Why I listen to Ana:
1. To stop wasting money on fast food and restaurants.
2. People will be jealous of me, instead of me being jealous of them.
3. To stop being the fat, funny friend. To be equally pretty, and not feel disgusting around other pretty girls.
4. No more painful chafing, sweating profusely and looking flushed, getting out of breath, falling behind, or knees hurting.
5. Being able to look good in any clothing. Especially crop tops, and small purses.
6. Body jewelry and tattoos will actually look good on me.
7. People will see me eating something in public and not judge, or look at me with disgust.
8. Eyes and lips will look bigger on my smaller face. Cheekbones will be visible, and contour won’t look so stupid.
9. To look good in photos, even candid photos, whether I was ready or not.
10. So that I can actually borrow someone’s clothes when I forget something, or want to go swimming spontaneously.
11. To even want to get in a pool in front of people.
12. So that my steps won’t make so much noise.
13. To quickly get ready for an outing without having to be so worried about what I’m wearing and how bad it looks.
14. To be able to be picked up, or given piggy-back rides by my partner.
15. To look good in any haircut or hairstyle, long or short, up or down.
16. To become the person I’ve always wanted to be, never thought I could be, and even gave up on before.
17. To finally feel in control of my life.
18. To get rid of the double chin, chubby cheeks, fat fupa, massive thighs, and flabby arms.
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I gained all the weight back. I Hate myself. I swear I am going to lose this damn weight. I blame college and myself. I am so ugly oh my god
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Ok I’ve always made goals for myself and a time to do so but this is IMPORTANT?!! I have to lose 10 kg every month until may which is my cousins wedding and I am DETERMINED asl. My cultural clothes are too pretty for me to look fat in
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Progress Report time
I'm getting an operating scale this weekend. Same as my old one. RIP.
So yay, celebrating.
I got weighed sometime this month and I was 160lbs. So I lost a little bit of weight from when I last weighed myself in July.
6 pounds lost(2.9 kg)
1 BMI point dropped
8.6 inches overall lost
Weightloss wasn't significant but I dropped sizes and that, for me, is pretty significant.
✨️Wishing everyone a spectacular Starving September✨️
With my mental health more stable, my motivation and scale ;my eating disorder will disorder the way I want it to this month.
Stay Strong Angels xoxo
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I’ll never be seen as sexy or hot. I will forever be “cute” if anything, because clearly I can only be something compared to an emotion we assositacte with children. That way everyone understand that you don’t actually find us attractive. We’re simply “cute”.
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Looking for other anas with high SWs or dual diagnosis (ed, alcoholism/addiction, mental health)
I started at a high weight and lost a noticeable amount of weight a few years ago, and I was so close to my gw. But I got into a happy relationship and alcoholism recovery, and gained a ton of weight. I’m no longer at my hw but I want to get lower faster.
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So everybody knows I'm on a diet, and a friend today said that he will start too, and my boyfriend said "why? You don't need to, you are not fat" and without meaning to he kinda said that I do need it because I am fat.
I know he loves me and whenever I ask him he will say I'm beautiful, but now I also know he thinks I'm fat.
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I just wanna be smaller because everything you do as an overweight person is looked at in disgust
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