hard lines.”

I have to concede this one to you, Mr. Pyren. I knew I recognized it, but I couldn't place it even after over half and hour of brainstorming. Because I got it in my head that it was an Alden quote, but when I couldn't find it I went to the internet to double check, and unfortunately it showed me the page number, so I ruined the test </3

alas! it is so obvious now that I've gotten past the Alden thing! but I think it's no surprise I missed the lodestar quote, that book mysteriously vanishes from so many memories

#quil finds quotes #quil's queries #fintan-pyren #i wish I hadn't ruined it for myself I would've liked this challenge #the way I've been timing it for reference. is I don't start the timer until I actually open the first book #any brainstorming before that is free game #but once I hit 15 min or I can tell I'm off and I'll allow myself to look up the quote for a tiny bit more context to jog my memory #i did it with one other #and that didn't show me the page number #so I thought i'd be good here #alas. I was not #if I'd stopped thinking about alden and remembered it was juline? #would've taken me like 3 minutes tops she's not here a lot. so #but anyway! touche fin! #in my head you are like. my companion. my rival but we are on the same side. and also friends and not rivals. you know? #we've both got keeper special interests so in my head we are brain beaming each other always #I would say equals but I don't want to imply everyone else is inferior #do you get what i'm saying #like. if I fuck something up you're gonna be the one to call me on it over anyone else #said positively #i'm getting distracted woop

[cinna-bunnie]

"you're easy to be comfortable around and I appreciate you being my friend" music to my fuckin EARS babe

#i am so touched i want 2 cri about it (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) #i remember the beginning of the yr by myself post breakup w No friends n having 2 start from scratch #and i had a lot of misses trying 2 make friends on dating apps but the person who ended up actually being a good friend fr was my pharmacis #like akskdkak i just thought she was rly hot n looked so artsy n cute even though she was in her lil lab coat and i was #SO shy about saying anything but she just started gassing me up immediately and it broke me out of my shell and I'd hype her up too!! #when I'd come to pick up my pills we'd be having a whole conversation while she's helping someone and someone's helping me 💀 #i eventually just asked if she wanted 2 be friends and it's been so fun the whole time (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) #i love her fr i feel the same way friend 🐇💕 #lol this other boy who works there said he loves my outfits and says I'm their most fashionable visitor 🙈 thank yoou i try n appreciate it! #he is such a sweetheart too my other pharmacy is so mean and i remember calling him n he was so warm after just talking w the others #i cried (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) he is always so sweet n easy to talk to. i wasn't sobbing or nothin but aa he was just so nice 2 me ╰(￣ω￣ｏ) 💕 #i love everyone there lol

[coffee-bat]

has any human ever actually seen a salamander irl btw

#they're like a cryptid to me #i've known about them since early childhood. i've known what they look like and that they live in the mountains. #i honestly really really wanted to see one as a kid #and i've been in the mountains so many times. hiking on non-touristy trails that should be okay for seeing wildlife. i've spent so much- #-time in the mountain woods and canyons and rivers and quarries #and never did it feel like a place where you could realistically see that thing #i know all the theory. i studied fucking zoology. i know it's just a normal ass amphibian #but for some reason i just. can't imagine seeing it? can't imagine it existing somewhere and just walking around like that in the woods #it feels like a mythical thing #hell it feels like i'm being gaslit by everyone saying they're common in the mountains #how is that thing common. how is that thing even there #my brain riots when i try to imagine a salander just being irl #y. you feel me #i don't know how to explain it they just feel like a fictional thing that you can't actually meet or see or touch #ramble #hello welcome to my Salamander Thing that i've never actually told anyone about lol #i have zoology autism 😔 #so i read everything i could on the topic since i could read and out of all the animals i learned about these fucking things just always- #-stuck out #like i'm reading a 'polish fauna' book and everything's normal and as expected then suddenly there's a bright yellow-black lizard there- #-that doesnt fit in with anything that lives here. what do you mean this thing exists HERE and youre telling me its common #where. where is it.

[hellolulu]

Finally found time to finish one piece live action,,,, why did they change Nami's backstory like that?? Bruhh

#also something rllly off about pushing the fishmen/slavery thing #bc any time any fantasy thing pushes a slavery subplot it is in order to mirror real life #but fishmen ARE a superior being capable of easily rising over others #black folks are just humans the same as their white oppressors #it just plays into the black ppl are tougher and stronger than white ppl narrative I feel #in the manga/anime did they have a plotline like that? I don't remember but I feel like Arlong just wanted to rule bc he wanted to rule #and he hated fishmen bc the majority of the other fishmen were too pacifistic for him #idk tho I read it when I was younger so! maybe the plotline was always like that with fishmen #but in any case #I disliked how they altered Nami's backstory #bc it always touched me so deeply that everyone loved and supported her silently because they believed in her #maybe they didn't want to create a 'and we the adults put all the work on the girl child's shoulders' plotline #but that original storyline was SO tight dude #other than that I enjoyed the live action and adore the cast #as a zoro lover they got my king SO right #one piece