#forget abt them immediately ......

[sillyabtmusic]

Dopamine - Leedo

#oneus #leedo #kim geonhak #foroneus #kflops #malegroupsnet #* my gifs #nkd.gif #oneus.gif #oneus.ld #i had six sets of timestamps but i hated the last one so i had to trim one gif. sigh #leedo the man that you are . insanity #was gonna forget to post this entirely but ive been reminded awesome. it's so scary saving posts to drafts i almost always #forget abt them immediately ......

[dan-crimes]

LMAO so funny thing is everyone knows the whole Sonic and Shadow looking alike thing is total bullshit and I totally agree those comments they try to pull in the games and show(s? I'm not technically a Sonic fan I dunno if it's multiple) make basically no sense to me but then my Mom comes in while watching Sonic Prime and says "So what, Sonic has a brother or something?" and this whole other world has opened up to me and I've seen the truth of it all

#so to clarify I do not consider myself a Sonic fan since I have never played a Sonic game and I've never read any of the comics #and idk the lore cuz I've never really bothered to watch other people play it and I have watched some of the shows #y'know my grandma had 4Kids so sometimes I would catch Sonic X on TV #but literally most of my knowledge of the Sonic franchise is just having people talk to me about it #like when I was a kid my grandma babysat these kids who were older than me I forget how old I was like under 10 I think #and one of the kid's big interest was Sonic so I would just sit and listen to him talk about Sonic the entire time I was there #he would play the games too I think but my brain didn't process any of that so I have no actual memory of the screen #I would mostly just pay attention to him talking cuz he would talk about it while playing it was great #so that is the base of my knowledge and then after my grandma stopped babysitting them it was radio silence #until y'know people would occasionally bring stuff up in videos I'd watch and I'd look @ videos about people talking abt Sonic #occasionally and see like memes or YTPs of Sonic or y'know abridged stuff #but I literally never actually watched a Sonic game until Frontiers came out and then The Murder Of Sonic the Hedgehog #and Sonic Prime is the first Sonic show I properly sat down and watched which show is great btw I enjoy it a lot #but yeah and it was vaguely purposeful like I was keeping myself away cuz I know how I am about stuff and I WILL try to learn EVERYTHING #if I get too interested in Sonic as a franchise #oh I did play Unleashed sometime after it first came out and couldn't get past like the first fuckin level but tbf I was like 7 years old #possibly 8 years old cuz I'm not 100% sure how much later I got the game but like I was really bad @ any game that wasn't just like #spamming buttons since I grew up on fighting games lmao #but yeah I dropped the game almost immediated I do not count that for anything #but yeah long story short: all my knowledge is second hand like I still think I know a good amount for what it's worth but #I wouldn't trust my own knowledge

[cinnabeat]

the curse of listening to fairy tail ops and going man the anime was so good i should watch again as if the op songs give any indication of the quality of the show itself. dont do it girl thats the devil talking

#the ops were always such bangers......... #once again if ever i would watch fairy tail again i would just skip straight to the magic games arc #best arc forever i love them so much <3 #such good quality #fucking. jellal pretending to be mystogan.....forgetting he cant show his magic bc its easily identifiable and hes on the run........immedi #immediately gets his ass kicked...... #future lucy <3 #erza my beloved going absolutely ham all the time #that one girl from mermaids tail whos brother was erza friend or something i dont remember sorry but your whole thing slapped <3 #the third gen dragon slayers #i think it was third gen anyways?? sting my beloved <3 #THE FUCKING OP???? #FEARII TEIRU!! #AND THEN MASAYUME CHASING???? the whiplash man #i dont remember much abt like. the doors to the future shit and dragon fight tbh #like i understand what happened but i dont actually remember anything past fairy tail winning the games LMAO #the scene when they all show up beaten and battered barely able to stand in front of sting #and the MUSIC!!!!! it was so good and sting was like oh I See and conceded #good shit #MAVIS!!!!!!!! #so many good things #i miss fairy tail i should wat-*gets tackled to the ground* #michi tag

[akhmatowa]

The righteous wrath against GO is strong today, isn't it? (Not meant mockingly)

At least I can always sincerely thank Neil for giving me something to do when all the other coping mechanisms fail. No anxiety is strong enough to overpower the rage inspired by a very quick scroll through the gomens hashtag 💪

#You know that story about why waiters remember their orders very well but forget them immediately after serving? Bc their brain views that #task as 'completed'. i think that's what my brain feels abt go. #it would be easy to scoff and forget if it was bad from the beginning #but the wasted potential continues to torment me 😔

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya is rather touch averse, cringing away from casual contact people give him under the guise of being distracted or idle movement. He's used to it, the Ragnvindrs and Adenlinde got him used to frequent affectionate physical contact, but it can still be entirely Uncomfortable if he's touched by someone outside those he is close to or someone he's otherwise Allowed to touch him.

#hc; kaeya #//Mentioned before; but am Elaborating on other aspects since Aven get brain juices flowing for this #//Unlike Aven; he's FAR more tolerable of people who touch him unprompted. & more willing to indulge for himself outside his comfort people #//Unless he himself had actively given the indication he doesn't want it; in that case THEN he's likely to anger & retaliate #//But yeah; his response is usually Discomfort & trying to get away from it one way or another. Can tolerate it to appear friendly; sure #//But would rather not want people to touch him so easily. Is decently okay with brief touches tho; like shoulder pats or the like #//Will actively lean into it & encourage further touching ONLY as a means to an end; adjusting any wandering hands only when going too far #//Esp if he can use that like a carrot on a string–if they concede to what he wants; they can touch him more. Maybe MORE than just that too #//He won't initiate any touch unless he deems it Absolutely Necessary; WILL internally scream if they Immediately reciprocate the contact #//Uses it as a 'reward' sometimes; a little pinch of the cheek; a hug; getting right into their space; if he sees they'll react favorably #//Maybe more if they have connection enough; like Huffman or one of his longer-running liaisons. Is p ok w/ sleeping w/ them as reward #//Sometimes he forgets some people don't like that he does this; like Rosie. Tries the tactic to get a favor then Remembers #//Absolutely apologizes; feels mortified when she scrutinizes him for it. Esp since she'd be one of few ppl who KNOWS just how Averse he is #to it in the first place. Him slipping up like that in front of HER is smth he'd STRESS over. She could hold over his head for all he knows #//How can he even joke abt it? Worse if she asks abt his way of doing things or indicate she doesnt Like that he uses himself as bait #//Has absolutely accidentally tried to seduce/bait sb like that who he absolutely should Not have. Like Jean. Ended up playing it off like #a joke between friends; but damn near had a panic attack from the guilt the moment he was safely in his office. bc Jean is SPECIAL to him #could he treat her like THAT? How could he almost let her SEE that side of him? His casual charm and facade are ONE thing #//But him actively doing something like THAT; esp for Jean of all people; is COMPLETELY off-limits; no matter his feelings #//Actually; especially BC he harbors feelings for her. Ppl like Lisa on the other hand; he is VERY comfortable doing this with/to #//She GETS the flirty habit & dishes it back without losing image of him in the way someone he regards at Jean's level possibly could #//And as far as Lisa knows; it's Only a playful habit; not a means to an end. The ones who prolly Know might be certain folks in the church #//But that's just bc he gets frequent checkups after every lil Rendezvous of his. Which is why he's got dirt on Every Single Person There #//Except Barbara; but he absolutely makes SURE she's not the one he's dealing with whenever he goes. Wants to spare her his messes #//Damn; veered a little but it's alright. 'A little'; HA. Nah; my tags are but the cluttered corkboard of my thoughts jhdbfjdf #//Diluc; Addie & Jean are the people he most Fears finding out abt his methods. Doesnt wanna THINK abt how they'd feel/regard him after tha #//Knows for SURE it'd be painful if the way they treat him changes even a SLIGHT. ESP Addie; he can bear the other two; but Addie??? #//Nah; he'd be fucken DEVASTATED. That's the ONE person he knows hold true unwavering unconditional love for him; no matter what #//To do anything to damage that? He'd be so fucken GUTTED. He expects everyone to get fed up with/disdain him at some point. But not HER #//Keeps this shit on the down low by always having dirt on the people he gets Involved with; if not using keeping it up as an incentive

[startagainaprologue]

ouuh I FORGOT. WHERE MY PREV DOODLE RQ POST WENT im so sorry chat to those who replied to it.but. i wouldg..like doodle requests though erm..

#IK I ASK FOR THEM A LOT even if. i dont do them immediately theyre nice to have on hand (i .might forget abt them a lot though) #au requests..bonus points i will skitter #pastell speaks

[yuusakuhanazawashole]

#someone needs to sedate me #yk when only a few lines make you think of a character and it makes you affiliate the entire song with them #Admin's Tag #i havent listened to Penelope Scott in a while but I checked her latest stuff and this did something to my brain #it's about the vibes #it's about the implications #it's about the vulgarity v themes #it's- for the love of god im not the only one who sees the visions right? #queueing this so I forget i ever said this until Im Haunted Again #FOR THE RECORD. this is abt Yuusaku in my head. Maybe Ogata too idk #I know its so hashtag girl but are these men not hashtag girl already #as a transmasc and previous catholic school attendee the motif is sort of half of my whole brand. in terms of purity symbolism #apologies to everyone with reading comprehension. i heard the words Tight Virgin and immediately thought of him #anyway the screenshotted lyrics kind of sold it for me #what are you if not the cleanest and also bloodiest figure in your entire army if you're the ideological symbol #he's pure he's holy he's celibate he's untouched he's so so so catholic schoolgirl core #but then! he's also the bearer and conduit of a symbol of nationalistic imperial pride. #meaning the blood on his hands may be more metaphorical than others' but the stain is deep and dark and haunting. #like the impression he made on Ogatas mind as an individual! #he is guiltless and the most guilty. yk like he's just the messenger but he loves even the calligraphy of the message's death bells #DON'T LOOK AT ME!!! I LOVE THIS STUPID LITTLE MF #Spotify

[starheirxero]

what are some major events that happened in your lord eclipse au? and do ones similar to canon like old moon sending him a wither storm go differently?

is there special events that eclipse, Sun, or that one of the followers made around him? does he have activities he likes to do in general?

OH MAN. I'm gunna be honest, I'm actually not entirely sure about the first question?? The timeline/canon I have is very loose and changes from scenario to scenario, but I suppose a few events that are pretty consistent are "The Centipede-ening", Eclipse's fall from grace (isolation from his followers due to boredom) with unwavering loyalty happening somewhere around that time period, Moon n Lunar show up... and then i Guess they release the wither storm?? Though, I do like to replace the wither storm with something that isn't. The Minecraft Story Mode Wither Storm LMAOSJWLDK

After that, though, I usually divide into two different outcomes from there and either go "Sunvant dies and slowly heals in the afterlife with his Moon, Lunar, and Bloodmoon" or "Moon and Lunar takes Sunvant back home with them and he slowly heals in the main tsams universe." Both are varying levels of angsty and bittersweet so he has to endure Healing Horrors no matter what LMAO

ALSO YES ‼️ I actually started making a small list of events/important days for Lord Eclipse's world (before getting distracted so there's only one date on it LMAO 😭) but I imagine that some days were sort of... pre-installed?? by Eclipse, like his primary day of worship (which is June 1st bc that's when he first started existing!), but some events may be entirely made by the rest of the followers! I just. dunno what those events would be yet LOL. I could also absolutely see Sun making his own personal special days that revolve around Lord Eclipse just so he feels like he's especially faithful tbh!

#asks #anon #lord eclipse au #I HOPE THIS SUFFICES LOL 😭 #there's several more ideas i have that are either just... too small to mention or i'm just unsure if i actually wanna implement it #like monty saying something to sun that he—as sunvant—havent ever told monty and he's like #what? why do you know that about me? #and monty's like ah. uhm. just... forget i ever said anything. #sun asking lord eclipse if he'd ever get his own stained glass window someday—'you know. since you've appointed me as your servant?' #and lord eclipse immediately shuts down the idea with a guilt trippy 'why would you want such a thing? you'd take attention away from me.- #-do you want to make people forget who they're supposed to be worshipping here?' #OH OH #IVE ALSO THOUGHT ABT THE IDEA OF THERE BEING A GROUP OF DISSENTERS THAT WANT TO DETHRONE LORD ECLIPSE AND SUN ENDS UP JOINING THEM SOMEHOW #i have never thought of a single good ending for that idea tho LMAOOO 😭 #it always ends with Sun cowering under the furious gaze of Eclipse while surrounded by the bodies of all the people who had been involved #POINT IS: THERE'S SEVERAL THINGS I ENTERTAIN THAT I DONT RLLY TALK ABT BC. SHRIG #MY OWN SELF INDULGENCE COMES FIRST WITH THIS AU I WONT EVEN LIE SORRYSJSHSJFN #centiclipse #sunvant

[iulianfawcett]

ok i looked at ur posts and i have no idea what’s going on rn but i came here cause i’m watching the second episode and i’m so confused. cause tell me why everyone is targeting Kirsten????? i’m getting flashbacks from last season.

ALL kirsten did was be apart of the phallinx five or whatever like it’s not like she was the ring leader and then LITERALLY went to Cirie and Felicia and said hey were the only 3 black women in the house i’ll have your back if you have mine. BUT LITERALLY REILLY WAS APARY OF THAT GROUP AS WELL so how can she call kirsten sneaky when she was doing the same thing???

like and the fact that cirie didn’t care and felicia was talking about her behind her back!!! like im so confused not 1 but TWO black women of THREE were put up FIRST NOMINATION like it wouldn’t be a thing if this was second or third or seventh but FIRST??? after what happened last season???? absolutely not. and im not gonna fight for them too hard cause i know they lost the competitions and that’s why they were put up in the first place but STILL 😭😭 like what is going ON

what’s going on right now—luke said the n word this morning and people are justifiably upset about it. very casually as well it’s very obvious he uses it on a regular basis in his actual life so. and bb apparently has a zero tolerance policy for hate speech/slurs like that so hopefully he’s been kicked out.

and yeah i mean. the way kirsten has been treated is nowhere close to how taylor was, but it’s still like. she’s on the block, she doesn’t have the fucking plague. you can still talk to her.

that house makes peoples brains rot so fast. especially this cast.

#you’re also forgetting abt mecole but i know where you’re coming from #i’ll be honest tho i forget about what happens in the episodes i watch them then i immediately forget everything #ask

[izzy-b-hands]

I get two fucking sentences in on every new draft for every new idea lately, and then my brain goes 'hm, no, actually that's stupid/boring/cloying/not going to be something you can write at your current ability'

I am. vibrating with rage at my brain rn over this bout of writer's block. Bro we literally want to die whenever I go longer than like. a fucking week without writing SOMETHING; why the fuck are you making this harder!!!!!! Just let me write a full fucking thing even if it sucks!!! but i literally physically start to feel sick and can't push myself to keep typing as soon as the above thoughts hit. I have a stupid number of untitled, barely started to almost completely done drafts, for multiple fandoms (mostly our flag tho admittedly lmao), all of which have been started within the last maybe fourteen days.

i wanna scratch my brain out of my fucking skull lmao. free to a good home after i get it out, if anyone else wants to try and rehabilitate it

#text post #everyone tells me i should be grateful that writing comes to me naturally and I am! but also sometimes it does This to me #and the longer it goes on the worse it gets #and affects the rest of my mental health on top of it all #brain pls some of these ideas are cute!!! fun even!!! others are gonna be heavier pieces but they might turn out okay!! #but we don't know if they'll turn out okay or not IF WE DON'T FUCKING FINISH THEM #god. sorry y'all just. pls know if ur waiting on me to finish something in progress ive posted or want to see something new from me #and are upset abt the current lack of stuff. i am also upset abt it and i am working on it i swear #also i need to address this bc im running out of storage space on gdocs with all of these #so they gotta either be written and posted or given up on and deleted for space fdlkafjlasdjf #it's nearly one thirty in the morning. i should probably just go shower #aka the place where my brain immediately gives me perfect fucking dialogue like last night THAT I FUCKIN FORGET BEFORE I CAN WRITE IT DOWN #it's fine. it was some of the best dialogue and most in character i felt id ever thought of. and i can't remember it and it's gone forever. #it's fine

[patrocles]

do you think things got gay between the guys that got left behind on erebus when the rest of the men left

#im on my 5th rewatch and every time i forget abt those guys #whats their story what happened to them #did they smash immediately

[potatobugz]

opening untitled google doc #7592 so I can attempt to write something again but ultimately never finish it

#rambles #but ill keep doing it bc. if i dont write i will never learn #i had another homestuck scenario i wanted to write but you see i only have an idea for one specific part #and i have 0 writing experience so i cant write it that well if i dont have a good udea 4 what i want to happen #anyways the premise is that feferi ascends to god tier (more like cod tier) after eridan kills her #& she revives nepeta and equius. the rest of the trolls r like hesitant to revive eridan right away #but feferi goes ahead and revives him anyway bc she has very conflicting feelings & shes like 'i just wanna talk 2 him 38(' #ofc this backfires #eridan waking up & immediately assuming the worst; freaks out and runs away from her cuz he thinks shes gonna [krill] him again #(fish pun bc i saw the opportunity and couldn't resist) #then he runs into kanaya and freaks out EVEN MORE and then attempts to run down stairs & trips on his dumb scarf (affectionate) #and falls down a flight of stairs #ive had that specific scenario in my mind for like a few days now!!! and ive been dying to put it down somewhere!! augh #other cincepts i havent fleshed out include: eridan hiding from everyone on the meteor. eridan and gamzee alliance maybe. #some exploration on how kanaya feels abt this bc i feel like kanaya is always portrayed as angry at eridan but ppl forget WHY shes angry!!! #shes *greiving*. the matriorb was like the hope for their entire race & she was tasked 2 protect it and it got destroyed #its very sad to me. murderstuck as a whole is tragic 2 me because theyre all children and i dont think any of them shoulda died #idk i hope that makes sense #um also eridan putting themself in a cycle of 'not evil anymore i want to be loved now. evil again' cuz #characters who destroy their relationships w others over and over again mean everything to me. self destructive characters my beloved #and also everyone who was revived makes it to the alpha session so eridan and roxy friendship can thrive <3 (i am ill) #and also eridan transgender arc is mandatory sorry #wow i am sorry 4 talking so much down here ive been DYING 2 get this idea out but like #i cant ramble normally in posts i have to do it in the tags or i get self conscious otherwise agh #feel free to add onto this if youd like i think #homestuck #oh also maybe nonbinary roxy too maybe bc i really like nb roxy headcanon and also t4t pale eriroxy so wonderful

[weepylucifer]

lmfao at the legit Fear that enters my mother's eyes whenever i dare to hint at me not being absolutely totally 100% a woman

#told her abt the trans rights protest i went to the other day and called myself ''a bit trans'' and oh boy #the Bewilderment. the absolute Fright #i immediately took it back bc jesus christ. what. #when i'm not home i'm like. i'm totally fine not ever discussing gender stuff with my parents #but then when i'm here my mom keeps calling me a woman and a girl and whatnot and everytime it annoys me more #i'm not a man either but like. that ain't me #posts by me #and like that conversation has actually been had! but she pointedly FORGETS all about it within days #reminds me of when i was 10 and told her that i believed parallel universes was real and i could go to them and kiss my favorite characters #same level of disregard. but arguably this is a bit more real and important to me than that

[dreamcast-official]

ugh.

#eli.txt #I KEEP FORGETTING MY EX HAS A PARTNER AND I GET SO MISERABLE ABT IT EVERYTIME I AM REMINDED. #idk. goes back to how disposable i probably am. in general. but to them especially #bc damn losing me meant absolutely nothing huh. nothing in your life changed other than not having to deal with me anymore. #nothing changed and yet me being gone made it all better huh. #idk what i expected but idk ive always been kinda disposable to most ppl i just. idk i hoped a relationship wouldve been different #like. damn! leaving me changed nothing! it just made your life better! i can fucking tell! #things always turn out this way is the thing lol everytime someone gets rid of me its like their life immediately gets better #AGFHGHGH this sucks i kinda wanna be mad at them but im NOT #IM MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT BEING MAD AT THEM WHICH IS FUCKING STUPID BUT LIKE. GOD THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING TO HARM ME #AND THAT MAKES IT SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL NEGATIVELY TOWARDS THEM #EVEN THOUGH IM REALLY HURT BC THEYRE NOT. DOING ANYTHING. TOWARDS ME. IM HURT BC IM A FUCKING BABY THAT CANT GET OVER ANYTHING EVER #this sucks so much i fucking hate it here do you know how upsetting this is. they didnt even fucking DO anything which makes it WORSE #bc WHY am i upset they didnt even DO anything #im just like a fucking infant is what i am

[awek-s-archived]

it sure is hard having a 50 year old child when ur 25 lol

#im tired of raising my mom i rly am it takes such an emotional toll #i love her but its gotten to the point where sometimes she will just come home or walk into a room or #yell one time and it just drains my energy immediately #and every time i have like a bad mental health day or think back abt the decades of abuse im still recovering from bc of my brother #(it only ended last year so i have a lot of recovery to do) #i remember how she basically totally ignored all of it #and only took it seriously when it started to happen to her last year as well #and the other day she was like oh i had a panic attack once and she started trying to explain what they were to me im like mom i literally #have anxiety. im mentally ill. i get panic attacks all the time. #she thinks im a weirdo for it and that i need to grow up but when SHE had it it was different #like its just a lot to deal w lmao #obviously she helps me a lot but its like it takes more to raise a kid than giving them a roof under their head i feel like #a lot of ppl forget this #and we didnt even always have a roof either not that homelessness was any of our choice #but u know what i mean #like emotionally ive been parenting my mom since i was 5 years old its really srarting to eat away at me now #aweks.txt

[breezere]

lord pls do u have any saiou fic recs i am Unwell

me the fuck too bestie

this ones a big fav solely bc its based off of that one "bad rom com idea" post that i CANNOT find for the life of me but u know the one EDIT I FOUND IT

office au. featuring shuichi "dense motherfucker" saihara

this one just fucks me up in every way /pos

rurgdushruhrhegrudh

#me trying not to link the big fics that everyone has read already LDGKDJDLD #i also just dont read longfics in general bc of them being..... long #ill read a chap take a break and immediately forget abt it #ask #breezy answers