#fuck the rest of the chapter though

[iamhereinthebg]

Siblings

#MIRAI CAN'T READ TO SAVE HER LIFE AHAHHA #aoi akane #mirai #tbhk #tbhk 109 #I AM LIVING #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shonen hanako kun #jshk #fuck the rest of the chapter though #gonna not expand on that but... yeah.... #the three clock keepers

[ruporas]

i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a #lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece #of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't #just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood #was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know #otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo #where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before #but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash #98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle #whenever ww complimented his smile though #and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other #with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt #more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances #mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash #saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2.... #ruporas art

[gerrydelano]

it's been like 10 hours and i am still thinking about gerry child experimentation canon. fuck my entire life

#r.txt #confirmed in tmagp which i do not listen to and will not listen to but i was Shown The Evidence #this also confirms that he's a candidate for DID in addition to his already extremely traumatic Rest Of Canon Story Don't Fight Me On It #because he would have been 7-11 years old #probably Closer to 11 though if he was one of the last ones experimented on before the institute burned down #so not DID forming but certainly contributing to the highly likely prior split! his mother is mary keay! he had baby trauma #almost never seen a character more likely to have DID than him and i have seen a good handful #now i'm just on my soapbox about how common DID actually is in our society given the huge prevalence of childhood trauma #anyway. this is the spiral i was sent on because of this new information #still won't be listening to the new thing but i can't resist objectively horrible facts about my poor fucking baby #they did the milgram experiment on him! and he scored low! because obviously! #empathy index 95%! baby!!!! #ugh. ugh! #the things this could have influenced in pbrrrrr. in TSP!!!! fuck! #if i really did just bring pbr back out of nowhere it'd fit right into the scene i was gonna do in the next chapter which is insane #uuuugh

[cowboy-robooty]

MANHWA WHY ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO LETTING THE YAOI BOYS HAVE A SEASON TO BE ESTABLISHED AND EXPLORE THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO END ONCE THEYRE TOGETHER OR THEY HAVE TO KEEP GOING BACK N FORTH SO THE MANHWA CAN CONTINUE. JUST FUCKING GIVE ME THAT SLICE OF LIFE SHIT YOU HAVE GOOD CHARACTERS YOU CAN WORK WITH THEM WHEN THEYRE ESTABLISHED I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT

#yet another reason why killer crush rises above the rest #I HATE IT OKAY #LIKE OMIGAWD IF I LIKE A DYNAMIC ENOUGH WHEN THEYRE NOT ESTABLISHED TO READ ABT THEM #I MOST DEFINATELY LIKE THEM ENOUGH TO WANNA SEE THEM ESTABLISHED AND JUST DOING SHIT TOGETHER #FOR A LOT OF SERIES THAT BOTHER TO DO THAT THATS WHEN IT TRUELY PICKS UP FOR ME EVEN #thank you his favorite for becoming established instantly #me when im ngl i only reread third ending from when theyre established onwards #third ending would not have as high of a rating in my head at all if they didnt bother with that shit #TRUST ME OKAY. THE FANS WANT THIS. #placebo san told me that she only fuck with jp yaoi and doesnt trust korean or chinese manhwa... #imma be ngl jp is the most reliable for higher quality and its probs cuz they dont force you to endure 50 chapters of back n forth bullshit #and then end it right when its time to get to the established goodness #im a true yaoi connesiuer though alright dont knock korean and chinese manhwa completely bc theres always gems #my favorite comic ever is 2 comics tied and one is a jp yaoi while other is a korean shoujo

[magicpiano]

Me: For all that I love anime, I have never seen One Piece, it just seemed too long and the character designs put me off, but I figure I should give the live action a shot!

Me during episode 1: This is actually quite good! It is charming and the characters are fun! I am really enjoying it!

Me at the end of episode 1: what the fuck is that snail thing?? The fuck????

#one piece #one piece netflix #i get the feeling that first time viewers are going to have a lot of what the fuck moments #but honestly the fuck is that snail thing #??????????????????? #my posts #the rest of episode 1 was good though #sad to see glasses guy level though he was my fav so far i hope he comes back #but then i am sure he must even if not in the live action because the manga is like a thousand chapters or some shit #will probably keep watching though #the snail was weirder than the clown but the pirate clown was also cursed as fuck

[pepprs]

and ithink that makes me. A bad person and/or bad at my job btw. like how can i so loudly refuse to learn and complain about learning and yet be an ambassador for / cocreator of a thriving denoceacynwhen learning is at the core of it. and when i literaly work in education and am a teacher or some shit. idk.

#purrs #i don’t even know how to articulate my thoughts. which is the problem. i used to be good at things like this but in the last few years i #just… struggle to read and write in ways that are understood by other people. like scholarly ways 💀 LOL. i don’t understand my readings but #refuse to go to the writing center and get help or whatever the fuck. and i struggle to write papers in academic voice (though not visibly t #to my professors apparently). idk. i just am so miserable. it doesn’t work for my brain. i did this to myself and i don’t have to be but i #have to be because i can’t bear being small and left behind. i don’t know. when i get like this which is all the time i can’t explain #anything well. i don’t want to read these chapters even though they’re important i want to play video games and rest. and i want to learn #about these thi ng s by doing them and experiencing them and not having to take them home and have it cut into my precious free time. godddd #but like would someone who is truly a champion of this kind of thing… feel that way. like shouldn’t i want to read shit like this and be s #seeking it out myself. idk. my brain is full of mental illness spikes rn and i have to push through it and just do the damn assignment #delete later

[noxtivagus]

i screamed.

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #i forgot abt the manga for a bit. GOT NERVOUS TO READ BCS I'LL GO. HDFKLASJDFLKSJDFLKADSJF YK #( apollo's watching over my shoulder n said to write that i'm ugly. like. artemis is ugly. sobs ) #oh my god. i can't read this. i just want to change all my pfps now n. be delusional. daydream. FUCK #EMET-SELCH YOU'RE SO UNFAIR 😭😭 #& yotsuyu ma'am you're so pretty pls step on me hahahaha #n then alphi my bb first year he's so adorable i love love love him so much. my bb boy my dearest #AYMERIC YOU'RE SO LOVELY N HAURCHEFANT YOU'RE SO PRECIOUS I'LL CRY #the rest of them too but. rn my brain. is in school mode. i cannot. handle this. rn. oh my god. help #GAIA N RYNE WAHH THEY'RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 🥹🫶🏼 #i'm enjoying this so much but i'm just skimming through to look at stuff #guys i love final fantasy xiv so much. #alphinaud at the end of the second chapter is so me actually #i froze when i saw emet-selch w the book. i have no words. oh my god. #GAIA N YSAYLE INTERACTION MY GIRLS I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i have. assignments to do tho lmfaoooo that's enough for now. actually maybe i'll just quickly skim to the end of this chapter #i'm too shy to add more pics bcs. the 4th chapter. BUT. ALPHINAUD SAVING THE LIL KID I'M SO IN LOVE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 #alphi n alisaie. i'm emotional. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 😭😭 alphi's soft smile there though.. i'm. so. in love. #alphi w the kid. alphi n alisaie. hdflaksdjfldk i love alphi so much my dear alphi :c #i want to ramble so much help me. but. SCHOOL. HFDALKDSFJDLKFJ SOBBING BYE #just some snippets from the manga yes. don't mind me

[essektheylyss]

Me: I am a goddamn professional, and I can sit down and make some progress on editing a piece of writing for a few hours.

The progress, after a few hours: .....a painting?

#it IS the first half of a painting of part of the chapter im supposed to be editing sooooo #however i did go read the end of this book as i have it and it is very fun. need the rest of the book to be as fun. and also complete. #but like. i started the day going 'ugggh this book is never going to be good or fun to read.' #but that's not true! so there. #me @ me lmfao. #HOWEVER i did turn in the edits on two pieces that i owed people! #i am in fact a goddamn professional and thats what matters. #unfortunately my brain is not convinced that a book draft is a professional endeavor even if it IS— #and a REALLY FUCKING IMPORTANT ONE FOR MY PERSONAL GOALS. #anyway. i AM a goddamn professional and I am going to go write the portion of this that connects the main parts of this chapter. #even though thats really scary cuz it has to explain a LOT OF THINGS #but once i have that set down I'll know way better what the rest has to build up to so editing will work better lol #my art #ig???

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the broker fic is coming along nicely and i'm currently prepping chapter 13 so i can drop it next week, it's gonna be a fun one >:^)

‘Listen,’ the man said, once again pointing his finger in Vitali’s direction.

‘I’ma give you to the count of five, and if I don’t have my eddies back by then- all three thousand of ‘em- that dark red suit o’ yours is gonna be red for vastly different reasons.’ ‘Really now?’ Vitali asked, raising his eyebrow and slightly tilting his head, a smile taking shape on his face as he let his eyes trail the crowd; people were starting to get rowdy, starting to cheer. A rush of adrenaline was already soaring through his system, reminding him of the street fights he used to participate in- Sure, he was there for business now. But he could have a little bit of fun. ‘One!’ the guy yelled, his voice barely audible above the buzz of the club, the music suddenly a lot louder than before; though it could just be Vitali’s imagination, straightening his back and redistributing his weight to his left leg while grabbing his cane halfway down the shaft. ‘Two!’ ‘You sure you’re going to do this, jefe?’ Judy asked. ‘Viktor’s gonna kill you.’ ‘Only if I get hurt,’ Vitali replied, rolling back his neck as the man yelled out a loud three, dragging it out a little bit longer as if he was trying to give Vitali time to reconsider. Another day, another client turning against him. Far from the first time and far from the last; though usually Vitali dealt with these sorts of things with a bit more finesse than he was about to do. ‘Four!’ He did not care. His reputation preceded him; the bruising of his knuckles as dark as the rims underneath his eyes, everyone knew Vitali Dobrynin was a fighter first and a fixer second. All to protect, all out of love- but no one cared about that. They only ever saw what was on show. ‘FIVE!’

#tag games #nuclearwriting #so many fun bits in this chapter i'm very excited to post the rest >:^) #this is just some random guy also don't worry about it #that last part though. reputation preceded him. fighter first fixer second. all to protect. all out of love. but no one cared. #i'm fucking normal about him i wanna fucking smash my head through a window #this is EXACTLY what matvey wants. take away the context to make vitali look like the villain in all this #to take everything away from him. people only ever see what's on show. aha xoxo #never thought i'd have this much depth in the whole fic but here we are baybeey... themes... motifs... [dies] #also. once again. if anyone wants me to yell more about the fic my asks are open and i Love yelling about things so. teehee #if you have any quastions. >:^) let me know >:^) <3

[lizardsarecute]

i just found out that most of the fanart for Liner Notes were absolutely obliterated lmao. I forgot that I linked a majority of them through discord last year. whoops my b on not archiving those.

I'll have to go and hunt those drawings again.

#personal #mental note for next weekend #spend a few minutes getting those re-linked with somethin like imgur #my other freckles korsica drawing was in one of those chapters #rest in peace for now #or maybe i just imagined it? fuck im old #but i couldve sworn i made another one #ive drawn it plenty in my sketchbooks for sure though lol

[skrunksthatwunk]

mannnn ok i've been waiting for the yyh fixation cycle to put me back on (!!!!!!!) rather than (thing i am so normal about but it's dormant) and it's taken a little longer than i expected and i was worried it was going away but i am happy to announce that WE ARE SO BACK BABYYY

#like giggling in The most girly lovestruck unbecoming way at eeevery line outta Anyone's mouth it's soooo sickening #god i love this show. oh my god it's so. jdgdhsmbssjjdhdkvbjbvvdn #im such a sucker for the four saint beasts arc. did you know that? it's so good to me #love to see my boys together at last #and the rando arc is always better than i think until it gets to the rando fight and then it kinda blows #x2 speed privileges unlocked by having seen this pt of the show like 7 times #same with the suzaku fight. you slow down when it cuts to botan/keiko or kurama/hiei/kuwabara but the rest is x2. begone with ye #and it's soooo fucking funny and the voice acting mmmmwah i keep replaying lines and giggling bc like the choices are so scrunchy #starting to think i might just have a thing for voices or something #sighing longingly as we speak #i think yyh is my comfort show if i had to pick one it's just so..... <33 #ptutu is probably up there as well but it's a very different vibe and has its place on the fixation track #yyh is the show i want to pick me up and spin me around in a flowery meadow. if that makes sense #like it's not just that i love it it's that im in love with it. i guess? idk why. kinda besotted atm though #a bit worried bc the transition from yukina to dark tournament is always a little bumpy for me and it's where im most likely to drop off #historically speaking. i think it's the shift in pacing? going from 3-5 ep arcs to a 40 ep arc is like. whoof #(thats part of why i prefer chapter black to dark tournament tbh <3 BUT i love dark tourny i get it believe me) #but i think this round's pretty secure bc the spell this shit has me under. wheewwwww #nyarla dni #just realized that i mightve kept snappy kuwabara as my banner for so long not just bc it's fun and cute #but also as a way of holding on to yyh as part of my online presence and identity. like the yyh pt of my heart saying im still here!! :D #esp after i changed my pfp from hiei. snappy kuwabara + yukina was my last holdout OMG MY DOG'S HOWLING #SHE NEVER DOES THAT HOLD ON

[shiroselia]

On one hand I Know that not every chapter can or should be a banger, but on the Other hand, reading That One Chapter that you really don't think is as good as the rest really makes you hurl

#It's not even That fucking bad it's just one I know I bullshit a lot in and I don't like how obvious it is even though I know I'm solving #it down the line and also it's a really dumb chapter anyways that exist for One reason and it's one paragraph #The rest is legit built Around it

[aberooski]

Guys.

I think I thought of a way to sneak Nightshroud into the Mario crossover 👀

#I may be a genius #I just have to figure out the rest of the idea around that part asksksks #but it wouldn't be until the penultimate locale before bowser's caslt anyway so there's time akskks #almost done with chapter 4 though! #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #atticus rhodes #nightshroud #your princeton is in another castle #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby after dark #I JUST RETROACTIVELY REALIZED HOW I SOMEHOW BUTCHERED THE SPELLING OF FUCKING C A S T L E #AND I CALL MYSELF A WRITER 😭😭😭😭 #I'M NOT EVEN GONNA FIX IT I'M GONNA LEAVE IT THERE AS A MONUMENT OF SHAME

[elegyofthemoon]

thwacks tumblr stop eating my tags and tell me when i hit 30 max >:I

#snow speaks #JUST TELL ME TO SHUT UP NEXT TIME INSTEAD OF EATING MY TAGS I HAD THINGS TO SAY #well not anymore bc i think they werent all that important just me sobbing my eyes out tbh #was it always 30?? #i feel like i always rambled more than that but i always hit 30 these days and then it just eats my tags #im pretty sure it was 40 before ... #oh well #anyways no one look at me. #i was having A Time last night #i think im gonna wind up finishing the manga today though or some time this weekend bc its a 3 day weekend #so enough time to make me catch up on sleep and rest #ive been doing ok otherwise #my friends want to study together today and im mildly struggling with 'how the fuck do i present myself after going mia for two whole weeks #we'll manage. its just anxiety bad #lmao reward myself with finishing the manga ig i have like 5 chapters left to go

[monstergoblin]

I was scrolling through A03 trying to find a good Gustholomule fic cause I really wanted to read one or two before bed. MY half asleep brain glanced at a description and got all excited seeing a pirate au. I was like oooo another pirate au!! Its my fic... I clicked on my own fic... I only glanced at it... Maybe I should go to bed....

Also totally would love fic recs to read of TOH, Im obsessed I need more.

#I read the last line cause it caught my eye didn't even look at the rest and went someone else did pirates too!! #I'm so fucking stupid sometimes #I need sleep #I'ma read some fics instead #I really got so excited to see another take on a pirate au #I am soooo stupid #aaaaaaa #I found it really funny though died laughing #now ima got find a gustholomule fic #Also to those who read it. I am working on next chapter dont worries

[todayisafridaynight]

What’s the moment in Yakuza that made you go “I’m In.” As in the moment that made you obsessed.

there wasnt ever really one Singular moment that made me go 'ok im obsessed now', it just kinda gradually happened and now here we are almost a year later

#snap chats #it'll be a whole year on wednesday heugh heugh #i really couldnt tell you what it was tho. i guess after i beat y0? #because i remember beating y0 and thinking 'wow this was a great game i wanna see the rest' and wanting to play yk1 #i was really depressed that week and i saw the rest of the series was Practically on sale so i was like 'fuck it why not' #that was a good day though. i was still pretty gloomy but it was nice just snacking on pizza i got and playing yk1 #i felt like a proper kid for once. even though i was 20 ☠️ but i never got that exp growing up so w/e #god thats so weird though that was a year ago at this point... it doesnt even feel like its been a year #i started y0 years ago but stopped after lee died ☠️ i remember telling myself i really wanted to finish the game but it just didnt happen #well. now it has happened LMAO so glad i finally finished it #its always a coin flip whenever i get into series tbh #ill either love it and become wholly obsessed with it and make a blog for it #or i'll just love it quietly there really is no in between #i had a moment like that with Y7 tho. it was the second ichi started talkin bout dq </3 #'snap i thought you said that was the moment you fell in love with ichi' ok and. it was both. loving ichi means loving y7 #my initial reactions to y7 are soemthin ill always cherish like of course ive always been invested in the games and the plot #but y7 felt like the first time i was REALLY invested and i was eager to keep playing #not saying the other games /werent/ interesting ofc but like. with y7 it as just different #also because y7 was the first and only rgg game i showed my friend (we only got to chapter 2 before she just. stopped acting like i existed #plus before she went home we were driving to get sushi and i was just asking her how she felt bout the game so far #and yk she gave reasonable answers and even started theorizing (she was totally right about arakawa not actually trying to kill ichi) #but then we just sat in my car in silence for a sec before i was just like '..so what'd you think bout jo' because im Not Subtle #and she was really on my same bullshit wavelength immediately and we just spent the rest of the car ride talking about him LVKJAELKJ #i was so glad she ALSO 'Really Liked Him' frame one vVLKAV #its always funny whenever we find the same characters attractive like. it happened once in a blue moon cause our tastes are Just Different #but when we would agree it was the funniest shit we were such goons- I REMEMBER WE MADE A HOT-OR-NOT TIER LIST ONCE LVKJVKLA #we're so unserious about it because generally we just. Arent attracted to people that much so when it does happen Lmao #i miss it. i miss having a friend to play games with.. i miss having a friend to hang out with in general tbh i miss being silly （；´д｀) #IVE RAMBLED ON SO LONG SORRY IM RUNNING OUT OF TAGS but yeah. there's That answer